#how fucking sweet would that have been

[charmac]

#iasip #sunnys super sweet 16 #don’t ask how long i spent on the fucking text graphic #the photoshop was fine its the fucking colours i couldnt let go of yellow/gold but it just did. not work here #anyway look how beautiful the sweet 16 theme would have been #Mac closeup got bumped cos not red #sorry Mac lol be more on theme next time #and booze is out of order ya #sacrifice... it just didnt look as good with the text between dee and den at the bottom #i might do these for closeups of the gang in each ep... #we'll see. #oc

[torchstelechos]

How pissed do you think Shen Yuan is when he finds out that a different version of himself (that’s living his transmigrator dream WHAT THE FUCK HOWS THAT FAIR-) sold him out to Bingge. Like on a scale of one to SQH made another sex pollen wife plot, how mad?

#SVSSS #scum villian self saving system #Shen Yuan #luo bingge #binggeyuan #I mean selling him out lightheartedly #its more like SY dramatizing the fact that a different version of himself got with LBH and then when the OP protag showed up #he also wanted a Shizun so he went searching for him and now SY has to deal with that #Its more like can you imagine knowing that the person pursuing you is only doing so after seeing a different version of you and him married #and how that reflects a lot of your self worth issues?? Like fuck man I know SY is kind of oblivious but i do think there would be some #issues with tjis actually #<- is a fool who hasnt read the extras yet is just assuming from what they have been told #sweet potato SVSSS #its my tagging system hehehe

[bonebabbles]

I remember when I was reading DOTC when I was around 10, and ever since Misty died I had been waiting for the moment where Birch and Alder learned about her murder, how everyone in their lives has kept it a secret. And then it just didn't happen.

I also remember obsessively re-reading the part where Quiet Rain blows up at Clear Sky.

Birch and Alder are two characters that are just so...

I WANT to say they were forgotten about, but that word doesn't feel right for how they're constantly showing up on the screen. Clear Sky occasionally feels guilty about how he murdered their mother, but for the vast majority of the time, that's described in passive voice. So you're not reminded of just HOW cruel he was, and still very much is.

It's like they're not allowed to be characters.

Like, how does Alder feel about Clear Sky, who seemed to be acting as an adoptive father until he beat her as a child? How did Birch respond later, when Clear Sky was so busy thrashing his sister that he was threatened by a dog? How do they feel about the man who took their mother away from them?

They keep getting cited as "Good Examples Of Non-Campborn Cats," dodging around the fact they were stolen and raised by Petal. Like a lot of the other "adoptions" in the series, she quietly stops mattering to them. But even this fact... like, they're being OTHERED when they were functionally raised SkyClan.

How do they feel about THAT? That their earliest memory is SkyClan, and yet, they'll never be considered truly, fully "clanborn."

Their whole life taken from them, by Clear Sky's cruelty, their formative years spent in his violent shadow, and the narrative is just not interested in that.

#birch wc #alder wc #I see a lot of people calling this arc So Very Interesting #Begging for more of it #but like... the more I think about this arc the more I hate it. #Both reading it and the deep dissatisfaction that settles over me thinking about how much potential it wasted #All sacrificed on the altar of Sweet Brother Love or whatever was going on there #Even people who go 'oh it was so exciting' like... when. did we read the same series #the entire thing is clear sky causing problems and then no one is allowed to react violently to them #because that makes us Just As Bad #what was interesting about 3 books of the moor cats doing NOTHING as clear makes the plot happen #And another 3 books of Clear just being a bastard and everyone feels bad about hating his guts #And here's Birch and Alder who have never really been explored ever #because it would require them to fucking hate the guy who ruined their lives #it doesn't JIVE with his exoneration arc. so it cant happen

[ashersanity]

hi sorry if this is cringe but ive seen you comment a bit self-deprecatingly on being new to writing and my therapist gave me homework of being open about my positive feelings. anyway.

you might be a beginner, but your writing is fantastic! i'm a literature student and obviously, yes, your dol hornyposting isn't exactly shakespearean yet- but it's very clear you're a talented writer.

your characterisation is on point- which is hard for a game like dol! your language is descriptive without being overly wordy or repetitve, which is a trap a lot of nsfw writers fall into in the beginning, but youre doing fantastic with it. and your work is just a joy to read (and very hot lmfao), which is something very hard to achieve. your writing is smooth and plays very well with the context, and there's a sense of prosaic continuity, where it's not too jumpy or choppy, even when you're posting somewhat disconnected paragraphs.

i know it can be hard to compare yourself to others and start out at new things- but trust me, you're doing great, and you're well on your way. sorry for the unasked for paragraphs lmfao but yeah <3

Staring at this knowing very well there are aspiring writers out there who deserve this compliment twice over meanwhile I’m just a guy with an obscenely amount of horny stuck in his system and writing porn for fun.

..This ask lowkey got me blushing n shit. Maybe even smiling, who knows. I’m not telling. (I don’t know how to handle compliments and froze up like an idiot.)

..May I respectfully hold your hand in mine.

#long tags ahead #I may have melted #with this exact pose #hand on face to hide the fluster #this is so fucking sweet. I’m unsure how to properly react #what would be the best answer here exactly? #I’m not all that confident in my writing since I’ve been used to hearing other things about stuff I do #namely drawing where I’ve been told my whole life I’m talented for that which made me seriously wanna do it #whereas writing is just something that happened on its own and I do it for fun #that’s why it never really crossed my mind to see it as something that’s good compared to everyone else #still. this had me blushing for whatever reason. I prefer compliments on my own skills the best so it this hit hard #for the characterization of dol. thanks. I try to keep it close as canon as possible since I’ve seen too many fuck up the characters #no. whitney wouldn’t do that and neither would kylar either #<3 anon #asher gets asks #that has him fumbling

[obstinatecondolement]

Not to be all "this is an Only Murders in the Building blog now" but apparently since yesterday I have reached a point of no longer being satisfied with being part of a two-person fandom irl with my sister and I need to Discuss things with you all.

Anyway. Currently thinking about how Theo Dimas is a) Greek and b) Deaf—both cultures that are very physically demonstrative—and that he is. Like that.

#I love Theo Dimas so fucking much #the poorest and littlest of meow meows #haven't we all committed accidental manslaughter and allowed someone else to go to prison for it? #have we not all in our time robbed valuables from dead people's bodies? #and consider this: he was very sad about it #and he is so sweet and has such a delightfully quiet and affectionate friendship with mabel #who he kidnapped that one time and who wrongly accused him of murder on a podcast that lead to his arrest #neither of which they hold against each other because they are fellow traumatised disaster millennials who haven't got their shit together #also I think maybe they should kiss about it??? #because he has stuck around a lot longer than any of her canon love interests #and! she is learning asl so clearly values the relationship and wants to make it easier to communicate on his terms #and mabel is famously guarded and slow to trust #(but also a real 'once my walls are down I will love you forever' type) #so her being like 'I want to talk to you and I want that enough and to do it often enough that I want to meet you half way #and not just expect you to always lip-read and write things down for me #because I don't want understanding me and being understood by me to be as much work as it would be if I didn't make any effort to sign' #is like... a very significant indication of how she feels about having theo in her life imo #also they are both very cute and ping bi4bi to me and honestly that would have been more than enough for me #only murders in the building #omitb #omitb spoilers #only murders in the building spoilers

[fate-defiant]

There is a Duckling,, LOOSE in the archives

#duck in the jarchives what delights will she bring #do not archive #my art #anyway yea i've been thinking about that tma au again #these are mostly misc goofs and gags and whatnot #but something is slowly forming in my head #anyway yea ive decided to place this circa season 3 #sorry sasha better luck next time. #there;s more where this came from and i may or may not have thumbnailed. a short comic #why yes i do have tons of other shit to do i am glad you asked #no i will not prioritize the more important shit who do you think you're talking to. a functional adult? i am typing this at 4 am. #anyway i imagine martin is duck's emotional support adult. he did not ask for this and does not know how to be that but he tries #god imagine human!duck interacting with the archival team. priceless #get in loser we're going to thera- wait what the fuck thats. a child. a child is doingWhy is a child doing therapy #hey child? child you do know this is not your responsibilty right? right? Child???????????? #oh my GOD the parallels. #yea this would unveil some real fucky issues in ducks sweet selfless little head #and thats not even getting into my own musings and headcanons regarding the bertha au and also yes i am integrating htat into this. somehow #theres a comic idea sitting on my brain about that too y'all something has unlocked in me but only for the purely self indulgent shit #i need horse tranquilizers i need horse tranquilizers.

[fellhellion]

I have a rich inner world abt both iterations of Miguel and the relationship to fatherhood <- literally just hc

#90s miguel would explode on the spot if he spontaneously became a father shdjdjfjfjf he’s barely grappling through the emotional arc of #trying to become a better man AND he has the most hang ups ever regarding parents in general. #BUT. but. his biggest issue w being a dad would honestly be his own tendency towards self sabotage AND the fact Miguel is like. desperately #scared he’s bound to his own blood. he’d honestly probably fuck up being a dad not because he lacks the capability to be a kind man (all of #2099 demonstrates he DOES have the ability and desire to change) but because #he’d be scared he’d intrinsically fuck it up and in that fear. actually fuck it up. and then see those mistakes as further proof he just #isn’t capable of this. #not to mention like. given just how complicated his relationship with his family is I don’t think fatherhood would EVER have been something #90s miguel would’ve even THOUGHT of. he’s too busy been terrified he’ll turn into his OWN father(s) #atsv miguel on the other hand. difficult to draw too many concrete strands of analysis from because we don’t know how his past will be #conceptualised. BUT I personally like to think he’s very similar to the 90s counterpart except he sees a version of himself as a father. #and he sees that version of himself be HAPPY as a father. be a *good* father. someone who raised a sweet daughter. who lives with definitive #proof that you aren’t bound to enact pain upon your children. that you CAN be a better parent than the ones you had. #I think THAT would shake Miguel. and I like to think atsv Miguel didn’t know he wanted to be a dad - didn’t even THINK of it - until he saw #a reflection of himself that said this was possible. that you can go on and have a family of your own and you can choose to make it a good #and loving thing. #ANYWAYS. ✌️ she came. she posted a huge Miguel rant. she left ✌️ #tunes talks spiderverse #tunes talks 2099

[m0e-ru]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the day my brain was literally rewired and my gender was being changed by the second SO HERES A GAS STATION SPECIAL before this joint was even a gas station in the FIRST PLACE !!!!

FUCKING FREAK

#kommento #// theres a whole love letter in here dont open these tags it's a readmore equivalent #p4 #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #tohru adachi #boot.tingting #arttag #// sneak peak before the manager became a manager and only put the uniform on to see how well it would fit and hasnt taken it off since. #// im tearing up because i hate how it's been three years and also i cant find the other notebook so i went through gphotos instead #// also that i miss blorbo so much i miss my old self so much she was so sweet and genuine and the passion and love and everything #// STUPID SEQUENCE OF PHOTOS the way my brain was so fucking rearranged i had to get up and make memes and take screenshots and then #// draw then COME BACK AGAIN to watch the thing that changed my life forever. AGAIN #// sorry was having technical difficluties in yokohama im back istok im normal (affirmation ) #// this is literally all me before i started thinking about myself and wondering about my gender then the dysphoria came rushing in like #// some freshwater spring about to make a waterfall and i had to let it settle and get used to the ecosystem with two more years #// took a month where p4gsteam was booted up and i made my own save at some point and finished it on july 8 #// clasped my hands and had a honeymoon period over. mimi <3 then the day after rolled around and i watched the .chair car adventure #// literally my first p4 doodles were mimi and adachi theres no fucking denying it theyre the og. theyve been with me from the start #// theyre so important to me theyre so personal they made me who i am thats why im so mad with the community i have to share them with #// because theyre all so different from me and i took that personally #// IT'S KOKAY !! look at how far ive gone. this is the biggest archival effort ive ever done my entire life ive grown branches #// farther than ive done before ive put such a variety of skills to use just to make myself food and manage this damn station #// and keep some sort of love alive which was all from me and is still from ME !!! #// crying while writing these tags now sorry okyakusan i'll clean it up soon #// these doodles really explaining my mindset from the start and how the grindset has never really changed at all #// it was all friendship for three years and still will be i love adachi i love gas station attendant so much THERE I'M SAYING IT #// cherry on top friend just dm'd me to get an actual job at a gas station IM SHITTING MYSELF #// happy anniversary to my genderest best friend and the most problematic uncle ive ever had #// we're all holding hands and theyre treating me to topsicles because it's all i could ever shamelessly want

[frecklystars]

hey so! this is stupid! but my ptsd is really fucking bad today… if possible, can anyone could spare a few minutes to send me an inbox message reassuring me my F/Os would never hit me? I just keep having vivid flashbacks this week and it’s been really, really hard to believe that my F/Os wouldn’t abuse me too. If anyone can reassure me Ken or Six or even Starscream wouldn’t hurt me, that would be super super super appreciated ;-; I know it’s dumb but I rly need it right now

#i keep having these thoughts/fears of Ken hitting me which I know is dumb. he’s Ken 😭 he’s so sweet and devoted #but I feel like that’s all I’m good for is just being someone’s punching bag :’) #abuse mention #delete later #im at work rn I won’t be able to open them til later but 😭 I need reminders #and my abuser kept telling me how fucking vile my TF F/Os would be towards me and they’re completely ruined now #I’m scared that I’ll lose Ken/Six/Seb etc too #it’s just been a rly bad week but I’ll be fine once this month is over 😭

[silverselfshippingchaos]

hm.

#fucking hell. do you guys ever think about how normalized racism against indians is? I know i do #god.. why can't i just exist? why is it so normal to be so fucking disgusting about my people? i've spent my whole life thinking i'm #unattractive and ugly because of my body hair and my brown skin and the shape of my nose and the smell of my food #why can't i have all the sweet things the pretty girls have? will i ever be perceived as the same as them? will i always be unattractive? #my relationship with my culture is.. complicated. but still... it hurts so much. it weighs on me so heavily #sure i make jokes so often but i'm not exactly a shining beacon of peak self esteem. i think that how my people are percieved is a huge par #of why i feel that way about myself. it's to the point where i think my f/os would be better off dating someone else or wouldn't like me #because they'd think my culture is 'weird' #idk man. i've just been having a night #i saw some a.qua ship art and fell down a rabbit hole and spiraled. wow... would she even like me at all? or find me attractive in any way? #this is so unlike me y'all LMAAOOO you know how they say you should never listen to your thoughts past 9pm? yeah. it's almost 1am rn- #i should go to bed. i'll be okay. just been a lot going on and even more on my mind #sigh.. #vent #i'll delete this later gamers #goodnight pals

[rexscanonwife]

I'm crying and throwing up and asking where my phone is

#jane journals #self insert talk #crush: 🗡 #UOOOOORRGGHGHHHH ITS SO JOVER #ive been talking to laura about it and reading up more about what happens and stuff with wyll and the story in general #and ofc i watched my friend play a bit last night who graciously went almost straight to wyll for me #AND FUCKING I DIDNT MENTION BEFORE #WHEN U FIRST INTERACT WITH HIM PROPERLY HES TEACHING A TIEFLING CHILD TO FIGHT #and hes soooooooo sweet about it 😭😭😭💖💖💖 #you guys know my weakness is kids and how characters interact with them and wyll canonically wants them one day #so you know IM FUCKED #and hes so!! UGH CUTE 💖💖💖💖 #hes always saying these poetic romantic things and he wants a proper old fashioned romance with the wooing and the courting #he calls his lover his LIGHT LIKE CMON MANNNN #IM TRYING TO LIVE #tbh the only thing stopping me aside from not having the game is deciding what species to be #my indecisive ass #thats another thing i was talking to laura about and she suggested making a backstory first/choosing a class and all that THEN deciding #im probably gonna go with my default which would be a rogue which is pretty atypical for my s/is but its what i lean toward in dnd #or idk maybe i SHOULD go more out of my comfort zone 🤔🤔 idk ill keep thinking about it #but for wyll's kiss animations WHEN THE PLAYER IS A HALFLING OR SMTH SHORT HE KNEELS DOWN TO KISS THEM UGGGHH 😫😫😫💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘

[kn11ves]

i just saw someone call oroc himaru morally grey ill eat us both alive he litearlly stole babies so he could commit as many experiemtsn on them as possible he probably was eating people in his dinky ass lab what do u mean morally grey i mean hes litearlly pronouns so i like him what are u on about tho

#orochimaru would poke a newborn baby with random needles he found outside to see whta would happen and then get another one and do it again #n thats so funny tho bnecause orochimaru is actually such a good parent to mitsuki its insane? #not the first one apperently though he had to mess the first one up well ok someone had to have eldest daughter trauma #but the second attempt is litearlly a pure angel of sweetness i mean he is litearlly blue hes so cute #do you think kabuto ever stares at mitsuki and wants to throw rocks at his head bc if u think about it the only other person #who orochimaru was a real parent to was kabuto he stole that kid right after brainwashing his adoptive mother and had him for YEARSSSRRSES #i love orochimaru but kabuto should have been able to peck out orochimaru's liver every morning with his fucking teeth and claws also for w #what he did tto him. idk how kabuto turned out a sliver of normal and is able to run an orphanage #he ruined his entire body for life because he was like if i just fuse my new mommys dna with mine he wont be able to leave me #like my old one did #i think if you would have left orochimaru's corpse with kabuto in a locked room he would have eaten that thing with his hands within 10 min #i love talking about orochimaru's corpse. hes litearlly fine he came back. he litearlly just came back i hate this anime #i miss kabuto i miss kabuto i love kabuto i love kabuto

[sk3l3t0n444]

this is fine im not hyperfixating on fnaf...and its totally not turning into a special interest...anyways everybodys opinion on the timeline of fnaf is dumb and im the only right one/hj

#like im sorry but sweet baby evan is not the boy who snuck out in the midnight motorist #at this point hes like 5 #hes not sneaking out and breaking windows and shit #the timeline is so fucking confusingggggggg #because in the books it says that charlie died in 1982 before the bite but why would william kill her back then he has no motive #unless he had a rivalry with henry or something #but the books are a different canon but they also arent? #i have been trying to figure this out like with how i piece together things and what i know but holy shit this is hard #like why in the world would you make a timeline this complicatedddddddddd #also when the fuck did elizabeth die?! #and where does sister location take place? ive heard theories that its under the afton house but that doesnt fully make sense to me #like its heavily implied that william hid in some sort of basement/room a lot to work on his shit but the entire thing of sister location? #im in so many fandoms that have the self proclaimed title of “most complex lore” but fnaf honestly takes the cake #anyways im very autistic about shit and i realize i have been typing for a while now and anyways #if you are also autism about fnaf i would love to hear your theories

[bitchfitch]

I'll post random bullshit snippets of my OC writing with 0 context or any intention of ever actually finishing the story, but the idea of linking fully edited fanfic chapters BEFORE the Entire fic is done? Absolutely fucking hellish. Anxiety inducing. I don't know what's wrong with me that causes this. I simply can not link a fic until it's fully 100% done.

#before anyone asks #yes my throat Does hurt. yes my nose Is running. I am sick again. #anyways its not even the problematic fic! my uber gushy and sweet wholesome as i get fics get the exact same treatment. #How many of you fucks even knew i had non oc blorbos? I dont know why i cant talk about fandom blorbos on the fandom #blorbo website #i have a 180k words on ao3 . imagine how annoying it would be if i made yall look at every chapter. #wait i just fuckin realized how that math works out. #ive only been on ao3 for 3 years. #I have almost four full length novels worth of incomplete fanfic

[holyluvr]

If my father hadn’t of crushed my dreams of being an author apart like he crushed my laptop full of years of work on my vampires in half over his knee, maybe…..just maybe I would have reached John Greene’s potential.

#… #this is in really bad taste and faith(kind of like his work) I will admit it (unlike him) #I would know I was on tumblr back then. i have been here since we had those mail letters instead of asks/DMs #I know I was under 13 because I felt rebellious about it and haha sneaky >:3c have to figure out my sisters login info because she doesn’t #log out and it’s suspicious if she comes back to the laptop and notices she’s suddenly logged out now when I use it !!! #because she fr did think that way and she was right about it I was a bastard younger kid so ‘sorry I closed it’ wouldn’t work on her lololol #so I serioisly (out of concern that she would change her info and I’d not notice) wrote down her tumblr act info and info we had on shared #accounts and what I knew she often used in video games and hacked some other accounts and wrote it down and her fav numbers and colors….. #then I made my tumblr account and used it and checked the history then logged back into her account and opened a separate google tab #of a website she knew I used and i did all of that I went thru all of that to use tumblr before I was 13 y’all jsyk respect 4 ur elders #yea I mostly wrote about bisexual vampire dramas leave me alone ok I was a child #I literally know my older sisters bank info. I know her card number because I technically came up with it when we were tweens. same for her #phone plan LMAO I know all of it because it’s numbers that we used together as kids which is kind of sweet and heartwarming but heartbreakin #because she has amnesia of most of our childhood and doesn’t show affection ever. she distances and is very very defensive at all times. #plus I’m her fucked up junkie loser younger bro that she knew at least was expected to outperform her so she just doesn’t like me hahah #but she still chooses inside jokes that I do remember sitting in the garage on neopets laughing about for passwords. and I often find myself #doing the same thing about inside jokes and creations we haven’t mentioned in almost 20 years now. it’s wild how siblings are. there’s rlly #idk something special

[tokruta]

love my nieces and nephew

but

my god do they reinforce my decision to remain childfree everyday

#i feel bad saying they're annoying #they're small children and that's how they're supposed to be #but omg are they annoying #the moments of sweetness almost isn't enough to make up for it #i would not be a good parent for many reasons #but one of them is my intolerance for loud noises and overstimulated senses #no need to inflect that trauma onto children i don't even want #thank god my siblings have children/want children #bc i sure as fuck don't want any and my parents already having grandchildren will ensure they don't bother me about it #they've been good about it so far #here's hoping that that remains true into my 30s and beyond #personal #hasan't #venting