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#i JUST told you she’s a liar
helpimstuckposting · 9 months
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I’m sorry but Alya is pissing me off in s5, if my best friend refused to listen to me when I said someone is a liar and narcissist who’s constantly being evil behind everyone’s backs and she DIDNT believe me I’d be furious
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yuurivoice · 2 months
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*nervously sweating*
D-do you think Aerith Gainsborough would l-like me????
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ack4rwoman · 1 month
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hello!! i apologize for doing a spam reblog of the "liar, liar" chapters, but they are so good! i love the way you write dialogue!! it flows so nicely that it immerses me in the story even more! i wanted to ask if i could be added to the taglist :>
oh my gosh, don’t you DARE apologise for reblogging my posts, are you crazy? 😭 it benefits me, why would i ever be mad at that? in fact, i would love for readers to interact more (i literally cannot stress this enoughh). i love reading ur thoughts and opinions, it makes my day in ways you literally could never imagine!! <3
i’m touched that my writing has resonated with you the way that it has, and i’m even more flattered that you came to actually let me know about it! it reassures me sm ‘cause i’m always second-guessing myself and deleting drafts (you have no idea haha).
but ofccc you can be on the taglist! so glad you’ve enjoyed the story enough to actually want to be on it :)) this should be like a ceremonial thing, like welcoming a new little liar to our family lmaoo
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bitchthefuck1 · 1 year
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One of the weirdest things about finding out you're traumatized/mentally ill/neurodivergent as an adult is looking back at all the very obvious signs in your childhood and realizing none of the adults responsible for you were paying attention
#it really is a mindfuck#like all of yall were really asleep at the wheel here#me: exhibiting very obvious symptoms of neurodivergence and mental and physical illnesses#ever parent teacher coach and other authority figure i interacted with: shes just Like That.#fun fact i when i was in elementary school starting in 2nd grade id have to walk to the front of the classroom and read a section of the#board at a time and then go back to my desk and copy it from memory because I couldn't see well enough from my seat and not a single#teacher said or did anything about it until i was in fifth grade. guess who needed glasses.#like they didn't even ask they just let that happen until my fifth grade teacher was like. what are you doing. and i told her i couldn't#read the writing from two rows back and she told me to tell my mom i needed glasses#anyways ms. [redacted] you're the only valid mfer in this place#not even gonna get into the number of coaches who called me lazy or out of shape in middle/high school (even though i was playing multiple#sports a year) when i told them i couldn't breathe after running for only a minute or two. guess who has sports asthma.#maybe this is just being the middle child but like of you're not going to pay attention to me can u at least not immediately call me a liar#when i say something's wrong maybe#those aren't even mental/neurological those are very obvious and easily demonstrated physical issues and you STILL didn't say anything#not even gonna get into all the very obvious signs of mental illness and neurodivergence
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Whenever this gets brought up my mom always says "aw I know how you feel I have body dysmorphia too :(" bro I don't have body dysmorphia I know I'm skinny and most of the time I like how I look that's not even the problem so literally just stop brining it up constantly
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caffeinatedopossum · 1 year
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I just accidentally brought back a bunch of memories of stuff my mom used to say to me :')
#she said she wished id never been born. like girl that was on you not me#along with 'i could just get rid of you' as a threat multiple times#i thought she meant sending me to foster care but now... im not entirely sure she didnt mean unaliving me#she also used to threaten to cut off my thumb#i would say it was an empty threat but shed pull out the knives or scissors sooo maybe not#she would frequently ask what was wrong with me#call me ungrateful or a brat#remind me of all the things that she did for me and how much worse it could be#its hard to remember the stuff she said#idk it probably doesn't sound that bad but it seriously messed me up#she used to scream at me until i cried#shed call me a liar or satanic because i self harmed#god and im still not sure what rumors she spread about it but she definitely told people something#i would say she said something untrue but honestly idk. it could have been something i did actually do but phrased badly idk#i never got to find out#once the first person confronted me about it i had a mental breakdown because i didnt know what was going on and no one would explain#but clearly it was something bad because of how confrontational they were being#actually that wasnt even the first person kind to think of it#god im like shakinv just recalling it#she also called me selfish a lot#oh yeah she said she didnt care if i starved to death one time#which i mean. she clearly didnt care if i died but whatever#neither did I really#i want to remember everything but i can't :(
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swordmaid · 3 months
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am getting a lot of character inspo for shri’iia from amy gone girl. I don’t think she’s as smart nor calculated but she is similar to some degree in that she’s hyper aware of the current persona she’s presenting and how she’s appealing to the people. the masks and the mjndgames, that’s basically how shri’iia operated while she was still serving under her matriarch in menzoberranzan. she needed to play the roles the matriarch required of her and it was only when she was with her matriarch that she can be ‘Real Shri’iia’, and that’s how I imagined shri’iia to be esp in act 1 when she is so new and scared in the surface. she needed to work out who these people are (her companions) and what they liked, so her first persona - her blank one - the charming helpful paladin who got tadpoled and wants to go back home just like the rest of them (which was half true). she didn’t really argue and she generally agreed to what the group wanted. she was helpful and co-operative, ask her about her past and she will tell you something bland and generic- interesting enough to be ooh-ing about but not too interesting that they’ll delve deeper into it. then, when she got to know them a little more, she started crafting little personas adjacent to her first one ; she’s the girl who’s curious about magic but never had the chance to learn with gale, she’s a cool girl who likes mischief as debauchery with astarion, she’s the one who likes to take risks and live in the moment with karlach, the knight in silver armor who’s willing to help the tieflings with wyll, a disciplined fighter with lae’zel, someone who understands the depths of devotion with shadowheart - but none are really her, not really. ofc her own personality might slip in here and there but for the most part she’s appealing to them and what they’d like her to be but none of it is really genuine. shri’iia just needs to be on their good side to minimise the chances of them turning on her, and if they let her guard down it’ll be easier for her to get rid of them should the need arise. taking up all these different masks, collecting all these intel abt them to be used for later, slithering and making a place in their minds - it’s really how she operated back in menzoberranzan. I think the only one who catches on to her game is astarion but that’s bc he’s doing the same thing too, so it’s very game recognises game lmfao
it’s only when she breaks her oath and goes through her existential crisis that all of her masks drop and her real self comes out. she was never that kind of person lmfao ^, she’s greedy, selfish, paranoid and rather obsessive. she doesn’t care about a lot of things that doesn’t concern her, she has a cruel streak that she hasn’t shown before, and she hates doing anything that won’t really benefit her. but she’s fiercely loyal to anyone she likes, like a dog. and severely she craves validation and approval - also like a dog.
#like if shri’iia was smarter and wiser it’s really over for you hoes 😔 but she’s not lol#the matriarch also taught her how to deceive so she had good training lool like that’s coming from the master liar herself#and in game Shri’iia’s deception is p high so it tracks 👯‍♀️#but anyway I finished reading gone girl and shri’iia would’ve turned out like amy in her vengeance ending#I think if her paranoia consumed her and an outside figure validated her way of faking herself#and generally moulded her back to being that overly obsessive paladin who lives to serve - which is what her matriarch made her to be#but obv she can’t be that girl in the surface .. they can’t know abt the Lolth worship! they’ll kill her! so she makes a new one … a#completely different one that’s so detached from her previous self … someone new and charming and fun and harmless and the kind of person#you’ll feel safe around and happy to travel with. she is that girl! and more! and she’s down for anything! and she loves to help!#but she forgets the goddess she worships is fickle and vengeful and proud so her favor drops and suddenly her real self is left#with nothing .. so she doesn’t know what to do anymore … she doesn’t know if she should keep up this fake one I mean what’s the point does#she even have it in her anymore?? how can she go back home when they don’t want you back#like who is SHE without lolth even … bc the girl that she has been playing is nothing but a blank image#and that’s NOT her .. never been her… so shri’iia is left bewildered confused and even more scared#like what do you do if you’ve been left behind in this new world?? and the purpose of your existence doesn’t want you anymore but the#thing is she knows where she went wrong.. but she didn’t have a choice - or did she?? shri’iia doesn’t know .. she’s not a planner#you don’t need to plan when your matriarch does all the thinking for you and you just do what ur told bc there is nothing better than to#serve and fulfill your oath …!!! so she ends up getting wasted in a party with the people she didn’t even care to save lmfao#and then she gets drunk and ends up fucking this one guy just bc she asked and she’s already hit rock bottom#lolth always says fuck elves anyway so she goes off and do just that 🤷‍♀️#shut up abt bg3.
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mars-ipan · 1 year
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currently thinking abt the despair disease and the character analysis potential it brings
#literally the best motive in the whole franchise <3333#i regularly think abt how it affected komaeda. he got the fucking Liar Disease#why? because he is completely and fully sincere in everything he does#he lies occasionally yes but overall he is honest and hides nothing#he’s an incredibly earnest person. that’s what makes him so scary#and it’s also why the liar disease would be the perfect source of despair for him. makes a lot of sense#personally i don’t believe that despair disease gives you the ‘opposite’ trait#just a trait you would hate to have or is very uncharacteristic of you#i mainly think that bc the opposite of ibuki isn’t ‘gullible.’ but she probably doesn’t like listening to others (punk and eccentric)#so the gullible disease that forces her to always believe what she’s told is despair inducing#and akane! obviously she’s very good at compartmentalizing#she never seems to show fear. ever!#as such the coward disease is Mortifying. she hates being anxious and she hates showing it even more. literal hell i’ve been there girlie#so overall. i think it’s a great way to analyze a character#obvi with komaeda it’s an EXCELLENT analysis tool bc it’s basically a roundabout truth serum#if everything you say is a lie then all you need to do is reverse it and that’s the full genuine truth#so we get confirmation of things with him. like his desire for companionship. and his genuine distress when he wants to tell everyone to be#hopeful but all he can say is ‘despair’- he gets so worked up about it that he collapses#i also like to imagine what it would have been like with other characters#what would hajime have? i’ve seen an honesty disease. i’ve also seen a happy disease#both are great. i think he has a good few options#personally though i think the thing that would stress him out a Ton would be an affectionate disease#not in like a silly friend ‘i hug everyone’ way#but in a ‘tells everyone specifically what qualities he admires about them and is vulnerable to others’ way#i think he’d be MORTIFIED. haji’s a very blunt snarky person#and he does have a lot of affection for his friends but it’s mostly shown in a teasing manner#he’s also quite closed off about his own insecurities. AND he finds komaeda incredibly offputting#to wake up one day and start both genuinely making himself vulnerable and praising everyone nagito-style would actualky be hell for him#maybe call it the admiration disease. or affectionate disease depends on ur perspective#other character have interesting possibilities too (even dr1 + v3) but I Care Hinata so. he gets spotlight for a sec
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rubberbandballqueen · 9 months
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mother: did you know that mochi was invented in taiwan
sister: i'm pretty sure it was invented in japan
mother: no, it was definitely invented in taiwan. i remember making it when i was little.
me: mother, taiwan was colonized by japan. that was a colonialism.
mother: then it must have been invented in taiwan and since we were considered a part of japan at the time as one of their colonies, it must have been credited to them.
wikipedia: mochi was invented in sixth century japan or perhaps even earlier but it was definitely from japan
me: i am sorry mother. but sometimes there are consequences to being colonized.
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On the one hand I haven't eaten anything today and that's definitely a failure by rehab standards, on the other hand I ate an entire 2000 calories yesterday and if I eat anything right now I think I might throw up. So.
I guess it is what it is. I just want to be a normal person who eats normal amounts of food. Why is that so damn hard?
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arcadian-vampire · 1 year
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Thank fuck this is my last appointment of the week, I CANNOT keep waking up early and watching the clock, I need to be resting
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feluka · 1 year
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i'll say it again. every SWANA girlie should be entitled to one free patricide per lifetime no charges no jail time no nothing
#devastating news today.#i learned that 1- my dad wanted to start a bet on me dropping out of uni before the end of the year.#he was serious too. thankfully my mom told him to shut the fuck up :)that's exactly what i need while struggling with my studies thanks dad#2- he's now spreading lies about me to my mom to make me look bad#he told her i lie when i say I'm going to sleep and instead i keep the lights on and stay up all night#and that he sees me frolicking around playing and having fun while claiming to be asleep#my mom called him out on being a shitty liar because when i can't sleep i still keep the lights off because i fucking hate the lights#and also she comes to check up on me at night and sees that i am asleep so she told him he's a liar#and now 3- he's claiming my whole mental health lapse thing was me faking depression to get away with having poor grades#which is funny because he took me to the psych hospital himself and told our entire extended family that I've gone crazy.#funny how he changes his story all the fucking time!#and his proof? he 'sees me chatting with people and laughing all the time so i can't be that depressed'#what people you fucking dickhead. do you know how debilitating lonely i am. do you have any idea how much it kills me.#and when my mom tried to stand up for me and say that i don't talk to people#his reasoning was that i'm being secretive about it because i must be talking to boys 😐😐😐😐#i truly dont understand him. like my guy YOU put me in a girls school and follow me outside everyday to make sure i take the girls' train.#like what boys have i conjured out of thin fucking air. literally what the FUCK are you on about.#also now he's using that as an excuse to 'keep an eye on me' and look in my stuff and follow me around#i know he opens my phone because that absolute idiot accidentally took a photo of himself with it#and i know he follows me this isn't news to me. i just. idk. i thought we were on better terms these days????#like i truly thought we were being friendly and cool with each other lately???#then he explodes out on nowhere with this stuff and goes on and on about how much of his money is wasted on me!!!!!#i'm just so sad all the time and i'm truly trying to hold on and not end everything and i dont need him to do this to me right now#i'm so so sad and tired! really i don't see an end to this!#one day i'll walk into the ocean and have him fish my corpse out of the water
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rainmonarch · 10 months
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spring-lxcked · 1 year
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Search: how to admit that this started as a joke post & then I dumped so much William Lore in the tags that I had to delete the joke and make this into an official headcanon post.
William has an aversion to talking about his past—anything from childhood to before he left England to attend university in America. But his past is no sob story, and it doesn't explain who he is—nothing made William a monster. It isn't a topic he discusses simply because his younger self was not so in control. Younger William didn't hide who he really was well, and William has made sure to mostly cut ties with anyone who knew him at that time. He went so far as considering changing his last name, even if it was only an impulsive thought during his college years. What few acquaintances he had were ghosted entirely, and even his parents heard less from him in the years prior to their passings. The only person he kept in decent touch with was his sister Jayne. Jayne was the closest person he had had to a genuine friend growing up and, as I've addressed before, William is fully capable of having strong connections with family members where he chooses. Jayne has all of his wit without any of the cruelty, and the two have a dynamic that tends to amuse those around them. She can bring out the more playful and even "jokingly" mean-spirited side of William. All in all, William was happy to stay in touch with her. And then the divorce happened. While Jayne had mentioned the possibility of moving to Utah as well for years—particularly after their parents' deaths had left her without any immediate family in England—she took it upon herself to fly out immediately to be with her brother. William was left feeling conflicted. His love for Jayne was suddenly caught up in his desire to be severed from his past. Unable to talk her out of it, his children ended up with an unexpected aunt living right there in Hurricane, Utah with them! And early on, her visits were very frequent. If there was one person William couldn't hide his anger over the divorce from, it was her. But her presence, even once she moved to another town in Utah after three years, was still occasionally damning. She had no issues light-heartedly mentioning some of William's less severe misdeeds around the kids, or even noting that he had been "kind of a bully" back in school to other kids. To Jayne, these comments were nothing, as William had "changed." To William, it was tearing down his carefully constructing persona and, worse, making it clear that he might be capable of cruelty still.
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thedeadthree · 2 years
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— FIVE SONGS TAG.
my dears @multiverse-of-themind, @statichvm and @jackiesarch to do this cutest tag! thank u so much loves!
when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, then send this tag to a few of ur followers 🌿
tagging: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @risingsh0t, @marivenah, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @florbelles, @leviiackrman, @marivenah, @confidentandgood, @shellibisshe, @saintsilver, @adelaidedrubman, @rosebarsoap and you!
MITOSIS / eartheater
THE LIAR / marriages
BLACK PUNK / rico nasty
KILLER / fka twigs
ZERO / the smashing pumpkins
#only if you want to of course! 🌿💚#ocs on the brain clearly but then again! when are these fools not! ✨🥴❣️#LISTEN okay y’all remember that redacted new cyberpunk oc right.. zero is a song i think of her and her man.. who is also [redacted] ✨🥴❣️#KILLER AND HATI AND MARCUS KILLER THATS THEIR SONG NOW AHHH ITS MAKING ME CRAZY THEYRE MAKING ME CRAZY#im being so normal about them can u tell.. they definitely don’t live in my headspace rent free rn ajsjjxjx#i don’t wanna die for love but a holy love / that one and only love my tears are worthy of#dancing in the dark i can feel it in my heart your a killer but I didn’t wanna call it#something in the way you put your hands on my waist pulled me nearer no i never wanna call it#took your love for righteous and now im in a crisis with a killer.. YES I RECITED HALF THE SONG IN TAGS BUT LISTENNNN IM LOSING IT HERE#also? the liar and lhysa and s*olas MAKES ME LOSE IT TOO MY GOD#the whole song is basically just them.. and also this song works so well for how d*ettlaff would feel about nyctemine?#bc there’s a LOT of unresolved resentment between them? from when she like.. left him.. she sort of ghosted him in a way#SHE FEELS HORRIBLE ABOUT IT OKAY IT WASNT EXACTLY HER INTENTION#she had obligations to tend to that couldn’t wait and didn’t know when she’d be back and told him to move on.. neither of them really did ✨🥴#also so many of these are songs that can be found on anyas birthday party playlist hehe ✨😌#leg.txt#leg.abt#leg.tagged#THANK U SM DEARIESS ❣️
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ihophashbrowns · 2 years
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found out my crush doesn't find black girls attractive today so how's everyone else's halloween 🥲
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