Hello Ai! I was your Secret Santa, and this is why I said it'd give me away. And for some reason I was also so nervous to send it 😅 Anywho, I hope you like it and that you have a lovely day 💕
TEE i am in literal tears 😭 this is the most precious gift i’ve ever received THANK YOU 🥺🩵 i am actually at a loss for words this is so beautiful i LOVE it so much it’s my new most favorite thing in the world!!!! 🩵 thank you!!!!! 🩵
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How do you art. My ability has left me and a block has taken its place
(This is my second time trying to do this, tumblr I will blow you up PERSONALLY)
First off I am giving the biggest hugs!!! Art blocks suck and I'm sorry to hear that it's bringing you down :(
I think the best thing to do is figure out what's causing your artblock. Everything I'm about to ramble about is personal experience so if it doesn't apply throw me another ask or DM! I'm always happy to talk to people!
In my experience, artblock usually comes from a very mental place. Creative have a bad habit of equating their worth to what they create/the quality of what they create.
You are more than content!!! Your art is a wonderful thing about you, but it's not your entire worth as a person. So if you fail, or you suck, that doesn't mean that you as a person fail/suck. So if that's in your noggin, start niggling that little bitch out. Yeet it into the sun!!!!! She's useless and adds nothing to the conversation!!!!!!!!
Don't be afraid to create bad art, either. I can't express to you how many aborted files I have in my folder because I thought "it's not good enough. Scrap it"
But my biggest leaps of progress come from me being like "this sucks, but I'm going to finish it anyway" you learn WAY more with bad art than you will with good. Analyse and deconstruct after you've finished creating, not during. Have fun while you're doing it. Fuck around and find out. Get manic with it. Cackle into the abyss. Create with the joy of a 5 year old that has no idea what notes/reblogs are and just loves this silly purple guy.
Ability fluctuates as your eyes get better at spotting what's good/bad. Your art probably isn't bad. Your eyes are just much keener now at picking these things up! Your hands just haven't gotten the memo yet.
SO! Here are some actionable ways you can break art block, or at least create a little bit:
Make art that sucks and learn to be uncomfortable with it. Find joy in shitty art. I'm a lot happier now that I do this!
Finish it or post it anyway!
Speak to your creative friends, or fandom friends! A lot of my inspo comes from them because they inspire me all the time. Bouncing ideas off eachother helps a lot with idea generation, and staying excited about it.
Prompt generators and those expression memes! They take the thinking part out and you can concentrate on just drawing
Art trades, or even collaborations! Having someone else there always adds more motivation
Pose studies, a lot of my stuff is just pose studies that I warped into hot turtle men. It's another one where I don't have to think, just create.
Writing down those ideas you get at 3am so that when you're stuck you can go look at a list
I hope this helps a little. This sort of thing is hard to deal with, and I understand how frustrating it is when you want to draw but you just can't seem to (I went a year without picking up a pen, shudders). I promise that with gentle effort and genuine kindness to yourself, it can get better! I'm rooting for you!!!
(Sorry for how much I rambled on, this is something I'm very passionate about and in the trenches with also)
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I love your writing and your screenshots! Kikyo is so lovely and has such a stunning design; I honestly adore seeing how your portray her and how gentle she is. It always makes me smile when your posts come up on my dash. I hope you have a wonderful evening/day!
Oh anon, the way I wanted to keep this in my inbox so I may look at it anytime I feel downtrodden!
Thank you so much for passing these kind words to me and about Kikyo herself! She has been an inspiration to push me back into research and creating things that has been a bit of self healing in a way. Her gentleness, in the face of adversity and the unknown, is something that helps alleviate my own anxieties, her portrayal of a different sort of strength, one of the heart and will, is inspirational to me, the narrator haha.
As of late, most of the screens I take are in relation to the story surrounding her and I am immensely thankful that others are enjoying it along with the occurring drabbles I write between them! It has been a delight to create it and to share work with others. The result of that is an encouragement to continue. The community has energized my desire to write after all these years of being dormant.
Thus this is a thanks again not only to you, but to those who read it and look forward to more chaos as we continue this drama!
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tag game 🌙
I was tagged by my lovelies: @hopeinthebox, @seoksao & @cordiallyfuturedwight to do this test and post my results. Thank you sm sweethearts, hope you're having a lovely weekend!! 💗🫂
I don't know that many of those characters but getting Marianne so high does feel like coming out again 🤣🤣🤣
Tagging some of my mutuals, 0 pressure and lots of love 💗🫂: @aprylynn, @bts7svt13, @epiphanytear, @india-stoker, @ihamtmus, @deukaeism, @dearedwardteach, @jeongguks-s, @lesovoj, @blueside-hobi. 💗
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Your posts are always so warm and bubbly and full of joy that is so rarely seen these days. Truly your beautiful soul is like a breath of fresh air. Thank you 💚
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Sweetest friend ~ !
What a smile this put on my face to see !! ♡
I almost wish I could tuck this away & hold onto it like a precious keepsake . . that’s how happy it made me hehe c:
(Well, I guess that’s pretty silly, but it meant *that* much to me!)
That you took the time to share such nice words, and that you enjoy me for all those little things !! Thank *you* so very very much ♡
You’re pretty special, too, though, you know? *Really*!
Cause even though we’re both so far away from each other look at how you’ve brightened my day c:
I can see you’re a kind person, and I am truly grateful for you, my friend ♡
So I am praying that wherever you are that the weather is super pretty, that you are safe & happy, and feeling really loved right now !!
I send lots of sweet smiles, warm hugs & so much love to you! I hope you take care, and wish you all the best ~ !! XOXO ♡ 🌸 . * . ˚ 🤍
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How can I go through such a difficult day with unbearable suffering and still look forward to a new day tomorrow, you ask?? I have honestly no clue, been doing this for over 10 years and I have no idea where this courage and optimistic hope comes from.
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also just want to say thank you to anyone who likes my cp/disability posts even if you have no idea what i’m talking about. it’s like you’re holding my hand. i really need that sometimes. 🥺
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Hey Poppy! Happy new year! Rise up, it's a brand New Year, and I hope your resolutions are as epic as Lin's rhymes! 🌟 May your 2024 be filled with more triumphs than Hamilton's career and more joy than King George had singing "You'll Be Back" 👑🎉 Here's to a year filled with creativity and may your days be as lyrically genius as Lin himself! Let's make this year a smash hit, no duels required! Wishing you a year of non-stop entertainment, just like the "Hamilton" soundtrack on loop. Raise a glass to the room where it happens—YOUR life! 🥂 May your 2024 be as legendary as Lin's Tony acceptance speeches. Cheers!
anon, i am reading this with tears in my eyes, what the hell, this is beautiful! 😭🫶
thank you so much for finding time to write this for me & just know you made my day with your wonderful wishes, ily so much and may your 2024 be even better!
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