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cyrsed · 1 year
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this is going to hurt, isn't it. yes, step inside.
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luvcryo · 11 months
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Their Fanfic Trope - HC
Angst/fluff, not proofread, a little ooc
Includes: Albedo, Al Haitham, Childe x Reader [seperate]
Can you believe it I'm actually writing the things in my head instead of just thinking about writing them. I haven't even played genshin in like a month
Reblogs are greatly appreciated :>
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Albedo
Hanahaki disease
-Ok reader having hanahaki disease is easy to imagine with Albedo
-But imagine albedo having the disease
-He adores you, he really does, but he doesn't want to admit it. Not only is he dangerous but he should focus on his research
-Then hanahaki disease hits him
-First he coughs up one or two petals, not a big deal, he gets weird side affects from his alchemy all the time, but after a few days the symptoms don't die down like normal, in fact they worsen, leaving him unable to breath at times
-So he goes to the Knights of Favonius library, it's possible someone else has experienced the same
-Thats when he learns about the disease
-And the only cure is to have his love requited
-But there's no way that would happen, you've made that clear
-You think he's aloof and far to engrossed in his alchemy, you have no interest in him
-He trys to keep it hidden, thinking that maybe if he falls out of love, he'll be cured somehow
-When you find out, thanks to sucrose, you do feel pity, but your empathy isn't enough to cure the disease
Al Haitham
Academic rivals to lovers
-No matter how hard you study day and night, no matter which classes you take or how many, you can't seem to surpass Al Haitham
-Honestly, you wouldn't really care that much about being below him academically, if it werent for that prideful smirk on his face everytime test scores on announced in the academia, with his as the top score, and yours as the second
-He congratulates you on getting such a hight score, in that arrogant and insufferable way, "even though you were just one correct question away from being first"
-Whenever he walkes into the room you feel annoyed, he makes you want to rip your hair out every time he opens his mouth
-You do feel you're heart race a little faster when he condescendingly congratulates you, but that's just because of your anger, of course
-And it was also your anger that made your face heat up when he asked you to study with him, it was because you were annoyed at his mocking tone, not because the thought of spending time alone with him made the butterflies in your stomach dance in excitement
-Y'know, maybe you will take him up on that offer. Only because you want to see how he studies so you can finally surpass him, definitely not so you can see that stupidly pretty face of his again
Childe
Fake relationship
-He's your superior, you're one of his best lackeys
-You don't really know the details, but he has a pretty simple mission. Get into this fancy party in Fontaine, follow around some big-shot, gather any information he has, and kill him when no one's around to watch
-Of course, when he asks you to help by being his pretend lover for the night, you accept. Anything to benefit the Tsaritsa
-As the night goes on though, you begin to wonder why he really needed you with him. Although the majority of people here were couples, finding someone alone wasn't a particularly rare sight, and he certainly didn't need you to get information, he's much better at that, so why did he want you with him?
-His hand around your waist, holding you close, felt a little to real. So did the way he offered to punch anyone who made you uncomfortable there, the glares he was giving to anyone who looked at you. The relationship between the two of you felt less platonic as the night went on
-It's not like you're feeling towards him were platonic either, what's not to love? He's kind to his family and close friends, he's handsome, and you have no reason to hide the work you do since you're both in the same buissness
-Never in a million years did you think he felt the same though, until tonight
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chara--system · 3 months
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aromantics of tumblr help please
Ok to start off with, I know I'm ace, I have for awhile but I've never really considered ths possiblity that I might also be aro? So I just came across a tumblr post thats a person, who recently discovered they were aro, loves the aesthetic of romance but not the commitment. I reblogged it without putting much thought into it and then it crossed my mind that hey, i am literally dating two people and i actually relate to that a lot-
The thing is though, I've always had a hard time distinguishing between romantic and platonic attraction and I'm starting to wonder if it was because I just haven't actually experienced romantic attraction so I wouldn't know what the difference is.
My partners are the best amd I'm happy in my relationship with them but I don't know if I actually love them like that? Hell I barely talk to them which thinking about it should probably make me unhappy in the relationship? It's possible I'm just overthinking all this but I don't know, I mean- I like getting the affection, hugs, cuddles, the occasional kiss, but I've never really thought of any of those things as being strictly romantic. So yeah, input would be appreciated.
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kaeyapilled · 10 months
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what do you think about the kaeya = caribert theory? i saw some people use it as an 'explanation why his skin is dark' like. oh he used to be a Monster and the skin is a remnant of it :) and it pissed me off so bad. i need to know what other people think about it
its honestly not a theory im super fond of i think its a little stupid no offense. i dont think it makes a lot of sense? to go super in depth i'd have to take another look at the caribert quest (and maybe read up on the khaenri'ah lore we have so far again) but i kinda feel like it establishes pretty firmly that kaeya couldnt be caribert. descended from that branch of the family maybe (though im more fond of the theory that kaeya is descended from the branch of alberichs that were actually being regents, something that chlothar wasnt involved in because he distanced himself from the rest of the family to look after his son) (makes sense that kaeya would know more about the alberichs being the regents in khaenri'ah than he knows about an alberich being the founder of the abyss order) (theres a post about it i reblogged it some time ago and it hasn't left my mind since) but like.. him actively being caribert? sounds.. honestly really dumb to me.. don't ask me how kaeya isnt (or at least doesn't seem to be) affected by any curse, be it monsterification or immortality, but i just feel like that isnt the explanation. the actual explanation could be related to the events in caribert though.. cant wait for them to tell us what it actually is lol. on the off chance that this fucking theory is true then ill just bite my tongue i guess but i know im right. ok now moving on to the elephant in the room. what kind of take even is thatttttt "thats why his skin is dark"what is bro talking about🔥🔥‼️ if i read that with my own two eyes id block a person SO fast. why would you say that and treat it as serious evidence and backing for your theory. thats just. racism basically. what. anyways kaeya whos half from sumeru supremacy
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raisethe-velvet · 10 months
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LUMI YOU SHOULD TALK ABOUT YOUR OCS AGAIN SO I CAN REBLOG AND SHOW PEOPLE BECAUSE YOUR OCS ARE BASED!!!!!!!
OK UHH I THINK I'LL JUST TALK ABOUT THE MAIN 5 UM. YEAH. THERES A LOT
a bit of important lore context if u wanna understand any of this: uhh long story short there's this other world which was cursed by an evil sorceress and only the 3 princesses of that world were able to escape to "our world" in time. and one of them is our protag. and the whole story is about magical girls (and boys!) also the whole thing is a work in progress so i cant explain every piece of lore ever and there may be some plot holes but. im working on it
also i. do not have any visual references or drawings for any of them yet that arent extremely outdated so uh. no images sorry </3
ok now for the OCs:
Firstly, our protagonist Zoe! A bit of lore first though. She's one of the three lost princesses. However, she has no memories of being a princess or from another world, due to being very young when she came here. After being stuck in a boarding school for most of her life, she gets bored and decides to run away one night. So she runs into the forest, and finds herself at a strange, seemingly abandoned mansion. However, this mansion contains a gateway to her home world. Upon finding it, she reconnects with the magic of her home world and her powers awaken, transforming Zoe and the mansion. But the gateway does not open.
As for Zoe's character, after being stuck in that boarding school for most of her life, she'd get very bored. Rules mean little to Zoe, and she'd often break them in an attempt to get expelled, which never actually worked. Zoe is quite free-spirited, and typically does whatever she thinks is right. Despite having quite a strong personality, she usually internalizes it, appearing "blank" to others. She will almost always voice whatever she's thinking, however. Zoe isn't too good socially either, as she only had one friend who was a part of the reason she ran away to begin with
As for Zoe's powers as a magical girl, she has a magic wand that can transform into a sword, and uses a combination of ranged magic and physical attacks.
some other Zoe trivia includes: she modified her own school uniform beyond recognition, and wears that casually. Zoe likes a combination of pastel and gothic fashion styles.
and it just so happens that there were three others in the mansion at the time, who were affected by the magic and gained powers of their own, and became magical girls/boys! These OCs include:
Eli! That one pretty boy all the girls at school obsess over. He seems like a nice guy, and he very much is, but what most people don't realize is that he's actually a complete disaster of a human being. in the best way possible.
you see, Eli looks normal. At school, people only see him in uniform. he's attractive. He doesn't talk to people other than his friends much, so he's kind of mysterious. But what most people don't know, is that the reason people dont see him outside of school much is because he's usually sitting in his bedroom playing otome games and writing fanfic. Eli acts as though he's a character in an otome game. He's also incredibly dramatic, and a little bit flirty? or he tries to be. He's complete cringe but thats what makes him endearing <3
As for Eli's powers, Eli's magic mainly focuses on healing. He does however, have a massive sword almost as tall as he is. He has no difficulty using this weapon because. magical boy logic.
as for some smaller details about Eli, he likes visual kei, and has a part-time job at a clothes store!!
Now, moving on.. next OC, Melody!! Melody is Eli's little sister. She is extremely hyperactive, and despite only being 14, is very good at writing and playing music, and DJ-ing. However, she's not a very good singer, despite what she seems to think.. Melody is very upbeat, but also doesn't really uh. think. Her main goal in life is to just have fun <3
Melody's powers are a combination of attack and defence. She uses lazer guns as weapons, and can create magic barriers.
Melody does however suffer from a little bit of a bullying problem, and Eli can be quite protective of her for this reason. However, Melody isn't really aware that people don't really like her and find her annoying, since people mainly talk about her behind her back.
Some Melody trivia: She has been known to sneak out and DJ at house parties. Mostly the house parties of rich kids in the next neighbourhood, since they pay her a lot of money to DJ. Their parents do not like her. She's always advised not to, but never listens.
Now, Towa!! Towa is Eli's best friend. often described as ghost-like by other students at his school, due to his habit of appearing out of seemingly nowhere. Towa is prone to calling people out on their bullshit if he overhears someone say something stupid, which causes people to often have mixed opinions on him. Towa works at the same part-time job as Eli, which is where they met. Towa plays guitar, and melody often asks him to record guitar stuff for her songs. Other than that, he's kind of a loner.
As for his magic, Towa has. well. Ghost magic. In the sense that he can phase through objects, become invisible to others, and even possess others (however, he can only possess non-magic users). Towa mainly uses ranged magic attacks.
As for some Towa lore.. He's transgender, and an international transfer student from Japan!!
Now, all three of these characters gained magic at the same time as Zoe. But there is another magic-user in my main OCs. You know how i mentioned Eli and Towa have a part time job? They work in a clothes store, owned by my next OC, Camilla!!
Camilla believed her days of being a magical girl were long over, and started a career as a fashion designer, and opened her own store. What she was not prepared for, was for. well. Eli and Towa to become magical boys. And for Melody to become a magical girl.
That aside, Camilla is very sweet, and wants the best for everyone. She also tasked herself with looking after Eli and Melody after their mother ended up in a coma due to a magic-related incident when Eli and Melody were younger. Camilla and Eli/Melody's mum have been friends since they were teenagers. Due to all this, it is very much in Camilla's nature to often worry about others, and tries her best to help them out when she can.
Camilla's powers are mainly attack-based, and quite powerful at that. She uses a magic bow and arrow as a weapon.
aaand that's all, i think. its taken me over an hour to write all this. i have probably forgotten stuff. these are just brief summaries of the characters, so i didn't go into too much detail about the lore... I do have a lot more OCs, btw!! these are just our main characters!! so uh. If you have any questions let me know <3
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I like to think knives did all this out of not only being disgusted by the lives of the worthless humans but ALSO to spite his brother so bad you know when you find a way to annoy youre sibling and you just have to do it ofer and over again i feel like its mixed feelings on that like its BOTH BUT i FEEL THAT ,AND . okay hold on i need to find my train of thought so i can join these 2 concepts. I uh. OH I REMEMBER OK.
So knives has to have some degree of caring about his brother still... AND the reblog garfield added onto the conclusion of the 98 anime maybe he DID have a change of heart because Vash is still the only thing thats worth anything to him and maybe finally getting Vash back as a brother and getting to see for Real. this time . that he cares about always cares about Everyone SIMULTAINIOUSLY both all the humans AND Knives even though Vash still hates the awful things BOTH the humans and knives have done and it HURTS HIM (VASH) OVER AND OVER AGAIN., he still cares about both. And that it ISNT WORTHLESS OR MEANINGLESS TO DO SO BECAUSE OF THE AFFECT IT HAS ON PEOPLE. WHAT IT CAN MEAN TO OTHERS. WHAT IT CAN MEAN TO YOU. What it means in general, to Care at all.
Even after what Knives has done to him, was enough for him (knives) to finally maybe come to some sort of a begrudging compromise. Maybe this is what he really wants, maybe killing isnt as worth as much as it was before. Maybe happyness feels a little bit nicer than spite and acting like a god now.
Peace and love the Entire theme of the show and how it breaks down people to look at things in a kinder more forgiving light. And of Trying and Hope and Trying again. Maybe Knives Can forgive the spiders. Or at least tolerate them. As a start. (Because No matter how many spiders, there will always still be some butterflys too.) Because he gets to enjoy the butterflys again. (Getting his brother back)
Am i making sense here does this sound right am i crazy
GOD YEAH.
I honestly think Knives is like....... Tired. I have a feeling he says as much in the fight... I think?
Idk I can't rmeember and I'm five seconds away from sleepy town
But yeah. They're twins, but Knives was being the annoying younger brother to me.
I don't doubt he was also jealous of the attention Rem gave on Vash too. And while not intended, Rem did play favorites to Vash. Just because Vash was more easy to open up and more sensitive and empathetic right away. Knives has always been a difficult case, even thought he was probably just as sensitive as Vash. So I think he came to despise her coddling and humans as a whole to base his philosophy around.
It's very childish.
Which is probably why he calls Vash childish for obsessing over Rem so much.
Then Vash broke all his toys (the gunho guns) and slapped some sense into him
anyway, unsure if this all makes sense.
I am tired and time for beddy bye
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I’m a bastard so I dare you to do All of the questions on the most recent ask list you reblog he’s. It’s also because I want to learn more about you but shhhhh
THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG RIDE MY FRIEND, HOLD ON TIGHT!!!!
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rose: what makes you feel beautiful?
MAN!!!!! THATS A TOUGH ONE!!!!
But basically, if you compliment any part of my physical appearance, no matter how small, I will feel beautiful for that moment and will last for a long time for me!
lace: how would you describe your best friend(s)?
At this moment, the only way I can describe my best friend is.... They're You! Lololol, hope that makes you happy Beetle!
wish: what are your favourite memories?
The parts of my childhood where I was just ENGULFED in my maladaptive dreamworld where I had used to talk to and interact with my "imaginary friends" in (they were fictional characters from all my favorite things but whatever)
Now I wish that my DreamWorld took over my senses to the point where I was in a different world more often like I used to as a child
I mean, I still have maladaptive daydreaming, it's just not as intense unless I'm spinning for my stim!
heaven: describe your ideal date
I've discussed this before but I can't find any asks where I talked about it before so imma say it here!
I actually would want to have my dates be pretty simple, either be have it be going out to eat, going to the theatre to see a movie, go sightseeing if we're in a fun place, or just chill at home and watch movies and shows and just talk!
I don't really like to make things too complicated, as long as it's something fun with my partner, I'd be pretty happy!
angel: what is your dream aesthetic?
All of the aesthetics and vibes I like being mushed into one horrifying Aesthetic Homunculus would be perfect for me since I can't pick which is best for me since I love all the aesthetics I like all equally!
wings: list five things you love about yourself
My Nose
My Eyes
My Skin
My Ability for Multitalent
How I've been able to stay myself
marble: what do you look for in a partner?
Honestly, I'm not really that picky these days, as long as they share my interests, are kind, compassionate, caring, and able to be the healthy partner I need with proper communication between the both of us
Also it would be great if they were autistic like I am too, just so we could be able to understand each other more, and we need to have the same life goals and ideas in mind
(like we need to both want kids since I want kids and a family one day and we need to have most of our politics be the same)
Basically, I just want the opposite relationship that my parents had: which is two people who actually love each other, don't fight and yell at each other constantly, we don't abuse substances like alcohol and tobacco (basically I'm only gonna be ok with tolerating weed and psychedelics, drinking, tobacco smoking and vaping are deal breakers for me), and we actually can show each other affection (like loving words and hugging each other) in front of our kids and we don't have to pretend we don't hate each other cuz of the kids,
velvet: describe your dream home
Talked about it right here!
pearl: what is your favourite: scent, flavour, sound, texture?
Scent: Fruity smells (ex. Apples, Cherry Blossoms, Citrus) and Sweet smells (ex. Cotton Candy, Birthday Cake, Pop Rocks)
Flavour: Sweet and Savory (and Umami)
Sound: Any kind of music made with a acoustic guitar, electric guitar, bass guitar, or a synthesizer
Texture: Anything that's Soft and Fluffy!!
sunlight: list five things you find to be beautiful
Art
Music
Animals
Nature/Plants (esp from woodlands and forests)
Human Compassion and Kindness
cherry: what words of advice would you give to a stranger?
Honestly, it would be the same thing that Meet the Robinsons told me:
"Keep Moving Forward"!
blush: describe your ideal future
Answer to that question is here my friend!
Very cliche and basic, but it's really nice to think about so yeah!
sea: what music, art and/or literature brings you peace?
Honestly, anything that's from a previous place of time (like the 70s or 90s for example) that gives off that nostalgic and warm feeling in your chest and head are the best things that give me peace
Milo and Otis is a big example of a movie that sets off the peaceful vibe I long for in my life longterm!
wine: talk about something you are looking forward to
I'm basically just looking forward to the holidays and the new year in general, I'm hoping that the new year when it comes around will feel like a clean start for at least a little bit!
Also am looking forward to finishing up and putting up the clayface plush I'm making for a family friend's store to sell there so yay!
honey: what do you do to relax?
Gosh,,,,, I have such a hard time making myself wind down enough to relax since I'm always trying to make myself busy so I can make myself feel like I actually do things around the house and not a lazy fuck (from doing chores like cleaning dishes or throwing out garbage to drawing or other art projects)
But one way I do relax when I stim! The way I stim is that I spin around in circles with my feet while I listen to music for hours on end if I desire to (and because I've been doing this for so long, I lack the ability to get dizzy)!
silk: describe your most recent dream
Well I don't remember any specific ones
But I have recently started having reoccurring dreams/nightmares(??) where all I can remember about it is that I start having a much harder time breathing (I think a couple times I wasn't even able to breath at all) and I seem to actually feel dull aching pain all over my body in said dream (I think I actually died in one of this once, but I could be wrong)
So that's been weirding me out as of late!
matte: what is something you are proud of?
One thing I can think of is that we were all able to get the house we were all living in right now since we took back from my abusive aunt that stole it from us with dirty legal means years ago
We were living in a trailer across town from when I was 18-19) until we got the house back! I think it's gonna be 3 years that we lived here by next year so I'm proud of that!
gloss: list ten songs you love right now
FNF VS Mickey, Satan & Donald (Mix) Accelerant V2 Slowed + Reverb - VS Wednesday's Infidelity V2 + Daxy
Keyboard V3 - Friday Night Funkin' vs Dave and Bambi Golden Apple
In My Car - The Pack
Streets (Slowed + Reverb + Lofi Aesthetic) - Doja Cat
Santa Monica - EverClear
Slaughter Beach - Clutch
Mexico - Butthole Surfers
Hypnotize - System of a Down
If I Wasn't So Small (The Piglet Song) - Carly Simon
Close Eyes - DVRST
satin: what never fails to make you happy?
My special interests and my maladaptive daydreaming (when it's about fun and positive things at least lol)! Whenever I think about those or maladaptive daydream, I almost always seem to cheer up eventually!
opal: talk about your interests and passions
Uhhhhh,,,,,, I feel like I've been talking on here for so long I don't wanna make this any longer than it should lol
Besides, I can't pick a topic to talk about to save my life at this moment, sorry about that!
kiss: what do you want from life right now?
Well, as of right now, I'm just wanting to save up enough money to buy myself my own up-to-date and working laptop or PC and to move out
Maybe I'll take up my Mom's offer of moving in with her in her apartment sometime in the new year once I get the courage to actually ask and talk to her about that idea, so we'll just have to see where that goes in time
Right now, I'm just waiting for the holidays to come lol!
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WOOOOOO THANK YOU SOSO VERY VERY MUCH FOR SENDING EVERY SINGLE QUESTION FROM THE ASK GAME IN HERE IT WAS SO MUCH TUBULAR FUN WAHHHH!!!!!!
I'm soso happy that you wanted to learn more about me this much, it makes me feel that people can actually be interested in me as a human being and what I'm like in personality and in my life in general!
I hope that you show back up here again and that you have a fun time reading all of this! Have a fantastic evening my shiny Beetle friendo!!
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rengokuneedshugs · 3 years
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Hey can you do a akatsuki x autistic reader if not it's okay I don't know how much you know about aoutism please and thank you 👉👈
So i don't know much about autism but i thought this was a good prompt for something like this so i did what they would do if you got overstimulated in a large crowd or someone were to do something to cause it i hope that's ok!
Akatsuki x Autistic! Reader: How they would react to them being overstimulated
Deidara 😘
If your in a crowd and he notices that you seem a little fidgety he would immediately ask if your ok and if you tell him your fine he would wait a few minutes until a sign really says your not ok
If in fact you aren't ok he would pick you up bridal style and just lift you out of there
and if someone ever does anything like ask personal questions or even corner you and he sees it oh boy that person is in trouble
he knows how bad it can be to feel stuck in a crowd or place with someone and not feel like you can get out so of course his first instinct is to get you out of there and somewhere you feel safe
Hidan 😚
He honestly wouldn't notice anything wrong at first so you would probably have to tell him you need to be somewhere else or to be away from whats causing you to feel that way
if you need emotional support he isn't the best but that doesn't mean he doesn't care he does really! it's just not second nature to show it
but when you tell him straight up he will grab your hand and get you out as soon as possible even if it means violence like i said before he cares but in a different way
but once your in a place that you feel safe he wouldn't know what to do from there so you would definitely have to tell him warning if you want physical comfort he's a little bit awkward tbh
Itachi 😊
he would know immediately he wouldn't even have to ask he would make sure you get somewhere you'r comfortable before asking any questions
his first question honestly would be if you need a hug he would give the best hugs and you can count on cuddles if they help or maybe even just sitting in a quiet room where you can get all the silence you need
he would definitely make sure you stay away from situations that can make you uncomfortable and over time he would pick up on what situations could cause things like that to happen so your pretty much in the best hands with Itachi!
Pain 😳
It would take him a solid minute to realize whats happening but once he has it figured out he has the situation under control
he would probably have you out of there in a heartbeat and would have you laying down with him on his bed just to get away from every one and all the stress
but if you really don't need physical contact or anything like that he would run you a hot bath and keep you company if you don't mind
he would totally suggest his favorite book to you if you ever needed something away from reality all together
Kakuzu 🥰
He would notice that you seem fidgety and would immediately notice whats going on
He would honestly just pick you up with no warning and throw you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and walk away from the area
Once your back to the base he would make sure your ok but he wouldn't ask you directly because he knows that doesn't help him he more so ask if theres anything you need
We all know this man has fidget toys for you if you need them he would never really act like he cares but you know he does he probably has everything you would need for this already stocked and ready to go
Konan 🤩
She would be emotional support to the max like she knows just what to say and do she almost has momma instincts
All the hugs and kisses you would ever need not to mention she would give you a shoulder/back massage because she knows how therapeutic it is
also books and rubik's cubes she noticed a long while back that you like things like that and she held that info for dear life so she could get you the best gifts
if she ever does anything wrong oh boy it could be very minor but she would hate herself if she made you uncomfortable so communication is key
Sasori 😙
You would definitely have to let him know something was wrong he wouldn't pick up on it easily
he wouldn't be much use tbh but if you like crafts he would let you help him work on a puppet
but if you don't then he would probably sit with you while you calm down so you wouldn't have to be alone
he's pretty clueless on things like this so just help him out and let him know what helps what doesn't things like that ya know
Zetsu 😉
He doesn't quite understand how you feel but he would totally take you out to work on some plants if he thought it would help
and if it does thats great! but if not thats ok he has so many things in store he cant comprehend how you may feel but he will have things for you to fidget with to calm you down
and if you really just need somewhere to sit in silence he will help you find the perfect spot and will totally keep you company if you want
Kisame 😆
Kisame to me seems very emotionally connected to himself and can easily help others with emotions too at least to me lol
he would give you hugs if you wanted and we all know he gives good hugs he really only means well but if it makes you uncomfortable he wouldn't push you
he would be like a service dog fish and would be all over protecting you if your in a crowd your safety and happiness is the most important thing to him
if anyone ever causes you to feel in distress oh boy they're in for a world of pain he would be all over them
Nagato 😌
Nagato would think he knows whats happening but he would wait a minute to double check and make sure so he doesn't step out of line
he would be uncomfortable trying to help because he's afraid he would make things worse or step out of line
but if you need something he won't hesitate to get it for you
Obito 🥰
he would immediately offer cuddles and any form of physical affection
he would give you the best feeling of calm he's like a walking anti anxiety machine it's kinda nice tbh
he would read to you i mean seriously we all know he would and he would totally let you sit in his lap
Thx for reading!!! i hope you enjoyed and i hope it's ok that i edited it a lil bit! pls reblog and like it helps so much!!!! thanks for your support!
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clownkiwi · 2 years
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my long, long words about nuance that i doubt anyone will read (because wow this is long)
now that ive taken adderall and finally know the words i wanna say (like. ya know when ya wanna know what to say, but u dont know the words to say it with???), i guess i should make this clear. whenever i talk about a creator i don't like, my intention is to never "cancel" them, in the case that everybody thinks cancel culture works.
if anything, i truly dont think cancel culture is real. the names dumb and doesnt capture the nuance of what it really is: "holding people in powerful, high-ranking positions accountable for their abusive actions against others"
like, i truly feel like social media wasnt really designed for nuance like you'd hope it is. you could reblog a post with misinfo and believe its real because "it came with a source" but you never do the research for it, nobody ever wants to hold conversations. social media has come to a point where we just share memes, and thats what i use it for. there really hasnt been room for proper, nuanced discussions about drama that happens online
like, ok, an obvious example that i dont really like talking about: the unfuckable blog. while i was on the high of hearing the initial news and later news, i really didnt think that much about it other than it was hilarious and "just like sonic for real justice"/"sonic for real justice 2". i even posted a sarcastic/joking post about enjoying the drama from the sidelines as it wont affect me personally because im not a part of it.
but, taking a step back, getting off that high and thinking about it, it really isnt nuanced to say its like sonic for real justice because of the tumblr-specific drama that arose from it. if anything, its kinda more like the shitshow that was channel awesome in 2018- and that doesnt make this whole situation better.
with that said, "mod rhys is like doug walker" is not a nuanced take thats open for a healthy discussion. but there are some similarities i've noticed. the mods have left one by one, kinda like how the ccs from channel awesome all left one by one. there were only one person left at the end- in channel awesomes case, larry bundy jr, but only so he could keep the title "the winner of the channel awesome hunger games" (i dont remember if he left yet or is still there???). mod ruby, mainly bc she was petty and her host wasnt able to leave yet. and the fact that these were both real and not staged, not unlike s4rj, which as we all know, was staged.
and to let it be known, heres what i think about unfuckable at the end of the day. not every mod was horrible. mod rhys was a pretty bad leader at all this, leaving tantrums whenever anybody called them out and not responding appropriately enough to any drama, leading to a toxic workplace in the blog. all the other mods hate mod rhys now, i doubt they'll ever wanna confront mod rhys again after this. but mod ruby aint an angel either, as she prolonged getting the blog taken down and didnt help make the whole case better. and then, theres mod ted. which is another case to open up, but i wont go into now. with that said, i dont think anybody that has worked for unfuckable in the past are horrible besides the very specific examples i gave.
and, like i said, i never wanted to cancel the blog as a whole or anyone really. at most, i just want people to know information that are in callout posts and warn people about said specific person on platforms with a huge following. thats it, i never want to be that person thats just waiting for someone i dont even care about to get "cancelled" because i really dont have the creative energy to get all that excited for it. and yes, im making this a general statement because this can be applied for a lot of things im sure people thought i would "cancel", but like i said. i dont think cancel culture truly exists
like, god, if i reached 2k-5k followers, im sure there wouldve been people looking through my eight year archive trying to cancel me for something i did at a young age. like, "ooooo ruby said a slur on a scratch account when she was 10 & didnt know any better" or "ruby had bad takes about trans people at 16". like, i was younger then, i really didnt know any better
but also, im not perfect. im human, im capable of making mistakes, i think we all are. and the first step to fixing mistakes is realizing youve made them. and yes, even during the specific unfuckable debacle, i did not respond appropriately. i thought it was funny because i wasnt apart of it, i joined a server full of people who wanted to talk about it. and like, yea, thats not good, and that doesnt really help my case. and if i'll be honest, i doubt i'll get any responses to this because its very long already and i doubt anyone truly wants to have nuanced discussions on here, and i dont blame them
theres a reason why politics are banned in my streams, and its because. those arent fun or entertaining or enrichening conversations to have while i play a video game. same thing can apply to tumblr drama that shouldve really stayed private and not displayed out into the public, and just discussions about them in general on blog. i doubt people follow me for my takes on internet spaces, amd tbf, id rather not be remembered for making large text posts about internet drama from my phone. these are just ramblings coming from someone who wanted to put it into proper words in a post so nobody would get the wrong idea from me
i doubt i'll write anymore posts like this, but when i do, well, there ya go??? idk, idk what else to say, i'll just post it here and see it get buried under my reblogs of funny memes
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into-the-clintoris · 3 years
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Please read the reblog-tags on Marywhal's post, because other POC are actually complaining about the racism thing. Like, jesus, we know the situation is shitty and a lot of people decided to be assholes to Travis for the most stupid details, but calling the McElroys out on their racism is not reaching for straws, specially after it's been brought up before and ignored.
I dont think I ever said that its grasping at straws, just that people liked to use criticisms of Graduation to be literally disgusting towards Travis. My point is that this conversation tends to lack nuance because a lot of people care more about canceling Travis than improving TAZ.
I think maybe that POC comment was out of line, but I really can't fix the version of the post thats getting way more traction than I wanted it to. Someone asked me in the tags if it was ok to rb and I probably should have said no but its lowkey too late now. I'm not trying to downplay ANY criticism, I definitely feel like that critique of the indigenous-coding of the centaurs is valid, its just frustrating to me that this entire fandom can get up in arms over something that the people it affects don't even care about. I understand the frustrations with them not addressing it, but please people. I'm frustrated too.
Overall, that post was meant to be bitter, venty, and was fueled by one take that vindicated me. I hope it didn't seem like I was going after anyone specific, but please. You are arguing with a bitter vague post about how I'm not having fun in this fandom anymore due to the poison I've seen spewed on Twitter, not an essay on racism in TAZ. That might seem hypocritical since that post also complains about nuance but im sick of being the person to analyze and bring nuance to the table. I'm sick of being the one asking every hot head in this fandom to calm down. Im frustrated because hatred towards one of my favorite creators made a piece of media I liked not fun anymore. If you want to talk nuance, I'm definitely all ears. I love media analysis. But that is not the post. Fuck.
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don't you think you could find some sexy problematic characters somewhere else though instead of indirectly condoning and supporting Said Fetish Game? like okay yeah, i understand why you draw it now but.. um. the source material doesn't change. it's still a literal uwu thats sexy game about r/pe and abuse. it's mad disrespectful to survivors & just victims of shit like that in general. and if you can't realize that, then that's YOUR problem. and the only reason i'm saying anything, to clarify, is because i had started looking up to you. as a minor to an adult i thought you were really cool & damn you hated tbatf too but liked tomtord and didn't portray it in an abusive light, yk? and i talked to you and you were really nice. but im literally guffawed and disgusted rn. it's not.. okay? you're a wholeass /adult./ shouldn't you know better than like.. indirectly supporting a fetish game that is making a kink out of something that fucks people up.
Okay I'm putting this under a read more bc I get wordy
Also hoping this posts bc I'm at work,,,,, and if it doesn't post I'm tossing my phone into the deepfryer
(and late responses bc again I'm at work I'm sorry)
Okay double edit I don't know how to use tumblr mobile so I can't put a read more, I'm illiterate and I'm sorry, I'll fix it when I'm home
Ok anon I see where you're coming from and I get why you're upset
But like I'm not sitting well with the fact that you're just sort of assuming the kind of person I am/my status as a victim
I could understand the outrage if i were super into it/put a bunch btd on main but like,,,,, that's one piece of fanart (and I think I reblogged smth somewhere but that's buried by now)
Another thing is that the source material itself isnt directly romanticized/fetishized, that's the just the vast majority of people who consume whether the games were made for them or not
I mean I'm pretty obviously one of those people who like the thrill/shock factor and not the idea of having those things done to me/others but I digress
But what it comes down to is your comfort
Btd probably isnt going to be something on this blog again minus that goretober prompt, if I wanted to post more on it I'd make a side blog and moderate who follows it
If its affecting you that you need to unfollow me I get it
I'm not gonna chastise or witch hunt someone bc they unfollow me for something justified
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asexualkiba · 7 years
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I saw you reblogged that send me a ship thing so if you want could please do kiba/hinata/shino (I have so much love for them romantically and platonically together help) if you don't wanna do it that's fine as well!
[SEND ME A SHIP💕]
OOOOOO NP AT ALL ❤️this got… long long also
who wakes up first in the morning
I still think Kiba is like the earliest riser. I think all of team 8 is morning people tho, so if he’s up first then theyre awake soon after whether bc Kiba woke them up or bc they got up on their own lol.
who’s the first to fall asleep at night
Kiba’s the king of passing out early. Laying on Akamaru and Shino, bc bug boi likes to read before bed and usually Hinata stays up & about a little bit bc she wants to tidy the house and its just habit. (Shino reads til Hinata comes in, and she usually falls asleep before him btw)
what they playfully tease each other over
Oh i cant even think of anything but I know this relationship would be full of lighthearted teasing. Like absolutely packed with it. Like kibas a lil ass who likes to tease hina and shino every chance he gets, bc he thinks theyre reactions are cute and also he just has a big ol mouth and cant help it lmao. But Shino is easy to frustrate, and Hinata is easy to fluster, and Kiba in the beautiful amplified in-between.
Obviously they never go too far— They never strike real nerves, they care about and know each other too well to do that.
what they do when the other’s having a bad day
CUDDLE PILE ok doesnt matter who is sad or who is there, ur gonna get cuddled. Like say shino’s sad, hina sits next to him, lays her head on his shoulder, maybe they talk a bit. kiba gets home, recognizes the situation, takes his place on shinos other side obviously joining along with Akamaru who warms all 3. Team puppy.
how they say ‘i’m sorry’ after arguments
Shino comes right out and says it. He won’t be that stubborn with these two, they are his best friends and now his partners so as soon as he realizes hes hurt them he’s going to be forward with the apology bc whats the point of letting nasty feelings brew between them?
Hinata gets guilty and will try and make them gift? Something to make up for it. She doesn’t like to apologize empty handed, and sometimes she babbles and promises random things that the boys have to insist to her isnt necessary
Then Kiba lmao. he’s gonna feel bad apologizing, and try and show good humility bc if theres anything he doesnt want for those two, its to make them think hes got an ego that would get in the way of admitting what hes done wrong. he has to show that hes bigger than that bc he IS, especially for their sake. so he’s very specific, after cooling down, to say hes so sorry and make sure they know he fully understands what in the argument was uncalled for, and how hes lookin to fix everything. thank u.
which one’s more ticklish
Shino denies he’s ticklish but he IS in one specific place (idc hc whereever) but only HINAta knows and she will n o t tell Kiba because he would abuse such power.
Hinata is very typically tickish but KIBA IS THE MOSt and he hides it well, but once they find out it’s all over.
their favourite rainy day activities
Hmm everything. Every concept is good to me right now?? Like imagine Kiba and Hinata holding hands and boppin around to music playing. Imagine hinata w her legs up on shino while one of em reads outloud to the other. or shino and kiba laying across eachother in one chair playing a card game or something. all piled up on a couch watching movies the whole day. even running out in the rain together, kiba splashing and shouting w akamaru whos covered in mud while hinata spins with the umbrella out covering nothing and both of them can hear shinos actual laugh.
how they surprise each other
Probably just gifts. Idk. Like i feel like consistently they’d wanna spoil each other and buy the other two dinner or buy someone something theyve been really wanting or a simple gift that reminded them of the other two or something cute that they thought would look nice in the apartment, tea they remember someone mentioning they liked or a cookbook or a magazine or just anything. wasting money on each other lolol.
their most sickening shows of public affection
Kiba doesn’t know or care where the line is w PDA, so he’ll kiss them all the time and Hinata explodes lol and sometimes is a lil embarrassed enough to ask him to tone it down.
And surprisingly, shino doesnt care. It’s good attention, and it’s how Kiba wants to show off, plus it’s hurting nobody so?? Kisses r welcome.
(Also u know what the boys love to do??? Is kiss Hinata’s hand all romantic like. Frick okay im making myself feel things thats so cute. Also to consider, thank u, Shino given his short baes forehead kisses thanks)
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