#i dont do feelings sry

[lemongogo]

#wyll #wyll ravengard #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #my art #larian job openings but none for wyll fanartizt … hmmm…. #.. change that and get back 2 me ok. … #anywyas . <looove saying anyways ~ #rediscovering this brush and its kind of fun tbh.. i love the patchiness of the marker but this is soo round and full #and i like the opacity shift on the ends bc it looks so smooth .. like the subtle blending #do u see the mizora .i almost drew her w but i didnt want to make wyll scowl and you know he doesnt gaf abt her like thagt so. #aug.anyways . im soo soeepy .tired snzzz snorrkkmimi #MANN!!!! i havent played since they fixed the wyll glitch and i want to soosos soo bad (crying hamster pic) #k mneed to . draw more fomplete stuff again sry for headshot soft smile number 332 #this feels more him to me .. i dont like the first pic i posted . whichever one is colored #🫵🫵🫵 i cant render faces for shit w color .woe is me #on the right track though i do like this 1 more . not there yet but SOON.for wyll at least HELPPPP i drew a few astsrions and shadowhearts #but no1 else ..

[suntails]

⚔️🐬

#10!! they are going on a mountain trail PICNIC because i SAID SO!!!!! theyll use the empty basket to collect foraged plants (mushrooms) #i drew jade for one of my twst zine pieces and Also gave him this same hat. idk why it has such a vice grip on my brain for him #it feels right. i hate drawing jade (i love drawing jade) i am conflicted. he is SO cute and i always think it looks good but its tricky #maybe thats why i do the hat. idk. also ponytail silver Real. wait till tomorrow. giggles cutely #unrelated also but im dealing with some. really heavy irl stuff. so sry if i dont rly reply to comments on these posts. i normally try :( #friends can eitherrrr check my twt for what happened or dm on discord but. sighs. im stuck in a cycle not of my own making. hate it here #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #jade leech #suntails

[ofmdee]

i've been seeing my gifs get reposted on twitter lately, and i'm p sure people are getting them off of my tumblr, so i wanted to make a post and say please don't do that, i have a twitter account & an entire directory of things i've posted, you can easily rt or qrt them from there!

i'd rather people didn't repost my stuff at all, but if you do, at least acknowledge that you got it from me? gif making isn't simple, and gifs don't just appear out of nowhere, someone had to take time out of their day to make them. and the entire process of making them, and making them look GOOD, takes work!

and yes it's a labor of love, but seeing other people benefit from your labor kinda sucks?

a gif before/after editing, for example!!

i know i'm not saying anything that hasn't been said before, but this has been bothering me so. here we are!!

pls don't repost gifs!!!!

reblog/retweet the heck out of them, by all means! it's easier than making your own post, anyway!! 😉

okay, got that out of my system, i hope. carry on!

#mine #xoxod #sry but this has been BOTHERING ME #i dont mean to be like lecture-y or whatever but i genuinely get the feeling that #some people dont truly realize that gifs don't just leap fully formed onto the internet #at least that is what i like to believe #rather than someone doing it maliciously #but im too nervous to Actually confront reposters so you get me kinda vaguing to the void #ok im gonna go eat dinner now

[parkeryangs]

shaking the malevolent fandom by the shoulders guys don't forget that you have to reblog things to keep posts alive REBLOG ALL FANWORK NOT JUST ART PLEASE

#like yeah theres a larger conversation around typical ''art'' being much easier to consume than a written fic BUT irregardless that's kind #of a shitty excuse to give at the expense of writers who put in just as much time + effort right ???? like?? am i missing something or :/ #i know its just how things work but seeing art with a bunchh of rb/tags while most fic posts don't break like. 20 notes is.....disheartenin #i hate saying this bc i feel like its pitting writers against artists I DONT WANT TO DO THAT but yall are bad about supporting everyone sry #malevolent #finch chirps #fandom culture #masked

[becauseplot]

Hi hello here with my daily (hourly) (minutely) caged qphil musing because I have insane amounts of brain rot---I wonder if ccphil is gonna keep consistent with the fact that his character was still in his mexican independence day outfit when he got caught.

And other people have pointed this out, but I can't stop thinking about it, because like, assuming he does get rescued, the first thing his rescuer(s) are gonna notice is his outfit, and seeing him still in his independence day outfit---they're immediately gonna clock the fact that he's been in there since last friday. Like, qphil probably won't know exactly how long he's been in the birdhouse (there's no clocks in there, no windows, nothing; that's a whole other post entirely, though) but the others are gonna know. Immediately.

And it's not just that he's been in there since friday, but since the end of the labyrinth fiasco. Because yes, everyone else went straight from the party to the labyrinth without changing outfits, but then everyone went home. Went to bed or kept hanging out. Changed into comfier clothes. Not phil, though. He went to the party, to the labyrinth, to his house, and then was immediately dragged here. They're going to look at him and think, God, he was probably in the middle of getting ready for bed when this happened! (He was.)

There's something deeply unsettling about it, I just can't quite put my finger on it. It's like in a horror movie when a victim is picked off at a party and their body is found still wearing their cute dress or fancy button down, hair still done up, makeup still on. The knowledge that this person was caught completely unaware. The knowledge that they were having a good time, or had just had a good time, when it happened.

Idk if this makes sense but. Man. I hope ccphil keeps his mexican independence day skin on for when he gets out. I hope it's all dusty and wrinkled and torn up around the cuffs. I hope the red neck bow is coming undone. I hope it still has all its little golden tassels on it.

#sry if this is garbage. am sleeby. have work to do. houghh. #caged qphilza is all ive been able to think about this week can you tell #qsmp philza #a cage for a cage #dont mind me im just rambling #ykno sometimes i feel i apologize about making so many long posts about this and talking abt it way too much and then i remember #hey. this is the talking-about-it-way-too-much website. #and then i feel better lmao

[marchsage]

one more fight... can you do it, ninth?

yes

a piece for @aimportantdragoncollector and @mcfanely ‘s One for All October

#bnha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #midoriya izuku #shigaraki yoichi #<- is that his actual name idr but since on my prev art i tagged that ig ill do it again #this was for... #One for All October #this is an imagined like... last stand #the firsts smile is like.. pride. regret. wistfulness. a lot of feelings #i wonder how complicated the first's feelings are in the moment vs when this is over like aaaaaaaa ofa is rly a tragic quirk isnt it #i wish i could've done more but <:3 i saw this event before it started and got busy til the end #actually i dont think the @ worked for the first person sry abt that #JUST KIDDING THE SECOND @ DIDNT WORK :/ #my art #100n #200n #300n #waaa ty everyone for 300 notes #400n

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Monaco Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Rubens Barrichello)

#omfg jenson running to the podium is SOOOOOOOO ICONIC #he is an icon! he is a legend! he IS the *moment*!! #like who else is doing it like him???? wearing a whole racesuit and helmet jogging all the way down the pitlane?????? forrest gump who?? #every race i somehow fall more in love him which i didnt think was possible as i am already incredibly endeared #hes so handsome on this podium my god...his pretty blue eyes....okay sry sry its very late at night #anyways not the most interesting race i dont think? i just feel incredibly proud of jenson and brawn as a whole #(not to jinx it but amr to me is the modern brawn so maybe they can pull something like this off this wknd!!) #watching seb era races is lowkey distracting for me cause i do care about all the other drivers but #i cant help but be like vader in rots like: 'where is seb? is he safe? is he alright?' and he DNFed this race and i was sad :( #i usually put the p2 and p3 as featuring but i realized kimi is nowhere to be found in these oops!! #jenson button #jb22 #brawn #rubens barrichello #2009 monaco gp #2009 monaco grand prix #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #(2009: 6/17 races watched)

[lotus-pear]

Hi! I just wanted to drop by and say that I genuinely am astounded by your art its so pretty and amazing and I literally do not have words to describe!! Like genuinely.

But also, that 1940s housewife Dazai has been HAUNTING me (in the best way possible, i assure you). I've genuinely not been able to stop thinking about it, it's consumed my every thought. It got so bad that he was haunting me during my exam today 😭😭 I kinda wanna write a scene for it but enough about that.

I hope you have a great day!!

YESYESYES YES YES I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER IF YOU WRITE ABT IT.. I UNFORTUNATELY AM QUITE AN AMATEUR WHEN IT COMES TO CREATIVE WRITING OTHERIWSE I WOULDVE HAD A TWENTY CHP FIC OUT ALR OF THOSE TWO... PLS FOR TGE LOVE OF GOD IM GETTING DOWN ON MY KNEES AND BEGGING FOR YOU TO WRITE ABT IT IF ITS BEEN PLAGUING YOU THAT MUCH I NEED SOMEONE TO INDULGE W ME PLS PLS PLS

#sry this sounds like im forcing you no pressure ofc it was nice enough for you to send this ask you dont have to do anything💀🫶🏼 #glad my art could grace your tl and invoke some feelings thats all i needed to hear <33 #stay tuned bc i WILL draw them more once midterms stop kicking my ass #lotus’s asks

[didderd]

Why you so cool?

Why?

And how?

Tell me your secrets.

TELL ME!

*holds a rubber duck at Tacs head*

Tell me or he's goin quackin!

Better yet!

*holds the Tourette squads hostage with rubber ducks. They just lay on the ground, being non-threatening.*

TELL THE WORLD THE SECRET OF BEING A DOPE ASS PERSON!

DFJNBKJKJDFNV

IDK! erm..

be a silly lil guy

have anxiety

draw skeletons

#was originally gonna go a lot more self deprecating wif this #but it was too much #yall may see what i show yall online n think i'm cool #but if u saw how much of a mess i am irl i don't think u'd believe that anymore lmao #also th ''have anxiety'' part is lowkey tru lmao #i am so afraid of appearing not cool that i overthink everything #and usually hold myself back when i feel like something i'm abt to say might b weird or too much or something #but i still sometimes dont end up holding myself back when i should have n then i regret it #anyways #ofc i do not wish this much anxiety on any of yall tho #bc it rly sucks #but i know som of yall do hav it :'> #wishing everyone a not so anxiety week <3333 #specially with thanksgiving #sry for rambling abt anxiety on ur silly ask lmao #didderd asks #anonymous

[daemon-in-my-head]

Fun lil tidbit, in Faerûn lore Ellifain is actually a female moon elf that was obsessed with vengeance and only in death did she realise the person she wanted to kill was her saviour (also she never managed to kill Drizzt. Yeah, she tried to kill that guy). Her family also died in front of her when she was young.

My guy chose that name himself. If you need any idea of how fucked up that man is. Well, in case him murdering people in wildly fucked up and rather graphic ways very often wasn't enough of a hint. My origins lie in creepypasta alright I'm a sucker for some horror and gore.

He will eventually go back to using the name his family gave him but there's a lot of prerequisites for that and he isn't checking those yet.

#ik most ppl dont care about my ocs and r only here for brainrot #but ive lately realised this is my blog #meaning i can do whatever i want #so i shall do just that #i will get back to brainrot eventually #but rn i just wanna talk about him #cuz it makes me happy #and thats apparently important #im sorry yall but i wanna gush about my little people too #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #dark urge #durge #durge oc #socially acceptable content < my having funny feelings #sry

[lemongogo]

hi

#yall ths art block is so bad its actually making me so stressed out😭😭😭 #its been awful plenty of times before BUT THISSS???IT FEELS NEVER ENDINGGG #so fucking frustrating-__- and i was finally working on smth i had started to like yday #but i hit this mid point where i didnt know How 2 break thru from like .. rough > finished #and im like T__T . brah . head in my hands #IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOO . < lamenting . < woe is me . #sry i luv talking abt it . its therapeutic tbh . what do u guys do when u are in this position #i also try to go back to basics and j do gesture studies until i feel more capable #but im like shakig the bars of my cage . let me do smt fun again. please ❤️ PLEASEE ❤️ #i think part of it is also imposter syndrome whre like .. u see so many people u look up to doing so many cool things w their art #and its like . falling back into the trap of comparison and feeling like nothing u make can replicate the feeling of seeing those other #things ykwim🤔 #sick in da head . i think its also a twt issue #like ever since i started posting on there ive been feeling like i have 2 make . quote unquote good things which . obviously dookie sentimen #bc any art is objectively good art there isnt like . U CANT BE BAD YKWIM HELP #but when i j posted to tumblr it was like . u send it off like slapping a horse on the ass and u see it ride away and its so lowkey #and fun.. the community here is so muchc fun .. j dont feel pressured here #smiles sweetly #<gi influence #maybe ill delete the app 4 a while until i feel normal again #guys we need to kill all social media #guys we need to go back to drawing sheep on rocks (<giotto ref( #if i had 2 elaborate ig it feels like . i am following the path of most resistance -__- like wading hesdstrong in2 waves that keep pushing #me back . theres so much i want to do Wish i could do but its like damn i can barely draw like two complete things over the course of 2-3 mo #from how HARD IT ISSS🚶and my aphantasia compounds it . fumbling arnd in a dark room hoping smth sticks #graa.. i think its the realization that i couldnt ever do art professionally bc im such an obstinate artist T_T #tbh saying all this now its like looking up in2 the eyes of all my art insecurities looming over me #CASTING 100 FT SHADOWWWW🧍 #whteve . check back on me in 2 months hopefully i feel normal ab it then

[mrsterlingeverything]

.

#theres this poll i just saw that was like do you expect your partner to maintain a certain weight or physique #and like........ #yea..... #its not the most important thing ever but like i have to count calories to keep my weight up #and im pretty active even if i dont have like a strong gym routine #so... it doesnt sound great to say but i expect them to stay healthy or im not going to be as attracted to them sry #i want it to feel like a fair deal

[bunnihearted]

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#everyone else are eating im here w my iv drip eyyyy. so sad #anyway yeah sry i'll keep posting bc im... :'))))) lonelyyyyy #im so anxiousss sksksk #like im so weak im not built to do things on my own #n here i am... alone in an unfamiliar nd unpleasant environment :(( #i want someone to hold mg hand lol #i've met more ppl today than the past months yet i feel so alone sksks #but im just complaining i just have to be here and do this #i have no choice. i wish i could be at home and be healthy nd normal #just wanna eat like a normal person without pain #i dont want surgery #but it is what if is #this is what the universe wanted for me. fkn universe...

[midnightclover]

lil nicole the hololynx i drew (cus my beloved mutual @nicole-the-hololynx is so cool) (also sry for @ing u lol)

it didnt turn out as good as i hoped tho.. i blame the shitty mechanical pencil i was using cus i lost my better one (also i erased and drew on one spot so much i was kinda scared it was gonna tear lmao)

also clovers i drew the other day while trying to draw like realistically (it didnt go that well with the lil flower bit)

#why am i cursed to always draw so small? #my actual posts lol #my art #nicole the holo lynx #nicole the hololynx #sonic #ig #it feels weird tagging art i dont feel the most proud of but whatevs #i always do try to tag fandoms n such #oh and sry for @ing u btw nicole

[seaquestions]

not a man or a woman but a secret third thing (girlguy)

#incoherent turtle noises #remember when i said i wouldnt have any more gender breakthroughs cos i got it all figured out? ‘twas hubris. #having gender thoughts is fun and nice its way better than being anxious about the reality of living #im like. man doesnt rly describe me like ill go with it but i rly prefer saying guy. and im def not a woman but ill call myself girl #im just a lil weirdo normalguy girlgenderthing. im an ikea shark. im a quagsire. im a tiger keychain. #and yet somehow im still on the fence abt calling myself nonbinary. in technical terms i always have been but in terms of wanting a label.. #ehhh… i dont rly feel…like yes nonbinary is an umbrella term comprising all kinds of identity and pronouns but um. just being fr. #i dont wanna get they/themmed by randos more than i already do. sry but like u know its true! it already happens & i got he/him in the bio!

[hesitationmarx]

when someone says __ fans or __ shippers or __ apologists DNI (in the context of media/fandom) do u mean don’t talk about that thing on ur posts or at u? or do u mean if i’m entertained by something u find problematic i literally shouldn’t interact? bc i’ll respect that too but i don’t love it as a trend

#uh #proship #anti anti #if that means what i think it does #problematic #problematic ships #problematic media #ngl yall r starting to frustrate me #ur dying on molehills out here #ur allowed to like something and hate its creator #ur allowed to portray FICTIONAL CHARACTERS doing fucked up shit #yes even whatever ur thinking #next yall gna hang me bc i think Lolita is a good book #im too old for this site ffs #sry if this hurt a feeling i dont want to hurt feelings #just drunk and annoyed and it is MY BLOG