#i have a lot of feelings about the fakes ok

[nicromancytarot]

HOW CAN YOU ENHANCE YOUR SEXUALITY (18+)

This is a general reading based on a collective of people. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. If you don’t feel the pile resonates with you, don’t be scared to try another, if it still doesn’t feel right, that’s ok! Maybe our energies aren’t as connected and my readings are not for you.

I do these strictly for fun and educational purposes. I do not charge for these readings, and I do not fake readings. Channeled by me and my guides, using pictures.

I am a feminist before I am human, and I keep seeing people calling women “bop’s” all over the media, which is just another derogatory term to start off a pathetic attempt to suppress women’s sexuality, so let’s see how you can enhance yours, shall we?

(Minors, please don’t interact with this one xoxo)

PICK A CARD READING

I asked my spirit guides how you could enhance your sexuality to better your experience and express your sensuality, pick a pile to see what they had to say!

PILE 1

Blood on the snow by Hozier came on, so you guys could honestly benefit from having sex, or doing some type of sexual “ritual” when on your period, even if it just be a form of self pleasure. I’m hearing that some of you could have your period in cycle with the full moons, it could be a good idea to try your hand at giving yourself a release when the moon is bright and full.

I’m seeing that you guys have an innocent way of expressing your sexuality, I’m getting that you may have been sexualised at a young age, or you feel very infantilised now. Due to this, I feel like it could be good for you to reclaim the thing that people make you feel bad for, wear those frilly clothes, and put that bow in your hair, allow yourself to have your hair beautifully done in some pigtails, however do not allow someone to rip your innocence away from you, just because they see it differently does not mean that they have the right to make that your problem.

Your sex life could be nothing, or very inconsistent, you may be scared of hookups, or need deep emotional attachment in order to have sex with someone, I would recommend building those foundations for safe sexual encounters if that’s what you desire, or allowing yourself to let go of the need for control all the time. Hooking up, or having sex spontaneously does not make you disgusting or easy going, sex is fun and beautiful, it’s the one time that someone sees you at your most vulnerable state, your body undone and intertwined with theirs, but it can also be experimental and exciting, you get to learn new things about your body and figure out what you do and don’t like, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.

I’m literally getting “smoke a joint” lmao, you may feel like you’re too stressed to have fun with sex, maybe you’re scared of trying new things with your body, some of you could even shy away from masterbation out fear of judgment, or just feeling gross. You need to relax, sex is such a natural thing, and I’m sorry that yours has been so frowned upon from a young age, but you deserve to have fun, to explore your body, and all the possibilities that come with it.

Try a rose toy, possibly a pretty pink dildo, who knows.

PILE 2

I’m feeling that you guys haven’t had sex since a breakup, you’re possibly shying away from being openly sexual since this ending, and it’s hurting you a lot. A number of you feel as though your emotions are expressed through sex, so you’re really finding it hard at the moment to show people how you feel, and now blow up in their face, you’re like a bottle that’s spilling over.

You guys need to loosen up, you either turn to self pleasure a lot or not at all, no in between. You need to find yourself some way of expressing those emotions beside the sex, I’m feeling that your “shadows” don’t come out until night, which I believe was normally when you would partake in these two people sexual activities, which was why it was so easy for you to express yourself during these sexual encounters.

I feel like you need to have someone you trust in order to express your feelings, and for that I would recommend hanging around with your friends late at night, a possible sleepover, so then you’ll tell them exactly as you feel.

Now back to the sex, I feel my shoulders and back tensing up, and I just consciously unclenched my jaw, so I’m feeling that you need to utilise sex in order to relax. With the full moon, you guys might be feeling a tad more stressed than normal, I feel the need to tell you that will pass.

I heard “Italian” so I went to search up Italian sex toys incase that would help you, however I did manage to find a Reddit post that mentions a public vending machine selling dildos for €20, so for that, I am feeling that you need to be more open and willing to try new things, things that are unexpected but exciting, you could benefit from a hookup, preferably not your ex.

Throw them panties aside and enjoy yourself, loosen up, let yourself feel that pleasure that you are clearly so desperately seeking. Have fun, and do it unapologetically.

You could benefit from a bullet vibrator, or a clitoral pump.

PILE 3

You guys struggle to go with the flow, you let things happen, but they happen in a stylish way, you are the type to have a bed rocking time, and then complain about your favourite blanket getting dirty, before getting up and grabbing yourself something to eat. You ride the tide, and possibly something else. I think you like to be in control, but you struggle to get attached. You may have quite a few hookups, maybe you forgot about self pleasure and rely on other people to do that for you.

What would happen if you laid in bed by yourself, cracking open a pomegranate, letting the juice paint your chest like you’re its canvas, would that help you lose control? I’m seeing a need for mess, your body becoming covered in the red tint of the pomegranate, or maybe you’re eating a peach and letting the juice run down your chin, do you like fruit?

I’m getting a natural vibe to things, I think you need things to be natural, rather than so controlled. After having sex you’re going ahead and making yourself a bowl of nachos, how long does that take you? You have the add the nachos, then the cheese, some sauce, chillies, you putting guacamole on there too? It’s all too controlled.

Grab yourself a tub of ice cream and let someone go down on you, or give yourself a vibrator for that same effect.

Just lose the control.

This is random, but honestly probably a great exercise for you, I want you to put on some makeup, tons of mascara, lots of lipstick, or gloss. And then I want you to smudge it, stare at yourself in the mirror as you ruin your makeup, don’t try and redo it, don’t get upset or angry, don’t even hesitate, watch yourself as you allow your mind to let go of the need for perfection, the need for control.

Hell, drink a cup of coffee at night, just do something that will stop you being so authoritative when it comes to sex, also, stop being on top, just for a little, let your sexual partners take the lead this time.

You don’t need to be in control.

you could benefit from a rotating or thrusting dildo, or a travel/pocket vibrator.

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[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#im still procrastinating so bear with me #ive just been thinking abt something. like the idea of a support system #bc as a 1st year grad student ppl around me r like: it must be hard being away from ur support system or ive left my support system when i #moved halfway across the country. and like i dont really feel that way bc idk the idea of a support system is sorta odd to me #like for me i guess it would just b my parents who i kno love me but im just so weirdly asocial that i never really talk to them #like i hardly ever text them. we talk maybe every couple months. so like i guess i theoretically have support but its a bit abstract #and like i have friends i guess but again im a bit weird and dont really feel connected to ppl so i dont feel that close to anyone #surface level friendships i guess. i dunno. i just feel weird not not having a support system but also having it b hollow #i guess i cant feel it more now. like i feel like getting diagnosed as bip0lar made my problems seem more realized to my parents #like i dunno i just assumed they knew i was doing awful most of the time but maybe that wasn't the case #its such a weird thing to b diagnosed with. like the conotations feel a lot heavier and i feel like im not supposed to talk abt it to ppl #bc theyll think im unreliable or something. like it wouldnt b that big a deal if i was just depressed but the sometimes buring out of my #skin makes me somehow scarier. and i still feel conflicted bc i do have a bip0lar mood profile but i have very very high impulse control #and even when im going high my mind is still super rational about it. which seems weird bc low impulse control is common with #the diagnosis. its also y i dont fit an 4dhd profile. not that it really matters. i fit the criteria enough to be on the bip0lar spectrum #its not like someone's gonna come yell at me for not being bip0lar enough. i just feel odd about it is all #still feels fake i guess. hard to imagine feeling any different to how i feel now. which is weirdly stable. so i guess the meds r working #sigh... ok enough i need to go to sleep at 7pm so i can get up at like 2 to finish reading a paper. for some reason my god forsaken brain #works better in the early morning rip #unrelated

[redbullgivesyouwingedkuriboh]

did a little DSoD rewatch and holy shit is kaiba relatable. I’m about to ramble so I’m putting a cut in.

first off, you KNOW this is a kaiba heavy movie because he’s literally the first character we see. where is he? fucking space, man. he’s got the millenium puzzle. you know shit’s about to go down. how did he get to space? fuck if we know at this point, but he beat elon musk there for sure.

then the next time we see him, he’s facing off in a duel against a perfect AI replica of his dead boyfriend. he wins, complements Atem’s hair, crushes a bottle, and then has the audacity to fire the person who designed it. the embodiment of dramatic billionaire. bezos could NEVER.

oh and then when he’s out in the pouring rain, his coat still does the Kaiba Coat Thing(tm). the amount of starch on that coat is probably enough to level a city of velvet. it doesn’t get dry cleaned, it gets soap blown in its general direction and then magically cleans itself. the coat is 90% of kaiba’s confidence (read: season one where he didn’t have the coat and straight up tried to off himself when he was gonna lose a duel). he stood in the middle of the street to dramatically monologue in Yugi’s general direction, and no one is bothered in the slightest. people only start honking after he leaves and it’s only yugi in the street. fucking icon.

me, watching the close-up of Kaiba in the space elevator: for the love of god someone get this man brown contacts

motherfucker jumps out of a moving jet plane, parks it remotely, and then summons a literal god with minimal effort. still has enough energy to run for his jet at a dead sprint. i’m sorry, charles xavier who?

he had to be traumatized, he would have killed god by this point had he not needed extensive therapy and several different antidepressants.

end of the movie, pulls a Back To The Fucking Future and has his space elevator go like 88 miles an hour so he can LITERALLY TRAVEL BACK IN TIME because Seto Motherfucking Kaiba is a goddamn scorpio and will hold a grudge for actual millenia.

sometimes I think about the fact that I jokingly say that Kaiba is compensating for something with the jet and the cards and the drama. then I remember he actually has things to compensate for that aren’t his penis that involve him not coming from money initially/being adopted/rough childhood in general.

#sorry bout the angst at the end #i just have a lot of feelings and thoughts in kaiba’s general direction #seto kaiba #yugioh #yugioh dark side of dimensions #OH i forgot about when he started his tournament #and he had a fake jet blow up and scare the shit out of everyone #and then he was like haha get pranked losers #i wonder where chazz gets it from #fucking kaiba clone #wannabe #anyway #kaiba #he’s cool ok bye

[nudibutch]

okay real talk. for those into any form of pain play and/or impact play? how do you distinguish between like. wanting it because you Want it vs. wanting it because you feel like either 1. you genuinely deserve it (punishment or the best youll get) or 2. its the best you have to offer your partner?

#i was just really thinking about this last night and.... #there are some levels of pain that i really do genuinely enjoy and i know arent associated with what im asking #a good example is scratching or biting #but there are occasionally more intense things i fantasize about like being restrained and hit with an implement and at first im like #yeah thats hot #but then im not really sure if im wanting it in the same This Is Pleasurable way or if im wanting it in the #This Is The Best You Can Really Get or #in my case being stone like #it occurred to me that pain is 1. a cleaner/more distinct signal to me. nervous system wise #cause of dysphoria and whatever fucking else is going on with my body a lot of pleasure just gets lost in translation #but pain is like ok point of contact direct to brain #and also like. i would express more. outwardly. obviously. with pain #and i dont know if me wanting that is my brain trying to say #well if you cant really give your partner an expression of pleasure #your dick is fake you cant feel that very well and otherwise touches are very hard to translate to arousal #then the better you Can give them is. your pain #and idk if im overthinking it or what or if like #my brain is saying oh well if you cant feel it tender even though you want to you Want to feel it tender #guess youll have to feel it rough instead #which im not sure i.... like #anyway. if you made it this far. thanks for reading HAJDKGKH #my inbox is open if u have comments suggestions insight etc. #slug.personal

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

the “don’t perceive me / stop posting absolutely inane shit” tweet is sometimes (not always) me at rejectiom sensitive dysphoria twitter like a part of me doesn’t understand how you can say you are ruled by anxieties related to the approval of others and also go around in public proclaiming you believe yourself to have scientifically proven more intense feelings than almost the entire rest of the world. my personal niche and to be clear INSANE version of this is that if you claim low self esteem but also have birthday parties for yourself a part of me does not believe you

#actually in general a lot of times people who have talked about self esteem or other related problems do things that like #to me would require unfathomable amounts of self confidence #less so these days / less each year etc etc but #people really take for granted being normal about stuff i have definitely been too Fucking Nuts to even contemplate #although if i am forcing myself to be mature and wise #i guess there may be things about me other people would feel similarly about #like. ummmmmm #i have zero anxiety about cover letters and generally job hunting is not like #emotionally fraught for me #and job interviews are fine and can even be fun #i am also totally impervious to the opinions of genuine strangers #i don’t get embarrassed in front of random people i don’t know and don’t understand why anyone would #i also don’t really do the thing where i lie awake at night thinking about embarrassing stuff i’ve done #or overthinking interactions i had #ok. i think that’s my roster of reasons i could be accused of faking low self esteem #oh i also think i’m a good writer and don’t cringe reading my old writing. that’s a good one

[krisgoatpher]

shoutout systems who have no clue whos in front ever. im a different person than i was 10 minutes ago but fuck if i know what that means!!!

#a lot of the systems i see online either dont talk about or just arent generally blurry #sometimes it makes me/us feel fake bc we might have a vague idea of front but rarely is it like 'yes this is the person in front right now' #but its relatively normal to be blurry a good chunk of the time! not everyone has it figured out n thats ok :] #system positivity #osdd #did osdd

[pepprs]

hi mutuals not to doxx myself but im in boston literally rn :D 🤯🤯🤯

#purrs #took a 2.8 mile walk around the hotel and tmrrw i have a session at 8:30 am that i have to be up at6 for so i can get ready and rehearse #bc i haven’t rehearsed at all to this point LAWLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰and im goi ng to. a scary fancy dinner tmrrw night lole. but it’ll all be ok. this k #kinda feels insane and fake like all of it. and my melon carton spilled in the subway and it was so embarrassing and i was very stressed. im #nervous but excited i wish this all felt realer but it’s nice and im excited to see more of boston. kinda crazy to be in a city where ppl #are alive and there are lots of sights and smells and sounds and things and it’s just there all the time every day. also kinda crazy to be #in massachusetts as a destination when the last time i was here as a destination both my grandparents were alive and their house existed 😃✌️ #but i am trying not to think about that. but if i get to visit faneuil square i might cry lol #conference tag #also i have HORRIBLE motion sickness like even lying in bed under the covers i still feel like im on the train and the ground is swaying #underneath me…. wtf 👩🏻 but it’s fine. i am a normal girl i made it to boston and i have 2.5 days left here and iam looking forward to living #them and having smth to look forward to every day 🥳I just need to not be nervous. but also we are doing orientation in the BALLROOM and it’s #fucking massive like why’d they make it so big 😭😭😭😭😭 help

[violasmirabiles]

btw i havent taken the nonbinary pride bracelet off since i got it yesterday before the north karelia pride parade <3 i love it its so cute

#also yknow. ive been having a shall we say Less Than Sexy time with my gender lately #wore my nb flag as an im-going-on-an-adventure cloak yesterday and felt so like. guilty? #like 'THEYRE* gonna realize im a fake and a fraudster because i [checks notes] Look Wrong' #the whole 'who cares if you feel the way you feel You Are Not Doing It Right**' thing #*who the fuck is They? fuck knows. i dont. **how does one Do It Right? fuck knows. I Dont #so i Felt A Lot Of Feelings when the person giving these out came to me and asked if i wanted one #like maybe its ok. maybe i can be like [gestures vaguely all over self] and be. valid #again to be clear this is all like. Everything That I Do Specifically Is Wrong. i do not think like this about anyone else #my brains just stupit

[mercuriart]

based on a very important comment about Masaru with a gakuran post-epilogue, because it's what a banchou deserves

Also based on my headcanon that he'd try his hardest to emulate the VERY badass vibes of banchouleomon, because of his sacrifice and all that. (except he isn't like. permadead or anything, so one day he'll show up again and look at Masaru like "why are you here and why are you dressed like that??")

#digimon #digimon savers #masaru daimon #fanart #anime fanart #digimon data squad #digimon spoilers (? kinda???) #banchouleomon #I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT SAVERS OK #big shotout to @commentaryvorg for making me obsess over this series all over again /pos #and also to everyone else still posting in the series tag #and also to the random guy on fb who commented the whole gakuran thing. he was SO right #(anyway did i ever say anything about my post-epilogue/fake sequel AU?) #(because this is pretty close to my final design for masaru in that AU) #art tag

[soft-spooks]

good evening. im regressing <3

#its sooooo funny how i have one (1) night thats awful in such a specific way. and here i come crawling back 2 this blog #at least i know it will always be here for me. sigh #like dont get me wrong i loooove selfships i love selfhsip content but i dont always feel like i Need it u know #like its such a big coping mechanism that when things are good im like! yes! its so cute but i dont think about it as much #and then i get some news that crushes my heart and soul and suddenly im like. oh ok. my fake boyfriends will help me feel better about this #laying on the floor. it's so dumb #not. this blog. the thing im upset about #its fine. like its cool. its not a big deal #but the specific fucked up way my brain works is like. #a solif 80% of my mind is like oh its the end of the world you should kill yourself actjally #while the other 20% is over in the corner like. #no like this isnt even bad news. theres no logical reason you should be upset about this even a little bit #aughghghhh. anyway. ive got like 6 chapters of sl to catch up on and also i watched hannibal clips yesterday #and also ive been rewatching bfu and ghostfiles so . prepare for me tobe absolutley fucking insufferable #oh and im thinking abt fish a lot so naturally that means im also thinking about merm/subnautica aus . wooohoo

[skrunksthatwunk]

I THINK I DID OK ON MY FRENCH EXAM???????? HOURRA!!!!

#LIKE THERE IS NO WAY IM GETTING A 1 KIND OF OK. 3 IS FEASIBLE 4 IS POSSIBLE 2 IS ALSO POSSIBLE. ALRIGHT!!!!! #the multiple choice had me stabbing and clawing at my legs the whole time it was AWFUL i couldnt tell what they were saying at ALL #but i think i was able to fake it decently well we'll see #the email response was alright (though i didnt close elegantly oops) #and the essay was surprisingly good??? i fully didnt do half the essays we were assigned (sorry madame </3) but i finished before time was #up. and it was pretty ok too as far as little french essays go #i fully didnt respond to like 3/5 prompts in the conversations task lol. that's a 1 for sure and i knew that going in #not my best but pretty comparable to most of my performances on the task prior. me when audio processing #AND THE CULTURAL COMP WAS ON ONE OF THE ONLY TOPICS I COULD CONFIDENTLY SPEAK ABOUT LET'S GOOOOOOOO #i was SO excited when i saw that lol. yes thats MY topic of choice hehehe #waaaaaaahhh im so happy it's over!!! i was so scared!!!!! plus it was like 4 hours long which is fucking bonkers to mr #i thought the mcqs would be like 60 mins but no. ig bc of the audio prompts #sheeshhhh i can barely even feel scared about The Problem from earlier today bc im sooo happy (<- this will have consequences later) #anyway the writing tasks in particular made me feel like i knew a lot more french than i thought. makes me wanna continue it even though #my incentive's gone :)) #and i mean. we'll see ig. but I'd love to get better at it. the hope is that im gonna sunk cost fallacy my way into fluency basically #anyway hellll yeahhhhh #mwah mwah #etc

[justsomeweirdbandkid]

Ok no I LIED I'm going to rant about him lovingly in the tags even more

#ok I'm so caught in my affectionate feels rn BUT I need to shout my appreciation for him out to the world #he does so many little things that I just ADORE #the way he says honey. hear me out. he's from north Louisiana but he has a very southern twang in his voice when he says it #and it's just so so so so so adorable #and the fluffiest hair. oh my god #he has. just like. a Heap of Hair on his head and that's wonderful news for ME bc ME LOVE HAIR TEXTURE A LOT #I like to put my hands in his hair and just shake it around and/or massage his scalp bc it's so nice to touch #speaking of hands. it's so cute to see him process the size difference in our hands #his hands are like an inch or 2 bigger than mine and everytime we're holding hands: #he says 'dude. why are your hands so small' and we have a fake debate about his hands being big vs my hands being small #(both statements are true and neither of us would like to admit it) #I mentioned this in the last post but our heights are perfect together #he's just tall enough to wrap his arms around my waist and for me to put my arms around his neck without hurting myself #we're also just about the right heights to do that cute couple thing where one person lays their chin on the other's head #and that's so wholesome to me #those are all just physical attributes too don't even get me STARTED on his personality (I'm already started) #he is so kind to me. like yeah that's basic human decency. I know. but like. He gets worried abt me and I'm flattered by that #like when I'm acting even remotely upset he goes 'are you okay 👁👁 is there anything I can do to help' and that's SO SWEET #he's also incredibly loving on most days. I remember one of the first times I'd stayed over I had an 8 AM the next day #and from the bed he went 'I really wish you could stay <:( ' MY HEART. LIKE. AWWWW #back to his physical appearance bc I forgot to mention: HIS PRETTY ASS EYES #OKOK SO he has fucking HAZEL EYES. super pretty dark dreen with flecks of brown and gold #holy fuck. I mean like. OUGHSBSB #I was looking into his eyes one night and they were a gorgeous emerald green #the next day in the sun? PRETTY ORANGE AND YELLOW COLORS #ok had to make sure to mention that bc I love his eyes sm #anyways #ack I gotta try to sleep soon but. this has been my 2nd infodump abt him #god I love him sm #hi justin 🫶

[florida3exclamationpoints]

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#one last thing ill say about the whole tik tok swifties/new fans/fake fans thing #i think a LOT of the 2016 hatred was based in sexism and internalized misogyny #and i have seen people talking about that and saying how they recognize what made them act that way then #so that kinda situation is kinda sweet even #like people growing personally and rejecting internalized misogyny and then discovering an artist that they truly like #i love that #but when they haven't done that. and you can tell that its the reason. but now its cool to like taylor so they're flipping. thats different #and i feel bad for people who actually struggle woth their own internalized misogyny ! we all do! that doesn't make you a bad person! #but i think there is a line. where its not so much internalized anymore. and i think it is easy to tell #and truly like. it was a trend to hate her and now its a trend to like her people wanna do whats cool #i think. everyone should have their own genuine likes and dislikes. and not do what people want them to #and if you're genuinely not interested in Taylor! thats ok! if you are and that is new for you! thats ok! #if you're not but you think you should be. you shouldn't. like what you like. #and i dont feel like i got my point across about the whole misogyny thing as well as i wish i could #but i hope yall get the point and understand what im trying to say lol #bc ive been thinking about it and like. i dont know words #so :/

[flesh-connoisseur]

uuuhhhhmm excuse me I'm officially a neurodivergent and a minor

#found out I have NPD a week ago #haven't stopped thinking about it #so I made a new blog in which I can rant about it because I don't want my friends to see my pathetic ass auto diagnosing itself #like yes i am absolutely ok with self diagnosis (WITH A LOT OF RESEARCH) but when it comes to me I just feel fake and cringe lol #anyway hiiii #always wanted to make this joke lmao #rant blog #random #npd

[deviousdiesel]

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#hmm ok alright i understand the hype for sonny now #interesting guy but he feels very underused and i was surprised he was only in 4 episodes? and i don't even remotely enjoy bwba #trust me i've tried and some of the episodes just feel so.. off. i can't go watching the whole thing but that's just me personally #sonny and diesel are like the “can't stand her fake ass!! me and the bestie” image #it would be really interesting to see how those guys interact post-second chance bc sonny is someone who can see through diesel's nonsense #once again this show brings interesting concepts but doesn't execute them as well as they should - especially in bwba (for a lot of things) #ON AN UNRELATED NOTE; there was a duck aeg toy that got confirmed??? #if this isn't fake there is potentially going to be a duck and diesel interaction and that would be. kind of surreal. #i don't watch aeg i have very conflicting thoughts about it but at the end of the day that show isn't aimed for me #but if it DOES happen i'll be baffled it finally had them do something instead of doing it in the cgi series #fauxtrainpost.txt

[vampirekinn]

that reminds me. i saw a tiktok last night where the person in it said/wrote (bcs its just text plastered on someones face) that they (as in tiktok) shld make up their own fake movie and pretend it's always existed when like. thats now even how that works but ok

#fly agaric #i have a lot of thoughts but also its about the difference between a fake movie on tumblr and on tiktok so. askfdgfgjk #idk it just annoys me sooooo incredibly much how disingenuous almost everything on tiktok seems like compared to tmblr #not tht i care much for this site but it at least feels like its inhabited by actual ppl #ok. back to hannibal