#i have accommodation booked

[nina-nemethova]

FIRST EVENT OF THE SEASON IN 6 WEEKS.

AAAAAA-

#I got my next quest event ticket today!!!! #i habe #under 2 months #to get all my kits together #and by gods #i am not ready yet #i have accommodation booked #my ticket bought #travel 2 and from #but still gotta organise everything else #food #kit #extra money for market stalls #AAAAAAAA #IM SO EXCITED BUT SO NERVOUS

[obstinatecondolement]

It feels like every day I read attempts to debunk the social model of disability that fundamentally misunderstand what the social model of disability is and who the people who developed that model were, including what the nature of their disabilities was, and I want to scream.

But I don't, because yelling at people on the internet is basically pointless. Instead I check to see that I'm not mutuals with whoever reblogged said misunderstanding and vague about it.

#'but [x impairment] would still exist and have [y implications] even if the world were completely accessible!' #okay well yeah but equating impairment and disability is explicitly the opposite of the social model of disability #the union of the *physically impaired* against segregation who developed this model #*were* by and large privileged in ways many other disabled people are not‚ yes #mike oliver who wrote the fucking book on the social model of disability #(social work with disabled people‚ published in 1983) #was a white man with a phd who pioneered an academic field‚ for one #and there *are* criticisms about the limitations to a purely social model of disability to be made #but like... our pal mike oliver was also a wheelchair user who broke his neck in a swimming accident as a teenager #which caused paralysis that affected his upper and lower body #not a clueless 'physically abled' autistic who didn't understand how physical limitations work #he lived the first 17 years of his life as a physically abled person #so I think he was aware of the difference between what his body could do before and after his accident #and like 'disability is socially constructed' #is not saying that differences between people and what they are able to do or do easily do not exist?? #my eyesight is so bad that if I could not access corrective lenses I would be functionally blind #and even with glasses my myopia and astigmatism cause a lot of tangible effects on my body #e.g. migraines‚ eyestrain‚ so many floaters that even looking through pristine glasses is like the lenses are scratched to hell #but my eyesight is not considered a disability #because the accommodations that enable me to participate in society fully in this area are so standard as to be invisible #can I magically see without corrective lenses? no #does wearing glasses not being considered a disability mean that I do not get migraines and eyestrain? no #so the arguments the thing I am vaguing are trying to debunk are not what is being argued! #well seems like I screamed about it after all #oh well

[stuckinapril]

literally distracting myself w the thought of decluttering / rearranging my bookcase when i should be studying. bad cianna

#i have been so distracted i need to get back on my study grind #but i’ve been wanting to rearrange my bookcase for SO long. & buy some new decorations for it #even installed two shelves in my bedroom to accommodate more books which is so exciting #but literally NO time rn this is the story of my life #ur bitch has been studying full time ): #soon #ok shut up cianna. #p

[margridarnauds]

Trying to figure out the difference between "this feeling of general apathy about work will pass" and "this feeling of general apathy about work won't pass"

#it's like. i'm not FEELING when I think about my field #i'm not FEELING when I teach -- even though I'm still fighting for my undergrads as best as possible #I don't feel anything about the conferences over the horizon for me...or the papers that I have to write for them #i haven't even booked my plane tickets and accommodations...partially because that'd mean they're real #i have a deadline coming up for an article I was excited to publish -- I barely want to touch it #and it's like...I *know* I love my field #...so why don't I *now*? #i don't want to work on my prospectus...even though I've wanted nothing else for three years #...is it just TOO MUCH at once or too little stimulation without classwork #or am i just. tired. #and has this been the natural conclusion of the last three years

[nyxofdemons]

four years for this show...

#IM SORRY. ITS JUST. IM SO. HHHHHRGN #its fine. its good. its entertaining to say the least #but from a writing perspective...... #im not an anti i am the worlds biggest helluva boss enjoyer the hellaverse is SO SPECIAL TO ME #but.. the more i see about hazbin s1...... #how in over four years was this what you came up with. how is the pacing this insane. how is this character treatment ok.... PLEASE #my sorta toxic trait is that as someone obsessed with media analysis; narrative devices; and story structure - #as well as just. someone who is an aspiring showrunner/creator working on my own huge projects - #is that every time i come across a movie or show that i think is done in a really lacking way. all i can think about is how i would #have done it instead #(this happens in a non-critical way too tbf if i really enjoy a book or game i'll be like they should let me make a based on film) #but hazbin. hazbin. all i have right now is 'i could fix her' in my head #I WOULD TREAT THESE CHARACTERS RIGHT I WOULD GIVE THEM THE NARRATIVE THEY DESERVE #there is. so much potential here. how is the execution so lacking #mine #good ideas!!!! good moments!!!!!!!! THE OVERALL CONSISTENT NARRATIVE IS NOT DOING SO HOT #as a side note though i really think this is why helluva is doing so much better in terms of pacing and writing. the structure of that show #is so much more accommodating to a long intricate story WHILE weaving in a billion different character stories #8 episodes for hazbin is insane season 1 needed twice as much #nyx crit tag

[solradguy]

Since we've been on the topic of Ky a lot lately, here are some scans of illustrations from the Guilty Gear Complete Bible that accompany summaries of the lore for the Crusades and then Ky's part in them. I think these scans were done by zer0kage.

These illustrations don't get shared often, but it's interesting seeing Holy Order characters that aren't Ky, Sol, or Kliff.

#photopost #from the archives #guilty gear #I get the impression this book has tight binding and pages that weren't formatted to accommodate the gutter #There are some other loose scans from this book floating around and they all have pretty gnarly gutters on them #A shame... But I don't blame people for not wanting to skin their rare books for clean scans

[aldieb]

gave notice and did not cry until after closing zoom 👍 i am overdramatic for sure but i really can’t be like “it’s just a job” because it actually means a lot to me to have spent almost 5 years with a bunch of lgbt people producing books on subjects that align with my values. i remember a post i made during my internship where i was talking about whether i would be able to accept a full-time offer because i was still so easily triggered by the (medical) subject matter i encountered day to day that it didn’t seem possible, but the healing and growth i’ve experienced since then have been insane. i think i’m going to cross stitch the company logo and frame it and send it to my boss bc i’m not comfortable saying any version of this in words tbh

#text tag #like i’m open to being surprised but i simply don’t think papers about the endoplasmic reticulum are going to hit me in the heart as hard a #being on the bleeding edge of trans rights and visibility #also literally did not think i would be able to hold down a full-time job until this and a lot of it is owed to my boss being extremely ope #to working with me on accommodations without a single diagnosis being put on the books #i have 10000 ‘my job is going to make my organs shut down’ posts so it’s ok that this one is very positively biased lol

[ff2-soda-pop]

I'm starting to question if I should even bother with the stupid paper.... I'm probably just gonna fail anyways lmao

#ive been running around stuck on Babysitter Duty for the past three days and the teacher only gave us any instructions on thursday yet #somehow expected a full paper done and edited by sunday. even if i wasnt stuck on babysitter duty she'd get a shitty paper just due to how #little TIME that is to get things done. but because i am on babysitter duty uhhh..... well so far there's no paper #ive been spending practically full days having to take care of my sister and i cant just Ignore Her so i havent done my paper while watchin #her because again: my focus needs to be on Her. and shes incredibly loud which makes it super hard to focus. fun combo /s #so i was like 'i'll just stay up Really Late and do it then' but that hasn't worked because my sister WONT GO TO BED if im awake. i was up #until 4am last night hoping she'd fall asleep and shut up and i could work but Nope! #and then i got too tired to even care anymore #i've tried explaining this to others and they're just like 'ok well you just need to find a way to make it work :/' which is very much #easier said than done! and im scared about this paper because this teacher doesnt accept late work at all for pretty much any reason #and im sure she wont understand my situation. because shes also the teacher that didnt understand that i didnt have the textbook on time #because it was still being shipped and i dont control the rate at which book ships and she was like #'..........okay well you still need to have the book by tomorrow at least <3' when i told her the book had Just shipped and idk when i'd ge #the dumb thing. so yknow i dont have high hopes about this #also just as extra 'make stuff more difficult' i have zero accommodations because my mom cant keep track of my fucking IEPs and they wont #let me have accommodations unless i have that and idk how to get a copy anymore. so i've also been running around with no help in that area #and it's not great </3 #idk im just stressed out and frustrated and i Want To Cry :) #vent

[dumbificat]

ok gn tumblr

#dumbi #yes i’m stealing this from snob #anyways #TOMORROW #i have to book an appointment at my new doctors - the cochlea implant one #then i have to fill out the disability accommodation form for my new college #then i have to start looking at the uc journal and the tasks i have #ok those are priority #now these aren’t *as* important but i still want to do them #finish and post the thomato a little jealousy part #or at least work on it #go through and clear out some of inbox … #talk with my friends online ofc ofc #work on future event/collab #uhh i think that’s all honestly #oo have noodles for lunch yum yum #ok #GN ‼️

[faithinlouisfuture]

i think we're gonna get a better asia tour in the future. like it's gonna include other countries he toured during ltwt (turkey, uae, philippines..) and gonna include the shows he cancelled and didn't tour before (japan, india etc) or maybe i'm delusional lol why do they take us for granted? asia is literally the biggest continent :( we deserve better

you’re a lot more hopeful than I am… and even in this best case scenario that you’ve described, treating a particular group of people like shit and then treating them right afterwards isn’t that great of a look

agree with your last sentence, we deserve better

#anon #I won’t pretend to know for sure how this stuff works #but I would think that when you cancel shows this last minute it doesn’t bode well for future deals with venues/promoters/local crews etc #not to mention fans will think a thousand times before purchasing tickets again #it’s not even about the tickets to the actual show itself because him and his team always make sure those are affordable #it’s about purchasing flight tickets and booking accommodations - most of which are non refundable #I’m sure I’ve mentioned it before but when I went to see him in Turkey the concert ticket itself was the cheapest thing I spent money on #and also right now im thanking my lucky stars I didn’t have enough time’s notice this time around #to try and schedule a whole entire international trip in order to make one of the Asian dates for this tour

[arthur-r]

what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED?? #and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later

[newvision]

Hey completely crazy idea but I’m writing a book that takes place in Oxford. What if I just rented an air bnb and moved there for a month to write it. What then!

#I could go in September. I have enough money saved up & I can work more throughout the semester. what if I just did that #I feel so stuck writing about a city from memory #UAGGHHHHHH someone tell me no emmy you need to save your money!!!!!!! #OR say this is the best idea you ever had! you should book everything right this second #also if anyone knows any cheap accommodations in Oxford pls let me know!!!! #I think I’m doing it. I think I’ll do that fr #emmys thoughts

[perenlop]

saw a pdf of the new brightheart graphic novel and im reading it bc ngl i am still very soft for brightheart and cloudtail, and by god they are so cute in this and that is carrying it (plus i have a guilty pleasure for “omg we’re about to have a baby this is such a wild change” stories). but man. i can tell the writer has good intentions here regarding the ableist writing in the series, like they want to improve on those aspects, but it is exhausting how the team seems incapable of saying “hey disabled people do deserve to live and maybe deserve to be happy” without going “see? this guy can CONTRIBUTE to our society! that means theyre a GOOD disabled person!”

#god i hope they dont force longtail to retire and that its just his decision to do that in the end. please. dear god #like. disabled people DO have limits they DO need accommodations #saying they bc this is regarding physical disabilities bc thats kinda the only disability shown in the books i believe #and theres some of that with brightheart sure! but like. girl please stop framing your disability and value #on what you can ''contribubte'' to the clan. stop!! stop making it about being useful!! #disabled people deserve respect and love and accommodation and dear lord the right to life #no matter whether they're ''contributing'' or not #echoed voice

[oliviatexts]

okay apparently i’m going to finland in two months !!

#booking flights at 3am? so normal #panicking at 4am because i wasn’t able to book the airbnbs that i wanted and now had to settle for different accommodation #(where i’m not even sure if it’ll work out like i want to)? so normal #panicking EVEN MORE at 5am because i entered the wrong email address for my flight tickets #thereupon calling lufthansa at 5am and having some poor man who has to work now resend the email? the normalest really #i wanna cry i’m not even happy i’m just. stressed. #what if none of it works out bla bla #what if the rovaniemi hostel is too far away from the airport so i’ll miss my flight and have to freeze to death in finland #what if what if #why do i book holidays AT NIGHT #should have done this in the daylight or not at all #i’m fucking terrified of everything i never wanna leave my comfort zone please let me stay in my warm bed forever #i don’t wanna live a life i just wanna sleep #i swear i’m fine

[artemiseia]

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#since becoming disabled I have had to #become so pressuring and so mean and so demanding of other people who are constantly dropping the ball when it comes to by health #‘you said my medication would be ready this morning why is it not ready’ #‘you said you would book my appointment by last Friday it’s now Wednesday’ #because otherwise I will #die #I will Die if I don’t have my medication if I don’t get to see the doctor #and I hate it #I feel so awful #but what else can I do? #I am beholden to this crumbling médicale system that doesn’t care if patients live or die #and my only option is to pressure these service worker because they are the only people I can ask for help #I use to be able to afford to be accommodating #nothing was life or death #this has been such a subtle sinister change to my life #and I feel it slowly withering my soul #anyway #ari

[phe-purple-parade]

Pls sir,, put me out of my misery, cut me off, this extension has been too far extended just tell me I'll pass with what I've got so far and end this TORTURE

#i appreciate my professor wants to accommodate but. sir. the academic year is over pls just call me out on my bs now #THE ACADEMIC YEAR IS OVER ND I AM STILL DOING HOMEWORK MAKE IT STOP THE EXTENSIONS ARE NO LONGER HELPING ME #i tried to set a cutoff date but then i didn’t meet it and was like. welp time to continue working #i see my psychologist in 5 days & i'm gonna have to admit that i didn't stick to the plan #i have to go to a wedding tomorrow 💀 #THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DONE LAST WEEKEND. TECHNICALLY SEVERAL WEEKENDS AGO BUT THE LAST AGREED UPON TIME WAS LAST WEEKEND #BUT MY TEACHER SAID IT WAS FLEXIBLE BY A FEW DAYS. THAT WAS A MISTAKE SIR #hope he enjoys my unfinished essays lol #pls god let me just pass #< says person who scored HDs on their first two semantics assignments & proceeded to falter at the essays #last year second semester I got HDs followed by a fail. making an overall pass. hhhhhhh and the hISTORY BOOK ON THE SHELF #IS ALWAYS REPEATING ITSELF #speaking of napoleonic history. time to read today's chapter of war and peace #hhhhhhhhhh #braindump