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"the sky's the limit? who decided that? I want the fuckin' moon"
SANO MANJIRO x f!READER
summary: in which the president’s secret daughter catches the attention of some not-so-nice people. they're hot as hell but too bad Sano Manjiro is your step sister's fiancé...
pairing(s): bonten!mikey x f!reader, (slight)bonten x f!reader
warnings: DARK CONTENT 18+, infantilization, inaccurate depiction of politics and political climate, child abuse/neglect, infidelity, cheating, violence, corruption, bribery, blackmail, extortion, exploitation, fraud, torture, gang violence, drug trafficking, drug use and misuse, human trafficking, prostitution, gun violence, misogyny, objectification, emotional manipulation, unhealthy relationships, isolation, abduction, murder, blood and gore, torture, sexual themes, smut, noncon/dubcon, dom/sub undertones, soft dom!manjiro, power imbalance, multiple kinks, bondage, car sex, virginity loss, wax play, age gap, pretty privilege, self-esteem issues, MORE TO BE ADDED
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ONE — house of glass
chapter summary: a 'sheltered girl' living a somewhat secluded life, hidden away from the public eye as the secret daughter of Japan's president, celebrates her 20th birthday alone. Meanwhile, Sano Manjiro, the man with the country under his boot, helps the president win the election and gets engaged to his oldest daughter.
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TWO — ribbons in my hair
chapter summary: your world collides with Manjiro's in the shadows of your father's mansion in the woods, where 'innocence' meets cruelty in a dangerous dance
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THREE — skeletons in the closet
chapter summary: like your father, manjiro becomes increasingly obsessed with keeping you hidden and begins tightening the already overwhelming security
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FOUR — play pretend
chapter summary: You begins to unravel the truth behind your father's election victory, uncovering the extent of Manjiro's influence over not just the underworld, but the country itself. Kakucho does damage control.
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FIVE — will a pretty face make it better?
chapter summary: after hours of persuasion, you attend a lavish masquerade ball with Manjiro and the rest of Bonten as your escorts. Kaya sees an opportunity to force your facade to crack.
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SIX — cleopatra
chapter summary: Alone with Manjiro, you grapple with conflicting emotions as you realize the depth of your feelings for him.
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SEVEN — weed, sanrio stickers, pills, and glitter
chapter summary: after finally getting some space to breathe, Sanzu and Rindo show you new ways to have fun.
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EIGHT — the one thing i want
chapter summary: As Kaya's infidelity is revealed to the world while you’re at a university party, she refuses to go down alone and takes you with her. As expected, Manjiro isn't happy with you.
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NINE — just a playdate to you
chapter summary: you confronts the harsh reality of your fractured relationships as the fallout from Kaya's betrayal reverberates throughout your world.
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TEN — your father’s plans to rule the world
chapter summary: Manjiro's grip on you tightens for the final time as he struggles to maintain control in the face of mounting challenges and betrayals. You and your father have a long-awaited conversation.
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notes: I DO NOT condone any of these behaviours or any crimes committed in this fic. This is purely for my own entertainment. Please read all the warnings before each chapter. All political terminology is inaccurate and inconsistent as I don't know much about politics. However, this is a fanfiction so I will write the way that fits the plot the best. There will barely be any talk of politics in the first place so...
Infantilization is the main theme here so PLEASE read the warnings. This fic is literally just a huge trauma dump of things I've gone through and think I also unfortunately do so be warned. There will also be a lot of introspection about pretty privilege through my pov and if you disagree with any of it, I literally do not want to hear it.
Takes place during the Bonten Future Timeline. It will include many canon aspects from the Tokyo Revengers manga/anime. Except, Mikey does not leave that tape behind for Takemichi to see(basically it doesn't exist).
inspired by the songs the fruits by paris paloma, mrs. potato head & soap by melanie martinez, lacy by olivia rodrigo and love dive by ive
slightly inspired by the manga/anime my happy marriage
to my readers with daddy issues, dw I will be healing you with this <3
comment to be added to taglist(must be 18+)
Enjoy! Asks, reblogs and comments are highly appreciated. It gives me the motivation to continue writing.
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© kokoch4n3l — Please do not copy, translate, modify, or post my work to any other platforms. ♡
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Ok. I am making a separate post about the synesthesia drawings because that post is getting long.
Exercise 1 for illustrating what music does in my brain is making a sound map. (Example here is Cosmo Sheldrake's "Come Along." )
This gives the 2D sense of the shapes that the sounds make and its satisfying to get the song on paper, but it is not an accurate representation of the sound.
Exercise 2: dance it out. The sound makes a 3D shape, and I am a 3D shape in a 3D space- use my body to create 3D shapes that reflect the sound.
This is satisfying to get the sound out of my body, but it is still not accurate because the sound also creates COLOR.
Exercise 3: Long exposure photo with light sticks.
This is much closer! However my camera can only take 30 seconds of this without a remote trigger and it does not represent the whole song, just parts of it. I achieved this by putting one stick on color change and then the other stick on constant green- because the song is overall very green, but because its a complex song with lots of different instruments it needed more than one color.
There are also limitations with the light sticks because there are only 2 modes (color-change and constant single color.) In an idea representation, I would be able to program the light sticks to go with the music, but I don't have that kind of money.
Edit 1:
Layer the photos on top of each other.
Almost!
However, this doesn't sound like a song! It sounds like a sound. Specifically, it sounds like the horns in the song and it doesn't take up very much time. We lose the articulation of the chime sounds, the drums, and the syncopation that is present in his voice.
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Layer them on top of each other, then enhance the finer parts of the song with careful editing.
I cut out some of the constant horns so that there's room for the more gentle swoops of the song. You can more easily see the 'come come along' and the 'sound of the birdsong' and 'hesitant skeleton' in this one.
I also adjusted the colors because while the song is, indeed, VERY green- its more of a yellow-lime color and the reds and pinks of his voice are more peach-orange.
This is not perfect, but its a close approximation of what that song does inside the brain: a series of changing shape and color that moves through a 3-dimentional space.
And is why, when someone described synesthesia to me 10 years ago as an 'odd symptom' I was like ... 'that's not a symptom- everyone's brain does that.' And then someone said something about the way that I describe things and then it was like... hey now...
Anyways, that's the thing.
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Skelefam
Unfortunately, as much as I love this mod - I mean, it’s beautiful! Just look at it! - it does have a game-crashing bug D: For some reason skeletons can’t get jobs, it crashes the game lol, so as much as I’d love to have Gaster in the Science career, he is a stay-at-home parent! That’s fine, nannies suck in TS2 lol. There’s also only a few clothing options but I’m gonna try some poking around to at least expand upon what’s there already :D
I ended up using the stretchSkeleton cheat - hehe, skeleton - to make Papyrus a bit taller and Sans a bit smaller. It’s only really noticeable in their ankles, and their animations are a bit misaligned, but other than that it’s very cute! :D Sans is also chubby but it’s kinda hard to tell :0
Sans, stop breaking the fourth wall!
Look how little he is compared to his brother hehe
Also, and I did not edit or plan this - they naturally started falling into their relationship dynamics! Gaster and Sans have a much lower Short Term Relationship here than Gaster and Papyrus haha
Would that I could! I was still testing at this point and yup, it crashed. Sadge
Well even if I can’t get the jobs, I can still cheat-unlock the Career Awards! Scientist behaviour lol
Look at their delicate little haaands
Did you know that Gaster sucks? He does!
Oh what are skeletons not your type? Don’t be rude
Sans even rejected him when Gaster offered to dance together! I love them
Gaster’s POV - he was listening to Sans tell a joke and next in the queue Papyrus wanted to show off to him. So accurate haha
Papyrus’ POV, of course he’s friends with both of them, sweet boy
And Sans’, look at how much more he thinks of his brother over Gaster! What more could I ask for honestly
Only concerned with Gaster seeing lol, Papyrus is way closer! He doesn’t count haha
Racecar bed babyyyy
Retextured the outfit for Papyrus, so now they’re much easier to tell apart! :D
Crossover babies ♪ One of the Todds walked by and I just now realized I also gave them a red/blue twin aesthetic haha
And that’s all he’ll want and care about from now on :)
Hehe. He gets it!
Papyrus is bad at making friends! Sans there in the background passively ++ing with Todd lol, he’s a natural
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rick and morty 6/10 spoilers / talk
i think like... a lot of this season was talking to the viewers as morty. Havent seen many people mention this aspect to it so I wanted to ramble lol
I feel like most of season 6 was just set up yeah... people were saying how inconsistent the show was getting, and they decided to REALLY DRIVE IN CONSISTENCY bringing up old bits like sleepy gary and the butter robot. just a lot of the writers having fun yet also driving forward each character, as each character got their own ep this season directly, to add them all back to relevancy a bit more bc the show does, revolve around rick and morty. so it did that a little less this season
im all over the place here sorry lol I still need to recover from this last college semester lmao
ok so the main point i wanted to make, was in 'story train 2' aka the uh. the episode with Campbell that harmon DEFINITELY wrote. there's a point where rick points at the camera but is talking to morty and he was like 'youre what matters' to the camera aka the viewers. and the last scene in 6/10 reminded me of THAT. his ramble that he always does, the rick and morty 100 years rant, it was the writers talking to us, the viewers.
you wanted this. you wanted the dark backstory, you wanted the serialization and the focus on other character arcs. you wanted to see rick change. and here, now you get it all! you get what you wanted despite the warnings. idk I was baked when I saw the ep, I've gotta do a season rewatch and then a series rewatch again to trace it, but it felt DIRECT. that scene was the writers talking to the viewers. a lot of the season was, really? with the story cycle episode and jerrys internet famous arc 'when they start looking for shit to hate you for that's how you know you made it' yeah that feels like a harmon line for sure. i know there was a lot of internal conflict of what they wanted the show to be, but they seem pleased with what they settled on. this year alone harmon and roiland said that the show could easily go on for 1000 episodes. if one arc gets finished, if one UNIVERSE gets finished, they've created a setup that they can exhaust forever. they always wanted to be like the simpsons and tbh I hope they get a long run
but im VERY VERY excited theyre taking this turn, story wise, writers aside. its honestly the best way they've could have gone, I remember seeing the reveals and being like :] cus yeah. we got rick developing. we got rick regressing! we got to see more of the other characters, id say we got very nice storylines as well. i enjoyed it all a lot and I am very scared-excited for season 7. its interesting to see how many mixed reviews they get and how much bad writing criticism when I can literally trace their thought process for it... as this season showed rick trying to improve and grain mortys trust and respect, the writers were saying the same to the viewers. in a similar sense, as rick showed morty that he would always be rick and to watch what you wish for, the writers were doing the same. no more silly random adventures, were going full canon and you wanted this.
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