#i just wanted yo put it back in

[anervousmirrorball]

did i cry? yes. yes 😭 watch me take the booklet out and almost put it inside again cause i don't know 😭😭😭😭 is this unboxing or me just looking at the cd for 20 mins. i had to edit the video because i just kept staring at it 😭 and the cd kept reflecting my face 😭

@suburbanlegnd you said you wanted to see me open it !

#also after this i tried to put it inside the whatever was left of the plastic cover. #im so stupid anyways #its so pretty 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #the struggle to take the booklet out 😭😭 #now im embarrassed #idek if i flipped through all the pages #i just wanted yo put it back in #i tri3d so hard to not ruin it #😭😭😭 #as if i had grease in my hand #im embarrassing

[equill]

Another Otsutsuki?!

we’re messing up the timeline for this one. (I lost this crack idea but then it came back… the abyss stare back and I jumped in.)

anyways, now some kids meeting the new kid

Panel 1: There’s something wrong here.

Comic 1: Attention.

they’re both in the same boat

Comic 2: Day Off (with confusion.)

he just a little insecure,, (kakashi still told him to get it together)

back to the future now

Comic 3: What. (huh?)

Panel 2: very tiny.

#naruto #naruto fanart #kakashi hatake #obito uchiha #rin nohara #toneri otsutsuki #fanart #art #my art #sketch #drawing #digital art #creating silly posts pumps my brain #kid obito had immediately had distrust of the new kid #and couldn’t even explain why so he stood there glaring #obito looks at kakashi 20 years later after Toneri admits defeat with “I TOLD you he’s was weird“ #kakashi after getting back to earth promptly puts obito in jail #ALSO when I saw Toneri for the first time his design is so neat! #I haven’t watched the movie so I read the description of the guy to have an idea of him #what I got is that Toneri is unhinged too ANYWAYS moving on #Toneri ends up noticing Kakashi white chakra and follows him with curiosity #Kakashi’s ends up choosing not to be jerk lets him stick around as long as he isn’t in the way #toneri takes a bit of insult because even if he’s missing eyes he’s definitely not weak #so showing some skills without destroying his disguise he ends up impressing kakashi #while kakashi talks with him and offering advice and asking him if he wants yo try anything else #he doesn’t know but Toneri immediately in his mind claims kakashi has his #this post could’ve absolutely gone from silly to psychological horror #like real quick haha #imagine the joke was just kakashi going through more issues 😭 the punchline is that there isn’t one

[mokeonn]

One of my favorite things about being in my early 20s is that I'm starting to understand that I can use things not for their intended purpose. When you're growing up, you get told what an object is and what its intended purpose is, and as a kid/teen, I just accepted all of it at face value. As a young adult it's finally clicking that I can simply do things a different way if it makes me happier. Sure, I was taught that you stand to take a shower, but there's nothing stopping me from just sitting if I don't feel like it, ya know? I might have always had my medication in the kitchen, but if I'm no longer remembering to take it, I can just move it somewhere where I can remember. You don't have to specifically store all food in the kitchen, you can have a little snack cart or snack station in another room.

The downside to finding out the various ways you can use objects is that you develop habits that would probably go on an r/relationships post where everyone says you're a little freak.

#simon says #i just developed a new habit (it's too tmi to put here) and I just know that it's some weird shit #it works and it makes me feel better so I'm gonna keep doing it #but it's some shit that would end up viral where everyone would go 'yo op you should break up with them thats weird' 😔 #i was just thinking about this though because every week or so I learn that I can just do what I want #because there's no fucking object use police I can do what I want #i HIGHLY suggest getting into this habit. if you find something annoying or frustrating you can just do it differently #'I hate washing the dishes because my legs hurt from standing for so long' you can bring a chair and sit or you can break it up into chunks #like on the one hand I'm learning this because I have autism and a plethora of other mental disorders #and it's FINALLY clicking that I can self accommodate whenever and however I so please #I'm just sorta learning that if doing something makes me feel better/happy/gets the job done to do that thing #even if it requires using an object in an odd way #hell there's even some little things I've been playing with #for example: my whole life we sorta just lifted blinds only about halfway up #just sorta how we did it ya know #well recently I decided I wanted more natural light in the sunroom/my office so I wouldn't have to turn on the lamp #and I lifted the blinds all the way up to the very top #and honestly?? it fucking rules. the room looks nicer; i get natural light; i can see the forest out back and it's quite calming and nice #like for ages I just never thought about doing that because it just never occurred to me that I could #i just always put blinds about halfway up because that's about how high blinds do in my household #another little one I learned is that I can just... wash my hair #sometimes when I get too depressed or if my body doesn't need a shower but my hair is greasy #I just shove my head under the bathtub facet and wash my hair #it's just a small thing but for years if my hair needed to be washed I would just take a full shower #now I just fix my greasy hair. bc greasy hair is a huge ick for me but sometimes my body is still clean or im too tired to fully shower #like there's nothing stopping me from doing that and it doesn't hurt anyone. it's just a way of bathing that I wasn't taught #but yeah those are some recent examples of me learning I can just... do stuff differently #the free will is kicking in babes and it has decided I love finding ways to use things differently #it's why im doing a bg3 run where I just press loot all no matter what and use whatever I can in odd ways #anyways I might delete this later might not who knows

[kicktwine]

i could not care less about yotsuyu right now I liked her awful messy end ……

#play game #this sounds very negative #know that it is all lighthearted. Said unseriously . Sure I’ll see where this goes it’ll probably be interesting #xiv has a way of making everything interesting #she is just a lot of character archetypes I don’t prefer………. All in one person… and sometimes I like when tragic characters die #stormblood spoilers #ffxiv spoilers #LISTEN I JUST. you position two characters as foils and have us hang out with both of them but u let me hang out with the one I like better #FIRST…. I just want to go back and see how fordola is doing #AND!!!! I liked yotsuyus story as it was #it was neat. it made me feel a shrimp emotion. Why she still alive #I liked that she threw out everything for petty nasty reasons #nasty woman #/pos #I’m excited about gosetsu #also I think it’s a sign of great self awareness and also funny that lyse is literally like yo. Raubahn should be here. So he IS #you did put him there!! Gg I’m sad he won’tbe with nanamo but pipin will do great

[mendozasolano]

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! here's a little gift to you:

YSBLF + TEXT POSTS

#I'll send you a hug and good vibes!!!!! hope this year is better for you!!!!!! #anyways enough being sappy #i did this bc I wanted to lol and it was so hard to do but when I was in the middle of it I couldn't stop #and well I love creating and I love attention so I'm here again #Hope you like these!!!! and someone help me bc i have 13 of these left and idk how to put those or maybe I should just reblogged #it and put the ones left I truly don't know but I'll post every one!!!!! #that's it #I'm grateful for the little community of ysblf in tumblr #I truly appreciate you all!!!! I love your words #Your creativity #Your souls and brains!!!!! #Here's to new ysblf content in 2023 (me never coming back again 😆) #ysblf #armando mendoza #armando ysblf #betty la fea #betty ysblf #yo soy betty la fea #beatriz pinzón solano #don armando #marcela valencia #ysblf textposts #text post

[anotherpapercut]

bro what the fuck are they doing with my package

#fun story #i ordered 3 things from hot topic. they shipped but never arrived so a couple weeks later i messaged them abt it #and went back and forth with them for a while bc their customer service agents cant read apparently #before being told i had to call bc one of the things i ordered went out of stock and i was replacing it w smth more expensive #so i call and im on the phone for like a fucking hour missing the 15 minute window i have to eat between jobs #and being on the phone at work for a while lmao #i finally get it done and the guy fucking forgets my apartment number in the shipping address. it's in the billing address tho?? #so i email them AGAIN and im like yo your man forgot my apartment number. they cancel that order and place another #the effect this has is that the $14 payment for the more expensive item is cancelled as well. bc again they don't read #so im like sick i will effectively get these $60 pants for $15 (im very good at sales and also manipulating customer service) #but apparently when they replaced the order they put ny apartment number not in the address‚ but as part of my name????? #so i think its fucking up usps. but it came in 2 packages and 1 has arrived so i still have hope. but thats not the end #yesterday guess who fuckin calls me. its hot topic. my original order arrived to the fuckin store in my local mall #and theyre like i think we fucked up bc we just found this package but it says you picked up your order already. do u want it #and i was like yes? not really sure what package to be expecting and its my ORIGINAL FUCKING ORDER #so once this package arrives i will have gotten 2 of the same shirt‚ 2 kiki sign things‚ a sweater‚ and a pair of pants for $40 #and i figure i can return one of the shirts and one of the signs that i have duplicates of for store credit of their full price #so anyway yeah. thats been the past 3 weeks for me.

[padawansuggest]

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#I had to send some messages to my local ss office #telling them my specific disabilities and how it keeps me from even applying yo jobs #because colorado did a new thing recently where they want proof ur at least applying or exempt from working #or they cut off food stamps after 3 months #which is fair I guess just prove you apply and try and you keep them #but I had to write out a bunch of reasons my diagnoses keep me from working #which is also okay that was easy enough #but I still can’t get actual disability lmao they denied me #idk maybe I need one of the SS office lawyers to file it for me maybe i did it wrong lol #either way it’s wild that all I have to do is tell them why I can’t even leave the house much #and they give me my benefits back but applying for actual disability is such a freaking hassle #putting this in tags cause I feel it’s quieter

[that-was-anticlimactic]

dw babygirl you dash is fine, i just have lots of feelings

#hello yes it is *squints* 11:30pm and i have a doctor's appointment at 8am and my back hurts but you know what #i have feelings #and imma forget i put this in my drafts but i feel like #the amount of times ppl have been like 'bestie i thought tumblr was malfunctioning and then i realized you were just having feelings' #is so great and large taht this came to my head and i went tehe #i'm am hilarious #n e ways #gonna try and sleep now IG #sleep is hard bc it always comes when you don't want it and not when you need it o ugh #don't wanna doctor's tomorrow #gotta be like 'yo why do y'all keep sending my pharmacy the wrong thing pls stop it makes me sad' #and then imma drive four hours #but then. tattoo. soon. #okay i'm just distracting nyself oops tehe #love you guys MWAH #goodnight #this post isn' that funny but it is to Me and That's What Matters #corey talks:)

[steakout-05]

eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P

additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly

#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it #and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website #as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people- #-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were- #-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered #also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it #this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone- #-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious #i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :( #i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles #it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on- #-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help. #unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that- #-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also- #-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes- #-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything'' #and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think- #-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me'' #and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point #be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying #and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child. #be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo #if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows- #-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like #trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you #social anxiety #anxiety disorder #i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11- #-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me #anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y

[vampire-email]

hey guys! how do i repay the debt that must be paid

#srs #had an ex boyfriend of mine text me something random out of the blue yesterday #we haven’t talked in two years and ended on horrifically bad terms . like horrible terms. and it was my fault too #i have gone through a lot of very VERY painful emotional growth since then and i also feel guilty every day #like i literally think about the situation i caused multiple times a day and i literally dream about it most nights like EMOTIONAL dreams #and so i have been desperate to apologize #but haven’t yet because i wasn’t sure i was ready and also did not want to infringe on his boundary by putting myself back into his life #but have had a very strong feeling Something was near #and then HE texted ME for something he did NOT have to text me about #and now i am like . okay . the universe said ‘you’re not doing this fast enough bitch’ #but i still don’t know how to apologize #properly #without like coming across as just Talking About Myself #maybe i’m overthinking it #but hey! deeply haunted 19 yo who needs some life advice here lol #lol

[nedsseveredhead]

Im closing early today i dont care what the consequences are im so fucking tired and so fucking mad lol lol lol lol

#cant turn the ac on in the fucking building #customers are fucking assholes #its been non stop #cant get to the back yo put truck away #i just want it all to stop and i want to go home and i want to sleep #but the way i cant even do that bevause i live with my mom and shes like 'its not good to sleep so much uwu' fuck offffffff

[arklay]

🖊️🖊️ for both my love diana & tereza 💜

diana

she can play both the violin and piano, although she favoured the violin growing up. she hasn't played consistently since she was a teenager, so she is rusty, but when she picks it up again, she finds it easy to get back into it (and yes, i have a sappy thought of what's his face watching her play once)

diana's first serious boyfriend actually played aussie rules. who would've guessed? he moved to sydney when the south melbourne football club became the sydney swans and they met at university, but they eventually broke up after almost two years together when she moved to america to follow a research opportunity following the completion of her masters, which he encouraged her to take

tereza

she mainly helped her father tend to the graveyard outside the church, but tereza would venture off to where none of the other villagers would go – across the bridge past potter's field and to where claudia was buried. she would trim the plants there and clean the headstones, and donna's gardener found that peculiar

tereza liked to cross-stitch when she had a bit of free time, and she could often be found doing so while sitting on the steps behind the church that leads to the mausoleums

#asks. #aartyom #oc: diana #oc: tereza #thank youu rena omg ily 💖 #young diana lore hehe i have mentioned both of these before i feel?? maybe not the second one? i don't know. but i do mention it in one of #my many wips lost the void. actually a prompt you sent akhjfksdkj so that's... yeah. but like okay. even though she didn't fall in love #with him (once again. she thought she did. lots of things going on with her) he did leave a lasting impression on her because he sort of #helped her come out of her shell a bit more at the time. mind you she moved to america when she was a couple months shy of 21. so like i #have mentioned this before but in her teen years and from childhood she sort of let people walk all over her because she just wanted to be #liked and acknowledged for her work and her efforts and she wanted to be admired and it's aughgh points at her parents situation but #like she was a bit of a people pleaser right? cause she wanted to have friends back then and he sort of like got her to realise like hey yo #need to stop doing things you aren't really interested in or don't like just cause you want people to like you. you need to start doing #things for you and who cares what people think kinda thing? so like moving was sort of a fresh start for her because of that and she let #herself be much more independent and stop putting herself in positions where she felt uncomfortable because she prefers her solitude #so it's like. it's a whole thing. and then her 20s were just a big time of like figuring herself out and exploring things before mid and #late 20s is where she like became who she is now. like i feel like i've explained this better before but i can't do words right now

[deus-ex-mona]

keeping your thoughts to yourself is ✨hard✨ sometimes ngl

#long and unhinged rant (that has become typical of wednesdays) incoming— #i just really really reallyyyyyy wanna tell certain people to shut up lol #and i really want to tell some people that their works aren’t as good as they think and that they’re actually pretty incompetent #and i superrrrr wanna tell someone that they should just. at least put in the effort to appear to be doing their work properly??? #(i may or may not be talking about a certain intern at my workplace. keyword: may) #(a while back she was capping samples，left some samples uncapped bc ‘i couldn’t find their caps lol’) #(but when i checked in actuality she had??? used the ‘missing’ caps to cap other samples instead????) #(pls that task was the most basic of basic tasks. if she can’t even do that i’m worried about the other work she has done) #(tbf to her she’s a really friendly intern. she just. needs to be a lot more careful with her work) #but aside from that the temptation to shove slow walkers on the escalators is very hard to resist #especially when they stop walking in the middle of the ‘walking side’ of the escalator. like???? yo??? we’ll miss the next train bc of you?? #oh! and i also find it really really tempting to slap every single person who swings their arms widely when they walk #why do people swing their arms when they walk anyway? you’re just gonna end up hitting someone else in the solar plexus or something #(that someone is me btw. some arm swinger smacked my inner thigh and didn’t apologise >:( the salt remains) #and also!!!!! those ladies with long (and dry) untied hair who like to brush said hair up against other commuters? can you not??? #i never knew how much i despised the texture of someone else’s dry hair until the hair of this random lady brushed against my throat #but being touched by other people in gen just. isn’t fun tbh. but no one cares bc ‘lol you’re a girl you should be fine with random hugs’ #lady coworkers whyyyyyyy ಥ‿ಥ y’all don’t hug/touch the dude coworkers unnecessarily so?? why meeee? ಥ‿ಥ #covid quarantine turned me into a haphephobe (real) #wait this was supposed to be about me wanting to scream at the people i know #how did it turn into an admission of wanting to inflict physical harm onto complete strangers who annoy me during my commute #it is suiyoubi my dudes #inedible blubbering

[astrxealis]

hmmmmhhmmhmh bad feelings r kinda coming in again ... kinda >_<

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i'll try to shoo them away rjfhriebwobdkfjsosnausodskadjsh !!! #simply put yk when you're really Yeah abt smth like. yo /pos !! but then it turns out /neg #very vague ik but i don't want to euwgdihsod yeah so ^^ hm ... i think having experienced this all the time is why i don't really have much #expectations lol (then still get disappointed <//3 this is mostly in terms of others aaaa this is why i don't like people that much ... but #thne also ??? idk it's really assuring that obviously i'm not alone even if that. sucks :')) i don't want others to feel the same way i do #so i always try to listen ... even if they don't do that for me !! and even if i sometimes do what they do back but. i'm just too kind ;;;) #i'll get over it in time :'0 #rlly glad and proud of how far i've gone but i think bcs there's no one i actually open up to much i still have problems :')

[seriouslyseresin]

hi besties!!

i’m going to be moving across the country and doing some adventuring the next few days so i just wanted to let y’all know that i won’t be very active but i am still sending good vibes and will hop on when i can (:

mwah 💗💘💌

#ik there’s like not even 100 of you following me but i just wanted yo put out a psa #esp for my wonderful bestie mutuals (: can’t wait to spam y’all with notifs when i check tumblr #pls keep me in y’all’s thoughts tho bc i am so nervy about this #i’m going wayyyyy out of my comfort zone doing this #and there’s no going back (: ahaha #at least it’s only for a semester tho #hope that i find me some friends and maybe a real friendly friend if you’re picking up what i’m putting down #i’m definitely not manifesting that i find love 💀 #why on earth would i do that #anyways that’s enough talking in the tags #g talks

[keeps-ache]

i have done that waking-up thing, i hear it's aaaall the rage!

i'm also still tired, so sleeping means nothing! :)

#just me hi #curses! there's nothing so terrible as the sleep cycle :( #i have to do nothing for hours and then wake up and feel exactly how i did before i went to sleep #sure i could go to sleep earlier maybe even try to fix my sleep scheduled so it's actually a. schedule. but that is a Tried and Tired idea #(hey get it. it's t-) #okay SO! the things i've decided are worth what energy i have today: #going to at least start the sketch for two pieces (meaning i finish a whole piece and THEN start another sketch) #making the pfp for that blog that i'm going to put on hold a lil longer until i don't want to just pass back out anymore #maybe a banner? gotta consider #i dunno what theme i wanna go for #cuz i have this theme; and the theme for my reblogs acc is the inverted version #but what do i do for this one? #hmmm questions questions #hmmm #hmmmmmmmm #hmmmmmmmmmmmh i should prolly start using punctuation down here cuz this all reads like one breath lol #i jus tried to say it in one breath and i can't :/ #well that's a Sigh Moment #wake me up before you go-go don't leave me haaanging like a yo-yo #wake me up do dod do dod odo #i'll be back with perhaps a grander plan #toodles and trinkets! :)