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sergle · 6 months

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has the huggable twee irritation always been a Thing or did it evolve in response to like, "you're not ugly. i'd fuck you" type comments? like in your personal experience

god, I'm not well spoken enough to describe it exactly the way it Registers In My Brain... but like. It's not the "you're not ugly, I'd fuck you" genre, and that type of comment is so easy to immediately dismiss because it always comes from a certain type of man, and it's like yeah yeah, I could throw a sandwich and you'd fuck it before it hit the floor. But also, that one's so specific, it's a bottom-of-the-barrel "compliment" that dudes will give when a woman has actively said something about feeling like she's unattractive.

The HUGGABLE THING. The oooh squishy marshmallow somft huggable mom shaped 🥺🥰 She looks like she gives GREAT HUGS. Those comments are UNPROMPTED. I'm immediately like. Every keyword you say, I kill another hostage. I will blow up this whole building and everyone in it. Because it is SO FUCKING WEIRD. And I have heard it one million times. And I see it on every drawing of a character who's even remotely plus sized. These comments would not fly for a thinner person, they'd be rightfully received as weird. People aren't gonna comment on a picture of Ariana Grande going omg she's sooo huggable mom friend shaped. WHAT. Simultaneously are desexualized and sanitized to a weird degree in that uwu language way, WHILE also being creepy. Like, why are you describing what you think I'd feel like if you hugged me? Like the only positive thing you can think of to say is that I look like I have some give. As strangers. I'm not going to hug you, I think you're a creep and I think you're giving yourself a big pat on the back for complimenting a fat person. What are we doing I'm arguing at the air. Where am I And you're just supposed to go oh thank you that's so nice, because as a fat person, you gotta take whatever compliment you get, even if it is actually not a compliment. And that's the thing, there are SO MANY ACTUAL COMPLIMENTS TO PICK FROM. But people settle on huggable and somft. Was this person pretty? Were they hot? You could say gorgeous? Handsome, beautiful? Elegant? Stunning? Sharp? Sexy? Stylish? Are you trying to say that you're attracted to this person's body? Are we being horny? Do you think they just look nice in general? Can't we think of anything else to say? Or are we just gonna sit here and say they fuckin look like Santa Claus. Huggable like a pillow. Girl what the fuck

#every time I see or hear it my eyes roll so far back in my head that I can look at my thoughts #I accepted about a thousand of these compliments as haha thank you before I gave up on pretending I think it's a compliment at all #people say this shit ALL THE TIME and I KNOWWWWWWWWWW I'm not the only bitch who hates it.#I hear this from others too. I'm not completely insane right here #or maybe I am. FUCK AUGH #can someone explain it BETTER AND LESS LENGTHY #sergle answers #People don't say any of the outdated plus sized compliments anymore either. you only hear them from old men #Like I would rather be called full figured or curvaceous or a whole lotta woman before I get called MOM FRIEND SHAPED???????????????#what's that post.I'm going to kill myself in front of you and forever change the trajectory of your life #It would be different to be described as soft by like a partner. combined with compliment-compliments. like yeah you OBVIOUSLY know #what I feel like

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chronurgy · 3 months

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Ugh the thing with Gortash selling Karlach to the devils is.... Why isn't everyone doing it? Why isn't everyone selling people that they don't like to the devils? Why isn't Bob selling his neighbor who plays loud lute music at 2 am, why aren't politicians constantly selling their enemies, why hasn't Susan sold Janice to the devils for book club crimes? Generally most universes will say that you can only sell your own soul to devils. But if you CAN sell random people to the devils why aren't more people doing it?

#I'm not main tagging this it's just me bitching about stupid knock on effects #Yes this is stupid yes I'm thinking too hard about it I know I know I know #But. Augh!#If the answer is that the devils aren't buying then why aren't they buying?#Bring people into the hells make them desperate then make them an offer for their soul that they can't refuse #It would be easy

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ilonacho · 3 months

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🔥 adult rats update 🔥

#rugrats #susie carmichael #phil deville #lil deville #kimi watanabe finster #chuckie finster #angelica pickles #tommy pickles #dil pickles #iloart #im trying to line n colour but im kinda hating it djfhdjfh so yea if i dont post the wip ill never post this #changed some stuff.. will probably change stuff again later who knows #also excuse the awkward poses i was trying to take inspo from the official art so they werent all just hands on hips lol #but yeahhh still thinking abt thiiis.. ive got all my toes dipped in fandoms but no time ugh #also been meaning to answer asks (sorry) but then i just. cant😭 augh (so sorry)

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nell0-0 · 27 days

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Wanna draw so much stuff but so little time lately, augh

#talk tag #such a shame too because I've got IDEAS #so so many drafts for mini comics which I love to draw #and some of those I've been wanting to draw for a while #know what I wanna answer to all the asks in my inbox #and it's for both time travel shenanigans and the war shades au #give me them shenanigans #i love to put my blorbos in situations #mostly for the funny so there's that #there's some Fi and Mask stuff I wanna explore more too #augh. augh #anyways #i wanna draw so badly #rambling in the tags

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muzzleroars · 2 months

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I posted this in like a comment or something wasn’t sure if you saw it, it’s in the context of V1’s main flesh part bein’ a heart ‘n everything:

Take it a step further: the heart was a donation from one of V1’s designers, someone who put so much of their heart and soul into making their machina magnifica that when the AI was finished and they were constructing the body, they made it literal

It was their greatest creation and they would do anything to make it perfect.

Like, I can’t help but think that there must’ve been someone on that team who had that kind of love or passion, engineering borders and overlaps with art in the nature of creation, and V1’s so finely tuned, made to such precision that it couldn’t have just been a project to them.

OOOUGHGHGHHHH this is absolutely true for how i characterize v1's head designer and now i'm really considering it as a possibility. i'm still in the process of designing them all, but the lead designer has advanced lung disease due to exposure to pollutants and heavy smoke damage that occurred when they were younger. they are on oxygen pumped constantly into a custom made mask - though i do imagine most humans, if not all, are wearing gas masks at this point in the war, given how smoke-filled the air must be, the damage has been done with them and they are aware they likely won't live to see the v-series put into production. yet their passion is evident, they draw up detailed plans by hand and have many artistic renderings of what they believe v1 will look and behave like by the time it's completed. this is the last thing they will do, a virus to destroy the earthmovers from the inside out, something that will halt the devastation of their world (i will note they aren't super introspective in this regard or anything, it's a much more practical 'save the world from burning down' than anything personal as many have suffered in similar ways). i wouldn't at all say they're an idealist, but they are an artist and v1 is a culmination of a vision for them. they work past their limits to create it, they are present with it at every step, and even its preliminary trials, buggy as they are, they see what it will be. v1 is what their passion is. so if they came to the point where they were dying, they would be more than willing to give their heart for v1 since it really already belongs to it

#plus it makes their meeting in hell even more bittersweet AUGH #the lead designer and hardware engineer both have. a lot of quirks #head of software/behavior thinks they've both lost it #i will have to redesign their husks too.....#cake answers #AND SORRY I MISS SO MANY REPLIES.....CHRONIC PROBLEM #i don't check notifs too much and i know things get buried ;o;

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pixlokita · 2 months

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So I'm absolutely adoring your into the ballpit au and while I'm side eyeing how literally everyone is so easy at taking what's happening the biggest thing that's bothering me is when Henry was talking to Mikebear, he said, "I know you're having trouble speaking," like it's a normal thing that Mike suddenly can't speak properly? Does Mike have moments of select mutism in this verse? Either way loving this comic and can't wait for the next part.

Hiii !! Yes!!! ;v; I actually didn’t think that Henry would assume he was having trouble talking because of that, it was because of the shock but I love the idea so I’m keeping it >>)b

As for everyone dismissing things easily :’v I get that, I’ve been trying to not make it too fast paced but then it takes so much longer to get to the fun parts of the story :’> if it’s about Henry though? he doesn’t want to push the kids to say too much since he can see they aren’t doing too well and he knows not to pressure them to get answers, he’s just being patient ^^

Aaaa and thank you TTwTT💖💖💖 glad you’re enjoying the story so far 👌

#pix answers #fnaf #Mike has selective mutism now #🎉✨#gotta make them relatable 😔👌#augh #anyway 😔🫶 I want Mike to know how to deal with this and help himself and CC too #in healthy ways #and to be fair 😭 yall kept wondering why Gregory didn’t realize he was in the past or why Freddy hadn’t said anything yet #TTwTT it’s hard to explain that or believe it if it happens to you #so the best way I could think of doing it was him first accepting he was in the past #and then Michael being Freddy would be more believable #because how else would he know about the future #hehwdhdjf gotta plan everything like this #time travel is so hard to write #thank u for being patient thoooo

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altschmerzes · 9 months

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hey saw ur comment on the man city fix it fic ab Jamie’s fathers death & was wondering what u disliked ab the Jamie’s mum and Simon part? not judging or anything im just curious!!

yeaaaaaaah so! from what ive seen at least this is a not particularly common opinion which is fine, im aware i have some particular biases and priorities and whatnot in this area, but it just… i didnt like that stuff at all. it really put me off actually, for a couple reasons. i'll get into why, but i know a lot of people like Really Loved that stuff and especially his mom - and it also gets a little down on season 3 and the writing team as a whole at some points lmao - so i'll put it under a cut.

(this got. very long. im so sorry.)

it basically boils down to a couple things: 1. what they presented us with doesn't hold water if poked literally at all in any direction, 2. it made me feel a little uncomfortable given the way everything else in jamie's arc played out, and 3. if they were going to do something like this, they needed WAY more time and narrative space to execute it well in general and specifically for ME to execute it in a way that didn't leave a bad taste in my mouth.

there are a few things that i generally dread when you have a character who's presented to have some serious trauma related to their family and specifically to an abusive parent, and one of those things is the sudden inclusion of another parent in there who is just. everything is totally fine and normal and happy and not at all complicated with them! it always makes me feel weird and bad when that happens, especially when there is no explanation provided for how that like. fits in with the abuse we know they experienced as well. that is a matter of personal preference, and i can own that. i just don't like it, and it makes me feel weird and uneasy. and that's part of it here, but what's also part of it is that i think that - my personal feelings about this type of character choice overall aside - they did not execute it well given the story they'd already presented us with, the way they used these new characters, and how much time they spent on it.

the image they presented of jamie's mom and stepdad is like… very simple and positive and shiny and uncomplicated. it's just good. they just love and support him and are a positive and affectionate active presence. and that might seem like an unfair characterization of it because we saw very little and we know very little of what their relationship is actually like - we don't know what might be complicated, what might be messy, how often they talk, etc - but that’s honestly part of my issue here. we were given a sliver of a glimpse into jamie's mom and his relationship with her and his stepdad when jamie as a character is someone who is hugely defined by his family history and the baggage and trauma and danger associated with it. if they were going to do this, they needed to spend way more time on it. they needed to introduce her earlier, do something to make it jive with what we were already presented about her: some vague mentions, half of which were in past tense, and all of which seemed to imply very strongly that if she were alive (which there was a lot of confusion about!) then they were likely to some degree estranged, because it seemed pretty clear with the 'i don't know if she would be [proud] lately' bit that he literally did not know what she thought of him in recent years. and like. it seems like i'm nitpicking, but again, this is a character who has been so strongly based in and defined by his family and the like. past and current danger and trauma associated with it.

especially given how little time or attention was given to everything else with his family, it was just way too late in the game to introduce these characters and be able to do them and their relationship with the existing characters justice. like you’ve already got a complicated story you’re skipping most of and not giving its due do you really need to add more really complicated stuff in there. and then just go actually it's not complicated don't worry about it :) like. that just doesn't work for me.

so that's where i'm at like, not only do i inherently dislike this sort of element introduced with this type of character, which is a me problem, i also think the story they presented in that episode with his mom and simon just flat out didn't make sense and they did not have the time to make it make sense even if they'd tried, which they didn't. like... if things are just fine and normal and easy with them and she’s just great and loving and supportive it’s like i. So What Happened, Then.

it makes his entire arc make less sense. if she's just Been Here what happened? why did he need to be reminded that not EVERYONE in his life was out to get him? why did keeley have to tell him to stop battling everyone that was just trying to help him? why is he so isolated and adrift at the beginning of season two? why did she never attend a single match? why did we never see him text or call or mention her in a contemporary way? like there COULD be answers to those things that make sense with what they presented, but we didn't get any of those answers and those are big questions to me given they comprise like... all of jamie's character arc lmao. at the end of the day, throwing in the stuff with his mom feels... really disrespectful to the story they wrote with him (that they already fell down on the job with) to just throw that in there with no consideration or attention paid to how it fits with or impacts anything already established.

i truly don't think that every question needs to be answered in a story. i am not saying that. i'm not saying someone needed to turn to the audience and go here's the logistic details of exactly how and when everything that happened with jamie and his parents happened. but there are some serious issues with like, telling a coherent story, and utilizing the extremely limited narrative space that a secondary character in an ensemble show can be afforded. (especially when in season three it really felt like they were already racing through characters and plot lines and backstory stuff like the goal was to just drop info just to Have It and then never address or do anything with it at all.) why did they do that, is what i keep going back to. you're telling a story with very limited space and a lot of characters. so what was the reason for that stuff to be there? so that someone could lay the 'yea he was a dick but he made you into this person! you're so strong now!' foundation for ted telling jamie to forgive his dad and 'disappointed teacher face' him into saying 'thank you' after the 'fuck you'? or was it just fanservice that you didn't think needed to fit with the rest of the story narratively or thematically? because that's where i keep going back to as well.

it just... and this is the bitchier, more spiteful part of me saying this, the part that was PROFOUNDLY let down by the way they handled the aspects of jamie's arc to do with his family and with the abuse he suffered, but it feels like an attempt to use happy sparkly fanservice-y funny and feel-good scenes with his adorable mom and sweet stepdad to like. pull way back on the rest of his whole situation with his family like see no he’s fine! isn’t it great how funny and adorable his mom is! isnt his stepdad fun! everything is fine actually things with his dad are just ~complicated because james drinks :) (and then all he needs to do about that is grow up and forgive, he's just a melodramatic mama's boy, the pain is his fault and he'll be fine once he Forgives, and rehab fixes everything). i don't have some kind of conspiracy that this was their actual reasoning but that's how it hit to me - whoops we don't actually want to deal with the abuse so we're gonna sweep it way under the couch and look! see! here's his cute fun mom isn't she great! (He's Fine Don't Worry About It, His Family Is Actually Sooooo Supportive!)

but yeah that's the bitchy and unfair part of me so. that's not really my main point.

(i also gotta say everything about that sequence with jamie and company at his mom's house feels like... tissue paper thin and very fucking weird from both a narrative and a logistical point of view. the stuff with the actual people of his mom and stepdad aside, what the hell was up with his room? what was that poster of keeley doing there. when did that go up. how old was he when he put it there. yeah she's older than him by a fair bit but not THAT much older. and if he was putting it up as like, a teenager or something, why is the rest of that room decorated for a seven year old. parents preserve their kids rooms like shrines this is true but the idea of a like, jamie in his mid/late teens or whatever putting that poster of keeley up but also sleeping in a little kid's bed still is like... did you think about this at all. it really does not seem like you did. At All. it just goes to my spiteful fringe theory about that whole sequence which is “oh this is pure 100% gratuitous backpatting fanservice that nobody actually thought about in any real way whatsoever”)

sorry this got so long but i have a lot of thoughts on this and they get kicked up every time i see posts gushing about how much people loved georgie or those scenes or whatnot like everyone is of course entitled to their opinion and i don't hold it against anyone! but that stuff hit way different for me and just added insult to injury in an episode that generally seemed to handle jamie and his situation in a way i found cringeworthy and weird at best and offensive and victim blaming at worst.

#gav gab #gav answers #ted lasso spoilers #abuse cw #long post #augh. anyways. if you disagree with me on this you don't really need to tell me so i know most of the fandom like #loved that stuff #and please dont yell at me (general request)#just giving some thoughts as they were Asked For #and i appreciate you asking anon!! i like talking about my thoughts and opinions on stuff #even if it makes me nervous lmao

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unknownarmageddon · 6 months

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what if most love comes around second hand what if its a starving age what if you better take what you can

what if booze hangs limply on our rental suits what if we're fires we're burning bright what if we're breaking bottles and starting fights what if the evening has other plans what if they pull up with two more vans

what if there's hotel complaints and grievances raised in that kind of love what if there's damage ensued and tabloid news in that kind of love

what if i could find you in any life what if heaven is not fit to house a love like you and i what if i would not change it each time

what if when the meanings gone, there is clarity what if the reason comes on the common tongue of your loving me

what if i was born as a blackthorn tree what if i'd wanna be felled by you, held by you what if i fuel the pyre of your enemies

what if I'm scum what if I'm waste what if i'm what you want

what if you can call me what you like as long as you call me what if you could kiss the skin from my lips what if it makes you feel good what if i'm not sure if you want it what if i'm not sure if you need me too what if you can taste the beer on every guy who talks to you what if i'm not paranoid what if i'm a realist what if i know you're gonna kill me

what if i could wait here, by the west pier what if i watch the flotsam float, slowly disappear what if its oh, so happy, oh, oh, so happy what if only you knew just how much better things could be

what if you dont make a sound what if its all so incredibly loud what if im breaking down what if heartbreak was never so loud

what if we kiss like real people do

what if they find us in a week what if i'd be home with you what if we lay here for years or for hours what if we become the flowers what if two corpses we were

what if you were like an angel to me what if i could break beneath the weight of the goodness, love, I still carry for you what if i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowin' you

what if when you move, i can recall something thats gone from me what if when you move, im put in awe of something so flawed and free what if you've nothin left to prove and nothin to lose

what if i'd be appalled if i ever saw you try to be a saint what i wouldn't fall for someone i thought couldn't misbehave

what if with you i got to be young and happy

what if you were the sunshine of my lifetime what if every lover's got a little dagger in their hand what if im sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse what if there's nowhere left for us to go but heaven

what if some part of me came alive the first time you called me baby what if some part of stayed alive each time you called me baby what if some part of me must've died the final time you called me baby

what if all things end what if just knowing that everything will end should not change our plans what if we begin again what if I have never known a silence like the one fallen here what if i've never watched my future darken in a single tear

what if we were young again what if we're just two slow dancers, last ones out

what if i copy paste the entire of To Noise Making (Sing) by Hozier

what if they simply just are, geddon, what if they simply just are, and that's all they ever need to be

Chair I think you’re legitimately going to kill me

#What they simply just are what if I exploded what if I cried what if I died WHAT THEN HUH #god dude #augh #The fob lyrics murdered me immediately I hope you know that #Answering asks #chair asks #chair!!#WHAT IF THEY SIMPLY JUST WERE

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afton-family-askblog · 9 months

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Greetings Clara, question for you, bordering life and death, dancing through the line of the heartbeat in the monitor.

I can give you a w i s h :)

I can't save your life, as life and death are not a field I can mess with, but I can fufill any wish within my power.

Do you want revenge? Do you want peace of mind? Knowledge? I can help your troubled mind... to a degree, just say the word, and what you are willing to give for it, then your wish is my command ;)

-Your friendlly neighbor, Mr. Mare

[She thinks for a moment] I want peace. For me and my daughter, Elizabeth. Is that something you can do?

#ask blog #fnaf #ask #ask the aftons #ask clara afton #clara afton #Im so eepy rn augh #Ill try to sleep after this one :p #Tbh this was acthallt a rlly fun one to answer #Trhinf to figure out what claea would pick #Bc she wojld want to know what happened #But shed also want peace for herself and her children #Also to beat his ass but still-#Btw fiend if you want me to do something specific dm me so i can do it >:3

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canisalbus · 7 months

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This is Vasco. To me. when the floppy ear perks up

sorry I forgot his beauty marks

#AUGH #floppy ears activated #floppy ear movements are still a mystery to me #I know they still have the same muscles to move them as any other dog #but I'm unsure how much the weight of the ear itself affects their mobility #Vasco's ears are very big I'd imagine they're also heavy #answered #puppyboycunt #gift art #own characters #Vasco

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moonpaw · 2 years

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I’m still in awe about the scene where the asl brothers were shouting out their dreams and how every time I rewatched this scene I always questioned just why they cut out the part where luffy says his because it’s not exactly a secret. He’s been shouting out that he wanted to be the pirate king since the very beginning of the series, it’s literally his catchphrase!!

For 12 years I questioned that scene! But never once did it cross my mind that it was done because luffy actually has a different dream, and becoming the pirate king was only an ends to a mean to reach it and I was SO blown away to learn this almost 400+ chapters later when this was first HINTED at, never mind that it took 1000+ chapters to even learn he has a dream that isn’t becoming the pirate king (and we still don’t know what it is!!)

#one piece #one piece spoilers #episode 1015 hinted at this before the pre-egghead arc revealed it but even then my thought process was still #''yeah he wants to be the pirate king and literally everyone laughs at this but he doesnt care :)''#even after yamato says that roger said something similar EVEN THOUGH THE CONCEPT OF A PIRATE KING DIDNT EXIST YET #i know that confused me for a hot second but i was so caught up in how fucking good the animation was that i ended up forgetting about it #because hot fucking damn did that episode go all out #god i wonder when he told shanks #and if that was part of the reason why a billion belli man stayed for a year in some random village in the east blue #god i LOVE it when things click into place after questioning it for so long #i love that kind of foreshadowing so much its unreal #and one piece just does it SO well it's one of my top reasons i love this series so much #i cannot describe just how good THAT particular question getting answered feels #even though we still dont know his dream for certain #just knowing that there was a very good reason that we were cut off from that moment and it WASNT out of nowhere like i originally thought #and questioned just #augh!!#i love love love love it

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itstimeforstarwars · 6 months

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Me answering galidraan comments when galidraan was 14 chapters: we'll find out soooon~

Me answering galidraan comments now: haha we might find out sometime this decade!

#chit chat #jk jk when do i even answer comments these days #galidraan au #but also for real #how did three jedi get so long #i know how #it's because i added the telos iv plot instead of making it the next fic #but still #augh #soon is a relative concept in the grand scheme of earth

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turrondeluxe · 1 year

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One question I would like to ask: [How do the turtle tots see their papa? (Part 1, because I can't put everything in here)] Do they idolize him as their hero, or as just their jolly turtle dad? You said the kids do end up learning ninjutsu. Dis they discover this by chance and wanted to learn, or did Mikey realized by himself it was a good idea to teach them? Did their perception of their father change because of it? And do they think Mikey it's a good sensei?

They adore their dad and love him very much!

They do idolize him, but just as a loving parent figure. After all, they can't truly envision the silly turtle that sings while cooking their meals in the hero light and they get truly flabbergasted each time Mikey tells them stories of his brothers and their adventures because they always forget their dad also lived them (Will get back to this in a bit, following the order of your ask ;] ).

The kids do know ninjutsu! They are all in completely different levels of it though.

Mikey wanted them to be able to defend themselves in case they ever got themselves in dangerous situations but he never does force them to practice into it more if they don't wish to. Uno and Moja are the ones who get into more advanced training from Mikey when older and they spar with each other and with Mikey constantly (Uno is the one who thought it would be cool of him to get better at ninjutsu, to be like his uncles, and Moja decided to get more training as well only because she didn't want Uno to get a big head about it, she always humbles him if needed be). Yi knows the basic of self defense and only uses her training from time to time just to burn off energy, Odyn trains with her on these occasions. Odyn does Not enjoy training much but he does know the basics of self defense and likes spending time with his siblings to goof around in training.

They do start training ninjutsu because of Mikey talking more about his brothers, Uno was the one who brought the idea of them learning in the first place. When teaching them Mikey always explains that what he's teaching them can harm others and for them to be responsible with it, he just wants them to be safe and to take care of each other. That last thought is something that stays with the kids forever. The kids are brought up in a loving and safe space so Mikey never truly has doubts if teaching them was a bad idea because the kids actually see training as a sort of way where they can burn off excessive energy to have fun and not as something they need to Not Die. The only problem Mikey sometimes has is when they get hurt during training (sprained limbs, moja hitting Uno a bit too hard without meaning to).

The kids perception of Mikey never truly changes from their loving papa, even after learning everything he went through, because they understand where he is coming from (a literal war, being a child soldier, losing his entire family). They love him the same.

The fact that they feel somewhat disconnected from the Mikey of their dad's stories and anecdotes is somewhat of a factor as well. They can't help to just feel like those are completely different lives of someone they know and love because, even after so much tragedy, they look at Mikey and he seems in so much peace now. They are happy for him And are there for him.

Mikey is the best sensei! He makes the trainings fun and actually enjoyable! They love their papa sensei.

The photo April found of Mikey and his brothers has been on their shrine at their home ever since the kids can remember. Since that (April sending Mikey the photo) happened when the kids were fairly small they can't truly remember when it happened BUT babies do sense and react to their parents emotional cues so the kids definitely started crying alongside Mikey as soon as they saw him crying (Mikey had the first ever turtle pile with the babies that day, it was nice). After this Mikey started to cry easily again as he did when younger so the kids are actually used to their dad being an emotional crier (any strong emotion) and hugger/smoocher in general since they grew up with him :'], Odyn is an emotional crier too! just like their dad!

The kids did not know of the way Mikey's brothers died until they were much older and emotionally stable. They grew up with stories of their uncles (visiting Donatello's grave specifically, playing heroes and using their family as characters) and they knew that they had passed on but they only learnt of how they died and the whole backstory (being raised as child soldiers, THE WAR, the way they got murdered, Mikey's solitude time just going around killing bad guys) until they were much older. As one would learn the whole family lore when adult.

Mikey was open about their family story because the kids are family too after all.

When learning all of it the kids were definitely shocked but, again, the view of their loving father didn't actually change in their perception. Yi and Odyn were just So Sad about how tragic the story of their family is. Not surprisingly, Moja and Uno were the ones truly angry at an outside force (the whole foot thing) completely destroying their family in a generational war but there's nothing they can do except be angry for a bit, after all by this time Casey Marie and April have won back New York alongside the revolution, Hiroto is long dead and the generational war is no more. They all cry together and have a turtle pile again that day :']

The kids know there's no more revenge to be had, and that every second they are alive living a happy life with their family is like saying "fuck you. I Win" to the generational war thing and that their uncles would be so happy to know that they grew up safe and in a loving manner.

#I LOVE THESE ASKS AUGH I GO CRAZY ANSWERING EVERY TIME #also sorry if its kinda late of me answering i was planning on drawing smt for it but my hand has been hurting a bit lately :']#ALSO #something i didnt quite put but IM PUTTING HERE #its that #im latino so i grew up with the knowledge that life is a cycle and that death comes for everyone and that its nothing to be afraid of #its just a part of life and somewhat of an old friend #with also the knowledge that loved ones that are gone still look after us from a greater unknown that we will only know when it's our time #so i like to think the kids grew up with this knowledge from mikey as well #its just comforting to think of #fer talks #ask #peepaw and babies au

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