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#It would be different to be described as soft by like a partner. combined with compliment-compliments. like yeah you OBVIOUSLY know
sergle · 6 months
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has the huggable twee irritation always been a Thing or did it evolve in response to like, "you're not ugly. i'd fuck you" type comments? like in your personal experience
god, I'm not well spoken enough to describe it exactly the way it Registers In My Brain... but like. It's not the "you're not ugly, I'd fuck you" genre, and that type of comment is so easy to immediately dismiss because it always comes from a certain type of man, and it's like yeah yeah, I could throw a sandwich and you'd fuck it before it hit the floor. But also, that one's so specific, it's a bottom-of-the-barrel "compliment" that dudes will give when a woman has actively said something about feeling like she's unattractive.
The HUGGABLE THING. The oooh squishy marshmallow somft huggable mom shaped 🥺🥰 She looks like she gives GREAT HUGS. Those comments are UNPROMPTED. I'm immediately like. Every keyword you say, I kill another hostage. I will blow up this whole building and everyone in it. Because it is SO FUCKING WEIRD. And I have heard it one million times. And I see it on every drawing of a character who's even remotely plus sized. These comments would not fly for a thinner person, they'd be rightfully received as weird. People aren't gonna comment on a picture of Ariana Grande going omg she's sooo huggable mom friend shaped. WHAT. Simultaneously are desexualized and sanitized to a weird degree in that uwu language way, WHILE also being creepy. Like, why are you describing what you think I'd feel like if you hugged me? Like the only positive thing you can think of to say is that I look like I have some give. As strangers. I'm not going to hug you, I think you're a creep and I think you're giving yourself a big pat on the back for complimenting a fat person. What are we doing I'm arguing at the air. Where am I And you're just supposed to go oh thank you that's so nice, because as a fat person, you gotta take whatever compliment you get, even if it is actually not a compliment. And that's the thing, there are SO MANY ACTUAL COMPLIMENTS TO PICK FROM. But people settle on huggable and somft. Was this person pretty? Were they hot? You could say gorgeous? Handsome, beautiful? Elegant? Stunning? Sharp? Sexy? Stylish? Are you trying to say that you're attracted to this person's body? Are we being horny? Do you think they just look nice in general? Can't we think of anything else to say? Or are we just gonna sit here and say they fuckin look like Santa Claus. Huggable like a pillow. Girl what the fuck
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priceyprice · 4 months
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Prof! Price
Christmas ver [18+]
Prof!Price would've been going to one of his favorite stores after classes and buying a Christmas gift for his precious lover.
It would be a lie if he said he wasn't thinking about her present a month ago. He's been observing her —more than he does daily— and trying to guess what she needs, what she wants or what's perfect for her.
Of course, he would've given her the moon, the sun, the entire universe, but for obvious reasons, he couldn't. And even if he could, no sun can shine brighter than her. No star can outshine the ones she has in her eyes.
He describes her as the moonlight in a quiet garden of lilies of the valleys and acacias.
He would've gone to his favorite jewelry shop, looking through the necklaces and bracelets, trying to see what would complement her.
That's when he stops at the ring section.
Oh my, of course he thought about a beautiful wedding ring wrapped around her finger while he made love to her in a beach house, marking the beginning of their forever.
But it's too soon for that.
Professor Price has reached a mature age that makes him want to establish with his partner and live the rest of his life with her. He already had his days of youth, so he's pretty much relaxed now. But of course, she's much younger than him, and she needs to explore the world.
She's still a student.
She's his student.
So he bought a ring, but not a wedding nor an engagement ring. He bought a promise ring.
He was hoping she would accept what he had in mind.
When it's time to open the gifts, it would be the two of them together sitting in front of his Christmas tree —he told her to decorate how she wanted to because everything she does he will like it— and nothing but his fireplace giving the only source of light.
She went first and took her present in front of her. "Okay, so... My gift is very common for you, since you have a collection and always try to match it with your clothes. But I really want to give you this."
John took the present with a confused smile and opened it, seeing it was two classic black watches.
"I love them, but why two of the same?" He noticed how her cheeks started to get that color he loves so much. "Because they are couple watches."
His eyes go back to the watches again, and this time, he saw the strap of a watch was slightly different than the other. His chest burst with so much joy.
She got them matching watches.
Couple watches.
He looks up at her with a big smile. She smiled, but it was very obvious she was nervous. "I understand if you don't like it since it's a simple watch compared with the ones you have and-..."
Her lips snapped shut when he took her hand and placed a soft kiss to the back of it. "This is the best watch I have ever seen. I love it so much. Thank you."
She stared at him, feeling happy that he liked the watches.
John took the watches out of the box and took her wrist, placing a soft kiss before placing the watch. He also took his watch out of the box and put it on.
She placed her wrist beside his wrist and smiled. "I like it."
"I love it," he said with a big smile.
Price has a lot of watches. He likes to use them and combine them with his clothes or shoes in a really classy way. His friends even gifted him watches, and he liked them. But this watch was his most precious one.
Because it was from her.
And everything that comes from her is worshipped by Jonathan Price.
He took a deep sigh and placed the box aside to take his present. He could see how she looked curiously the box, trying to guess what's inside of it. "I will give you this present, but I need you to close your eyes, Love."
She closed them with a little smile on her face and a cute little blush on her cheeks. Price opened the box, took out the ring, and took her left hand in his. "Open them."
Her eyes landed on the morganite ring, and her heart nearly stopped.
"Is that...?"
"I want to give you this promise ring as a symbol of my love for you. I can't give you an engagement ring because I want to kiss you, hug you, and hold you without feeling the need to hide from anybody. I give you this ring and promise to replace it with a beautiful engagement ring the same day you graduate, and I'm no longer your professor." He grabbed her finger and slowly put the delicate gold ring and kissed it before looking at her again. "I already lived my college days, but you still need to explore and meet more people, so when you're not ready to take it to the next step you can always bring back the ring to me and-..."
She took his head in her hands and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, his words dying on his tongue. "I'll wait until graduation. I'll wait all my life if it means to be with you."
Price smiled, his beard moving and cute lines showing in his eyes as he passed his arms behind her back and pulled her into his lap, kissing her in a slow way. "I love you."
"I love you too."
This was a big step the two of them wanted to take in their lives. They will have to overcome prejudice, criticism, couple problems, personal problems, and more.
But they can agree in one thing;
They wanted to be together until their last breath.
She passed her arms around his big shoulders, "I'm going to look for my phone in the room. Wait for me here." Price nodded, letting her go from his lap.
Little did he know.
Her phone was on the sofa.
A few moments later, she's back in the living room, but Price didn't notice her presence because he's too focused on the watch, trying to adjust the hour.
"John."
He looked up with a smile that disappeared within a second when his eyes fell on her.
She was in front of him with a sexy red lingerie. His eyes roamed every inch of her body, noticing how it hugged every curve perfectly and made her skin stand out.
Definitely, red was her color.
The fabric was delicate, and it has a few red flowers on it. But he could still see her skin below that fabric, leaving nothing to the imagination.
Price felt that familiar painful throbbing starting to appear down there, making him uncomfortable in his pants.
"Do you like it?" She asked in a shy voice, trying not to look for too long at his blue orbs.
He just sat there, observing her in silence. He wasn't believing this was all for him. She looks so beautiful and sexy.
Price also noticed how she was standing, looking slightly nervous, so he decided to take out his hand for her. She took it but gasped when he pulled her into his lap, passing one arm behind her back. His eyes looked again at her body, smashing against him with their chests pressed. He could feel the softness of her skin even though he has a shirt and she has a bra on. "You look like a goddess."
He puts two cushions on the floor from the sofa that was behind him before pushing her down to the cushions without taking eyes off her figure. He took his shirt off and put his thighs on either side of her parted legs.
Her blush didn't go unnoticed. No matter how many times they did it, he always had the same effect as he did for the first time when she saw his body.
"And I'm going to worship you like one."
Without any warning, he smashed his lips with hers, going for a deep kiss. Their tongues danced with each other, trying to assert dominance, but eventually, she gave in. His hands roamed every inch of her body, stopping at her hips while hers were on his short hair, caressing it.
He angled himself in between her legs and started to do light thrusts, making her gasp between kisses. "J...John..." she said in a soft voice, as if she was pleading for something.
He broke the kiss, and his eyes fell on her face, staring at her as if Pierre-Auguste Renoir painted her and asked Michael Angelo to sculpt her. She looked so beautiful under him, cheeks flushed, eyes shining, skin glowing, and her hair spread against the cushion. She really looked like a goddess.
Price thrusted this time a little deeper, looking how her eyebrows frown together as her mouth fell open with a moan slipping off her tongue like it was honey.
He lowered himself again. This time, his lips grazed her neck softly, leaving her with a tingling sensation. "You're so beautiful," he said between kisses, now thrusting her a little faster. A quiet moan escaped from her lips when she felt the rough material of his jeans against the fabrics of her panties. "Oh, John..."
His jeans were about to burst at any second. It was almost painful for him. He wanted to take her right there and fuck her senseless, but he's a patient man. He wanted to take his time with her.
Although he's not sure if he's going to last much.
His lips kept caressing her skin downwards, stopping at her chest. Light kisses grazed the soft flesh of her breasts. She arched her back, getting closer to his mouth when she felt his lips giving a kiss with a little suck directly to her clothed but visible nipple. A moan escaped from her lips as her eyes fluttered closed when he did the same with the other one.
"You're so sensitive, love. Look at how hard they are."
"It- It's because... you're tea- teasing me, John." He chuckled darkly, and she wriggled under him when she felt his breath fans on her nipple.
His lips kept giving light kisses to her ribcage, then stomach, then going down until he got to her pelvis stopping for a few seconds before smirking on her skin and keeping his trail until he's just in front of her intimate area.
Her hands flew to his hair the second he gave a light kiss to her clothed heat, hips buckling slightly. "Oh my..."
He gave another light kiss, this time to her entrance. "Lord... Price..."
"What?"
"S-stop... teasing and...just..."
"And just what?"
"Fuck I don't know! Just... do something..."
He went back down, and this time, he went for a open mouth kiss. Her back arched again when she felt his tongue licking her wetness throughout the thin fabric. His tongue felt hot. Her hips buckled again when he gave a deep kiss to her bud. "Oh my gosh..."
His lips sucked her folds like it was the last thing he would've tasted her. She cried at the feeling of the roughness of the fabric and the rasp of his beard in contrast to his soft and warm tongue.
It was driving her crazy.
His hands went to either side of her hips, grasping the hem of her panties. "Lift your hips, love," he said in a husky voice. She lifted her hips, and he pushed her panties down, disposing them on a corner of the living room, not caring where it went.
He went back to look at her before running a finger through all her wetness.
"You're so wet, love."
"Price..."
A loud moan escaped from her lips when a finger disappeared inside. "Oh my... yes..."
She didn't even have the time to adjust when the second finger was already inside. Her hips buckled up, but he held her down with his other hand. "Does it feel good?"
"Ah!... yes... it- oh my... it feels so good..."
He smirked at the same time he kept thrusting with his fingers, feeling her walls clench at him like her life depended on it.
"Ev... everything you do... feels fuck.... feels so good."
His blue eyes darkened. "Everything you want, I will give it to you. Like the goddess you are."
His fingers increased his pace, making sinful sounds with her wet skin. She moaned, feeling that familiar knot in her lower belly.
Price could feel her clenching around his fingers in the unique way she does when she's close. "Are you close, my love?"
She nodded, throwing her head back in ecstasy. "Oh... yes, I am..."
His fingers picked up a much faster pace as her hips buckled, and she wriggled beneath him. "Price I'm going to-..."
Then he stops.
"Fuck! Price?!" She raised her head and looked at him with a glint of anger in her beautiful orbs. He smiled and put his body on top of her, careful not to crush her with his weight. "I was so close and you-..." Her words died when she felt his tip going up and down her folds.
Oh this is better, she thought.
Without any warning, he slams his hips against hers, taking a cry out from the depths of her throat.
"Oh my gosh... Price..." She puts her arms against the floor. His pace was deep but slow. It was like he's sending a message within his thrusts.
An intimate way to say that he loves her, so much.
One thrust made her arch her back, and he used that opportunity to attach his mouth to her clothed breasts. His tongue swirled around her sensitive bud, damping the fabric with his saliva. She whined at the feeling of the rough fabric and his tongue against the sensitive skin. She's pretty sure tomorrow she couldn't even put a normal bra on without whining about rubbing against her.
Price raised his head to look at the beautiful sight under him.
Her eyebrows furrowed, her eyes staring at him as her mouth tried to form a coherent sentence, but it was a failure to do so when his length was almost kissing her cervix.
But what caught his attention was something else.
The ring.
It was shining with the light of the fireplace as it hugged perfectly the tone of her skin.
It almost looked like an engagement ring.
A flash passed through John's mind. His dream of making love to her with her engagement ring on was so much like this. He caresses her lower arm and slowly intertwined his fingers with hers. The watches touching each other.
"I love you."
His pace increased, and she moaned loudly. "Oh, I'm close again..."
"You too, baby? Let's come together." She nodded rapidly as he picked up more his pace. The sound of skin slapping was getting more and more louder as her moans filled the entire living room.
"I'm so close Price."
"Me too, love." He said with a low growl when he felt how she was clenching him. "Fuck..." He said feeling how tightly he felt inside of her.
"I'm going to-..."
Then they snapped.
Price puts his forehead against hers as their orgasms hit them with so much force that it only came a quiet moan in each other mouths. Her wetness getting in his pubes and happy trail while his load oozes out of her, leaking to the floor and the cushion beneath her.
Price collapsed on top of her, his head on his chest, while she caressed his hair with her nails. He plants a soft kiss on where her heart is and smiles. His thumbs drawing circled in her hips.
"Merry Christmas, love."
"Merry Christmas, my bear."
Their rapid breathing was the only thing they could heard until a giggle comes out of her mouth.
"What?"
"We didn't lasted long."
He chuckled at that. "I don't fucking care."
He's right. Price doesn't care about that. In fact, he doesn't care about anything in this world if it means being with her like this, in the privacy of his home with his head resting against her chest and still inside of her like it was meant to be for the rest of his life.
This was the best Christmas he's ever celebrated.
Two weeks later, he's in his classroom writing on his board the new topic for the new semester. His face is serious, and even some students find it scary. He turned around and looked at the entire class. "Good morning, students. Today's the beginning of a new semester. We have so much to do, so get your notebook and start to write."
The students started to take out their notebooks with zero motivation, but no one said anything, not wanting to get on his bad side.
His eyes stopped on her for a second, only to find out she's already looking at him. She raised her finger and tapped her watch lightly.
He turned his back around to the students and started to write. His smile never left knowing the significance of the watch he had in his wrists as she's using the ring he gave her.
That was their way to show the world they're together.
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The masterlist of this series is in the John Price Masterlist.
I'm so sorry for the late post, lol. I was having problems with my tumblr.
I apologize for mistakes or misspelling. Any suggestions are appreciated.🫶
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wildflowerteas · 24 days
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The Second Perspective ♠
A masterthread/post of all the easter-eggs, fun facts, and references to literature, BSD canon, film noir, and history included in my Soukoku fic, The Second Perspective.
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The Timeline ->
1958 to 1978
The gap of twenty years was super intentional. By the late 50s, McCarthy was censured by the senate, the Second Red Scare and anti-Soviet rhetoric were slowly losing public support and popularity. My choice to include the Rats in the House of the Dead was mediated by that fact. The late 50s is also when the LAPD and law enforcement across the country started making psychological evaluations ( of suspect quality ) mandatory, starting in Northern California, actually. Kinsey's publications in 1948 and 1953 were explosive--especially to the stifling, extremely heteronormative, nuclear-family morals of post-war 50s America. In 1970s, the term 'Serial Killer' officially enters the public's vocabulary. Despite not being an ongoing investigation, the re-opening of the Angel's Ripper case aligns with what is called the 'golden age' of serial killers. The 'second look' and the desire to re-sensationalize the case is due to Detective Dazai's belongings turning up, but also timely, as it would feed into the public's paranoia and fascination. I took some liberties with Los Angeles's mayoral election schedule ( which, if I'd been meticulous and historically accurate with, would have had TSP take place in the early days of 1977 or late in 1976 ). Los Angeles in the 70s was also suffering from serious smog--almost 200 bad air days a year. Akutagawa's lung condition ( which hasn't been touched on just yet with the exception of a throwaway lines at Tycheron and with Yosano ) is largely due to this bad air quality.
July 17th, 1958
The date of the Red Camellia murder was also chosen with intention. July, the peak of summer, rife with Americana, fireworks, and full California beaches, is everything the winter season of Camellia isn't.
Organizations -> The Double Black
A bit obvious, really, but the club's logo of the two black Ace playing cards is an obvious nod to Soukoku being equally matched partners, even if in this au their dynamic is wildly different ( If anything, Chuuya has the upper hand in this one--even if he doesn't quite know it yet ). The Double Black is also described as more Golden Age of Hollywood-like, since Kouyou runs it and she's quite the traditionalist, I figured she'd cringe ( or pass out ) at the sight of plastic plants in the vases and blue carpeting.
The Golden Coast Guild
The TSP equivalent of Hearst corporation, run by William Randolph Hearst, a media company that covered everything from celebrity gossip to politics with over a dozen papers and magazines. Hearst became obscenely rich, and in real life, used his wealth to support Marion Davies, an actress ( and his mistress ), whose life he nearly ruined. F. Scott Fitzgerald ( the actual author ) loathed Hearst's willingness to print yellow journalism ( basically, bullshit ) and Jay Gatsby's mansion is loosely inspired by Hearst's home in New York, I believe. I thought it would be funny to combine the two. I also have a soft spot for Fitz in canon, even if he does speak with the sound of a cash register in every word and there's an American flag behind him wherever he goes.
Tycheron and the House of the Dead
First, Tycheron, Sigma's casino business, gets it's name from the Greek goddess of luck--Tyche--named Fortuna by the Romans. I couldn't call it the 'Sky Casino' because well, there's no sky. But a goddess is pretty up there. California gambling law is extremely complicated, but casino boats, docked 3 nautical miles outside of state borders ( usually from a point in Santa Monica, where the bay/bight made those laws a bit easier to work around ) were a neat exception--at least, until they started getting repurposed for WWII. So, Sigma still evades the law by being 'out of bounds' with The Angelica gambling boat. The casino business as a way for the DoA to stick their noses into the L.A. political landscape is also a loose reference to Bugsy Siegel, and the Italian-American Mafia's attempts to expand westward with the establishment of casinos and the nurturing of Las Vegas. Siegel's mansion, where he was murdered for his thefts from the Mafia, also inspired the Mori estate.
Characters ->
The Red Camellia
The real life Nakahara Chuuya was quite the romantic. His poetry is described as 'Bohemian,' so I thought having him be a bit of a drifter-like character, almost mysterious and unnatainable to his fans and SSKK in the present, would be a bit similair to how much of what we know of Chuuya doesn't come from the main story in canon, either. Combining that with Dazai's obsessive desire to lock him in ( haha ) with a comitted relationship and his serious levels of devotion, makes for a pretty interesting dynamic, I think. Though, Dazai's no Catherine Tramell, and Chuuya is certainly not Curran--BI's dynamic has been flipped almost completely with TSP, but the crazy is the same. And though I describe him as a drifter, that's not to say this au's Chuuya isn't fiercely loyal, it's just his loyalties haven't had the chance to be tested just yet. I made the choice to have Chuuya called the Red Camellia in life because it's a direct subversion of other flower-tagged murders like: the White Rose murders, the Lilac Murder of William Desmond Taylor, the Black Dhalia ( inspired by the film, Blue Dhalia ), the White Gardenia murder, etc. etc. All of those monikers are posthumous, and created for the sole purpose of selling the story of a dead individual. Also, rather than having a journalist bestow it to him, Dazai is the one who comes up with it. Do what you will with that info . . . Additionally, Camellia japonica is native to East Asia, not the U.S. It can survive here, but it will struggle. The choice to set the story in L.A., in a period of harsh post-war crackdowns on Japanese/East-Asian immgiration into California also influenced this title. It was also a choice made based on the appearance of 椿Tsubaki in Soukoku official art. Their Japanese meaning of passionate love and a noble death, also holds true here.
KEY LAPD Characters with interesting qualities
Sasaki Nobuko, Homicide Detective - reference to canon Sasaki's background in criminology and experience as a lecturer at a Tokyo university. Captain -> Commander Fukuzawa Yukichi - Holds a position of authority similar to his role as the ADA's president in canon, but he's unenthusiastic about his career in the LAPD.
Note the lack of private eyes in the story so far!
Interesting PM Character references keeping this light for obvious, spoiler-y reasons
Elise - Elise is intentionally a grown woman in this au. And a nurse! A reference to both her presentation in BEAST and the Great War in the main BSD storyline, and a reminder of the timeline ( she'd have been 8-10 years old in the past TL! ). Her feisty nature is also retained. I was inspired by Lauren Bacall's Vivian in The Big Sleep, especially her meeting scene with Marlowe, when writing her meeting with Atsushi at the Mori Estate.
***SPOILERS procede with caution***
The Angel's Ripper
A reference to Los Angeles, but also Dazai's title as the Demon prodigy of Yokohama. Ripper, rather than Killer being used because of the surgical nature of the deaths ( Jack the Ripper was thought to be either a doctor or a policeman ).
Films ->
some of my major inspirations for this fic are:
Chinatown ( 1974 )
The Maltese Falcon ( 1941 )
Vertigo ( 1958 )
Last Night in Soho ( 2021 )
The Batman ( 2022 )
The Third Man ( 1949 )
The Silence of the Lambs ( 1991 )
The Big Sleep ( 1946 ) and lastly, on a much lighter note:
The Nice Guys ( 2016 ) I couldn't get Gosling's outfits out of my head after watching it. I took one look and thought: I need to get a BSD character in this obnoxiously-70s blue suit yellow shirt combo ASAP.
Phew. What a mess. This has largely been for me to keep track of my own thoughts and the tangled web I've been weaving with this fic, and it will likely get several updates over the course of me writing the second half of Part II and ( the much shorter ) Part III to TSP. But if you read it, and enjoyed it, I'm extra glad <3 I've been having a blast talking about my love for these films and this AU after keeping it bottled up for so long. I'm like shaken, corked champagne haha.
Signing off with the aesthetic of The Second Perspective's ending:
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ty <3
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Imagine Taneleer dedicating a large portion of his facility just for you and your likings...
Taneleer Tivan x Reader
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You had not a single clue. Not a hint nor a whiff of what he was concocting --- you remained completely oblivious as to what was going on the other side of the facility. All you knew was that your lover had been constructing something on the other side of the facility, far from your curious eyes. And even then, Taneleer never informed you of his actual plans to build something. That you had to figure out yourself by observing the numerous little custodian droids that sneaked by you, buildings materials and equipment in their digits as they sped by you.
Yet, based on the amount of droids as well as the various working materials (all you recognized to be highly expensive) you knew this to be a major project. Which irked you, if we're being honest.
Yes, you and Taneleer had somewhat of an agreement. He would keep certain aspects of his business unknown to you, mainly because even though you loved him with all your soul (just as he does you), he was still an incredibly questionable immortal of a man. In truth, you often turned a blind eye to his more sinister actions.
Oh, the things one does and ignore for love.
Oh well.
But still, you had expected, at the very least, that he'd tell you something. Especially when it involves major changes to your home.
Fortunately for you, all your questions would be answered on a single morning --- err, the time you usually woke up to. Night and day seized to exists when lounging in the head of some deceased giant.
What you hadn't expected was to immediately be greeted with the sight of your white-haired partner, looming over you with what you could only describe as a smug yet dream smile lazily drawn over his lips. Eyes alight with something mischievous and profound excitement, a deadly combination for any one else. But for you? It could only mean one thing.
"A gift? For me?" He chuckled in amusement, watching as you rolled in the bed to face him better. He laid beside you, wearing casual clothing made of the most expensive of soft fabrics, head leaning on a hand.
He smiled softly, takin your hand to kiss it's back, "Yes, my Starlight. A gift, just for you."
Of course, you were always dripping in his gifts. What else did you expect when you decided to accept the courting of The Collector himself? But something told you this was far more different.
And so, with a sly grin, Taneeler led you thorugh the winding corridors of the facility. A gloved hand gently holding onto yours as though it was made of the most fragile glass in the universe, "Come on, my dear," he said, his voiced tinged in excitement.
He continued, "I've created something extraordinary to show you." As you approached a seemingly ordinary tapestry, Taneleer gestured for you to step closer. He activated a hidden switch, and the tapestry slowly lifted, revealing a concealed entrance bathed in soft, pulsating lights. Your favorite colors.
"My lovely Starlight, welcome to your very own wonderland," he exclaimed, a wide grin spreading across his face.
Before you stretched a breathtaking sight - a vivid representation of nature's splendor, complete with lush greenery, vibrant flowers, and even a small babbling brook that wound its way through the room.
You had no words to speak nor sound to utter as you took in the sight, awe became you.
As you moved further into the space, you noticed the glass containers artfully arranged amidst the plants. Each container held rare and exotic items, like delicate crystalline petals that sparkled like gemstones and fascinating alien flora that seemed to glow with an otherworldly aura.
Your gaze wandered, taking in each carefully arranged display, and your eyes lit up with recognition as she spotted familiar artifacts from your past adventures. Taneleer had meticulously incorporated elements you loved, from ancient scrolls containing botanical knowledge to small trinkets and souvenirs symbolizing your shared memories.
Taneleer beamed with satisfaction, pleased to see the joy and wonder in your eyes, he needn't your words when your own gaze told a thousand tales. "I knew you missed the beauty of nature, my dear," he said tenderly, kissing the skin inside your wrist as he gently pulled you to him.
His scent enveloping you like his warm hug. "So I made sure to bring a bit of it here, among the stars."
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(A/N): The prompt itself had been in my drafts for literal years. I didn't have the heart to delete it considering that, if my memory serves me correctly, there's barely anything for this character out there (unless that has changed. If so, I'm overjoyed.)
Maybe I should just make a page for all my other stray pairings
(I call them strays because I'm not dedicated enough to the fandom but I am willing to write for it on occasion)
Hope you enjoyed!
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jedzeb · 7 months
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An album review on LMYK's "DESSERTS"
I still remember the feeling when I listened to "0 (zero)" first time. Like all my emotions are mixing together, LMYK's songs give me a strange feeling of bliss combined with immense pain.
Being a bilingual Japanese and English speaker, LMYK mixes the languages in her songs (and unlike most artists who mix languages, her pronunciation for both languages sounds native and natural). This uniqueness is a nice touch, but is far from the only reason I love her music.
"0 (zero)" ~
In both the original and the English version of this song, there is Japanese and English. "DESSERTS" contains the original version, but below I've linked the English version of the song for those who would prefer to listen to that.
The premise of 0 (zero) is that in a life of feeling alone, she meets the person that makes her feel like her true self. "Discover The Story Of The Song > 0 (zero) - Lmyk"'s take of this is rather interesting. The writer of this short article sees it as the singer loses a part of themselves in their relationship, but ultimately feels more whole and fulfilled as well.
This may very well be true, partly or whole. However, my take on it was a little different. In many lines of the song, it is implied that the singers partner emotionally saves them. So my interpretation isn't that she loses a part of herself because of the relationship, but that the parts of herself that feel lost are filled by her partner.
Here are some of my takes on specific lines:
"When I lose myself, I become you" ~ In losing parts of herself, her partner fills these parts in
"So tenderly and endlessly You made me whole, you made me whole" ~ Further showing that her partner is filling in holes
"I hear my doubts drop when I see you in the mirror" ~ This line goes a little further, showing that her partner has become a part of her. While yes, this can be seen as her "losing herself", she also makes it clear that seeing her partner in herself is relieving (which further emphasizes that they are filling in holes in her heart).
"Tracing and tracing the sunset Appearing a zero and finallyNow I remember Oh, I have never lived a day without you Untie the layer of memories Louder we spin with the melody You are the only (You made me whole) Only one for me (You made me whole)"
~ The bridge, the most interesting part of the entire song. You can look at these lines in a few different ways, but the way I see it is her thoughts at a potential end of the relationship that is being described throughout the song (it is implied something is ending, since she uses the words "sunset" and "zero"). Her next part about remembering she has never lived a day without this partner sounds like she is saying that any day without her partner was not a day she lived, since she needs them to be complete. Finally, the bit about untying memories and that they are the only one for her is furthering this realization of hers that she needs this person in order to be her whole self.
I'm not going to go in-depth for any other songs, but each song she writes has deep meaning and they tie into the overall theme of the album very well. A general theme throughout the album is this concept of "you" and their relation to "I".
Other common themes throughout the album are things being on the extreme side of positive or negative emotion, with some songs portraying both of these extremes as perspectives.
Side note, her soft voice oddly captures the delicacy in human emotions that she describes throughout her songs.
In an interview, LMYK answers some questions about her music. One thing that stuck out to me was how explains she feels extremes of beauty and pain. That hit hard, as I struggle the same way in my sense of awareness in deep thoughts.
Overall, the premise of "DESSERTS" is that human emotions are on a wide spectrum, yet are all finite. The name of the album fits this perfectly; desserts are an example of finite joy. Touching on that even further, desserts backwards is stressed, which is an example of finite negative emotion. LMYK explains this as a representation of the relationship between pleasure and pain.
Her elegant sense of transience and unique perspectives are like no artist I've come across so far. LMYK is extremely in touch with her emotions and the world as she sees it, which is what brings high levels of beauty and darkness to her music alike.
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reindeer-dad · 1 year
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I posted 931 times in 2022
That's 637 more posts than 2021!
467 posts created (50%)
464 posts reblogged (50%)
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I tagged 931 of my posts in 2022
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#big guy [ asgore ] - 85 posts
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#the fact that this art and this headcanon dropped while i was planning my response to carols real thoughts about the dreemurrs...
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Happy Friday!
Here, have the unedited art I made of Rudy being distracted by Asgore’s barrel chest. Can’t blame him.
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Mrs Holiday, can you share your thoughts about the Dreemurs?
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“Give a little look, do a little shimmy, wiggle them hips. Or, ya know -- take it easy and just hang around shirtless." Rudy’s wide, toothy smile was infectious, his fluffy little tail in full swing. "Can’t go wrong with me as your audience, big guy. I'm not a picky man!" The mood was light, which he preferred. As a lover, Rudy liked keeping things on the playful side. Carefree laughter was a sign of comfort, and he would respond to his partner with plenty of touches and attentiveness.
Rudy looked at the fluffy paw that fell onto his hand. He drew his gaze upward. Powerful arms that would appear intimidating to somebody who was a stranger to Asgore. White ears peaking from cascades of blonde hair like boulders cutting through the cliff of a waterfall. Soft creases collecting on the corners of his mouth and eyes whenever he laughed and smiled. They say that a loved one is 1000 tiny details combined into one person. Rudy must have seen them hundreds of times over the years. But now, those tiny details affected him differently. He was drawn to them, filling him with a desire of wanting to bring himself as close to Asgore as possible.
...there was no doubt in Rudy’s mind that he was very much in love with his dearest friend.
Gorey had found his way to become a parental figure to his daughters and practically a husband to Rudy. All the hugs, those nuzzles, the hand-holdings. Finding themselves comfortably snuggled against each other at night. It wasn’t just friendly tenderness anymore - it meant something, right? What they had was so special, it was more important than any physical desire he had.
But God damnit, Rudy wanted this. Sure, the ol’ reindeer wasn't shy. But the years afforded him to be wise enough to not jeopardize an important relationship for a chance to roll in the sack.
He decided, then and there, that if Asgore showed any signs of pulling away, he’d retract, apologize, and never ever attempt to come onto his friend again.
Rudy’s hand remained under Asgore's paw. His smile softened as his free hand brushed along the side of the larger man's face. "You mean so much to me..." He spoke sincerely as Asgore’s soft eyes gazed at the shorter man. They were always - always - so full of warmth for him.
"Wouldn't do a thing to mess up what we have..." A simple, soft caress down the blonde beard, his thumb grazing over the creases of the other’s face.
Rudy’s hand found itself at the center of Asgore’s chest. He could swear Gorey’s heart was pounding under his palm. "Can't describe it...” His smile lifted playfully, now brushing his hand in short strokes. "...but I ain't pullin' out a dictionary for something I can just show you...”
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It's here...
I'll upload individual, higher quality pictures tomorrow (this picture is terribly compressed...)! Thanks, that was fun!
Berdly, having a feather-ruffling day - @inquireanerdyberd Undertale Asgore, AKA "Papa Gorey" - @roleplayersoul "Oops-I-created-a-Dark-Fountain" Kris - @klairdelune Holiday Blues Dark World Rudy, Hammer of Justice Nails - @deltaruneholidayblues Jaded!Ralsei, ready to stab yo ass - @princewithoutakingdom sans, sans-ing everywhere - @withoutcomedy
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@roleplayersoul​‘s Asgore offering you some fruitcake for the 150 Follows Special. His extra-squishiness was inspired by @mooniimystic‘s fanart. Stitching the sweater pattern onto the picture was a pain in the ass, but it was 100% worth it!
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Deer and goat. Asgorudy. ASGORUDY!
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tonya-the-chicken · 1 year
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All Might's sexuality
this for @proxissima
(it might be a bit more on relationships in general sorry)
I would genuinely put Toshinori somewhere on the aroace spectrum but not like he is sex-repulsed or uninterested in sex completely. And he is not the kind of person to be overwhelmed with passion. He is rather calm on the matter. A bit self-conscious but won't let it show
He seems to be the kind of person that doesn't open up to others, at least not easily. He appears friendly but his relationship lack depth. Combine this with workaholism and your best bet is moving quickly, fuck him on the first date cause tomorrow he might be in a different part of the country and who knows if he'll find time for another date. He would fuck on the first date (he too is aware this might be his only chance in months). I think he is a rather sex-positive person and doesn't experience any shame on the matter. Always uses protection
He can't be a dom. Any sort of kinky bdsm stuff is not for him. He will do it but he will also feel awkward. He's not into something extreme. He likes being held and complimented and he will praise you a lot too. But he is so soft and caring I would probably be bored. Great for people who like to do it slowly and twice a year
I genuinely think he wouldn't be that great of sex. 0 chance he is capable of relaxing, the man sleeps with one eye open. He keeps most of his feeling to himself and would probably act like everything is great all the time. That would only lead to conflict and everyday problems pouring into sex life. Definitely ghosted people in the past. I think he doesn't need sex, he needs to be hugged at night. Honestly
He might've used dating apps, using his weak form as a profile picture. If his partner suggested sex he would agree to it but he might not suggest it himself until at least the third date (unless he is horny for some reason)
He watches porn but most of it seems too rough for him
I'd probably describe it more in terms of the timeline because he is old:
In high school & years in America - too busy training but occasionally entering short relationships. His first sex was an initiative from his partner. He was always rather popular so finding someone wasn't a problem. He wasn't picky with people. Always topped because that's what he imagined is expected from him
Before the AFO fight - too busy working. Hard to find a partner that is not blinded by his fame so mostly gave up on that. The least sexually active time for him honestly which made his horny accumulate just enough to go crazy and be a lot more initiative
After the AFO fight before retirement - just enough "incapable to work" time to make him consider mingling with other people. He does it in his weak form. Constantly too tired to provide good service. Discovers he likes more to be the bottom. Way too overwhelmed with personal struggles all the time and doesn't give his relationships nearly enough time
Finally learns to open up a little. It really took him 40 years to find out what he likes in partners and he likes them taking control and letting him just lie down on a pillow and do nothing. Maybe would enter a more stable long-lasting relationship and with that might not mind experimenting in bed more (wow it turns out it takes time to get used to another person)
In conclusion, had a lot more one-night stands than you thought. Would rather be a bottom but doesn't mind either way. Passive, soft, and gentle. The kind of man that would say "hugging you was the best part" after sex
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the-silentium · 2 years
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Achille’s Heel
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Masterlist
Pairing: Wrecker x OC.
Words: 3234 words
Warnings: None.
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Exchanging knowledge with Tech was one of Kai's favorite things to do, other than creating pictures with successions of 1s and 0s or listening to Layla hum soft tunes under her breath. He was a curious being, who could really blame him? He had been thrown into a completely different universe that was onto a whole new level of technology that could perhaps rival the Forerunners. 
Plus, the more he knew, the safest Layla was. 
If he had to choose one thing that would be his favorite out of this whole new universe, he would choose the harmony. The inter-species relationships weren't the same as in the Milky Way galaxy. Kai admired how all those different species with different needs, physiologies, morphologies and intelligence managed to coexist in an overall peace. He liked to imagine how life would have been if the aliens under the Covenant alliance hadn't decided that mankind was a subspecies to exterminate. It wasn't hard to imagine; what was hard was to hope that his mental pictures would ever come true after 24 years of brutal war. 
The chances of the Covenant and humans living in peace were very much close to none. It was a delusion. 
So as a true artificial soldier, Kai pushed the peace ideas aside for him to fantasize about later when he would be in resting mode, and put his energy on learning new war strategies that Tech was developing. His new reality was to fight for the Republic and not the UNSC. The humanity he once was created to serve was long lost to him and his Spartan. 
Tech's datapad displayed a battle simulation. Kai listened to the clone's explanation of the situation and described his multiple plan ideas that would use the clones' and Layla's abilities to their fullest. He listened with genuine interest and offered his thoughts whenever requested. He loved the audacity and ingenuity of the various plans presented, but most of all, he loved that they used his partner's strengths. Kai nodded in approval to the latest suggestion.
"I don't think many doors could survive a combined hit from Wrecker and Layla." He confirmed with a chuckle. "Just imagine the damage they could do to–"
"Something's wrong with her." Crosshair's voice caught Kai's immediate attention– the mix of 'wrong' and 'her' in the same sentence making him as alert as if he was on the battlefield. 
"What do you mean?" His worry showed on his face and could be heard in his voice. The usually stoic sniper had a somber look in his eyes that unsettled him. He unconsciously tried to run an exam of her vitals which showed a completely blank report; Layla wasn't in her armor so he didn't have access to her information. His hands closed into tight fists in frustration and worry. 
"She's burnin'." Crosshair explained from his spot in the doorway of the barracks. His eyes moved back towards what Kai assumed was Hunter's bunk where you laid, sick. 
Kai had to wait for Tech to come back with some news. He saw Hunter enter the barracks after Tech while Crosshair remained still, his back keeping the door from closing. As the seconds passed, Kai looked down at his station. He hated that he had to be a simple AI, stuck to a helmet or a station. He wanted to help and not just by providing insights. He wished he could actively go into the room and help.  
"She got a fever." Hunter came back to address him. The clone took the AI chip out of the ship's station and connected him to a datapad instead. With Kai in his hands, the sergeant walked back to the barracks. 
"Is the wound infected?" Kai couldn't believe that she got sick. He had kept a close look at Tech's work. The wound had been cleaned properly. He could even tell that it had been overly cleaned, just to be sure that no trace of the incident would be left behind. He had missed something. He must have. 
A groggy Wrecker slowly rose up from the top bunk. "What's going on?" He managed to say in a yawn. His question went ignored. 
"No, it's still perfectly clean. No bleeding either." Tech informed him. Kai ran dozens of scenarios in hope of finding where he screwed up. Spartans usually had a very resistant metabolism that left them nearly invulnerable to sickness. If something managed to get her in a feverish state, then it must be something serious. 
A pained whine filled the small room. Layla's eyelids slowly lifted as if they weighed more than usual. Kai had never seen her eyes as unfocussed as in that moment. 
"Hey." Hunter kneeled by the bed to gently put a hand on her naked shoulder. Kai now noticed the fine layer of sweat covering her skin. "How do you feel?" 
"Tired." She sounded out of breath. 
Hunter acknowledged her with a hum. "Does something hurt?"
"Everywhere." Her eyes scrunched and her jaw tightened in visible pain. "Bones." 
Tech shook his head. "We should go to a medbay. I can't do anything other than give her something for the pain and the fever." He paused. "Although I'm not certain we should give her anything. Her body could react badly to our medication." 
Kai's eyes widened in realization. 
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Wrecker looked at Layla from where he sat on the empty bed on the other side of the room. He was heartbroken to see her so frail and vulnerable when she was always so strong and shrugged off the worst dangers like they were nothing. All he wanted to do was hug her tightly in hope of sharing his strength to see her strong and healthy again. To see her smile again. 
Tech took them to the closest medbay in no time. Kai had mumbled under his breath in a language he couldn't understand for the whole duration of the trip, unnerving Wrecker even more. Would she be okay? Fevers were not nice to deal with, but he was always back on the field after a good couple of days of rest. Wouldn't it work for her too? 
The whole team was waiting for the medic to come back with results following her bloodwork. The more they waited, the more Wrecker wanted to take her in his arms and return to the ship. He hated medbays. Although seeing her like this made him more distressed, so he would hold on for her. Because as Tech put it, she needed care they alone could not provide. 
He looked at the floor when he felt like his heart was starting to break. He didn't want her to die. He didn't want to relive the white-hot pain that was grief. He preferred to laugh. His finger went over the fingerprint she accidentally left on the side of his helmet. He didn't want memories. He wanted her. 
Wrecker's eyes shot up as the door opened. General Kenobi entered the room with Marshall Commander Cody in tow. He knew he hadn't done anything wrong, but Wrecker couldn't help feeling anxious. 
"Sorry boys but I gotta ask you to leave the room." The Marshall Commander turned towards them while the General immediately went to your side. The request made Wrecker even more anxious. He stood with a refusal at his lips. 
"We know her origins." Tech cut him short. Kai's hologram slowly nodded his head in agreement, his eyes looking at the wall as if he was lost in his thoughts. 
"What he means is, we'd like to stay, sir. She's a member of our team." Hunter added after reprimanding Tech with a hard gaze. 
"Very well." General Kenobi conceded. Wrecker thought he would not be pleased that you told them who you were. The General had been explicit that you shouldn't talk about yourself, yet he looked like he didn't mind it. The clone was confused. 
"She was diagnosed with Bybbec fever." General Kenobi informed them when he looked down at a medical datapad. 
"Bybbec fever?" Should he be worried if Tech was confused? Tech knew a lot of things and could often predict an outcome to a fairly precise degree, so Wrecker chose to take it as a bad sign. Even Crosshair looked like he wasn't expecting this at all! "But how–?" 
"She slept in the bed." Kai's small voice made the room go silent. Wrecker tried to understand why her sleeping in a real bed for once made her sick. He had to admit that they weren't the comfiest bed in the galaxy, he had slept on comfier jungle floors, but she used to sleep seated on a crate! 
"Can you explain, young friend?" General Kenobi approached Kai's datapad. 
"She doesn't have any immunity against the diseases of this world." He pointed out. "She was fine for so long so I forgot about it, but she was fine because she stayed in her sealed suit and removed it only in a somewhat clean environment for short periods of time like in the freshers. Her battlesuit has filters that are completely effective at removing toxins and bacteria from local atmospheres so that has never been a problem either." Wrecker almost thought he imagined a soft hiccup in the little man's voice. If only the AI didn't have his helmet hiding his face, he could have confirmed if Kai was indeed crying or not. "But she got hit and I asked her to sleep in a bed for once. And because the clones have a strong immune system they don't get sick, although they can still carry the bacterias, which make them vectors. Her suit was partially off at the time which made her vulnerable to pathogens." 
Wrecker almost dropped his bucket in shock. He didn't want to be the cause of your sickness. He didn't even think he could get you sick. Guilt washed over him despite knowing that he wasn't the express cause of her pain. He couldn't help it. 
"So she fell sick because she slept in one of our beds…" Hunter trailed off in disbelief. 
"That's the only possible explanation. She has been eating the same rations for a year and hasn't fallen sick so far. I also triple-checked if the composition of bacta would be harmful but it wasn't and the wound was correctly disinfected, meaning that she caught the virus after the wound was dressed." 
The silence in the room made Wrecker even more uneasy. Did that mean they were all a danger to her? That she would always need to be fully armored around them? He himself loved to remove his armor after a long battle and couldn't imagine keeping it on all the time. She had done exactly that so far, but he wished she would have removed her gear before. Not only because she was nice to look at, but he also thought she deserved to take it easy and that she definitely pushed her limits most of the time. When Kai said that she had been neglecting herself for nearly a year, he had been extremely worried. He had silently swore to keep an eye out for her needs and limits so he could help however he could. 
His heart tightened when he glanced at her body tensing in pain. 
"What should we do?" He asked, eager to find a way to help. 
"I'll have to bring this matter to the council, but it seems to me that she'll be removed from any clone squad for her own safety." Wrecker stopped breathing at the General's words. He didn't want her to leave. That wasn't what he meant. 
He turned to Hunter who was frowning like whenever he caught wind that Wrecker used up all the hot water of the ship. He wasn't happy. But he wasn't refusing the decision either. 
"This is not an option." Kai somberly opposed, stealing Wrecker's words. The Batch released a silent, relieved breath. 
"Why is that?"
"It'll kill her." Kai closed his fists while Wrecker froze again. "For a year she had been neglecting herself, pushing her metabolism to extreme limits. Her sleep schedule became shorter each month, she only ate two-thirds of what she was supposed to consume on a resting diet, so merely a third of what her high functioning metabolism needed for battle. She was on the edge of a physical burnout. But once she joined this team, she got better. Slept better, ate better, felt better."
He knew she had problems with food. When she first joined their squad, she only ever ate when told to, and more often than not she didn't finish her serving and let him have the rest. It wasn't after she saved them from their crash on the snow planet that she started eating without being told to and even finished her rations. At the time, he had felt bad after he realized that she had cut her portions, now he was devastated. 
General Kenobi gripped his chin in thought. "What changed?"
"Familiarity, General." Kai replied without any ounce of doubt. 
"Familiarity?"
"The Bad Batch reminds her– reminds us of our previous team. With them, she feels like she belongs."
Wrecker released his tight grip on the sheets beneath him. It felt good to hear that she felt like she was one of them, because she was. At least one thing went right. 
"What changed between the battalions and Clone Force 99?" The General inquired.
“It's- eh- You have to know that Layla is what we call a Spartan-III, which are considered cheap and expendable supersoldiers,” He said with disdain, to which Wrecker could relate. “As opposed to their Spartan-IIs counterparts that are so important they are cryogenized after death in hope to be revived later. The human army of our world recruited orphans fuelled with rage and a need for vengeance in order to create weapons. They assigned them to suicide missions that would normally be assigned to Spartan-IIs, but since the missions had extremely low success rates, Commands sent the expendable ones instead and hoped for the best. An extremely low percentage of Spartan-IIIs survived their first mission, and this was not because of a lack of training. She doesn't see Clone Force 99 as expandable or less than the regular clones, but she can relate to them for being outcasts in their own army." 
General Kenobi nodded in understanding. The Marshall Commander who had kept silent until then looked at the group before speaking up. 
"From what you've said, the people in charge do not care if she makes it back and would most likely think her dead, but she still hopes to go back. Why?" 
Kai visibly gulped, a trait he developed after spending so much time around humans. "I- You are correct. The thing is, she would not be welcomed back as she thinks. All she wants is to follow her training and go back to get revenge on the Covenant. However, after what she went through, it is most likely that ONI will take charge of her case once they get wind of what happened to her. They will send her to a top-secret location to run more thorough experiments on her in order to understand what happened; how she space-traveled, how it affected her, if they could reach this world too, among other things and she won't be herself again. Our world is a ticking bomb, sir. The governments are desperate and nervous after 24 years of being hunted down. They act in the shadows and eliminate anyone who says a word against them. They won't turn down this opportunity to possibly expand their control and gain new technology."
Wrecker didn't have time to register all his rage at what Kai just told them, the General hummed. "That's why you sabotaged the cube. To keep her from going back." 
His brain stopped working for a second. He was shocked. His brothers were also completely caught off guard and Kai lowered his head in guilt. He didn't want to believe it. She had so much faith in Kai, gave him her trust and he had been the one who broke the teleportation cube? You had voiced to Wrecker your eagerness to go back home and Kai always smiled sadly and told her to not give up hope. He kept her hopes up when he knew it would be for nothing. 
Sure, after hearing everything Kai told them about her world, he was happy she hadn't managed to go back, but he also hated that she got lied to. 
Kai looked at his partner before looking back at the General. 
"Yes. My goal was, and still is, to keep her safe. I can run four billion operations simultaneously. I may have difficulties with processing numbers, but war strategies are one of the main reasons I was created. It took me less than a second to figure out the outcome of Layla going back to the UNSC. Unfortunately, at the time, she was too blinded by the death of her team and her duty to protect humanity to see it. Letting her with a functioning cube was not a possible option.” Kai explained. His even tone clearly said that he was not ashamed of his actions and would do it again. Wrecker couldn't honestly reprimand him for what he did. 
“And now?”
“She realized a bit ago that since she’s expandable, getting back to the UNSC might be dangerous. The problem is that she strongly thinks of herself as expandable too. It was so deeply ingrained in her brain that she doesn’t even care. I am also 100% certain that survivor's guilt is pushing her to go back.”
Wrecker shuffled on his feet, his eyes alternating between her resting figure and the ground. His heart ached for her. He couldn't imagine losing all his brothers at once and didn't want to imagine what he would do if it ever happened. He also didn't want her to die. Or think of herself as expendable. Because she was essential. Irreplaceable. At least to him. 
"I see." 
"Please consider vaccinating her instead." The AI pleaded. "It'll be hard on her system, but it'll give her more chance of survival than taking her from this squad, General." 
The clone stopped breathing for a second. 
"We'll take this recommendation into consideration. Thank you, young friend."
Wrecker's growing worries deflated and he breathed in relief. She might still remain with them. She would stay in full armor, but at least she would be there. He could accept that. 
"Also, General." Kai added. "I'd like to be the one to tell her what I've done." 
"Of course." With a polite smile, the General exited the room with the Marshall Commander in tow. 
The room was silent once again. Tech was busy recording stuff on his vambrace, Hunter was deep in thought and Crosshair was staring a hole into Kai. 
"It is important for me to say that she does not perceive any of you as substitutes for her old squad. You all happen to be the personality types she enjoys being around and she took a liking to you all for who you are." 
"It's alright. We know." Hunter reassured the flickering AI. 
All they could do now what wait for Layla to get better… and for the council to decide whether or not she could stay with them.
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What are some Venus and Moon placements you love to see in synastry?
Hey baddie!🤍
This is so cute tbh I cant-😭 Where do i even start-
Favourite Venus/Moon
🦋synastry placements🦋
for more posts like this, check my masterlist I and masterlist II luvs🤍
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Venus in 5H
More than anyone else, when it comes to relationship I've always been a big fan of fixed house synastry/composite. Venus in 5H however has its own story.
One of the most powerful combinations for romantic and sexual attraction. Marriage would be for the sake of love, not for the sake of money or prestige. Think Romeo and Juliet.This placement brings a great deal of contentment and romantic fulfilment. While the aspects to Venus in this contrast are complicated, it does not lessen the romantic tendency displayed.
Venus is passionate, daring and everything the 5H person desires. The 5H person feels so tempted by Venus and Venus also feels the same way.
At first, depending on other placements, it could be possible that the Venus was more flirtatious towards the 5H but it is the 5H person that really starts to put in the work. 5H feels drawn to Venus, aroused by them yet initially, 5H was more detached in terms of emotions. However, after some time, 5H person may start to feel an urge to chase&conquer..
One another's best-kept secret, knows things about each other that others wouldn't. As this couple's fingers intertwined and their lips locked, everything is possible. The kind of couple that would do the most spontaneous things with each other. Play fights. Kisses along one's body. The dynamic feels hot and heavy. Sexual experiences is often very exciting and fun.
Opens one another up to experiences they wouldn't dare to. Crossing one another's bucket list goals. Could even be a one night stand type but would always fall for each other every-time they meet up. Friendly warning that when this synastry goes wrong, it will go so so wrong. But at the end, there will always be an unspoken links between these two🤍
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Moon in 11H
Love always come in hand with friendship. Some people often say that we date people who we're supposed to be friends with and stay friends with people who we supposed to date. Moon in 11H can be perfectly described based off that one sentence.
Electric and never platonic. When the couple has this placement in their synastry chart, I can already tell they have potentials to go with one another very far down in life. They care for each other so much yet its more than what casual friends would. They would always have gut feelings about one another. The type of people to finish one another's sentences.
The Moon person is soft and understanding, they are 11H's home and 11H wants to show them off to the world. Pretty public and may stay together for a very long time due the dynamic of a fixed house. Spaces spent without the others are greatly appreciated since the bring them even closer. 11H person is the Moon's ideal type or wishes that come true. 11H feels well taken care of and confide a lot on the Moon person.
In front of each other they don't feel the need to pretend anymore. Their masks are taken down and its the world vs them two. Forehead kisses, playful banters that turn serious. They share their dreams, aspirations and desire to the other person.
While they're inherently such different people, this couple feels like one another's last missing puzzle.
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Venus in 7H
"Who am I without you?" Venus in the 7H in synastry will always have a tension between them that will eventually push them towards each other.
Another aspect that can be pretty big on marriage, the 7H of partnership guarantees the couple to be together for the long haul, esp true if there are even more indicators.
Being in a relationship with each other teach the two a lot about their love nature. Venus is very considerate about their partner's desires and adamant about pleasing them. 7H partner is also trying to satisfy Venus by making the relationship as harmonious, caring, and peaceful as possible. As a result, when the two of them are together, friction is greatly reduced.
7H person feels so drawn to Venus, they can't stop staring. Venus is exciting and everything thats beautiful to them and 7H tends to get so so wholesome next to Venus:") Venus adores their nature and would return with perhaps even more affection.
They actually share very similar love languages and they understand each other's body language pretty well. Conflicts tend to be avoided yet can sometimes become too safe and comfy.
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Moon in 1H
"No words needed. I understand exactly what you mean".
The type of couple that suddenly come together but people will say "finally". The two people that everyone adores and support. Holding hands and walking through forests and trees. They love each other's comfort and yearn for each other's warmth.
One of the rare synastry placements I've seem these days but is very fulfilling. The house person don't just love Moon's sensitivity and emotions, they also love their helpful and profound nature.
Moon person can sometimes feel left out and ignored, will do anything to get their attentions back.
There are so much securities and emotions felt on both sides. Never ending love story. Hard to not get attach. Moon just opens up casually to the 1H person. as they don't feel judged ever.
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Moon in 8H
To love someone is to love their flaws, their worst moments, their ugliest and all. Moon in 8H couples are private people yet also are very passionate towards one another.
Sex bonds them.They share and keep one another secrets so well. 8H sees Moon as their home, with so much depth to them. i'd say that sex between these two can be so life changing. 8H knows the effect they have on Moon so so well and they can't help it but lure Moon in further.
One of the dynamics I'd chuckle if I see apparent in synastry's chart. Their thirst for each other's energy and emotions are crazy.
Either overshare everything or hold back completely. The Moon feel the need to learn&study and truly understand the 8H person. No small talk here. They can either fear each others emotions or take it all in so well.
While I do love the intensity and passion present here, I'm fearful of the jealousy and possessiveness of this placement. 8H will be stubborn to open up at first yet the second they do, the Moon person is theirs and theirs only. Crazy adventures but crazier fights.
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Moon in 4H
The theme of home life and security is always present. They can understand what the others want to say simply by looking at each other and smile. Truest modern romance.
The couple that felt the need to stay friends for some time before they jump into a relationship since they value the others sincerity so much. Brings each other joy, comfort and absolute trust.
Its us versus them. Indeed, may choose to isolate themselves from the rest of the world in order to be alone together in a safe space. Can be surprisingly public with affections yet very secretive about the nature of their romance. Reminds me of that old couple that hold hands in the park while being comfortably silent .
Extremely binding, the two of you will find it extremely difficult to separate. Emotions runs high here and the two must be wary not to become too dependent on one another.
If they can learn to trust and give, the relationship can go for years and years🤍
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Trying something new today:) Thank you for asking such a great question baddie🥳
love,
saint jenx🪐
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Gallavich Fanfic Trope Mashup
Based on this post, here’s one dedicated to Ian and Mickey! (See: tv tropes for any you are not familiar with)
Rules: Send me two (2) tropes from this list and I’ll describe how I’d combine them in the same story. Interpret these however you like!
(AU) = AU or canon or canon divergent
/ = or (but choose more than one if you feel inspired)
Juvie (AU)
Prison (AU)
Co-workers (AU)
ROTC/Army/War (AU)
Parole (AU)
Photographer/Artist/Writer AU
Cyberpunk AU
Spy/Assassin/Hitman AU
Space/Sci-Fi/Alien AU
Werewolf AU
Witch/Magic/Psychic AU
Vampire AU
Mermaid AU
Demon/Monster/Zombie AU
Other Fantasy AU
Pirate AU
Coffeeshop/Bar AU
Roommates/Neighbours AU
Florist AU
Restaurant/Bakery AU
A/B/O AU
Royalty AU
Mafia AU
Music/Movie AU
Body Swap/Body Sharing AU
Ukrainian/Irish AU
Cowboy/Western AU
Teacher/College AU
Police/Detective AU
Historical AU
Soulmate AU
Apocalypse/Dystopian AU
Social Media (AU)
Time Travel/Reincarnation AU
Crossover AU
Reunions/Goodbyes
Proposal/Engagement/Wedding
Domestic Boyfriends/Fiancées/Husbands
Mexico
South Side/West Side
Fluff
Angst
Making Up After A Fight/Forgiveness
Drunk/High
Hurt/Comfort
Sick!Fic/Injury
Emotional Support
Therapy/Healing
Size Difference/Body Image
Mental Health/Trauma
Yev/Kids
Siblings/Family
Terry’s Dead/In Prison
Mickey’s Mom Is Alive
Monica Doesn’t Die/Frank Doesn’t Die
Ian Is Close To Clayton
Fix-It
Sharing Clothes
Miscommunication
Truth/Lies
Scars - Emotional/Physical
Gardening/Hobbies
Cooking/Eating Together
Guns/Crime
First Kiss/Date
Partners In Crime/Best Friends
Casual Intimacy/Physical Comfort
Husbands In Love
Amnesia
Secret(s) Revealed/Accidental Confession(s)
Gallavich Security
Post-Finale Life
Pre-Series/Childhood
Slow Burn/Mutual Pining
Outsider POV
Grief/Solace
Medical/EMT
Poverty/Money/Financial Issues
Insecurity/Jealousy
Protective/Defensive
Mistaken Identity
Pet(s)/Animals
Mutual ‘I Love You’s
Eavesdropping/Overhearing
Holidays - 4th July, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years
Backstory/Missing Scene
Unresolved Sexual Tension
There Is Only One Bed/Sleep Cute
Aborted Declaration Of Love/Anguished Declaration Of Love
I Can’t Believe A Guy Like You Would Notice Me
Interrupted Intimacy
It’s Not You, It’s My Enemies
Awkward Kiss/Accidental Kiss
Meet-Cute/Meet-Ugly
Star-Crossed Lovers/Forbidden Friendship
“Take That” Kiss/“Shut Up” Kiss
Act Of True Love
Now, Let Me Carry You
You Are Worth Hell
Relationship Upgrade
Optional Bonus Smut/Sex & Kink Set (adults only - please write in the tags when you reblog if you want your followers to ask these):
101. Pornstar/Only Fans AU
102. Sex Shop AU
103. Prostitution/Escort AU
104. Sex Club AU
105. Dirty Talk
106. Engagement/Wedding Night/Anniversary Night Sex
107. Accidental/Embarrassing/Unusual Turn Ons
108. Possessiveness/Rough Sex
109. Mpreg/Breeding Kink
110. Uniforms/Lingerie/Other Clothing
111. Soft/Romantic/Emotional Sex
112. Roleplay
113. Praise Kink/Body Worship
114. Erotic Dream/Nocturnal Emissions
115. Confession Trigger Consummation
116. Making Love In All The Wrong Places
117. Insatiable Newlyweds
118. Shower/Bath/Mirror Sex
119. First Time(s)/Trying Something New
120. Sex Video/Pictures/Texts
121. Introduction By Hookup
122. Next Thing They Knew
123. Virginity/Inexperience
124. Different Positions
125. Dom/Sub
126. Bottom Ian
127. Edging/Overstimulation
128. Sex Toys
129. Playful/Silly Sex
130. Injury/Embarrassment During Sex
131. Think Unsexy Thoughts
132. Raging Stiffie
133. Smells Sexy
134. Masturbation
135. Voyeurism/Exhibitionism
136. Reunion Sex
137. Blowjobs/Handjobs
138. Mickey Actually Does Like Having His Ass Licked/Rimming
139. Loud Sex
140. Ian Likes To Manhandle Mickey
141. Choking
142. Hickeys
143. Firecrotch/Sexual Nicknames
144. Sugartits/Nipple Play
145. Aftercare
146. Quickie
147. Stripping/Lapdances
148. Other Kink(s)/Smutty Tropes
149. Morning Sex
150. ‘I Love You’s During Sex
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The Third House Placements and Their Handwriting Styles ~💖🌺🐚
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Welcome back babes 😁🙏✨ I’m back posting someee bit but anything nonetheless ! This was a post I wanted to do for a while, this really intrigued me💫
I’m going to be talking about third house placements and their unique to the placement writing styles. Third house rules hands, arms, fingers and writing, correct !😄🎶 There is a correlation between handwriting and third house in astrology as it literlaly rules over it, so components in your third house astrology will dictate how this will look. Use all of the possible combinations you have in your chart ! 🙂☝️
For generational planet ruled signs, use whatever works better.
🔆Sun/leo ~
May have a gift in being very dramatic and showy whenever they express their ideas or in their communication they can be very bright and charming. They’re very talented at absorbing knowledge and facts, they usually are the types of people to dish out random facts about anything whoever you’re talking to them, they have so much random knowledge kept in their minds it’s almost funny. They’re silly and a bit childlike people,
Handwriting style 🦁
Regal, nice looking. They have a confidence to their writing, if the whole class wrote on one piece of paper, theirs would stand out more, maybe a “I can trust what they write is the best there is here” is what people reading over theirs would think.
🌙Moon/cancer ~
Loves sentimental things, talking about the past and family makes them feel good and safe, attachments to the mother, most likely missed her or their family whenever they had to go to school, homesickness at school
Handwriting style 🌝
Soft, homely words. Shyer? They write with a grace and their words are poetically beautiful. It looks like something out of a movie. Nostalgic, their ink is softer and lighter, their curves are soft, their lines and o’s are soft and so sensitive. SO gentle and calm. It’s sleepy?
💫Mercury/gemini/virgo ~
The wittiest, most social people ever. They’re all definitely extroverts, I am one with my gemini in 3rd house ova here 😘, they love talking, and never stop talking and love chatting about anything and never stop chatting about anything, they love walking up to random people and never stop walking up to random people and staring a convo with them out of nowhere 😀. My friends bully me all the time for this. I understand. The one kid in school with like all the answers, they just knew the answer to things and easily got good grades. People asked them for answers all of the time since they are so smart and intelligent, they absorb what they’re being taught so quickly they don’t ever let the teacher finish talking. They’re fast and versatile.
Handwriting style 🤸‍♀️
Fast writing, so many words. They write super fast and probably have so many typos in their essays and papers. Handwriting can look like crap 🤨😐. Like there’s no rush, you’re gonna get your paper done on time! You can’t read what they write al of the time because they rush through writing everything. Their letters and words look fancy somehow, like they were written by the scholar of all scholars, they’re just unintelligible words and sentences. Teachers may need to ask what the student with this placement writes because they can’t read it. Scribbles, jumbled and mixing up things all over the page. You can tell they write fast with the jagged lines and crooked n’s and t’s ajakksks.
💕Venus/taurus/libra ~
Very sweet and charming way of talking to others, they have strong persuasive powers with their honeyed words, they can almost charm you into doing anything, they seem so innocent and sweet. These people are very kind though of course! They love giving others compliments, strangers, their friends, their family, they’re such sweet people to have in your life. They attract partners and relationships by doing their daily tasks, lovers can show up suddenly when they’re running errands or they can attract a lot of interest at their school.
Handwriting style 🍓
The most pleasant, aesthetic handwriting i have ever seen, even if their handwriting is bad it still becomes an art style somehow, i don’t really know how else to describe that. It’s like no matter how bad it could possibly look or how incoherent it is, their script still manages to look NICE.
💥Mars/aries ~
Very loud voices, a bit like sun, but it’s more like their power and strength is used whenever they talk. They could be meaner or aggressive classmates, angry talkers, I know so many people with this placement who talk so mad, so much cursing, ranting and screaming. We love it all.
Handwriting style 🥵
Very rough and fast handwriting, similar to mercury; however, it has more fervor, the messiest and most impulsive handwriting out of all of the other placements.
🐚Jupiter/sagittarius ~
Loud and expressive communicators, similar to the sun here, but they’re louder and bigger. You can hear their voices from across the room and they’re usually the know-it-all’s in the classroom. Very friendly and fun to talk to, they talk about so many exotic and interesting things. They love to crack a joke or two. Also, it’s something about these peoples voices are just FUNNY. Like how they talk is like hilarious and jolly in a good way. It make you wanna crack up and feel good. They make you feel good and BLESSED when they talk to you.
Handwriting style 🍀
Larger letters, I’ve noticed they have bigger “holes” and like to expand their letters over the pages, their words go over the lines and it could be messy usually, sort of like mars fashion but it’s just wider words on the paper.
🪐Saturn/capricorn ~
Very punctual people with perfect punctuation. They hate it whenever their thoughts are messy or unorganized, it makes it hard for them to think thoroughly like they are expected to. They’re the smarter most mature minds in the room. Very deep, daddy voices. IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT. THEY SOUND LIKE THEIR DADS. ITS CRAZY. They talk with so authority and sureness, their diction is so perfect it makes everyone mad.
Handwriting style ✏️
Perfect handwriting, they hate it when their sentences look off or unstructured on a page. The most rounded o’s, the straightest lines and perfect length for every letter they write. Correct punctuation once again, their words look like they were printed by a typewriter.
🌪Uranus/aquarius ~
Very different minds, they could feel strange or odd in school, like they were just the oddball learners, had weird interests, or was a huge nerd over so many subjects. Crazy coffee drinkers, the ones with monster drinks and twenty textbooks that are about to fall out of their open backpacks because they rushed to get to school on time. The craziest people actually, their minds are like on drugs, they can be hard to keep up with.
Handwriting style ⚡️
Weird ways they write certain styles of their letters and their words can “come out” of the page. They write SO fast this is usually why they take harder classes in school with more work just solely on the fact they can write much faster than anyone else. Maybe comic-book looking writing? They’re dynamic and crazy like harsh lines and crazy o’s, there’s something unique about the way they write.
🌊Neptune/pisces ~
Such idealistic thinkers. They want to see the good in their surroundings, they do need to be careful with this because surroundings and things can be deceiving. They can absorb such much of their surroundings, they can be quieter communicators because of this. It can be taken advantage of since they’re overwhelmed by conversations or they can be easily fooled by the wrong people. Like they believe things that aren’t even true? Or they like tell a lot of white lies when they’re talking that make people go like uhh is that even true?😀😀 But they play it off when they’re caught lying, it’s very deceptive. The quietest kids in school that either did drugs or tried to escape class by doing some illegal stuff, or they just left. Some were never seen at school.
Handwriting style 🌀
The sleepiest handwriting I’ve ever seen. It’s provably hard to read what they write. Faded words maybe? Faded words on faded paper. So poetic though, it’s pretty but not in a venus way, it like captivates you. It’s hypnotizing they way they draw out their e’s and their a’s have a dreamy tail that connects to their next letter.
🥀Pluto/scorpio ~
Obsessive minds, they want to know everything possible, they want to reach the deepest depths on information and knowledge. They are motived and driven to know as much as they can, and they always seem to succeed. They’re very smart. The kids in school who would keep to themselves or would obsess over what the teacher taught them, the way they communicate is like they’ve read the same page over and over again for days. Obsessive.
Handwriting style 🖤
Darker, hard to see words, they can have obsessive writing. It’s perfect but fast writing, maybe a bit scary that they have the ability to write so much with so much power? People can be freaked out with just how much they know already. So their words can be very persuasive, so the letters would be magnetic, you love their writing once you read one of their essays. You’re obsessed, just like they are.
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Treasured
Reiner Braun x Reader
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◙warnings: sub! Reiner, dom! Reader, dollification (objectification,) soft smut, minors dni (18+) creampie, aftercare, feminization, stop light safe word system (red, yellow, green)
◙word count: 2.1
◙summary: Reiner and you adventure into this niche kink he discovered he likes. All he has to do is sit there and be pretty.
◙note: there’s a lot of variety with this kink so this is only like one instance. Also don’t judge the banner I tried ok ;;u;;
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You are not sure how you and Reiner ventured upon this type of kink.
He's a sweet submissive. Loves to feel useful, loves to feel used, loves to feel loved. He listens so sweetly to any order or demand that comes rolling off your tongue, barely ever voicing his desires unless you coax it out of him.
A borderline pillow prince. You do not mind though, he's sweet, and using his body is enjoyable to him and to you. He can barely make moves to reciprocate when you are done because he's so shaky and blissed from the feeling.
It must have been his admission to enjoying the feeling of being "fuzzy," as he described it. He likes being worshipped in a sense, while also being used at the same time. That must be how you stumbled across this.
Steam rolls out of the bathroom, pushing the scent of subtle vanilla and coconut as Reiner sits completely still, stiff, on the edge of the bed. A tight green emerald dress stretching across his chest, straining because of his muscles and not even able to cover his ass properly but still, he sits. Paused with only a hesitant glance to you before looking mindlessly forward. Cock throbbing against the material, hands set politely on his knees, fingers closed like a doll.
He already feels a bit fuzzy since he’s been waiting in this position for… he can’t remember right now.
Maybe you should feel at least a bit embarrassed but you don’t because you are just completely in the nude in front of objects. They don’t care.
His throat bobs as you make your way to him, stroking his hair as you get close but not looking at him in his eyes. No, now is not the time to acknowledge him as a human. Brushing over his hair and he almost flinches, almost. He looks sweet, docile like this. A complete contrast to his stature made of lean muscle and filled-out flesh in all the right places. The right places that stretch the fabric of the dress that had no hopes of fitting properly. The silence feels deafening but it only adds to the cotton building in his head combined with the scent of your bath products and he feels so comforted in a way, even if he is not looking at you. A little makeup bag knocks against his thigh but he stays stubbornly still, just as he should.
You’re debating on which mascara… he already has such pretty lashes that could reach his eyebrows if he looked up enough. A pretty blue color like marbles you find in your pockets on sunny day walks. Brown, purple, black… purple on his lower lashes and then black on top. That will make his eyes look so vivid.
Humming, you pick out your tools, wedging them in your hands so you don’t have to lean to your make-up bag. This is your doll now, it needs to look its best. Finally, you look into his eyes for the first time since you started the scene, acknowledging Reiner and not just him as a doll. The look in his eyes looks like his mind is buzzing, filled with static and empty of complex thought. You move his hands to hold the back of his neck so he's not in your way. Situating him just as you would a toy, he doesn’t resist, just lets you move him.
Straddling his lap you lean to his ear, “What’s your color?”
It takes him a second to realize this is the one time he is allowed to speak, so he pushes out a “really green,” voice raspy from not being used for so long.
Resuming your humming, you pretend he never even spoke. It has him debating if he ever did but he settles that you always listen and observe, even if he didn’t speak you would know, you always do.
He’s not used to the spoolie of the mascara caressing his lashes, he craves to blink or flinch away but he is stalwart in his goal. His goal of being-
“Pretty doll,” the purple is easier to apply than the black but you were right, his eyes look especially seductive here. The praise makes his skin hum and there’s more cotton stuffed into his head. You don’t even speak to him, you speak to yourself, low and under your breath. Any quieter and he wouldn’t be able to hear.
Leaning forward to stack the mascara some more pressing his cock against your lower belly. Ignore it. Foundation isn't necessary right now, his skin is already pretty and smooth like a dolls despite his scruff and stress lines that seem so faint right now.
His muscles are quivering from staying still, arms behind his head just where you placed them but he perseveres. Honestly, Reiner doesn't even process the muscle strain. The cotton and fuzz building up in his head make his body feel so light.
Lipstick, red always looks good on him. A reliable color. You fumble through a few different reds before you settle on the brightest red you could find before leaning propping your hand on his face. Adjusting his jaw to open just a bit so you can apply the lipstick easier. You get to see your dolls pearly white teeth that will soon be accented by ruby.
His cock still presses urgently against the fabric but you’re in no rush. You are decorating your favorite doll after all.
Swiping the lipstick across his lips delicately, he feels like porcelain. Fragile and delicate. Methodical movements to get the lipstick just right until you lean back on your calves to observe him fully.
His hands are still obediently behind his neck just where you placed them, not a hair out of place. Hm. Adjusting his hands, you place one to gently prop his face up against his cheek and the other coming to rest behind your ass on his knee. He looks good, beautiful. Long lashes and dazed-out eyes looking at something you can’t even hope to see, ruby lips paused in a cute pout he always wears when he’s in a certain headspace, pretty dress caging in an even prettier cock.
Tugging the dress to free his cock, you can’t help but think you were right. It is pretty; flushed pink head, thick in the middle with veins decorating that feel so good when he’s inside you. Thumbing over the tip and observing him quietly, seeing if he’ll break.
He doesn’t, not even a twitch, so you spread precum over his tip before using his extended bicep as leverage to hover your cunt over his length, tapping the tip against your wetted lips before letting it breach your insides.
The ridges in your cunt wrap around him so tightly, but all he shows is a bob of his Adam's apple as you ride him slowly. Hands caressing his chest down to his waist, pulling up the dress more to show his chest.
Wait- why hold the dress yourself? Your doll has perfectly good hands to hold its dress for you. Adjusting his hands once again to hold the edge of the dress over his chest, wrapping his fingers softly around the fabric. More skin to run your hands over, pretty pink nipples peaked, begging for attention. Circling your fingers around his nipples you glance to see if he reacts. He's always had sensitive nipples, but the only reaction you get is his chest tensing at your touch. Holding the dress perfectly to expose his chest, seeing him present himself like this is erotic. Especially when his chest is so responsive, nipples swollen with your abuse and turning red. You graze your nail around his areola and circle back to the center, pressing it into his nipple. No reaction, just his throat bobbing a bit and a soft exhale. The little sting of pain on his nipples goes straight to his cock, you can feel it pulse inside you.
Reiner feels worshipped. Even as he is still and stoic, this outer shell only protects the softness inside him. Maybe that is why he enjoys this so much. He can just be. Exist and feel useful while crumbling on the inside. All his life he has needed to be the strong one but now he can just be here with you, especially since you aren’t processing him as the man he presents himself on a daily basis. He’s just a doll right now, that is all he needs to be; not the strong one, not the reliable one, just him with you, that's it.
Rocking your hips into his persistently, the position allows your clit to bump against his toned abdomen and it makes you tighten around him like a vice. Sometimes riding feels like nothing but this feels like everything.
It feels so freeing. He has no expectations sitting on his shoulders besides just be still, be a good doll. He is confident he can do that. The cotton that has been stuffing his head makes his eyes water. Not out of sadness or anything negative — he just feels valid and safe here with you. The strong feelings sending dopamine to his brain just make his eyes glisten with tears, that’s all.
Hips rolling into his, you adjust his blonde locks to sweep back into his hair. It feels so good to have this control, to have this power over him, especially when deep down you know he feels so euphoric about giving you this control, leaving him vulnerable and open to you. That in itself is comforting.
It’s not an earth shattering orgasm, it’s a gentle wave washing over you as you press your thumb into the red-stained lips of your doll. You’re thankful his cock is thick enough to stretch your walls so nicely and your clit is at least a bit stimulated otherwise you wouldn't be able to cum like this. It might be considered strange to have your partner so quiet when he cums inside you, hands still holding his dress to expose his all for you, your own hands running over the dips of his chest and abs.
You wait until his cock softens a bit before pulling him out, a glob of cum rolling out with it while you sit in his lap, pushing his hair away from his forehead once more. His cum and your remaining juices gather between both of your thighs messily.
“You can break now, doll,” like a tig snapping, immediately his arms surround you, taking a deep breath as if he’s been holding it the whole time, face shoved in your bosom. Tears that were teasing the edges of his eyes fall freely onto your chest in dark purplish streaks and red lipstick smearing on your chest.
You hold his head close to your heart and play with the hair at the bottom of his neck, “you okay love?”
He takes a deep breath to gather himself before nodding but he knows you want to hear it, “yes just…” another sigh to catch his breath, “just feel good ‘s all.”
Reiner wishes he could describe how clear and lax he feels. Like he finally has contacts in after years of blurry vision. Don’t get him wrong though, he still feels like his skin is made of static, especially after freeing his muscles from his paused position.
The wax from the lipstick is starting to settle on your chest along with the drying tears of his, so you finally move his head to look at him. A beautiful debauched sight — mascara tear marks down his face and smear lipstick. He really doesn’t have to be his definition of perfect to be so beautiful.
“Let’s get you cleaned up okay?” Your voice is soft as if you’re still treating him like porcelain.
Another bath wouldn’t hurt too much, not if it’s for him.
He looks like a doll like this too. Half asleep as you pass a washcloth gently over his skin. Gentle red stain wrapping around his lips, still present even after you took off the makeup. Washcloth covered with a mix of yours and his body wash, caressing over his sore nipples. You’re humming here too, cradling his heavy head as you care for him.
The only feeling humming under his skin that he can process is that he feels loved. Treasured like some important thing, even after the scene has ended. Worth it. He feels worth it. You’ve convinced him through every little action — indulging in this niche kink, caring for him afterward, kissing his forehead as he slumps half asleep in the tub.
A soft call of his name and he opens his eyes again, “Reiner, tea and then bed, yeah?”
You’re too good to me.
He doesn’t realize he says it out loud before your eyebrows furrow and you shake your head, “No, I think I’m just enough.”
Ah, such a simple response shouldn’t feel so reassuring, he thinks.
Maybe he does deserve this kindness.
Slowly, your softness for him is etching it self into his skull, reminding him that he is worth something. When he lays his head on your chest, mouth minty and muscles melting into yours, he doesn’t even have the capacity to think about the nightmares because all the cotton that’s been stuffed in his head serves as the best pillow for his mentality.
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astrology notes: mars (pt. 2)
mars in libra
the mars principle describes how you set about getting what you need for yourself and shows how you define yourself. libra is about you in relation to others and gaining self-knowledge by using others as a mirror. these two opposing principles do not combine comfortably. how can you define yourself or decide what you want effectively if you consider the other person's needs before your own? 
the person with mars in libra attributes enormous importance to what the 'other' wants, and often gives away their energy and sexual needs. they don’t know what they want until they discovered what the other person wants. if you ask them what they want to do, they will most likely answer by asking what you want to do. this makes decision-making virtually impossible because they cannot focus in on what they want, but are always looking for answers from the outside, drawing in others to help them decide. because of this difficulty in knowing what they want, they are very ambivalent and give out double messages all the time. if they make a definite statement, they will immediately qualify it, so that what they really want becomes blurred and open to doubt.
in their sexual relationships, mars in libra like to observe the social niceties - venusian touches such as romantic notes, thank-you letters, and cards sent to continue the connection. romantic and charming, they know what pleases and often show a flattering interest in their partner's life and emotional well-being. they always ask the right questions and respond appropriately, which can be very seductive. enjoying repartee and flirtation, people with mars in libra may flirt for ever without ever getting round to doing anything. they enjoy creating the right setting - a romantic meal with soft lights and sweet music. 
sometimes there is a perfect atmosphere for sex, with the promise and the innuendo there, but the sex itself may never materialize. this is because Libra feels much more comfortable with the flirting stage than with the disturbing intimacy of sex. people with mars here like to start contacts, forge links and hold relationships together, but they also like to keep at a distance and avoid intense involvement, often using niceness and politeness as a barrier to intimacy. however, the urge to establish a sexual relationship is a driving force for people with mars in libra, so that even if there is not much actual sex involved, they need to feel they have an actual sexual partner, and will put a great deal of effort into pleasing their partner and holding the relationship together. 
mars in scorpio
mars is in dignity in scorpio; and someone with this placement is likely to have a quietly powerful and unobtrusively charismatic presence, backed up by an inner strength and sense of purpose. these people will have a certainty in their manner that conveys that they are not people to be toyed with. this is the most assertive and potentially ruthless of the water signs. 
this sounds a promising placement for passionate sex, and mars in scorpio people are passionate as fuc. however, with relationships they are often so intense and sex is often such a traumatic arena that they may never actually do it, though they can spend a lot of time anguishing over it. their sexual contacts are likely to be intensely emotional. they may have such immense feelings invested in sex that they shrink when they are attracted to someone, and all spontaneous responses fail; things just stop flowing. for a mars in scorpio, sex is all or nothing; they feel it as life and death - which can throw them into dreadful crisis and inner turmoil. sex is indeed intimately connected to life and death; and they will feel closer to this truth than anyone else. 
this placement makes for a depth of emotional honesty and integrity that you do not find with mars in the other water signs, but it can also produce the most agonized expression. once a relationship becomes established, someone with mars in scorpio will not be afraid of commitment. these people will offer and demand absolute loyalty, and will stand by their partners through thick and thin. they will also be the most possessive of all the water signs, and are vulnerable to feelings of sexual jealousy. this is because their feelings become so deeply engaged in their sexual relationships. with such an emotional investment, they have a great deal to lose. there is nothing lukewarm about them. these people will want to own their sexual partner; anyone not wanting to be possessed might find their intensity too much. 
mars in sagittarius
people with this placement have huge expectations of sex. believing it to be a path to self-knowledge, many are looking for sex to give meaning to life, and they may elevate it to the status of a religious belief. this can lead to restless promiscuity as they search for the spiritual enlightenment they crave. they can make a religion out of their own need for sexual freedom in order to pursue such illusive goal. on the surface, they appear to be happy and easy-going; but underneath there may be emptiness, despair, and a sense of having been cheated, as life constantly cannot match up to expectations. this provokes an endless search for the deep sexual healing that they believe could soothe this inner pain. 
as with all fire signs, but most intensely with sagittarius, there is a propensity to feel limited by the body, which holds them down when they want to be all spirit; and this can lead to a total rejection of the physical. this manifestation of mars can show someone who despises sex and aspires to devote themselves to the concerns of the mind and spirit, therefore renouncing sex completely. 
on a more ordinary everyday level, most people with mars in sagittarius do not live in such an extreme way, but they do all need to sex to bring meaning to life, together with a powerful belief in personal freedom. there is a common desire for sex to enrich their lives spiritually and offer a gateway to personal development. they are stimulated by differences and challenge, and so are often attracted to those who come from unique backgrounds who can give them a new perspective and widen their horizons. the impulsive nature of sag people means that they often jump too quickly into close relationships and then immediately feel restricted, so that often they have no sooner started a relationship than they have dreams of leaving. there is a tendency to run away from difficult situations rather than face up to the consequences of their own actions. they often find it hard to accept responsibility for what happens, believing that they have acted with the best of intentions and that therefore it must be the other person's fault. 
in order to enjoy sex, these people need to act spontaneously. within a relationship that offers this, they are very enthusiastic sexual partners, uninhibited and keen to experiment. they need the stimulation of variety, and tend to become bored if sex is too predictable. the person with mars in sag will want to get a lot of fun out of their relationships, and will enjoy going out to the cinema, concerts, and other activities with their partner. these people are also likely to enjoy their partners taking part in sporting activities with them, so that a shared morning run or a tough game of tennis could be quite fun! 
people with mars in this sign can make their partners feel fantastic. they have a warm enthusiasm which they give out freely; if they want you, they really show it. generous-spirited and optimistic, they expect to be desired, and so act in an open, confident way. if they are rebuffed, they will just try again or turn their attention elsewhere. they can, however, be rather careless with other people's feelings, acting first and think later, which can be very painful to those who are more sensitive. they find it hard to focus on the here and now or empathize with other people, as their gaze is firmly fixed on the distant future. they prefer to ignore difficulties, and that includes people's hurt feelings. rather than grapple with present problems, they will concentrate on their visions for the future and chase their dreams. for someone who shares these dreams, it can be an exciting road to travel. 
mars in capricorn
someone with this mars is likely to have an air of authority, and an innate sense of dignity and of deserving (not sure if that’s the right word tho). these people give a powerful impression of self-control and conduct themselves with good manners. they may seem quietly distinguished (and are often called mysterious). all the earth signs exercise self-control, caution and reserve, but these traits are most in evidence in someone with mars in capricorn. this could be because they feel their dignity is constantly at stake, which is arguably something that matters a great deal to them. they may restrict their lives in order to maintain control over it. 
when starting sexual relationships, someone with this placement will take considerable care not to make inappropriate moves. a rejection would be a loss of dignity. yet these people have a powerful sex drive and powerful needs for physical contact, so when sexually involved and certain of their partner they can be very bit as ardent as mars in taurus. people with mars in cap may be painstakingly slow in establishing contact, but once they have, they want the rewards for their efforts. they will take a sexual relationship seriously and expect it to last. 
like mars in virgo, they can go through long periods when, if not in a relationship, they remain celibate. for mars in capricorn, these may be rather austere times, when they bury themselves in their work or productive activities and swutch off their sexual needs (my friend with this placement says she’s not crazy about masturbating, but to each his own ofc). this is their way of surviving. when they do have a partner, they will let go of some of their control and have a powerful sensuality. 
people with mars in capricorn will be ambitious, and might choose a sexual partner who helps them get on in life or who enhances their status. they may choose someone who opens doors that might otherwise remain closed, or who has money. this is not as calculated as it sounds, for they may literally get turned on by money or authority. alternatively, a mars in capricorn person may start up in business with their lover. the dividing line between business partnerships and sexual relationships can easily blur. this is an ideal placement for a working sexual relationship.
mars in aquarius
this mars placement causes some impulsiveness and abruptness in manner or speech. they may do things quickly and unexpectedly, either because they make up their minds quickly or because they don’t fully realise the consequences of their actions. they often sum up facts or opinions and comes to a conclusion very quickly (the type of person to read the headline but not the article). they always seem ready for anything; mars in aqua often knows what to do in an emergency and how to stay level-headed through it. they speak readily and are incisive debaters, forcible and determined. their opinions are fixed and not easily changed from outside (aquarius is fixed after all); but when they do change, it often happens so suddenly and abruptly as if to surprise everyone. 
the often alienate their friends because of their actions, easily suffering from opposition and hostility. this position is not favourable for social niceties, associations, companies or firms, as they don’t see the need to nice for the hell of it. however, they’re somewhat ambitious and aspiring, original and independent in thought, too much so to associate on an equal footing with others for any length of time; such relationships are usually broken either through their ambition or love of independence. sometimes they seem to be democrats, but there is a good love of autocracy in them; they love leading and guiding others. 
mars in pisces
they’re the most romantic and tricky placement of the water signs. this is someone who is extremely sensitive to romantic gestures in love, and able to tune in to their loved ones on the subtlest levels. these people can make the most attentive lovers, who seduce and overwhelm their loved ones with flattery and attention. and yet, just as the object of their affections succumbs, they may be on their way, ever elusive pisces, to the next lover. their effusive gestures of affection can be in some ways impersonal (and superficial in retrospect). with a mars in pisces suitor, you are never sure whether you are the real thing or just a sounding board on which they’re practising - the idealized love object of the moment. these psople may want to keep their illusion intact more than they want a partner. plus they may enjoy the seduction process more than an actual relationship. they may be in love with the concept of being in love. if you are 'the real thing' for them, then your relationship will be infused with romance and mystery. these people will need intrigue to keep them involved, and will themselves regularly inject such ingredients into the relationship to keep the romance alive. they may read too much fanfiction for their own good (lol sorry, Bea). 
there is a deep yearning for an oneness with their partner; a total merging, which they are likely to satisfy through sexual contact. for them, sex may be a spiritual experience. it may be an union with something far greater than their partner and themselves that they seek, whether or not they are conscious of it. for someone with mars in pisces, there will be a conscious awareness of this spiritual dimension. the practice of meditation symbolically represents their orientation. someone with such an orientation could, if not in a relationship, spend long periods celibate. paradoxically, they can also be the most promiscuous, with no sense of sexual boundaries, and wanting everyone that they feel attracted to. it really depends on their level of consciousness. this is the most passive of the Water signs, and perhaps the one with the greatest diversity of expression.
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“Give a little look, do a little shimmy, wiggle them hips. Or, ya know -- take it easy and just hang around shirtless." Rudy’s wide, toothy smile was infectious, his fluffy little tail in full swing. "Can’t go wrong with me as your audience, big guy. I'm not a picky man!" The mood was light, which he preferred. As a lover, Rudy liked keeping things on the playful side. Carefree laughter was a sign of comfort, and he would respond to his partner with plenty of touches and attentiveness.
Rudy looked at the fluffy paw that fell onto his hand. He drew his gaze upward. Powerful arms that would appear intimidating to somebody who was a stranger to Asgore. White ears peaking from cascades of blonde hair like boulders cutting through the cliff of a waterfall. Soft creases collecting on the corners of his mouth and eyes whenever he laughed and smiled. They say that a loved one is 1000 tiny details combined into one person. Rudy must have seen them hundreds of times over the years. But now, those tiny details affected him differently. He was drawn to them, filling him with a desire of wanting to bring himself as close to Asgore as possible.
...there was no doubt in Rudy’s mind that he was very much in love with his dearest friend.
Gorey had found his way to become a parental figure to his daughters and practically a husband to Rudy. All the hugs, those nuzzles, the hand-holdings. Finding themselves comfortably snuggled against each other at night. It wasn’t just friendly tenderness anymore - it meant something, right? What they had was so special, it was more important than any physical desire he had.
But God damnit, Rudy wanted this. Sure, the ol’ reindeer wasn't shy. But the years afforded him to be wise enough to not jeopardize an important relationship for a chance to roll in the sack.
He decided, then and there, that if Asgore showed any signs of pulling away, he’d retract, apologize, and never ever attempt to come onto his friend again.
Rudy’s hand remained under Asgore's paw. His smile softened as his free hand brushed along the side of the larger man's face. "You mean so much to me..." He spoke sincerely as Asgore’s soft eyes gazed at the shorter man. They were always - always - so full of warmth for him.
"Wouldn't do a thing to mess up what we have..." A simple, soft caress down the blonde beard, his thumb grazing over the creases of the other’s face.
Rudy’s hand found itself at the center of Asgore’s chest. He could swear Gorey’s heart was pounding under his palm. "Can't describe it...” His smile lifted playfully, now brushing his hand in short strokes. "...but I ain't pullin' out a dictionary for something I can just show you...”
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I just had this idea of Reader being hired to take Crepus' virginity and give him 'experience' before the wedding night. Or Reader works in a brothel, and Crepus is their client; a rich boy fooling around before he has to settle down.
oOOH this,, actually made me,,, think about something that's kind of a combination of the two?? 👀👀
warning: mild nsfw nothing is explicitly described, though things are implied & suggestive, so read w/ caution babe
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Like like, imagine that the reader works in a brothel, right, maybe somewhere super high-class tho (maybe somewhere in Liyue??) , and young adult Crepus' friends bring him there one night, hoping to give him good memories of his trip there. They ask for one of the most sought-after escorts, and you're the one offered to him. You bring him to your room, expecting him to just be another rich lay who overcompensates and leaves you to do all the work, but instead you're surprised when ––instead of demanding you remove your clothes–– he instead apologizes and says you don't have to sleep with him, though he will still pay you for the trouble.
You're rightfully confused, bc what?? But you manage to get him to sit down and just,, have a conversation with you instead. You both talk quite a bit, with the freedom of speech that comes with the thought of 'I'm never gonna see this person again, what harm does spilling my guts out to them do?' So you both talk, you form a connection with the sweet rich boy who gave you such a good time, even if he didn't sleep with you. When he has to go though, you bid him a fond farewell and press a kiss to his cheek, then he's out the door and out of your life. And, funny enough, you never even caught his name.
Some time goes by then, you still work in the brothel, you're still incredibly reputable, you're still doing what you're good at. But it takes you by surprise when, one day, someone with a Mondstadtian accent and inconspicuous clothing comes and states that your services had been requested ––by name!!–– by a rich Mondstadtian family, and that should you accept, you'd be handsomely rewarded. You accept, of course, and are brought there.
On the way, you're given the run-down about how the eldest son of the Ragnvindr clan was being encouraged to find someone to court and wed. It had been his father, actually, that suggested he find an escort who could teach him all he needs to know about pleasuring someone else in preparation for him looking for a significant other. The son ––Crepus–– hadn't been given much of a choice on the matter, really, but his parents had been quite surprised when he explicitly requested you.
When you get to the Ragnvindr estate, you're given a warm welcome. It comes as a surprise, though, when the young man who takes your hand and steadily guides you down from the carriage turns out to be the lad who you spent a whole night talking with so long ago–– you'd recognize his pretty hair and the kind glint in his eye anywhere.
Knowing that its him you’re going to bed makes everything so much easier. Turns out, it’s that same reason why he asked for you, as well. He wants his first time to be with someone he knows and who knows him, at least, so you were an easy choice.
I’m not gonna get too nsfw here, but basically your first time is sweet. You guide him along, show him what you like and how to do things, and Crepus is very receptive to suggestions. It’s actually a very soft and sweet thing–– driven on by Crepus as a gentleman wanting to please his partner and you wanting the man to enjoy his first time. 
The story can go several ways after this, I think. 
It’s possible that maybe Crepus ends up growing fond of you, and you of him. Maybe he ends up courting you, you both get married and it’s all a happy ending. It’s also possible that, even if he does fall for you, his parents would not allow you two to wed due to the difference in your social classes, and, tragically, the two of you share one last goodbye kiss before you never see each other again. 
Or, my favorite (and the most convoluted ending) could be where neither of you act on the soft touches and fond glances, though they do exist. You both quietly pine for the rest of your duration in the Ragnvindr manor, but neither of you say anything. You end up leaving Monstadt and Crepus behind without either of you speaking up about your feelings. Some few more years pass, though, and it’s the Lantern Rite festival, and you’re wandering the streets by your lonesome when you stumble across two kids, one with blue hair and the other with a startlingly familiar shade of red. They’re lost, you easily tell, and when you ask where their parents are they say that their mom ‘Isn’t around anymore’ and your heart goes out to them
You try to help them find their dad, who they say brought them here, and you guide them around by their hands while you search. Eventually, the redhead –Diluc– spots someone who he thinks is his dad. From where you stand, you can definitely tell that yup, that red hair is sure as hell just like Diluc’s, all right. Diluc and Kaeya call out for their dad, and when he turns at the sound of their voice, you’re completely sure that their dad is Crepus Ragnvindr, and he’s standing right in front of you. 
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