#i like the hair a bit more every day

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN | 221009 • CASE 143

#hwang hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #malegroupsnet #hyunjin #*gif #*ccarly #*hyunjin #*carly:hyunjin #finally decided to be a good hyunjin stan and gif him from a case 143 perf adfasdgasdgd #i like the hair a bit more every day #i still like Him as much as always which is: a lot #i hope is hand is okay :(( take care of yourself hyun

[saturnsorbits]

Hot and heavy sex with FuckBoy!Sero that slowly turns into the slow, deep, hand-holding, forehead to forehead, can’t look away as you feed off of each others moans sex… Please and thank you.

#This will be my next Sero piece if it murders me…. #Want to feel him in my throat… #Hushing and looking down at you with that look in his eyes that scares him a bit… #The look that tells you this is more than just sex; that he’s giving you something more than just his cock. #Holding you like you’re a life line and basking in your body… #I feel like that man has charisma for days and yet; this love-struck unknowable depth he just doesn’t show. #Until he’s with you that is and he’s balls deep and his stomach is doing a funny thing whenever you look at him - #and it’s making it hard to focus on the way his hand is wrapped in your hair arching your back so he can fuck you from behind : #so he does the only logical thing… #He flips you over and laces your hands with his; bends one leg over his shoulder to get in just as deep and sinks in slow… #His eyes on yours; mouth lingering close enough to swallow every one of your moans… #You whine; eyes rolling back: ‘Hanta: so - so deep’ #yeah; he thinks. He fucking might be in deep. #And not just in your guts.

[forestofsprites]

i've flipped my routine around these past few weeks and the result has been me absolutely and completely enamoured with the daily walk. i have become a walker. just generally going for strolls!!!

#i wanted to get back into weight training. bc i miss being fucking ripped i won't lie #but realistically i just pop my shoulder joints out and i don't need to make my arthritis worse. so that's a slow and steady sit #i have replaced it with The Daily Walk #and my god i've gotten hooked #every day i'm adding a little more to my route and my body is taking it so well i'm incredibly proud!!! #yesterday i bumped into a mouse and a salamander #i've also realized that when i'm home next week i can dye my hair blond again #OH AND I'VE bumped into redacted twice. including this morning. and i was so normal and it totally didn't brighten my day or anything #friends. friendship. making friends. and such<3 #it's nice getting some strength in my body again. somewhere #i mean i'm shit at getting my right leg to lift all the way so it keeps getting a bit . dropsy #and i know my limits!!!!! #but it's nice:] #there's a lot that can't be controlled life-wise but shit if i give my sweet autistic brain a routine peppered with #my interests??? like fucking catnip babey

[gregmarriage]

will always have to begrudgingly remember (and hate the fact) that one must find joy in the small things in life, and live in the present

#rn it’s playing animal crossing every day and watching bob’s burgers every wednesday #i do have things to look forward to even if they seem far away (and often are) #at the end of april we have a caravan holiday #and yeah it’s only barely march rn #but at least it’s something #more recently tho i’m planning on dying my hair blonde and going shopping #trying to become human again and come back to life so to speak #bc i haven’t felt very much like a person lately and i’m trying my hardest to get back to normal #but if i relapse i’ll just have to work through it #truly i’ve been redoing my course in mental health 101 and regressing quite a bit #but it’s fine #i’m working through it #idk i’m like dipping in and out of here rn #but anyone is free to come hang out by way of asks or you can folllow my insta or whatever you want #i think maybe i need also retake a course in friendship #bc i haven’t been a very good friend lately and those people know who they are #but i love all my friends dearly <3 #and anyone is always welcome to come make friends with me #i love chatting to people so come say hi! #and i wanna rekindle things with the friends i already have #rn i’m just a lil car going down a road very very slowly and i need to be careful about things #it’s such an obvious thing: you’re a human being with only one body and mind and you have to take care of it #but sometimes that can be hard #and that’s okay #anyways please don’t be shy about talking to me i don’t bite! i’m just relearning how to be a person and that includes talking to ppl #but i’d still love to talk to you! #anyways catch you on the flipside i guess (or whenever i happen to be active on here imao) #gwen rambles #gwenposting

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

mac i am so sorry to enter ur inbox with more qsmp but oh my god. qcellbit update. so he talked to bagi. his sister. he still doesn't remember her. he still needs time to process everything but she said she's waited fifteen years so she can wait a few more days. i'm crying and sobbing rn. also he doesn't even fucking remember what he did to get thrown in prison, all he knows is that he was killing people to survive one day and another he was behind bars. i'm UNWELL!!! he got called in to talk to cucurucho (the fuckin THING that's kind of the federation mascot and it tortured cellbit with a chainsaw months ago FUCK CUCURUCHO ALL MY HOMIES HATE CUCURUCHO) and he was just. fucking tired. yesterday he messed with the feds quite publicly and cucurucho questioned him about it and he said "i don't care what you do to me, you can torture me, i don't care. i just want my family back, i want a future with them. just give me peace. let me rest." HE SOUNDED SO FUCKING TIRED. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING UNTIL SOMEONE POSTED A TRANSLATION BUT HE SOUNDED SO SO SAD. AND NOW CELLBIT HIMSELF IS GOING TO TWITCHCON SO QCELLBIT IS TAKING A WEEK LONG DEPRESSION NAP. MAC CAN U HEAR ME. I'M UNWELL. I'M LOSING IT. THIS IS ME RN

anyway. hows ur day. i might go watch some steven universe bc i have been meaning 2 rewatch it (or adventure time!!!! one of the two for sure) take a short break from binge watching hannibal 2 watch a silly funny cartoon :3 also still trying to make my way thru marble hornets again it's just such an insane series 2 rewatch u know but i'm getting there!!! sorry i am just currently lying on the floor in my brain thinking about qsmp i had 2 tell u what happened 2 ur blorbo in law today

NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT PUTTING STUFF IN MY INBOX I LOVE GETTING MAIL I LOVE LEARNING THROUGH OSMOSIS I LOVE LISTENING 2 PPL TALK ATBT THINGS THEY LOVE

that sounss aboslutely DEVASTATING btw. oh my god. so the whole thing is like.. she remembers him but he doesnt remember her ?? GODDDD thats so upsetting. im glad hes getting 2 take a nap even if it is a depression one sigh. oh man oh man i love this.

my day was! good i think! i have not had a day to reat since my whole job shadow debacle last week so im kimd of running on fumes BUT . i have off work tmw so im gonna get a haircut and feel all good about everything. and maybe work on some art bc im now caught up to my pre prepped invertober images and i have a couple other time sensitive things like that. ougah. we keep truckin. ive got a huge backlog of youtube videos to watch from last week + beginning of this week i cannot Wait to get thru those and also watch more adventure time !! bc i have offically gotten to Stakes (a marcelone centric mini series) and it is one of my favorite eras ever. i love you vampire lore!!!

#im like... skooo tired rn. i dont have ANY more words left in me. #but like i also dont want 2 sleep yet #i didnt shower this morning bc our gas lines have been down for like 3 days and we ran out of hot water #BUT theyre back up now. but also its like 11pm and my family is asleep and i dont want to wake them up #but i feel soooooo gross and greasy #+ my hair is at that point where its like. Uncomfortably Long. getting back into oh fuck i look like a girl territory. eugh #but its FINE bc im getting it CUT tomorrow. my favorite place had one (1) opening tomotrow afternoon so i snatched that shit up RIGHT away #uhhh what else. i watched some scary movies today those r always fun. #every day i yearn to be a) a man covered in blood or b) a vampire bite victim but like in a fun homoerotic way #those two things are not mutually exclusive but you know what i mean. i need 2 look like will graham #asks #friends!!! #anachronistic-falsehood #i am also revisiting an old blorbo rn and the nostalgia is hitting sooooo badly #i will not name this blorbo bc im not into public humiliation like that but ohh my god. favoritest guy ever. #fundamentally changed my life type character. #category 7 insane person moment. we stay silly !!! #im like. sooooo sleepy and rambly but also i feel a little bit like an oyster rn

[dyketubbo]

i do think oranboo would wear dresses and skirts but i also think that she would still be really pathetic. shes not your sassy but supportive sister figure who magically knows makeup now and does yours for you shes not human and her species doesnt have gender (at MOST if you connect enderians to the ender dragon then she would be. a dragon) so tits would probably be more annoying to her than anything ("why would i choose to have back pain. why shouldnt i just tailor dresses to fit me without weird lumps on my chest") shes probably not going to be very nice at all really

no in my mind oranboo has just decided that now that shes a girl shes TWICE as better than everyone. shes still a weirdo who lives in a cave and cant go out in the rain not because it would ruin her makeup but because itll literally kill her. ranboo not being on the server is actually just oranboo going mining to try and get rich again. shes still a spoiled brat but now shes a spoiled brat of a PRINCESS and really her connection to the ender dragon makes her THRICE as cool and better than everyone else, actually. she mutters to herself and probably always has dirty hands because ender but she doesnt have silk touch.

transitioning didnt make oranboo go from a manloser to a #girlboss #slay #baddie who pinches your cheeks and teases you but means well. shes just a womanloser now who does wear dresses and heels but the heels are so it hurts more when she steps on your foot to get you to drop something and then pretends it wasnt her and even if it was you deserved it actually because that was hers? its in her hands so its hers now. she probably stole the gender too

#o!ranboo #origins smp #osmp #ranboo #mask mews #me: yknow it does suck that theres so little variety in hcs for oranboo. wait. i can be the change i want in this world #she only grows out her hair a little (if she even has hair) and she doesnt paint her claws but she DOES file them to be sharper #she hates how makeup feels and either way beau is probably the only member who does wear makeup anyways #so she wouldnt really think its a girl thing she would probably think its a beau thing #(shubble is a phantling who probably has rough skin and niki is. underwater. so) #(they COULD. but it might not process as something they put on themselves every day) #she does however wear even more jewelry #she already did. but shes wearing more now #she puts on makeup for fancy events if they even have those and gets frustrated bc she doesnt actually know how #so she ends up getting help and then pretends like she had done it all on her own anyways #do you see my vision. do you understand #she gets a bit more feminine sure but shes still a loser who chose to live in a cave and probably got told to leave her homeland #bc she was being a brat #she hasnt learned she just heard shubble niki and beau be referred to as the girls of the server or whatever #and was like whats that. i dont know what that is but i want it? i want to be girl? #and after a long attempt at getting her to understand gender shes like. hm #well this all sounds really complicated but im still stealing the girl thing thanks

[jakeperalta]

living with my mum is literally like living with a passive aggressive roommate except I'm hardwired to be 100x more sensitive and upset by her

#the drains in our bathroom clog easily so we have to be sure to get any hairs out of the shower regularly #(which i do! i brush my hair beforehand and avoid any hairs going in the drain while i shower and pull out any afterwards) #and several times a week my mother will get some gunky gross hairs out of the drain and then leave them on top of my shampoo bottle #it's not like i'm the only one with hair in this house why is it somehow my fault!!!!! #if i don't move out soon i will straight up lose my mind every day it's like she says or does something that chips at my sanity a bit more #talking

[lethalhoopla]

Running around in Andromeda and having to make these cryopod decisions has me thinking a lot again about the strange tendency in a lot of sci-fi to just…. Forget the little things that make a society tick. The people, the jobs, the work done that… without it, sure, maybe we won’t starve, but we’re not…. a Society, y’know? And we sure as hell won’t function half as well.

Who is cutting people’s hair? Who’s fixing the clothes (especially when resources for New Things are so scarce)? Who’s cleaning, and cooking, and looking after kids or others who need help?

Give me more appreciation for the everyday workers in sci-fi, dammit.

#me: andromeda #they do have a couple good moments so far with at least mentioning how its every day hard work in the outposts that are making a difference #but even then its more science and engineering focused #though i am elated theres that one guy on prodromos who explicitly mentions being a civil engineer and #that its a working plumbing system that makes for an actual livable town not just flashy stuff #but for real #gimme a salarian barber who loves working with hair and buffing fringes and keeping everyone feeling more like themselves in the chaos #gimme an asari linecook who is working her ass off to keep outposts fed and coming up w new recipes in all the tight pinches #gimme a turian daycare worker with babs of all species hanging off their arms and tucked in their cowl #while their parents are hard at work making andromeda survivable #gimme angaran and krogan new best friends keeping politicians on their toes in their offices bc janitorial staff knows this mess is a #health and safety hazard ffs #oops my working class solidarity is showinng again #i just want a krogan and salarian workers union to kick tann in the skinny ass a bit about credit and resources where due okay

[fanghuas]

oh but Han Ying secretly painting portraits of his Zhou Zishu 😍😭🥺

(I think either @rainsfalling or @jingbaeyuans or both had some excellent thoughts on HY + drawing. So I'm pinging you both in case this is relevant to your interests 😅)

Han Ying is mortified when this is found out, years later in Siji manor, both because he did it in secret and because his skill was nowhere near sufficient to capture ZZS' beauty, omg zhuangzhu don't look 🙈

Zhou "don't perceive me" Zishu is secretly both flustered and touched.

And now, of course, HY is allowed to draw him openly to his heart's content. He's gotten quite good, but he still insists that nothing short of perfection is good enough for ZZS.

#asks #anon #hanzhou #every day I am so fucked up bc THEY #I think zzs is especially 🥺🥺🥺 bc like...if he was going to guess #he'd assume the portraits would be of him as zhou-shouling #and there's a fair bit of that #but it's also him smiling. relaxed. with his hair down #hy didn't get to see him like that often and he was absolutely enamored #zzs I think hadn't quite processed that hy saw this side of him at all back then #bc the worse things got the more he switched entirely to zhou-shouling #its giving him some big feelings that his ying'er saw him even then

[eggs-can-draw]

komaeda anin: I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED KOMAEDA TALK

but no yeah oughghghhg i actually had this whole thing where komaeda, on impulse, runs away from Jabberwock (actually i have an idea for this au, what if thats how rantaro got to jabberwock, he followed komaeda, komaeda recognizes him as the kid who could withstand his bouts of bad luck but he doesn't say anything bc rantaro wont say anything and there's just rhis mutual understanding anyways—)

he expects to be caught, of course, no way he wouldn't be, he just needed time though, time to really look at the damage they've done and the healing Makoto and co have been doing, maybe do something to actively help instead of cause destruction

(and maybe that help was leading a lost kid to find a new home—)

but when he gets found, he didn't expect for the one to find him to be Peko and Fuyuhiko, he didn't expect to find a drone being controlled by Kazuichi, he didn't expect them to bring food that TeruTeru made specifically for him because he's on a strict diet because of his health

he didn't expect to find Akane and Nekomaru catching up to them, they're loud and they're big and yet they still managed to have sneaked out or got permission to head out despite the danger of being recognized

Sonia an Gundham come too, saying that he's one of them, that there's a darkness tainting all of us, we're all the same

it's Hajime who appears last, asking him, "want to go home?"

and.

and Komaeda wants to.

(actually i forgot what the title of the fic was, sobs, but there's this one fic where he went to his parents' graves for one last goodbye and what if thats where they all meet and the gang sees the shoddily cleaned grave bc Komaeda's still healing so they all help clean it up—)

You fool the komaeda talk never stops he is Nagito Komaeda on the Nintendo DS he is Nagito_Komaeda_Nonstop_Debate_Mugshot.png which my laptop auto corrects to every fucking time he is fingers in his ass guy HE CAN AND WILL COCONUT MALL YOU and there is no escaping him I love this. So fucking much. Just. AAAAAWAWA The THEMES esp if he’s visiting his parents cause like. He went steeped in his own past and quite literally led the future home. And just. AAAAGH.

Also just the thought of lil Rantaro Appearing on Jabberwock like maybe a week or two after Komaeda goes back and he just. He just has a moment of “….wait a fucking minute” (and just Little Rantaro seeing this disaster of a guy and going “yeah imma just follow him he looks like he knows what he’s doing”)

And wanting to actually SEE that the world is healing! He wants to see the new hope after the BIG BAD DESPAIR. He wants to see that things really do get better and mmmmmm that scratches the brain in all the best ways.

ALSO ALSO KOMAEDA BEING CONFRONTED WITH THE FACT THAT FUCK. HIS FRIENDS CARE ABOUT HIM AND WOULD MISS HIM IF HE DISAPPEARED. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAOUGGH

#eggs can answer #komaeda anon #nagito komaeda #also au wise kokichi fuckin losing it when they realize that Komaeda is gone #it’s a fic outline in my head where like. sit with me ok it starts with komaeda maybe a few hours to a day or two after he gets to the #mainland. it’s a road trip type beat where we’re on the road with Mr Nagito Komaeda and his thoughts yknow? hyjinxs on the way and maybe a #little green haired nugget shows up in need of a ride and just kinda keeps showing up every once in a while. but more specifically we hear #about How he ran off but we never actually find out that he’s going to visit and clean up his parent’s grave until the last chapter when we #actually GET THERE. I unno it sounded cool in my head #also like a bits that swap pov over to the Jabberwock squad (Hajime probs) where they try to find him #if we wanna stay in au land then maybe an extra chapter midway through from Kokichi’s pov for the funnies and an epilogue abt Rantaro #showing up at Jabberwock #also this has me thinking about how most of the Jabberwock kids probably remember what the tragedy was like #exceptions being cases like Himiko where she was born on Jabberwock #and it just. OUGH. it fucks me up a lil

[thebeautifulfantastic]

i really want to be one of those beautiful girls who always have impeccable hair and natural-looking makeup but the truth is most days i truly don’t have the desire to put anything more than the bare minimum into my appearances

#i’m pretty simple tbh #i have great fashion taste (and am willing to admit it hehe) and i like to look good so i put care into choosing what clothes to wear #but i never really cared at all about makeup besides lipstick and eyeliner #(my best friend who is one of the most beautiful people i know would always wear black eyeliner and mascara and i just loved the look) #on a good day i accept myself the way i am but other times it’s hard to feel beautiful #i don’t know why but the thought of having to set aside time to do my makeup every day make me cringe a little bit inside #and then i see my little sister and my cousin and so many other girls and i’m like ‘belle you gotta step it up for people to start seeing yo #you differently and as more attractive.’ #i remember when i was Little enough for my mom to do my hair every morning (and i had long hair) she would do all these fancy braids with it #and after a while i’d just… had enough of the fancy hairstyles. no more sitting still while someone braids my hair for me #so i got a shoulder-length haircut and never looked back and i’m FINE with just wearing my hair loose and natural every day now #but it’s quite think & dry & curly so it’s not always that easy #anyway traditional beauty standards SUCK #it shouldn’t be like that but it is. and i think a lot about the notion of ‘femininity’ and especially feminine beauty standards that are pl #placed on hispanic women and wonder just how much of that was passed down to me through my mother #i swear i will get a pixie cut and/or keep my hair short even if it is partially out of spite #belle speaks #this post is sponsored by tiktok LMAO

[faggatini]

maybe ther is a problem

#idk… #venting in the tags a bit #I need to talk to my therapist and see a psychiatrist but #for the past to hours I had a panic attack and convinced myself I was going to die and then in the middle of that I got an itch #and I’ve always had a scratching problem where I scratch myself a lot #NOT WITH THE INTENT TO HURT MYSELF #it just happens when I’m anxious and it’s gotten better if we th years #but I got itchy and I could t stop scratching myself everywhere and then my head chit so itchy and I spent forever trying to find nits #(live eggs) in my hair. But there was nothing but I kept looking and looking and still noting was there #and my scalp was really try so thee was a little bit of dry skin coming off which made me even more crazy about it #and I don’t know. I’m over it now I’m fine but like. there’s always something wrong and I don’t want every day and every night #to be this bad awful experience because then that’s just my whole existence. knowing that each day there’s going to be *something* to make #me absolutely miserable. #so I really hope this is just a stress thing xoxox #also i don’t have lice I just needed to clear that up

[apricotluvr]

July 23

#1. the weather this month was horrible. how is it raining this much in the middle of summer? so annoying #2. July was a month full of having mehmaan or going to visit other peoples houses. I’m a pretty social person and I usually love spending #spending time with family but this was a bit too much #I made my version of knafeh after quite some time (without a recipe really) and it turned out good 😃 #3. flowers my mum regretted buying cause after paying she saw other ones she liked more and which were cheaper lol #4. these beads I used last year to make necklace. wore it only a few times so decided to change it and make it into a phone chain. also #got this cute sticker from work. cute right. my inner child is really happy with the amount of cute stickers I can just use #5. every year there’s this group of Muslim youth from another city. and they organise a carnival type a thing for the kids in their city #2 years ago I volunteered there and decided to do it again this year. it’s not in my own city but our masjid is in that city. took my mum #+ little brother with so he could play. my aunt also came with her kids and it was a really nice day. the whole thing was organised and run #by Muslims and was free for all. i had a good time helping out and was asked if I wanna join the committee (?). I declined #bc it’s a little too far for me to be present throughout the year. I will continue to help on the day of in sha Allah. anyway they did do #catering for the volunteers and it was from one of my favourite restaurants in that city. I kinda know the owner so when I saw him when I #joked if my favourite cheesecake would also be provided today. he said unfortunately not but he’ll bring some just for me so he did 🥺 #6. made a little heart w my baby bros hair #monthly recap

[neonacidtrip]

You could tie your hair in low bunches on the sides and then maybe braid the low bunches if you feel like it? That way sleeping on your back they're not uncomfortable and the hair isn't pulled!

Oh, that's actually a pretty good idea! If the braids don't work, I could probably try loosely twisting the bunches as well. Tonight, I'm going to be seeing the dog who likes to hop on my hair while I sleep, so this is perfect timing for me to test it out!

Thank you, anon!

#there are such good people in this world #its also nice to see people actually read my tags sometimes. im never sure lol #it took a surprisingly long time to find a thank you gif from the search but it was worth it because i found a cute dog gif #ive seen options for doing hair on the sides before that i never liked because they were always too high up #doing them lower would probably help a lot. and its an easy hair style to do #it works much better with my weird hair length as well since gravity will be more on my side this way than with a bun #you are a wonderful person anon! you spread goodness and light in every ask you send #thank you for taking the time out of your day to help me solve my silly problems #you are super appreciated! i cant send emojis on desktop but here are the best hearts i can offer <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 #there is a way to send emojis on desktop but i think i disabled it because my cat kept using it lol #i hope you have a fantastic weekend and lots of rest (that is free from hair pulling lol) and sweet dreams #funny enough i was actually googling sleep hairstyles for a bit before you messaged me #and your recommendation is much better than anything i found on youtube #you are an angel and a life saver #neo answers #ask neo #angel in my askbox #beautiful anon #hair care #sleep hairstyles #hairstyle recommendation #gif warning

[starbuck]

Apparently my 3 month T anniversary was yesterday, so what better time to post some Progress?

#the first pic is from back in March so a while before i started #but right around when i had my appointment that got the ball rolling!! #and then right is Today! :)) #even just looking at selfies from July and August it’s amazing how much the facial hair has increased just lately #i have to actively shave to keep it just where it is #which is actually kind of fun… i missed shaving #and i like the facial shaving cream i got! #i don’t do it every day bc there’s not enough to warrant it and i usually have a mask in public anyway #but it’s exciting how much is coming in so quickly!! #i’m hoping it’ll increase further and thicken up but we shall see!! #it’s definitely working on it! #and my voice is… a Work In Progress #speaking voice is getting there… singing voice is a bit of a Thing #but i’m working on that too #the lower notes are a LOT of fun #i just hadn’t realized that my belting range was gonna take such a hit - so that’s been tough #but it’s okay #still have my head voice anyway #my range is more like four octaves now up from three and a half #and like. does it sound *GOOD*???? well. #again - i’m working on it 😂😂