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#i hope is hand is okay :(( take care of yourself hyun
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HYUNJIN | 221009 • CASE 143
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hyunnie04 · 3 months
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pleaaaaase i need a reader x hyunjin where hyunjin sweats his ass off during sex and it drips on the reader!!! (totally not thinking about this from his most recent live)
a/n: sorry for the sort of long exposition!! kinda got carried away since the req was so hot jhasjdhjhds i hope it turned out ok!! sweaty hyune is so.. 😵‍💫
unprotected sex, sweat, mdni 18+ nsfw below the cut
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hyunjin had texted you a few hours ago that he would be home later than expected. you were fine with it, noticing how hard he worked these days. passion never rested for someone like hyunjin.
sending him a quick ‘ok, take care love youuuuu’, you decided to do some light reading in the meantime. you have been trying to find some down time, not really finding the right moment to squeeze it in your hectic schedule.  
it was almost midnight now. laying down on your stomach for an extended amount of time was probably bad for you, but the novel that rested on your bed had you completely engrossed. legs dangled up in the air as you flip another page, a quiet yawn escapes your mouth.
the bed dips as a figure hovers over yours. the figure straddles and lies down to rest on your back. surprise takes over your features before you could turn back to look, but a kiss to your shoulder told you everything you needed to know.
"hyunjin!"
“baby, you weren’t answering your phone.” hyunjin mumbles, his voice soft and raspy, most likely worn out from practice.
you turn your head to glance at the neglected phone beside you in worry. surely enough upon pressing the on button, a flurry of unread messages from hyunjin had popped up. there were at least 15 and they mostly consisted of wondering where you had gone. the guilt immediately sets in, sitting up to face him.   
“oh, no i’m so sorry. i must’ve lost track…” you close your book and throw it to the side, mad at it for distracting you for such a long time. you hope whatever he texted you was nothing urgent. 
he laughs at your expression, kissing the space between your eyebrows. hyunjin takes the strings of your hoodie and pulls you closer. he was still in this practice clothes, the beanie he left with this morning was nowhere to be found. your legs slot right in between his while hyunjin tilts your chin up to his eye level. “it’s okay, baby.” he smiles, tracing your bottom lip with his thumb. “i know how much you love reading.” 
that one simple action from him made your heart practically pound out of your chest. no matter how many times he manages to fluster you with his gentle touches, it always feels like the first time. heat easily creeps up your neck as he turns you around to cuddle.
when hyune was tired, he turns into the cutest, clingiest ferret.
hyunjin’s hands snake over the expanse of your stomach, further burying his head into your neck. the hot puffs of breath from his mouth and the growing hardness in his pants send goosebumps all over your flushed body.
and sometimes, he turns into the horniest one.
you stop yourself from audibly gulping as he leans to whisper in your ear.
“hmm? are you getting flustered?” hyunjin rasps out lowly from behind the shell of your ear. wetness followed as soon as those honeyed words left his lips. it was useless in denying it, he knows damn well how much it affected you.
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you were down on your shared bed, laid bare and disheveled all for hyunjin to see. you're still recouping from the mind numbing head he had lovingly given you, not expecting him to still have the stamina to go down on you judging by his sleepy state just an hour ago.
hyunjin’s lean and toned figure hovers over yours as his faded grayish pink strands fall delicately over his eyes. he was still dressed in his dark hoodie, only pushing the waistband of his sweats under his length, stubbornly insisting that tonight was about you.
when he had finally entered your drenched cunt, you immediately felt incredibly full, like you always did. hyunjin’s flushed length is eagerly hugged by your gummy walls as if it was solely made for him alone. the deep groan he lets out drives you insane.
he had let out a shudder, feeling your warm pussy swallow him whole, combined essence slowly dribbling down the ruined sheets. hyunjin struggles to contain himself from giving in too early, wanting to make you comfortable first.
a light sheen of sweat starts to collect on his brow line as he adjusts his hips, eliciting a mewl of pleasure from you.
any movement- no matter how little, from either one of you sends mind numbing, electrifying shocks towards your sensitive nerves, tethering on the edge of orgasm. 
looking at hyunjin with hazy eyes, his chest heaved heavily with desire, poking his tongue out to lick his lower lip in that teasing manner that he usually does.
you wonder for a second if it was possible to get any wetter- with hyunjin? it definitely was. 
he looked absolutely sinful, staring down at you hungrily with half lidded eyes as if he was hunting prey, tongue still cheekily poking out and ready to pounce.
“hyune-” the words prematurely die in your throat, getting cut off by the abrupt desperate thrust of his hips. hyunjin couldn't hold back any longer.
you cry out, hands gripping the sheets in an attempt to ground yourself from the animalistic pace he had set. hyunjin is like a man starved by the way his unrelenting thrusts into you eventually start to rock the bed.
you can't help but grind yourself in time with his hips, the wet sound of skin slapping against each other echoing through out the room.
cum obscenely drips from your connected bodies and hyunjin can't help but take his fingers out and spread it further onto your weeping cunt. his surprising actions make you squeal out, clutching on to his forearm and subconsciously making you clench around his delicious cock.
he hisses through the overwhelming pleasure, continuing to toy with your overly sensitive lower lips whilst keeping his momentum.
"you're so pretty, my love..." hyunjin mindlessly sighs out. you could only moan in response, too fucked out to reply.
hyunjin was starting to get hot, you could tell. sweat had started to accumulate all over his body, making him glisten even in the dim atmosphere. the sweat saturates and dampen his hair, making him run a hand through them every few seconds in an attempt to keep them from falling.
seemingly having enough, hyunjin abruptly stops his movements. a strangled sob of desperation escapes your throat as he angrily pulls the zipper of his hoodie down, throwing it next to you. it was so incredibly hot.
you could smell the intense scent of his perfume mixed with sweat along with the unmistakable erotic smell of sex radiating off his skin now. he bites his lips and closes his eyes as he sinks easily into your slick cunt once more, resuming his exhilarating pace.
hyunjin’s lithe arms cages you in between them as droplets of sweat start to drip profusely off his chin and down on to your chest.
the first time you and hyunjin had sex, you were simply astonished by how much sweat he produced. he even apologized for it, for something he couldn't control. you had to insist that you really weren't bothered by it. everybody sweats, some just more than others.
in fact, it secretly made you even hornier knowing how your hot and sexy boyfriend was wet, soaking, and glistening, how could it not make you horny? many nights were spent thinking of him in that state, tempted to just lick it off him in depravity.
it was definitely an unexpected but welcomed addition to your unexplored kinks. you haven't even told hyunjin, so it takes him by surprise when you pull him closer with your legs around his waist, kissing, lapping at the droplets that continue to fall down his chin.
he gapes at you with a momentarily look of bewilderment, but then a flash of ferality in his eyes takes over. hips now starting to stutter aimlessly, he drowns in his unrestrained pleasure. savoring your sweet mewls of ecstasy fueled by his own erotic grunts and hisses.
hyunjin leans down to trail tender wet kisses of desperation along the junction of your neck and shoulders. it's spreads more and more of his perspiration onto the dewy expanse of your skin, the sight of it is absolutely nothing short of pornographic.
the tell tale sign of his orgasm shows, breath hitching in his throat and the bruising grip he has on your hips says it all. his hair flips upwards along with the slight tilt of his head as you clutch his toned arms in return, finally spurting his release inside of you.
wrapping your arms around his neck, the thick searing hot cum that spills inside your walls prompt yourself on the edge of unraveling. hyunjin reaches a hand to your aching clit, rubbing tight little circles on the bud to aid your release.
the throbbing in your pussy seems to increase by tenfold, hips wildly bucking up to meet his hands. you cum with a whine, relief washing over you.
the piercing just below his eyebrow shines against the golden light of your night lamp, getting covered by his pretty hair falling on his face while he stares into your half lidded eyes.
your fingers instinctively reach up to tuck the strands behind his ears, just to see the beautiful piece of jewelry. hyunjin’s eyes are still shut from the aftershocks, but that didn’t stop him from taking your palm and kissing it affectionately.
“i love you so much.”
"i love you too."
he collapses on the wet valley of your breasts, resting his head to recover. both of your breathing are labored, no doubt extremely exhausted.
“we really need a shower.” you hum, smiling adoringly at his tuckered out form, playing with the hair on his nape. hyunjin raises a suggestive eyebrow at your proposal and lets out a cheeky giggle.
"if you wanted to get even wetter, all you had to do was ask."
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nerdofthecentrey · 1 year
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For Them | Cha Hyun-Su x Human Reader
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Genre: Fluffy, Angsty
Summary: You do what you can to protect others and get hurt in the process.
Warnings: Blood, Getting hurt, monster descriptions, normal Sweet home stuff
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It had been 16 days since this all started, It was terrifying but you wouldn’t lose hope. You wanted to stay alive not necessarily for yourself but to be with Hyun-Su. And for Kim Su-Yeoung and Kim Yeoung-Su the little kids both you’d both saved. You were determined for them to live, even in this cruel world they still deserved a chance.
You stood next to the stairs that lead into the rest of the apartment building. Your boyfriend stood across from you with that faraway look in his eyes.
“ I hate that you have to do this.” You sighed, glancing at the beaten door.
“Don’t.”
You looked back at him and he had this dead serious look in his eyes. You understood this was for the best but you still hate the way they treat him. You wish he wouldn’t take shit from everyone.
“ Gosh, Hyun-Su..I can’t keep letting them treat you like a caged animal. I’m gonna talk to Eun-Hyeok.-“
“ Y/N, Please.” Hyun-Su rested his hand on your shoulder bring you back.
“ I’m sorry, It’s just your doing so much for everyone here…. It’s like they don’t even care. I hate that.” You pause for sec thinking before you continue with, “ It’s okay if your hurt by this Hyun-Su. Your aloud to be upset-“
“ I have to go.” He cut you off in a quiet tone ready to retreat. You snatch his face back before he can go placing your lips on his gently. Warmth fills you and you savor the feeling. You never know when it may be the last time.
You headed into the daycare center not expecting to see Eun-Hyeok. It looked like he had just gotten finished talking because everyone was dead silent. He walked straight pass you out the door you followed. But before you could even say anything he spoke.
“ The answer is no.”
You suck your teeth, “ You don’t even know what I was gonna say.”
He turned.
“ I’m guessing it’s about Hyun-Su. My answer is no.” with that he walked away. You let out sharp sigh. You‘ll get him eventually just not now.
“ Y/N..?” A small voice spoke in almost a whisper. It was Yeong-Su. His eyebrows were slightly furrowed and his sister stood close behind him.
“ What’s up?” I asked a little worried.
“ Umm…” The little boy started his sister finished.
“ He wants you to come with us to get his toy. He lost it when we first got here. It’s on this floor. We just don’t want to get lost.”
Your heart warmed a little at the fact they were asking you and not someone else.
“ Of course, Shall we?” You held out your hand to the boy he toke it with a grin.
You all walked through the halls of the first floor. It’s only now you really understand how much a maze this building is. It makes your stomach turn a little at how many people actually lived here. Meaning how many lost their lives and how many turned. You guys had been walking for a little while before you could resist asking the boy.
“ Are we headed the right way?” He noded slowly showing you clear as day he was unsure.
“ Do you remember exactly where you lost it?”
“ No..” It sounded like he was gonna cry.
“ Yeong-Su!” His sister shouted forcefully pushing his hand out of his. “ You said you knew!”
“ I did know! … I thought I did.” He shouted back.
“ Hey.” You said sharply catching both of their attention. “ It doesn’t matter. We’re gonna find the toy either way. Let’s think of it like a mission okay?”
“ People who are working together shouldn’t argue and pointlessly yell at each-other. Deep breath.” You you inhale as did they. You exhale as did they. “ Now, Yeong-Su. Do you remember the area of where you left your toy?”
“ Yes, there was dirt it was in the hallway near the graves. It rolled into a room.”
“ That’s Good! I’m sure we’ll find it no time!” Before you can continue something goes off in your body. The atmosphere sudden tilting.
A bucket loudly crashed from the hall in front of you.
You push the kids behind you, cursing at yourself for not bringing a weapon. How are you constantly telling other to be prepared for anything and you aren’t even prepared. You look around for anything to use and find a short pole.
Just then you could see the shadow of a monster creeping up the hall. It’s tall and lengthy. You push the kids back the opposite way of the hall. Pushing them to run.
You knew it probably wasn’t the best idea to make loud noises but you weren’t far from everyone else. You wanted them to be safe as soon as possible being in the hallway was too vulnerable.
Just then the monster let out a loud screeching noises. You turn back just in time to see it round the corner, headed straight at you.
“ Run!” You shout. The kids pick up the pase sobs coming Yeong-Su and Su-Yeong pulling her brother along with all her might.
You grab a random cabinet pulling it down pushing multiple things in the way. It seems to slow the monster long enough for you to make back to the main area near the elevator.
Thud!
Yeong-Su fell to the floor. You quickly swept him up as fast as you.
A whimper come from Su-Yeong. Your head whipped around to see the monster creeping slowly into the room. Your heart was already pounding in your ears, your bones started to fell stif.
“ Go.” You tell them.
“But-“
“ Get the others.”
Su- Yeong didn’t wait she grabbed her brothers arm pulling him along.
You felt your body relax a little when you heard their foots steps getting quieter only for the monster to come bones cracking and stretching out with thin skin covering it. It was sickening to look at. You held up your pole knowing these we’re probably your last moments. But you were okay with that. As long as the others live.
Suddenly one of the arms came flying at you, you swung it away like baseball. Of course it only flew back but so far.
You ran closer to the main entrance leading it father into the hall.
“ Let’s go!” You yelled.
The monster seemed to let out some words you couldn’t understand. Only the word,
“ Family. ” “ I’ll do it for my family.”
The monster croaked sending his arm like tentacle thing towards you. You dodge to your left the tentacle missing you. But the sharp edge of a cabinet not.
You inhale sharply, but you can’t feel anything, not yet at least. Your whole body just feels warm and ready to move. You push yourself up from your spot grabbing onto the wall. You place your hand on your stomach to stop it from bleeding so much you fell the thick liquid coating your hand.
“ My family…my family…” The monster kept saying to itself eyes twitching. Sounding like it was trying to think or remember.
You leaned up against the pole watching the monster,
“ Hey!” A voice shouted a glass bottle was chucked at the monster it screeched in pain as it burst to flames. You jolt back from the heat your body hitting the wall feeling weak as ever. Ji-su rushing to you.
“ Oh my god, that’s a lot of blood.” She states.
“ Thanks a couldn’t tell.” You groan. Just then a loud buzzing sound rang from the door. You knew it was Hyun-Su it kept ringing violently. Till Sang-Wook opened it, you heard your boyfriend rushing down the stairs. Everyone watching the creature burn. His eyes fell on you.
“ Y/N!” He ran to you.
“ Hey.” You croaked.
He stared at you with a lost look on his face Ji-Su held you up. He had his lips parted as if he wanted to speak but he didn’t know what to say.
“ Maybe you should help!” Ji-Su shouted at him.
“ Right.” Hyun-Su said. “ I’m gonna lift you. It’s easier okay.”
He carried you to the room where Yu-ri works in. She patched you up carefully, Meanwhile you tried hard not to curse. While Hyun-Su stared with his lost eyes.
Once Yu-ri left you spoke.
“ Don’t keep looking like that.” You tell him.
“ What?”
You pause for second your heartbreaks a little, “ You look so lost. Why don’t you just share what your thinking?” Hyun-Su looks taken back but you go on.“ Hyun-Su, I won’t judge you for how you feel. I want you to tell me not keep it bottled up inside. Out of all the people still left in this word I won’t be the one to judge you.”
You watch a tear slowly falls down his face, you reach up brushing it away softly. He grabs your hand pushing your palm against his face. It’s like he said it all in that moment. More of his tears fall for the first time it’s like a wall had fallen down slowly. You watch him breakdown right in front of you. It hurt you to see. You pull his head down to rest between your neck and shoulders. Massaging his head gently.
“ I’m here, Hyun-Su.”
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A/N: Okay this is my first time writing anything that has so many parts to contribute in and my first Kdrama. Hopefully this is good. I might end up switching or adding more the ending. Let me know if you have any tips and/or misspellings.
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agi-ppangx · 5 days
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ᯓ★ alone together
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ᝰ hwang hyunjin x gn!reader
ᝰ wc: 569
ᝰ an: i wrote it a few weeks ago when i wasnt feeling too well and then i listened to alone together by fall out boy and boom! i wrote this fic :3 i hope you'll like it, please remember to leave feedback !!<3
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you didn’t know what time it was when you finally entered your flat. you only knew it was late - too late for your liking. letting out a loud sigh you kicked off your shoes, not caring about putting them neatly on the shelf. you only dreamed of going to sleep so the day could finally be over. 
it’d been too much lately - the voices in your head got louder again and your boss had been acting like a complete bitch, making your life miserable and leaving you feeling like a failure. you were overworked and overwhelmed and you could only take so much before breaking down completely.
you dragged your lifeless body to the bathroom, stripping down of your work attire and letting the warm stream of shower water rinse the exhaustion and ache from your muscles. you didn’t bother doing your skincare - with your state, you were proud of yourself for just showering and every other thing seemed like too much of a hustle in that moment. leaving the bathroom, you felt a sting in the corner of your eyes and you let the tears fall down your cheeks, thinking it could be best. after all, even clouds cry when they feel too heavy. 
you entered your bedroom with a foggy sight, not entirely aware of your surroundings, so when you heard a quiet groan you wiped your eyes, scanning the room in confusion.
“hyune?” you asked in a small voice, finally acknowledging that your fiancé was home. he hummed softly, not saying anything and it confused you even more. “baby, what are you doing here? i thought you were staying at changbin’s tonight?”
hyunjin shook his head, burying his face deep into the pillow, and you brought your hand to his hair, threading your fingers through his dishevelled locks. you took your time to massage his scalp and hyunjin seemed to visibly relax under your touch, finally looking up at you.
“why are you crying?” he whispered with worry, ignoring your question. he stretched out his arms and invited you into his embrace which you gladly accepted without a word. his strong arms wrapped around your body, creating a shelter for you and your messy thoughts. “bad day?” hyunjin added, placing a gentle peck at your temple. 
“yeah,” your voice was small and weak as you replied, the tears starting to fall again. “you too?”
“yeah.” 
there was no need for further explanation. without a word, you snuggled closer into hyunjin’s chest, hearing his heartbeat - your favourite lullaby. the silence filled the room, the only things that could be heard were your quiet sniffles and hyunjin’s heavy breathing as he tried to calm himself down. suddenly, a wave of guilt filled your body. you looked up at your fiancé, the sight of his troubled expression making your heart sink. 
“i’m sorry i can’t help you right now,” you said, your voice barely above the whisper. hyunjin shook his head, closing his eyes.
“it’s okay, you’re hurting too. we can be two troubled souls together until we are ready to help each other, yeah?”
you nodded weakly, more tears spilling from your puffy eyes, and hyunjin was quick to wipe them from your face. you leaned to kiss him and he didn’t protest. it was messy, just like your minds at that moment, but neither of you seemed to care as you found comfort in each other’s arms. 
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ᝰ taglist: @astraystayyh @laylasbunbunny @l3visbby @like-a-diamondinthesky @hanjsquokka @xichien @inniescandy-01
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3rachaslut · 8 months
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Hello there 👋🏼 If you’re not comfortable with this request than you can ignore it.
But how would skz be like with their virgin!partner the first time they get intimate.
Hope you’re taking care of yourself ^_^
hi anon!! i hope you’re taking care of yourself too. this has been sitting in my drafts for a while as i was trying to “perfect” it but the thought of virgin!reader x skz is so beautiful 😭
SKZ X VIRGIN!READER (GENDER NEUTRAL)
MINORS DNI !!
warning: sex obvs but not detailed, mainly just fluff
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chan
LOTS of kisses !!
SO much reassurance “are you sure baby? we don’t have to if you’re not ready, i promise”
grabs your face and rubs your cheeks every time you wince when he pushes further in :(
“you’re doing so well darling, i know it hurts. we can stop at anytime if you need to my love”
would whisper praises and strings of compliments down your ear every time he slowly pumps in and out of you omg i’m- :(
would kiss all over your jaw and neck until you get used to his size and start moaning and he would smile so fondly at you enjoying yourself aww
“let’s get you cleaned up darling, i’ll run you a bath stay there”
lee know
would start kissing you so softly on the lips then SLOWLY trail his way down…
ORAL ORAL ORAL OMG he cant get enough and oh god it’s so messy
“if you’re sure baby, just say if you need to stop”
would grab your entire head in his hands and look into your eyes as he gently pushes in :(
“i’m sorry baby, it’ll stop hurting soon i promise. are you okay?”
fast forward and you’re a moaning MESS. would say things like “you’re so tight oh my god. mine. all mine. no one else’s”
“was that okay? i didnt hurt you?” *cuddles to sleep* AHH
changbin
“really?! you’re sure baby?!”
lets you grip do tightly onto his biceps as he pushes in you SO slowly so as not to hurt you SO CUTE
would stop instantly every time you wince and say “is it hurting too much? we can stop if you need to babe” AWW ;(
“you’re so so beautiful angel, doing so well”
stroking your hair, face, arms and once your pain subsides, he has the biggest smile on his face !
“you feel so good baby” omg-
you’d be moaning his name over and over and over again whilst he’s speeding up his thrusts but always double checking your reactions incase it’s hurting you :(
“i love you so much baby, you did so well” *kisses your face all over* ahhhh
hyunjin
would stare so deeply into your eyes, his full of adoration as he runs his hands over your nipples, smiling every time you moan
kisses that trail all over your chest, tummy, legs. pretty much just worshipping you
“are you ready love? if it hurts too much please tell me and we can stop”
plants kisses all over your face as he slowly enters you. each time you wince, he would say “i know baby, it’ll feel so good soon darling i promise”
“so beautiful, you’re so beautiful love” so sweet i’m crying
would hastily speed up once you tell him it “feels good now hyune” you’re so cute i’m-
the WHIMPERS hyunjin is letting out omg
“i’m so proud of you baby” ;(
han jisung
like chan, SO much reassurance !! “you know i’m more than happy with just kissing you baby, you don’t have to do this if you’re not ready, i promise”
would be so hesitant at first but once you tell him you’re ready, he wants to make your first time heavenly ;(
“are you 100% sure babe? we don’t have to if you’re not ready?”
neck kisses ! whilst he slowly pushes into you and every time you wince he would pause and wait for you to tell him to continue aww
“how does it feel baby? not hurting too much?” “starting to hurt less ji, can you go a bit faster? and the SMILE on his face is so heartwarming i’m-
thrusts at JUST the right speed for you, constantly checking in on how you’re doing.
“you’re so amazing my love. do you want me to run you a bath to clean up?” AWWW ;(
felix
constant words of praise and compliments falling from his mouth as he feels all over your body
the whispers in your ear has me in tears he’s so sweet with his words :(
“i’m going to put it in now darling, please tell me if it’s too much” omg-
the eye contact as he slowly pushes in with the most caring eyes ever watching your reaction omgbsj
would stroke up and down your legs to comfort you until it stops hurting ;(
“is this okay baby? not hurting too much” you’d shyly shake your head and he falls in love with you all over again ahh
once you tell him to go faster, he’s so relieved that it’s started to stop hurting and just kisses all over your thighs
“you’re so incredible y/n” ;(
seungmin
the shocked eyes he gives you when you tell him you’re ready are ADORABLE! “are you sure babe?!”
KISSES ALL OVER YOUR BODY, especially your neck to get you going omg
“i’ll take care of you gorgeous i promise” ;(
before he puts it in you he’d say “promise you’ll tell me if you need to stop? i really won’t mind” he’s so sweet omg-
the way he holds your hands as he enters you omg i’m-
each time you wince, he’d say “i know baby” and rub circles on your hand with his thumb
“stopped hurting now minnie, can you go faster” HES THRILLED “okay but tell me if i’m going to rough baby”
“it’s okay baby i’m here” AHH ;(
jeongin
would literally just make out with you at the words “i’m ready to have sex with you innie” but would pull away and ask “are you 100% sure?”
just like lee know, ORAL ORAL ORAL !! he’s down there for so long because he’s so drunk on you (THIS MAN IS WHIPPED)
“you taste so good baby, can’t wait to feel you around me” oml
would take your hand and kiss the top of it “are you sure you’re ready?” “yes innie”
slides in you as slow as he can and i swear this man ascends to heaven at the feeling of you around him
“you feel so good baby, ah, is this okay?” and you nod in slight pain but once it subsides you WANT HIM
“so beautiful my love, i’m so lucky” he’d say whilst cupping your face and kissing you as much as physically possible whilst sliding in and out of you
“so proud of you darling, let me take care of you”
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sunnysana · 5 months
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Cha Hyun-soo x F! reader
Summary: You thought you saw him again for the first time in a long while.
Warning(s): Crying, slight angst? (With comfort!)
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"Hyunsoo!" You yelled, so sure you saw him just a second ago "Hyunsoo are you here?!" You yelled again and then sighed.
"I must be wrong then..." I say to myself "mabye it's just cause I haven't seen him in so long, and I just started imagining things.
I let myself sit down on the cold floor.
Ever since that day, I've never seen him again I felt some kind of regret not chasing after him and not letting him go, now I don't know where he is or if he's still him.
A tear drops
What if he's more like a monster now? What if he doesn't like me anymore? All the concers are getting to my head.
But there's no reason for crying now, right?
I think I should just go back to the base. Another search for him failed. I brush away the tear drops. And tuck a loose hairstrand behind my ear.
I get up from the floor to leave. Dusting my clothes of a bit I take a last look around.
Is that movement?
I quickly run over to the place "Show yourself!" I pull a small blade out of my pocket just in case taking a step forward.
The noise came from around the corner.
I take a moment to calm down as my heart was beating at a faster pace than usual.
"If you don't come out, I'll come!" I said, what in response got no reaction. "Fine then I'm coming"
Just as I was about to reach the corner of the building, I heard a voice. "Are you sure that's what you want?" It sounded like exactly his voice.
"H-Hyunsoo? Is that you?" I froze "Do you really wanna see me?" he asked softening his tone "Ofcourse I do I missed you so much..."
I stepped around the corner, revealing him, there wasn't really any change to him except for mabye his hair. I like it but even if I didn't I wouldn't have cared cause it's still the Hyunsoo I always liked.
I tear up again and hold him "I'm so sorry I didn't do anything I wish I didn't let you go" I buried my head in his chest as he was a bit taller than me.
He was a little surprised of the soft contact cause it's not what he was used to but eventually put his arms around you.
"It's fine. I don't blame you for it... I'm sorry for not showing myself... sooner" he mumbled softly. "It's okay, but why?" I look up at him.
"I didn't think you'd want to see me" the boy with messy hair replied.
It made me sad to hear, cause why wouldn't I wanna see him? I don't care whether he's a human or neohuman, he's the sweetest boy I've ever met and nothing can change that. The boy I fell in love with
"Hyunsoo..." I said while hugging him tightly, sniffling a bit "I've missed you"
Your words seemed to hit him as a tear dropped from his eyes. "I missed you too Y/N" he held you closer.
"I still don't get why you'd want to see me again, though, but I'm thankful you did," he said shyly.
"Why wouldn't I miss you? You've always been there for me and helped me when I needed you and honestly... I think I love you" I confess while looking away nervously blushing a bit.
He then used his left hand to cup the girls cheek and make her face him "I think I love you too" he said blushing and gave her a kiss.
She leaned into his touch before pulling away blushing aswel as him.
"Let's stick together now?" She asked. "Always" he replied.
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A/N: he's such a sweetheart. I love him 😭 I hope you all enjoyed it. Thanks for reading!
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sunflwryu · 1 year
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warning: fluff, comfort | not requested
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care
“...are you okay, baby?”
hyunjin had just woken up in the middle of the night to feel you trembling and your breathing unsteady, labored, heavy. you’re holding onto the pillow so tightly, turned away from him, and he can hear tiny, pitiful whimpers and gasps escape from your mouth.
there’s no answer to his question, and he doesn’t know what’s wrong exactly, but all he knows he can do is to bring you into his arms to ground you, to anchor you outside of the pain you’re suffering right now, and that’s what he does, pressing your ear to his chest so you can listen to his heartbeat, his hold on you firm but gentle and loving, giving the top of your head delicate kisses, hoping they’ll bring you any sort of relief. it breaks his heart to feel tears soak into his shirt, to feel you shaking so much like this, and it hurts so, so much to feel you, hear you, watch you in pain like this, but he has to be here for you because it’s the only thing he can do to make you feel at least a little better.
“i-i’m fine,” you sputter with a broken voice that’s not at all convincing, trying to push him away, “g-go back to sleep...”
he can hear what you’re trying to tell him. don’t worry about me, i don’t want to be a burden to you. it makes him feel so frustrated because he loves you so much that you could never make him stop worrying about you, you could never be a burden to him, who’s so incredibly lucky to have you when you could‘ve chosen anyone else in the world. sometimes it makes him think that you can’t trust him enough to let him comfort you, to share your problems with you, but it doesn’t matter.
he won’t let go, he won’t, he won’t leave you to go through this suffering alone. “don’t be stubborn, baby...please, tell me everything, if it hurts and what hurts...” he begs, not wanting you to continue denying it, to continue hurting yourself like that by ignoring your own pain like you told him you had before meeting him.
you’re silent for a bit, and he doesn’t want to push it, just holding you until a minute or two later, you begin to wail. “hyune, i-it hurts, it hurts so much...” you sob, lips quivering, throwing your arms around him and squeezing his torso as tightly as you can, like he’s your stress ball to make it a little bit easier on you, and he doesn’t mind it at all. but to hear you like this, he can’t even imagine how much pain you’re in, how he feels guilty for not being able to do anything but hold you like this, how much his heart burns and shatters with every pained sound you make, because this is all he can do, because you’re in pain and he can’t take the pain with you, for you to ease your burden, because he’s absolutely powerless right now.
he just bites his lip, then grits his teeth, eyes tearing up as he tries not to cry from hearing you like this, but he tries to keep calm, be the steady rock that you can lean on, be there for you so that you can feel better sooner, so you can be free from whatever pain this is.
“don’t worry, baby...i’m here,” he reassures you quietly, stroking your hair with his hand, “...i’m here, okay? i’m right here...i love you so, so much. you can make it through this, you can do this...everything will be okay...”
you’re breaking down, you’re calling and sobbing his name desperately, endlessly, and each time you do, without fail, he squeezes you so lightly you can barely feel it, but you do and it’s so comforting. it’s like he’s saying everytime to counter your every doubt, repeating lovingly i’m here, i’m here for you always, and that, that is something you’ll never take for granted, something you’ll try to keep in your heart when you’re feeling sad or anything like this again. it means so much that he’s here right now, doing his best and just loving you in general, it means the world to you. he whispers words that you can’t understand thanks to your delirium, but you understand what they’re meant to do and his voice is a familiar melody that soothes you the more he speaks.
he doesn’t know how long you both stayed there like that, cuddled up under the blankets holding so tightly onto one another, because at some point you’d grown quieter until eventually, you’d exhausted yourself from it all and fell asleep, and shortly after, he did too; by the time he opened his eyes again, it was at least daylight from the glow of the area above the closed curtains, and you were okay again, a content, peaceful smile on your face as you held him ever so tightly still even in your sleep. it made him feel better, knowing you were okay now, knowing that maybe he helped you through it in some way, somehow at least a little, because that’s enough for him.
he just stares at you for a little bit, not wanting to wake you up because you deserved the rest...you deserve absolutely everything good and wonderful in the world and even more than that. you’re so beautiful and so unreal, and you didn’t deserve to feel that pain at all. all he wants is for you to be happy, to never suffer ever again...and for him to be happy with you, to be there for you is a blessing, a greed that he’s so, so grateful you’ve indulged him for.
it’s not long before you wake up, and you feel his hand hold your cheek, gently guiding your head so you look at him as your boyfriend begins to speak.
“next time, please wake me up, okay, baby...?”
this time, the tears that spill from your eyes are ones of gratitude for what he’s done for you, now and every night before it by just being there with you, to lie in bed with you and hold you. “thank you, b-but you have to sleep, you’re always so busy and you’re so tired and—”
hyunjin shuts you up with a sweet kiss on the lips, giving you the most loving, adoring, comforting smile as he cups your face delicately, his soft gaze ever so warm and understanding and filled with affection.
“i don’t care about that...what i care the most about in this world is you.”
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note: i wrote this really early in the morning because i was in lots of pain (obviously not going into detail as to not trigger anyone). it’s what i wanted someone to do for me in that moment, and all the other painful moments. i didn’t write specifically what the pain was so that everyone could find comfort in it, and i sincerely hope this helps you through hard times. i’m not sure if this would count as angst but let me know what you think. thank you for reading. :)
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skz masterlist  |  main masterlist |  by @sunflwryu
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dalchiid · 2 years
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𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 2
A story of obsession, fear, and lust. You're a maid whose Masters forbid you in meeting their guests for the night but your luck runs dry when you run into them and catch the attention of Lord Hoseok himself. He's smitten from the beginning and thus, your fate has been decided.
Pairing: Yandere Vampire Hoseok x Fem/AFAB Reader
Word Count: 4,364
Warnings: 18+, Yandere, Obsession, Possessive, Angst, Fear, Blood, Biting, Dub-Con, Eventual smut
Will add or remove warnings based on what's in each chapter.
I do not condone the behavior being exhibited in my work. This is solely for entertainment purposes and I hope if any of you are ever in a situation like this that you have the chance and ability to run away from it. Take care out there.
DO NOT copy, edit, or repost my work anywhere.
Chapter 2 Warnings: Yandere, Possessive, Obsession, Mentions of masturbation, Non-consensual witness to the masturbation (Not with Hoseok), Fear, Angst, Blood, Biting
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A knock resounds from your door pulling you out of your half sleep. You subconsciously wipe at your mouth as if you'd been drooling but your hand remains dry. Your laptop is off but you're unsure if it's because the battery died or simply because it went into sleep mode. Another knock pulls you from your bed as you sluggishly make your way over. It's dark out and without your light on you stumble about. With a flick of your wrist, you squint from the light that drowns your room before opening your door to find a servant whose name escapes you. One of the newer ones you're sure as you've seen her face every now and then but never interacted with her as you have the others.
She bows before stopping herself short. "Sorry, I uh..." She seems nervous before giving you a smile to make you believe otherwise. "Master Hyun-Woo has requested for your presence." Her soft tone of voice is a blessing to your ears due to the oncoming headache that begins to plague you at the mention of your Master.
With a soft sigh you nod not knowing what to expect. You've experienced many sides to Hyun-Woo. Anger was not one of them. He seemed to calm after your little exchange. That was before the rest of the group stumbled upon you both and the mood began to grow sour for every exchange of words passed between each of you. So it's with weariness that you nod again to the girl before slipping your shoes on.
You eventually find yourself at his door and go to knock before feeling a rush of air pass in front of you as the door swings open. Hyun-Woo's arm reaches out and drags you into his room where he then shuts you both in in haste. Your back meets the door with a slam and for a moment you feel a little fear. Hyun-Woo rests his head upon your shoulder, his face tucked into the crook of your neck. His breath comes out in pants and it sends shivers down your spine.
He groans at the mild fear he can nearly taste off of you as it pulses along with your racing heart. "Don't do that."
"Don't do what," you whisper.
"Don't be afraid of me." His lips brush your neck in a soft kiss before he pulls back.
Your eyes widen for a moment after looking into his own eyes. The brown of his irises slowly turning blue in patches like ice.
"What?"
"I couldn't stop thinking about you after the fact. I was anxious. Hoping you'd be okay."
You shake your head a little before correcting yourself with a nod. "Of course I'm okay, but you-"
"I know." He needed to feed. He wasn't due. You knew this but clearly something else was bothering him. Enough for him to be triggered for a feeding.
Without question, you bring your bare arm up to him. His hand comes to loosely grasp it before bringing it straight up to rest against his door and just above your head.
"Good girl," he groans.
His teeth graze your skin along with his tongue before he sinks his fangs in and hard. A gasp escapes you. It's not the first time he's bitten you this hard but you have to bring your other hand up to curl in his hair to try and reign him in a little. To keep him grounded.
Hyun-Woo retracts his fangs and takes the moment to suckle the blood down his throat. His other hand grips your waist before pressing his whole body into you. Soon enough he starts to struggle in getting the blood out and in retaliation to your body he bites again just underneath the first one. Your gasp turns into a yip of pain as he uses his bottom teeth as well and nearly chews into the flesh of your arm.
You stave off the need to cry and he seems to realize this as he tries to shush you in comfort. The blood gushes from his mouth at the sound and he has to stop himself from grinding into you because of the mess he's making.
He takes a few gulps more - your head feeling light from it all - and with a long swipe of his tongue he pulls back enough and buries himself into your neck once again. His breaths leave him in harsh pants while his arms curl around your middle. Keeping you flushed against him.
Hyun-Woo whimpers into your skin before moaning at the feel of your fingers scratching away at his head.
"Let me have this."
You frown in confusion. You could barely get the words out of your mouth before he repeated himself over and over like a chant.
"Let me have this. Let me have this. Please, let me have this."
One of his arms loosens from around you and it takes you a moment to realize what he is doing. The sound of his belt coming undone, the zipper being pulled down and a deep groan. Your mind is hazy from the loss of blood but you have fight in you - enough to stop him.
"Master don't," you slur.
Your shirt rises a bit unintentionally as his arm rubs into you as he no doubt pleasures himself.
"Please," he cries. "Aah please."
You push against him in a slight struggle. "Master Hyun-Woo please stop." You push harder. "Stop, stop, stop." There's a hitch in your throat and it forces him to freeze before pulling away roughly.
His eyes are wide and bloodshot. The brown completely replaced with blue. A bloody tear runs down his cheek at the realization of what he's done.
Hyun-Woo pushes off of you harshly before turning away in shame. He wanted you but not like this. Not if you wouldn't have him.
Your bottom lip trembles as you close in on yourself. Your arms curling around you to bring you some sense of support.
"I'll uh - I'll fetch one of the others." You try your best not to cry. "Maybe Leanna or Eunwoo?"
Fresh tears of blood spills from Hyun-Woo's wide eyes. His bottom lip pinched between his fingers. "Okay," he whispers.
You nod though he doesn't look your way. Forgetting yourself, you leave without bowing and race off into the halls.
In your hurry, you try and think but not many thoughts come to you. The main one is you telling yourself you have to find someone and quick. The other you want to say is focusing on what happened but you don't want to think about it. You can't because if you do you just might break down and that's the last thing you want to do.
You find yourself before Leanna's door and try to calm your breathing as you knock hurriedly. Hoping she's in her room by now and not out and about. Thankfully her door opens and it's with a shock she looks at you, face all red, tears threatening to pool out from your eyes, and a bloody arm pressed against your chest.
"Oh my god, Y/N. What happened to you?"
Your mouth opens and closes for a second before answering. "Master Hyun-Woo needs you. H-he's in a frenzy."
At this she pauses and it's like your time with him flashes before her very eyes. She knows why you're like this. It makes sense.
"Okay, okay." She rubs your shoulder before nodding. "Go get cleaned up. I'll take care of this."
You simply nod before stalking off towards the bathroom to clean up and it's there where you were once silent, you break down. You're glad to be alone because you don't want anyone to see you like this. Tears running down your face by the second seemingly endless as you run your arm under the sink. You can clearly see now where he bit you and they look ugly. Uglier now after the position he'd put you in. You don't hate him but you're unhappy and there's nothing more you want than to be alone. Alone and away from everyone.
You pull the first aid kit out of the cabinets off to the side of the wall length mirror before you and get to work. You curse out loud as the contents fall from your hands that shake with nerves. Bandages and antiseptic placed and wrapped securely - you just want to get this over with. It's after you're done, after your wounds are out of sight that you take a moment to breathe in and out deeply. You try your best to ignore your bloody shirt but the scent of iron still lingers heavily in the air. You rip the fabric off as another wave of nerves tries to flit within your chest and without hesitation you throw it away. You have nothing else to cover up with here and it's with a sorry sad of mind you walk out of the bathroom uncovered save for your arms that try and hide your breasts.
You don't care, you don't care, you don't care. You just want to get dressed and get out of here. Reaching your room you close it in haste and look for a new pajama shirt. You grab the baggiest you can find and you feel a sense of calm wash over you. No blood in sight. Just the ache in your arm but no more blood. It's better than nothing.
Rubbing your hands over your face you give a deep sigh. Your head aches from all the crying but you feel too enclosed. Hurriedly, you switch your shoes for sneakers and slip out of your room once more but this time not to your Master but the outside. Outside to the one place that truly brings you peace: the garden. It's the one place no matter the reason - whether working or relaxing - that you find any lick of peace. A place where your anxiety can wash off your body like dirt in the water. Your feet are quick and nearly silent down the steps. You don't see many servants about and very few look at you questioningly as you hurry about in your sleepwear. Clearly something is wrong, but they won't question it. At least not to your face.
You find yourself before the sliding door that leads out to the garden and like a breath of fresh air you push your way through. Then, silence. Silence but the few insects that chirp and the fountain in the distance. Your haven besides your room. A calmness rolls over your body and it's for a moment that you can forget about what happened. Just a moment.
You sigh before walking over to the railing of the patio and your thoughts begin to consume you. What triggered Hyun-Woo's frenzy? Clearly something was off about him from the start but you couldn't even begin to think what nor why. It was truly strange because he's never done this before. Never had he been so aggressively needy for you. Not even when he first found you that day with your hand between your legs. He stalked off if anything but why now? What actually happened?
"Pretty girl."
You nearly jumped from your skin at the voice just by your left. You look over to see one of the Lords of Bangtan before placing a hand to your chest. He'd startled you so bad that your heart begins to race quickly and clearly he knows this as a small smile graces his lips.
"Sorry for startling you," he supplies. "I was making my way through the estate when I saw you. You seemed frazzled. Are you okay?"
"Uh.. um." You nod. "Yes, I'm okay." You look out before you and back. "I just needed some fresh air."
He doesn't seem to believe you but he simply nods instead. "Hoseok, by the way."
Your brow creases in confusion. "Hmm?"
He chuckles. "Just in case you forgot my name."
"Oh! Right. I-I uh, didn't forget."
He looks at your nervous smile and a genuine one crosses his own lips. "Good."
There's a pause for a moment before he slips his hands into his pockets. "May I join you?"
Your brows raise high in shock and confusion. You would question him but you don't want to offend a Lord. "By all means."
His eyes light up for a second as he joins by your side. His arm nearly brushing up against your own. You try not to watch his beautiful hands rest upon the railing like your own and you feel yourself blush at your thoughts. His hands are beautiful. Truly everything about him was. From his sleek nose and high cheekbones. His delicate lips and the curve of his cupid's bow dotted by a beauty mark. You recall the beauty of his brothers from the full lips of one and the strong jaw of the other. They were gods among humans.
Lord Hoseok hums. "It's a beautiful night."
"It is."
"And relaxing."
"Mhmm."
He smiles. "You don't talk much do you?"
You look up at him startled. "I'm sorry." The last thing you want to do is disrespect your Masters' guest.
"Don't be, love." His smile is wider now. "Your presence is almost enough."
You frown. "Almost?" It leaves you in a whisper.
Hoseok shrugs. "I would just like to know more about you is all."
A soft laugh leaves you and it seems to bring a bright shine to Hoseok's eyes. "I wouldn't know why. I'm-" you shook your head. "I'm just a maid. Even then I wouldn't know what to say."
With a shake of his head Hoseok looks away for a moment then back. He thinks on what his next words will be before he speaks. "You're not just a maid. You're a person of interest. My interest."
Your face warms and you let out a nervous chuckle. "Again, I wouldn't know why."
"Let's play a game."
"What?" you laugh.
"I ask you questions and you answer."
"Like?"
"Well I know your name. How old are you?"
Was he? Was he going to play 21 questions with you now? You couldn't help the endeared smile to grace your lips.
"I'm 26."
"Your favorite color?"
"Y/F/C."
He hums. "Do you believe in love at first sight?"
Your mouth drops open in small disbelief. "That kind of escalated quickly." He doesn't respond, clearly waiting for you to answer. "Um, I don't actually."
His face falls for a moment in what seems like disappointment but it quickly switches back. "That's a shame."
You shrug. "Well I mean I have a hard time believing someone can love another without getting to know them first."
"Hmm," he hums. "I believe in love at first sight." He says it so confidently you can't help but smile and nod.
"Now," he pauses for a second. "Do you believe in soul mates?"
"Yes, actually I do."
To this he smiles and his chest seems to puff out in response. "I do too."
He looks you over in silence. It unnerves you a little to have so much of his attention on you and if he realizes your heart beat is slowly increasing he doesn't mention it. He looks over your arms and from there he frowns.
"What happened to your arm?"
You look down at the bandaged appendage before pulling it down to your side.
"Um, an accident." You bite your lip nervously.
You know he can smell the blood and you wonder if he's noticed the smell on you all this time and has been waiting to ask or if he was so into his conversation with you that he hadn't noticed at all until now.
He reaches for your arm before pausing. His eyes looking for yours before asking, "May I?"
You hesitate at first. Unsure if it was a good idea before relenting. He was a Lord after all. You shouldn't deny him, right?
You nod in response before he takes your arm into his two hands. He raises it a bit, softly running his hands over the scars that peak around the bandages. Scars clearly from bite marks. You know he can tell what your purpose to your Masters is. Goosebumps run along your body at his soft touch before he runs it over the cloth covering your latest wounds. Claiming it was an accident was probably stupid and he looks at you for a moment before placing a small kiss to it.
Your face surely goes red as you can feel it warm up all the way to your ears. Your brain goes haywire trying to understand why he did what he did.
He places your arm down gently by your side again, an unreadable expression taking over his face.
"I would like to get to know you more but it's late. You should sleep." His words leave him softly. "Tomorrow?"
You bite your lip and his eyes follow the action. Eyeing the way your teeth press deeply into the plump flesh before you release it.
"I-I have duties to complete tomorrow." Your words leave you just as soft. Almost too afraid to break whatever feeling that took over the atmosphere.
"I'll find you."
Your brow creases for a moment. You didn't know how to take that but you try not to think too much on it.
"Maybe if I see you in passing. It depends on what my chores are for the day, but a Lord shouldn't worry over a simple maid."
To this he frowns. "You're more than just a simple maid."
An object of his interests, you think back to his previous words. But only the gods would know why.
You inhale deeply before sighing. You feel like if you attempt to argue you with him over this it'll lead you nowhere. Plus, he is a Lord and you didn't want to test his patience. So you agree.
"Tomorrow then."
Hoseok smiles a pure genuine smile. His lips parting into a heart shape with his teeth on display. It's like you're staring at the sun - his radiance shining upon you. You have to look away to gather yourself.
You nod as a goodbye to Hoseok before walking away. Your body is starting to shut down from the stress you experienced and it was time for you to try to lie down and rest. It's as you're by the sliding doors does Hoseok's voice call out to you again.
"Have you seen your Master?"
Your brows draw together as you tilt your head in question.
"Hyun-Woo."
There's a pang in your chest by how hard your heart beats.
"He seemed off during dinner. Just wondering if you'd seen him. I just want to know that he's okay."
It's hard to get the words out. Like sludge coating your tongue and throat. Molasses preventing your appendage from flowing. You have to swallow a couple of times before you speak.
"H-he's okay." You nod fast and hard as if you're trying to convince yourself more than the Lord before you. "He's fine."
Hoseok says nothing as he watches you before a small smile reminiscent of a smirk plays on his lips. "Good."
Your nostrils flare before you bow to him and make your departure back into the manor and back towards your room.
It suddenly feels colder inside. Your arms coming to wrap around you. Occasionally your memory tries to replay what had happened but you use your time with Lord Hoseok as a way to overshadow it. Something about the way he asked about Hyun-Woo though felt off. Almost as if he knew what had transpired between the two of you but that wouldn't make sense. Your mind is playing tricks on you. You needed to sleep.
The halls aren't bustling with as much life as they were earlier in the day. Shift change is commencing as well as the night crew begin to show their faces in place of those from the day. You should be finishing up your shift as well if you were working though sometimes you overstayed your welcome whenever your Master needed to feed off of you. Most of the time though you worked while he and his brothers slept.
Very rarely would they be up when the sun was at its highest. Their skin too delicate to handle the rays of sunlight, but not all vampires are the same. They could handle minutes at a time out. Mostly preferring it when the skies were clouded and gray. Outside of that they spent most of their time indoors where they were surrounded by the royal blue of their curtains and floors. Walls aligned in eggshell white and portraits of previous Masters of the manor. Halls you occupied at the moment as you made your way back to your room.
It's when you near your door that you notice dark hair as the blackest of nights, the owner, a maid who sits crouched down with a tray of food by her side. She looks up at the sound of your approaching steps and her large eyes alight when she sees you. It's Hana and she stands up with the tray with a smile.
"I was wondering where you were. I brought you some food."
For some reason the sight of her makes you want to cry but you hold it in. Lest you scare her into believing something was wrong.
But there was. You try to ignore that side of your brain right now as there's nothing more that you want than to eat and sleep.
You give her a tired smile and reach for the tray she passes over to you.
"Thank you, Hana."
"Of course," she chirps. "We can worry about the dishes tomorrow. Right now just enjoy the food. I got a little bit of everything for you."
That need to cry again comes and passes rather quickly again. You're too afraid to speak. Afraid that if you do the dam will break.
She doesn't say anything else but gives you one of her heartwarming smiles before taking off in the direction of her room. You take the moment to step into your room where the light still shone brightly after you'd initially woken up. A shaky sigh leaves you as you go to sit at your desk to eat.
The hunger from way earlier into the night comes back with a vengeance. You curl into yourself as your stomach cramps from the lack of food. You look at the cutlets of steak and onions with a side of rice and a cup of crème caramel. The smell is appetizing and you place the glass of wine that sat by it onto your desk for later. You dig in trying to pace yourself lest you give yourself a stomach ache.
In moments like this where you sit alone to eat you would watch a video but you can't bring yourself to move and grab your laptop. You're captivated by your meal and it's with much surprise do you find that you finish it all. Not a crumb left in sight.
Harder now does the need for sleep befall you so you get up and curl in bed. Now your thoughts are all that accompany you. And you think, think, and think. You don't want to but of course your mind goes back to Hyun-Woo and now Lord Hoseok too. You were terrified. Never did you think you'd be in the position you were put in. And though it isn't excusable, you don't think Hyun-Woo would've done something like this to you even if he truly wanted to. Something ticked him off. Lord Hoseok said he seemed off during dinner. You don't know what could have caused it but whatever it was it was enough to make him act the way that he did.
You curl in further into yourself and feel a few tears escape. What would you say to him the next day? Would he even want to see you? Was it best if you two stay separated until everything blows over? No, you needed to talk instead of letting everything fester into what-ifs.
You sigh.
You think back to Hoseok now. You wanted to be alone and take in the night air. Feel peace, quiet, and whatever tranquility you could get from the outside but he came to you. He saw how frazzled you were and came to check up on you. What Lord or Lady would do that? Never in a million years would you have suspected such a thing to occur. Not that all Lords and Ladies were self-centered pricks but to come to the aid of a servant is unheard of.
You wanted to be alone but you're thankful you weren't. Lord Hoseok's presence comforted you. Distracted you from your problems even if for a moment.
He said he would find you tomorrow to talk more. You don't know how he would track you down so you won't hold him to his word. His business in the Baek manor would be of utmost importance over you and your job as a maid. Silly little things spoken in the night air to provide temporary comfort. You're sure that's all it was.
You sigh and look over at your laptop. You click the space bar and watch as it comes to life. It hadn't died but gone into sleep mode. You're thankful that's all it was because now you don't want to sleep in the quiet. You wanted to hear something to help ease you into rest. Something loud, something soft, something funny - anything to accompany you on this dreadful night. You check through different videos. From ones you've already watched and others you haven't. You settle on something you haven't watched before and listen to the voice that speaks to you. It's a while before you fall asleep. The time is pushing past 1 AM before your mind begins to grow hazy and your eyes heavy. You close them just for the briefest of moments before they shut again. You let the voice from your laptop lull you to sleep. Your mind filled with brown irises that grow cold and a smile that rivals the sun.
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onlinekitsune · 18 days
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hii! i saw your requests were open but please ignore if they aren’t :)
this would be for zen!
my brain is braining abt an mc that’s a kpop idol, and she’s kind of similar to wonyoung from ive? like she’s a really popular idol who’s known for being really elegant and pretty? But like behind the scenes she’s like super laid back to kind of cope with always having to be so graceful and perfect for cameras? how would zen do with an mc like that?
hiii!! so so sorry for getting to this late! i'm a bit rusty with writing but this is such a cute concept!! i really hope i did it justice.. thank you for entrusting me with it and i hope you enjoy! inspo taken by fallin' flower by seventeen (not proofread, sorry!!)
FALLIN' FLOWER
"I was living in a moment, but I met you and I realized that everything has a reason."
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You let out a soft sigh, letting it drift away along with the breeze. You had your fair share of kdrama's here and there. You knew how filming could be, especially while putting up a persona. You leaned your body against the railing, looking at the lake in front of you. At least the universe was on your side, with your co-star requesting an abundance of breaks today. "Hey..." a soft voice approached beside you. Speaking of your co-star, here he was. Zen Hyun. Debuting at a small local theater as a musical actor to now becoming one of the most upcoming actors. And for a good reason too, he wasn't only handsome but incredibly talented for being self taught. "I hope I'm not intruding... I just wanted to check up on you."
You snapped back to reality, quickly turning towards him. You did a curtsy bow before flashing a small smile. "O-Oh! Yes! Please don't allow me to worry you, Sunbae. I hope you're doing okay as well!" you replied, fixing your posture. You clasped your hands in front of you, taken off guard. Zen tilited his head slightly and let out a small chuckle. You felt your heart race a bit, and the feeling of embarrasment rose to your cheeks.
"You can just call me Zen. You don't have to be so formal, we're co-stars now!" He smiled, before leaning against the railing. His gaze slid to the lake. You grabbed the railing, a bit unsure of how to proceed. "I hope you don't take this rudely but, you seem a bit... off today. Are you sure you're alright?"
You hesitated. You know the professional thing was to just suck it up and gracefully deny any negative feelings. Your agent had prepared you for this. But... there was just something about him. A warmth that not many people had. Especially in an industry like this. Despite all your training and better judgement, you let yourself go. You leaned yourself against the railing besides him, taking a deep breath, allowing the fresh air to fill your body.
"It's nothing too serious so don't worry too much." You began, still unsure why you're opening up to him. "You're an actor.. I- I'm sure you know how the spotlight is. You're expected to act a certain way because that's what you're told to do. I used to think nothing of it, really. But... lately it's been exhausting."
Your gaze met his, seeing him nod and listen to every word with care. You could tell with just a glance that he was digesting all your words, truly taking the time to listen and understand. Your heart fluttered. You weren't used to this level of empathy and it made you a bit nervous.
"Don't get me wrong, I-I'm like not a rude person or anything like that! You know... I just would like to be myself. But, what am I complaining about! I'm an idol. I'm appearing in a kdrama. I'm sorry.." You started to ramble, letting your nerves get to you. You turned your gaze away from Zen. Now truly embarrassed for saying your feelings. "I shouldn't have said.. all this. We only met recently. I apologize. i should-"
"Hey... Hey. It's okay" Zen interrupted, placing a hand on yours. "As easy as it sounds, the spotlight can be exhausting. Especially with putting up a persona like you have." Your eyes met his once again, now taking in how gorgeous he was. He really wasn't like the usual actor or any talent you've met before. "If it helps, I can get more breaks between filming."
"You don't have to do that for me, Zen.."
"It's nothing, don't worry." He added, moving his hand from yours. He gently tossed your hair, leaning back on the railing again. "I'd rather have you be comfortable. It makes everything easier and makes the show play out better."
"You're so different from the other actors, you know." You stated, leaning beside him on the railing.
"I-Is that a good thing?" he chuckled, glancing over to you.
"I didn't mean it in a bad way. It's just... you seem to care more about your... co-stars and staff. It's... refreshing. Sweet."
"I could say the same to you. You know how some idols can be behind the scenes. I'm glad we got paired together."
Your heart fluttered once again. He was just too good at making you feel comfortable to let your guard down.
"I hope you don't find this... too forward but.. I'd like to spend more time with you. I feel like it'd help our chemistry on stage and... it might help you feel more... yourself?" Zen suggest, turning more towards you. Despite his confident aura, you felt the slight bit of anxiety from him.
"Are you asking me on a date now?" You joked, letting a small smirk shift onto your lips. Zen's eyes widen, slightly panicking. He began to start saying something before you added more. "I'm joking! I would like that. It'd be nice to have more... genuine friends you know?"
You slighly nudged into him, as a warmth filled you. You were content. Happy even. Funny how a simple conversation could affect someone so easily. Before you were able to get too comfortable, the director called everyone back.
"Here," You said, handing him your phone. "I can text you my schedual when we're done filming and we can plan something?" He nodded and quickly typed in his number. As he handed your phone back, you gave him another grateful smile. "Thank you... again. For listening to me."
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astraystayyh · 5 months
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OMGGG HII AGAIN I MISSED YOU
(I will not apologize on my knees with tears u caused me to be unbelievably soft for Hyunjin and now u must suffer the consequences of my overactive imagination but seriously ☹️☹️☹️☹️ him painting on u oml I love him)
I WISH I HAD QUESTIONS FOR U LOL I DONT I JUST WANTED TO SAY ILY LOTS 🫶 and also your latest fic will never let me see an orange the same way again 🥲 I want someone to peel my oranges now (I actually don’t know how to peel an orange 💀)
ok actually one tiny question hehe. I love how u see the members sooooo what’s like one thing u would say u love about Hyune? Yes essays r allowed I wanna hear them all :3 just how would u describe him to someone that has zero idea who he is! Ur fics always make me see the members in different lights and I just wanna see how ur brain sees them in general hehe
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AKDJDJJDJD the consequences of my own actions...... (never complaining i LOVE ur scenarios) & ILY TOOOO,, manifesting someone to peel oranges for uuuuu U DESERVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now for ur hyune question wow the deep breath i had to take. u said essays are allowed so. U BROUGHT THIS UPON URSELF
okay if i were to describe hyunjin to someone who doesn't know him I'd say he's brave. I've always believed that it takes immense courage to feel in a world that vilifies you for it. real strength is when you keep on feeling, loving, trusting, even after being hurt, because those are the emotions that make us humans at the end of the day, and to open your heart again, to not give up on seeing the good qualities in people even after being disappointed takes a lot of strength.
it's so easy to hate, to close your heart off because there is nothing to lose in hate, or indifference, you know? but there is so much to lose in love.. sometimes you leave parts of yourself in other's people's lives that you won't be able to recover, since loving someone, whether romantically or platonically, is to blindly hand your soul to them, not knowing if they'll treat it with care or toy with it.
but for hyunjin the risk is worth it. hyunjin saying that he trusts easily, gets hurts easily, but repeats again because isn't that what life is about. hyunjin saying that he always tries to look for warmth in people even after being hurt. hyunjin saying that he doesn't love someone hoping for a good outcome, he doesn't love someone because he knows he won't be hurt but because they're lovable. hyunjin who's still so open about love, who still regards it in a pure manner, who thinks it is the very center of our world, who views the feeling under a good light despite being disappointed. all of these things take so much courage.. that's why i said he's brave
but also since we're on the same topic, and u said essays are allowed AKDJDJ i'd say he's the embodiment of hope, the way he views our world, the way he talks, the way he reassures stays. he feels like sunlight spilling between tree leaves, not fully there to brighten the forest, but enough to infuse you with hope to keep going, to keep seeking the way out of darkness. "there will be an end to the sadness too even if you don't end it" (this one stuck with me because someday you wake up and you haven't really done anything new but suddenly breathing feels easier and you swear you're okay again) "you have to find happiness in your daily life, because if you look for it in ideals then it will become an untainable illusion" like his words aren't like u will be happy always!!!!!! or you will quit being sad this instant!!!!! but more of, happiness will sneak up on you when you least expect it, you just have to meet it in the middle. and i find that very comforting, and hopeful.
i could keep going but i will shut up now. ur words about u loving how i see the members always make me feel very warm :')) thank you i truly love you
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ocs-res · 2 months
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Some of my OCs’ Love Languages (Pt. 1)
Reys
waits at the bus stop with you until your bus arrives
mostly just to make sure you get on safely
“oh, your bus is here. text me when you get home, okay?”
goes with you to your doctor’s appointment so you don’t feel alone
“I’m right outside if you need me”
sits across the table from you while studying together in a quiet library
so they’re the first thing you see when you look up
“you’re cute when you’re focused”
Mira
leaves little sticky notes with reminders and supportive messages around the house
“keep going!! you’re doing great :)”
“I believe in you! you’re amazing!!”
saves your sticky note responses and stores them in a small container
makes a shared calendar with important appointments and due dates with you
color coordinates based on importance and class/category
sends you reminders when they’re coming up
“oh, you have a dentist appointment on tuesday, remember to go!”
Joey
randomly video calls you throughout the day
“look at this weird cloud, it looks just like you”
calls sometimes just to hear your voice
“I miss the sound of your voice”
most times you’re both quietly doing your own thing on the call
enjoys the silence of knowing the other person is there
“omg you’ll never believe what I just found”
“hey how do you solve number 5 on this assignment?”
Hyun
shares books he thinks you’d like with you
writes little notes and annotations in sections that remind him of you
“thought you’d like this passage &lt;;3”
“we should do this someday”
gives you one of his favorites in exchange for yours
reading dates
the two of you snuggling up and reading your own books
and exchanging once you’re both done reading
Ant
invites you to his games and practices
wants to show off his cool, serious side
also wants to see you cheer him on
“this is for you” //misses//
tries to teach you how to play
but man his heart is racing so fast rn
“it’s so hot today, my hands are sweating”
really an excuse for him to hold you in his arms
Xavier
plays with your hair without realizing
runs his hands through your hair absentmindedly
“hm? did you say something?”
dries your hair for you after a shower
“don’t lay down yet, your hair is still wet”
braids your hair when he’s stressed
carries hair ties with him in case you need to tie your hair
“do you like it? I just learned this style the other day”
Hunter
plugs your phone in when you scroll a little too long and fall asleep
takes your glasses off and sets them off to the side so you don’t break them when you roll over
then he covers you with a blanket on you and tucks you in
kisses your forehead once he’s done
“sweet dreams, hope you dream of me”
stares at you a little too long when you fall asleep in the passenger’s seat
carries you gently out of the car once he comes back to his senses
“//sighs// you’re lucky you’re cute”
Luan
makes calls and appointments for you when you’re too overwhelmed to do so
“it’s okay, let me take care of this for you”
helps you unload the dishwasher cuz the shelves are just a little too high up
sits in the kitchen just to watch you cook and keep you company
and vice versa when he cooks
picks up meds and groceries for you on days you can’t even get out of bed
makes sure you’re taking care of yourself
“alright, come on, you have to at least eat something and take your meds”
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cafedanslanuit · 3 years
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- ̗̀ i could buy you anything but i cannot buy you ̖́-
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day fifteen body worship ft. hyun ryu / zen [mystic messenger]
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☄  tags/warnings: +18, gn reader + no pronouns, body worship, use of ropes/restricted movement, light dom/sub, light femdom, oral sex (m receiving), lingerie, p with feelings, established relationship, wealthy!reader from last kinktober comes back, this zen is my favourite zen
☄  words: 1.3k
☄  a/n: this one was suggested by my good friend @quirky-and-kind! hope you like this kinktober piece about your fave <3
☄  masterlist
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Zen had always had the need to be in control for a lot of years. Since he was a teenager and ran away from home, he had to learn how to take care of himself, and that didn’t only mean cooking and cleaning his own space, but also making sure no one would take advantage of him for being young. He learnt how to fight, how to face guys twice his size and body weight, and to this day, he still remembers the feeling of being on edge.
His guard may not be up as much as it did back then, but to this day Zen still takes a second look at any situation he’s in. He can’t let anything drive him away from his acting career so he always has to give his best and not take anything for granted.
Maybe that was why he enjoyed it when you tied him up.
Zen fights against the restraints on his wrists, only to make sure they’re tight enough for him. His clothes are lying on the floor, next to his ankles that are tied down to the chair. He wants nothing but to touch you, run his fingers through your lacy undergarments that he knows are worth more than two or three months of his salary, maybe rip them apart if you let him.
However, he wouldn’t trade this for the world. He feels himself getting impossibly hard at the way you keep grinding your clothed cunt against his erection, your lips ghosting over his jaw and neck. Zen feels your hot breath against his skin and he swears he can feel you smiling every time he whines and tries to move closer to you.
“You’re so pretty,” you sigh, caressing his bare chest and feeling his muscles tense underneath your hands. “I’m gonna take care of you tonight, is that okay?”
Zen nods quickly, his voice a little hoarse. “Y-yeah,” he sighs.
“Good,” you smile, pulling away so you can look into his eyes. You cradle his face tenderly and caress his cheeks with your thumbs. “I just want to make you feel good tonight. Forget about everything else.”
“You always make me feel good,” he instantly answers, widening your grin. You place a soft kiss on his lips but before he gets the chance of deepening it, you pull away.
Your lips travel to his jaw again, leaving a trail of sloppy, wet kisses as you move to his ear. Gently, you nibble on his lobe, relishing in the small gasps that leave his mouth. After a few moments, you kiss down his neck, your tongue gliding against his skin and making him shudder.
Standing up from your position on his lap, you kneel on the floor in between his thighs, your face ending up in front of his chest. Your fingers skim down his shoulders and arms, stopping where his elbows bend so his wrists are tied on the back. There’s nothing more you want but you leave heavy marks on his perfect skin but you aren’t sure what’s in his schedule for the week, so you refrain yourself.
As your fingers keep running up and down his arms, your lips finally fall on one of his nipples. The sound of a sharp gasp fills the room and the chair rattles a bit as you take the bud inside your mouth, sucking on it softly. Your eyes look up at Zen, whose cheeks are deep pink as he watches you take his nipple out from your mouth before giving it a long lick.
“Shit— ah, baby, you know how that—” his sentence gets cut short as one of your hands travels to his other nipple, rolling it gently between your index and your thumb. Zen throws his head back and you switch to small kitten licks to flick it, feeling his chest tremble with each moan that you elicit from him.
Your mouth and hand switch, taking his other nipple as Zen bucks his hips in the air. The thought about forgetting your slow pace and just riding him until you both can’t see straight crosses your mind, but you know that by the end both of you will end up more satisfied this way.
As your lips move down to his abs, your hands settle on his thighs. You can feel the amount of time he spends at him in his toned thighs and abs and you dreamt of a life where you could watch him work out while sipping a glass of champagne, watching the drops of sweat run down his chiselled chest as he pants, trying to catch some air.
But maybe that’s the reason why you enjoy this so much. Even if you admire how brave, independent and idealistic Zen is, a part of you just wants to keep him inside your penthouse, all pretty and dolled up for you. However, your Zen wouldn’t be your Zen if he wasn’t an untamable beast himself, only giving you control on nights like this when he needed to let his mind go.
You knew that, besides the pleasure that pooled in his eyes as you tied his ankles, there was also this unspoken trust, feeling safe in your hands as he hadn’t felt with anyone else before.
“You look even prettier like this,” you commented, resting the side of your head on his thigh, mouth a couple of centimetres apart from his throbbing cock. “So helpless and needy. Feel like I should hire someone to paint you like this. Could hang it in my office. What do you think?”
Zen knows you’re bluffing, you’re only trying to tease him with your sultry words so close to his already leaking cock, yet his mind is blurry and all he knows is he would do anything you asked for. Before he knows it, he’s nodding at your words, making you grin.
“Oh? You’d really want me to do that? Well, I could definitely make some calls to make that happen. Wouldn’t want to forget how my pretty boy looks like this,” you say, pulling away and lowering your head further. You leave a small kiss on his ankle, Zen’s gaze growing desperate as you kiss his calves, biting down the flesh gently as you make your way up.
“Anything— anything you want,” he mumbles, pupils blown in pleasure as he watches you lick a stripe of his inner thigh.
“Oh, but that’s the tricky part, baby,” you say, taking his length in your hands and pressing your legs together as Zen whimpers from your touch, his tip leaking and red, craving for some attention. “Of course I can get anything I want. But you…”
You slowly lick the underside of his cock, your eyes locked on his as Zen squirms on the chair.
“You’re the one thing that was truly a gift.”
Once you take him inside your mouth, Zen doesn’t last long. High-pitched whines fill out your room as he loses himself in the way your head bobs up and down, your cheeks grazing his length and your tongue drawing circles on his tip. He feels you gently running your nails down his thighs and he rolls his eyes, pleasure overtaking his mind. Sure, he’s had experiences before, but he swears he never thought sex could feel this intense before he met you.
He spills inside your mouth with a loud groan that has your name on it, body shaking and chair rattling as he does so. You help him ride out his orgasm, watching marvelled as the most beautiful man you’ve ever seen falls apart for you, because of you, in you. When you’re sure he’s done, you climb on his lap again, holding his face tenderly as Zen tries his best to set his dazy eyes on you again.
You want to say something, yet any word you can think of would only ruin this. Instead, you smile at him and once a smile forms back on his face, you lean in for a kiss.
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heezoneie · 3 years
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Hello lovely! 💕 Hope you're having a good day!
Can I ask for a reaction from stray kids where they meet you at a fan meeting and are attracted to you?
Thank you so much and I like your blog!
hey babe! i’m having a great day, thanks for asking🥺! i’m glad you enjoy my blog, and i hope you enjoy this reaction! <3
group: stray kids
member: all
genre: fluff
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Chan:
• when you first walked up to Chan his breath immediately got caught in his chest.
• your bright smile never leaving his view for a second. he couldn’t believe his eyes.
• immediately when you reached the table he began to make conversation. “hii, what’s your name?” he said as he grasped your hands in his.
• “my name’s y/n” his heart began to beat a little faster at the sound of your voice. he has never reacted this way to a fan before.
• chan found himself getting flustered as you ranted about how good of a leader he is. “overall you are the most caring, loving, all round amazing person and leader there could be.”
• his cute dimple showed as he hid his face behind your hands that were still locked with his. he lifted his head and your eyes met with his comforting brown ones.
• “i know i’m technically not supposed to say this,” he began while eyeing the staff behind him, “but i think your super pretty, and i would like to meet you again.”
• your eyes widened at his statement. you’ve read about situations like this happening, but never in a million years did you think it would actually happen.
• chan leaned into your ear and whispered, “meet me outside after the meeting, i can’t wait to talk to you more.” with that he pulled away with a wink.
Minho:
• you had walked up the table while Minho had his back turned. when he turned back around, his eyes widened.
• “oh sorry, i didn’t mean to scare you..” you said sheepishly. minho.exe has stopped working he felt his heart soften at your voice.
• he smiled, “no no, it was my fault i should have been paying attention.” as you were handing him some plushies of his cats, you happen to accidentally drop one.
• ofc minho couldn’t pass up the opportunity to tease you. “mY cAts!! mY pReCioUs cAts!” he grabbed his heart dramatically.
• you quickly picked up the stuffed soonie, and handed it to him. “i can’t believe i just did that,” you muttered to yourself.
• (he’s totally whipped already, but who’s keeping track?)
• “i think you owe me now, after dropping my car of course” he panned. quirking an eyebrow, his statement puzzled you.
• “to replace the pain you’ve inflicted upon this stuffed soonie, i think you should come meet the real soonie and give him all the pets he deserves.”
• deciding to go along, you nodded your head, “ i definitely think i should, to apologize.” grabbing your phone from your hand, minho put in his address.
• “be there by 6, don’t be late.” he gave you a smirk and sent you down to meet the rest of the members.
Changbin:
• we are all aware how this man is a s o f t i e as soon as he saw you in the crowd his face would immediately light up.
• he could not keep his eyes off of you (lowkey jealous when you were talking to the other members)
• but oh boy, as soon as you reached him, he would turn into a big baby, and probably tease you about not coming to him first. not like you had a choice
• he would grab your hands and pretend cry into them, which made your face turn bright red. this man knows what he’s doing to you btw.
• he would be so smiley, and makes sure to show off his famous aegyo, bc he wants to to fall for him
:((( even though you already have smh
• binnie would 100% make sure to somehow give you his number and meet up afterwards, bc he’s totally not in love or anything
Hyunjin:
• i got a little carried away with hyun’s😅
• our drama king
• ofc when his eyes found you, his jaw dropped, i mean physical fell
• his eyes followed you everywhere. he looked like this: 👀🙀 he definitely tried to convince chan to switch places with him so he could talk to you first
• when chan said no, he went 😠😠😔
•pouty baby bc he just wanted to talk you first:(((
• when you finally got to him, he flashed his always amazing eye smile. you noticed he had some makeup covering his mole under his eye, and you told him about how much you loved it.
• he:(((( wiped:(((( off:(((( the:(((( makeup:((((
• like when felix did it to his freckles in that one interview? yeah that’s what hyunjin did
• he is also a lowkey highkey flirt with you, constantly touching your hair, hands, face, basically anything he can within reason
• he got so sad when you had to leave, almost to the point where he got so caught up in pouting that he nearly forgot to ask for your number till you were already walking away.
• this boy did not care if anybody else saw, or what the staff was gonna say. he jumped out of his chair and quickly ran to you.
• gaining your attention, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of sight of all the other impatient stays wanting to see their precious hyunjin.
• that’s where he asked for your number, and went on a little rant about how he’s sorry he made a scene.
• it’s safe to say you guys went for food right after the fan sign
Jisung:
• when he saw you walk in, he knew. like he KNEW that he wanted to talk to you, hang out with you, etc.
• so so incredibly hyper when you got to talk to him
• this boy would be so goofy with you, grabbing your hands and flailing them around. it would just be him wanting to make you laugh :((
•jisung swore could swear that when he made you laugh for the first time, angels descended from the heavens.
• he didn’t want to stop talking with you, he just wanted to take you back to dorm right then and there, and just hang.
• you best bet this boy talked to you until finally the staff had to intervene to get the line moving again. he handed you a piece of paper, and told you to wait until you got out of line to open it.
• once you finished going through the line, you found a empty area near the exit and opened the little piece of paper.
• wrote in a messy scribe from writing fast, the paper said “meet me behind the building @ 4, if anybody bugs you tell them your with me. ;)”
Felix:
• he saw you as soon as the fan sign started he basically started bouncing in his seat. (yk the vibrating thing he does? he did that out of happiness.)
• lix would watch you interact with the other members with the biggest smile on his face.
• he would admire all the little mannerisms or quirks/habits you have while making conversations. he just watches with big doe eyes full of admiration.
• he knew he n e e d e d to talk to you. when you got to him, he was so excited and giddy.
• this boy just looked at you with wonder as you talked. he would listen to you talk and laugh all day if he could.
• he thinks you are the most adorable thing to ever walk the earth. he just wants to bundle you up and feed you brownies and cake :((( (someone pls find me a felix)
• when he realized time was up, and he was gonna have to let you go, he got so sad. but was he gonna let you go? no, no he was not.
• felix quickly grabbed a stuffed bear from behind him and wrote his number on its little bow.
• as he handed you the bear he said, “pls call me, i want to see you again.🥺”
Seungmin:
• bby seungminnie
• okay, i feel seungmin would be the best at hiding the fact that he is 100% simping for you even though he just met you 5 seconds ago.
• he would act normal, but on the inside be a complete mushy gushy mess, crying over how adorable and cute you are.
• secretly, would be cherishing the way your hand fit in his perfectly, and the way he never wanted to let go :(((((
• he would look at you with the most adorable eyes ever. he would definitely give you the sweetest most softest smile ever.
• his eyes got so sad when you told him you had to move on to the member bc other stays were becoming impatient :(
• he discreetly put his phone number in your phone, and made sure to tell you to text him asap :(
• i want a seungmin.
Jeongin:
• bbys eyes would be literally this “🥺” when he saw you.
• he was immediately so taken back and needed a minute to compose himself before he ran up to you himself.
• when you were talking to him, he would give you the biggest most cheesey smile ever. he was just so happy to be talking to you.
• he was already falling for the way you talked, acted, looked, just everything about you.
• he would hold your hands so tight, never wanting to let you go. his eyes wouldn’t leave yours for a second, not even when the staff tried to talk to him.
• when he finally decided to listen to the staff telling him to wrap up the conversation, he made sure to tel you to meet him after the fan sign
• and who were you to pass up and opportunity like that?
• he was so happy when he saw you show up after, bby couldn’t stop smiling the whole day. :((
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fukurodanni · 3 years
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love for the rich and emotionally stunted: a comprehensive guide
ch. 2/7 -- prev. -- next. pairing: jumin han x f!reader warnings: n/a series summary: in the months following the incident with his father's most recent paramour, glam choi, the corporate heir of C&R finds himself discovering exactly what it is that makes a person in love so blind. ao3 link
note: sticking a read more right at the beginning. u kno how it is. thank you for sticking around i'll try my best to keep updates within a week or so!
(weeks prior.)
Jumin Han has entered the chatroom.
Jumin Han
She talked to me today.
ZEN
??
Who?
707
She??
There’s a she?!
Jumin Han
Oh.
I must have neglected to mention it.
ZEN
????
Last time there was a “she”...
Jumin Han
… No.
There’s a woman at my office.
Jaehee Kang
Does she work for you?
Jumin Han
Yes
707
That took an awfully long time for you to type lolol
Are you sure~~
Jumin Han
Yes. She wears a lanyard.
Jaehee Kang
Do you not know her name??
Jumin Han
I should think it would seem impolite after… all that.
Jaehee Kang
???
ZEN
?????
All that WHAT?
Jumin Han
I only caught a glimpse of her lanyard. I don’t know.
ZEN
Dodged my question… T_T
Jaehee Kang
Is this that woman you see in the mornings?
Jumin Han
How did you ....
ZEN
?!?!
707
Is our Jumin finally getting some?!
I’m so proud. Haha T_T
Jumin Han
Getting some… what?
Jaehee Kang
I can look into her.
For research purposes. Of course^^
Jumin Han
;;;
I only just started seeing her this month.
At the door. Seeing her at the door.
707
Seeing her OTL
Maybe she’s your future lover come to save you^^
Jumin Han
I doubt that.
ZEN
Yeah lolol
I doubt it too
And right after the Choi thing?? No way.
707
T_T
Ur right
There’s no way...
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“Do you play video games, Mr Han?”
That’s a new one. “Where would I find the time?” He asks, thinking of Yoosung. “It’s a useless hobby.”
“That was a quick answer,” you reply. “Who hurt you?”
Jumin raises a brow, inquisitive. “No one.”
“Okay,” you say, the beginnings of a grin playing on your lips. “Who ruined video games for you?”
He thinks of the dark smudges under Yoosung’s eyes, the awful typos and the messages at 3am. It’s only a little funny. The door closes behind them. “No one in particular.”
“You’re smiling, Mr Han. Just a little.” You smile too at this, tilting your head in that curious way of yours. When you reach the lobby and then your separate ways, Jumin spares a glance at you.
He wants to say something more, something lodged very deep in his throat that comes out dry breath. He’s never been too good at small-talk, not with colleagues, not with business outside of work. He wants to be, just a little.
He’s not quite sure how that came to be.
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It’s beyond embarrassing the way he comes up to you in the cafeteria. “You work here,” he says, a very belated realization.
You blink a few times, as if processing. “Yes,” you say slowly. “I have a lanyard.” You wave the offending item around and Jumin finally, finally catches a glimpse of your name.
“I see,” Jumin says, because that’s all he really can say. “Work hard.”
He consults his phone right away, willing the heat from his face and opening the messenger app. It goes as well as expected when he mentions it so vaguely-- Hyun rags on him for his lack of conversational skills and Yoosung drops a line or two about his own miserable love life. In any case, Assistant Kang’s information on you had only reached him earlier today and in a way he’s still coping. It had been baffling to say the least, finally having everything in front of him rather than scattered in the bits and pieces of your dialogue.
You work, technically, in the same position Assistant Kang does. Only in the fashion department, of which Jumin had strategically ignored after Echo Girl and the Chois. It really isn’t his fault he hadn’t noticed you-- not since before this month when you began arriving so consistently.
“Something on your mind?” Assistant Kang asks, looking up from where she’s shuffling through a stack of papers. It isn’t unusual for her to break the silence with a quip-- she’s always been good at easing into a mode of conversation that takes the edge off. As a good assistant and employee should, of course. Jumin wonders if he should relay this to her.
“Nothing,” he says instead, because surely she already knows. “Is it polite to bring gifts for someone you’re sure you will be seeing every morning?”
She raises a thin brow. “Who-- that woman at the fashion department?”
Jumin deigns not to answer right away, looking down at the state of his nails and the tick of his wristwatch. “Surely there must be some etiquette about that.”
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Jaehee Kang
Buy her coffee.
ZEN
Get her a promotion lol
707
A new car!!!
Yoosung★
Maybr a nicce pen
??
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“Any favorite TV shows?” You ask one morning. “Personally, I’m fond of office romances.”
Jumin lags for a moment, waiting to catch up. It isn’t an unusual occurrence. “Is that an innuendo?”
You smile, a little flushed-looking, and wave a hand. “Nope. Not at all.” When you look at the second coffee in his hand, though, it seems you need a second to catch up yourself. You’d mentioned offhandedly how you take your coffee the day before, and today something had stopped him at the threshold of the coffee shop he stops at every morning. Funny how things work like that.
“This is for you,” he says determinedly, and you smile a little but there’s still an edge.
“You dodged my question.” You state simply. Jumin does not know what to say.
He thinks about it for a moment, really thinks about it. The only thing that really comes to mind are the Sunday morning programs, and he doesn’t really know them off the top of his head. Maybe the morning news. “No TV shows. Next question.”
“Okay then,” you say, “Any pet peeves?”
Jumin smiles a little. It isn’t really conscious, but he’s finally figured out a way to respond and he just hopes it takes well. “Women who stop me at the door in the morning.”
“Oh,” you say, taking a sip of your coffee. You hum appreciatively. He feels strangely, indirectly accomplished. “Shame. Mine’s men who give me three word responses when I ask them things.”
He scoffs, although it isn’t as hard as it usually comes out. “I answered that in a sentence.” He says, very assuredly. When he looks back at you there’s a softer smile at your lips, rounded at the corners and not quite so mischievous as he’s seen it look before. It looks fond.
“I know,” you reply. He feels a little warmer now, turning the corner where you two part ways. You offer him a two-fingered salute, a “See you in the morning!” and a final turn.
And then you’re gone.
-
The next time the conversation lingers long past the lobby it’s because you’ve coaxed him into talking about Elizabeth III. There’s a point where you’ve reached the elevator and he’s talking to you about her care routine and the minutiae of what it takes to keep her fur so soft and pristine (much of it is her own work and her natural beauty-- of course) and he’s only barely aware of how long he’s been going on, but he pauses to look at you. He doesn’t know what he’s expecting, between Jaehee’s hesitancy and Luciel’s rabid praise and Hyun’s outright disgust--
But there’s something about the way you’re looking at him when he’s finished, curiouser and half-curved into a smile. And he’s been on the receiving end of that before-- his father’s lovers, interviewers and subordinates-- but none of them have ever seemed so affectionate.
He’s seen the same look before when it’s Jaehee with a new photocard, the way Yoosung danced around Rika. It’s the glint in Luciel’s glasses when he gets to working and it’s something, something.
You look like you’ve seen something beautiful.
Which is understandable to him, really, having just shown you pictures of his Elizabeth III. What he understands less is the way you’re looking at him and not the open phone, caught up in a silence that seems way too heavy for a conversation about his cat. Even when the elevator dings it’s with some trepidation that you leave first, a memory, a discovery pulled taut between you two.
“I hope I get to meet her sometime,” you say.
Jumin nods, wordless. The delight on your face at such a simple gesture fixates itself in the forefront of his mind until he returns home to Elizabeth, flickering like hell and unbidden and unexpected but not exactly unwelcome. It’s just as confusing to him as it sounds on paper.
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Somehow Jaehee gets to you first.
For all the time he’s spent working with Jaehee, working around her and in her general proximity, he doesn’t actually know what time she gets into the building. She seems like an inevitability, something constant and fixed and always there.
So when he holds the door open for two women, Jumin is feeling like he had seen something he wasn’t supposed to. Especially since the two of you seem to be chatting so jovially, shaking her hand with both of yours when you go to part.
There’s another something clogging his throat, a cloying want and a halfhearted desire to draw that same laugh from you, that same open brightness. He hasn’t let himself feel so much about one person-- one particular and fixed point in his life. Jumin feels like he’s chasing-- some feeling, some unnamed ball of fire-- a meteor, blazing and brilliant and too much to be real.
It’s too much to be compared to anything else, not when Sarah Choi was an unlit match next to what a beaming bonfire you are. Suddenly Jumin feels more tightly wound than he usually does.
And really, truly, it feels like a lot to handle, so he turns on his heel after silently handing you the coffee and begins to march. It feels like karmic debt for not having experienced these things as a schoolboy, and then only once as an adult. He doesn’t even know if the one time counted.
“Mr Han--” you say, and it happens at the same time he holds his breath to turn again. Just to look, to see if you appeared as off kilter as he felt. Maybe the world had rotated wrong today.
You stop there in your tracks and he really does believe for a moment that the world has gone astray-- because then it would explain the way air isn’t getting to his lungs right. He inhales just to make sure and before any other dialogue comes from your lips he asks, “Walk with me?”
You both take the elevator then.
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Jaehee Kang
She’s a very nice woman.
Yoosung★
Huh?
707
U met her?!?!!
Tell me everything
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It makes your mornings longer, the introduction of the elevator route. He isn’t sure how it became mutual agreement and routine, the same way the cup of coffee steams in your hands and the way you ask after Elizabeth III. The way the door gets held open.
Jumin isn’t sure how many mornings go by, how many of them are spent dreading the chime of the elevator, but one of them brings a much quieter you. And you’re usually such a whirlwind of life, pulling him toward and towards you-- he’d be lying to himself more than usual if he said he wasn’t worried.
You look like you’re steeling yourself too, and you’ve never done that-- there isn’t a thing you’ve said to him that was measured or prepared. You’re kind of like an overexcited puppy, and he’s never been too fond of dogs.
He feels something slide out of place, something like a realization that’s far grander than he knows, hovering at the tip of his tongue. He doesn’t know what it is yet, not really. He’s barely out of his head, ready to ask if you’re alright--
And you cut him off. Like you did that first morning, knocking the breath from his lungs and everything else out of place. Jumin likes things neat and tidy, likes things where they should be, where he’s used to seeing them. You aren’t too good for him, he thinks.
Then you ask, “Would you want to go out sometime?” And he has no reference materials and no forewarning and no prepared response. The odds are against him.
So against all odds and every simmering nerve in his body he says, “Yes.”
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agi-ppangx · 7 months
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💭lose yourself in my love
hwang hyunjin x gn!reader
warnings: intended (non-sexual) nudity, meltdown/depressive episode
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hyunjin called you around 9 in the evening, crying, and you barely understood his words other than “please come and help me.” you dropped everything you were doing at that moment and took a taxi to get to your boyfriend's apartment. to say you were scared would be an understatement - you were absolutely terrified, trembling the whole way there, praying that hyunjin was okay.
you took your spare key and opened the door, bursting into the apartment in a desperate need of seeing your boyfriend. you found him curled up on the floor of his bedroom, in complete darkness and you fell to your knees, reaching your arms in his direction. “hyune, my love, what’s going on?” you whispered, your eyes already filling with tears, but you knew you had to suck it up and be there for your boyfriend. he threw himself into your arms, clutching his fists on your shirt, as if he needed to ground himself. you started running your hand up and down his back, soothing his nerves. “can you tell me what’s wrong? i wanna help you, hyune,” you asked again, your voice soft and so, so quiet. you simply didn’t want to startle him. you saw your boyfriend’s meltdowns before, but this time something felt different. you were scared - what could possibly trigger that episode in him? “not now,” he whispered. “i don’t wanna talk about it right now, just need you,” he added, his broken tone tearing your heart apart. “it’s okay, we don’t have to talk about it, but can you do something for me?” you said and he looked at you with his teary eyes. “can you get up and go to the kitchen with me?” he nodded at that question and you helped him. you led the way, seating him on the chair, and you went to see what you could find in his fridge. you took out some leftovers, heated them and placed them on the table in front of hyunjin. he looked at the plate and sighed loudly, not moving a bit. you noticed that and decided to help him. you took a fork in your hand and scooped some food on it. “here, take a bite,” you encouraged him and he didn’t even protest, opening his mouth and eating everything you gave him. “you’re doing amazing, my love. just a few bites left,” you encouraged him in a soft tone. when he finished, you placed a featherlike kiss on his forehead. then you proceeded to bring some fresh clothes from his closet. you led him to the bathroom, helping him to take a quick, relaxing bath. you washed his hair and massaged his shoulders and back, helping him release the tension. then you helped him to put on the clothes and led him to his bed. you brushed his hair, humming softly one of his favourite songs. he closed his eyes, visibly relaxed and you felt relieved you managed to get him through the meltdown. when you finished and put the bush down, hyunjin opened his eyes and took your hand in his. you squeezed it, examining his look. “how are you feeling?” you asked shyly, unsure whether it was a good moment to ask that question. “better,” was all he said, a faint smile dancing on his lips. then he called your name and you hummed in acknowledgement. “can you kiss me?” he then asked. you smiled and nodded, leaning down and kissing him softly on his lips. he placed his hand on your hip and manouvered you into his lap. you broke the kiss, hesitant. “hyune, we don’t have to do this now,” you said, but he just shook his head. “but i want to. is it okay if we continue?” you looked him in the eyes and after a short moment you kissed him again, wrapping your arms around his neck. hyunjin whispered soft ‘i love you’s’ in between the kisses and you hoped he really felt a bit better than before. he promised to talk to you about his episode in the morning, but for now you decided to let him lose himself in the kisses.
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angellesword · 3 years
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SAVE ME | KTH (02)
summary: You were determined to kill yourself, but instead of ending your life, you ended up summoning the devil of death.
Alternatively:
The Devil: I’m here to ruin you, I’m here to save you.
genre & content warnings: demon au, e2l, angst, fluff, roommate au, oc wants to die, invalidating feelings of others, drug overdose,  physical violence, and mention of character’s death (minor)
pairing: devil!taehyung x doctor!reader
word count: 2.6k
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"I'm the devil and I'm here to save you."
It seemed like the world stopped spinning the moment you heard those words. You were deeply rooted in the place where you're standing and suddenly, you couldn't speak. You tried parting your lips, unluckily no word came out.
The stranger who claimed to be the 'devil' furrowed his brow that caused you to momentarily shut your eyes—hoping that once you opened it again, this stranger's reflection would go away.
 It didn't.
The man was still standing behind you. An evil grin was actually plastered on his face while twirling the handle of the black scissors in his pointer finger.
This devil was pretending to keep his cool, but in reality, he's pissed off. Well for starters, he did not want to be here. He's literally just chilling in the deepest part of hell when you called him.
What the hell does she need from me anyway?  The devil mused.
He thought that his question would be answered the moment you turned to face him. Unfortunately, you only looked at him hoping that your mind was just playing tricks on you—that you were actually the only living creature here. 
Did you overdose with antidepressant pills again?
"Fuck off!" You scolded yourself thinking that the things you were seeing weren't real. This was simply one of the effects of taking too much pills.
Tears painted your cheeks as you covered your face. You were just hallucinating, right? If not, then why would a fucking devil appear in your already pathetic life?
Demons did not exist. They're just an illusion created by people so they could blame someone or something as to why their lives were miserable.
You took a deep breath as you talked to yourself: 'Demons don't exist. Stay calm. You're doing great.'
'Focus on your breathing, sweetie. I'm here for you.'  You even played your mom's usual reminder inside your head. 'She's here with me. I'm okay. I will be okay...' You continued to distract yourself.
Minutes passed. When your heart started beating at a normal place, you then placed your trembling hands on your chest. Your labored breathing turned steady. This meant that the devil was gone now, right?
"You done meditating, dollface?"
You choked on your own spit when you saw the stranger casually sitting on the couch. His tails was still wagging while grinning from ear to ear.
"Just fuck off!"
The devil lazily rolled his eyes when he realized that anger was taking over you again. You were hysterical. You're throwing everything your hand touched at the stranger.
"Fuck off! Fuck off! Leave me fucking alone!" You shrieked.
The lampshade was heavy in your arms so you threw it at once. Sadly the devil was agile. One moment he's dodging your throws and now he's stopping you from breaking more stuff.
The devil had enough of your bullshit.
He pinned you to the floor length mirror, causing the glass to shatter. Its pieces pierced through your body.
You yelped in pain.
The devil let out an exasperated sigh.
"Listen here, Barbie." He rolled his eyes while emphasizing the 'ie' in the word Barbie. He also stared deep into your eyes.
You could only watch as his lips danced.
"As much as I want to leave your Barbie world and ignore your plastic life, I can't." You could feel his hot breath on your cheek. It made you shiver. "You are the one who summoned me. Therefore, I'm stuck with you."
His statement made you huff. You didn't like the tone this devil just used. You were crankier than usual and it’s probably because you had taken a lot of pills today.
It's like you weren't scared of him anymore because really, who did he think he was to insult you?
"Did you just call me a Barbie?" You usually took this as a compliment, howbeit his voice sounded so cynical that you could practically taste the insult in your mouth.
"Hmm. Let me see," the devil pretended to think. He moved a few inches away from you just so he could eye you from head to toe. His gaze was so sultry that your fight-or-flight response was to cover your chest and gasp.
He only chuckled at your reaction before proceeding to tell you his stupid reasons.
"You're living in a grand apartment, you have hundreds of shoes and expensive clothes too," his eyes roamed around your big room while snorting. He was suddenly reminded of those people who tried to kill themselves because they didn't have enough money to provide for themselves and for their families. It's funny that you're just taking for granted the things other people would kill just to have.
You were really the classic bimbo Barbie.
"You literally have everything, yet you're still acting like life is so hard!" He imitated a high pitched voice of a woman while rolling his eyes. 
"How dare you!" You couldn't take his insults anymore as you were already stepping on his ridiculously long tail.
He had no right to accuse you of being ungrateful when he knew nothing about the hell you had been going through.
It was unfair.
You stomped your feet on his tail one more time before running away, leaving him crying in pain.
Your heartbeat doubled as you stepped out of your abode. Running mindlessly brought you to the parking lot. At times like this, you couldn't help but give yourself some credit for always putting your car keys inside the pocket of your jeans.
You drove away from your apartment building.
 You could still feel your heart thumping loud as you stepped on the gas. You needed to get away before you lost your mind.
 You thought you already got away with the stranger who claimed to be the devil, but then you suddenly felt a strong pang of pain in your chest. It also felt like someone's punching your lungs because you could hardly breathe.
 "No!"
 Profanities escaped your mouth when you almost hit a group of pedestrian crossing the street. You wanted to stop to ask if they’re okay; however, you couldn't seem to stop driving.
 What the hell was happening!?
 "Careful, Barbie. You might kill someone..."
 "I said leave me alone!" You stepped on the gas harder because using your peripheral vision, you saw the devil casually slouching on the passenger seat.
 Your tears fell as the devil's wicked laugh erupted. He's about to lean closer, but you're quick enough to stop the car, throwing him back on his seat.
 You hastily went out of your mini cooper and then you ran inside the hospital where you worked. There were a lot of people in this place. You were sure the devil couldn't get to you while you were here.
 Or so you thought.
 "Hey, what are you doing here—wait! Are you okay?"
 Huh. If it wasn't your luck. Out of all the people you're going to run into while running away from the devil, why did it have to be another devil?
 "Dr. Bae..." You said breathlessly.
 Bae Joo-hyun only winced as a response to your lame greeting. You could actually see the disgusted look she's sporting as she eyed you from head toe. The scowl on her face deepened upon seeing your bare feet. Joo-hyun always hated the way you dressed because she could never beat your style. 
 However, it looked like today was her lucky day. Her scowl turned into a smirk when she noticed your outfit of the day: black jeans and plain top. You didn't apply any makeup. You were one hundred percent sure that the bags under your eyes were visible.
 Acid dripped into your stomach, sadly you didn't have any choice but to pretend like you were not affected by Joo-hyun's judgmental stare.
 "How are you?" You flashed a smile at you enemy. It's the kind of smile that hid your real emotions. No one would have guessed that you just spent the past hour of this gloomy afternoon from trying to kill yourself to summoning the devil and now, just casually saying hello to your nemesis.
 Seriously. What's up with your life?
 "I should be the one asking you that," Joo-Hyun quirked her brow, feigning sympathy.
 "Are you okay? I've heard that Cha Areum passed away because of you. I mean—" She paused mid-sentence just to laugh. It was the type of laugh that said 'Oh, silly me!' because the answer was damn obvious.
 You glared at her. Joo-Hyun really knew how to annoy you.
 "—she died because the operation which you lead wasn't successful, right?" Joo-Hyun patted your bare shoulder which caused you to flinch; however, she acted as though she didn't notice your nervous movement.
 "Condolence by the way. I know how much that patient meant to you."
 Tears filled your eyes as you let out a shaky breath. If this was an ordinary day, you would most definitely make Bae Joo-hyun regret opening her big mouth, but today wasn't like any other day. This was the time you should be ending your pathetic life.
 It wasn't happening because you were running away. Again.
 "Have a good day, Dr. Bae." Your lack of energy to deal with the annoying doctor was apparent when you decided to simply walk away—no. You were running once more.
 Admittedly, when you were driving a few minutes ago, you didn't really know where to go. You were just certain that you needed to leave your apartment—that you needed to get away from the stranger who insisted that you summoned him, but then you found yourself taking the route going to this hospital.
 Your safe place.
 Ever since you were a kid, you had always dreamt of working here at Cornelia Hospital. You wanted to take care of other people and extend their time in this world—this was what you promised Cha Areum, the little girl you failed to save.
 Bae Joo-hyun was right. The operation which you had led wasn't successful. It ended the life of a ten year-old girl.
 She was so young.
 'She shouldn't have trusted me. I am a failure. I failed her!' Your thoughts cut deeper than a knife. You firmly believed that you deserved to die as well.
 "I'm so sorry, Areum!" You stumbled on the ground.
 This place felt like home to you. Aside from cutting your hair, you also went to the rooftop of this hospital just to feel the fresh air—a gentle reminder that you were alive and lucky enough to experience simple things like the warmth of the wind.
 Today, instead of being in the morgue, you were back on the rooftop.
 You plopped down on the floor as you succumbed to the pain of losing the first person whom you loved after the death of your mother.
 'I am a failure.' You continued to screw this in your head.
 "Sorry. I'm so sorry!" You clasped your hands together and then you rubbed them as fast and as hard as you could.
 You also looked at the sky; the harsh ray of the sun didn't matter to you.
 It's unbelievable. Where did the sun get the audacity to shine brightly when people were mourning?
 The sun was not fair.
 "You look horrible, Barbie."
 Your eyes instantly landed on the stranger beside you.
 The devil was back. He was hugging his legs while placing his chin on the top of his knees.
 He flashed another evil grin at you.
 You wiped your tears away.
 "Look," you stared hard at him. "I don't care if you're really a devil or not. In fact, I don't care if you want to kill me at all."
 You stopped talking when you remembered what he said a short time ago. He claimed that he didn't have any intention to end your life. Actually, he said he came to save you.
 "—but if you're just going to pester and insult me, I suggest you go back to hell before I kick your ass to heaven."
 Your threat must have been funny because the devil burst into laughter. He laughed until he choked on his own spit.
 You rolled my eyes.
 "You're different from them." The devil chuckled again. He's been in this world since the beginning of time, yet this was the first time he encountered a mere human threatening him.
 People were usually scared of him. If they're kind, it was because they needed something from him. Fame, wealth, knowledge, or anything they wanted.
 The devil could give any diabolical favors to humans in exchange of their souls.
 "Whatever," you pursed your lips since you seriously didn't care about what he was implying. 
 You simply wanted to rest and to your surprise, the devil actually kept his mouth shut.
 Silence engulfed the two of you.
 Just when you thought your heart was finally calmed down, the devil spoke again, causing your anger to ignite once more.
 "You don't really wanna die today, do you?"
 You were so ready for your rebuttal, but his question surprised you.
 It rendered you speechless.
 The only thing you could do was to look at your shaking hands. Shame and guilt crept into your heart.
 You honestly thought that you were ready to die today, but come to think of it, if you really wanted to kill yourself, would you seriously allow yourself to look mediocre in your last day here on earth?
 You were vain. You firmly believed that whatever you're wearing when you died would be your ghost outfit.
 Knowing this attitude of yours, you were certain you would never ever allow yourself to wear ugly jeans and an equally ugly top if you were aware that you're going to die.
 Your ghost outfit should be fabulous.
 "W-What are you doing?" Your body trembled in fear when the devil abruptly leaned closer to you.
 He touched your chin, urging you to look at him. When you did, your breathing hitched. Not only that, your heart also skipped a beat as you finally took in his appearance.
 Maybe they're not lying when they said that the devil came in beautiful form to deceive human beings.
 This demon was perfect. His face was symmetrical. He had this heart shaped face. This was the first time you saw someone with rich golden eyes in your more than thirty years of existence.
 The devil's eyelashes were so long you were convinced he didn't blink, he batted. You were also surprised to see his eyelids. His right eye was monolid while the left part was double eyelid.
 His tail wagged, halting your enthusiastic heart from praising his Godly feature.
 The devil stared deep into your soul. He pulled you closer to him and then a gasp escaped your mouth when he touched the back of your shoulder.
 "You can't kill yourself." This was the last words he said to you before disappearing into the thin air.
 You blinked once. Just a few breaths ago, you was determined to end your life because you blamed yourself for Areum’s death. Right now, however, the only thing clouding your feeble mind was the gorgeous creature who you summoned.
 You were drinking in the physical features of the devil like a love-struck fool as you wondered what in hell had gotten into you.
 The devil came into beautiful form, but he also came to totally turn your miserable life upside down.
 This was not good.
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