#i mean theyre related so you know

[marcmorrigan]

Released to [REDACTED]. SPK 02-04-10 6:45 PM

also released:

3 - One (1) sealed bag s/c cigarettes & lighter which were found in right exterior vest pocket of unnamed male accomplice.

4 - One (1) sealed bag s/c polaroid photo which was found in left interior vest pocket of unnamed male accomplice.

Note: victim posthumously identified as one Mail Jeevas, DOB 02/01/1990 (aged 19yrs at time of death). Request that Gevanni update documentation accordingly. - N

always thinking about the polaroids matt and mello didnt get to take + the amount of clean up and paperwork near and the SPK probably had to do after they seized all the kira case files from 'L'... also like. do you think near had to identify matts body. who else was there that couldve done it. anyway whatever teehee <3

+ 'clean'(er) version without all the scratches and stuff:

#death note #mellodramattic #mellomatt #mihael keehl #mail jeevas #my art #full color #posts only show up in the first five tags right... whatevs thats plenty #literally based the caption off an evidence release related to the jfk assassination so if i wrote the documentation out wrong no i didnt!! #anyway. theyre trans + in love + deserved to take cute photos of themselves #and whenever i added the frame iwl ohhh. theres only one person who COULD have this picture. which is when i decided to add the blood stain #i PERSONALLY dont think matt and mello were in contact until after mells left lidners hotel but we can pretend. for the sake of the art #re: the date on the photo + mello not having his scars i mean #also mello is a type o negative fan you CANNOT change my mind its so real to me. i Know It. anesthesia is ON my mellodramattic playlist #obviously ref'ed from that one GQ shoot w jesse rutherford and devon carlson... idk them but i LOVE those photos theyre so fun #i need to look up more of taylor rainbolts photography bc i feel like theres a looot of potential insp to be had there for my work #ANYWAY! theres a plain-er version under the cut if u wanna see it w/out as many overlays and scratches and such #im so glad 2 be done w this piece i have been working on it on and off since. NOVEMBER OF 2022... #ITS AUGUST OF 2023 NOW. I DRAW AT A NORMAL SPEED DW ABOUT IT <3 #death note spoilers #<--- for my beloved nat

[gibbearish]

ive seen ppl saying smth in the wider plagiarism discussion to the tune of "don't worry anxious people, it's impossible to accidentally plagiarize!" and i feel like that lacks a lot of nuance that anxious brains like mine latch on to to just dismiss the possibility outright, as well as a lack of life experiences fueling it.

it is possible to "accidentally plagiarize" in that you can read something, forget about it, then a while later have your brain spit the ideas back out without telling where it got them. so of course you just assume they're yours and share them as such, because That's Where Most Of The Thoughts In Your Head Come From! and it both is and isn't plagiarism, you weren't /intending/ to pass someone's else's work off as your own, i'd even say in a way you were just as much a victim of misinformation as your audience. but you very much so did still resuse the work of someone else, even if you don't remember it.

but in my experience, this kind of thing also happens to a lot of people. you tell a friend a joke then wake up in a cold sweat two days later realizing the reason they didnt laugh was because they'd told you that joke a month ago. you reply to a friend's text and after sending you realized you ended it with the same exact phrase as theirs. you're writing edgy poetry and write a line you really like only to see it in a text post two days later saying youve already liked the post. like, it happens. so if it DOES happens and you're just honest and explain, people will understand. something like "oh shit im sorry, i totally have read that, i mustve forgotten and only remembered bits and pieces and just thought they were mine. thank you for letting me know and for the source" works wonders.

people know you can forget things. people won't automatically doubt your apology just because all true plagiarists say it was accidental. HOPEFULLY people can understand the nuance between a genuine remorseful explanation, and a thief who hoped no one would find out scrambling for excuses for why they did it. and those who can't, that's a them problem, not a you problem, you've taken responsibility for your actions as much as you can. they think the answer is simple, that the only thing stopping you from saying "yes i did it on purpose, i knew the whole time and deliberately copied them" is shame/inability to admit to your actions. but sometimes things AREN'T that simple, so imo ppl who are shitty to you for not following the script they made up for you in their head should be ignored

#youre allowed to make up scripts for people in fact good luck stopping yourself since thats kinda just part of how conversation works #is you try to predict how your audience will react to a certain statement #and my therapist actually encouraged me to practice run stuff i wanna talk about in sessions because That Makes It Easier To Talk About #like who cares if it's rehearsed‚ it's still the truth‚ yknow? #however that only applies to the things /you/ want to say. you are the only one aware of this script and the only one who agreed to it in #the first place which is why you plan contingencies into the script #is because you only have control over one character and can only take guesses at what the others might say #if you guess wrong and they do something different that doesnt mean /theyre/ not following the script #it means /your/ copy was a misprint and you filled in the blanks wrong. so do what good actors do and improvise. you'll get back on script #eventually. or not‚ if your guesses devolved into wildly speculative fanfiction‚ but frankly you knew going into it that #most of your script was guesswork so you should be prepared to have to make some things up on the fly #or see again: prepare contingencies #if your guesswork on your copy of the script turns out to be wrong‚ wouldnt it be sooo handy to have a second copy which follows this #version of events much better? #and if not that one‚ maybe this third? how about this fourth? etc etc etc #but really just. when guessing at what others will say. know that you are guessing and dont hold it against /them/ if youre wrong #sorry ik that wasnt super related to the post itself im just also passionate abt that #plagiarism #james somerton

[todayisafridaynight]

took a modern japanese history class just to flex on everyone that the only reason why i know so much about the meiji period is because im mentally disturbed about a franchise about criminals and they just so happened to make a game specifically about the meiji period

#snap chats #the funniest thing is on my exam today there were only two (two) meiji period related . vocab. #The Meiji Restoration and Saigo Takamori so you know i wrote essays about those #i legally had to mention tokugawa. of course. bald bitch #cause my exam was like. prof gave us twelve words but he only graded ten and you had to tell him who or what it was #why it was important and when it took place. or when they were most relevant yeah #ACTUALLY the easiest exam of my life- i mean it was bullshit the study guide he gave us had SIXTY-ONE FUCKING WORDS #like of course i studied them all because you gottaa be prepared but my man what the fuck #anyway i hate the bitches in that class theyre annoying as hell and always make me feel like shit. they dont even talk to me #i just hate how they talk and what they say it ruins my mood instantly #but at least i got to sit and daydream about ryuji for like twenty minutes and yk what that almost makes it worth it #cant wait to go over the horror japan committed during ww2 next week bye guys

[24-guy]

For research purposes can we get Max in one of those 80s coach outfits? (Red short shorts and very tight white tee)

-🧶

This is what I’ve become. (/lh)

Nah but really I love 80s mens outfits. Glenn in Nightmare on Elm was my first foray into it and I hate that today’s culture will have to change a lot until we can truly bring it back into the mainstream.

#asks #🧶 anon #j is talking again #also i know this is from the character blogs because my mutual is the richie account #its fun :) #also related to my mention about horror i think max would be one of the cast to die in the middle of a horror movie #hes too cliche jock to die anywhere but there unless its intentionally a parody #or a different subgenre of horror #the first deaths are minorities the last deaths are loved characters #middle deaths are characters basically marked for death because theyre mean or otherwise to the main cast #and youve got your final girls (neutral) for the survivors #infodump over #not enough people talk to me about horror so im sorry for coopting your ask 🧶 #i hope you dont mind

[freebooter4ever]

i send my friend suggestions of tourist places to see in his new country (his contract was extended, lucky him!) or messages about friend of friends i have living there that he could maybe meet for fellow americans to talk to, and his response is always that he doesnt have time. and not in that exaggerated way that people do to seem busy. but in that bone tired way i recognize from him here in LA, that i recognize in myself.

#jrnlsht #i watch the lives of my friends who have Made It on social media and its like looking through glass into another world i cant relate to #theyre so happy and confident and successful and its beautiful #you know whats a funny thing about LA #so many people on the on*line da*ting apps put *successful* on their list of requirements in the people they want to date #like theres a bar of entry and if you haven't reached a certain goal post like... blue check marks on your social media or a level of wealt #then they arent even going to want to get to know you #and its so antithetical to how i was raised i cant even comprehend #and yet i see it happening to my own relationships #in pittsburgh i had friends from literally ALL walks of life from people who made even less money than me to comfortable to fairly wealthy #here my friends are almost entirely of one professional class #and i have been observing how my hyper wealthy friends self select in who they interact with to maintain this wealthy bubble around them #i dont think it's entirely intentional but its also not not intentional if you know what i mean #anyway its one of the reasons i fucking loved the talk on saturday oh my god those two were a breath of fresh air i needed so much #these smart genius dudes built their own life and instead of constantly looking up for more and more personal gain #they paused and looked at the people still desperately trying to rise #and were like if i have gotten this far why cant i help you do it too and then they DID IT they actually started helping #i think that is the true meaning of success

[lucky-draws]

does anyone remember outlast.

#it's finally time. to play it again #it really is game where you listen to a man continually hyperventilate . and grunt #got spooked by the library hanging men got spooked by chris walkers first appearance all is right in the world #my laptop can handle it better than my pc could so i can have it on much better graphics settings which is nice lol #i had a good look at the miles heads in the library ❤️ #im gonna be brutally honest and say i found a lot of the outlast fandom annoying/not relevant to my interest or enjoyment of the game #but i am better at art than i was when i first played so who knows i might draw some stuff related to it #i dont mean any specific person was annoying btw it was just the focus on charcters like trager and uhh jeremy ?forgot his name and frank #when to me theyre just not #likeable characters and more to the point not characters that are supposed to be liked theyre just enemies idk #and of course we wont get into weddie .......... #but yeah we'll see anyway #the main thing is to have fun getting scared .and i am doing that right now 😁👍

[wizardsix]

it's fun to look through datamined stuff but I need some of you to stop getting mad at larian for scrapping ideas you thought were cool. cool doesn't mean it'll make sense in the overarching story, and maybe larian likes this version better, or sometimes ideas just didn't work well with what they had in mind. I know this first hand from writing stories, I'll have cool ideas but realize later it doesn't fit the original tone of the story. it's okay to scrap stuff, but you can always use it for something else.

also, like it or not, it's larians game first, their story, their characters (I know.), it doesn't matter if we think something is cool, the reality is that not everything works in the end. and that's fine. that's how all art is, it's alive and ever-shifting, it'll go through many, many, versions, to the point where you might get sick of chewing on the same plot, and in the end the final version might not be as good as you thought when you look back in a few months or years. and that's ok. art isn't supposed to be perfect.

everything is subjective and I think fandoms would be a more intellectual place if people learned to critique art for what it is not what it isn't.

#of course don't get me wrong i have my own issues with the game that completely counters my point #but im not gonna sit around being upset over what could've been #overall i enjoyed bg3 i wouldn't have 600hrs if i didn't #to me this is like asking why an artist painted the forest instead of the dragon that was just out of frame #ofc you think the dragon is cooler but if the artist never told you they went to the dragon forest youd appreciate the forest for what it i #in art its like. the negatives elevate your subject. sometimes less is more no matter how cool it is #idk if im making sense ive been feeling sentimental about art recently and this is my favourite philosophy when it comes to my work #this isn't to say roll over and accept any art. always be critical always be a hater but the skill is knowing when and how #also im a believer of steal like an artist so if larian had cool ideas they didn't use? guess what? yours now. go crazy #i didn't mean for this to turn into a philosophy lesson on art but. theyre related #can you tell that ive gone insane from rewriting the same story bc i couldn't decide which version i liked better. i finally got it tho yay #oh god typo in the gc.... kill him . im not fixing that #six speaks #bg3 #larian critical

[craycraybluejay]

Me if I ever get a really bad psychotic episode and think my friend is a hulking scary monster so hit them with a chair: whoops, had a psychotic aggression moment after being psychotic this past month. Might want to find a better way to keep myself and other ppl safe in case it happens again

Some people: no!111!!1!! That's just regular aggression!!!1!1 stop talking bad about psychotics!!1!!!!! It was ur fully lucid and self aware choice to hit ur friend with a chair!!1!!!! Literally there's no such thing as psychotic aggression1!!!!1! Kys op!!

#narcissistic abuse #discourse #mental illness #actually psychotic #actually schizospec #literally yes mental disorders can drive u to do bad or stupid things. why do you think people seek help for them. #because theyre sad sometimes? #even low grade depression or anxiety can make you suicidal. and being suicidal can make you careless and stupid bc u stop caring ab shit #so like. maybe stop pretending mental disorders cant drive u to harm ppl and start addressing how to stay safe #and make sure others r safe around u #me if i say i got mad jealous bc of adhd related rsd and was mean about it bc adhd related impulsivity #people: OH NO UR SAYING THAT ADHD MAKES PPL ASSHOLES GO DIE RN #literally. go away. mental illness is an illness and not a quirk. bad shit happens. people do bad shit to themselves and others driven by #disordered behaviour and thought patterns #and you know what helps prevent this? talking about it honestly and spreading awareness so we can all get the kind of help and coping skills #that we need. so those who need meds or therapy can. so ppl can realize #'hey i felt super offended over this thing someone did that wasnt about me and hurt them! thats a pattern for me!' #'maybe i should talk about it with a therapist that specializes in stuff like that or try to use calming coping methods- #to calm myself down when i get really angry and see if it's worth hurting someone over!' #please take a moment to reflect #who are you helping by denying the disordered nature of mental illness

[orbdotexe]

Give me all of the thoughts you have on those three and I will give you cute cat video (threat)

OKAY SO. its been a hot minute since ive done anything outside of writing the already established shorts for Exile, so this might be a lil lacking in what i usually put into these. But i promise its got more of plenty else! my brain has been zoomed ALL the way in on getting every single floof in warframe (i have all but like. 5. and those are all from Venus. please help)

Drifter. Drifter Drifter. He does NOT want to get attached and Shin and laughing at him the whole time. That man knew exactly what he was doing when he dragged Drifter into this and feels no regret. You might even get a rare smile (albeit smug) from him when talking about it.

It may not have been the most moral thing to do; using Drifter's experiences with the Nine to trap him into doing something insanely dangerous--But he's fine now, and he barely even came out with a bruise. Besides, the whole system should be glad Shin did that. At least now, Wolf has some direction.

It's not the most moral thing, yet again, to point Wolf at enemies again--A weapon, again--but it's what they needed. Horrible thing to need, the exact thing you need to get away from. But they have to want to get away from it enough to leave, first, and they can't get to that point without it. Wolf has to be a weapon to know what to do with themself, now. They spiral without it, and Ghost takes far too long to realize it--And refuses to acknowledge it when he does.

But they need an outlet, and the City still needs them. Two birds with one stone (though Wolf might object to that specific phrase). Think of the greater picture, Shin might ask.

That's why now, after a life removed from the bigger picture, I'm risking everything I am on a simple bet—that you are different. That you are better. Than me. Than them

This is what I want—need—you to understand. Your path is not your own. It is shared. It has impact. It carries consequence and creates wake, both obvious and unseen. And the path you're currently walking is… concerning. For yourself, whether you see it or not. More importantly, for others.

Have you considered this?

Shin is much more attached than he sounds (thank you autofill for recommending "attractive"), trying to both guide them and keep at a distance. Not that he ends up doing the greatest job.

Drifter, on the other hand, is more or less his typical self--If much more... put-off by the whole thing, at least for the first while. He gets used to Wolf's tendencies, and how Ghost and Shin try to direct it, so they don't catch themself too far in their own crossfire (not that its effective, but the two try. Thank the Light for Crow coming around).

But Wolf is still unnerving, maybe because they remind him and the states he was stuck in. Maybe because it's-- Well, not willingly. But the things they put themself through that they don't have to? So, maybe there's resentment, or maybe he just doesn't understand and maybe they don't exactly help much of anyone understand. Maybe they're unnerving because of their eyes, because of how they hold themself (a kicked dog.), because of the fighting spirit, the determined heart, reduced to the mere haunting of someone who was before.

Maybe it's pity. Maybe he doesn't want someone else to end up like him, or the people he's known throughout his far too long history.

#i went and read Letters From a Renegade again for this. give me the lore boys and free my sooouuuul #(that is completely incoherent if you dont know the Give Me the Peat Boys post but thats alright) #i want so badly for that lorebook to be canon to Exile. maybe theyre unsent letters. maybe they have a different... tone. more pleading #pleading and warning. half begging half threat. ''I need you to understand. You have to understand. Don't make me do this.'' #i also had to get a DEATHGRIP on my memory of Drifter lore but lemme tell you. THAT brainrot never left lmao #he's so. squiiiissssh. #i need to torment him. and while this isnt usually what i would mean by that! it works! #and Ghost and Shin get to poke him so. it works <3 #orb rambles #the forsaken exile #on non-destiny note (bc i need help): #the amalgam hasnt really grown any since i finished it but i started making ayatan amalgams by clipping them into each other and other thin #might make a biblically accurate ghost kuaka floof. i have so many of them #also i think itd be funny if my Warframe Drifter was Destiny Drifter. no sense from a lore perspective but think about how great itd be #also #there was great temptation to say 'Drifter Drifter Archon Killer' up there. i have brainrot and it isnt even related to WF's STORY. blease

[arolesbianism]

Breakcore may not be a super strictly defined genre but I swear ppl will call anything that has noises at all like y'know music has like just normal ass music from any other genre breakcore with a straight face and I just have to sit there and try to not reveal I'm a pretentious fuck when it comes to this stuff

#rat rambles #this is abt you splatoon players there's a maximum of One side order song that you could argue is breakcore #and I would consider it breakcore but its very very lowkey breakcore #and its c0ld st0rage btw its sooo light but it was enough to make me go oooooo a new sploon breakcore question mark? when I first heard it #I do rly like side order music but plsssssss most of it isnt even close to breakcore #also on a related note most sploon toon music in general is like. fairly normal music imo? like its Good music dont get me wrong but like #most of it is either just normal ass music with voice filters or gasp the horror uses samples in its melodies #I adore the soundtracks of all three games so dearly but talking to other ppl who do can be funny because theyre all like yeah its rly #weird I didnt like it at first but its grown on me haha #and I just have to sit there like bro I used to not care for a lot of it because it was Too normal for my taste #now by that I mostly mean like squid squad and all the idol music from the first two games #and tbf. the idol music still isnt rly my jam usually marie gets the exception because of that one amv #like I love pearl and marina with my heart and soul but off the hook music has always been some of farthest from my taste in music #which is why damp socks need to make more songs Now because holy shit do they go crazy #it takes my favorite part of off the hook (the vocals) and aplifies what I liked abt them and puts them over absolute banger instrumentals #splatoon piano is my favorite shit you know shits abt to go crazy when they pull out the splat band piano #but yeah note my specification of the first two games idol songs because deep cut music is absolutely delightful #frye's occasional english is kind of scary but it gives me fuel for my history nerd frye hcs so I will welcome it with open arms #also while I love all of the idols vocals deep cut vocals are the most consistently good imo #actually I should just like make a splat band tier list or smth instead of going on a tangent in the tags of this post

[horce-divorce]

So to be clear tumblr is the only social media i actually bother to use with any regularly, but sometimes you crave variety. For example sometimes going on reddit is a nice distraction, and my feed is all really interesting silly low-investment type posts that i can scroll thru and be entertained by without feeling like i have to engage. and other times it feels exactly like facebook. just suggested post after suggested post that makes me say "god you people are so fucking unbelievably stupid." posts seemingly hand picked to make me so enraged, the exact kind of shit I go online to AVOID.

currently it's recommending me a bunch of posts about "why does America have so much looting?" That have a bunch of responses like, "Because of the crime wave, no one prosecutes shoplifters, people have just noticed its so easy to get a group together on whatsapp, etc" and WHY? It thinks I would want or need these posts? Idfk??? I hang out in r/antiwork and like 3 other main subs about being homeless and random entertainment topics. I don't use reddit for politics or world events. I do NOT get my news from there.

Anyway there was also one recommended thread about "why do rural folk feel looked down upon by city folks?" And all the responses were, "yeah! It's them who are rude to the city people!" And when someone mentioned the lack of resources in rural areas, another person chimed in to say "well I lived in Detroit and now I live in a rural area and we have WAY more food and resources than Detroit does!" But the second anyone brings up, you know, the socioeconomic factors that influence that shit, everyone's like whining and crying bc their little brains can't handle ""bringing race into it."" someone had a different life experience than you?! Pft, sure, and then all the bystanders clapped! 🙄

idk it's like. the more time goes on, the wider economic gaps become, the more obvious it is how effectively people are brainwashed. It's not like the answers to these questions are hidden esoteric mysteries. It's not like people having different, individual experiences in life is new. Even my grandma understands that a) people aren't actually looting that much and b) even if they were, have you bought groceries in the past 3 years? if so, why are you even asking that question?? But you try to actually talk about how bad shits getting and these fuckers go into high gear defending The American Way Of Life and blaming individual choices. Ppl are drinking the Kool aid so hard and they think water is just supposed to fucking taste like that

#me #they put the kool aid in to cover up the taste of lead. #flint still doesnt have clean water. btw. #thats such a perfect example of what im talking about too #for YEARS its been common knowledge that we are poisoning and killing the people of flint (very near detroit fwiw. related topics) #and its like #idk i feel like i meet ppl who assume that bc Everyone Knows About Flint that means that it got fixed or smth #it fucking didnt #doesn't it feel kinda like. w wages and inflation. or covid. or anything else. #we declare oh yeah X is happening! its in the media. heres the numbers. everyones talking about it. finally out in the open. here we go #its in the news cycle for a few weeks and then bam. gone. nothing. #and everyone thinks oh its gone now. i guess its over #covid is still rampant and terrifying but its not on everyones minds anymore so no one wears masks. problem fucking solved am i right #everyone knows inflation is untenable. ceos make 400x workers. rent is all of your income. no one can afford food #we wont change wages tho. and everyone is just like. well if employers dont wanna pay more thats ok. just look harder for work. #just try harder. just work more jobs. just sell your blood in addition to your time body heart and soul. #its like people are hearing 'socioeconomic factors beyond our control influence how we live our lives' and they still go #'but why dont you wanna just buy more money?' #theyre HEARING words but they arent LISTENING #ONE person in that looting threads comments mentioned police brutality. one. #and they shockingly weren't getting downvoted into the negatives but they definitely werent being heard either #i feel like thats the most glaringly obvious one #like the entire world saw our police force going apeshit and they went 'woah are black ppl in america ok?' #and everyone said NO PLEASE HELP #and... nothing fucking changed!!! #everyone supported water protectors that 1 time. but the water protectors in the great lakes region still fighting?? crickets #i dont get it. i dont get it!!!! #in the news: heres 20 current events making life untenable for disenfranchised people #everyone: i dont get it? why are they breaking stuff

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

RATS are NOT your friends at night while you're reading a scary book

#so if you didnt know. rats are nocturnal #so its 2am where i am rn. my room is pitch dark because i have my blinds shut #and im reading a scary book. lots of spooky creatures and body horror and haunted shit #and my rats. are knocking shit over and chewing on things and generally being menaces #or theyll go silent for a minute abd i think theyre chilling and then all of a sudden theyll drop a toy or something #and scare the shit out of me #they use their spooky little hands to climb on the bars of their cage. and they use their spooky little teeth to aggressively eat kibble #and i gave them new toys today. these edible foraging toys that they love #but that means my room is full of the sound of pulling on bars. or the clicking of a water bottle. or chewing. so muvh chewing #and im reading about this dead body come back to life. with like all of her bones broken. killing a guy in the most grotesque way #and its altogether a very bad experience #i was bored for the first 70ish pages but then it got really fucking good and im hooked. but its also terrifying #the rats have gone silent but now my dog is shifting in his kennel outside my room #both are terrifying. why are my rats silent. why is my dog moving. when will he move next #these animals are harassing me. whats next. my sibling's rabbit is going to break in? in roommate's cat will start scratching at the door? #if my landlord is reading this then ignore all of these tags. we only have a dog sir. no rodents or felines or whatever tf a rabbit is here #ah the rats are making sounds again. terrible horrifying sounds #i have to piss but im scared to get out of bed. i think i live here now. in bed. i cant leave #on a somewhat related note i really want to make deviled eggs rn but i have roommates that are trying to sleep #on one hand i miss living alone. on the other it makes me feel safer to have two other people here with me #even if the threat is only my imagination #and my mischievous critters

[todayisafridaynight]

Plushie anon again here, THERES A HOODIE? I'm also getting hopeful bc the plushie specifically says 3 but uses his dragon engine (for the cards) and unreal engine hair color...suspicious

yep, alongside ones for akiyama and ichiban ! it's a part of a lottery though so there isn't a guaranteed way to get one yet but it exists

and in case you missed it here are the clan pins including the hakuho clan- you actually can pre-order these right now !

on the note about his hair color though, i wonder why they've made it black. i love his chestnut hair so much more.....

#snap chats #itd be so funny if the plushies actually did imply something bigger for mine #if it does turn out to be that way none of you are allowed to bully me ever again #granted none of you ever DID which. <3<3<3<3<3 #BUT YEAH i dont like how theyre making his hair black- with hijikata i can let slide #but his chestnut hair just went so good with the rest of his pallet and it fit him so well... #i'll still love him but i'll miss his chestnut hair color if they really do decide to give him black hair in all merch and in-game #if he ever shows up in another game that is #also ngl im stumped on what you mean by uses the dragon engine for the cards #im dumb dumb but im trying to figure out what you mean cause the only thing i can think of is like #they always use the render from Y3 for anything mine related- unless you mean his RGGO cards #cause they do use dragon engine for his cards im pretty sure which Yeah Ok Now I Understand #but on that note tho every day i think about mine's unused model for YK1..... #like sir what are you doing here !!!!! what was your purpose !!!! im going INSANE !!!!!! #mine my beloved come back from the war why did mine get the Y6 akiyama treatment #all his files and models and textures are there but they just couldn't commit to adding him in the game #at least for akiyama we know why but i wonder what caused them to change their mind last minute for mine... #the world may never know.....

[chelseasasimmer]

mini hiatus (again)

so, i know i've only just started posting again, but my game's been hit with the time-jumping-back bug (this one) and, like, i just, im not gonna deal with that. im not gonna. so i'm putting nsb 2.0 on hiatus again. which is really frustrating cause now i really wanna play with hsy but i cant because this game is a fucking nightmare.

so yeah, posts are queued up til tomorrow night my time, but after that they'll be gone for a little longer.

i'm not gonna disappear completely though. i've got a shit tone of thsoe 'list 5 facts about your sim' asks sitting in my inbox that i want to get around to answering. i might also just generally try to post about my ocs* more.

#nonsims #im sorry guys #im so done with this fucking game #please sims team why are you like this #alternatively #if you know of a fix for this lmk #but idk i dont think its mod related #cause i tried my save with and without mods and it happened in both #*well i say my ocs #but i mean technically theyre just townies but older #and with personalities now #kinda #idk #i wanna talk about them though but im very afraid no one will care

[lucky-draws]

retconning the time when i said maria and mary silent hill are like the beautiful twin sisters onion and garlic. because i want to draw them kissing

#they're still beautiful girls running off and drowning themselves together but just not twins i guess . #actually im lying anyway because i suck at drawing romance poses. Well any poses that aren't simple and front facing let's be real #no but dyou know what i had this like dance sequence piece in mind relating to maria ending/endless cycle #of murder and evilness by james #but i never managed to draw it BUT i think i will just draw maria and mary dancing w each other . #instead . augh theyre so. #its like how do they feel...i mean not that they ever do meet each other but if they did. ..do you hate your imitation ..or #bond with them .. #self cest but not quite.

[britneyshakespeare]

i just have to say it. in my head by jason derulo is one of those songs a kid can hear on the radio constantly, for years, not think of it as anything but a regular love song. but then they grow up and realize. my god. this was never about anything OTHER than sex and it’s VERY obvious. one day a generation of children will have this realization about levitating by dua lipa.

#not that there's anything wrong w a song being about sex. i mean. if i did have a problem w it... i'd be really bothered all the time #by like every genre of music #there's just something kind of interesting about how you interpret lyrics as a kid bc all pop songs are kind of the same when youre young #they're all about situations like dating and parties and breakups that you don't relate to at all. except in very shallow kidified ways. #so you're like 'in my head is about him liking a girl' #but like. ITS GOING DOWN IN HIS HEAD???? #when youre older you grasp lyrics on a more specific and literal level. AND you can understand abstract lyrics better. #'all night youre my starlight i need you' blah blah #i happen to dislike both of these songs ive named but that really has nothing to do w this observation theyre both just kinda annoying to me #text post #idk what the point of this post was but im thinking about jason derulo #you could be my it girl.... baby you da shit girl #LOOOOOOOL one of my favorite lyrics ever #it's been over a decade and i cant get over 'shit girl' #I KNOW WHAT HE MEANS ITS JUST SO STUPID IN A LOVE SONG