#i might be active here again

[artsy-theo]

Bluebear says hello! 💙🐻

#animal crossing #bluebear #sorry I don't post here much #someone a year or so ago went through my whole tumblr page and stole a bunch of stuff to use on bootleg etsy merch #kind of dampens the interest in posting here #MEANWHILE twitter is burning to the ground #so i might become active here again anyway lmao

[wallbang-buzzkill]

old sketch of miller from Metro

#this is from my old twitter #im smacking it up here to stay active cause i might have covid again 😭 #metro exodus #colonel miller #metro 2033 #metro last light

[wasabijean]

rip freakazoid you would’ve loved tumblr

#freakazoid #dexter douglas #the lobe #fanart #my art #so i was watching freakazoid again. Still peak. #someone help this nonbinary lesbian PLEASEE please he is never gonna pull ANYBODY #except steff. him and steff are endgame. i have a sketch i did of them its old but sgdjsjskd i might post it #also i love the lobe. So much. Omfg. #if i draw this internet amalgamation guy one more time I Swear to God. Okay. Ummmm ya #See ya whenever rofl sorry im not crazy active here

[spacebubblehomebase]

Without colors or context, this simple and stupid comic of mine feels so, so tense; It's ominous. The difference from the tone of my last doodle is low-key hilarious though. But please, *insert ace joke here* cause I swear this is nothing serious. I don't even know why I gave in so much effort or show ya'll my progress before finishing, yet here we are. -Bubbly💙

#hazbin hotel #husk #alastor #spacebubblearts #doodles #wip #current wip #I have sooo many art wips like you guys have no idea #plus the backlog of stuff I have to draw #this is why I use too much dialogue #hazbin #fanart #my art #work in progress #amazon prime #I usually never sketch as well #why am I even putting so much effort into this??? #ah well practice is practice #and since you're reading the tags still anyway for some reason #might as well let you know some stuff about me #my favorite power of friendship trio here are Alastor Husk and Niffty #I want them to vibe so much I know Husk is on a leash #but as the calmest out of the three it's like he ties down the feral murderers he's bound too at times lmao #he's so tired #same husk... same #wow I've been very active online recently what's happening to me #and yet I have so much homework to draw for school ugggghhhhhhh #can't I just pass my fanart??? ugggghhh why do I have to animate my original characters #okay I think I'm straying too far from the post #once again why did I do this???

[yaoicoreren]

<3

#riddlebat #edward nashton #fanart #digital illustration #im kinda late to the one year anniversary of the movie but ive never been any good with dates and such #like i saw people anticipating it but i still wound up doing something very last minute haha #i might print this one to sell locally but im not really hopeful that its gonna sell #im really banking on the pr/oseka prints im gonna do to finance my riddlebat dependence #i might remove the text too and do it by hand with an actual sharpie #to add to the creepy vibes #oh idk if ive said on here already this but im pretty active on insta if you want you can check that out #its the same username so it should be easy to find #have a nice day and again happy one year to these weirdos<3

[heybaetae]

hi

#hi #i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full #so i think i might have to unpause it soon #maybe tomorrow idk yet #just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭 #it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!! #i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless #please keep using my tracked tag for your creations #i will be back for real eventually #my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time #it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage #i’m still not getting a ton of sleep #my brain is just Bad things all day #it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃 #i hope you are all well i miss you #i will respond to messages at some point too #there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol #it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally #hopefully i get there #bye again for now ����

[fuckyeah-bears]

Objectively I give absolutely zero shits about the Grammy’s but I am still pissed af that Marcus Mumford was snubbed

#those of y’all who’ve been here a while might remember my Marcus-Mumford related posting strike #lmao #I figured I have a precedent of posting about Marcus Mumford on here #so I can be self indulgent and do it again noe #literally I have so few active followers on main #and no one ever indulges me when I wanna (NEED) to scream about Marcus Mumford #so y’all are gonna get it here #marcus Mumford #(self-titled.) #my man was SNUBBED #seriously tho

[archduke-enver-gortash]

mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again. #sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all. #imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs! #so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately. #but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when. #like. imagine that. jesus dude. #like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here. #but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

[kachowkins]

my favorite mcdonalds worker fr

#shoutout to @toybonnie_at_mcdonalds on insta <3 #i miss my coworkers #i still gotta draw tb and springtrap together since i told spring i would… #tbh i need to be more active on tumblr again but i also said i’d draw more so.. #rikki doodlies #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #fnaf 2 #toy bonnie #toy bonnie fanart #fnaf #fnaf at mcdonalds #tagging it cause idk might post some of the doodles here

[mystoriesofthegalaxy]

I am in the middle of an Agent Carter rewatch (together with my mum, actually 🤭) and I am realising how much I missed my all time favourite couple 🥹 Because I did, I missed them so SO much!! (And I really want to get back to writing fanfics about them!)

#peggy carter #agent carter #peggysous #daniel sousa #rewatching the things you love is the best #it gives you such a warm feeling when you get to your favourites parts #plus my mum is also liking the show #it is difficult for me not to force people to watch agent carter 😂 #also i might start being more active here on tumblr again #because i really want to get back to writing fics 🥺

[gotchibam]

I know most ppl are moving away from twt nowadays so I'm probably just going to use mine for posting old works & blabbing abt my current interests 😅 If you guys don't mind that then you can also follow me there! (same handle)

#I always say im going to be active there and then I dont :')))) sorry abt that #but these days I kind of want to have an outlet for my thoughts & interests #sooo maybe i'll try again?? #tbh I wanna blab here sometimes too but there's already too many of you here sdkfjhksdjhfjs #and I can't reply bc this is a sideblog u_u #so yeah for now I guess I might find it easier to dump thoughts & be interactive over twt >_< #if I end up not being active again then it's most likely bc I don't have enough spoons ._. #bam blabs

[ladyseidr]

standing in the open doorway of my blog. the fn.af hyperfixation is creeping back in ( not that it ever fully left ).

#☽—— ⸢ ooc ⸥ #f n a f / #.tbd. #listen i've been taking a much-needed break from the rp side of tumblr #(usually my breaks consist of lurking and stressing out abt getting back. so like. not breaks.) #so yeah i haven't even been lurking BUT i miss y'all #i do wanna get back here but it's gotta be on my brain's terms #like. i NEED to focus on rping because i genuinely love it and not because Somebody Might Hate Me For Being Slow / Inactive #but yeah expect me lurking more again + maybe posting ooc / hc stuff #as for actual writing: we'll see!! hopefully soon because i miss it but i'm not gonna make promises #esp because i've been busy lately too #in the meantime i'm active on my personal and si.ms blog if anybody wants to urls #+ feel free to message me on dis.cord

[popponn]

in general, sometimes i really wonder what sort of impression i make on this place

#some told me (ily muach) but this sort of question do appear sometimes #like i know my personality and such #but like writing wise #and like from things i do here i really wonder how people see me #probably because im also new here and a bit tmi but this is like the most active i have been in socmed after quite a l o n g while #everyone here has been nothing but kind to me tho ily everyone #im glad im here hahaha #maybe one day i will talk about how happy i am whenever i talk to someone here #as a shy person it really means a lot to me haha #okay this is getting embarassing but yeah that question does exist #babblings #it's been 3 work days right so yeah let me be noisy this once again #or maybe i should make another blog that i treat like a priv acc and i dump everything there #hey thats a good idea actually #there are many things i want to say but all in all im really happy to be here. thank you everyone #i am still learning on how to express it and about interaction all in all as i am still as much of as a grandma as when i first start #but there is that. ily everyone #just putting this out here for a bit haha. might as well

[lightningmcqueenstan]

just found the entire series to one of my favourite books as a kid and downloaded them all cannot wait to read

#lowkey maybe ill liveblog some of this #i keep saying i need to be more active on here again but alas i do not #this might force me to be

[arts-i-enjoy]

AHHHHHH

#this post brought to you by: me #i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses #i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP #like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready #anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT #and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk #and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message #even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL #AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!! #i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year #i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17? #ive had a good well paying job since i was 18. #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job #which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind #so theres no point staying here. #i might never have this kind of job security again. #but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something #on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now #on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT #but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to #richard started yelling and swearing el oh el #might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible? #but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option #the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going #idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks #this is why i want to get out of here #also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about #not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey! #if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!

[mattodore]

#river dipping #theodore doe #echthroi #ts4 #was it necessary to share these pics too? no #but i've been wanting to get some mileage out of this jerma clip i saved the other day #if tumblr wasn't a site run by cowards i'd have already used this clip under one of the extras i took for that mattodore dirty talk ask #that i answered weeks ago wherein mattodore are fucking full on but alas.......... </3 #anyway let me check my activity feed and then i will once again be playing lemon eyes from matthias's playlist #and heading back to the mines (google docs) to toil away..... wish me luck friends and lovers bc i was agonizing last night #i might come back later tho and play catch up w/ the dash despite knowing how that will inevitably spiral into me being on here for like #five hours straight like it ALWAYS does whenever i say i'm gonna catch up..... fjfhkgkjgd #i rlly have to avoid tumblr all together when i'm trying to do things otherwise i get roped in and can't climb back out what can i say