#i need to start writing after exams

[arcanewebs]

does. anyone else experience the language learning pipeline of like

yeah why not seems kinda fun -> (optional step) the writing system is crazy bro -> damn theres no WAY im gonna remember any of this shit -> genuine interest and fascination with the differences between languages and needing to Know more

and its because of the stupidest reason for starting learning it in the first place

#me personally i only started french because i didnt want to do spanish or german #and we had to take a language #now look at me. ap student gonna take the exam in less than two months #did one course for asl because i needed to fill a credit and it seemed easy enough to do online #and i was so interested by deaf culture and i was having sm fun with learning signs #but i never continued it for?? some reason?? #i didnt take japanese any further than hiragana and some katakana but it was fun learning the writing system #not that i remember more than maybe 30% of it #and now im trying to learn ukrainian on duolingo and other outside sources #partially just bc i was curious #but now im like. very entranced by it #i have a google doc vocab list and everything #its very fun for me :) even if i dont use it in everyday life and if i drop it after a week #its also so fun to speak #I NEED TO. SHUTUP omfg #tldr languages are sk cool.. to Me.. i should take a linguistics class sometime…

[miodiodavinci]

oscillating rapidly and producing a low tone in the note of c

#on the one hand i am dying because i am not catching on in this new internship placement #all whilst my professors are already asking me to have my ducks in a row and send them like. #a detailed plan of what i'll be doing for my big final exam #when i don't even know what the schedule is around here or what's already been done and what still needs to be done #on the other hand my brain is so so desperate for goofing around time after spending basically the whole break working #(i took like a week off to be sick in december and then another 5 days to be sick in january) #(and then i Meaningfully took three or so days off to just. relax. in between stages of this other project) #but now i really just want to like. slack off entirely for a whole week. #(i can't do this) #(i need to start writing planning documents and making progress towards my big final exam thing) #so essentially i am weeping and dying #but at the very least a cool thing should be coming around either tomorrow or wednesday so #be on the lookout for that w #a a a a a a a a i hope it goes over well #a friend and i have been working really hard on this since last june . . . . . #(with a huge break in the middle on account of the internship hell) #but wauuughghgh save me from the hell i reside in (burn out from last semester is now following me into this one waughgh)

[arsonist-chicken]

Okay my fellow ADHDers or whatever else is up with your brains that makes it hard for you to study and study on time and study in a way that you actually remember stuff:

How do you get yourself to actually sit down and study? For me, the "oh shit deadline/exam soon, we can focus for a bit in emergency mode" hasn't worked in a long time now, which leads me now to an exam last week or so I put off to February and another one I would have tomorrow that I'm almost positive I won't go to because I never was in the lecture (clashed with another mandatory one) and only just now downloaded the stuff the professor provided, and I'm about ready to fall asleep so I know I won't manage it in time anymore anyway. And I have two other things I'd need done by tomorrow and I already know I'll cry during christmas break because of being overwhelmed not only because of staying at my parents' and missing my friends but mostly because I'll be overwhelmed at the prospect of January coming up with all the presentations and exams etc etc to get done, next to preparing for my main translation exams in February and getting started on my thesis.

So. HOW do you sit down and actually make yourself study? I came home at 7:30pm today, it's now 3:40am and I'm queuing this so that someone might see and have some sort of advice, because in that time I have finished one sentence of a translation that I'd been putting off for two weeks - ONE sentence - and revised the translation but like, very half-assed. I did not study for the exam although it was RIGHT THERE in my brain the whole time and I KNEW it was the most important thing and still, my brain just went kinda "eh 🤷🏼‍♀️" and I naturally didn't get my bills or even something I'd enjoy doing done. Just did fuck all for several hours that I swear didn't feel that long.

So, yeah, any advice on how to get yourself to actually START working and then sticking with it would be very much appreciated.

#body doubling only works somedays but often esp in the library i'm also irritated by other people #pomodoro etc doesn't work at all #help #adhd #mine #yeah i'M not doing that exam it's in 12h and I need to sleep now; I'm doing it in february #it's about how to build streets or whatever. not my studies but from the technology faculty as a chosen credit thing. #idk man i'm tired i can't think anymore. i chose it when i still thought i was going on erasmus so I'd be done in december #and not have clashing exams and leaving times #which btw i'm still upsetti spaghetti over. for ONCE i did everything right and put my whole heart in the application and they went na sorr #anyway. good night. #i'm exhausted and idk how i'll manage this semester and then it only gets worse because then there's a goddamn thesis to write #and after that i hope i'll be able to have some summer off at least before i start to work and will only have 5 weeks off a year until i die #or maybe retire if there still is a normal retirement age by then 👍 #yeah i“ #xm #jesus #i'm very excited to start fulltime work a #can you see it?

[hyuckles-chuckles]

life update <3

hi it's adobe!! just thought i'd give y'all an update on what my life is rn :))

i'm just about almost done with my studies and am in the process of completing my final exams!! so i'm really excited about that!!

okay bye have a good rest of your week <33

#i miss this blog so much y'all have no idea #maybe after my exams i'll start writing again but idk :/ #and i must get microsoft on my new laptop but i heard there's a free app that's just like microsoft??? #idk i've been lazy and have just been using my old laptop whenever i need word lol #adobe's stories

[hella1975]

i have also decided to do my Sleep Reset thing i do when my sleep schedule becomes so fucked that i just have to bite the bullet one night and do an all nighter to literally reset my schedule so if you think ive gone to sleep at any point tonight pls shout at me i promise it's for my own good

#oh yeah babe pick the night before an exam to do this you're actually clever #ive got a checklist of things to keep me up #im going to read some more fic chapters (im now on risking it all by sreeder) #(no one needs to comment on the fact i only started liab like three days ago) #(immediately after binging war games in the same amount of time) #(i read like 600000 words of atla fic in the past week after effectively not interacting with atla for like a YEAR i love mental illness) #so yeah! im gonna do some reading #then im gonna write some taob and HOPEFULLY finish sokka's pov and maybe even start zuko's pov #and im gonna do my micro notes up to at least lecture three #hmmm what else is there #i might answer some asks too! so if you guys want to chat to me send me shit bc i am Around and Miss You <3 #specifically if it's taob shit actually! keep me motivated fuck knows i cant be trusted to do it alone #hella goes to uni

[letarasstuff]

Pls send me your Study Vibes, bc I'm planning on getting through writing a 23 pages long paper in the next two weeks

I need all the manifestations I can get. I also take prayers if you have any left, too

#letaras personal #i need to get through this so quickly bc i have to write another paper after that lmao #technically i got time till 10.10. but the next paper starts on 23rd of September #and goes through till November and i have to concentrate on studying for the next big exam in the semester

[minglana]

nothing like studying for an exam and realizing that if i hadnt been so stupid id definitely be able to pass

#wow its almost like well written notes from class actually help me understand shit..... #its a shame bc the make-up exam for this class is the day after another make-up exam #which im now considering going to both and skipping thursday's exam #so basically just keep on studying this exam but also do my other exams. bc now that ive seen that i can actually understand it #im starting to see the light. BUT the main problem is what i just said. that the exam is in a day and a half and ive barely started to stud #so PLEASE opinions!!!!! i think i would do well to not go on thursday and go to the recuperación at the end of june #that leaves me over a month to study for this one and 3 more exams (which im expecting to not require as much effort as this one) #all opinions are welcome btw i need input but i cant let anyone irl know bc this is the 4th+ time i take this exam #and letting ppl irl know that im this useless is. stupid of me to say the least i think #z xarre #ta esborrar #also you can tell i just had a realization mid writing the tags lmao

[cheekblush]

i'll be taking a break from tumblr bc i really need to focus more on my studies 🙈🙊🙉

#i had a panic attack when i woke up this morning my heart was beating so fast #bc it dawned on me how much time i have already wasted and how little time i have left to prepare for my exams #went outside in the cold to breathe some fresh air and calm myself down #my dad was there and as soon as i saw him i started crying.. #he embraced me & told me that i don't have to be scared & that everything will be fine he kissed my head & kept holding me #this means the world coming from him bc he's not a man of many words & usually doesn't show a lot of affection #and usually when i complain & whine about my studies he doesn't take me seriously at all & is rather annoyed #but this was obviously very different my heart really hurt from beating so fast & i'm glad he saw that i genuinely needed comfort #i stayed outside in the cold breathing crying looking up in the sky & watching birds until i calmed down a little #and i know i need to delete this app off my phone in order to stop self sabotaging #i waste sooooooo much time on here just endlessly scrolling #this has become somewhat of a safe space for me but i keep neglecting my studies bc of it #like relax the pretty pictures will still be here after you come back not failing your exams is more important!! 😭 #i probably should be writing this into my journal instead of here but i haven't been able to find it for months now so 🙃 #anyways.. please pray for me that i pass all of my exams at this point i don't even care about my grades anymore i just want to pass!!🙏🏻 #stay safe and take care love you all 💗 #i might still come on here from time to time to like some posts on desktop but feel free to call me out if you see me on here too much! #☁️

[idiaa-shroxd]

Unfortunately I don't play Genshin anymore due to storage problems BUT IM ALSO A WANDERER MAIN LMAO AND OMFG THANK YOY VERY MUCH FOR THE COMPLIMENT COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO'S ONE OF MY FAV AUTHORS AND YES FARUZAN SUPREMACY AAAAAAAAAAA ILY SM<333

I'm literally going crazy bc you replied to my crazed fan ask HAHAHAHAHA

\(//∇//)\ i am definitely not responding late!! i perceive time like a normal human would.. and that’s so crazy!! ♡

i have loved wanderer since maybe my first time hearing his existence?? i’m not a day-one-er but quite close! so glad he did not get signora’d. if you play on mobile you can try deleting the app and redownloading because the clear old files option doesn’t actually clear everything, and sometimes a redownload may be able to fit within your storage! i absolutely adore faruzan though!! peak character design even if she is genshin’s hatsune miku, not complaining though i think her glass looking dress-skirt is amazing. (*´∀`)♪

i’m happy to be able to talk and respond to people!! getting asks just talking to me or people sending things like how they think my writing style is pretty makes me super happy!! so i’m equally as fanboy-ing when you and others talk to me!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯

#you can ignore the tags they are just random thoughts but there’s also like a responsible crewel brainrot at the bottom!! #i seriously cannot respond in a mandated time because my concept of time is warped?? what do you mean 2015 was 8 years ago what do you mean #also does not help i get so distracted with my own fic like legs twiddling thinking of my yuu that no one will see with his dorm and their #lore that i need to write down but then i get distracted trying to draw my characters and oh dear where did time go #im normal about my characters (fake) but everyone probably has that one oc they have like a story kit on the ready to drop on friends #another genshin rant but i got thundering pulse!! so far no weapon banner loss- 1 lost 50/50 but to tighnari so no loss #considering he would be hardest to get on a bows only acc with no guarantee on ever having the boy #i actually barely started the event because i did not feel like getting to inazuma legit. would rather speed run or glitch to inazuma #but now my yoimiya banner is like 20 pity at least but now that’s also a problem because?? i want her c1 actually but need to save stop bad #i also get distracted by fun ideas!! like father figure crewel or a reader that is like his unofficial assistant please let me brainrot for #the class. so reader is not in a club unlike grim who canonically is one but in this fic reader is crewels unofficial student assistant and #helps him at his club bc iirc he’s the science club advisor and they spend time after school grading exam papers with #him and he has cookies and talks to you for hours and you can come early to clean the classroom and can just rant about the boys or rmshckle #he basically is the one you go to because crowley will not do anything!! #in my universe (ehe) my yuu and his dormmate crewels nephew have a uniform designed by nephew+crewel so id like to think in this brainrot #that crewel gifted you a uniform he designed. also ALSO!! he makes sure you eat #and that you are not bullied. he also took it upon himself to give you challenging material so he can prepare you to live within a foreign #environment. considering how you are almost not guaranteed to do so well on your own so he teaches you things not school related like basic #sew life skills or tidbits he knows from being an adult that’s all #questions of styx.

[terzomega]

i only need to do the. idk beta reading process ig for the next one. if u even care

#i say beta read i actually just need to add proper punctuation and capital letters. and probably also fix mistakes but the other two are the #main issue Lmao #i already Know i'm gonna probably rework a lot of the first half. argh. #mine #so Yea chaps from now on are gonna take Longer bc i have to. actually write them yk. the first like 3/4 chaps i had them basically Done jus #needed that Beta Reading i have to be writing from SCRAPS now can u believe. the horrors #the good news is that summer is almost over and i only have One last big event before free time. then uni starts but #uni is somehow less busy than summer for me #except the exams ofc. but that won't be a problem till after december so who care

[yeleltaan]

//One thing I’ve never explored in depth is the possibility of Cayin entering the Hunter’s Nightmare as he seeks further information on the events leading up to Yharnam’s current situation. I imagine it to be a significantly harder place to reach than the main game’s Yharnam, so Cayin (not able to afford the luxury of having an amygdala grab this sneaky spy) would need to take some special measures to get there.

It’s definitely something that I’d like to explore sooner than later, since it would open up potential characters for him to interact with (well, I’ve always been open to him interacting with muses from the DLC but I think a more concrete idea of how he gets there and what he’s looking for would help when plotting those interactions).

#ooc #hello! I'm almost at the finish line the last exam's on Friday and then I'll be free #-well. The next semester starts immediately after fsdhfsdjfhd BUT that will be a new beginning and be immensely better for my mood #it's been a bit rough (nothing too extreme) though I'm actually handling it better this week #also partially because I've made up my mind that I'm gonna see a psychologist I've been recommended as soon as the last exam's done #I've been hesitant but I think I've had enough proof that while I'm getting better at this I still need help to learn how to handle stress #and with that keep working on improving my focus. Make the most of time and keep doings the things that bring me joy even when I'm busy #anyways I'm not quite at 100% in terms of writing. But I do want to try to broaden my current interactions a bit #be around more often and engage more with the community #may this week be kind to you!

[vvanessaives]

actually excited to start writing the next prompt, it will finally have daniel in it and i love writing this funky little guy

#rena.txt #king going off into every kind of trouble and then vesper comes and picks him up like a stray cat meowing very loudly. thats what he is #think i'll only be able to start writing after my exam on wednesday tho. i need to focus on that(even if i dont want to anymore) and theres #also my best friend birthday on monday so a lot of things to think about and actually wanted to work on a little revamp of both my blogs in #the small free time i will have in the next few days. WE'LL SEE. WE'LL SEE. i just want to get done with the exam tbh skdskcl AFTER THAT #ITS JUST ONE MORE TO GO!!!! WE ARE GETTING THERE BESTIES I'M GONNA CRY #but anyways!!! back at the main topic. just short king daniel. cant wait to start working on it i already got a few things noted down bc #the desire to write is so strong but i usually need all my brain focused on that and rn its too split on birthday and exam FUCK IT

[iron-niffler]

fuck group projects. just fuck em.

#this whole stupid project has been a clusterfuck and i hate it #first they don't respond to or do ANYTHING over spring break (we had a 20 page paper due Wednesday after we got back) #then as we're rushing to get everything done they suddenly need to leave to study for exams so I need to pick up the slack #then we split into smaller teams to build stuff and hooooo boy #and my partner is busy with the play all week so now im spending hours and hours every day picking up his slacj #and im staying up till 5am constantly both for this class and to do all my hw for other classes #then shit hits the fan so im up till 4am desperately trying to fix everything and get it to work my laptop has broken in the process #and he's like “let's meet before class at 8 to troubleshoot” #and im like fine #so i show up and he whose done MAYBE two things for this project starts going on about how committed he is cause he's here at 8am #and im just sitting there like ...shut the fuck up #you showed up ONCE you ain't committed to shit #and now we're trying to get the whole thing together and tested and no one else in my team has fucking bothered to show up #and we need to start a test that takes 48 hours like NOW #so... great #fuck these people #fuck everything #bout to write a timeline of all the things that went wrong and made me cry to shove in my sketchbook #titling it “I want to throw this project off a building: a timeline”

[rrxnjun]

just wrote a 2k of something but im not sure if ill be posting it so just know that i finally wrote something okay

#after failing my exam and being depressed for a bit i kicked myself into writing to get out of the slump #im...experimenting w genres 🤭 #may or may not be inspired by taeyongs no manners rap #i need to stop starting too many wips at once #bar.txt

[iced-souls]

Everything good till all the culminating due the next day-

#FFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU— #I HAVE TO DO A FRICKIN 4 MINUTE PODCAST #and whe i speak/write a lot seems to come out so I’m only like halfway through speaking the essay you had to write as a script for it #and it’s already like 5 and a half-ish minutes long— #bro i thought was gonna be easier but FRICKIN NO the world said #ough and then i got a bio group project slideshow we gotta finish up before tomorrow #and then a SAP thing. but sap is fun and a little asker so i think I’m gonna be ok for that. plus its techniquely due Wednesday #but presentations start Tuesday #but frickin heck #and i was recording the for the past hour or so and i got frickin 63 recordings. 4 of which are usuable #OUGH #anyways #i needed a break from that so hence why I’m here rn— #imma go get a snack and try get back to work now #wish me luck ya’ll #exams next week so i expect after is the day i suddenly drop to the floor— #have a good day #if any of you are also going through i wish you luck as well—

[bettymylove]

love

pairing: theo nott x reader

content: it's smut based on this ask

a/n: sorry it took me so long to write this i have my exams going on hope you like it<33

love

such a complex emotion they why, oh why did you feel it so easily, maybe it was theo or maybe it was just the way he loved you always knowing what you need and today was no exception.

it was just a few days before your period, hormones raging you reached class though it was an effort to do so.

that look

it was enough to kill you and in this state it was enough to push you over the edge you craved his touch right now and his eyes following your every moment wasn't helping.

and when you walked to get to your desk his hand coming up to hold your wrist to pull you back made you want to sit in his lap and take him right there.

"baby, are you okay?" his eyebrows knitted together in worry and the bell rang before you could form the words to answer him.

his eyes asked you the same question, in a silent whisper and you lied with a simple nod, how were you to convey with your eyes what even you words couldn't begin to form.

you needed but one thing and it was a simple word, theo.

finally class ended and the only solution you found for yourself was pulling theo in the nearest closet you could find.

basically clinging to him pulling him down by his collar to whisper in his ear, "I need you right now", and once again his eyes asked a silent question of 'are you sure?'.

a nod was the only form of consent your body allowed to give him and he took it as he knew your period was approaching and the state you were in right now.

"not here let's go to my room", he assured you with his voice and you found the warmth you so craved for.

you let him drag you to wherever he was taking you, thinking was a hard option in this haze, but you knew you would let him take you to hell and back happily.

finally reaching his dorm, your hands instantly went to his shirt buttons undoing them one by one slightly pushing him towards the bed until he was sitting down on the edge.

you made your way to the empty spot on his lap, hands going up to pull at his hair to pull him slightly down still a little distance evident between his lips and yours.

and reading your mind, he made the first move bringing your lips to his kissing you so passionately that you could curl up and die while kissing him.

turning you in his lap he laid you down on the bed, he knew now was the time for the soft caresses and all the time should be dedicated to you.

slowly going down he reached face to face with your cunt removing all the layers of clothing delicately until his fingers reached inside of you stretching you out and giving you the pleasure you craved.

soon his mouth joined his fingers and you cried out his name, and he grunted in response the vibrations putting your pleasure above a notch. your hands reached his hair on reflex pulling it with all your might.

and then with a chant of his name you came all over his face coating him with your juices.

"i need you inside of me" you looked at him desperate eyes and he looked back at you with the same lust filled eyes.

he kissed your neck hands slowly going to unbutton your shirt and bra his kisses started trailing down until his touch left your body and you craved for more.

he slowly removed his pants and boxers revealing his hard dick, it was red on the tip and you were definitive you wanted it inside of you.

he slowly gave in to your pleas and pushed in inside of you albeit gently so as to ease your pain and not add to it.

soft gaspy moans, light kisses and steady thrusts was all what happened until it was not too long before you hit your second orgasm.

yelling out his name you came around him clenching impossibly tight around his dick, and he couldn't help but have the same reaction hearing your moans and feeling you milk around him.

after pulling out of you he laid down your side, pulling you close, his hand going to masaage your lower stomach.

sighing you said,"what did i do deserve you?" and he replied with a simple chuckle.

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