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skeletoninthemelonland · 1 month

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hi there!! i've been a silent admirer of your beautiful art for a long time ( through dif platforms ), and when i finally gathered myself and entered Tumblr you had already left...so i was a bit worried that u wouldn't come back here. So, very-very happy to see you there again! ><

Srry if I'm wrong, but from other posts I saw that you're expecting a lot of stress due to start (?) of your college...and i just wanted to soothe you a lil bit. It really can be a difficult and even scary period of life for everyone, even if they all seems doing alright with the fact of these changes - remember that if you suddenly would feel like a failure for not getting the hold of this new stuff immediately. No you're not, never. Being scared, worried, stressed out from college is totally fine. You will get used to all the new things around you as the time passes, just give yourself that time, give yourself the needed care and attention. And, for everything, please, don't freak out from the deadlines. One anon from previous posts has said the amazing thing that greatly calms me down too (thanks bro!): it's okay if you're messing up, if you're messing up twice or more too, mistakes are what we're learning from, we're all gonna do them and this is good actually. And everyone has their own pace of digesting the new info - just give yourself some gentle care and don't stress yourself out even more by overthinking about how "awful" you are from doing a lot of work in the last minute. You'll learn. You ARE learning. Even the tiniest progress is way better than perfect nothing. I'm saying this as a third year student who's staying to almost 5AM today and this week are my exams 🗿 also don't forget to live your life too beyond all the study. You've got this, I believe in you, pal ;)

( srry for such a long text and maybe some mistakes too, eng isn't my native and it's really really bad late now so hope im at least understandable ahaha. I just wanted to comfort you a little for I sure know how this college stress feels. Hope you're having a good day/night, friend )

i really appreciate that you took time to write me this, and i thank you very much for your support. i get anxious very quickly at the smallest sign of stress, so much other classmates don't seem as bothered by these things as i am. so, with that being said, messages like this REALLY help me calm down, and reading about different experiences does bring some amount of comfort. thank you very much, and good luck with college, hope things go alright for you!

#inbox

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enri-ch · 8 months

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✨Time for the MASTER-POST!!!✨

(last update 03/04/24)

u can call me Enrico/Enri/En/Enca/Enri'ch/Ench/Rico/N/Cocha/'cha-cha/etc., whatever you want!)

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Bw: pls remember, most of my works have very bright shadows, so before you watch them, lower the brightness (I'm so sorry if I burned out your eyes:(...)

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I don't take commission

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and srry, but

[Art Requests are closed now]

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about ask questions:

dont be shy and ask questions as much as you want or say something

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If you want to do art trade/collab with me, then write to me in DM :D

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Please don't repost my artwork without credits if want to use or repost it

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A some info about me:

My bday 29/01 (January).

rus/eng

Bad engl

I loves every rose/pink colours >:3

✨Fandoms: Undertale (and au)✨

(I use IbisPaintX 🎨 sometimes InfinitePainter, Krita)

2nd acc @dumbestart (doodles acc) ✏️

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Things I post:

A. LOT. OF. FANART!!!! :D

sometimes submissions for DTIYS

rarely redraws

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Sometimes I can disappear for a while because of my studies-

Have fun! I'm happy to share my joy with everyone through my artwork, draw or cheer up, if I can:)

And sorry for the mistakes in anatomy and all that in the art, since I'm not a skill artist and I'm still learning some basic things of drawing

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✨Other Socials✨: (yes, I finally got them!)

✨My pinterest page (Aka @/EnricoCha or En' doodles)✨

You can go to them if you want to see more of my ut fanarts/doodles and my other works.

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¡(please DNI if you are)!: proshipper, russophobe, other phobe, pedos, groomer, fetishist, racist, NSFW fan, transphobe, sexist, and etc. (all basic creterias).

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✨sona:(redesign) + No Renderer✨

(If anything, it's an ordinary person in a mask and an oversized hoodie)

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To be honest, I'm very bad at English grammar, so I use a translator.

Im creator of ⛰️MountainsTale⛰️ (unfinished now)

I do not know if you need it, but my fav Sans(-es) are Asher(EstelTale) [by Colorzartz], Ink [by Comyet] and Passive Nightmare [by Jokublog].👀

I'm not against criticism, on the contrary, I'm even for it, I'll be glad to read it to understand my mistakes^^

Please don't hard hit me, I'm not an artist =). I just draw arts in my spare time to relax from the stress of the day. I've been drawing for about 3-4 years. I tried to go to an art class (I studied there for 6.5 years), but I was expelled because I can't draw anything except cartoons XD. This is probably not surprising, considering that I took a 5-month break from art class due to terrible emotional burnout ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (I came to this school and couldn't even pick up a pencil). In any case, I really like to draw, and I sincerely love all my artwork (except super old >:( ), no matter how bad and anatomically incorrect they may be XD.

(p. s. I don't know how to draw traditional arrrrrrtttssssss-)

To be honest, if I hadn't started a blog where I share my art to this day, I probably would have given up drawing and wouldn't have improved it if I hadn't been inspired by the people I subscribe to here. I used to be very afraid to publish my work anywhere at a younger age (mostly because of the very aggressive ru community in which I was a member for some time). I really thought that I would face a barrage of criticism (non-constructive ofc) there, but here are very kind people here, really no kidding, most of you are such cool and pleasant guys❤️!

Have a great day to everyone who has visited my blog or read this post! :D ... And.. I want to hug u🫂, srry if I embarrassed u with this (*´▽`*)

#my art #master-post #sona #info about my blog

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devils-advocate-writes · 6 months

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(warning: this is very long and i didn't feel like putting a read more on so im so sorry to your dash)

okay so im writing a profile for my eng 131 class. im writing about this one classmate of mine who's had a lot of personal growth over the years.

i wrote about everything relevant to his growth, and came up with advice for other "bad kids" and their teachers. i focused on how anyone could improve like this classmate did.

this entire essay has felt very... uninspired. which is shocking to me. i mean, this kid's life story is incredibly inspiring and yet i felt really bored writing this thing?

something about my paper felt off. i was about ready to throw in the towel and call it good enough. it's due tomorrow anyway; might as well call it quits.

BUT THEN!

i read it over again and realized that OH MY FUCKING GODS THIS STORY IS BASICALLY JUST CARL ROGERS' HUMANISTIC APPROACH

carl rogers was a psychologist of the humanist variety (humanists focus on how people can improve and are the more optimistic side of psychology). he believed that all humans, if in ideal conditions, could grow to thrive.

what were these ideal conditions? rogers said that humans need unconditional positive regard, understanding from others, and genuineness (aka, being yourself)

(unconditional positive regard basically means "treat everyone with respect and kindness no matter who they are and what they've done". or, you know, basic human decency)

how does this connect to my essay? well, as a child, my classmate didn't really have any support. like, at all. you wanna know how he improved?

HE GOT TREATED WITH UNCONDITIONAL POSITIVE REGARD!!!!! HE WAS GIVEN UNDERSTANDING AND WAS ALLOWED TO BE HIMSELF!!!

our school gave him a shot even after he fucking threw a chair at a teacher. he was offered a private tutor. he got a therapist!!! he got support!!!!!

and then he could improve!!! with that support he worked on himself, found ways to cope with his anger issues, and built up his self-esteem! he was so confident that he could easily just,,, absorb any insults thrown his way!! he could be himself without being negatively affected by criticism!

and THAT was a noticeable difference. now everybody's opinions on him started to shift so that he had even MORE SUPPORT!!!!!! and then he improved EVEN MORE!!!

BRO IS OUT HERE PROVING ROGERS RIGHT HOLY SHIT

my essay is due tomorrow but i NEED to rewrite it now i NEED TO COMPLETELY REWRITE A COLLEGE ESSAY BY TOMORROW holy shit why do i do this to myself

i am biting and kicking and screaming istg i am SO FUCKING INSPIRED RN QOHAUIWBSJHBGKYUGS

anyway tl:dr; my original profile sucked ass, i had a massive realization where i connect all the dots, and now i want to rewrite it entirely by tomorrow night :'))))

#devil writes #rant #behind the pen #concept #analysis #GRRRR QOIAHFBSHBKJAAUIYAIGSHEJFJMF #I NEED TO REWRITE THE ENTIRE THINGWIEUAGHFBM

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aiura-stan · 2 years

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i was just thinking about this fandom and how I’ve already been in it for almost two years now. it’s crazy.

a lot has changed since then but lots has stayed the same.

I sure made a lot of fandom posts here. kinda crazy! and there’s so much cool stuff I haven’t gone back and tagged properly. and im still making art! hey yay, that’s a first. There’s no other fandom that I’ve continued to make fanart for, for so long. and so many notes!! holy cow, one of my drawings has like 300 notes. tbh i think my art got more regular notes when i put it @ the top of pinned but I don’t care, it’s way more important that people can actually read the manga. (side note: im still reading thru the pdfs v slowly so if you notice missing pages, @ me/DM/ask so I can fix.) and it’s also important that people sign the petition for an official english translation like pls. It would be So Cool. I wanna buy the physical print series in english so bad. I’m buying it in Japanese (slowly) but I want the official Eng version too . crying emoji.

by the way thanks so much for all the love on my art, you all. All the likes and tag comments and reblogs mean the world to me. i’m glad i found this fandom because everyone shares their art and thoughts and has really good discussions and headcanons. this is like the only fandom ive found so far where people really engage with creatives and start conversations and stuff. so that’s probably part of the reason why ive stayed besides of course I love this series an inhuman amount for reasons i dont fully understand. and I know i’ve been sort of absent here for a while (at least not super engaged like before) but i’m still in love w/this series. And it’s just been like. Personal things and having less time to actually go on and write fan essays and comb through the tags and leave detailed compliments on everything as often as I’d like. I hope you all will tag me with your stuff if I miss it and you want me to see. Because gosh. I love this fandom. and I love you all.

#random thoughts before bed #im not drunk just tired LOL #thanks for reading #please have a good night <3

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grumpymacaron · 2 years

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i just saw from your carrd you are learning languages, japanese too! im trying to learn it as well and am wondering, how do you go about it? do you take classes or learn by yourself? are there any specific learning tips that you find helpful?

hey anon!!! i've been learning jpnese on and off for a while both in classes and on my own; i'm definitely still very very bad at it HAHAHA but i can offer u some tips abt my language learning process~

FULL DISCLAIMER: this is not going to be info for how to learn the language quickly; i also will not be giving resources like textbooks and course links here!

the nice thing about learning a popular language like japanese is that there is a lot of free beginner material for foundational things like hiragana and katakana and basic vocabulary; a lot of sites will have this info. if u like duolingo, u will find that duolingo is best used for this purpose~

duolingo really lacks in other things like grammar, colloquial language, and more specific vocabulary, however, and for that i'll let u in on the #1 best method for learning languages:

watching content in the language u wish to learn.

when i say content, i mean literally anything: established media like tv shows have the virtue of subtitling (both in eng and jpn) but recently jpn youtube videos have subtitling too! i find that seeing and hearing the word at the same time really helps with learning it (especially since for japanese, there will be multiple pronunciations for the same kanji). back in the day, i used to watch terrace house, and while i don't recommend watching that now (for many reasons), i learned a shit ton of japanese just from keeping up with the show.

u can also definitely practice by just reading or just listening to japanese media but i find that u need reach a certain level for that to be viable.

to put in some writing practice and make the most out of this learning method, i recommend writing down words and phrases that u happen to catch the meaning of; that way, you have a record of vocab + grammar u have come in contact with and can look back at it to solidify your understanding.

in terms of speaking practice... all i can really say has helped me is talking to myself out loud in the language i'm learning. i'm not good enough at japanese to form sentences on my own, but for korean, i find myself narrating what i see and do whenever i don't feel embarrassed doing so LMFAOOOO. it looks goofy, but it really solidifies the stuff i learn and helps me sound more fluent.

so yeah, that's my tricks of the trade! this applies to any language you want; just cut and paste wherever i wrote "japanese", haha! i hope u find this helpful, anon~ thanks for asking!!!

#✑ 러브레터 *ೃ༄°*#anon #languages #long post #reference #learning languages #japanese #japanese language #learning japanese

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6yuns · 8 months

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( 💤 anon just came back 2 life again omg..... ) HIIII YARIIIIII IM SO SORRY 4 DISAPPEARING!!!! i forgot abt tumblr & i didnt remember your username so forgive me pls my fav writer silly scrunkly sprinkle tinkle :( also, pls show that youre alive at least i can live in peace

you dont need 2 worry abt writing or some shit like that, everyone needs to take a break for themselves ! its okay, im sure anyone will understand it ^_^ i get that some days can be rough, but youve already came this far, didnt you? im sure such a amazing & strong person like you would get over hard obstacles, go yari go!!! dont be afraid to cry, crying is a way of our body to release tension, im sure you'll feel better aftwr releasing even a liiiiiittle bit of frustration. stress, frustration & etc is not something that you should only bottle up (emotions & feelings tbh) until you break, its good to let it out when necessary, ya know? i dont appear around here often, but i want to know if things are better, worse or the same as before!! im sure your existence already makes a lot of change in other people's life, anyone would be glad to have you in their lives ^_^ make sure to take break for yourself, dont push yourself too hard for others' wishes! drink water, eat & sleep properly, okay? dont eat more than you should BUT dont eat less than you should, dont skip meals or i will find you and kidnap you and torture you to kill you ❤ dont forget to drink water, its very important!!! sleep at least EIGHT hours, take a nap if you couldnt sleep before!! i believe in you, yari <3

enflish is not my first langauge I HATE BRITHS PEOPLE AND AMERIFCAN OJ MY FUCKINH HOD sorry for any spelling or greammar mistskwes my brain is not workrkinh too well rn. also i like to play these satusfifjnh games but it genuinely pisses me off when a level is hard WASNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE SATIDFYING. YOU STUOID FUCKINH BITCH I FUCKED YOUR MOTHER SHES SCREAMING HIGH PITCH (/ref) im also not good at comforting people sometimes sorry 4 anything

im actually crying, i love you so much. having you interact makes me so happy, ive been going through alot, found out my gma hot cancer (idrc cus i never liked her but its putting my mom in a bad place), im moving, also starting school again so this made me feel better and gave me the motivation to try again, i love you so much 💤 anon

and its okay that eng isnt your first language i cant even read the spelling mistakes cus im dyslexic and dont notice it so its spelled correctly lmfao!!! and im glad your getting into new stuff!!!!! pls reccomend some games to play cus all i play is honkai and idv [ i dont rlly play either of those games rn ]

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asahicore · 1 year

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come to the conclusion i apperently didnt read this fic. SO HEAR U GO

That weekend, your parents ask you to do something about the cherries slowly starting to spoil in the fridge, so you put on your headphones and listen to an audiobook for entertainment, then get to pitting. It feels wrong to listen to The Kiss Quotient and its many smut scenes when your parents are coming and going out of the room, but what they don’t know won’t kill them; you just try to keep your reactions to a minimum during the extra spicy scenes.

HELLO ?!??!! SHES SO LMAOSHSKS. NAH I LAUGHED okay me personally enjoyed kiss quotient and rest of the three series. specially the next two talking about the struggles of autism or the how broad spectrum of autsim was. it was a good read for me from 2022. yeah... back to this tho. omg i might try this recipe off topic. It sounds good but ill end up eating the cherries cuz i love them.

If this were a cartoon or a 2012 teen show, you’d probably drop the pie tin, but thankfully, your hands aren’t that sweaty, and the shock of the man from the other day at the store being your neighbor isn’t that great, because of course, of course he’s your neighbor. You’re Y/N, after all; the almighty gods above would never let you have a boring, uneventful summer. Of course the hot new man in town is your neighbor.

can we talk bout these descriptions its so accurate like you just out do yourseld everytime ma'am. Its so attention grabbing. damn i regret not listening well during english lessons. i just wanna say to a masterpiece like this is SLAY THIS WAS SO GOOD SCRWAMINGSJSK i need to be able to go indept like how my eng teacher goes into dept about anytype of writing.

A walking wet dream. That’s what this man is. He’s walked right out of your deepest Wattpad-induced fantasies and into the house next door. Probably doesn’t help that you’d been listening to literary porn just fifteen minutes prior.

SEE ITS SO PRECISE???? SO REAL??? hes so cute nervous plss

“My friends and I used to make stories about how this place is haunted, you know,” you say jokingly.

GHOST HUNTING FR

"We’ve been more roommates than a couple for the past six years. And you know, we kept on living together for Chaer mainly, but she’s found a new boyfriend and I wanted to have my own place. Which has led me here.”

its nice to see them on not bad terms

Your hot new neighbor was actually a DILF, you realized a bit inappropriately, perhaps. Cherry on top.

not the right time BABE 😭😭 BUT GO OFF

“You any good with kids?” he asks, leaning against the doorway with crossed arms and a smirk that makes your heart flutter.

hOON HMM YOU JUST MET HER WOAH WOAH.

“No one’s asking you to be that girl’s mom,” she says, dishing out some meat for the three of you. “I’d go get that man, if I were you.”

STOPDBDKD SO REAL OF HER 🗣🗣 SPEAK YOUR TRUTH BABE. omg HAHAHAA I LOVE THIS PART. IM SO SORRY BUT THIS ISNT EVEN FICTION THIS WHAT MY FRIENDS AND ME TALK ABOUT RANDONLY IM GOING TO CRY THIS IS FUNNY IN A GOOD WAY AND ENJOY IT

One afternoon, you’d made sure to go and sunbathe in your bikini at the exact moment he was doing some work outside, and even then, he merely gave your body a one-over and disappeared a few minutes later inside his house.

yes GIRLY GO OFF. SO GIRL BOSS YES YES GO BABE

It doesn’t help that you see his flexing, working muscles and beads of sweat on his hairline everyday.

he said two can play the game 💪💪

“I-I’m sorry, Y/N, I don’t know what came over me. We shouldn’t do this, it’s not- I shouldn’t have done that,” he sighs, looking defeatedly at the ground.

omg he :(( NO but i understand his pov on this moment omg

“If you swallow it, a tree will grow inside your belly and make you puke out cherries,” he’d lied when it was just the two of you at the outdoor table.

every parent ever. i accidentally sallowed some seed and almost cried cuz i thought a plant will grow out of me ? I MEAN INSIDE OF ME 😭

Finally kissing him, and the next afternoon, you were browsing through the endless aisles of your local IKEA, holding his daughter’s hand and pretending like you hadn’t kissed her daddy.

nah babe yall are a couple now also. look at that "FAMILY" outting at IKEA...

He’s a really good dad, and that does nothing whatsoever to stop your DILF fantasies, although now, it’s really Sunghoon that you want, and the fact that he’s a dad isn’t a dealbreaker, it just makes him that much better.

SO TRUE AND SO REAL

“Are you sure about this? ‘Cause if you tell me that you want me… then I’ll be all yours, Sunghoon,”

If you concentrate you can hear me scream lose my shit over this line. Crying bleeding losing fighting throwing up climbing walls and umm drinking water. yes i feel extremely normal about this sentence.

currently scrwaming btw. im PMFYDHDJB AHHHVDIDIEK yes.

“That’s a good girl,”

HAHAHAAHHAAH (losing my mind fr) STOP THE WEEKND IS PLAYING on SHUFFLE UMM SPOTIFY KNOWS FR.

So, tell me, what’s your favorite position, princess?”

HELLONITS ALKOST 12 AM AND IM TRYING NOT TO SCREAM HELLODJDOS ONFUSKS HELLON!???! WEEKND PLAYING ISNT HELPING OMGSJS WOAH.

“Of course not. Is Heeseung your new dad?” he asks, mentioning his ex’s new boyfriend. Chaer shakes her head.“No. He’s Mommy’s boyfriend.” “Exactly, and Y/N is Daddy’s girlfriend. Isn’t she?” he asks, raising an eyebrow at you, smirking.

this part was funny hehehe

“My girls,”

HELLLO THATS SO CUTE SJNSNS OMFSUNDS I JUSGSIJS S CRYODND WHAT ONSISJSK I LOVEVYEH ENDINDG SM ITS LIKE IDNKDND SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR ENDINDS OPEN ENDED OR HAPPY ITS SO CUTE AND WHOLESPME I LOve iT AND I LIve FOR IT. Just SOOSHIDKD AHHHBSIHDKSN. OKAY GOODNIGHT ITS ALMOST 12 AM AND I HAVE WORK AS FIRST THING TMW

🍓 anon

🍓 anon as i type this i am buying a diamond ring to ask u to marry me..... OH MY GODDDDD

fun fact the whole kiss quotient audiobook thing is from my life lol i listened to the book and didnt love it.. literally loved stella but the male lead i forgot his name was so bleh just typical overprotective romance lead or wtv so i wasnt really planning on reading/listening mroe.. but if u think its worth it i might give it a shot

IM SO HAPPY U LIKE THE DESCRIPTIONS OMG <///3 i dont go into like detail or anythign ever but i do try to add funny (?) things or small descriptions here and there.. !!!!

ur right sunghoon asking her if shes good with kids on their second meeting is kinda wild 😭😭😭 mans has his priorities straight

"If you concentrate you can hear me scream lose my shit over this line. Crying bleeding losing fighting throwing up climbing walls and umm drinking water. yes i feel extremely normal about this sentence." this made me laugh soooo much oh my god

NOT THE WEEKND PLAYING DURING THE SMUT SCENE😭😭😭😭 ur fbi agent watching a little bit too closely at ur online activity

BAHAHA I HOPE UR WORK WENT WELL BUT OMG THANK U SO SO SO MUCH FOR THISSSSS I LOVE UUUUUUU

#🍓 anon #answered #work: cherry pits

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tyunni · 2 years

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(imma try to make my asks shorter lol cuz i feel bad for taking up sm room on your blog dkdjdkjd) oooh that’s fun! i love kids lol i have a job as a teacher assistant and i work with kids that are like 4-6 years old 🥺 oH which is where i got the inspo for that one riki drabble with lil yn kissing lil riki on the cheek and stuff lol. that actually happened in one of the classes 😭 it was so cute skdjsjsj

how did you learn english btw? and ugh i totally understand. english grammar is SUPER confusing. even as a native speaker, sometimes i question my own grammar lol. so i always admire ppl who learn english when it’s not their native language, esp when they’re as fluent as you! <3 srsly

and i’ve heard of georgia. idk much about it tho lol. i only know of it bc when i was in grade 8, for fun (literally FOR FUN 💀 SKSJSK), i memorized all of the countries of the world and where they’re located on a map lol i was a huge nerd ig skjdksjd so yeah i’m familiar with georgia but ik like nothing about it sksjsk and the alphabet is sooo pretty pLS. is it an easy alphabet to learn? like compared to english let’s say lol

naur really? my vocab has impressed you??! whEN?? sksjsdkjs i remember in your work there were words that impressed me lol which is another reason why i find it so hard to believe eng isn’t your first language!!!! naurrr thank you 🥺 your def one of the vv talented writers on here too, i’m serious. also also! the long hc in your drafts (did you say it was a hc? lol i can’t remember already skdjskd im soRRY) idk if you’ve talked about it more before bc i’m literally terrible at keeping up w things but mind me asking what it’s about? 👀😏

HELP PLS DONT WORRY ABT THE SPACE ON MY BLOG😞😞 i have over 1.5k posts alr and its literally just me screaming and crying so we're good dwdw

AND PLEASE THATS SO CUTE :( i love kids too but theyre such a pain in the ass sometimes, especially the very young ones like 2-5 years old cuz during that age they're more... actuve ig :/ HOW DO U EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEM I WOULD'VE GONE MAD HELSPSMNS

and we learn english at school, from grade 1 up until grade 12 but the level is VERY LOW. we use the same A2-3 or smth levels EVERY SINGLE YEAR so it gets very infuriating as someone who's i guess ahead of everyone else because i know all that stuff already 😭😭😭 and yeah english grammar is a bit confusing but it's nothing compared to russian AND ESPECIALLY GEORGIAN GRAMMAR. as a native speaker,,,, yeah georgian grammar is fucking hell. it may look simple but it's far more difficult than english, german, italian, french & all that jazz :/ its a very difficult langauge overall. sometimes even i'm not fluent in it, that's how difficult the grammar is 😭😭

also grade 8 u was insane bcuz WHY?? WOULD U DO THAT 😞😞 i can't even memorize the name of my own country were you okay??? and yeah our culture is actually very unique and just overall based more on the artistic side. we have our own dances, singing, our own food, clothing and a very very long history. we may be small but we have definitely kept our traditions throughout the centuries and i'm very proud of that, so that stuff is also very hard to get used to when it comes to foreigners visiting or even moving here because it's VERY different from other places. as for the alphabet oH GOD NO ITS DEFINITELY VERY HARD TO LEARN, we spend at least 4 years with different types of textbooks that are specifically made to learn how to write the letters with step-by-step tutorials and guides. we also have some letters shortened a bit like ლ,დ so it's even more confusing for people who aren't fluent to read what we write 😭😭 and as the years pass everyone develops their own calligraphy (which is even more unique because of our strange alphabet) yet we can still somehow understand what the other is writing? it's very weird and definitely not an easy language or an alphabet to learn for foreigners.

ALSO YEAH WHAT IM WRITING IS KINDA?? HEADCANONS??? bulletpoints? idfk atp its a mixture of drabble + headcanon + bulletpoint and i had the time of my life writing it but now im too lazy to proofread (which i probably wont do at the end of the day OOPS) and write for the two members that i have left :///// and i'll give sort of a hint (?) it has smth to do with enhypen and highschool 😋😋 the rest is up to your imagination (well until it's released ofc) its smth that i haven't really done before cuz i usually do normal bulletpoints so it's kinda hard for me but Oh well there's a first for everything and i need to step out of my comfort zone sometimes 😈💪

#‼️.may answers #‼️.mutuals #‼️.em

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seoafin · 3 years

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tbh,, i havent read the raws of the interview yet, only the translated ver from fan-translator and b4 i start, i think that this will be just me talking in circle and in no particular order AND a real mess (my brain does weird things after exams) but uhh here we go

gojou collects talented people, and by doing so he finds the people he can most probably relate to, except that he can't, not really, because something in the universe shifted when he was born. and it makes me think of how he's always known it, that he is special, and he's proven it, time and time again— he wants to take in talented ppl and he does, but there rly isn't much he can do for them. for they are talented, more talented than the world can understand,,

but they aren't gojou satoru

gojou took in megumi, bc he knew megumi was strong, and would grow up to be someone even stronger, but gojou can't facilitate or encourage his growth, bc for all they're similar, they are so fundamentally different. ALSO,, while geto was in his life, gojou rly judged everything according to his understanding of geto’s moral compass. gojou wears a human suit and geto is how he learnt to wear it well 🏃

the dragonfly analogy regarding to geto’s response to gojo, who was shown wearing a dragonfly patterned yukata in HI arc,, i’m trying to not think abt the fact that dragonfly symbolized victory in jpn....pain. i quoted from a web here for more explanation : In Japan the dragonfly is known as the "victory insect", or kachimushi, because of its hunting prowess and also because it is known to never retreat. Dragonflies are agile and fast fliers and can even hover, but never fly backwards

and bringing this up again, matricide and patricide are 2 of the 5 worst act to commit in buddhism, and it was said that if u commit one of those act u’re going to spend a real long time in the deepest pit of hell before continuing the samsaric cycle (higher chances to be born as an animal after that probs)— this might be geto’s divine retribution. held no power over his own body and could be considered that he’s the same as those “monkeys” 💀

ALSO the fact that sukuna's interest is "eating" rly drives home his hedonistic philosophy of seeking pleasure for himself. and he’s a cannibal...makes me think if he’ll just chomp on ppl with the mouth on his stomach

randomly, to date i think he hasn't really called himself a human, shaman, or a curse, and has held himself apart from all 3, and we've also the intro of the cursed wombs so i wonder if he’s trying to become, or is, a different entity altogether

so onmyoji got mentioned in the interview and what they practice is called onmyodo and abe no seimei and kano no yasunori were the notable practitioners,, and the kamo in jjk is the same as irl who served the imperial court back then

maybe i was right when i said that the relation between the govt. and jujutsu elders are similar to how the shogunate and imperial court work (ie, the former holds the actual power) but... lets see later,,

and i cant believe that i actually nailed it on the analogy of jujutsu practices by religion,,, so mahayana buddhism, shintoism, and taoism is present in jjk along with their respective jujutsu practices...but between the 3, it shld (?) be taoism > shintoism > mahayana buddhism (which could took a path to pure land buddhism)

it’s weird that the number of curses are supposedly higher in jpn comparable to other countries when taoism was brought from china....tengen sus

so the zenin family tree is sth like :

brothers: [toji's dad] ; naobito ; ougi

so toji, naoya, and maki & mai are cousins of the same generation

[toji's dad] → jinichi (probs) ; toji → megumi

naobito → other brothers, naoya

ougi → maki, mai

but yea i’d call anyone who’s within/close or below my age range as cousins and others above 30 as uncles/ aunts LMFAO,, i dont rly memorize my own family tree 😭😭 especially since most call the other by honorifics instead of names : aunt, uncles etc or attaching said honorifics at the end of a name for an older sibling figure/ older cousins [but like ppl in my country also call the other who are older with sibling honorific even if we’re strangers,,, rly similar to korea’s hyung/oppa—eonnie(unnie)/noona but some uses more genderless honorific] (1)

tw // topic of incest, mentions of abuse

if anyone got the wrong idea when reading this : i am not glorifying/ romanticising incest(uous themes),, i’m looking at this with absolutely no lenses of bias even tho im rly against it

初恋 = literally : first love, or puppy love

恋 = romantic love/ deep longing

i literally don't know how else to put this...🧍and with language barrier...using a western interpretation of the eng word "love" to explain a jpnese term is not quite that simple, unfortunately

that thread omg,, i rly do understand how exactly someone could associated kindness with love bc of my upbringing, it was when i was slightly older that i was just...oh so its not like that orz,,, so the most plausible explanation would be that

but the problem is that,, akutami never specify when exactly she had a crush on them,, and when megumi answered todo’s question she had a “♡” reaction 😶,, uhmmm there’s rly no way to look past this if its this way or be in denial

i’ve seen some of "why wouldn't mai react that way after hearing megumi say he'd like someone who's compassionate when she's surrounded by men like naoya",, well I MEAN,,, that, but also mai probs admires that megumi grew up so well out of the clan, regardless of the fact that he had the foundation (10 shadows) to do so. imo she seems happy for him the way she can't be for maki, bc maki ultimately had to leave her behind

hate to say it but yea,, the 3 clans most likely still practice inbreeding in order to preserve their power and presumably their wealth too 😀

i had an idle thought abt it at first but i filed it deep in the back of my mind asap,, bc i ont wanna jump to conclusion abt this out of all things too early. it’s probably not even in jjk, but all those elite clans in other ani/mangas that produce powerful heirs and whatnot also do the same,,, but this way of (my personal) thinking was influenced when i first got into tsukihime (type-moon),,, i read abt the nanaya family background and found out that they practice that in order to keep their bloodline “pure” (to keep it short : they have an optical power),, and i had this kind of assumption ever since so there’s that

i’m,, convinced the zenins' inbreeding made it more difficult for them to get powerful shamans bc they got 2 jujutsu technique-less children with heavenly restrictions in the same generation: toji & maki

even more convinced that maki might be a bit stronger than toji bc toji could see curses without aid while maki can't so the pay-off must be higher,,, SJJASN IDK ,,, plus naoya sort of implies his older brothers are nothing compared to him, and idk if we should take that as his arrogance or that his older brothers rly are weak/powerless. it would make sense as to why naobito had a lot of sons, ig, as head of clan

i feel so bad that if one of the factors that can caused heavenly restriction is inbreeding,, toji and maki and mai had no say in how they wanted to be born but are scorned for it,, typical asian families projecting their traumas and ideals onto their kids but get mad when they realize that those ideals are ugly...😁😁😁

since the zenin are conservative,, i wonder if they still hold onto old jpnese dining traditions. where in ancient jpn, hierarchical relationships were made readily apparent even within families. a dining table where everybody sat down and ate as equals would be unheard of. rather, each individual is given their own table that indicates their status,,, someone who is not considered “strong” according to the zenin’s views most likely have no place at the table, and probs eat when those who are “strong” finished/ serve them when they are eating

if toji was tossed into a swarm of curses,, i dont think abuse during said time is below them,,,

the zenin clan was already great, but they further amassed power and strength by, what i assume to be, marrying and adopting powerful individuals into the clan 🤔 ,,, i imagine they're like the hiiragi but without doing what they did to shinya (ons reference)

BUT after all that, i like to think that since akutami’s a big horror fan, jjk might be an outlet to explore said topics or even darker ones, so i wouldnt be that surpised abt it. given that there’s more than enough “red flags” before this was dropped : a reference to “tale of hikaru genji” when a grown woman asked for gojou’s number in HI arc (out of all things); granny who transformed into the man’s daughter, sat on his lap and man just touched her waist; mei mei and ui ui ; and...this (incestous theme is in the novel btw)

lets not start with whatever the fuck in kubo’s head in the interview otherwise i’m writing paragraphs with every curse words possible,, those big 3 mangakas are so— UGH,, a planet w out (cis) men like him sounds real good rn 😌 if one of yall out there decide to do it,, pls hmu rly cant do this shit anymore

akutami said i like my men pretty and i like women who will step on my neck and spit in my face (I REMEMBERED TATSUKI FUJIMOTO’S INTERVIEW WHEN HE WAS ASKED ABT MAKIMA AND IT WAS SO 😭😭😭😭) but ykw,, love that for both of them <3

when i said 3 : one piece, bleach, naruto. aside from the blatant depiction/ characterize of women in those 3,, idk if some ppl arent aware yet but oda is friends with two (2) convicted pedos,, man...the major disappointment and disgust when i first find out abt it

anyways this is just my 2 cents (which i think rightfully belong to the trash can) so pls just take this w a lil to no grain of salt - 🐱

YEAH THE ♡ LMFAO I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST A “good answer ♡“ heart BUT NOW IM RE-EXAMINING?????

honestly i wouldn’t be surprised if the three clans practiced inbreeding. but ik people are going to be 😡😡😡😡😡 about it when the queen of fucking england is literally married to her (something) cousin. i’m not justifying it but like....love the double standards, just as always with the west 😍

DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT FUCKING PED* LIST THEY SHOULD ALL BE IN JAIL. JAILLLLL. it’s all so gross. that’s why i fucking hate when people look towards manga for positive representation because the chances of that are super slim to zero, especially since the industry is saturated with misogyny and ped******* and a lot of other gross stuff.

i think ppl forget jjk is a horror manga LOL so obviously it’s going to confront darker themes. the question is whether it’s going to be done tastefully or not......

#honestly I don't have high hopes unfortunately 😭#but who knows I might be...pleasantly surprised #idk I don't have high hopes in manga nowadays so hmmm #anyway as always I enjoy ur thoughts <3 ❤️❤️#hope ur doing well!!!#and getting all those genshin impact goodies #🐱 anon #long post

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selfcareparker · 3 years

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UNI???? CONGRATULATIONS!!! i’m so happy for you!! what are you studying? oh my goodness i have so many questions hdhshjsj i’m really glad you’re excited!! also i love that you guys in the uk (uk right? i’m so bad with geography- IS IT EVEN GEOGRAPHY) say “uni” and “mum” :) here’s it’s just college and mom lmao. i ended up skipping my classes (IM SO AWFUL I KNOW, but i don’t need to know about planets & forces to be an actress so) & i really really appreciate that :’) i’m hoping they go positive too and i think they’re finally going in that direction? i would totally vent but i feel like it’s a lot to 1 dump on you and 2 say in an ask on anon lol

- lovely anon :))

okay so i’m about to be really unnecessarily complicated sorry skshshs

Also I don’t expect you to remember or even read any of this!!!/ skshgs i’m just trying to explain it

soo yup we do say uni and mum in the uk sksh (i’m not 100% sure about the education system in the UK or the US so.. idk 😭) (personally i don’t say mum tho sjshg)

And i’m british (and russian and serbian and bosnian if we’re being annoying) but i’ve lived in germany all my life and german is my first language, but i grew up speaking english too

So here in Germany I’m going to study Anglistics which is basically English language and literature and tbh if i like it here i’ll stay here in Germnay to study, but if i end up not liking it (deciding to study here was a vv spontaneous decision), i’m going to England in September to study eng lit + creative writing. So I’m really excited bc once I start studying here I can figure out if I like it or if I’m moving to England in a few months! Lol (It’s a very similar subject tho so tbh I’m expecting to stay in Germany but I’m not 100% sure)

^^^I don’t know if that explanation was any good I don’t blame you if you just ignore it skshsh

So I don’t understand anything about the US education system.. skshshhs is college where you have a major and stuff? (I’m sorry i know i probably sound so dumb rn ahaah) if yes what’s your major? (?) and also acting??? Omg that’s so cool!!! Are you taking classes or is it something you’re going to do in the future orrr what? Sksjhs i wanna know more!!!!!!

I feel like this post is the most annoying post i have ever written i’m so sorry lmaooo

#also idk if theres a character limit for when you write an ask? but you can send me as much as you like!!!#lovely anon #<33333 #also idk if that’s what you mean but if you ever don’t want an ask to be posted (even if you’re anonymous) i can just not post it #and i’ll still answer it just without posting your ask and like no one will understand whats going on or read it anyway #idk if that makes sense oof sorry skshshs

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kumoriyami-xiuzhen · 4 years

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Hakuoki SSL: Tell me! Secrets Q&A

Last post of the month! so I’ll once again end by asking you to please support me if you can either on ko-fi, through paypal or patreon for access to my blog post translations or just to support me. …. also let me know if you have any hakuoki drama cds that you’d be willing to share that are on my looking for list since i either do not have audio for those cds or do not have audio that i can share...

This is the thing that i left as ???? on my March update post... and the thing that i accidentally posted the title of back in may when i was planning out my queue (oops?).

I think I should start by saying that I translated this for amusement.... though I won't deny how this is a fascinating piece of reference for writing hahaha......

Unfortunately since this is only limited to the main six, I really wish I had some of Yamazaki’s responses to these....

Favourites by character order: Hijikata's answer to Q4, Saito's to Q5, Harada's to Q7 and Kazama's to Q7.

Only for references purposes. LMAO.

enjoy!

Hakuoki SSL: Tell me! Secrets Q&A

From 『B's-LOG別冊オトメイトマガジン vol.9』

Translation by KumoriYami

Q1: What is the first thing you wash when bathing [text can be interpreted as either bath or shower]?

Q2: Where would you want to go for a date?

Q3: At Hakuo Gakuen, who do you have the best relationship with?

Q4: Where do you want to go most now?

Q5: What words and actions/behaviours from a woman make you feel a rush of excitement/moves you ["feel a rush of excitement" is an idiom. can be also interpreted more literally as 'move your heart']/excite you the most?

Q6: What are your favourite school activities [roughly says: fond of school activities]?

Q7: What do you wear while sleeping?

Q8: What are your best and worst subjects?

Q9 What happened recently that made you happy?

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Hijikata Toshizou

A1: Hands should be washed first.

A2: This...... How about going to a Buddhist shine that has snow in its surroundings. We can recite poetry [either that or songs]....... No, I didn't say anything.

A3: Kondou-san.

A4: I don't know why, [but], no matter what happens, I want to see Hokkaido [says reckless/regardless of everything].

A5: Rather than saying affecting the heart, perhaps it might be better to say that [I'm] not good at dealing with a woman staring into my eyes without fear [or something like that...?].

A6: Although it might cause misunderstandings, that would naturally be writing exams [conducting exams to be written...?].

A7: I sleep in Western style pyjamas.

A8: The subject I am good at is classical literature, [and] I'm not good at chemistry.

A9: Probably when I met with that guy who listened to listened to me without getting tired.

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Okita Souji

A1: Hey, after learning about this, what do you plan on doing?

A2: Of course, it needs to be a place where you can go have fun and be happy. That's How about an amusement park, or something like that?

A3:……This question is very difficult to answer. Who knows.

A4: Now? During winter? Oh...... somewhere that isn't cold.

A5: Heheh...... you're probably just wanting to secretly watch me while thinking I haven't found anything out, and of how surprised I'll look when I do.

A6: Club activities.

A7: What will you be wearing? If you want to tell me, I'll tell you after.

A8: I'm actually not particularly good at anything, [but] I dislike classical literature the most.

A9: I saved quite a few pictures of someone recently.

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Saito Hajime

A1: Ah, probably the feet.

A2: Da-date!? Then...... a place to go together with a woman? For me/As far as I'm concerned, as long as we're together, it doesn't mater where we go.

A3: Well, when it concerns time spent on school activities, that would be Yamazaki.

A4: I don't know why [but] I look forward to winter, and would like to see snow as soon as possible....... I want to go to a place where I can see snow.

[Personally, i don't get why people like summer lol. I seriously hate summer. and the heat. Snow is soooo much better than the heat. i absolutely can't stand hot weather lol]

A5: Does this question have to be answered? Really...... then, when she shows/exposes her ear...... Ah.

A6: Probably school trips. It's nice to go learn and study new things in places you wouldn't normally go to.

A7: I personally feel that tight sweatshirts are very good.

A8: I'm good at classical literature, [but] I'm not good at math.

A9: When two equal partners people share their lives...... when you hold your other half's hand, you will immediately feel that you are not alone.

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Toudou Heisuke

A1: If taking a bath/shower....... of course it'd be the head, the head!

A2: Obviously going to the game centre! Eh...... ah, for a date? Then, is going to karaoke OK? [ok is ENG here]

A3: The person that I have the best relationship with, that'd be Souji since we're constantly together. However let me say beforehand, that this doesn't mean I have a good relationship with him.

A4: This period [Right now]...... it'd be nice to participate in a snow festival? I'd like to go somewhere where I can play with snow.

A5: This....... Ah....... Is it that just that I'm defenceless, or was I just relieved..... [to be able to show her my] sleeping face like that? [I think??????????????]

A6: The cultural festival!

A7: Sleeping in a skintight sweatshirt/sports jersey?

A8: Subject that I'm good at, I can fill in the blanks for modern language [i'm assuming this means a version of Japanese characters but since I don't feel like looking it up right now, I'm just going to leave that translation as is for now.] during an exam, but I'm completely unable to understand stuff in English.

A9: Er...... Well...... after being going into that room again after many years...... I found that the inside arrangement/layout had changed a lot so I was surprised. However she was really happy to let me in.

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Harada Sanosuke

A1: Hey. Do you know the common sense of bathing before taking before taking a shower?

A2: Date...... as long as it's the two of us together, it doesn't matter where we go. After she turns 20, there are many places that I'd like to take her to.

A3: Rather than saying that it's a good relationship, it might be accurate to call the relationship with Shinpachi and ill-fated one/ It's not so much a good relationship as a bad one between myself and Shinpachi.

A4: It's rarely winter, I want to go with a country with lots of snow. During the day I'll ski and take a sled/sleigh/bobsled, and in evenings I'll go soak in a spa/hot spring, while also enjoying other foreign culture.

A5: This....... [Seeing] the view of your back while [you're] in the cooking for me in the kitchen.

[the wording in this sentence reaaaaaaally threw me off since it kinda (more literally) reads as "in the kitchen as I cook from behind" ]

A6: All the activities conducted by the school, they're unbelievably exhausting. However, being able to watch how all the students grow and mature, is something to enjoy.

A7: Regardless of what is said...... pyjamas will ultimately become an obstruction. [ ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) pfft...]

A8: This, since it's my specialty [referring to subject taught], I'm fast[? and?] good at using my body. Subsequently, I'm not good at every subject that requires lots of thinking.

A9: How can I say this, there's a line that absolutely must not be crossed when I'm together with her...... If I'm not resolute, this line would easily be crossed...... I've been thinking about this lately.

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Kazama Chikage

A1: Bathing......? The first thing to do, shouldn't that be immersing oneself in the bathtub?

A2: First tell me where you want to go. I will bring you there.

A3: This way of describing the relationship is very literal [??? well something like that. either that or something along the lines of: That is a good adjective that literally describes the relationship]. It goes without saying, that would naturally be my wife.

A4: Where my wife and I get married.

A.5 Hesitating while wanting to say something with beautiful and delicate eyes while gazing at my appearance, hahaha......

A6: Of course that would be student council [activities].

[it's either that or student assemblies depending on how the words after ‘student' are interpreted, since if they are translated as verbs instead of noun/adjectives, it can mean something to the effect of 'complete gathering of students'... which is also why im kinda leaning towards 'assemblies' though.]

A7: What is meant by this question? Isn't it common sense to sleep while naked?

A8: I'm an expert at every subject. No subject exists that I am not an expert in.

A9: Fufu....... This year I will surely be able to graduate. I've been waiting for so long...... waiting for far too long!

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this probably felt longer to translate than it actually did lol... too many questions and answers.... also i don’t know if this was reprinted in one of the ssl books. maybe when i’m bored i’ll mtl the jp to double check some of this lol.... or not.

#hakuoki #hakuouki #hakuoki ssl #Hakuoki Other Translation #may edit later

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misterbitches · 3 years

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i think what bugs me the most about people being lazy and not wanting to read or pushing a narrative of something you didn't say or do onto you, then saying something about the method of delivery, and then getting their hackles raised at anything that pushes back (i do this too. like many times i overreact because i didnt read something right, or i don't think that maybe i don't need to be heard, or i take on a more combative tone even if someone agrees. so i need to de-escalate for myself as well and be aware....) esp on the basis of length and some grammar and syntax issues—not necessarily the content itself—is that i like....edit for a living.

i have a dumb BA and i have my MFA. i copy-edit on the side as a side-job and i am good at it. i am a literal video editor, a script editor, a scriptwriter, and artist. so like not only did i "train" in that, i have experience, and like.... im good at it. but that's my WORK like that's LITERALLY MY CAREER so when im on the internet i'm not trying to write a fucking thesis that's so intense and edited. i do that for my career and it's effort. this is me time, leisure time, im not being judged or graded and i don't need to put my whole back into something that is largely inconsequential. i'm typing from the top of the fucking dome and that's it man like there's a diff between a thing that takes me 5m to write and something i have to edit a trillion times on top of my learning disabilities and adhd. which isnt a fucking death sentence. adhd helps me be more creative, my LDs are what lead me to art, i'm intelligent and talented even if i hate myself and it's painful. idk how many times i can say this you know. someone said to me once "you're obviously not a native eng speaker" and fucking obviously i am but that wasnt the issue it was saying i can't construct sentences or whatever when im literally just stream of consciousness and it is just so invalidating. i dont like saying it but it's literally people calling you stupid for something you're not trying to heavily regulate because you ARE ALWAYS SELF-REGULATING.

honestly i get shocked at my typos or ways i word things if i re-read them but in my brain it just comes out that way. it doesnt always make sense either idk i try and say it. but i dont want to call it ableist it's just weird. fucking weird and it feels soooooo fucking bad bc i already know lmao im sorry man sometimes commas look like periods and i think im typing in the right tense or the right word but im not idk what to tell ya. u can edit it for me if u want

yesterday i couldnt focus at all like i was watching history (surprise) and had to keep rewinding because my brain started to trail off and i would stare at this box. or ill be thinking about something else the whole time. then i get anxious and try and concentrate and i cant. it's a lot of adrenaline buddy and our brains are like rubber or whatever ok im built different ;-;

other things adhd makes fun:

- when you receive your THC and it takes you hours to use it because your brain is trailing off. DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE TO WAIT FOR UR BRAIN TO STOP PROCRASTINATING TO HAVE FUN? dumbest thing ever esp since ppl w impulse issues <3 drugs cos we r sad every1 thinks we r STUPID

- when u literally just stare at the same page for like 10m. when it takes u all fucking day to watch 5 minutes of a stupid BL bc ur brain is like THIS THEN THIS THEN THIS THEN THIS AND WHAT IS THAT? THEN THIS THEN THIS THEN THIS esp for me as a FILMMAKEURRRR AN ARTISTE A PRETENTIOUS BITCH i cant turn it the fuck off

- WITHOUT INSURANCE MY MEDS ARE 400 DOLLARS SO IF YOU GIVE ME THAT MONEY, I WILL LISTEN TO YOU

this is something i've talked abotu a lot and ppl who know me know that i really struggle with this. maybe that's why i turned to art i dont know but i think there is a gap between people who are willing to read and people who just aren't and then dont bother. but i feel like you should sort of take the time to maybe understand a person may have diff communication styles. like i can understand people or try my best if they dont have a great grasp on english. we know what the fuck communication is. there's this one troll i know of who literally just types nonsense because he doesn't know what he's talking about, he's a dick, and he's not a native eng speaker. that's a time where i'm like i literally cannot with this person because i dont think he even tries lmao. i just ignore him bc he says dumb shit now so maybe if someone thinks that of me they should just move it righgt along ithink im just going to start being a dick and calling eveyrone ableist and start acting like the ~*~*~*snowflake~**~~*~* they dont like bc bitch if im sad we all sad now

i also find it IRONIC when non black ppl comment on a flow or whatever since u all love to use our words wrong bitch back off if u cant say nigga i take 0 writing advice from u

all this is to say i know it's not cos of my adhd and learning disorders since i can do my jobs efficiently. i think that......people are just upset when u critique something that has nothing to do with them as a person but they tied their identity to it so now we all have to suffer im sorry that you...idk don't care about the world? who knows, what do you want? lol

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Hi!! Sorry for the late answer, I was really busy with my uni🤓 I've read your story (is it ok to call it like that?🤔) about being a character in tokrev and it's really sweet, there is nothing to be embarrassed about, I really loved it!!! I have to say that my scenario looks a little bit similar lol

I imagined that the first encounter of my oc with main characters would be in ~12 years with Mikey and his gang (yes, not chifuyu, I'm going to explain haha) when they saved my oc from some other delinquents and after that our relationship will progress from enemies to friends. I see them as enemies in the beginning because my oc is really against this delinquent culture and fighting at first and is not willing to communicate with them but after her saving she sees that they are good boys and starts liking them I know still no chifuyu, wait for him!!! so, after some time they start communicating with each other, grow closer and became friends (she still dislikes their way of handling things with force and not a part of Toman lol) i somehow see my oc as a mother figure for these boys

Years pass, and here comes Chifuyu!! At that day when he becomes official member of Toman they all have that meeting near the temple and that's how my oc and Chifuyu meet🤓 it's like in the movies where future couple see each other from afar, they catch each other staring and just hold gazes calmly, studying one another and averting gazes only after some time lol after that they get acquainted and after a while become closer constantly meeting each other on different Toman gatherings.

Since I am a big fan of slow burn like really slow lol my slow burn can take YEARS they are going to fall for each other a few years later after gathering trust and loyalty, maybe even being adults with my oc helping Chifuyu with his investigation. And after years of being constantly near each other through ups and downs baji-san death 😭😭😭 they develop feelings. At first I see that they really are oblivious not only about the other one's feelings but about theirs too. Like "my heart is beating faster near him, what the hell is that" lmao and as the time comes they also come to realization about each other feelings after some dangerous situation ofc lol and only after that I see them becoming a couple👏everyone is happy because they're tired of them beating around the bush 😂

Also, I like to think that even in different realities and alternative future they still remain together and end up loving each other no matter what🤧🤧

So yeah, that's it! I hope this is not so bad and hard to understand because my eng is not perfect and sometimes it's hard to express myself😊 I'm really interested in your opinion so please tell me what you think!

first of all thank you so much hehe i didn’t expect anyone to read those long ass paragraphs tbh 😭 you’re so sweet ilysm

i really like how our first encounter with the tr characters are.. similar. no. its the same but i made it with chifuyu but you made it with the founders instead! i read a shoujo manga and the female mc is kinda similar to your oc. was the type to hate delinquents but ends up falling in love with one. you may or may not have visited the right place for this one LMFAOAOA

okayy so “she still dislikes their way of handling things with force and not a part of Toman lol” you gave me an idea here. i dont really know how to describe it man wish you could open my brain and see the scenarios yourself lmao so it goes like — chifuyu was clearly a the school’s #1 delinquent so that means he kinda does everything with force back then, but when he got closer to you, you told him you don’t like how he dealt with stuffs and somehow you persuaded into a promise not to do things with force :)

but you were just friends when you both did the promise though.. maybe a lil bit mutual pinning but not really too (??) one day someone bumped to him and the usual chifuyu probably gonna start a war at the very moment but after he promised to you, he holds it back. in fact he said sorry to the other person even though they were the one who bumped to him ! NOOO THIS IS CLICHE AGAIN WHSHAHAHAH SORRY MY BAD MY BRAIN IS ONLY FILLED WITH SHOUJO SCENARIOS

unlike you though.. im impatient so slow burns… not for me sweetie :( but the thought of it sounds very chifuyu. i mean slow burns. chifuyu’s loyalty is totally next level so you really have to gain his trust and all of his devotion to be close with him. and yes! chifuyu’s oblivious to his own feelings. that’s really one of his characteristics that i found it cute hehe

AND THE DANGEROUS SITUATIONS!! AHHH!! IM A BIG FAN OF ANGST SO I USUALLY MAKE ONE OF THEM IN A NEAR DEATH STATE LMGAOAOA THE ADRENALINE IS RUNNING BABYYYY

man i make too many angst scenarios and one time my chest congested at 9pm from one of the angst stories i made lmao and i cried too?? mind tell me the dangerous situation though I WANNA HEAR ITTT

NO NO NO you’re english is perfect and if you want to write this (or you have actually…) PLEASE TELL ME !! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT SO SOS O MYCH <3443

#this was long again SORRY #[ !🦄 nonnie ]

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minhonirique · 5 years

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I'm sorry for the late reply it was actually my 18th birthday yesterday and we spent Saturday night celebrating too--- but pls talk for hours at me I too am a whole chatterbox who loves to talk about anything and everything so I think (read: hope) we'll get along! As for about myself...I'm tall, I just turned 18 (same day as bin uwu), I cannot keep a bias for the life of me I Stan the dance line but Jisung still Gets To Me all the damn time- I should just give up and be an ot9 stan-- -staynon

Oooh so you're 18?? Damn I feel kinda young haha,,,, but happy (belated) birthday then!!! I hope we get along too :') and woah, you're tall? Im a bit jealous tbh TT im like 170cm and while that's not very short, it....is actually kind of short for a guy lol anyway! I used to bias the dance line too at first but Jisung and Minho were too powerful and I gaaaaave up and biased them lol. But I feel ya, i think every STAY is lowkey an OT9 first and individual second (and that's understandable in every way) but I “can't” bias them all 200% bc,,,,,, my heart is tiny,,,,,,,,,, and i dont have the space to contain so much love,,,,,,,, even now it hurts to love them that much,,,,,,,,, that's why I 'need' to bias individuals (but lets be honest i dont rlly follow that rule with skz) because I'm honestly lost if I have to give all my heart to each of them :/ that's really a problem of mine and idk maybe it's because im 'cold-hearted' (like everyone who knows me likes to say.smh) idk?? Fuck i rambled again sorry.

And ooh we have some hobbies in common! I draw and write (but in french lol i have the english vocabulary of a 10yo) too (and im going to an applied(???doesthatevenexistinenglish) art school in September so that's neat,,). I'd like to see your drawings and texts (if you write in eng?? Otherwise well i'd still like to see your drawings) if you ever decide to reveal your identity when the event is over (not that i EXPECT you to(id understand if you didnt want to), i personally dont intend on revealing myself at my person bc id feel bad,,, im not a great anon for them and only answer like 2 days later everytime hhh and im sorry for them)

A n y w a y you dance??? That's a lot of work! I kinda want to learn dancing too, but i feel too uncomfortable with my body to do that (and i probably look horrible when i try to dance *seriously* (but i do a lot of random freestyle dances because.my body just mo ve s on its own a lot of the time lol + i sort of dance to skz's songs because the choreos are fascinating and the songs are so good i cant help myself----) but i started to learn side effects this summer but kinda. reported the whole thing but one day ill be comfortable enough in my own body to really learn it!! Hopefully). But yeah I really respect and admire you for learning dancing bc fuck that's so cool!!! Good luck on learning Fancy! :D you can be proud of yourself yup :') and idk if you missed things?? I dont think so but i dont have the greatest memory so im not sure but let's just say you didnt lmao. And where do you live? What job do you plan to do in the future? I'm terrible at questions i hope you dont mind,,,,srry

#staynon #i hope you dont have trouble reading this #and that you're good with keeping up with my rants.........ihatemyself

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