#i’ll figure it out on my own time.

[chloesimaginationthings]

YOUR DESIGN FOR TEENAGE MICHAEL IS SO KFJSKD CUTE :3 !!

I have to draw him again, when he’s less in destress

#ask reply #I’m glad yall like him!!! #I have more sketches of him when figuring out his design #I’ll probably share those on my Patreon #he teeny tiny #itty bitty #long hair for teen Michael has always just made sense to me #fits the time period and the vibes #for my design of him #I like to think Michael started cutting his own hair during his teens #into adulthood and that’s why his hair is so jagged and spikey #this is just for my design btw not Michael as a whole but I think it’s a fun quirk

[oklcmc]

i know that y’all have been checkin’ in. i’m still here! been tryna keep my sanity with writing and music. since it’ll be a “national holiday” by then, i got some heat comin’ for y’all either mid or late next week, believe that, so be on the lookout ‘til then. thanks for all the support thus far! love y’all! 💌

#┃⠀･ ｡ﾟ☆⠀〝so we vibing over our hoeism or whatever.〞⠀⠀╱ ⠀⠀꒰⠀𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬╱@𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐜𝐦𝐜 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬.⠀꒱ #national holiday ≠ ken’s thirty-fifth birthday lol. #after that i’ll probably begin writin’ the second half to chapter six of ‘underground combat’ or start on a keem imagine. #i’m currently indecisive. #‘cause i have a lot of shit to get done outside of writing but it’s the only thing that seems to keep me balanced for real. #or maybe i’m just too damn comfortable. #who rlly knows atp. #i’ll figure it out on my own time. #goodnight world.

[bluuscreen-png]

working on my own little “the master doesn’t die and joins the doctor after lotl” au so here’s voyage of the damned outfits if i got to do the costume design [plus a couple silly bonus sketches under the cut]

#doctor who #the doctor #the tenth doctor #the 10th doctor #the master #simm master #tensimm #thoschei #time lords call it a draw #fanart #no id #the master has his bleached hair because ummmm i said so 👍 #there is kind of a reason but it’s mostly just an excuse because i like it #[the doctor forced him to regenerate using his own regen energy but it went a bit weird #so he looks the same but with white hair] #[this does mean that after the whole metacrisis thing he technically won’t be able to regen again #but i’ll figure that out when i get to it in my rewritten timeline in my head] #btw astrid lives in this au. because i like her. she doesn’t end up travelling with the doctor though #maybe bannakaffalatta can live too and they go off together #they were really cute #also ik i draw the masters face different every time. i’m working on it

[dadfathers]

slam dunk figure drawings 🏀✌️

#drawing #slam dunk #wanted to do more w these but it’s a hard series to draw for bc the canon art is already so good #I don’t think my figure drawing sketches can get close enough that I’m satisfied w them but I’ll try drawing them on my own eventually… #it’s prob not the most efficient way to go about drawing but I prioritize getting a sketch out as fast and accurately as possible #bc I hate lining rn so the more I can cut down on time to color the better lolllll but as a result I’m not good at cleaning lines #also I watched the movie for the second time it’s so fun…

[squuote]

“ And Stanley was happy. ”

X X X | X 🌱 X | X X X

#the stanley parable #tsp #tspud #stimboard #stim #crow stims #stanley my best friend stanley…another stimboard for you <3 #narrator stimboard will come out whenever I figure out what to add dbdjfnfj #I wanna do more endings for sure…just don’t know what yet #maybe I’ll attempt to do the broom closet ending next hehe who knows #actually made the gif of the game so that’s cool ig! #for time making my own gif I had to replay to make it :-)

[deus-ex-mona]

♡kisaragi masumi♡

#masumi <33333 blue coded boy of all time <3333 #i ✨do not care✨ if his hair is black he’s blue coded to me o k #he’s so beautiful guys have you ever seen a prettier boy— #can’t figure out the best way to position these images so i’ll go with this for now ig…. #masumi is beauty; masumi is grace; i can’t believe he and kyoya; cohabitate in their own place— #blue coded masumi #<-y yeah i think im gonna start tagging my masumi posts from now on

[aceisferal]

Okay back on my shit and expanding on my Paxe civilian flower shop au lore so far that’s really just self indulgent on whatever I want to write with actual reasonings just kind of… came up with 😭😭

The tribe runs a flower farm (and by extension, florist business).

Bo-Katan is the CEO of some company idk what it does yet. It’s called like Kryze Industrial or something

While the Armourer runs the farm, and Din is in charge of deliveries and such to the nearby city, Paz is typically in charge of running the storefront and such.

Axe and Koska are Bo-Katan’s right hand’s. I got the feeling her and Axe have known each other for awhile, and without the whole Manda’lor and Darksaber thing I feel like they trust each other and are good friends.

There’s some big ceremony coming up with Kryze Industries, so Bo-Katan has Axe picking up a whole bunch of things for it. This includes several flower orders, which are coming from the Tribe (I haven’t thought of a name for their farm. Beskar Blooms pops to mind first (´∀｀) have some faith in me in the meantime). This is obviously when Axe and Paz first meet. I still want their little rivalry, even though it won’t be slow burn because I don’t have the energy to write slow burn, so it’s like… hate at first sight. Arch nemesis (who you’ve got a little crush on) at first sight.

Only there’s no like, beef between the Nite Owls and Tribe in this au most of them get along well enough just Axe and Paz keeping picking fights for no reason.

#this is kind of just a brain dump but I’m quickly falling in love with my own au #so the world just has to deal with it #me after coming up with so much lore and backstory and then never writing anything #<< that’s a joke I’ve gotten a few scenes and plot stuff written out #also Ragnar goes to like normal school in this #the flower farm is very inspired by the show The Lost Flowers of Alice Hart #just like… without the several problems with it that are shown in the show because tbh those are unrelated to the main concept #I’ll figure it out and expand on it either another time or in the fic idc right now 😭😭😭😭 #paxe #pazaxe #axepaz #Star Wars #the mandalorian #also I’m so sorry in advance if anyone is out of character I’m not the best at grasping other peoples characters’s personas all the time #I’m working on it

[butch-himbo-king]

okay i know no one here is watching but pls help me decide!

#i figured out how to stream from my playstation yesterday so i’m gonna mess around with it for funsies #i haven’t played the majority of these games before i’m looking to play them for the first time #i just can’t make my own decisions so if y’all could do that for me that would be great #i’ll probably definitely be streaming fortnite and a few other games anyways but like #for the most part i wanna play single players with a good story line #anyways that’s all thanks love you byeeee

[food-lover9000]

I think this is the time where I go back and try to research the fics of past and see what I liked about them and how they did things so I can try to know how to write yummy yummy fics slightly more then I currently do

#i feel like one of those people who grew up not having learnt to cook at all and suddenly needing the ability to cook #like for the sake of basic life skills and having to learn from scratch how to make things taste the way the yummy homecooked meals #that they are used to eating and like struggling immensely #writing fics for myself feels so different from what I have been used to all throughout my education and I am currently drowning #I am drowning and hopefully I’ll figure out how to float soon #anyways I’m tired and actually have no idea what I’m doing rn and probably won’t have the time anyway so oh well ig #i’ll just suffer with my thoughts #(also this is all bc I want to write abt being pet by Clarence so umm I- I’ll just leave and rest until my ailment cures on its own 😭) #anyways I have no clue what I am doing or talking abt and I wonder how I will react tmr morning when I may or may not read this #DJSNDBSBHENDANXHSBDHJEFHSBDJW

[cuteniaarts]

Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭 #I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary: #she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[godofdumpsterfalling]

I’m working on fixing my tags I SWEAR

#AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH. my need for hyper specificity vs my own lazy ass vs the range of content being hard to categorize extremely specifically…. #trust the process I’ll figure it out #I can’t find SHIT and my reblogs aren’t showing up so I have a bunch of repeats I’ll have to delete #(I don’t like having multiples of the same post in small fandoms like this) #(also I’ve reblogged the same 5 pieces like 3 different times WHOOPS)

[a-very-fond-farewell]

guess who fucked around and found out? 👯‍♀️💅🏻😌 (I pulled smth in my right knee 😎)

#sneaky niki #is this a: #lamb loose liveblogging #update? #u bet #no fr. now I’m 3/4 limbs out of commission basically #left wrist has been fucked since high school and cannot hold my weight nowadays #right hand is a work in progress bc. well. tendinitis decided I needed to be its vessel this time around #and now right knee?? bc I almost missed my bus and decided I could sprint all the way to the bus stop?? amazing #I feel like SDY in. my fics honestly #so. update on the fic. I’m halfway ch18 and the ratchet boi is not doing well #the trash king himself has seen better times lemme tell ya #HDS is spiraling. bc for once SDY’s misery is /not/ his own doing #so he’s all like: u cannot die on me >:0 #while SDY -amnesiac as he may be- is like: dude chill I’ve see worse -_- #anyway. ik how to finish this chapter but I need to put some stuff in between first #tomorrow I’ll figure it out #for now I will just hop hop hop on my left foot like an idiot around the house #I’ll try to update the fic on ao3 in a week or so. need to edit ch8 first #you peeps have fun today ok? ik it’s tough out there but I believe in u :) #Niki out~<3 #🐰🐰🐰

[holyluvr]

Getting a good hit of indica that’s a little stronger than vapes I had last time after I ran out of my indica is Hallelujah Praise The LORD and that kid with ADHD

#… #I need indica or antipsychotics both to function. an upper and a downer of some sorts. stimulate then depress. over and over again. daily. #TBH one of the dreams/goals that I still haven’t let myself let go of despite knowing the stats and likelihoods of the outcomes…. #well anyway one of those dreams is to somehow fix this. to meet a doctor who has a treatment plan or life change idea that works on the drug #dependency / the ‘maybe’ acquired brain injury issues. #the ‘is this idiopathic narcolepsy or is this ABI from drs or would you consider this probable narcolepsy from ABI from drs or?’ issues. #the ‘it’s harder to put together a clear understanding of your health overall’ comments followed by silence bc they don’t need to say it lol #it’s hard because no one has known what my health ‘should’ be like. know one has any labs without me on psychotropic medication combos. #they have partial proof from brain scans for the conclusion that my brain was just .fried to deal with me/make me easy and good. didn’t work #and they don’t even need proof to know that medication combos in their own profession shouldn’t be used together or are only used together #in extreme cases with no options left that they immediately fucking jumped into and were lucky I didn’t DIE so many times but fuck yeah #now my brain hurts and I’m not how I was beforehand but don’t rlly know why or how to express it #and I feel alone there and then I have bitch ass doctors telling me to Just Stop The Meds For A Fee Weeks :-)! …..Dr u have no idea huh do u #a few weeks? give me 3 days before I’m having a psychotic episode that’s severe enough to warrant police arrest or 911 called for me. #that’s thousands of dollars in a legal psychiatric hold. and that’s if someone catches the signs on time before I potentially harm myself or #like yeah no I’m sorry doc but i can’t just Simply Stop or Substitute anti-anxiety drugs when I’ve had them holding me together b4 puberty. #anyway I’m still. hoping I’ll find some info somewhere or stories and people like me who figured something out or anything idk #because my medical testing is interfered by medications that I cannot stop taking (mainly benzodiazepines) without losing my mind now. bad.

[whumpy-wyrms]

ITS BEEN A MONTH SINCE TLLR CHAPTER 11????? WHAT

#wyrms says stuff #SORRY ITS TAKING FOREVER TO WRITE HOLY SHIT??? #i thought it had been like 2 weeks or something #dude i’m actually sorry it’s taking so long to get chapters out #BUT like the next three chapters are all around 2/3 of the way done #i miss those phases where writing becomes sooooo so so easy for me and i write like 3k words a day #i’ve never been able to like stick with a writing schedule #my energy for writing comes and goes as it pleases and it’s been like that all my life. drawing comes naturally #it never bothered me before that i’d just not write for a few months at a time and then suddenly get motivation #to write a shit ton of stuff at once in rapid succession #and it sucks because forcing myself to sit down and write is hard it just doesn’t come super naturally like drawing does. #like forcing myself to draw can be a lot of fun and it’s easy. but honestly i don’t chose when my brain tells me it’s writing time #but that’s probably not a good thing huh #and also i’m like?? SUPER SUPER excited about some of the chapters coming up?? like chapter 14 is THE chapter i’ve been most excited about #since i started this series. AND ITS BASICALLY ALREADY WRITTEN TOO #the parts in between are hard to figure out i’ve realized #and also hard to give myself motivation to write them. im basically just annoyed that writing doesn’t come as naturally as art does for me #and that ever since i started actually writing about my own ocs like 6 years ago #i’ve only been able to write in short bursts of a few months at a time #it’s annoying but it’s a good challenge for me to overcome. i just have to sit down and write and then i’ll get that motivation back #the next chapter should be done very very soon!!!

[peachcitt]

What fic do you think best shows your style of writing?

this is such an interesting question! i partly don’t know at all because i like to experiment a lot and i do like to think that sort of experimentation is a part of my style

with that being said i do feel like i really grew into my own with metamorphosis in terms of multichapter writing, and i feel like i was able to do a lot with the structure and feel of it. however, im obviously not always writing multichapters, and i do think i have a different sort of style for shorter fics which i think shows through in stuff like the definition of insanity or doa that relies on snippet-y sections that kind of blur the lines between time, character, and emotions

but honestly i don’t know! i feel like everyone else would be able to say what’s me better than i can :”)

thanks for asking!!

#ask #ask game #son-of-rome #im sure everyone’s sick of metamorphosis by now but just like bone tea i suppose i’ll never shut up about it #also like i remember one time maryssa sent me a lovely message describing my style of writing as like. #really bittersweet forward-looking nostalgia which was honestly very sweet of her to say #but i simply have no idea which fic Embodies that . real hard to have self awareness about my own works ya know #also i tried to think of like. what my style is like with my original writing to figure out if any fics ive written correspond to that #and then i realized that i also Experiment with my original writing and honestly do even crazier things with my original stuff than my fics #so like. hard to even pick out something Style Defining from there too #idk i guess my style is a vibe ? that you just figure out it’s me after you’re left with a funny feeling or something

[kralmajales]

I need to start going to therapy again I can’t keep living like this.

#the problem is that the things I have wrong with me. well they do not want me unmedicated I can tell you that much. #but I can’t trust myself with medication. but if I tell them that then well it’s instituanlization time #and I can’t live like that. #hm. #whatever I’ll figure out my own problems it’s FINE #fuck off feliks