don't hug me I'm scared was my first online fandom experience. it was also the first time I witnessed & participated in shipping. at the ripe young age of 12 I was knee-deep in internalised homophobia until I stumbled across humanized fluffybird fanart, thought it was cute, promptly re-evaluated my entire worldview, & began questioning my sexuality.
these motherfuckers turned me gay
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I am more n more convinced that I can't actually draw and all good that happens is just luck, accidental and random stuff that my hand does that i just notice n keep and i am not smart nor i know what I'm doing. And lately I can't get even that because anxiety makes me too careful n I don't make such good bold lines anymore. I'm poop i'm fucking poop
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Anyway my relatives have started asking me if I'm in a relationship/like anyone, and it feels sooo odd bc how do I tell my grandma I most likely won't ever be in a relationship.
At all.
So I just gotta go with the "none of the guys I've met are my type/they're bad influences haha" like no, it's not funny how much I'm afraid what she might think or say once she knows.
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I finally finished an unfinished sketch and watercolored the Doe 💜
I just love the uwu blushing looking away Doe, okay?
I ALSO GOT MY CHARGER FOR MY LAPTOP SO I'M WORKING ON A LITTLE ANIMATION SORTA BASED ON A LITTLE STORYBOARD (?) I MADE ON PAPER
Plus there's an animation in progress in flipaclip using pics of traditional art 👉👈
I promise to finish them 🥺
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the only thing this election results show is that people are tired of the two major political parties for president bc the Senate isn't something this shit ass guy has the majority of... I'm really hoping that counts for something.
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Alright, I have finished Dishonored! Such an great game, and I loved my time with it! Everything about it felt extremely polished (wonderful atmosphere, tight controls, diverse stealth gameplay, interesting lore), but the level design in particular stood out to me. The levels are full of alternative paths and open many possibilities for the players to experiment around. The secrets and optional tasks are actually fun to find and complete, since they have actual impact on the mission as a whole. Every mission is filled to the brim with subtle enviromental storytelling, and you can find an insane amount of detail pretty much everywhere you go. You can discover so much about this world if you explore the game well-enough. It's honestly amazing.
I'm glad there's still DLC and a sequel for me to enjoy, otherwise I'd be feeling really empty right now xD
"Shall we gather for whiskey and cigars tonight?"
"Indeed. I believe so."
(that shit was driving me insane lol)
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I'm too depressed to interact with people online, I'm going to retreat until I shake this bad case of the funk off my soul. could take a week, could take a year, could take indefinitely.
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