#i've only heard a little bit

[hypocrisy-incarnate]

people will really just sit around and try to win the 'think of the most depressed, traumatized, self destructive, threadbare washcloth of a man' challenge. and then decide to write a podcast about him.

#this is a callout post to #jonathan sims #arthur lester #mike walters #should i throw cecil palmer in here too #nah hes pretty stable now (imo) #i've only heard a little bit #but also #juno steel #im like two episodes into penumbra and i can already tell that boy has been through the WRINGER #jon and arthur are the most prevalent characters here but still #tma #malevolent #woe.begone #the penumbra podcast #my post #ig #theres so many tags on this post dear god im sorry

[ace-trainer-risu]

I truly believe that nona is alecto/the body for the very simple and vitally important reason that harrow and nona/alecto/the body will meet at some point and harrow will be like O immortal Body, I have kept troth with you these many long and darkling years, I have sworn my heart, worthless thing though it may be, to you, I cast my fragile and aching body at your feet (and etc etc)

and the Body will look at her with those ineffable golden eyes and open her imperfectly beautiful mouth and say, her own true voice ringing out in harrow's ears for the very first time, "Hi! I like dogs, do you like dogs? I kissed you in the mirror once. Do you want to be best friends?"

And harrow will instantly be like Ohhh :/// I'm cured. I'm not in love with her anymore. where's gideon. ianthe? anyone.

#i've thought about it. A LOT. and i just think the best and funniest possible resolution to harrow's fixation on the body #would be for the body to be kind of uncool. not evil or creepy but just a little weird. perhaps a bit silly. #harrow has never heard her real voice so i very much think that the first time the body speaks #she should say something astonishingly cringey #also IMAGINE how harrow would feel if she found out that Body not only lived but that she had lived again literally IN harrow's body #BUT she was kind of a weird little freak who really liked dogs #i think harrow would be cured instantly and i think it would be very very funny #and probably really good for her #everyone is all like Ohhh alecto will be a sexy scary mysterious monster lady #but no. i think she will be a very weird funky girl. i think she will be Nice. #i think john offered her biscuits once and she said oh! you mean cookies? and john said tomb. teN THOUSAND YEARS. #i eagerly await being proven totally and fully right and correct on this matter #anyway as i said i have thought about this A Lot #the locked tomb #things you didn't care to know about veronica

[kqluckity]

how some people can look at Zhongli and Venti's dialogue during this Lantern Rite and interpret it as beefing instead of, you know, flirting truly blows my mind? like it's not just what they're saying, but also the way they're saying it. it's flirting, they're flirting. and even if they aren't flirting, that's obviously an inside joke? look at Venti's face when Zhongli acts like they're strangers, does it look like someone who can't stand the other and isn't willing to play along with the other's dumb idea? please. I don't understand how people can still think they hate each other even tho it's established that they're friends, not only through items lore and their own character stories (I really doubt someone like Zhongli would let a guy he hates forge his sigil, let him destroy his precious vase, let him pour wine on his head, and then yearn for him for 500 years bffr), but also in the first Liyue Archon quest Zhongli talks about "a friend from Mondstadt" who used to bring him wine all the time, and Venti has a "refined gentleman friend from Liyue" he wishes he could spend more time with. a friend he still visits often, so much so that madame Ping commissioned Tubby to make a Mondstadt-inspired house for the teapot with good acoustics so he could play inside with no problem.

#oh i heard about the refined liyuean gentleman who ordered tea instead of wine and is very knowledgeable and cute #well I've heard of a bard that is truly elegant and eloquent and whose rhymes are unmatched anywhere #hope this makes sense also yes this makes no sense because it's 11pm and I can't write and and and #also sorry they are melting my brain fr I've been shipping them since 2021 but never felt like sharing here #but now I am so you better suck it up #those two are literally always talking about each other I don't blame Xiao for being a little bit homophobic during that dinner #he needed a breather because of the embarrassing old men and I respect that #xiao: right in front of my salad? what if I killed myself rn? #<- it's what he should've said anyway. it's what transpired from the way he looked at the Traveler tbh #okay I'll stop talking about them for a bit. probably. maybe. but only on here #I'll talk about them especially irl for a little bit longer probably I love them #OKAY I'M SHUTTING THE FUCK UP NOW #Zhongli #Venti #zhongven #genshin impact #gi tag

[found--family]

am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen? 

#burcon #cockles #thoughts #at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish #he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf #at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand #if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being #in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure #that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate #i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period #letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to #affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing #and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who #she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face #during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh #but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me. #just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land #and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out #and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm #looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they #mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace #while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me #everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that #learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments #i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel #if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage #and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt #a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him #misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af #and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...

[thedreadvampy]

like clockwork someone who's been openly a sex pest for decades gets named as a rapist and sexual predator and we all get to play the hit parade with such classics as:

oh my god oh my god did you know this industry full of rich people who are rewarded for exploitative and abusive behaviour...has an issue with rape and abuse??? CAN YOU BELIEVE THERE'S ABUSE IN THIS INDUSTRY???? (yeah man we know. we've known for quite a while actually. for longer than I've been alive for sure.)

oh my god I can't believe there are rapists among us (1 in 3 women have experienced rape, who do you think is doing it?)

but he seemed so nice! (not really tbh)

well I met him and he never raped me and like, I'm really hot so if he was really a rapist he would have (Jesus fuck get help)

is it really rape to fuck 16 year old girls when you're in your 30s? (yeah it is if you fucking rape them mate)

can't believe everyone knew but never said!!! (they literally did say and also hey imagine if you will what reasons there might be too not say anything, such as, say, it's not your story to tell and the victim had expressed a wish to not be at the centre of a whole shitstorm)

Real Victims wouldn't go to journalists they'd go to the cops!!! (hey guys I have some upsetting news about the experience of reporting rape to the cops)

This is a conspiracy to make this irrelevant celebrity look bad! (please touch grass)

it's all just a bit of fun innit (no)

and every time we all over again have to go to this place where rape is simultaneously a significant threat and common experience (agreed) but also everyone who's ever talked about being raped is lying, and nobody's ever done a rape even if there's 20 years of documented evidence and on camera confessions and also their whole public persona is 'cheeky sex pest' (fucking. what?)

and then that guy hopefully gets cancelled and people feel a bit more guilty about watching him. and then they'll go HOORAY THE EVIL IS DEFEATED WE HAVE GOT RID OF THAT GUY THAT DID THE RAPES. OUR WORK HERE IS DONE. COMEDY/FILM/MUSIC/TV IS FREE OF PREDATORS NOW

and then 6.5 seconds later allegations will come out about someone else and we will start the whole thing again from scratch OH MY GOD CAN YOU BELIEVE THERE'S ABUSE IN THIS INDUSTRY???

#red said #it gets SO under my skin like how are people STILL SURPRISED????? #like this happens SO OFTEN you canNOT still find it this unexpected??? #especially when it's someone like Russell Brand who is the kind of 2000s comedian who built his entire career on predatory misogyny as a bi #like I'm sorry I'm sorry this isn't a time you so moment #but some people you're like oh that's disappointing. he seemed like he might be sound. #others though. you cannot tell me at any point in the last 20 years anyone's looked at Russell fucking Brand #and not thought at least a little bit oh this man's a fucking nonce #'russell brand predated on teenage girls for years' may be up there in the least surprising sentences I've ever heard #i have never seen a man who's more obviously used to regularly using the phrase 'I waited until her 16th birthday so it's fine' #the fucking fedora ass incorrectly loquacious cult vibes '''''ironic''''' hipster misogyny known-in-thr-scene creepster #like we all know that guy right? sometimes he's a famous comedian and sometimes he's a 38 year old musician who only ever #dates girls under 18 and hangs out at spots frequented by students trying to show off both how hip he is and how he's got Adult Money #but the vibes. the vibes. tbf a lot of those fuckers in the 2000s were probably also modelling their vibes off him also. #the looming monster of rape in the abstract

[tj-crochets]

Hi, am from the UK, I seen your teddy bear of kukalaka from ds9.

How much would it cost to make one for myself along with the t-shirt .

Regards barry

Ps I only just joined so I could message yourself

Hi! I'm sorry, but I don't accept commissions for copyrighted characters, so at the moment I'd only make kukalaka as part of an art trade or charity fundraiser, and since I'm in the US the cost of shipping to the UK would make kukalaka prohibitively expensive. I did draft the pattern for him myself, though, so I could probably share the pattern online for you (or someone more local to you) to sew?

#hi barry! welcome to tumblr #ask away! #(that's my tag for asks) #I used to have a little bit of flex on the 'no copyrighted characters' thing #but nowadays it's a hard rule for me #I mean. I do still sew plushies of copyrighted characters I just don't sell them #gifts art trades or charity fundraisers only #that said if anyone has online charity auctions they know of that are looking for things to auction #ESPECIALLY fandom-themed charity auctions please tell me about them!! I would love to participate! #I do MTH every year and I've heard of Fandom Trumps Hate as well but they don't auction off physical items #they kind of have a way to do it but I don't want to run the auction myself that is outside of my wheelhouse #sorry barry I got sidetracked most of this was not directed at you lol

[mushroomjar]

Sorry but you are not going to convince me to watch the Tokyo Mew Mew reboot

#i'm glad y'all are having fun with it but i genuinely think i would not enjoy it #i liked the original well enough and i don't really want the reboot to be people's introduction to tokyo mew mew #the original one is definitely a bit cringe and aged but. it's not bad it's really fun #idk it's just weird that they're rebooting so many of the classic magical girl shows instead of... making new shows? #i understand the sailor moon reboot bc the 90s show was very very different from the manga and also has too many episodes and movies #so wanting a separate show/movies that are closer to the manga and shorter makes sense #but like. i'm only 18 episodes in to ccs but why did that show need a reboot? #same for tmm. tmm is fine it didn't need a reboot it came out 20 years ago it's not that old it didn't NEED a reboot also quote me on this: #the og tmm anime looks much. MUCH. cuter than the reboot. and you know i'm right!! you know i'm right #the designs are also better and from what little i've heard of the reboot the story of the original made more sense #rant over i guess #cat rambles

[rubberbandballqueen]

hmm i have like, 500-600 taiwan dollars leftover in a tin from the last time i visited relatives... i wonder what would happen if i just handed it to my little cousins like. "yep. here is gift. have fun."

#i heard them trying to sound out 'eidelweiss' on the piano so i've also been thinking of giving them this little music box i bought #a while back that plays eidelweiss. put it in little box with money and letter that is like. 'hello. cousin cares about you.' #'but cousin is awkward and has bad hearing and speaking skills. anyway here's some money and a music box for you.' #i checked n it's like the equivalent of almost 20 usd so like. that's an appropriate gift for nine-year-olds i think #today at work i was cutting glow sticks in half for our craft and i was not wearing any gloves so i got minor chemical burns <3 #like part of the skin on my thumb n pointer finger got bleached so i went around n showed alllll the kids #like. 'hey. check out my chemical burn. this is why we wouldn't let you guys cut open the glow sticks yourselves.' #'because it will do This to you if you touch them too long. this is why we had you wash your hands when you finished.' #n some of them were like 'just wash it off' n i was like. 'it is a chemical burn. it is on my skin.' #at least i Think it was a chemical burn but i mean it was very minor (makes sense bc it's just glow sticks) so the skin's flaked off by now #similar happens when i touch my hair bleach w/o gloves so i'm Pretty Sure it was chemical burns #we had a table of kids who were speaking cn to each other so at some point i pieced together they didn't seem to pay attn. bc low en skills #anyway i broke my own rule abt no phones at work to look up 'chemical burns' in cn for them bc although they know i speak Some cn #(by giving them minor instructions for the glow stick craft) i was like. 'chemical burns... how to say....' #apparently they are mostly from taiwan which is fun i love it when i Don't receive microaggressions for writing in traditional c': #today's my only camp shift for the week tho... one of my coworkers died last week so i told my boss i could pick up his camp shifts #if no one else had but apparently i'd go over hours this week... feelsbad man. it's summer + we're always understaffed #so there's gonna be a point when the front desk worker is gonna be covering the camps for a little bit which is. i feel bad ahaha #the worm speaks

[medicinemane]

Discord's back it seems. Saw people on the reddit thread I found about this that was from like 20 minutes ago saying that they had moderate success resetting their router

No, I refuse. Discord broke it, discord can fix it, I'm not putting in that much effort when I still had my phone and didn't have anything important to do

And I won, I didn't have to do shit and it got fixed eventually

So like... good work, but I'm still gonna complain. The correct amount of outages is zero when you're a big company. Full stop (though while I'm very much applying this to stuff like ISPs, I'm sure many of us would say that by that standard their ISP isn't acceptable... and it's not)

#mine's pretty good at this point; they occasionally get an annoy outage; but it usually lasts for like a day #and like... the last one was some like master modem breaking and them needing to wait for a part #and it's like... you should probably have a spare part on hand... but fine #meanwhile comcast would drop to basically like zero service half of the nights #so my little nowhere ISP kicks comcast's teeth in; which is why I don't complain about the rare annoying outages #fuck comcast #I know the point of this post was dunking on discord a bit; but if you take one thing away let it be fuck comcast #nobody likes them; I've literally never heard a single nice word about them #only thing I'll say is they're better than century link which straight up didn't work when I used them #(and I had to pretend to move out of state to get them to fucking cancel) #(I'll give comcast credit of that I walked in to their store with my modem and said I'd like to cancel and they just said 'ok') #but fuck comcast; and fuck their attempts to rebrand to xfinity #a) that's a stupid name; but b) fuck you; you're comcast; and fuck comcast #I didn't realize it; but I guess I'm still really mad about how much they sucked even like... 4 years later #and the sad thing is they sound so much better than like AT&T #fuck ISPs; break their kneecaps; noncompete ass monopolies carving the country up into fiefdoms

[airbenderedacted]

napping for at least an hour or so at some point today would probably also be a good idea tho... like, just so i’m not too tired to do ANYTHING later this afternoon, and so i don’t have too much rest to catch up on when my sleep schedule is fixed :o <3

#bc i think i've heard that missing just 1 night of sleep takes MULTIPLE GOOD NIGHTS OF SLEEP to remedy so aahhhh... #i would like to minimize that potential damahje just a bit </3 #but again knowing me that only ever affects me in the very short term #like literally im a person who could feel insanely sleepy and ready to go to bed one moment #but then experience smthn somewhat exciting/interesting that either makes me so not very sleepy anymore right away #orrrrr that makes me push past it just to stay up for a little longer doing Whatever It Is I'd Like To Do and then oops sleepiness GONE #the secondwind is crazy how do us adhders even live #like when i say GONE i mean fr just GONE-GONE like it just evaporates??? kshdgs or goes from 80% sleepy to 10% sleepy like BRUH #anyway im sure you can easily imagine how i Got in this predicament of super atrocious sleep schedules to begin with #asahabhbvsdhbs

[picory]

so glad i still haven't played aa5&6, i've avoided the unimaginable horrors those games would've dealt me

#well i only played aa5 a little bit but stopped cuz i got bored and instead played plvspw lol #quacks #i do vaguely know of its issues from what i've heard mutuals say #don't intend to play them ever #i just remembered i still haven't read roger's rewrite of those games !!! i will after i replay all the other games...

[astrxealis]

really want to read more and more literature (esp classics!) aghhhh yesterday iirc i was on a walk with my mom and twin and an old guy (not a weirdo dw) who was jogging or walking too actually asked what book i was carrying and it's a little funny bcs uhm he just went "oh a classic!" you see. i was carrying dante's inferno. which i still haven't properly started to read but anyways he might... if my mom is right... be the local parish guy so oopsies !! LMAO anyways yeah really interested in lovecraft for a while now! horror scares me and gives me paranoia but i also enjoy the writing of it? and i remember once that something/someone said my writing is kinda similar to his. hm.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i never talk about literature here but hi i grew up reading books and i really love literature. both fiction and non-fiction! admittedly i #less prefer modern books because i prefer classics and all that? and i kinda fucking hate people who only like boring and/or famous #literature lmfao fuck you but anyways putting my bitterness aside! arthur conan doyle with 'sherlock' of course & 'a dream within a dream' #dazai with 'no longer human' is something i think i'll really enjoy reading one day as well and hmm #i never properly read 'lord of the rings' despite my relative having the books and i borrowed it once? but didn't make the time to actually #read it unfortunately :(( 'the great gatsby' is something i also have yet to read and then jane austen's works! #and then. louisa may alcott ... i asked my mom right now about her books that we have/had and i did not fucking know we had #'little women' all this time holy shit. i remember reading 'a modern cinderella' but also i am unsure now... but yeah. that/those too! #shakespeare's works are of course a must-read hehe we do have 'the tempest' and i've read a couple of his works but only a little bit #either based off the knowledge i just. know. or for school back then! but yeah. you probably know his works already lmao <3 #and then uhmm 'phantom of the opera' we have now as well! bought it alongside yk. 'the tempest' 'inferno' 'paradise lost & regained' #a few months ago but tbh i haven't made it very far in reading any of them yet but i really want to sometime! and learn more guitar! #and get back to playing piano and also finish and play more games but anyways. yes. #george orwell's books! we have a few if i'm not mistaken (love my family fr) i really want to read them. my dad keeps recommending #his works for us to read. especially 'animal farm' but i've heard '1984' is really good. i also really want to read more of narnia! #only ever read the first book and wow it meant a lot to me tbh? with. growing up and all. and then i read a bit of another book hmm. #'to kill a mockingbird' was something i have wanted to read since i read 'the hunger games' as a kid because i for some reason connected #the two in a way because of the word mockingbird. and then uh other books that i don't think are as... classics. idk what are classics tbh. #BUT okay yeah i still haven't read 'a monster calls' but i know it made my twin and mom cry! and then 'the fault in our stars' we have but #i also haven't read it... haven't read the witcher books either and then george r. r. martin's stuff. tbf i'm not an adult yet so lmfao. #'the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy' i know my dad really wants to read and i know my tita has it but i'm not completely sure if we have #it ourselves too now? but yeah. really interested in that book as well. and then i have yet to read 'frankenstein' and then i'd love to #reread books from my childhood from authors like roald dahl !! and then man i should read more from #neil gaiman ... i've read his short stories? and a book. or few. i can't really remember. #anyways. okay. running out of tags but i really love literature ..... <3 #also want to read more of modern literature tbh! the ones that are actually good tho <33

[higherhell]

So uh...I wonder if it's unreasonable of me to hope that the notifications update they're rolling out that puts Following and Mutuals indicators on notifications when applicable miiiiight mean we could get Followers-only/Mutuals-only post visibility options in the future... 👁️👁️

#if they did that...oh man....it would be a game changer #I could share so much more art here if I just had that little extra bit of security #it would make me feel so much better about the twitter situation too because I'd have a backup plan if it died for good #pillowfort is the only proposed twitter alternative I've heard has post visibility options comparable to using a priv twitter #but I don't think a single soul on my friends list has opted to go there lmao. it's all mastodon or bluesky or what have you #so if tumblr could just. do me this solid #I'd be over the moon #personal pulse

[social-cocoon]

I think I've given up on the idea of catching up with Critical Role. Stuff I hear about c3, especially that a big thing is most of BH being very anti-god, just isn't for me. Much as I love CR, I don't think I could sit through it

#The only characters I was really interested in were Fearne Ashton and Laudna #I haven't been interested in this campaign for a long time though #I think one thing that really didn't click with me early on was c1 being so heavily referenced #and when I heard about characters from previous campaigns playing roles in this one I was just. not about it for some reason #I loved how c2 had nods to c1 but that was mostly it save for Allura and Kima #And even then they were only there for a little bit #Also like. I love exploring religion and negative relationships with it. I'm doing that w/ my own dnd chara right now #but from what posts I've seen on how it's being done in c3 I think it'll just frustrate me #rip tho 'cause I was starving for moon lore back in c2 and now that it's here I don't want it lol #I saw someone say they wished a new campaign would be set far in the past or future from the past three and I like that idea

[adw520]

cant sleep because i cant stop thinking about how the mechanic was a bit of an asshole to me for no reason when i got my car finally taken in

#adw's ramblings #'i could tell your car's been sitting for a month' yeah i wouldve moved it sooner if it could. you know. start #'the sun here drains your battery you should be able to pick it up once i charge it' that car has been #jumpstarted five times in the last week and not once has it stayed alive long enough to leave the parking spot #three of those times it died while the starter was still hooked up and on #and one of those three times the starter was the tow truck (she didnt want to go into neutral so the driver gave her a quick spark) #(it was the most pathetic sounding attempt to start i've ever heard her make) #guess what i didnt get the call to pick up my car today #i know im 5'2" and look several years younger than i am but god can you not be so condescending #and like whatever its not the only time this sort of shit will or has happened to me i know #but im already stressed about the car and im not great at sleeping to begin with so this is like the cherry on the cake #i was baking until 11:45 last night in a dorm kitchen #but i dont have milk so i can't make the muffins or quick breads i have mixes for #and guess what i need to get milk. #a working car #not that i need more baked goods im not convinced my roommate and i can make it through the cake i made before it goes bad #i'm very stressed and anxious and a little bit angry and its all just. ughhhhhhh #if you made it this far down the tags uhh here's a cookie i guess 🍪 #you can imagine it's one of the ones i made yesterday #or technically the day before yesterday since it's past midnight here

[silverandebony]

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#today i started thr math 31 course again (i did it previously in high school but now i'm upgrading to hopefully get a better mark) #and while doing the preview/review questions i was like ah! i will listen to music! so i pulled up the wolf 359 soundtrack because that's #what i have on my phone! and that was a mistake #i listened to wolf 359 pod a ton while studying for the math 31 final so having that association again obvioisly pulled up memories #and i fucking miss my friend so much #we were in math 31 together (it was literally our Only class together the whole time we were in high school) amd so we hung out while #studying! and i listened to wolf 359 while studying! and now starting it again and listening to wolf 359 music is like #friend where are you you are supposed to be here with me #between not seeing each other in school every day anymore and the pandemic and them moving to bc with their partner and #both of us being adhd we fell out of touch even though we were each other's best friend #the last time i saw them in person was christmas a year or too ago when we were able to sit and talk for a bit and exchange presents #we couldn't even hug because we were both concerned about covid. my family doesn't really do touch so thr last time i got to hug someone #was when i went to visit my friend thr february before the pandemic hit #and i mean we kept in touch for a little ehile but thrn we both fell off and were slow to respond to each other when we Did message #the last time we did more than one consecutive message to each other it was so... weird. they spoke like i was any regular person #not... me; in a way if that makes sense. like there was a sense of distence that'd never been there before #this christmas and their birthday i've wished them happy holidays and birthday and those they responded to but neither of us took #it farther; i messaged them today asking if they would be interested in us setting up a time to talk and catch up again and i haven't #heard back from them yet #i just miss them so fucking much #and i'm terrified i've lost them #i hope they're as healthy and happy as they can be wherever they are and whoever they're with #but i just want to talk normally with them and catch up and be friends like we were #i want that so fucking badly #a you're not going to see this because you're not on tumblr or at least you weren't before and you don't follow me #but i love you so much and i miss you and i hope you're well #i want things to be normal again. i want to be able to go visit you and not have to worry about covid. i want to have never fallen out #of touch with you. i want to tell you about all the new things in my life and hear you tell me the new things in yours #i want you to take the time in the middle.of your anniversary dinner to call me to ask about thr long term effects of cannibalism just like #you did before. i want to be able to spend time just existing in thr same room as you. i love you. i love you. i love you.