#idk why i’m posting this it’s really stupid

[shrimpyfellow]

Clone high season 3 idea but it’s scudlertron:

This came to me in a sorta dream/day dream

An episode about scudworth and Mr b BUT It’s a parody of cheesy romcoms. It can be any, I’d prefer it to be a hallmark movie parody cause that has lots of potential but idc. I’m just thinking of mr b being a hopeless romantic and saying stuff like “I just don’t know if a country girl like me will ever find love 😔😔” and it’s funny because scudworth would be the really hot guy he gets with but first they gotta have a sort of rivalry where they argue a lot and like jokingly flirt with eachother and they’re really awkward and cringy I think that would be funny. Then at the end they make out and have some stupid ending line. I just think a parody of those types of movies would be fun especially with clone high. It can be a side plot idc but I think it could work :)

I’m definitely not just saying this so they can be canon! Never!! No!! (Also stg if season 3 is WORSE THAN SEASON 2 somehow I’ll literally die)

Look at the husbands :( they love eachother bro and you can’t convince me otherwise

They’re literally these songs btw

#clone high #clone high mr b #clone high scudworth #cinnamon j scudworth #scudlertron #clone high season 2 #I was kinda scared to post this #idk if people are even gonna agree with me this is probably stupid but whatever #they’re gay your honor #Spotify #idk why I’m posting this it’s really stupid

[peculiaritybending]

I’m just a charmac girl in a macdennis world 💔

#ppl on twitter REALLY hate charmac like god I was so shocked it’s just so strange??? I didn’t know ppl felt so strongly about this shit #I thought we were all of the same mindset that we’re here for the comedy and social commentary and the ships are a very fun added bonus I #didn’t know ppl were saying that I’d you don’t ship macd//ennis you’re stupid like holy shit??? it’s not that deep. genuinely baffled like #why do you care?? also ppl saying that charlie & mac are like brothers is very funny to me that has never once crossed my mind idk that #was surprising too #anyway idrc like I said it’s not that deep and I’m not like pissed about it or calling anyone out or anything just BAFFLED like I didn’t #I just didn’t expect it anyway ignore my rambling enjoy my one sentence post #iasp #charmac

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

maybe some people will disagree, but i personally believe that to actually be an apologist/defender of a certain character you have to be able to hold them accountable when they fuck up

#this post applies to any character really but i’m specifically talking about various shameless characters #i just feel like if you are such a hardcore apologist/defender you’d understand their character better #but if you just defend EVERYTHING even when the character themselves knows they’re wrong your views on the character are biased #like i’m a debbie gallagher defender/apologist- do you know how many times she’s majorly fucked up? many times #i hold her accountable for what she did #and instead of defending everything she’s done i offer my perspective and explain why she did what she did #even though i joke and say ‘__ does no wrong!’ that’s actually stupid and if you defend everything a character has done idk what to tell you #unless the character is like a literal child who genuinely has made no mistakes and has no flaws #but real good characters are flawed and overlooking those flaws diminishes the entire character #text #shameless #debbie gallagher

[veone]

…cancelled. Oh baby girl is cringe

#I’m reading this post and…oh child have you thought about taking you own advice and like not giving a shit did they really delete 😭 oh my #god the rich girls bullies the cottage core babe oh my god what the fuck why is fashion nova and big lips being brought up #idk what in their inbox but most people are like in agreement they don’t like the boring ticktock vibe like #hmm I have thought I’m not expressing fully because I this is stupid

[gregmarriage]

i may know it’s healthy to interact with people and be social, but that doesn’t mean i find it easy in any way

#like i don’t actually mean to isolate myself i just get lost in doing my own thing #which isn’t bad in itself #but then i find myself feeling sad and idk why #bruh you haven’t spoken to your friends in quite a while #if i was a sim my social bar would be red #but i still don’t wanna talk to people sometimes #like i have to physically force myself just to say ‘hey! #everyone pray for gwen’s social life bc it sucks and isn’t really getting any better even tho i’m trying my hardest #i do wanna push myself more and talk to ppl i’ve always wanted to talk to #but my stupid brain won’t let me #i’m trying to push past it though #it would be nice to make new friends that i then neglect bc i’m bad at friendship #idk maybe that isn’t fair #but i still wouldn’t say i’m great at it #idk i just feel dumb for begging people to talk to me #or even just sending messages to new people #or even my friends who i know won’t judge me but still #idk i’m still sensitive after my episode and i just feel embarrassing and annoying and like i’m bugging people #and i believe them when they say i’m not but it doesn’t stop completely me from feeling that way #literally ‘hey’ feels like i just pissed on the floor in front of them #like god! way to be annoying gwen!! #yes i know it’s my brain talking but literally i use up so much energy trying not to feel it #and so much letting myself feel it #and i only have so much energy as it is #not that it matters #bc most ppl don’t care as long as i check in sometimes #but again i repeat my earlier statement #don’t wanna check in i feel cringe #need friends and communication but cannot maintain them #like the 100th post i’ve made but it’s what my thoughts are currently

[cephalonheadquarters]

ghghggh….they don’t know about my thoughts on orca…. and how 3 and Callie interact with it……bbhbhbhbbh and my freaking alterna oc

And I keep seeing people be like FINALLY some orca content! Do they know? Do they know? Do they know? If you look in the tag you will see

#Sorry I know my art will always have different interpretations. I think I’m hung up on it because it’s My Neo 3 #no one knows about my thoughts because it’s the first time they see my orca art and it’s 1 drawing #Observe my bajillion orca drawings #I hate posting my 3 so bad she’s personal to me or whatever and it feels like people try to change her #I know she’s an agent I know agents are meant to be changed but even so my 3 is kind of. Not an agent to me #like she is but I never think of her as one #idk. It feels like people often misinterpret uhhh something #I wish my other orca art was paid as much attention to as my stupid splatfest one. Whatever #Sorry I’m not even mad idk why I’m talking like that. I’m a little discouraged though. Such is the way of posting art online #And I don’t see orca as a parental figure its a tired computer and 3 is just really annoying #aaahhhhhhhbhbhh

[crushingway]

“sorry if I haven’t replied to your comments I’m anxious about interacting”

man I get it but is it that hard to just like a tweet to acknowledge that you’ve seen it? is that not a thing people do anymore? I 100% understand not having the energy to type and send any reply at all, but it only takes 1 click to acknowledge that you saw someone and aren’t just ignoring them. idk maybe I’m the weird one here.

#now that it’s happened with two separate mutuals on twt idk if I’m really just being ignored #I can’t tell I’m too socially stupid for this #I mean personally I only follow people when I like their posts idgaf about mutuals meaning anything #but others seem to take it seriously as like being friends or whatever #so if we’re mutuals why do you ignore me when I reply to your tweets? Why do you put “interaction bait’ and not even Like my interaction? #it really does only take one click idk idk idk #maybe it’s me #message me your thoughts on anon if you want

[crazyw3irdo]

been asked if i’ll make a hamlet version of my uquiz and truly like i get why you’d want me to do that but why would i do that when rosencrantz & guildenstern are dead exists

#if you haven’t seen it go watch it it rules #& tackles a lot of the same themes of fate and destiny that my quiz does #in more serious reasons: idk i feel like the impact of the hamlet one would be lessened? cause ppl already know that’s a tragedy #i mean ppl know that about r&j too but yknow it’s seen sorta as a corny stupid thing sometimes so the twist catches you off guard #no one misunderstands hamlet to be a beautiful romance or asks ‘well why didnt he check to see if ophelia was REALLY dead’ #(god someone ask me about one of those common r&j complaints i have answers prepared for all of em) #and also straight up i would need to reread hamlet to do that lol. i’ve only read it once or twice a while ago. r&j i’ve read… idk #like… maybe 15 times if i had to guess? and these are the only shakespeare works i’ve actually read lol #well. plays. i’ve read some sonnets but yknow. i should read midsummer nights & othello & [redacted] & twelfth night yknow #anyway yeah it’s a r&j special interest not shakespeare in general #tho i would genuinely say tragedies are a special interest in and of themselves given how like. almost everything i’m into is one #crazwaz posted

[arthur-r]

falling asleep worked i did it for three hours. now what i’m still tired i just also wasted the day and looked stupid to my roommate….

#like im glad i slept but also. same problems as before #although my french teacher emailed me back said i should go to office hours. which is a proper response to my email #wikipedia guy texted me back with details like an hour after i texted but also like two or three hours ago #gonna settle the score by bringing a $20 bill tomorrow then i won’t feel so weird and guilty #but no i feel so fucking stupid and gross for like. i was crying so close to my roommate so i had to fall asleep #or else i’d be standing up with tears in my eyes next to my roommate which is worse #but i just. i dont know. like he thinks i’m just lazy. i’m always asleep i never tell him why #i dont know. good morning i hope everyone is doing well #there are two people i usually get dinner with and one is out of town and the other i think his parents are here and also things are weird #translation things aren’t weird i’m just weird and feel guilty for being such a weird person #anyway i just. college?? what am i doing here???? #i talked to my mom this morning she says that she felt the same way during college and that she should have dropped out way earlier #which. not helpful?? what do i do after i drop out?? i am someone who can’t hold a normal part time job and my only HOPE is ending up being #i mean anything really just something that requires a lot of prior experience!! #and the college is paying me really good to go to school but only if i stay full time #so i cant just lower my course load because that will actually make everything worse instead of better #idk. going to french teachers office hours tomorrow and will figure out time for linguistics teacher too and will get my LIS grade back up #(that one is just simple that one is i missed two discussion posts but there are ten more to come and also tests and stuff. i’ll be ok) #idk. and i still want to go to my LIS teachers office hours and ask how he became professor of rare books print culture and information bias #that is a good set of things to be a scholar for. and he’s curating collections at the same time as being my teacher #so idk. professors don’t seem as stupid and uppity as they used to. and i think i want to do that someday #plus with the salary jump from librarian i can feasibly become a major donor to local libraries to keep that influence around shdhdf #(although. if i get paid by the school (!!) to get a phd in print culture who says i don’t become a fancy librarian with that??) #i dont know. this is so stupid because i get so excited about the prospects and then i go back to the present and i’m flunking out of school #my grades haven’t been this bad since the height of COVID i thought something about me had gotten better but apparently not #like literally who went and made me traumatized?? why did you have to do that?? now i can’t be a normal person?? shut up!!!! #idk. just feel like if i weren’t having panic attacks about the fact that people are safe and kind here (and therefore must be hiding their #true intentions and taking advantage of me) then maybe i would have remembered to take my french test #idk. i’m tired and want to go home. sorry for venting all day i hope everyone is doing okay #vent cw

[peapod20001]

I’m really lucky actually that I rarely, if ever, get oc asks about things I don’t have the answer to 😭

#random post #like I was thinking about Andres only having 1 eye. as in he’s got another eye socket but he only has 1 good eye #that’s the thought that sparked this. do I have an answer? not really lol. it’s just how he looks and I don’t have the brain power to figure #out a reason why XD I just find it funny. like. nobody questioned why Sébastien used to have bunny ears. I don’t get asks about ocs surnames #I made Goose and August cousins and everyone just accepted it XD #I actually don’t really get asks that want me to detail a characters story. by that I mean there really isn’t any people asking #‘hey I like this oc can you tell me *everything* about them’ #maybe I have gotten some like that. idk. I *have* gotten asks that want me to detail smth specific about a character #I’m getting ramble but yknow. that’s how I roll <3 anyways I just find it funny #I actually don’t really mind getting questions like all of this because it gets me to THINK about a character more. and if I don’t have a #set in stone answer I can say that. or I’ll come up with smth stupid as a placeholder ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #anyways yea <3 I like getting oc asks. even ones I don’t know the answer to. but I’m glad it’s not ALWAYS ones I can’t answer

[sharkieboi]

certain fb group for animal care people just makes me sad sometimes cause it’s either just people looking for engagement by asking a very easily searchable question with “cute animal pic for tax!!1!1!1!!1!” so they can get some likes or people discussing actual literal human rights violations that their workplace is trying to commit and being like “but am i the bad person for buying donuts for my team when susan in HR who i never interact with is lactose intolerant?” or people using the anonymous post option to have impromptu group therapy

#shhh sharkie #like. it used to be a pretty good resource. and i’m not gonna leave the group. #cause every once in a while there’s actual useful or fun posts #and i’m not on fb enough to care really #but wow does it just make me cringe every time i check fb #it’s literally always just either a stupid question that you can absolutely find with any search engine #using that as an excuse to post the ‘cute’ animal pic that wasn’t getting enough likes on your other social media #like ‘hey what do you guys feed your lions? cute pic of said boy for tax!’ girl there’s literally several manuals for what to feed lions #or it’s someone being like ‘hey my manager kicked dirt in my mouth and called me an idiot idk maybe i’m the problem?’ #or it’s someone being like ‘i’m depressed and overworked and also my mom just died anyway do you guys have self-care tips?’ #half of these posts will be made by people who aren’t even keepers. #ugh i’m just complaining i do really wish we had an actual good resource to communicate with other keepers #that wasn’t paywalled like an aza membership #but was also more well-managed so that you don’t have to sort through all the above to find actual resources or advice #the amount of comments and even posts (!!!) that the person mentions they’re not even in the field!!!!! #and not even ‘anymore’ like literally never have been!!! why are you in this group!!!!! #this is not wild green memes this is a group for animal caretakers!!!!!!! #idk i’m just salty i fucking hate social media but i can’t get rid of it

[shrimpyfellow]

My favourite ship dynamic:

“They’re just really really good friends not everything has to be gay!!”

#uh what do i tag this #uhmmmm #idk why i’m posting this it’s really stupid

[jrwiyuri]

Thinking <_<

#stupid snake talk #haven’t cared enough to post about the gr1zzly situation #but like.. 😭 #idk maybe it’s because I’m black and queer #but I just really don’t think it’s THAT hard to just say someone is black or queer #even in a dnd setting where it’s like a focus on different shit and it’s not a character sheet where you can spell everything out #even IF Lizzie won’t be black (which like.. why not?) why is one of the only black ppl a fucking fan character 😭 #it’s not that hard #you make up a billion fucking random npcs for them to talk to #is it so hard to just say they have darker skin? #I feel like it’s rlly not. if you can describe fantasy monsters u can describe a person who isn’t white.. #idk man #and like queer rep is so not an issue too #Ik hes like trying a little bit but idk #let’s maybe not make all non-binary characters white androgynous ppl #idk idk #it’s frustrating because I feel like we literally aren’t asking for a fucking lot #and again. maybe it’s cause I’m am a poc and I am queer but it really doesn’t seem hard 😭😭 #I used to draw only white ppl too #and then I was like ‘hm I don’t like this actually.’ #and I just fuckin started to stop doing that #and I tried my best to be respectful and I did research into other cultures to represent ppl properly #like!! it’s all it takes brother #but he’s like digging in his feet to not even not include rep in the FUTURE #but take back rep he’s already implied 😭 #like WHAT?? why would you do that. #why is ur first stance when a bunch of ppl are so happy to see a black lesbian to be angry and go ‘that’s not how I imagined her’ #why is ur mind palace so much more important than diversity man. i don’t get it quite frankly #I’m probably over exaggerating a little. don’t have the best memory especially not for npcs #but either way. idk seems weird!!!~

[lewisvinga]

my mistake | lando norris x fem! reader

summary; lando had been chasing after oscar’s friend, y/n for a couple months now. he’s confused on why she keeps dismissing him until he finally got his answer

fc; nailea devora

warnings; cursing

taglist; @namgification

note; requested !

masterlist !

liked by oscarpiastri, landonorris, and others

yourusername: thank u mclaren n oscar for having me 🧡

tagged; oscarpiastri, mclaren

mclaren: always a joy to have you😎🧡

username: pretty girls stan y/n

oscarpiastri: ur annoying

yourusername: god forbid a girl ask for food

oscarpiastri: i kept getting weird stares bc you made me get you 4 plates of food.

yourusername: THE CHICKEN PASTA WAS GOOD🙎‍♀️🙎‍♀️🙎‍♀️🙎‍♀️

username: her friendship w oscar is everything

username: PAPAYAAA

landonorris: you’re forgetting someone 🤔

yourusername: no i don’t think so

landonorris: a handsome brit? 😁

yourusername: oh! lewis😁

landonorris: i meant me…

yourusername: ok !

username: lando😭

Y/N L/N ANSWERS YOUR FAN QUESTIONS!

lando👍

y/n

y/n

y/n🌷

what now lando

lando👍

what happened to u and why’d u distance yourself from f1😁

y/n🌷

none of ur business

lando👍

pleaseeee

aren’t we bffs😁😁😁

y/n🌷

no we are not

you just got my number from osc

lando 👍

well i’m not leaving you alone until you tell me

y/n

y/nnnnnn

answer

answer

answer

pleaseeeeeee🙏

y/n🌷

you really don’t remember?

lando👍

no?

y/n🌷

2019

i was starting to gain a following but nothing like what i have now

and i went to a race and i was so excited to be there and then i saw you

of course i was happy to see you but then when i smiled, you just rolled your eyes at me and looked really annoyed at me

and that hurt , lando

lando👍

shit

y/n i honestly don’t remember

but fuck i’m sorry

y/n🌷

whatever im over it

just sucks when someone you’re a fan of acts annoyed by u xx

but then i met osc and now he’s my friend so now i’m back into this f1 shit

lando👍

y/n seriously i’m so sorry

it was my mistake, i must’ve thought you were someone else

let me make it up to you

y/n🌷

it’s fine lando

past is past but just wanted you to know

lando👍

no i wanna make it up

y/n🌷

i said it’s fine

lando👍

nope!

not until i can make u laugh

at least let me take you out for lunch

y/n🌷

hmmmmm

fine

but i’m gonna order a feast

lando👍

fine by me😁

liked by landonorris, oscarpiastri, and others

yourusername: how does 1 live knowing that u invited someone out for food only to steal their fries ….. #landonorrisisover

tagged; landonorris

landonorris: u got full after 3 bites of your burger

yourusername: wrong it was 4! and it was a very big n filling burger!!

landonorris: omg u finally posted me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

yourusername: don’t make me delete this post, lando norris 😒

username: i just know lando is giggling knowing he finally made it to a y/n post

username: did months of lando norizz flirting in her comments actually pay off??

oscarpiastri: wow.

yourusername: omw w fries for u don’t worry pooks

landonorris: worry if i eat them all

oscarpiastri: shut up lando norizz

lilyzneimer: miss u sm🥹🥹

yourusername: i miss u more💔 lmk when ur going to a race 😞

username: y/n gorgeous omg

username: wait who is that???

username: f1 driver and teammates w y/n friend oscar!

liked by yourusername, carlossainz55, and others

lando.jpg: the gf chronicles

tagged; yourusername

yourusername: fuck u and those stupid burgers and ur stupid jokes and ur stupid cute smile and the latte u bought me

lando.jpg: don’t worry guys she just hasn’t had her afternoon nap yet

yourusername: i’m so tired 😞😞

yourusername: bf🔥

lando.jpg: gf🔥

username: oh hello

username: wHEN DID THIS HAPPEN?

username: she’s scute i love her sm

username: idk who i want more him or her

carlossainz55: about time ! i didn’t know how many more calls of you talking about y/n i could handle!😂😂

yourusername: awh he talks abt me??

lando.jpg: not you exposing me, carlos 😒

oscarpiastri: fuck you you left me with half of my fries that time

lando.jpg: they were good sorry not sorry

yourusername: bro he’s such a fries stealer, i can’t ever eat my fries in peace

lando.jpg: tomato tomato

#formula one x reader #f1 x reader #f1 smau #f1 scenario #formula one scenarios #f1 imagine #formula one imagines #formula one imagine #f1 scenarios #formula one social media au #lando norris smau #lando norris x y/n #lando norris x reader #lando norris imagine #lando norris scenarios

[lesbianonna]

i want to like idk change my mind set that if you thirst while you’re with me that’s actually embarrassing for you not me

#why are you commenting about other people are you desperate #instead of like thinking i’m not good enough #liking posts is like whatever #i think tiktok literally made me have a problem with that #because i used to not care #i got Influenced #but commenting about people is ew #on tumblr too though why are you saying shit #irl too though why are you saying something about someone else #yes i’m gonna cause a scene are you fucking stupid #ANOTHER thing though is like literally not being able to let shit go #but i can’t #i really want to but it just keeps coming back #i don’t know how #someone could apologize and idk

[elliesdoll]

idk why i keep thinking abt angsty loser!ellie… she is my baby

nsfw! just ellie masturbating n crying (me) 𝜗𝜚

pts 2 & 3 already posted!

a wonderful anon said my fic reminded them of this song and they r so right… listen to it rn

daily click! do not buy tlou free palestine 🇵🇸

ellie was so in love with you. she is so in love with you.

you are her light. your smile, your laugh, your everything. she just couldn’t get enough of you. being friends with you was probably the best blessing god could ever gift her, yet also the worst punishment.

she knew she could never have you.

not in the way she wanted, anyway.

you talk ellie’s ear off almost everyday, and ellie never gets tired of it. your sweet voice that felt like pure honey and warmth being poured into her ears. so sickly sweet. she swore you were a siren of some sort.

you were so perfect and you didn’t even know it. you would tell ellie about your escapades and little ‘situationships’ as you’d like to call it, and it made her sick. every last person you talked about seemed like shit. she couldn’t believe that you thought that’s all you were worthy of.

she would worship you if you gave her the chance.

she told you the same thing each time: “fuck them. you know you’re too pretty for them anyway.”

and you were always grateful for her. who else would remind you of your worth? you needed her, she was your rock. your fidgety, awkwardly nerdy rock.

she was always the shy type. or she was around you, at least. she was never too bashful, but sometimes she’d slip and show you just how nervous you make her. her freckled skin would turn all pink, her eyes avoiding your gaze. she’d have an awkward, thin-lipped smile, and you could feel the clamminess of her hands if she was touching you. you’d find it cute, how she’d just melt if you two were touching or you’d give her a compliment on literally anything.

but what you didn’t know, is how she hated herself for it.

after anytime you two hung out, she’d go home, stomping to her room and looking down at her feet. “so fucking stupid.” she’d mutter to herself, thinking of all the times she stuttered around you or got all warm in the face. but without fail, each little mishap would lead to her in her bed, a string of curses leaving her mouth while pathetically fingering herself to the thought of you.

one particular night, she had shown up to your house unannounced. knocking at your door, leaning back on her heels as she waited for you to open up.

she doesn’t normally do this. she never does this. but she thought maybe you two had gotten close enough. just enough for her to show up at your home anytime she felt like seeing you.

so when you opened the door, and she saw your hair a bit disheveled, your cheeks flushed and what appeared to be a hickey below your jaw, that thought quickly went away.

“fuck, els. i’m sorry but… really bad timing.”

you said with a light chuckle, giving her an apologetic smile. she just stared at you, eyes wide and her cheeks red.

“fuck. i’m sorry, shit. i don’t know why i showed up here— i wasn’t thinking. sorry.”

she mutters, stuttering over her words. she hated how her tummy got all fuzzy and how her boxers suddenly felt all warm and soaked. all while having the biggest lump in her throat.

before you could say anything back, she was already speed walking away from your front door, down to her car. she got in and drove away, not even bothering to see if you were still there, watching her.

she felt so fucking stupid. her vision was blurry as she drove home, speeding until she finally parked in her driveway. who the fuck was in your house? which one was it fucking you? did they even love you like she did? she wanted to crawl into a hole and die.

she swung the door open, then slammed it behind her as she ran to her room. she closed the door and locked in, and let the tears flow. she kicked her beat up converse off, and aggressively rubbed her cheeks to get rid of the wet tears that rolled down them.

“fucking idiot.”

“why the fuck would i?— god.”

“what did i think? she doesn’t love me.”

she mumbles to herself, all through hiccups and stuttered breaths. her pretty cheeks are wet with hot tears, her eyes red and watery. even her poor nose is all stuffed up, making her sound nasally as she dumbly insults herself.

one by one, she removes her clothes. she fiddles with the button of her jeans and undoes it, hooking her thumbs under the band of her boxers at the same time, and kicks it all off. she then moves to her hoodie, messily taking it off and cursing when it gets stuck on her little bun. she even takes her sports bra off, which she never does.

fully naked and vulnerable, she turns all the lights off and crawls into bed.

she sobs into her pillow, feeling like some pathetic idiot. she doesn’t know why she ever thought you’d feel for her the way she feels for you. she felt so fucking perverted too— getting wet over the idea of you getting fucked. getting wet over your smile, your touch.

she sniffles, her slender hand slithering down to her pussy. she sighs as her middle finger lightly swipes by her clit, feeling just how wet she is. she brings her ring finger into the mix and circles her clit, gathering all the wetness from her clenching hole.

she moans, quietly. ellie isn’t typically a moaner, but she is right now. she is for you. she rubs her clit rapidly, the sounds of her squelching pussy filling her dark room. she closes her eyes, not wanting to cum too quick. she stars to think about you, and her fingers go to plug her hole.

she imagines you below her, giving her that sweet smile as she made love to you. she wanted to love you so bad, it hurt.

“oh god— shit,” she whined to herself, legs spread and feet planted on her bed, knees bent as she mercilessly fucked herself to the thought of you. she wanted to make you cum by her fingers, mouth, cunt— whatever the fuck you wanted.

her imagination switched to your mouth on her pussy, lapping at her clit and eating her out like you’d die if you didn’t. she let out a shaky whine, imagining that her fingers were your tongue, moving in and out of her as your nose nudged her clit.

ellie’s breath sped up, her eyebrows knitted upwards as she felt that hot, sticky feeling in her belly just come flooding out. her cunt pushed out and clenched around her fingers, as she cums with a strangled cry. her body covered in a thin layer of sweat, and her thighs trembling as her slick came gushing out of her, staining her sheets below her.

she slowly pulled her fingers out, catching her breath. she could feel her heart in her ears. but the ache never left. she’s still crying, just not as theatrically. she doesn’t even bother cleaning herself up or her bed, just turning to the side and hugging her pillow. she shoves her face into the plush pillow, her wet face dampening the fabric. and there, cum sticking her thighs and pussy together, naked, she fell asleep.

and she’ll never move on, either. you haunt her, even in her dreams. doomed to love you in every reality.

aaakkk i dunno how to end these 😖 this is my first fic(?) drabble thingy ever so pls be gentle haha lol ☺️☺️☺️👍

this is so rushed bai 😑

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