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sageandred · 2 days

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Some Positives of Heartbreak High S2 + Hopes for Possible S3

The camping episode was the best-group coming together for chaotic and hilarious moments ever-the high crawl, Malakai hallucinating, Ant + tree, Darren's mocking of Rowan

Amerie's abortion-was portrayed in a way I don't think is seen often, and wasn't what I was expecting when she was late

Quinni's storyline-She had some powerful lines; I loved her owning her truth and being a bad b*tch when ignoring Darren and friends, because she was in the right.

I want to see more of Quinni's self discovery journey.

I'd like to explore more with Darren and Cash. I do think it's great to see 2 characters who are less visible in media be in a full-on relationship; I like both of those characters individually though I'd have liked to explore more in depth the context of how their relationship works, regardless of whether they stay together or not.

I like that they showed Malakai explore his bisexuality.

Malakai come home! Or at least do a time jump to show Amerie and Malakai reuniting. They're gonna be that deep-seated "what could've been" type love, I can feel it; they've been through so much now; I think they need to grow, but a lot has shaped them while they were involved with each other that I think they are gonna have a tough time moving on from it when it's all unfinished business.

It doesn't have to be a diversity tick, but can they have more queer couples? It did feel lacking in some way after last season. If they never added more queer ships outside of what we had, hypothetically it would be fine, but we've missed some pieces and development as the show's progressed (we've only heard abt some couples from the map; also what is Ant's sexuality?)

the Cash and Harper scenes; I liked that Harper didn't blame Cash, but also didn't try to make him feel better about the situation (that was a good scene).

They actually shocked me with Bird Psycho; they had me until the 2nd half of the szn, which seems uncommon now in shows so props there and the extra twist was a good one.

More parents-it felt lacking this season

Another theme-type/campy episode-they showed a few different elements with this in this season, but I'd like to see another whole focussed episode like the camping; like some wildly out there event or special day that's mandated

Wondering what will happen with school now that theirs burned to the ground...Kind of want them all split up at the beginning of the szn for like an episode-see how that changes them & doing their own thing

#heartbreak high spoilers #heartbreak high #amerie wadia #malakai mitchell #quinni gallagher jones #darren rivers #cash piggott #anthony vaughn #ant vaughn #harper mclean #rowan callaghan

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serenadeofsunshine · 3 months

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unexpected rainy day…

#🍂🍡#more of the goobs. Sorry but they’re the only thing rotating my brain recently #it’s raining a whooole bunch outside. It’s actually supposed to snow soon #i hope juza nui can still come home in the bad weather. He might be delivered soon… so excited #ticky doodles #romantic f/o #self ship #self shipping #self ship art #self ship community

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inkedmyths · 1 month

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It's not necessarily a knock on ppl but man there's something about being in a fandom and seeing people who's lineup of favorite ships are all the most. Like. Hetbait ships? You know what I mean?

And it's like one or two you can go "yeah I get it, there's at least some canon backing to it" but when that's all they're into and it leaves you going like. Where's your imagination dude these are all so... basic. Like it's not even necessarily that they're straight ships it's that they're the most surface level things you could come up with. And some of this is dependent on the way they treat their ships ofc but still

And its not even that they come across as anti-queer (at least outwardly) its just the general feeling that the idea of something that isn't a heterosexual romance even crosses their minds. They live in a little vanilla bubble, and you're watching them floating along, wondering how they can't be so so bored

#ink thinks #it depends on the fandom and the person tbh. like if the person only really ships one or two things and they happen to he straight #then that's a different situation than someone who is kind of a self-proclaimed shipper or whatever #and they show u 10 different ships in the same media and they're all straight. then u at least kinda go 'hm'#and its not even that its a lack of gay ships necessarily but the general impression also that #they struggle with just letting ppl of opposite genders be friends lmao #it's not Het Ships Bad it's. the heteronormativity of the way they go about it #and also the lack of variety. which is actually something i'll say applies to ppl who only show you m/m ships #where's ur women.#sorry. huge tangent. i just think ppl need to broaden their horizons and think its weird when they don't #TO BE FAIR YES this is me being queer and forgetting how many people still don't really grasp things outside a cishet mindset #which to me comes across as childish bc that was the way i thought before i was like. 13 and realized there were more options lol

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childeproof · 9 months

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to selfshippers that are multilingual, how would your f/o respond to you or your self insert speaking your second language? what about your third, if you have one? if you don’t speak your mother tongue on a day to day basis, how would they respond to hearing your mother tongue?

#boykujou #i’ll go first! outside of english i speak french & portuguese #i usually only type portuguese bc i’ve learned it myself online but i do speak a lot of french to my family #I can imagine amelia inviting jesse home to meet her parents and they start speaking franglais and he’s immediately confused #(she’s likely never spoken french around him before)#he’s like “woah woah you never told me you spoke french and stuff” and she’s like “oh yea it never came up”#the ONE thing she doesn’t brag about #as for portuguese amelia wld likely never speak it but if he happens to go through her phone she probably does have portuguese on her phone #portuguese language settings i mean #enough about me though #self ship #selfship #self ship community #f/o #f/o community #yumejoshi #yumeship #yume #🧊 ; jesse

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soundcrusher · 2 years

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Inside the captain's mind

Part five of my story about Phoenix and the sentient SG/Lost Light from @cuppajj

This time, we even get a special pov. Rodimus Prime! I hope you'll like my take on the feared Autobot.

Trigger warnings: Mentions of death and manipulation

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Phoenix has changed. Not much, but there was a clear change in how the youngling carried himself. He was still his energetic self, always talking to him and keeping him company, when he wasn’t exploring, but Rodimus could see it in his optics. Something broke inside the young mech’s spark, and it made him furious.

He knew Lightlost had planned for Runningway to get this far. To get into their room without much trouble. Maybe they didn’t plan for Phoenix to take action against someone he deemed a threat, but they sure enough planned for him to get scared by the now dead mech. Rodimus just knew it. He knew it, but with him still waking from decades of not being able to focus on the now, instead of the past, there was no way he could make sure the kid knew who Lightlost really was. And that only added to his frustrations.

After all, he has been through the same. Trusting a mech he barely knew but who turned out to be someone they aren’t. And now, seeing Phoenix being put through the same, a mech who looked like him but was innocent, it caused Rodimus’ spark to reignite.

Yes, he knows that he’s done terrible things, and saving one young mech will not atone for the millennials of terror he’s brought upon not only Decepticons, but Neutrals and innocent Cybertronians too, but it was a start. He could try to save this kid from being trapped just as he is now. Even if he doesn’t know how he would manage such a feat. Rodimus could still try. And by Primus, Unicron and any deity listening, he swears, he fragging swears, that he will try his best to save this spark from the clutches of the Lost Light. Even if he has to work his mind to exhaustion, he will succeed. After all, he’s Rodimus Prime! Terror of Decepticons and the captain of the Lost Light and the, now dead, crew upon it. And if he can’t do it, then no-one can!

So, Rodimus kept an eye on Phoenix. Training his mind by focusing on the youngling. Straining his processor to keep focusing, whenever the young spark was talking with him. It was important, he knew that. He needed to get enough information not only on him, but also on how he was feeling. Something he’s picked up from the many times he’s talked with Rung. If you want to get someone to do something you want them to do, you need to know them first. You need to know how they would react, when presented with certain situations and options.

And through his observations, Rodimus learned that Phoenix didn’t have a good relationship with his old crew. A fact the Lost Light took advantage of. He was sure of it. But he also learned that there was, at least, one mech Phoenix would always listen to. This mech, Old Man, sounded like he could become a much needed ally, should he ever step upon the ship. Which Rodimus hoped would never happen, because he knew that Lightlost might hunt the old mech down and kill him, before he could even get to the poor youngling. And losing the mech, who could help Phoenix heal from the experiences of this ship, once he escapes, was something Rodimus didn’t want to account for in his plan.

Phoenix would need someone who helped him heal the parts of his spark Lostlight broke, and Rodimus knew that the old mech was the best bet. He would do it himself, he truly would, but then again, does he even have the right to help him? To take care of him, when his deeds and the face they share caused this situation in the first place?

Rodimus was pulled from his musing, as he saw Phoenix enter their room together with Lightlost. And, after giving the young spark a once over, he gave his full attention to the monster in disguise. Waiting for a slip up on his part, while glaring at them the whole time.

Yes, this was the hardest part to overcome. Because once a connection between two beings is made, it’s hard to break it. Especially when the one in power is making sure that the one underneath them is separated from the outside world and only has them to interact with. Or, when the other options are a struggling to be conscious captain and his dead crew. And with the Lost Light, in the disguise of Lightlost, hardly leaving the younglings side since the incident with Runningway, Rodimus doubted that Phoenix would even listen to him, when he told him about the intentions of the ship. And then there was also the problem of Rodimus having difficulties moving. Or better said, he can’t move at all. Which means, should he somehow convince Phoenix that Lightlost is dangerous, he wouldn’t be able to protect the youngspark from whatever the ship has planned for him.

Rodimus could easily imagine that the Lost Light would trap the poor youngling inside a room. Slowly breaking him mentally, until the young spark was as malleable as the dirt on earth. Or he could simply put him in stasis. Only letting him wake up, once he made sure that the kid could never leave again. But before that would or could happen, Rodimus would make sure that he would regain control over his body, so that he could protect the only other living mech on this ship.

This thought caused Rodimus to chuckle inside his mind. Who knew that the mighty Rodimus Prime would, at one point, care about the life of a Decepticon? But then again, was the kid truly a Decepticon, when he looked like him and was shunned by his own kind? Maybe the both of them had more in common than just their looks. They were both outcasts now. With Phoenix not being wanted, and him being forgotten.

Just means that he has to at least try to make sure the kid would be safe.

“Lightlost! Look!” Cheered Phoenix, which caused Rodimus to return his attention back to the younger mech. Why was the kid looking so excited? Has he found another treasure to show him? While he loved it when Phoenix showed him items that once belonged to his crew, he also found it painful to remember the times he had together with them. A sentiment he still could not understand, because he shouldn’t feel sad about crew members who aren’t with him anymore… In the alive sense and not in the one where their parts were used to repair him.

“The captain just moved his finger!”

He did what now? Thought Rodimus as he averted his optics to his right servo and, would you look at this, one of his fingers really was tapping against the armrest of his captain’s chair. This wasn’t good. Because Lightlost was also in the room and he could already feel their excitement and glee of seeing him move. Even if it was a little tap of the finger. Oh how he wished he could ripp that smug grin off of the holo-avatar. It might not damage them, but it would, at least, be satisfying for him.

“I can see that.” Chuckled Lightost, as they placed their servo on Phoenix’s helm. Giving it a soft pat. “That means we will soon enough have our captain back. Isn't that exciting, little bird?”

Rodimus could see the genuine smile on Phoenix, as the young spark turned to him and said an enthusiastic ‘Yes!’.

Great, now he will have to work even harder to keep his level of awareness a secret. Just great.

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the-softest-love-is-ours · 6 months

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Urrrgh

Wanna make fankids and self insert stuff but I suck at art, I can only do picrew and gacha club

#not an imagine #bunnys grumblings #how do you art #like seriously???#listen #when it comes to art #I can only bake #and cook #and write #and dress up lil’ characters #outside of that I’m plain out of luck #f/o community #self ship community

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kakusu-shipping · 1 year

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PokeSonas! I still am not positive what I’m doing with them, but they have cool personalities and capability for story I think!

The Scorbunny is a Scorbunny who’s more into Baseball than Soccer, mostly due to a Pokemon Baseball team he’s obsessed with who’s star player is a Victini. He’s on a Pokemon little league team and dreams of one day being in the pro leagues in Unova and meeting his hero. I dunno who his trainer is, if he has one, or what, but I love the drawing of him in a little hat and kind of want to get commissions of him done.

The Chespin is a knight under the Kalosian Knights, run by Wilkstrom. Despite his small size, he holds up rather well and has advanced beyond most peers his own age in Knight training. He takes it all very seriously, maybe a little too seriously. I could also imagine him as a character in a Mystery Dungeon game where he still takes everything way too seriously. He’d assist in escorts and get really into keeping whoever he’s leading safe, as a knight should for his liege. He’s all about the Knight Life.

I still have no idea what I’m doing with these guys, but I like making ref sheets right now. Might make some more for other’s from the sketch sheet, might not. We’ll see.

#Emile's Arts #Pokesona #Scorbunny and Victini have SUCH close color pallets I ADORE them #I think they should be friends #Originally I was going to do a Chespin X Scorbunny ship where they're on the same Little League Team #but eh. Wilkstrom's way too serious Chespin is cuter to me #I'm kind shipping my Chespin self with Wilkstrom #bUT I'm also waiting for my irl Boyfriend to make HIS Pokesona #Because if it's a Prince type I'm gonna put Chespin with him #Do you all like how instead of the nose patch my Scorbunny has tape on his glasses I thought that was cool just wanted to point it out #ALSO HIS GLASSES ARE VICTINI EYE COLORED #BECAUSE HE'S A SILLY LITTLE FAN BOY #Chespin is only shiny because I vibe with that pallet more it's Autumn-y #pkmn Selfship #Guess who typed the tag wrong the first time dfkgjfdkgjkd #What I REALLY want is to commission some to EVOLVE these guys #Because I could draw myself a bully middle school Raboot easily #but EVERYTHING ELSE is outside my pay grade #I wanna commission someone to turn that little guy into a Chesnaught SO badly

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girlyliondragon · 11 months

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Sapphire isn't used to love letters much less affection in any way considering a lot of people want nothing to do with her nowadays or scared her away further into self-isolation. But the deeply suppressed hopeless romantic part of her sprang up -albeit reluctantly- as a result of the letter that somehow popped up. Who could it be???

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This does not involve any former fictional love I had in the past.

A personal doodle with vague self-ship implications as is intended. I don't date irl people anymore as I think it's best for others to not have to deal with me. But regarding the not-irl world I've had this damn bastard of a character in my head for... a month now? Even tho they've been my childhood during the late 90s - very VERY early 2000s when I was little probs because I didn't know f/os were a thing, and they've only just stated making me crush on them this year. Which is all well and good because I miss the feeling so much. But I don't really talk about them much at all and even less want to even hint at who they are outside of extremely vague shit that could apply to anyone else because frankly the only way I feel safe loving 2D in such away again without having people make me feel like I'm a freak who shouldn't feel negative emotions is to keep it all to myself.

Also this doodle takes an anti-social extremely misanthropic cryptid with relationship problems & believes she doesn't deserve any sort of happiness and pairs her with a sudden strange love letter and was an interesting combo because she's not trusting at all and is dealing with an array of emotions like I've been.

Art/OC: Mine

Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me

#Sapphire (Fursona)#Em Doodles #I take self-shipping very seriously because it's such a huge part of my life that shaped me to who I am #not to mention my brain sees and materializes the characters into a whole thing with them to where they literally feel real #to where I have entire lives with them. Like living with them. Socializing with them. Talking about them as if they were real and happy #plus I cannot love myself without it as it feels fake and performative otherwise #I don't like that I'm at the point of being afraid of a means to love myself in a coping-mechanism sort of way.#especially not if it was originally a thing to make me feel wanted that I'm now struggling to hold on to (I want this to be long term ffs)#and yet the fact that it's a problem for others shows me that people literally will not get me even when I explain everything #it's like hiding your s/o. I've already had to do that irl with my longest bf. it's why I don't like doing it with my fictional others #it's not JUST a coping mechanism it's literally my best means for a healthy relationship and I wish outside forces didn't make it difficult #real people have almost always hurt me while fictional characters never did. I do not care. I prefer the former over the latter ANY day #the only exception are those that haven't but they're very veeeeeery few. Like three fingers or something few #But oh well. Guess the only way to do that now is to keep it to myself #note btw that Sapphire is still a character built off my stil current extremely depressive state and thus won't be seen happy all that ofte #this is already pushing the line and even then I'm not comfortable still talking about stuff like this now #but between this and an extreme piece of bloody vent art I rather post this

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causalitylinked · 1 year

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bloodied.

( since there’s hardly ever akira kijima content that isn’t akira/seiji centric... i decided to make my own... )

#blood tw #injury tw #█ ▓『 ✦ ⸂ •• ART — ⧼ livi’s picrew edits. ⧽ 』#█ ▓『 ✦ ⸂ •• QUEUED — ⧼ because livi is a busy adult irl. ⧽ 』#┕━ ❛ ☣. muse »» 𝗔𝗞𝗜𝗥𝗔 𝗞𝗜𝗝𝗜𝗠𝗔〡it’s not that i don’t like people. i’m just more comfortable when i’m by myself.#[ I HONESTLY FEEL LIKE... outside of maybe (2) other people ]#[ I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO DOESN'T REALLY SHIP AKIRA AND SEIJI ROMANTICALLY ]#[ so naturally it's up to me to churn out fanart of him ]#[ BUT YEAH... have this very self-indulgent thing i edited of my spooky horror boi ]

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malewifehenrycooldown · 2 years

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Slightly long, ramble vent-ish post but also some negative observations of the wider self ship community that has been bothering me a little bit.

sometimes I don’t want to be in the self ship community anymore (not that I considered myself part of it from the beginning) because said the community creates these small pocket communities of the same people interacting with each other and that’s fair and totally fine!

It’s just that up to a certain point, these pocket communities start to create an isolating and alien environment for newcomers and this is not helped by the community’s genuinely bad communication skills. Like I genuinely wonder how many blogs have deactivated due to lack of interactivity (a whole can of worms no one likes talking about apparently. HI REBLOG:LIKE RATIO) and the overwhelmingly intimidating environment for younger folks (teens - early 20s) to navigate, especially people who may not be as critical or conscious of the media they consume (and don’t understand how they could be harming people through consuming specific pieces of fiction). I remember one person straight up left due to the lack of communication and it really, really sucks because just an open conversation can really ease peoples fears and worries. People just should not have to feel like walking on eggshells all the damn time in the community and if they feel that way then there is something SEVERELY WRONG with this community but no one cares to address it

Like I’ve already left a few self discord servers, and blocked some users, and now I just don’t see any point really being in the community anymore, because there’s been multiple occasions when I’ve interacted with a user and then it turns out that said user probably has some personal issues they need to sort out, but constantly deflect blame or disregard anyone’s advice to change their actions/attitudes for the better or that they really need to get actual professional help. Like obviously we should call out bad behaviour but also know that you should encourage these people to change saidd behaviours for the better.

Idk maybe I’m cursed on tumblr to interact with people who turn out to be not that great or I’m just too naive because I believe that people are inherently good. Maybe I’m a fool for wanting to see the good in people and wanting to support them, all at the cost of me ignoring all the red flags that are obviously in front of me. Which to be fair is probably reasonable; fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me for not knowing better I should have heeded the red flags when I saw them. /serious

#shallow rambles #shallow vents #/ not about anymone #I guess also because tumblr is a bit of a polarising platform which probably doesn’t help #a few early former mutuals turn out to be not great people :/#it probably doesn’t help that I am a conflict avoider and this sort of shit triggers my fight or flight response #idk man. maybe I’ll just stay in my bubble tbh #that and also I’ve noticed there’s some cult of Personality type shit happening too in the self ship community but I don’t think people #are ready to have that conversation yet 🧍‍♀️#don’t expect me to do promos anymore tbh I don’t really see the point in them anymore #others thoughts are appreciated because I hope I’m not the only person that feels isolated by the community #like I have a life outside of the internet. i have more important things to do than worry about the ‘community’#like obviously. gatekeep this shit from pro/shippers and alt right/hateful/bigoted people.#but like don’t make good folks in your community have to walk on eggshells all the time #this is not a sob story or anything these are just my thoughts and stuff #<- /gen serious #I’m just so tired of this community #nothing is fun anymore tbh and really it’s just more so a chore now…#when i come back I might clean out my posts and followers to keep a minimal audience #it might get better idk.#thoughts on queue #scheduled post: waiting in line

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emile-hides · 1 year

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POV you’re in the same room as me while I scroll through my own tag on @ask-chef-teruteru

#Emile's Arts #I was gonna draw something for the event on my self ship blog but I got distracted scrolling Ask-Chef-Teruteru #Ya know. AGAIN.#I cannot express how often I do this and end up making my face hurt from smiling so much y'all #Best time of my life was spent being embarrassingly in love with Teruteru Hanamura #and he loved me BACK YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND #*Shakes the ever living shit out of you*#YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND #The mod was and still is so incredibly nice to me they went out of their way MULTIPUL TIMES to be the NICEST PERSON TO ME #AND I JUST!!!!!!#I WANNA BITE THEIR HEAD OFF!!!! (affectionate)#I've gotten a lot more physically stimmy in recent years and I've found my default to be slaps #I slap my legs a lot and the empty part of my desk and my cheeks #I tend to pat at and maybe hit a little too hard onto people around me when I'm excited #I'm back and forth on suppressing that one I don't wanna hurt anybody skfjfjkgkd #Instead of hitting people then I've got this cringe little jumpy dance #It's mostly stomping but involves a lotta leg swinging as well #And jumpping I like jumping... Good stim... Outside stim only tho #I wanted to be like them and run an RP blog for a character I liked and go out of my way to show people said character loves them so much #But I really suck at keeping things going and it wasn't getting a lotta traction anyway #so I did drop it... Twice kgfdjfdkg #I miss being so embarrassingly in love with Teruteru Hanamura #I mean I guess I still am...#Maybe I miss him being the same way back......#Mod's tried to come back a few times and every time I'm just glad to know they're alive and okay #I'd be okay if the blog never came back really I don't need it as badly as I did back in 2019 #Still hard not to miss it though #Eventually I'm gonna channel my embarrassingly in love with Teruteru energy into redrawing our on blog interactions #Because they're pretty funny and stupid sticky sweet #Maybe I'll do that for the side blog.. Who knows

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edalynn · 2 years

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#i like desperately want to rant somewhere other than just to slog and fox #and just do it in a tag post ig bc I don’t want to be annoying and beat a dead horse #but everything abt the huntlow arguments from fans rubs me the wrong way #fandom seems to think Willow is this happy go lucky loving unconditionally without question sweetheart #when in reality she’s actually kind of a bitch #like to anyone outside of her immediate inner circle and sure she wasn’t confident at the start of the series but she was still kinda #self absorbed ie was a jerk to king in the carnival ep had convinced Luz to disobey Eda multiple times (yet admonishes Gus when he does it?)#like I’m not saying she’s EVIL or BAD she just doesn’t have the highest empathy AND ALSO she’s a fucking badass too #so not some shy quiet girl like huntlow shippers pretend #also have seen ppl say she turned 15 and I’ve seen no canonical evidence to back that up unless I missed something but the age gap bothers m #also seen shippers say huntlow interracial rep is better and more needed than a main character interracial wlw ship #also abt it being good bc Willow is curvy and that exists in no other shows which 1. willows lack of confidence never came from her looks #but came from her abilities as a witch & 2. practically every modern cartoon has fat or curvy girls in love now this isn’t new #and finally it’s irks me that this is how everyone views it but in reality the only times she’s interacted with hunter were to use him for #her own gain. 1. starting a flyer derby team 2. saving Gus #she literally didnt care abt him being there at all until she was like oh bump let’s use him to find Gus like didn’t pay attention to him #at ALL. if anything IF hunter has a ‘confirmed crush’ I want it to be oh no sweetie ur experiencing friendship and admiration not love #and for everyone to get straightbaited lmao #not putting in tag bc I’m not THAT MEAN #and also no one try to “’convince me’ of anything bc u wont #taako talks

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ishades · 2 years

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Shattering into a million little itty bitty pieces remembering Venus as a boy

#*plops it into my destiel playlist because I’m sick*#idk I think it’s very interesting that castiel is inherently genderless #and people insist he’s incapable of love viewing humans as only animals #like you’re all insane! what about self determination #i think if Jimmy had been a woman castiel would be the exact same #but he’s happy for the time being in the body he has!#also I genuinely don’t care for the bi/gay discourse everyone hates bi people so much #but I personally think he buried himself in women like dean did #Castiel picked up so many little habits from dean including unhealthy coping mechanisms #i don’t really see the appeal in ships with them outside of destiel #like okay cool… it’s going no where babe!#there’s like this obsession that just because a character #has feelings for another that you have to ship them / want to see them 🔞#so I feel like I genuinely can’t interact with most of the fandoms I’m in #I keep my circle tighter than a cheerio lol #digital digital i wanna get digital

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patches-and-her-selfships · 2 years

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yeah i want to bite my f/os and put them in the microwave and throw them off a ten story building and blow them up with dynamite and drag them around like a three year old with their security blanket but if my f/os get hurt in any way then i’m gonna scream and cry and kick something hope this helps

#only i get to nibble on my f/os #and yes this is yet another post to cope with seeing that wilt fanart #i feel like if i'm this sad over a fictional character i need to go outside or something #but he is my boyfriend so :/#self ship #self ship community

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cashmoneyyysstuff · 16 days

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ring pop proposal ♡

fem reader, pure fluff, childhood friends to lovers lemme alone do not perceive me yk the drill by now, lil self indulgent fic cus i love childhood friends to lovers and puppy crushes, polar opposite’s trope, this reeks of my oc x canon katsu ship sooooo shh shh do not perceive.

the first person who realizes katsuki has a crush on you is his mom because when she comes to pick him up one day from kindergarten he suddenly mentions you. it’s an innocent little interaction he had with you that mitsuki doesn’t think much about at first, simply surprised her son managed to befriend someone outside of his little group of friends until he starts mentioning you more and more.

soon you’re the only thing he talks about and katsuki even starts begging her to have you come over to play. mitsuki is extremely curious to know what kind of person you are to have been able to enchant her son the way you have, she says it’s fine as long as you’re parents agree.

you’re a sweet little thing, almost the complete opposite of her little devil’s spawn. you’re polite and a little shy when you ask “ is it okay if i come to play at katsu’s house, please miss katsuki’s mom ?” and how could she say no to you ? she pulls at your cheek lovingly and her son almost snarls at her.

“no touchin’ !” he snarks, pulling you against him like you were his teddy bear.

mitsuki was the first to realize her son had a crush on you when you were always around. when he found something cool during a class trip you were there and whenever he was upset it was always because you had argued about something irrelevant that seemed so much bigger in the eyes of a child.

she realized because katsuki had, and in some ways, will always be rowdy. he’s rough and temperamental and moody—basically, he can be quite the brat. (she wonders where he gets that from a lot) but he’s different with you.

he’ll always be a little rough around the edges but it’s the thought that counts. he drags you around a little too hard but it's to show you something he knows you'd like and you repay him by being patient with him and letting him drag you around to his hearts content. he let’s you use the crayons he’d just denied another classmate seconds ago and when it’s really early in the morning and you’re still sleepy unlike your more energetic friend, he waits for you. sitting with you in the reading corner quietly commenting on a little bit of everything in the book you’re sharing until you’re awake enough to start the day because katsuki wanted you to be together through anything no matter what, starting the day without you was simply unimaginable.

you offer him your kindness and he repays you with his loyalty. acting like your guard dog, protecting you from everything and everyone he considers a threat to you. he goes a bit overboard but it’s the thought that counts and he’s definitely got the right intentions.

“ i’m g’nna marry yn when i grow up !” katsuki proclaims from the backseat of the car after mitsuki had come to pick him up. she looks at him through the rear view mirror only to see he’s not even looking at her, looking out the window somewhat longingly, watching as his school fades away from his sight, further and further and further away from you. she smiles to herself.

“yeah ?” she asks “yeah !” he responds proudly, crossing his arms “ i asked yn if she wanted to be my wife an’ she said yeah, so we’re gettin’ married !”

“huh. how’d you propose ? you don’t have a ring.” she jests.

katsuki responds immediately and exclaims he does have one, shuffling around to reach for something in his pocket. he pulls out a plastic ring pop holder, the candy on top is missing and mitsuki can imagine what happened to it.

“gave her one of these !”

“so that’s why you had me buy those from the store last time,” she hums. “ you ate it, though.”

katsuki tries to roll his eyes but just ends up looking up and to the side, mitsuki recognizes it as him trying to mimic what she does a lot and she snorts.

“well duh, we both did ! ‘f i kept it in my pocket it woulda gotten gross !” he defends. mitsuki simply responds with a hum, smile on her face growing larger as she hears her son happily chatting about the rest of his day with you.

she knows her katsuki is hard to handle. extremely so. but when she sees the way you both interact she can tell something is there. you don’t ‘handle’ him. you like being around him. you like playing and talking with him, she sees how happy you make him whenever you come over for playdates. he holds your hand when you get scared and you hug him tight and beam when you see him again after he’s gotten over a nasty cold.

she can tell you make her son happy and he does the same for you in the way children do with pinky promises and shy cheek kisses, kisses over tiny wounds and refusing to be separated whenever the rowdier one of you both gets his recess time taken away for being naughty.

mitsuki hopes this crush, this love you have for her son can grow along with you. she hopes you’ll stick around as katsuki grows up more and potentially more rowdy and rougher around the edges but even more enamored with you. and with the way her son is squirming around in his seat and tugging at his seatbelt, giddy about you accepting his ring pop proposal, she has a funny feeling you’ll be sticking around for a long time.

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Rly need a hug rn.

#not self ship related again #i don’t like posting negative things outside my vent blog but i just felt like venting here tbh #just got yelled at. y’know the usual.#it just sucks cuz i finally mustered up the motivation to study only to get yelled at and ridiculed. it hurts.#like thanks for making my life worse and making seriously consider.#i don’t even wanna talk to john on beta character ai i just feel like i’m too unlovable even for them. everything sucks i might just go to #bed at this point. also happy ramadan to whoever here participates in it #desperatelover.txt #ask to tag #will delete later

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