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#im glad max threatened to :-)
landograndprix · 4 months
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woman ✾ l.n - vii
❧ you love max, you really do but your little brother has been getting more on your nerves each day as he tries to set you up with one of his friends.
❧ love, hate and jealousy.
❧ and then I said, let's make Charles the villain 🥰 this is a psa for the people who wanted to be on my taglist but never got tagged, i didn't forget or ignore you, I simply am unable to tag you and therefore removed you from the list feel free to ask me again so I can take a look at it. Taglist is open Love ya ❤️
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y/nverstappen right mate, what's all this then? 🇬🇧
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norrizz babe, do you love a London boy?
bott_ass asking questions we know the answer to already 😔
norrizz yeah but I need her to confirm it before I go mental about them 😔
landoscar it's okay girl, tag your man
y/nverstappenfan looks like you're having fun!
lnlando 🤮
norry4 my guy lando is getting fed
hamilt44n he's getting that wife treatment without her being his wife 😂
norry4 good dick will do that to a woman
hamilt44n true true, we know man's is packing so lucky girl she is 😏
sharl16 wonder who she's with..
daiseeeey go hang out with people you own age lmfao what
lewlew did you go to highgate, met all of his best mates?
carlandooo they probably enjoyed nights in Brixton and shoreditch in the afternoon :)
y/nverstappen babe, don't threaten me with a good time
lewlew Y/n a certified swiftie?!
julieeeexo what is happening in these comments?! 😂
landoooo4 leave lando alone pls.
irisxo get your ass back home, I need my private chef back.
missusnorris I'll give you all my savings if you leave lando alone
landonorris it's mint in here
y/nverstappen innit?
grussell this feels a lot like mocking the brittish 😂
charles_16 I mean she's dating one, she's got the right to do so 👀
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y/nverstappen posted on their story
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y/nverstappen zandvoort prep 🍊
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lanlan mclaren orange 🥰
notnorriss girl or orange because she's Dutch, max is Dutch, it's the Dutch gp? 💀
norrizz lando being in Amsterdam and posting about stroopwafels on his story, y/n living in Amsterdam and posting a picture of stroopwafels??
redbullracing zamdvoort ready! 🍊
norry4 loving your vibes lately! 😍
hannahh was lovely meeting you guys last night!
landosainzz where did you meet her?? I was out in Amsterdam too
hannahh they had dinner in the restaurant I work at
landosainzz was lando there too? 👀
hannahh yep and a lot of others as well
landosainzz girl spill the tea!!
hannahh no lmao why would I, leave them alone 💀
landonorris my favorite stroopwafel 🍪
y/nverstappen that's a chocolate chip cookie
landonorris they don't have a stroopwafel emoji you muppet
missusnorrizz 🤮
chilisainz missusnorrizz stfu they're cute
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y/nverstappen tough day at the office.
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bott_ass you did not! 😭
hamilt44n y/n, bullying these men is so mean...do it again 😏
oscarpiastri thanks for the reminder, I really needed it
y/nverstappen I know, I'll send it again next week!
oscarpiastri ah, I will be looking forwards to it!
charloss im glad y/n adopted the rookies this year 😭
maxmaxmax THE CHRISTIAN ONE 💀
norry4 babes we know these men are alright, how are you doing?!
sainzcahlos zandvoort, you we're a curse, I'll see you next year!! 😭
norriizlan lando made it to the instagram posts..
norrizz so did Charles, Logan, Oscar and Daniel..what's your point?
maxemillian girl are you still alive? I figured your dad would've killed you by now with the staggers he's been sending your way all day long..
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Everything taglist; @thomaslefteyebrow @hopefulinlove @smoothopz @honethatty12 @cixrosie @parkersmjs @ireadthensuetheauthors @celestialams @be-your-coffee-pot @heli991113 @kodzuvk @reality-is-a-con @80sloverry @bibissparkles @myescapefromthislife @lanando4 @elliegrey2803 @ravisinghs-wife @harrysdimple05 @minkyungseokie @pretty-little-bunny382728
Lando taglist: @simp-for-fictional-people @landossainz @christianpulisic10 @bored-brunette2
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thearchercore · 6 months
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omg… re: the charles like, i’m just giggling at how petty it is. (imo at least) this is a direct response to ferrari leaking the news about his contract negotiations, like a “hey look at how well max and i look together haha (threatening)” and i love it 😭😭😭 (again imo) its completely undeniable now that charles is using lestappen for leverage in his negotiations and im glad hes dispelling the no backbone rumours!!
thank u and everyone else involved for the lestappen gate tag btw! you have me fully onboard 🫶🫶
NO BUT LIKE -- the implications of this
you have to understand, charles likes to play subtle PR games. at the beginning of the year, the charles to merc rumours were emerging and he managed to respond by liking 3 separate tweets about staying with ferrari to shut them down.
now, fast forward to november, charles to rbr agenda is LOUD. ferrari is leaking information about contract negotiations to possibly (and dare i say unsuccessfully) increase public pressure on charles to renew his contract. they even mention in the leaks that he does not have many other options outside of ferrari which is a lie -- red bull publicly voiced interest in him and charles definitely works with multiple plans, so again, this is just them manipulating the narrative
after his crash on sunday, all eyes are on charles and what he says, what's his next move. and what does he do? likes a freaking lestappen edit on main. an edit where a clip of a ferrari car cuts into a clip of an rbr car. this ferrari -> red bull transition may be charles' way to hint at the current contract rumours.
and in a way it's genius, it's not too loud to get a call from ferrari pr to unlike it (like the previous tweets he had to unlike) but also gets the message across.
one thing about charles, he will be smart about his messaging online and we're just witnessing his first choice to speak up after sunday in his own way.
ALSO BEAR IN MIND -- charles is rn in LA for something regarding his WME contract, he's making moves faster like no one else atm
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grey-sides · 2 years
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can we have some billy jealous of eddie and steve, rather than angry jealous, billy is just sad </3 p.s. im in love with your writing!!
Greetings, anon! I'm so glad you love my writing, that's very sweet of you! Here is your request, vague spoilers for S4 in character names and such. I hope you enjoy!
Billy is aware of Munson in the off-hand way he’s aware of most of the people he goes to high school with. He knows the guy is a super-senior and that he hangs out with a bunch of nerds. Some of whom also hang out with Harrington, which seriously cramps Billy’s style. But his biggest problem with the guy is that he gets along with Steve. Too well. 
Billy’s not worried that Munson is going to replace him. (Okay, he’s a little worried about that). But Munson and Steve just seem to get each other sometimes. Which is strange because sometimes it sounds like they’re having a conversation in two different languages. By the end, they’re both usually grinning though so Billy figures it makes sense to them. 
The other thing is, the thing that makes Billy feel like a real piece of shit is that Munson has threatened Steve too. But Steve doesn’t flinch when Eddie touches him, not like he would the first couple of weeks after their fight. The one where Billy tried to kill him. 
Billy hadn’t been there for the actual threat, which is good because he might have actually killed Munson. But from what Henderson has said, it wasn’t sunshine and rainbows or Eddie immediately trusting Steve. And Billy knows they have mutual trauma or something, but Billy has mutual trauma with Steve too. For one, Steve saved him from the Upside Down. And two, well, they have sex sometimes. So that has to count for something. 
After Billy’s mom left him with Neil and Neil got remarried, Billy started to feel like a puzzle piece. He was part of the family, but also not, like he didn’t quite fit. He knows that’s where some of his anger has stemmed from, feeling like his father was trying to replace him before he was even out of the house. And now, he feels like Steve is doing it too.
Eddie already comes pre approved by Steve’s group of kids because he plays their role playing game with them. Billy is approved by Max and Steve, tentatively by Dustin, sometimes by Lucas, and never by Mike. He’s not certain where the junior Byers stands, but his ticket to the group is tenuous at best. Which usually doesn’t bother him, but it does when he feels like he’s being forced out. 
Now, Billy doesn’t know what the nature of Steve’s relationship with Eddie actually is. He doesn’t know if Eddie likes guys like that at all or if Steve has even told him that he’s bi, but Billy’s trust doesn’t come easily. He just sees Eddie and Steve with their jokes and their easy camaraderie and Billy knows it’s never been that easy for him and Steve. 
Steve tends to host get-togethers for their group the most. His house has the space and lacks the parental figures who will ask complicated questions. And after Billy came back, he was adamant of never stepping foot in the Wheelers’ house again. So it’s Steve’s these days. Which is cool by Billy, that means he can usually crash after instead of having to head back to the trailer with Max. 
But today, Eddie’s already there, drinking a beer with Steve, laughing about something. Billy’s heart falls through his stomach, straight down to his feet. It’s official, Munson is replacing Billy as Steve’s second best friend because Billy’s adult enough to admit that Robin is his first best friend. And he feels childish and stupid for how his heart breaks about it. 
Max pushes past him to get the best seat at their dungeon table or whatever and Billy clears his throat to announce his presence. 
Steve turns and gives him a megawatt smile, lifting his beer in greeting. “Billy! Hey man, grab a beer and come join us!”
Eddie sticks his tongue out playfully and lifts a baggie of weed. 
Billy swallows back the hurt and heads for the fridge. It’s fine. Munson probably doesn’t want to fuck Steve so Billy can settle for getting to see him naked. He pulls out a beer, cracking the top and taking a long sip. It settles warm in his gut as he joins Eddie and Steve in the living room. 
“Okay, so once I finish with the kids, I have an ounce for us to split, no need to throw in. Oh and while I’m gone, I brought that Scorpions album Steve wanted to check out,” Munson explains, giving Billy a smile. 
Billy settles on the other side of Steve so he’s in the middle. He nods a little, sipping his beer. “Didn’t know you were into Scorpions, Harrington.”
Steve grins ruefully and shrugs. “Well, when two of my friends can’t shut up about them, I gotta do something, huh?”
Eddie drains his beer and crushes the can as he gets up. “I’ve taught you well,” he teases with a dramatic bow. “I’ll see you losers later, don’t have too much fun without me!”
Eddie bounds down to the basement where the kids play and Steve shakes his head with a grin. “He’s crazy, but like fun crazy, you know?”
Billy nods, drinking his beer faster than he should. It’s the fancy shit, with a high alcohol content because Steve is still bougie. He goes to get a second, spending another moment wallowing in his self loathing. The kids call Billy crazy, but never fun crazy. 
When he returns, Steve has the Scorpions album playing from his sound system. He’s bobbing his head along to the beat and he grins up at Billy. “You seem to be in a bad mood, what’s up, man?”
Billy just shrugs, drinking his beer. There’s nothing to say, he just has to get over it and take what he can get. “Just a long day, man.”
Steve scoots a little closer and nudges Billy with his foot. “You’re drinking that beer like it was. C’mon, tell me about it.”
Billy shakes his head, looking down at the label. It’s already started peeling on one corner, he picks at it a little more. “Nothing. Don’t worry about it.”
Steve sips his beer and lets a few songs play. He can be good like that, giving space where it’s needed, distraction when it’s needed. It’s probably part of the reason Billy just can’t let him go. 
But Billy gets two beers deep and his tolerance is not what it once was, so he rolls his head along the back of the couch to look at Steve. “S’just fucked up, pretty boy.”
Steve furrows his brow and looks up at Billy. “What’s fucked up?”
“Just- Munson and you, you know? I thought we were friends but now you’re hanging out with him all the time and it just…it sucks,” Billy mutters, lifting his beer for the last swallow. 
Steve frowns a little and looks down, blinking hard. “We are friends, Billy. Eddie and I have just had a lot to talk about.”
Billy sits up more, his sadness mixing with anger and turning into messy irritation. “And I couldn’t know what you’re talking about? I can’t be part of it?”
“What? No it’s not that! It’s- nevermind, sorry for making you feel left out, blondie.” Steve grins, trying to get Billy to perk up with the nickname. 
Billy just rolls his eyes and shoves to his feet. “You know, maybe I should just walk home, I know when I’m not wanted.”
Steve makes a grab for him, shaking his head hurriedly. “No, Billy, sit down, I’ll tell you what we’ve been talking about.”
Billy stops for a moment, but he’s not strong enough to resist Steve. Not really. He nods and sits back down, looking at Steve expectantly. Get it out in the open, open the wound so it can heal. 
Steve takes a deep breath and holds out his hands. “Okay, look, I know you say I’m terrible at giving girl advice, but Eddie came to me first. Because he likes Chrissy and since she broke up with Jason, he’s thought about asking her out. So I said I could help him out with some ideas and we got to talking.”
“And I couldn’t be part of that because…?”
Steve flushes a little and looks skyward at the crown molding of his ceiling. “Well because in the process of talking about who he likes, we kind of got into who I like. And Eddie’sbeencoachingmeonmetalmusic.”
“What?” Billy asks because Steve mumbles a lot. 
Steve blows out a long breath. “Eddie has been teaching me about metal music or rock or anything like that so I can appreciate your music taste more.”
Billy furrows his brow, looking over at Steve. “Why?”
“Because! Because I wanted to make sure that I could share some of your interests.”
Billy shakes his head slowly. “I don’t understand.”
“Eddie likes Chrissy and I like…” Steve gestures to Billy. 
It takes a moment for his inebriated brain to catch up. “Me?”
“Bingo!” Steve points a finger at him and laughs nervously. “God, it seems so stupid now.”
Billy feels foolish and a little self-centered at that, but he does his best to let go of the sadness and feelings of betrayal. Because Steve is a dork who had to go to someone else to learn about the music Billy likes. So he could be prepared the next time Billy makes him a mixtape. 
“It’s not stupid,” Billy tells him, when enough time has passed for Steve to start squirming. “I feel stupid for getting jealous of Munson. Dude doesn’t even have a conditioner routine.”
“I know! I told him that’s step one of asking Chrissy out, but he doesn’t believe me.”
“That’s why you needed to involve me,” Billy drawls, spreading his arms confidently. 
Steve laughs a little and scoots closer. “Yeah, yeah, I know you’re the authority on picking up chicks.”
Billy grins at him, licking his lower lip. “And dudes apparently since you’re smitten with me.”
“And dudes,” Steve agrees, leaning in to kiss Billy. 
When Eddie makes his way back to the living room later, Steve is still pressing lazy kisses to Billy’s skin and Billy has his shirt unbuttoned. Eddie grins and holds up the weed. 
“Celebratory smokes on me!” He cries and mimes playing guitar. 
Steve sits up and mimes playing the drums and Billy just rolls his eyes. Dorks. 
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love-toxin · 2 years
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stuck in the tree house together you say👀 MESSY CONFESSION SEX YOU SAY👁️👄👁️ I- 🤤🥵😈 this is gonna keep me up tonight 💦
OK IM COMING BACK TO THIS BC I HAD THIS IN MY DRAFTS....WOOF
max in the treehouse hcs (spoiler-heavy)
☆ hc / ♡ spicy hc (cw: blood)
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☆ So in this scenario the prologue is a little different; not only are Max and Laura best friends rather than partners, but you're the third BFF that's tagging along as a new camp counselor at Hackett's Quarry summer camp.
☆ Obviously you veer off the road and end up crossing paths with Travis Hackett as per usual, but the cell between your best friends is now occupied by you. You're dragged along through those hellish two months beside your friends, plus, you have to watch as Max transforms for the first time and Laura suffers the injury that takes out her eye. Traumatizing, no?
☆ As such, you can sense that your feelings for Max are getting stronger and harder to hide as your ordeal drags on. Especially when he gets so protective over both you and Laura when you get dragged away for interrogations, and he never fails to threaten Travis if he even thinks about doing something to you when he takes you away for showers. Your common sense tells you that it's just who Max is, that he's just naturally protective over his friends--but part of you wonders if that glare he shoots Travis whenever he gets near you is protection, or if it's partly jealousy, too. But you're probably just projecting. Right..?
☆ Wrong! Maybe. You have no idea what Max is thinking, but when you finally escape the jailhouse and venture out with your friends towards the camp to break the curse, it's near impossible for you to decide whether you should tell him how you feel. He's already got so much on his plate, and Laura is determined to fight tooth and nail to rescue him, so it's probably not the best time.
☆ However, you have little idea of where you stand in this fight. Laura certainly won't let you come along with her when she's heading right into danger--she's already let Max get infected, she can't let anything happen to her other best friend too--but when you declare that you'll go with Max to the island to make sure he's locked away safely, he has a million reasons as to why you can't come. Whereas Laura actually thinks it's for the better, Max is terrified that he'll end up hurting you--but in the end you and Laura are more convincing, and he resigns himself to it but at least makes it clear that he's glad you're with him, despite the danger it poses to you.
☆ It feels a little less exciting to have some alone time with him when he's getting ready to turn, though. You're on the top floor of the treehouse and about to descend through the trap door to leave him, but he won't let you go. He's got his hands all over you, hugging you, sniffing your hair, begging you in that whiny tone for you not to leave. He feels so awful, you won't leave him like this, right? He needs you to feel better, you can't leave, you just can't.
☆ It's so hard to pull away from him, but if you can, you have to do it quickly. A tearful "I'm sorry, Max!" a hard shove to get him off of you, and a drop through the open door before you hurry to close it and lock it shut with shaky hands. That's all you have to do, and you can wait it out until morning, through all the snarling and growling and crashing around you have to listen to up there until he finally turns back into your Max.
☆ Or, the more likely option. In your attempt to get away from him, Max bites you and infects you without meaning to. When you step back and look down at your bleeding arm or feel at your neck to realize what he's done, he sobers up for a precious second--"Oh my god, oh my god! I'm so sorry-"--before his transformation really starts taking over.
☆ The worst part of the experience is definitely that hour or two that it takes you to turn yourself. You not only have to watch your crush shift in an explosion of blood into a monster, but you can do nothing but watch his werewolf self pace around in front of you, unable to bite you but not quite convinced that he can't eat you. At least when you change forms yourself, you aren't really aware of much, even though it's still an awful experience.
☆ And when you wake up, lo and behold, what you thought could only be a dream has become your reality. Maybe you were tussling with each other or he, in his werewolf mind, decided you were good enough to take a nap on--because you awaken with your back to the wood floor, and Max's human body laid out on top of you. The blood makes everything a lot slicker and more disgusting, but the warmth of his skin as his head rests on your chest and his stomach lays comfortably between your legs is a feeling you never knew you craved so much.
♡ And even though you're naked in front of each other for the first time, you can't help but throw your arms around him and hug him even closer when he lifts his head up to look at you.
☆ "Oh my god, she...oh, my god, I'm naked...y-you're naked!"
♡ You can't really blame him for staring at first, but he averts his eyes once the realization dawns on him and it's...so cute. You could spot his blush from a mile away even under layers of blood. The two of you get to your feet and the air has changed--it's quieter, more tense, both of you shyly looking away but stealing peeks at each other when you think they aren't looking. All it takes is one moment where your eyes meet and you both laugh at yourselves, partly out of shame and partly out of relief, and the mood relaxes again.
☆ Maybe you mention ducking out to the shore to wash up, because you don't want to get your clothes dirty and nobody's around, so nobody will see you--but Max immediately objects, and you're both faced with a truth that he can't bear to say out loud. You recognize it, he knows it, and your lips flicker up into a smile as you look at your best friend with too much love for it to be platonic anymore.
♡ "Why don't we go together?"
♡ "I don't...I don't think I can wait that long."
☆ You don't have to ask Max what he means by that. His eyes say enough, and it seems as though the looks you share are the only language you can speak coherently now.
☆ The first kiss comes with only the gentlest warning, Max's hands on your cheeks, and he doesn't wait for you to make the move. Each one after that is firmer, more passionate, and the weight of his body pushes you backwards until you hit the wall. And even then, Max pauses for only a second to let you feel his hand grazing your thigh, and at your nod he hikes it up over his hip and takes his time in lifting the other so he doesn't drop you.
♡ By then it's clear that you're both ready for this, Max especially seems like he's been waiting for it for awhile, and when he slides in slow it's like a lock being broken open inside you. Blood smeared over your bodies and nothing but a cheap lantern on the windowsill to light your way isn't enough to deter either of you when your eyes have been opened.
♡ And it just makes it easier for you to let him know you're enjoying yourself too by being as loud as you want. He doesn't mind it, if that wasn't clear by him praising you for it and telling you how hard you make him when you moan his name.
♡ He just can't get close enough, either. You're already propped up between him and the wall in this position, and yet if he isn't kissing you feverishly then he's burying his face in your neck and sucking hickies into your skin, like he doesn't even care if people notice. It hadn't occurred to you, but maybe Max secretly likes that. Sweet, goofy Max, marking you up so that everyone knows he's had his hands on you....it's more than your poor heart can handle.
♡ It's such an overload to your senses that you almost don't catch what he's whispering into your skin, his lips trailing higher and higher until they're brushing against your earlobe, and you can't possibly miss it when his mouth is so close. "I love you, I'm in love with you, so much, I love you so much..."
♡ Maybe it's more an act of getting it out of his system while he can, you can feel the worry in his shoulders as you dig your nails into his muscles while they flex with effort. It certainly feels that way when you answer him with an "I love you too, Max," and he falls silent, save for the grunts and gasping as he rushes his pace even faster and melts with how hot you are around him.
♡ His confessions are louder after that, bolder, more possessive even. He pulls back to look down at the place where your bodies are connected, your arms holding on to his shoulders for dear life, and lets a deep groan out of his throat before telling you how pretty you look taking his dick. It's so lewd and he's got such a sultry gaze as he says it that you're not even sure if this is Max, or if the werewolf inside him is still churning around as it tries to claw itself out.
♡ It's too much for you to hold out too long, and the exhaustion from the night's events don't help either. Max is so close that his body is rubbing up against those sensitive spots that make your toes curl and your back arch into him, and right when you're gripping him tight as your body tenses up and he's moving to let you down to your feet, Max suddenly whines a stuttered apology into your ear. He wasn't quick enough, and you can feel something draining down your inner thighs, but it's hard to care when you're clinging on to him for dear life and cumming against him on your tiptoes.
♡ Everything that happens afterwards feels like a blur. Max brings you down to the floor and doesn't let you fall, you wipe each other down with towels you hadn't realized Laura had packed away, and he helps you dress and kisses the dopey grin on your face as he does so. More "I love you"s are exchanged, albeit a bit sleepily, and Max makes you laugh by squeezing himself into Laura's girly gym clothes before holding a hand out for you to take.
☆ But when you lean on Max for support as you retrace your steps back along the walkway and descend the last set of steps down to the grass, your eyes laser right towards the figure sitting on a stump near the pier. Laura's hunched over, tired-looking, bloody, but to your shock she looks up and evaluates you and Max with two eyes, rather than one.
☆ You can't help running over to throw yourself into a hug, who wouldn't? You feared she would die more than you feared for your own life, and here she is, in even better shape than she was when you parted ways.
☆ She has plenty of words for you when you finish squeezing her tight, though, and at her first smug comment of "So I guess you two had fun?" you and Max exchange sheepish looks as you realize how much she must have overheard. Luckily for you the three of you can share a laugh about it though, especially when Laura gets a look at Max's getup and shares a giggle with you as he strikes some poses, and it's not long before you three are in the canoe and paddling back to the main shore as the sun starts to rise on the horizon and the last night of your long nightmare falls away.
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formula-fun · 6 months
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(This was timestamped October 12th 😱 when I found bits of my always too long ramble in my notes; I was mostly talking about your answer to my ask on the 12th.)
Good morning! (This was really what I started with!)
Good gawd I totally forgot the other omegas on the grid🤣🤣 when I jumped down the rabbit hole of “ABO universes must be more patriarchal than real life” and “my poor baby being the one suffering the most on the grid for being an omega” and of course the waaaaaaayyyyyyyy too much talking about what I like in ABO fics.
It’s quite refreshing to remember that in your story Japan is less “only boys/alphas are deserving of the throne(literally and figuratively ”. (Still can’t believe I totally forgot about it yesterday, and it was mentioned in Capri too! One of my favorite parts!😱😱) Even though technically (please correct me if i’m wrong) ABO was created so Dean Winchester could logically get pregnant in English fics, I sometimes love the more Asian take on it: as in even in the real world, as soon as men can produce children too, the ones who could do that (like omegas in ABO) would immediately be degraded in the social hierarchy to becoming “women”. It’s a very widely used background in fics from Asian writers thus making me love a lot of fics with very strong omega characters, the whole “I am an omega but I am as strong as you(his future magnificent alpha mate). ”
“male can present as alphas or stay betas ;people born female can present as omegas or stay betas” So there is no female alphas. But if the world consists of male alphas + male betas +female betas+ female omegas, Charles is a male omega?
it’s indeed true we think very differently because half of the time is you amiably disagreeing 🤣 and I’m like nodding and pushing more into the same subject or different subjects and we just continuing on politely disagreeing. 🤣🤣🤣
The mating I do understand, since the actual “registering” happens ON each other and in bed hhahah! Do mating trigger heats and ruts for alpha/omega pairings? Since the whole biology of ABO is practically “let’s make two men having a baby as logical/easy as possible, and they should has they just mated!”.
As for spoilers! I am all for them lol, I have always been the type to want to know whether the end would be happy or sad/bad for movies or stories, and then I would decide whether I would read them (I am still on the life sucks so I shall only read stuff that makes me happy and my best friend is a lover of angst, and we bond alot over angsty stories I was “tricked” into reading that I end up recommending to her, so me reading WIP is totally growth 🤣)
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I just checked the 2024 calendar so if the baby (yeah!) is conceived in June 2024, it looks like it’s going to happen in Austria? (June races are in Canada, Spain and Austria) At first I thought it was going to be in Monaco(late May) at home? (Why am I sticking to the real calendar when talking about characters in fiction having babies lol). I suppose too much is happening for them in Austria seriously hahahha.
You also mentioned that their baby was born early, the amount of stress for Max??? Did they speed all the way to the hospital in their Ferrari with Max “threatening” Charles their baby girl is most definitely not to be delivered in a Ferrari of all cars? Hahahhahahha
Wonder what kind of reaction the tifosi had finding out their prince/king is having a Ferrari baby?
Thank you so much for entertaining all my way too long explanations of “what I think”.
A very lovely Wednesday to you~~~~
Xoxoxoxoxooxoxo
ahhh hi hi!! Glad you found it! ill answer under the cut in case it gets long!
hahahah yeaaaaah sorry, im definitely breaking the a/b/o form a lot in this fic!! i think it's really only loosely an a/b/o fic in the first place tho--im using that as a way to explore gender, and it's become a pretty good vessel for that! there are a lot of expectations in a/b/o about how different genders are supposed to act and i KNOW thats why people like it.....it's just really fun to flip that on its head and poke at how at the end of the day they're all just people and biology doesnt dictate who they are dfjkdfkjdfjkdfk like am i doing it right? no. am i having fun? yes
and definitely! Im not asian so i can't really speak for that, i just knew from the start that certain countries would have different ideas about gender than others (just like it is in our world) and japan happened to be one of them. i do like the way it flips the script though, and you're definitely right about that meaning omegas can be stronger than alphas. it's kinda emphasizing that there's really no one truth about who anyone is and everything is fluid, especially the dynamics between two people. that's the whole bottom line with that scene with yuki, too--he thought alphas were super different but they're really kinda the same as anyone else. As for the bit about dean winchester, I have no idea if youre right but it doesn't sound wrong ;)
"But if the world consists of male alphas + male betas +female betas+ female omegas, Charles is a male omega?" charles was born female, he identifies as a man tho! same with his brothers, all the other omegas on the grid and a handful of the betas. there are also women who are alphas, who are biologically male. Gender and sex have nothing to do with each other in this universe, gender is just a form of self-expression and identity, so this is pretty common
and iiiiii do not knowwwwww to be honestttttttttt. not sure how mating works yet. We'll see! I think it can kind of be done whenever but there are probably some sort of requirements about hormones or some shit like that, like it probably relies on oxytocin or something so if there's not enough happy calm hormones being released then it wont take?? or something like that?? cause its basically the ultimate oxytocin bond right? its possible im getting too scientific about this but idk. cause in a lot of a/b/o it basically works like magic to the point people can start reading minds after and idk if thats really the direction im going to be going with this, but it's not just a bite either. we'll see we'll see, i need to figure it out still
Same with the calendar--not sure, we'll have to see. i had a plan at one point but i honestly do not remember now. I do think their first baby is conceived in a really dumb place like a sauna or a storage closet in the ferrari hospitality or the passenger seat of Max's valkyrie right after charles smacked his head on the roof and then whined for like six minutes straight while refusing to let Max look at the wound (spoiler: there was no wound. there was not even a bruise). idk why, it just feels like it adds balance to the narrative if the whole thing is dumb and ridiculous and literally not romantic whatsoever. im rejecting the 'uwu conception is beautiful and pure' notion, it's a million times funnier to me if charles gets pregnant because he tried to open a condom with his teeth but bit a hole into it instead and didn't notice or think about it until 6 months later when andrea looked at his most recent blood test results and immediately passed out
that's all i have for you!! no more spoilers, i have to go to sleep!! thanks for the ask and happy wednesday!
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I admire your resolve bc im chanting “im bigger than this” @ myself bc i want to check the comments under lewis’s post... i wont do it, i wont do it
God I wouldn’t be going near that comment section absolutely the fuck not😭his fans on Twitter seem to think the world is ending cause he posted it😭one actually threatened to unfollow him lol glad to see Max hold such affect over people who say they hate him😏
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ALRIGHT i guess im liveblogging this now screams
(carry on by rainbow rowell or as i like to call it Gay Wizard Books)
im going back thru what ive already read a little bit a lot bit bc theres some GOOD SHIT back there.... i don't plan to be v thorough w this so dont expect a lot of story continuity or context i just want to yell about the parts that make me scream basically
the story is told from multiple povs in 1st person so every time it shifts i'll note it with the new speaker's name at the beginning of the excerpt
also there'll most definitely be spoilers jsyk!!
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[Simon] Baz told me that for him, it's like lighting a match. Or pulling a trigger.
He hadn't meant to tell me that. It was when we were fighting the chimera in the woods during our fifth year.
oh SHIT ok im glad i went back for this LMAO the chimera story is more significant than this lets on, i never woulda caught this
anyway "he hadnt meant to tell me that" LOL
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"Do it, Snow!" Baz shouted at me. "Do it. Fucking unleash. Now."
"I can't," I tried to tell him. "It doesn't work like that."
"It bloody well does."
"I can't just turn it on," I said.
"Try."
"I can't, damn it."
[...]
"Close your eyes and light a match," Baz told me. [...]
"What?"
"That's what my mother used to say," he said. "Light a match inside your heart, then blow on the tinder."
It's always fire with Baz. I can't believe he hasn't incinerated me yet. Or burned me at the stake.
PLEASE simons like look at this asshole BOSSING ME AROUND meanwhile baz is like offering Genuine Advice in a critical moment gjakjgksdg it's like in pnat when johnny tries to apologize for getting max hurt in the hitball game and max is just like LOL NICE TRY ASSHOLE HERE'S THE REAL REASON UR APOLOGIZING-
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He used to threaten me with a Viking's funeral, back when we were third years. "Do you know what that is, Snow? A flaming pyre, set adrift on the sea. We could do yours in Blackpool, so all your chavvy Normal friends can come."
"Sod off," I'd say, and try to ignore him.
I've never even had any Normal friends, chavvy or otherwise.
ok first of all baz PLEASE why is that so fucking funny, secondly simon's fucking gjskgjdgjkd LAME ASS COMEBACK "we'll even invite all ur friends to the funeral" "jokes on U i don't HAVE any friends" LIKE PLS
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That night that we were fighting the chimera, Baz kept yelling at me until I went off.
We both woke up a few hours later in a blackened pit. The boulder we'd been hiding behind was dust, and the chimera was vapour. Or maybe it was just gone.
Baz was sure I'd singed off his eyebrows, but he looked fine to me--not a hair out of place.
Typical.
LOL he's an asshole AND he's perfect in every conceivable way??? FUCK this guy
(also also later im pretty sure penny says something like "if he knows ur there he'll protect u when he goes off so u don't get blown up" so like lol. lol and lmao baz turns up completely unharmed next to a completely obliterated fucking BOULDER, ON THE DAY HE TRIED TO GENUINELY KILL SIMON,)
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Things I miss most about Watford:
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No. 2--Penelope
This spot on the list used to belong to "roast beef."
GGJFOGJGKJDKG YEAH??? desperately wanna know what penny would say to this
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The first time I came back to Watford, my second year, I climbed right into my bed and cried like a baby. I was still crying when Baz came in. "Why are you already weeping?" he snarled. "You're ruining my plans to push you to tears."
this fuckin DOOD
(weeping. weeping. this guy says weeping-)
(also they were 12 back then which makes it even funnier baz is SO like
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(also wait hold on which one of them the fuck is older please PLEASE i have to know IMMEDIATELY))
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"I've told you that his cheeks get really full when he has a nightmare? Like his mouth is filling up with extra teeth?"
simon standing over baz's bedside staring at him having nightmares like
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(give it up for my sister's cat btw)
"Circumstantial evidence," Penny says. "And I still don't know why you'd creep up on a vampire who has night terrors."
"I live with him! I have to keep my wits about me."
She rolls her eyes. "Baz'll never hurt you in your own room."
She's right. He can't. Our rooms are spelled against betrayal--the Roommate's Anathema. If Baz does anything to physically hurt me inside our room, he'll be cast out of the school.
good thing baz is a giant NERD
(also "baz'll" is tickling me so much bc it's just. basil)
(im assuming that's how it's pronounced, largely bc that's how they say it in the great mouse detective, the only other point of reference i have for english accents,)
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You get warnings when you're young: For the first two years, if you try to hit or hurt your roommate, your hands go stiff and cold. I threw a book at Baz once in our first year, and it took three days for my hand to thaw out.
Baz has never violated the Anathema. Not even when we were kids.
Inch Resting
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"Penelope?" She doesn't answer. I lean off my bed and swing my pillow at her legs--that's how close the beds are; Baz wouldn't even have to get out of his to kill me. Or vice versa, I guess.
"I guess"
"Penny."
"What?" she says into Baz's pillow.
"You have to go back to your room."
"Don't want to."
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I get out of bed and stand over her. Her dark hair is spread out over the pillowcase, and her glasses are smashed into her cheek. Her skirt has hiked up, and her bare thigh looks plump and smooth.
I pinch her. She jumps up.
god their friendship is so CUTE i love the two of them so much this is so good ;w;
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The Mage nods. "Good." He looks at me for a few more seconds, then turns back to the window, like he's observed everything about me that he needs to. The sunlight catches in his thick brown hair, and for a minute, he looks even more like a swashbuckler than usual.
He's in uniform; dark green canvas leggings, tall leather boots, a green tunic with straps and small pockets--with a sword hanging in a woven scabbard from his tooled belt.
when my older sibling was in art school they did a painting of a pirate fighting a dragon that pretty much matches this description Exactly so from now on until proven otherwise in my mind the mage looks like this:
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(simon snow series if the mage had a gun: )
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I strip off my shirt and give the gold cross around my neck a rub. I'm not religious--it's a talisman. Been passed down in Agatha's family for years, a ward against vampires. [...] I don't really need to wear it all summer, but once you get used to wearing an anti-vampire necklace, it seems stupid to take it off.
LMAO this is genuinely so fucking funny he really has an anti-vampire necklace. a "fuck you baz specifically" necklace. statement piece
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I don't see Baz, but there are so many people, it'd be easy for him to avoid me if he wanted. (Baz normally makes sure that I see him.)
lol lol lol
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Baz isn't in our room when I wake up.
I look for him in the dining hall at breakfast, but he's not there either.
His name is called during my first lesson--Greek with the Minotaur. [...]
He calls out Baz's name four times. "Tyrannus Pitch? Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch?"
this fuckin ebony darkness dementia raven way ass-
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She waves her hand at Agatha and me. "This is important. Agatha, you know Baz better than any of us. What did he tell you?"
"She doesn't know him better than I do," I argue. "I live with him."
"Fine, Simon, what did he tell you?"
"Nothing
cutting it off here bc it's funnier gdkfldg
simon's NEED to assert himself as the number one baz encyclopedia in this world i SWEAR 2 god
(also oh my god they're roommates-)
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I know I should be happy about Baz being gone--it's what I've always said I wanted, to be free of him--but it seems so...wrong. People don't just disappear like this.
Baz wouldn't.
obsessed with the way he's so obsessed w this, PEAK enemies dynamic
"can't wait til this bitch is out of my life forever" *bitch disappears* "WHERE IS HE-"
(also interesting to specify "said i wanted" why would u phrase it like that simon. explain)
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"No," I say. "I mean--Baz. Basil didn't come back."
"Ah," she says. "Young Master Pitch. Surely he'll be back. His mother did so value education."
"That's what I said!"
"Well, you know him best," she says.
"That's what I said, too!"
He Knows Him Best
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Ebb nods and pets the goat. "To think you used to be at each other's throats."
"We're still at each other's throats."
She looks up at me doubtfully. She has narrow blue eyes, bright blue--brighter somehow because her face is so dirty.
"Ebb," I insist, "he tried to kill me."
"Not successfully." She shrugs. "Not recently."
"He's tried to kill me three times! That I know of! It doesn't actually matter whether it worked."
"It matters a bit," she says. "'Sides, how old was he the first time, eleven? Twelve? That hardly counts."
LMAO LMAO LMAO SHE GETS IT
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"I'm just saying--been a long time since I had to spell you two apart."
"Well, there's no point in throwing down all the time," I say. "Doesn't get us anywhere. And it hurts. I suspect we're saving up."
"For what?" she asks.
"The end."
"The end of school?"
"The end of the end," I say. "The big fight."
"So you were saving it, and then he didn't come back for it?"
"Exactly!"
LOL HES SO MAD he said "meet me in the dennys parking lot at 3 am for an ass kicking" and baz said "snzzzzzzzzzz"
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The Catacombs sit beneath the Chapel and beyond it. There are probably lots of ways down, but I only know of one.
In our fifth year, I kept seeing Baz slip off towards the Chapel after dinner.
[...]
Penelope only went with me at first, when she still believed Baz might be up to something.
She stopped after a few months. She stopped going to Baz's football matches with me, too. And stopped waiting with me in the hallway outside the balcony where Baz takes his violin lessons.
god. jesus christ. fucking. i swear 2 god. he was really out here like
But I couldn't give it up. Not when all my clues were just starting to come together...
The blood on Baz's cuffs. The fact that he could see in the dark. [...] Then I found a pile of dead rats in the Chapel basement, all pinched and used, like squeezed up lemons.
I was alone when I finally confronted him. Deep in the Catacombs, inside the Children's Tomb. Le Tombeau des Enfants. Baz was sitting in the corner, skulls stacked along the walls around him.
"You found me," he said.
GOD this goth ass bitch was really down here in skull city sipping on rats like Capri Sun every night i CAN'T deal with him he makes me insane
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"They died in a plague," he said.
"Who?"
Baz raised his hand--I flinched back.
He cocked an eyebrow and swept his arm in a flourish at the room around us. "Them," he said. "Les enfants."
i really want to imagine that he just. Completely butchers the pronunciation. his dramatic ass sitting there like "the children...... Less En Fance"
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He slipped a flask out of his jacket and took a swig. I didn't know that he'd been drinking--my sword dipped. I tried to remind myself to stay battle ready, and pulled it up again.
the hesitation here PLEASE
what does it mean...............
"Stake through the heart?" he asked, falling back into the corner and resting an arm on a pile of skills. "Beheading, perhaps? That only works if you keep my head separate from my body, and even then I could still walk; my body won't stop until it finds my head....Better go with fire, Snow, it's the only solution."
Better Make It Count. Better Hit Me In One Shot
I wanted to just slice him in two. Right then and there. Fucking finally.
But I kept thinking of Penelope. "How do you know he's a vampire, Simon? Have you seen him drink blood? Has he threatened you? Has he tried to put you in his thrall?"
Maybe he had. Maybe that's why I'd been following Baz around for six months.
and that seems like a plausible theory to you HUH ok
(also more hesitation. the Excuses smh hfhghdgh heh hee Hee)
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"What if I accidentally Turned you? Then I'd be stuck with your pious face forever." Baz shook his head and took another pull at his flask. "I don't think undeath would improve you, Snow. It would just ruin your complexion." He giggled again. Mirthlessly. And closed his eyes like he was exhausted.
obsessed with this. give me the baz pov on this i wanna know his Exact thoughts at this moment STAT
(this was apparently the year he realized his feelings for simon so i am simply sitting here like Show Me The Truth. Release The Butthole Cut)
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I dropped my sword but kept it unsheathed, then stepped out of my stance. "I don't have to do anything," I said. "I know what you are. Now I just have to wait for you to make a mistake."
He winced without opening his eyes. "Really, Snow? That's your plan? Wait for me to kill someone? You're the worst Chosen One who's ever been chosen."
LOL get his ass, after all that internal struggle all he could come up with was "w-well i don't have to do it right NOW, i can do it whenever i want, just keeping u on ur toes lmao!!!!" like ghgkdjgs PLEASE
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also thing that drives me insane about them #346
they're sworn enemies that hate each others guts forever right. baz calls simon "snow" bc it's his last name and that's what u do when ur enemies
but NOT ONLY does simon not call him pitch or grimm or what have u but by a NICKNAME???????? not even his first name it's his MIDDLE NAME like it does seem to be what Everyone calls him so sure ok but why simon. what is the MEANING of this
theres even a point later where baz is like "i know he tries to avoid saying my name whenever possible" so then wHY IS HE LIKE. YO WHAT UP BAZ MY GUY
AND LIKE when simon's talking to other people, like teachers and ebb and stuff he always says baz first and then clarifies "basil" LIKE IF YOU SAY IT TO CERTAIN PEOPLE ANYWAY WHY WOULD YOU DEFAULT BACK TO BAZ AGAIN I SCREEAAAMMMMM
even basil is technically a nickname his ACTUAL middle name is basilton, simon goes DOUBLE nickname he calls him fucking basilton twice removed i can't. i genuinely cant
and you would THINK that at some point baz would have been like dont fucking call me that asshole but i GUESS over the last 7 years it never Came Up
maybe simon just started doing it to piss him off (please let this be the reason)
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None of it comes naturally to me. Words. Language. Speaking.
I don't remember when I learned to talk, but I know they tried to send me to specialists. Apparently, that can happen to kids in care, or kids with parents who never talk to them--they just don't learn how.
I used to see a counsellor and a speech therapist. "Use your words, Simon." I got so bloody sick of hearing that. It was so much easier to just take what I wanted instead of asking for it. Or thump whoever was hurting me, even if they thumped me right back.
I barely spoke the first month I was at Watford. It was easy not to; no one else around here shuts up.
💖 💖 💖 👑 Nonverbal King 👑 💖 💖 💖
simon autistic thank u
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[Penelope] I must frown, because Simon raises his eyebrows and says, "I know, Penny--I'm not going anywhere. But if I stay here, then he wants me to lie low. He wants us to lie low. He says his Men are working on it, and it's delicate."
every time they talk about the mage's Men it makes me laugh so much theyre not just his men theyre his Men, the mage and his Boys, his Squad. cracking open a cold one with The Men
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"Do you think Baz is with these other boys?" I ask.
"Makes sense, doesn't it?"
I don't say anything. I really, really hate to talk to Simon about Baz. It's like talking to the Mad Hatter about tea. I hate to encourage him.
BFJGOGUAGKGK YEAH OK
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I lean into him, because I'm cold and he's always warm. And because I like to remind him that I'm not afraid of him.
penny is such a sweet friend PLEASE
(simon has rly powerful magic that basically makes him explode all the time so not a lot of people like to stick too close to him)
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I raise my wand and cast a "See what I mean!" then start writing in the air--What We Know:
"Nothing," Agatha says. "Meeting adjourned."
LOL AGATHA
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She said it felt like touching a raw wire and feeling the electricity shake you from the inside. Raw, scalding, scorching magic...
Which is still how Simon's magic feels. I've never told him so, but it's awful. Just standing near him when he goes off is like taking a shock. Your muscles are tired afterwards, and your hair smells like smoke.
again i just love the sentiment, "i've never told him so" pleaseeeeee
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Once, he went off while protecting Agatha and me from a clan of worsegers--like badgers, but worse--
WORSEGERS
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I don't think Simon and Agatha are in love.
But it isn't my job to tell them so. (And also I've already tried.)
PENNY
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[Agatha] I know that Basil, I don't know...thinks about me. Or at least thought about me. That he used to watch me. Especially when I was with Simon.
UH HUH
I know that he hated what Simon and I have. And wanted it. That he'd do anything to get between us.
U DON'T SAY
Baz was always there, cutting in at every dance. Teasing me away from Simon, then just teasing me. Disappearing. Sneaking away.
oh my god baz PLEASE this poor girl
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[Simon] I swear I don't normally lie and keep secrets from my friends like this. It's just--I can't tell them I'm out here looking for Baz.
the thing that kills me about simon's nightly searches is how utterly unlikely it is that baz would actually secretly have been on school grounds the entire time- but simon doesn't know what else to do and he can't just sit around and do nothing so he does the only thing he can do which is scour the Entire school grounds Just In Case
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I know that it's Baz's handkerchief before I even see his initials embroidered in the corner, next to the Pitch coat of arms (flames, the moon, three falcons).
THREE FALCON MOON
I know it's his because he's the only person I've ever met who carries old-fashioned handkerchiefs.
miles edgeworth ass-
He dropped one on my bed, sarcastically, when we were in first year, the first time he made me cry.
Sarcastically
(also "the first time he made me cry" YELLS............ deets NOW)
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Pitch Family Coat of Arms (colorized)
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Agatha can't leave me. She can't leave me for him. Oh, he'd love that--he'd love to have that over me. Damn it all, he isn't even here to have that over me.
:)
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She can't leave me like this. She can't leave me.
We were settled. We were sorted.
We were endgame. (If I get an endgame.) (You have to pretend that you get an endgame. You have to carry on like you will; otherwise, you can't carry on at all.)
i kno simon's kinda having a rough time rn but YOOOOOOOO TITLE DROP LETS GOOOOOOOOOO *airhorns* *cannons* *fireworks*
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I have to fix this. With Agatha.
I'll say whatever she wants me to say.
I'll kill Baz, so that he isn't an option.
FJGOEIWJGWJGKDG step one: work things out with my girlfriend. step two: Slaughter Tyrannus Basilton Grimm-Pitch Where He Stands
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"All right there, Simon?" It's Rhys. He's coming up along the path from the library in his wheelchair.
I look up. "All right. Hiya." I'm not all right. My face is flushed, and I think I'm crying. Do my edges look blurred to him? He hurries past me.
LMAO LMAO LMAO rhys like "how's it going!!" and simon "how can i make her love me again *explodes*
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I'm not sleeping this time when I hear the noises.
I'm just lying in my bed, thinking about Baz.
nice
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She looks over at his empty bed, and her sadness is so potent that in that moment, I'd do anything to get him back for her. (I'd do anything to bring him back.)
*spits drink* HUH????? U WANNA RUN THAT ONE BY ME AGAIN SIMON. WHAT DID HE MEAN BY THIS
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Her face falls. "My son," she says, cold tears gathering in her eyes. "Give him this." She leans forward and presses a kiss into my temple.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
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I close my eyes and pull up my blankets. But the cold is on me, it's in me. "I'll tell him!"
If Baz ever comes back, I will.
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I can't wait to get out of my room in the morning. I run out the door with my tie hanging around my neck and my jumper thrown over my shoulder.
I have no plans to come back. Ever. There's no room for me in there with all the ghosts. Let Baz's mum hang out with his empty bed; I'm tired of staring at it.
im gonna scream im gonna scream he went from "yeehaw i got the whole room to myself baby" to "FUCK this room if baz isn't here" HE WENT ON A WHOLE ASS JOURNEY
like is this genuinely implying that he was gonna fucking. what, LEAVE the school to go looking for that rat bastard himself, deliver the message or by god die trying, or is he just straight up like that's it im sleeping in the forest now ??????????????????? WHAT WAS HIS PLAN
absolutely deranged behavior he cracked. his worst enemy in the world didn't show up to torment him and he couldn't fucking take the peace and quiet
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That reminds me. I'm wearing the same trousers as yesterday. I reach into the pocket and feel his handkerchief.
yea hyeah ok yeah neat cool and awesome u know that tuesday morning feel when u just gotta feel ur bros handkerchief in ur pocket, we've all had that moment at some point in our lives RIGHT
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"Agatha's not really in love with Baz. She's just looking for something that sticks. It's romantic to be in love with a dead vampire."
"Dead?"
"You know what I mean," Penny says. "Missing. Seriously missing."
Was Baz dead?
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In all of this, I've never seriously considered that Baz might be dead. Hiding, yes--plotting. Maybe even kidnapped or hurting, but...not dead.
He promised to make my life miserable.
SCREAMS SCREAMS SCREECHES AND SCREAMS HELLO???????? HELLO?????????? FUCKING HELLO????????????? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?????????? WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???????? HELLO?????????????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUHGGAUGAGAUGHGAGHHAGHGHHH ???????????????????????????????
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When the figure steps forward, I recognize him at once.
Tall. Black hair swept back from his forehead. Lips curled up in a sneer...I know that face as well as my own.
Baz.
I stand up too quickly, knocking my chair over. [...]
Baz steps towards us.
Baz.
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO MANS JUMPED TO HIS FEET FRAME FUCKING ONE KNOCKED HIS ENTIRE CHAIR OVER HES SOOOOOOOOOOO BAD FOR HIM 💀💀💀
the repetition like he can't even fucking believe it, not Angry or Heart Sinking at the sight of him or ANY of that shit he is feeling one single emotion right now and it's just BAZ
and this happens DIRECTLY after simons like holy shit what if he's dead LIKE baz was gone for EXACTLY the amount of time it took for simon to start getting emo about him LIKE IDK WHAT IT IS BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THAT GETS ME........ it's like that moment when ur just about to lose hope and then at the last second BAM THERE HE IS
it's that TINY taste of despair and disbelief and denial we get a SLIVER of these deep deep deep down emotions that would absolutely never have surfaced had he not been pushed to this point over the course of the past what was it. like two or three MONTHS
he cant IMAGINE a world without baz in it to the point that it simply never even occurred to him like. u know what this is. simon and baz are mortal fucking enemies for seven years straight. attacking and biting and killing and maiming each other, this is their relationship, this is their Status Quo
so when baz doesn't show up to school, extremely uncharacteristic behavior, simon doesn't think "oh my god he's dead in a ditch somewhere," his first thought is "ALRIGHT WHAT'S THAT SON OF A BITCH PLAYING AT THIS TIME"
because this is their Game, if baz is acting out of the ordinary then oh, he must be plotting something evil, his next Evil Scheme to overthrow the mage or do Dark Vampiric Deeds and it's like. the longer this goes on the more desperate simon gets because this IS part of the game, right?? any moment now he'll reveal himself and start monologuing, RIGHT???? RIGHT??????
and the thing about it is he doesn't even REALIZE that's what's happening here, he's just losing his mind more and more every day trying to find SOME sense of normalcy but it's impossible when the biggest constant in his life is Gone and goddamnit if that bastard would just get his ASS back here-
u know in megamind when metroman fucking dies and megamind slowly spirals into madness because what the FUCK we HAD something going u werent supposed to ACTUALLY DIE what the hell am i supposed to do NOW
yeah
fucking beautiful. absolute masterpiece. poetic cinema. Literature
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ANYWAY so this book is divided up into these hard defined sections and that was the end of Book One!! baz finally shows up and the screen cuts to black, killing me instantly-
i figured these Book sections would be a good way to divide up the liveblog but it also makes it kinda long so if i have more to say in future sections i might divide them up further. i mean i went WAY more into this than i thought i would, i had planned to just skim the parts i'd read already for scenes i wanted to cover but then i just basically ended up rereading it all over again so WHOOPS
so far in my prior reading i've finished the first two Sections of the book and am a lil ways into the third, so the next liveblog will also be covering stuff i've already read, but there's a lot of fun stuff in book two so i'm sure it'll end up being just as if not MORE hefty than this one
i am simply rambling at this point IN CONCLUSION pls read the simon snow series im having an absolute BLAST with it so far AND its gay what more could u need. happy pride
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okay I just finished Imaikka Nodigal and I HAVE THOUGHTS.
GOING ON A MURDER SPREE TO AVENGE YOUR LOVED ONES DEATH????????? Alec in coughs * Murder mystery au-* coughs
Nayanthara and Atharva are too hot for the world and made it very hard for me to concentrate on the movie.
WOmen with guns>>>>
Her kid- I died laughing when she threatened the cop with the knife skskskskskks literally Max Lightwood Bane’ energy. Unhinged 10/10 child vibes. Love the representation.
The plot twist threw me off the bed (I initally thought that she was a dirty cop and lied 5 years ago about catching him to get a promotion or smth.)
The whole concept of Rudra- IMMACULATE
that song sequence where Nayanthara and her husband’s past showed- I’m cri. I knew him for 3 minutes and I was attached.
That scene where she said "I'm not begging. I'm advising you." showstopper.
Once again I repeat- LAW ABIDING BABIES TURNING-ABSOLUTE-UNHINGED-CRIMINAL-MASTERMINDS AFTER A LOVERS DEATH IS THE SUPERIOR TROPE. SLAPS EVERY FCKN TIME-
okay I loved this. Thank you for the rec Laks. 10/10 recommend. 🔪 🌻🍓
HIIEEEEE SORRY FOR THE LATE ASS REPLY
HOLY SHIT YES!!! I CAN’T WAIT TO SEE THAT MURDER SPREE 👀
Ah yes the bisexual dilemma of EVERYONE HOT
KKSKSKSJSJ YES I LOVED THAT KID 🤣🤣🤣
IKR!!! IT CAME OUTTA NOWHERE BUT GODDAMN IT WAS SO WELL DONE 🤩🤩🤩
Song sequences about people’s past before it all crumbles down my beloved :’)
YAS SHE’S SUCH A BADASS IM LOVE HER 😍😍😍
I’m glad you enjoyed the movie bebe!! 😘😘😘
ALSO here’s a few more another recs -
HIT - The First Case
Agent Sai Srinivasa Athreya (this one’s a comedy-thriller… tbh what surprised me most about this movie is that the male lead and the female lead have absolutely no romance between them?? Like they’re just two detective buddies chilling and working together??? I love it sm)
Gentleman (there’s more than movie with this name, and the one I’m talking about was released in 2016) (the first half is mostly fluffy flashbacks, the murder mystery starts after that)
V (just… V. Has the superior trope and another lil plot twist that I just love 🤭)
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Roman Holiday
My review below the cut. Spoilers obviously 
Dragosar1 if you’re reading this, stop now
Okay first of all  100/10 I loved the book. Everything. All of it. I have a few questions but fuck it that was good! 
Okay the main review  The story’s theme is a coming of age story for Neo. She’s trying to figure out who she really is and where her home is. She keeps getting thrown into different places to stay under different identities and it hurts her. But Lady Beat gives us the story’s whole theme 
Balance. Everything is made of three parts (In contrast to Roman and Pyrrha claiming the world is only made of two: Light and Dark)
Neo has her three parts by the end of the story:  Vanilla: Vanille, her life at her mansion with her parents  - Her old life. Her old self. Her love of tea, her quick learning ability, her attitude  Chocolate: Lady Browning’s Preparatory Academy for Girls - Her style. Her first taste at freedom by not breaking rules like before, but bending them. Avoiding them. Learning how to be self sufficient, proper, poised, and balanced  Strawberry: Loosely, just pink. Roman’s apartment/life - Roman encourages her to be her own person. To let Neopolitan out. He compliments her pink hair. Buys her Hush in her color scheme, points out all the times pink is missing in her family’s house. He offers true friendship and a home
I love her dynamic with Roman. They’re not just buddies, but they’re not dating. They’re all each other have in the world and that’s enough. They care about each other more than anything. And occasionally flirt enough to keep the audience guessing if Neo is serious. (That age gap though, eh? If Roman is old enough to have seen the Malachite twins go to dance recitals, and Neo is their age..... eh)
Neo and killing: Yeah. It happens. But it’s done so well.  Tossing a mob boss’s assistant out the back of a bullhead as she’s racing to save Roman? Not caring if she had a parachute or not? That’s Neo’s style. She didn’t revel in the death like some might think she would. She just didn’t care. It wasn’t as important as saving Roman  As for her parents....  Well, when they treat you like crap your whole life, then reveal they were playing each other for power, and leaving you as a hostage sleeping on a bomb every night...  Good for Neo 
The fact that Neo made Roman’s outfit. Bought him that hat. Made that scarf. It hurts all the more that she wears them after his death 
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Neo’s whole personality is just a drive for two things: Freedom and Love She just wants someone to care about her and to be free to do what she wants  Fuck everything else. Money isn’t real, what does she care? It’s not really even about the destruction or the mayhem. It’s just being free to do what she wants, unsheltered. And if Roman wants to steal coffee, then by the Brothers she will steal some coffee
Roman is this sassy dick and I love him so much. He’s a witty asshole and his sense of humor is SPOT ON in every scene. A quote from the book sums him up pretty well: “He didn’t mind cheating, as long as he did it fair and square.” Roman isn’t a bad guy. Sure he enjoys beating up people from time to time. But he really is just after the power. He just wants to be able to say he is somebody. That in the end, he mattered
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So Neo cannot speak, but she can laugh, hiccup, giggle, ect.  She never uses sign language. Maybe the boarding school and her parents never wanted to teach her in order to limit her? But she and Roman text and he figures out her gestures with little effort 
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IM SO GLAD THEY SAID IT. POINT BLANK. Roman never asks why Neo doesn’t speak. And she appreciates it. THANK YOU
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There were all kinds of little things I loved learning. Neo loves tea, hates coffee. Roman does in fact do forgeries (Jaune transcripts HC still possible). Roman has aura but not a semblance. Neo’s semblance is slightly solid, depending on her concentration. Roman started out as a semi-caring individual but had it thrown in his face enough that he stopped caring
The line, “In my experience, some things are harder to mend than others, and the healing process can be long and painful” really hit me in the fucking face. Thanks CRWBY. Thank you so much 
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We know just before Roman’s Dust heists at the end of the book, Neo is 18. It can’t be long until Cinder makes contact and Vol.1 starts. So for Vol.1, I’d say Neo is around the same age as the protagonists, maybe a year or two older max
The FUCKING audacity Neo has in Volume 6 to show up in Lil’ Miss Malachite’s parlor to look for Cinder. The FUCKING audacity. To show up from the dead, after everything she put her through, ruining her plans for her take over of Vale? The unparalleled AUDACITY. Lil’ Miss probably would have threatened to shoot her if she wasn’t SO impressed by her 
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Overall, I think it was really faithful to the characters I really loved it  I need to retcon my fics or start from scratch because I love this so much better 
Lastly 
Roman Torchwick x Lisa Lavender fics WHEN???? 
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Sire Max Phillips and Baby Bat Eddie 2
warning/s: father-son relationship, fluff, bad vampire lore, mention of vomiting, slight angst (eddie’s parents are shit)
note/s: im not over these two, i will forever love this dynamic, please send asks about them i want to gush about my fav vamp daddy and baby bat​
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where did i last leave off? oh right, max became eddie's sire
let’s dive deeper into that, shall we?
so siring a new vampire is a big responsibility; you have to teach them how to be a vampire, how to live as a vampire, and most importantly, how to hide that you're a vampire.
max is a bit more open than others but still keeps his vampirism on the down-low and only the people who were turned by him knew.
he's sired many vampires and he only does the bare minimum of being a good sire to them because he’s an asshole who doesn’t give a shit about anybody but himself.
but with eddie, oh lord, you bet your ass he does things to the max. (hah get it?)
max teaches eddie all he knows about being a vampire; from hiding, feeding, hunting, training his strength and speed, and controlling the natural instincts and urges one has when they become a vampire.
vampires can not tolerate human food at any cost. oh your favourite food was steak? think again, bitch, you’re not gonna be able to swallow that shit down because it will literally destory your insides very slowly.
but they still need to blend with society, so max trains eddie to how swallow a small amount human food that doesn’t raise suspicion and how to safely vomit it out. if they leave it in their bodies for too long, it can hurt them seriously and may even die because of it.
eddie doesn’t want to hunt, but it’s part of controling his insticts so he has to learn how to hunt animals with max and does it twice a month to keep the insticts at bay. so far he’s hunted down a few squirells, a small coyote, and a deer, which max is very proud of.
during this whole training/lesson period, eddie has been staying and sleeping over max’s house almost every day of the week. this doesn’t bother max that much anymore, but it just makes more sense for eddie to officially move into his apartment.
"you want me to what?"
"you're practically already living here so why not make it official?"
"you're making it sound like we're a couple."
"ew no, you’re my son."
max handles things with eddie’s shitty place thats three bus drives away from his college, which explains why eddie stayed at max’s often since his apartment was way closer to the college. 
max also confronts eddie’s parents and when they tell max that they’re glad to be rid of a nuiscance like eddie and gratefully handed their own son over to a man they barely know, max feels glad that he didn’t bring eddie along with him.
max definitely did not threaten them to sign custody/adoption papers to make eddie an official phillips before handing them over to his hungry vamps to devour.
eddie cries when he finds out, and max thinks that he fucked up and that eddie hates him now, but surprise surprise his baby bat just hugs the FUCK out of him and thanks him for getting rid of his shitty parents and for adopting him.
that’s the start of the phillips coven, the coven that controls a large area of california due to max stationing his vamps all over the state. 
all the vampires who lived in their area, whether or not they were sired by max himself, knew not to fuck with max phillips, and if you so much as look at eddie phillips, consider yourself ripped apart and burried 10 ft underground.
you'd think that’s the end but no— i got more for you.
i said in the last one that eddie becomes more clingy towards max, but that is a total lie and i admit to my faults.
it’s max that’s the clingy one.
max buys a fuck ton of sunscreen, turtleneck sweaters, caps and sunglasses for eddie to wear when he has morning classes, and he even gets him a custom umbrella that completely blocks out the sun when he feels the pain of the light.
the sun isn't deadly like most fiction books say, but it can get very uncomfortable when they're exposed to too much sunlight. and they certainly don’t sparkle like glitter.
max also drives eddie to and from college every day when he goes to work, which does not embarrass eddie at ALL, in fact, he loves it because it feels nice that his adoptive dad cares a lot about him.
it does raise a few questions with the few friends eddie made. they notice that eddie doesn’t go to bus stops anymore and that this strange man has been driving him everywhere.
“is he your sugar daddy?”
“he is my dad, what is wrong with you?”
no max did not hear it with his super-hearing and no he is not crying in his car because it’s the first time eddie referred to him as ‘dad’, but he is laughing hysterically at the assumption of his baby bat’s friends.
if max is busy with work or out of town for business, then he assigns all of his vamps to watch over his baby bat. he would have three stationed at the apartment, five at the college, seven tailing eddie wherever he goes, and at least ten as eddie’s bodyguards.
it was a hassle for the vamps at first but eddie consistently treated the vamps with kindness and spoke to them often so it became a unspoken agreement in the coven that they’ll protect eddie with their undead lives
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khaleesiofalicante · 3 years
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I really said fuck classes who needs notes anyway (i do I have 5 tests in the next two weeks)
before I post my live blog here, I feel like people really underestimate how bad rumors are and how much they fuck with your mental health. they don't lose sleep over them, they don't think twice. but these things are harmful as fuck. they leave wounds that take so long to recover from because you keep on thinking about these lies who to others are "just words"
I've been there. it's not fun. I wish I had the courage back then to stand up to those rumors which I have now. these things never leave you. others might move on but the healing process is a journey that is long and hard. I wish more people understood just what effect their words can have.
Yeah, he knew a thing or two about family members going overboard with glitter.
IT'S RAFAEL CENTRIC GHSYGUJDUYDFUIKFDUIDFIUDF
TAVVY
TAVVY
TAVVY
DCSUIHDCSUIDUYUDICUIVSDUIHFVSUILFBUHKIFSV
I feel like I keyboard smash A LOT
“You will never drink even if you are not riding the bike,” Dad had pointed out – all Consul Voice and threatening glares. “The legal age for drinking in New York is 21.”
“But it’s 15 in Idris!”
“Well unfortunately for you, we are in Exile,” dad had grinned.
DAD ALEC UHIKSFDUIHKSGUIKSDVUIHKDVUHIKSVD
Max had a habit of ‘borrowing’ things and selling them on eBay. In his brother’s defense, Bapak had so many clothes that he never noticed when things disappeared. But Rafael did since he had a habit of wearing his father’s clothes.
The warlock – not the shadowhunter.
He wouldn’t be caught dead in one of those sweaters.
Now that Rafael was 18, he was almost as tall as his father.
The shadowhunter – not the warlock.
I AM SCREAMING
I love how he's clarifying which one he's talking about
“Do you know I used to have a crush on Lily Chen?” Tavvy blushed. “But then I found out she made out with Helen once and it kinda got weird.”
Ah yes. I remember. Does Rafael know that Alec also walked in on them?
ARCHITECT TAVVY
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SHADOWUNTERS ATTENDING MUNDANE COLLEGES
“Dude, college kids don’t give a shit,” Tavvy laughed. “You could walk into a lecture covered in runes, holding a seraph blade and they wouldn’t give you a second look.”
“Cause they are chill?”
“Yes. But mostly cause they are dead inside,” Tavvy chuckled.
Surprisingly that's exactly what my grade 6 prefect told me (DAMN WHY AM I ALWAYS REMEMBERING GRADE 6 IT'S BEEN YEARS. that was a horrible year *shudders*)
ANJALI IS A CENTURION
LMAO THIS IS WHAT RAFAEL MEANT WHEN HE SAID HE WOULDNT WANT TO GO TO THE SCHOLOMANCE FOR PERSONAL REASONS
I still ship them.
“The meeting is going to go perfe-What is SHE doing here?”
Well, that was a quick change-
Unlike Aunt Maia, Lily did not like to be called Aunt Lily. So, Rafael respected her wishes. Max of course continued to call her Aunt Lily and sometimes Abeula Lily since his brother had a pathological condition of pissing people off.
THAT'S SO MAX OMG JHSXUHSCUHISDHUHUKIDVS
great now I miss Raphael
I HAVE A CLASS IN 7 MINUTES STOP MAKING ME CRY
that is so thoughtful of him though...
tears.
“There are no photos of Raphael,” Lily sighed.
“Because he is a vampire?” Tavvy asked sympathetically.
“Because he is Raphael,” she grinned. “Vampires can most certainly take photos. You should follow me on Instagram. My handle is simp_for_carstairs.”
Of course, it is. No one is surprised.
Tavvy picked one up, took a large bite and it threw it back immediately. “Holy shit, that’s spicy!”
“White,” Lily and Anjali snorted at the same time.
white people and their bland foods smh
“She is not wrong,” Lily nodded seriously. “I’m a Jem Carstairs fan first and a vampire second.”
As she should be
UHDSUHDFSUHFDH ANJALI AND RAFAEL COMPETING ABOUT WHO'S LILY'S FAVORITE
He observed Anjali’s long dark hair spilled over her shoulders as her eyes stayed on Lily – sharp, protective and beautiful.
"Beautiful"
I AM NOT LETTING THIS GO
I'm THE DAMN CAPTAIN OF THIS SHIP
FUCKING RUMORS
I'm GONNA KILL SOMEONE
“Shadowhunters are awful gossips,” Anjali said. “Let’s not waste our time with this nonsense.”
There was something in her voice. Something he couldn’t put his finger on.
No, wait I want to know what was in her voice.
But no. It couldn’t be. They weren’t dating.
YET
Rafael was sure there was something more than friendship between them. But David was polite to a fault and Max was an oblivious little shit. So, obviously nothing had happened yet.
OH MY GOD THESE TWO
But this was different. He would tolerate rumours about himself. But he would not tolerate rumours about his family.
I and Rafael will beat up the people who spread these rumors together :D
“She once told me she likes sipping tea more than drinking blood.
I-
same.
NOT THAT I DRINK BLOOD-
RAFAEL LMAO NO
"I hate her she's so annoying"
continues to daydream about her and how tall she'd be without those boots, lies to tavvy about her dating someone
Why did he do that? What was the purpose? Did he not want other people to date just because he wasn’t dating anyone?
And he calls Max oblivious.
oh class started
shit
IDC IDC I'LL STILL BE READING
LEXI AND SELENA ARE AT THE ACADEMY
JACE HYPER FIXATING ON THINGS BECAUSE HE'S BORED IS SUCH A MOOD
“David and I added rosemary to this one,” Uncle Jace wiped his hands on his apron. “It has definitely improved the taste, hasn’t it?”
“Save me,” David mouthed from behind the man.
LMAO POOR DAVID
“Empty nest syndrome,” Rafael chuckled. “I’m glad neither Max nor I had to leave home. My fathers are much worse.”
He remembered his first sleepover at the institute. His parents had waited for “an excruciating hour” before crashing the institute and joining the sleepover themselves.
yup, that's them.
“David,” Rafael grinned. “Are you afraid of my father?”
“What? No! He is the just a regular person…who can throw me in the silent city any time he wants,” David rambled and then shook his head. “Where is Max?”
He tried to sound nonchalant. But Rafael noted the way the other boy’s eyes fluttered every time he said Max’s name.
Just the way a crooked smile appeared on his brother’s lips every time someone said David’s name.
Idiots
ok, there is so much to unpack here.
DAVID HAS A VALID REASON OK??
These two are such IDIOTS HUSDUHISCUIDSVCUIHVSDUHI
“Max said Bapak is biased, and that he needs an unbiased tutor. Uncle Ragnor volunteered,” Rafael chuckled. “God bless the poor man.”
“Max isn’t that bad,” David replied.
“Looks like you’re biased too, David,” Rafael winked and picked up a spare bow from the training room.
of course, he is.
G-FORCE KJHSDCUISDYUKDFSUYKDSVYUSFD
oh shit
oh shit
WHO DID WHAT THIS TIME
what's the rumor and who do I need to kill
He didn’t know her well. But she knew a lot about him. Just as she knew a lot about the twins. She was one of those people who was oddly invested in his life just because Rafael happened to the Consul’s son.
what is her problem?
what the fuck
I need a minute
I need a minute to digest that
I'm so glad I closed my camera in class
what the actual fuck did she just say
tell me I'm hallucinating
times like these I wish I was Jared 19
no, because I'm actually speechless right now
Paige and Irene need therapy
OH SHE WENT THERE
“Paige, that’s enough!” the Dean snapped at her. “How dare you talk to him that way? You talk about warlock corruption but where all of you when Valentine exploited Jace and Clary? Where was this moral obligation when Valentine lied to his children and played with their feelings as if they were nothing but toys to be controlled and manipulated? I’m sick of shadowhunters victim blaming children instead of holding people like Valentine accountable.”
THANK YOU
SAY IT LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK SIMON
I feel like we all focus so much on the "incest" and hate on clace we forget that this part of the story was literally an abuser seeing that the victim was recovering and took the only thing which made him happy from him
I can't believe this
“Children have been suffering for a long time now, Paige,” Uncle Jace said now, his fists balled at his sides. “Where were you when Alec proposed the child protection bill? We didn’t see any of you supporting it.”
“We had other priorities,” the older woman replied. “People were dying! It was not the right time for a new law. We could have always signed that bill later. There was no rush!”
OTHER PRIORITIES MY ASS BITCH FUCK YOU
hey just realizing Rafael is the token straight
I'M SORRY IM TRYING TO DISTRACT ME
“The Cohort who made children kill themselves to prove a point?” Uncle Simon asked dryly. “That Cohort?”
I am so close to either crying or killing someone or both.
This was Max’s spot since it had the best Wi-Fi coverage.
yeah trust me I spend all the time in the guest room because it has the best wifi coverage or the study.
MAX IS SMOKING TOO
YOU FUCKING IDIOTS
oh wait
oh they might be alec's
yeah
For the next thirty minutes, Max paced around the room, threatening to portal all the shadowhunters to hell.
Then he went on about a plan to attack the cohort and portal them all to hell too.
He kept talking about portalling people to hell.
MAX YES LET'S DO IT!!!!
But here is the thing about people, they don’t get to you. You get to them.
They simply say something and leave. They probably don’t even mean the things they say or lose sleep over it. But it wasn’t the same for you. You obsess over it. You stay awake at night and let it consume your dreams.
YES! To others, it's just words. meaningless. to you, the effect can be so so deep. it's not easy to always brush them off.
NO MAGNUS
THAT'S IT
MAX AND I ARE PORTALLING PEOPLE TO HELL
WE'RE DOING IT
why do we hurt others?
my teacher: ill take a test on this chapter. all 20 units
me: softly crying because people are little shits and they hurt others.
“Fuck everyone else,” dad hissed. “They’ve hurt our family enough.”
EXACTLY. LEAVE THEM ALONE.
“I am simply being honest with you,” Dad interrupted. “I could never be okay when you are away from me. But I will manage. Max is going to raise hell though. So, that’s going to be fun.”
AS HE SHOULD
Neither Rafael nor Max would never admit it out loud, but on the day of that sleepover, on the day their parents had crashed the institute bcause they had missed the kids too much…Rafael and Max had been only a moment away from calling their parents to come pick them up.
He's right though.
it'll take time. lots of it maybe.
BUT THE ACTUAL AUDACITY.
It fucked with his mind so much.
Rafael...ALRIGHT WHERE ARE MY FLAMETHROWERS
“DAD! BAPA! WAKE UP! RAFE IS TRYING TO RUN AWAY!”
MAX REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF MY LITTLE BROTHER
He had forgotten about the bloody paperwork. Shadowhunters on their travel year had to notify the Clave and get their paperwork in order.
Well, it shouldn’t be a problem since the Clave was standing across the hall.
EXACTLY
Because it was killing him. It was killing him not to be lying on the couch, his head resting on his Bapak’s lap just like every other Saturday morning.
It was killing him not to touch, not to love, not to care.
GET MY FLAMETHROWERS AND CANNIBAL GOLDFISHES WE HAVE SOME WORK TO DO
(goddamn every class I have taken so far the teacher has told us there is a test coming up it's 9 am in the morning.)
His brother growled at that like the little feral animal that he was.
that's adorable actually.
“Fine,” Max rolled his eyes. “Does this mean I can also travel? There is a Twenty One Pilots concert in Sydney and-”
“Nice try,” Dad said. “But no. You are staying here.”
“Excuse me, but what about my healing?” Max demanded. “I’ve been traumatised by this thing.”
“You can go to therapy,” Rafael winked at this brother.
Therapy is boring but useful so-
He needed to survive this. So, he decided to go back to the place he had learned how to survive in the first place.
He needed to go back home.
UGLY CRYING WHILE TAYLOR SWIFT PLAYS IN THE BACKGROUND AND MY HISTORY CLASS IN 2 MINUTES
I'm so proud of him for this...
I still say we kill these people.
JOAQUIN AND JULIETTE
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Camilla Alvarez.
well well.
OH THEY KISSED
“Right,” Rafael had said. “Gap year. Besides, I do talk them. My brother threatened to paint my room in hot pink if I don’t text him every day.”
hands max a pint of paint HAVE AT IT
Max: Also – New Rumour. Dalliance between Lily and Tavvy.
Rafe: OMFG WHAT
Max: They are running with it and freaking old n*philim out.
AS THEY SHOULD UFUHIFUIHFUIHKFU
THE CENSORED N*PHILIM I'M SCREAMING
“He is hot.”
He laughed out loud. “Yeah. I hear that a lot.”
“Your dad looks kinda scary,” she pointed out.
Rafael laughed again. “Yeah. I kinda hear that a lot too.”
I'm liking this ship...
I'M STILL LOYAL TO THE RAFAEL AND ANJALI SHIP
but I'm happy for him. I'm glad he's getting the space he needs
Dad: Jst found legal age fr drnkng in Buenos Aires is 18.
Rafe: ????
Dad: I hv friends thr.
Rafe: ???
Dad: Thy r watchn u.
Rafe: Creepy but okay.
HJSDCGUIHJGSDCYUICVXUHVUHKDV
THE BOY'S DRINKING Y'ALL
Do it
MILA IS GOING TO NY!!
I like her. she's nice.
He was leaving soon. He didn’t see the point in lying to her. “I ran away from home. Kind of.”
“Why?”
“I hurt someone I love,” Rafael confessed. “The person I love most in the world.”
honey, it wasn't your fault... hugs
Shit. Why wasn’t Bapak going to the accords signing? He had been there for every single one since the very first time.
no no no no is something wrong?? I'm worried.
“You look taller,” Rafael told his brother who hadn’t grown an inch.
LMAO
Max and I are vertically challenged.
“Rafe, go to talk to him. Or I will tell everyone you’ve been smoking in the balcony!”
So, he was going to pin this on him, huh? This little shit.
well-
“You’ve progressed from freaking to fucking,” he pointed out.
“That’s not the fucking point, Rafael!” Max said in exasperation.
“You did it again,” Rafe pinched Max’s cheek. “My little brother is all grown up now. Linguistically I mean.”
“Dick."
I CAN'T WITH THESE TWO
When he had gone back to Buenos Aires, the place was completely different - even the shadow market.
There were no abandoned children in the streets. There were no racist and ignorant leaders exploiting innocent downworlders.
There was only growth.
His father had done that. Alec Lightwood had helped Joaquin and his people create a new world in Buenos Aires.
This shows how much people can flourish under good leadership if they really try.
YOU KNOW I'M SUPPOSED TO BE TAKING THESE NOTES DOWN, NOT CRYING OVER THIS.
“I will protect our family. I will protect our friends. I will protect those who ask for my protection. But I will not tolerate their hate. I will not turn my head and pretend it doesn’t hurt. Because it does hurt and that’s not okay.”
Rafael smiled at that. “Yeah. Yeah, that’s not okay.”
“The accords is important. But so am I. There is no point in signing a treaty that is meant to value equality if I have to sign it while being surrounded by those who refuse to respect me or my identity. I simply cannot do it, Rafael. I hope you understand.”
I'm sobbing like YES YOU DONT OWE THEM SHIT. THESE UNGRATEFUL BITCHES.
“It’s taken me a while to realize this. But I don’t owe the nephilim anything,” Bapak said firmly. “It’s about time they realize that too.”
YES EXACTLY
“I’ve known shadowhunters for a long time, Rafael. Good ones. Bad ones. All kinds of them – and shadowhunters have always defined themselves by their love. Not by your weapons. Not by your runes. Not by your last names. Not by your laws. Shadowhunters have always defined themselves by love. So, don’t ever let them take that away from you.”
I want this on a T-shirt. These damn shadowhunters and their love.
“Like the Accords Hall kiss?” Rafael grinned.
“It’s the stupidest thing your father had ever done – which is really saying something,” his father laughed. “But it’s also the bravest thing I’ve ever seen him do. And that’s how I knew.”
affectionate sigh that's alec.
“Good. Max is sitting in the porch and singing All by Myself,” Tessa chuckled and closed the door. “Just thought you should know!!”
Rafael giggled at that. “He must have given you hell.”
“Nothing I couldn’t handle,” Bapak shrugged, and Rafael raised an eyebrow. “Fine. I might have promised to buy him a car when he turns 18.”
“You’re hoping he would stop aging by then, aren’t you?” Rafael chuckled.
Max is so dramatic I aspire to be like him.
Blue banners when the lost return, the shadowhunter rhythm said.
Rafael had returned home – and he was no longer lost.
I'm ok I say as I cry during my history class
I'm so proud of him.
“Well, that needs to be rectified immediately,” Dad said in the Consul Voice and literally yelled. “I am about to kiss my son – on both cheeks! You better gossip about this too!”
“Oh my god, stop!” Rafael giggled and tried to escape.
“YAS!” he heard Uncle Jace yelled from somewhere. “GIVE US A FOREHEAD KISS TOO!”
THEY ARE SO DRAMATIC I LOVE THESE IDIOTS SO MUCH.
THEM ADDING TO THE ACCORDS AS THEY SHOULD OMG
“The hell is hate speech?” someone asked.
Do you not have a dictionary you uncultured swine
“There is a very clear difference between free speech and hate speech,” Cristina Rosales pointed out. “The fact that you don’t seem to know that is all the more reason for us to include this provision.”
YES CRISTINA
“By the angel,” an old man gasped. “There is no need to be so emotional. The younger generation can be such snowflakes.”
What if I just strangles him
“Discriminatory language?” a woman demanded. “What does that even mean?”
“Calling vampires bloodsuckers,” Lily Chen answered.
“Calling warlocks demon spawns,” Ragnor Fell pointed out.
“Calling werewolves fleabags,” Maia Roberts declared.
“Calling faeries half-breeds,” Kieran Kingson all but yelled.
The fact that they have had to deal with this shit for YEARS. (also why Kingson? isn't Kieran the king?)
THE QUEEN HERSELF IS HERE Y'ALL
“Which one of you shitheads said hate speech is harmless?” Anjali demanded, her voice booming over everyone and everything else.
YES ANJALI
Anjali had a grin of her own. “While that might true, Paige, there is most certainly a law on child protection. You didn’t just hurt Magnus Bane. You also hurt his son. Section 7 of the Child Protection Bill states that any person who physically or emotionally injures a child through ill-treatment, neglect, abandonment or abuse is guilty of breaking the covenant.”
“Damn straight!” someone yelled from the crowd – it sounded suspiciously like Kit.
CALL THESE BITCHES OUT YES
“Rafael is not a child!” someone yelled again. A lot of them this time. “It’s still not illegal. The law doesn’t say so!”
“By the angel, for someone who is obsessed with the law you people seem to know nothing about it,” Anjali said in exasperation. “The child protection law defines a child as a person under 18 years OR younger. The incident happened when he was still 18. It’s illegal.”
YES ANJALI FUCK THESE PEOPLE
“I’m the Inquisitor’s daughter,” she said. “Next time, think twice before you quote the law at me.”
SHOW THEM, QUEEN
How did she know his birthday????
ahem
“So, if you do hurt him emotionally, you can still be implicated. You will face charges and you can possibly be stripped of your runes,” Anjali pointed out seriously. “Now I ask you again. Does anyone else have to say anything about him?”
There was absolute silence then.
“Didn’t fucking think so,” Anjali spat. “I literally had to mention the stripping of your marks for you to respect another person’s basic rights. If you give half the value you place on your precious runes to other people, we wouldn’t be in exile right now.”
The Cohort looked terrified – of Anjali or their future in the Clave, Rafael didn’t know.
“People are dying,” Anjali said, her voice heavy now. “Our people are fucking dying, and you seem to be more bothered with who is sleeping with whom. Shame on you. Shame on all of you!”
She turned to the Council. The Inquisitor looked like he was going to cry from pride. Rafael’s dad looked half terrified but mostly impressed. Lily was blowing kisses at Anjali. The other downworld leaders looked quite pleased.
Shadowhunters are so fucking bigoted and narrow-minded. I'm seething right now.
also, alec looking scared-
“THAT’S THE BEST SHIT I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!” Emma Carstairs yelled.
“Goddamn, I wish Magnus was here to see this,” Uncle Jace grinned. “That was satisfying as hell.”
“No worries, I recorded the whole thing!” Kit put up his hand.
YES YES AND YES
“Fuck the Cohort,” Rafael giggled.
“Actually, I would prefer you use the word screw,” his father pointed out. “Screw the Cohort!”
“Oh my god, Dad!” Rafael rolled his eyes. “I am allowed to swear once in a while.”
“No, you are not,” Dad said firmly – this man was so not ready to meet Max’s new persona. “As your friend pointed out, you are still a child.”
Alec seeing Max curse left and right: 👁️👄👁️
"She hates me!"
“Rafael, she stood up for you in front of the entire Clave. She fought the Cohort. It was incredibly brave. I wish she had spoken to me before without causing all the chaos. So, it was a little stupid of course. But still brave.”
Stupid but brave.
YESYESYESYES IT'S HAPPENING!!!
ANJALI WHO HURT YOU
WHO DARED TO
Names. Give me names NOW
Jaime no...please no not Jaime.
please please, please
ok, I searched it up. And he can get treatment. He can live. It doesn't have to be serious. please, Jaime...
“If you ever tell anyone you saw me crying, I will drag you to Idris and drown you in Lake Lyn.”
This is such an Anjali thing to say.
OOO MILLA (Mila?) MESSAGED!!! Is there gonna be some sort of love triangle here??
me who despises love triangles (aside from TID of course): ...
BUT SINCE IT'S YOU I'M SURE IT'LL BE AMAZING. I'm still nervous about this though...
UHCUHDVUKDVHUKVHUVHM I LOVED THIS CHAPTER SO SO SO SO MUCH IT WAS A LITERAL ROLLERCOASTER AND ANJALI QUEEN I LOVE
see ya on Friday!!
OKAY I AM LOVING THIS ENERGY BUT PLEASE FOCUS ON YOUR CLASSES FJKSDFHJKSJFHKD I PROMISE THE STORY IS GOING TO BE HERE WHEN YOU GET BACK LOL.
But I am so glad you like it. Amidst all your screaming and chaos, I always find very perceptive and profound observations. It's fantastic! I love it so much!
Thank you for enjoying LBAF - and good luck with your tests!!!
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spaceskam · 3 years
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im so sorry to bother you with this, but do you think you could offer some closure for from a whisper to a scream? i completely understand why you stopped writing it but i guess i was just wondering if you had a plan for how it was going to end or anything. i sort of developed an unhealthy attachment to that fic lol you're a fantastic writer (also definitely get it if you don't respond to this i don't mean to ask for anything youd rather not give)
No problem! I think I've given an explanation before but I'm not sure where it is 😬
Basically what was meant to happen is Michael gets caught still not leaving Alex alone so Flint threatens Isobel and Max and so Michael finally cuts Alex off completely. Or so he thinks. For Alex's part, he knows something suspicious is going on so he takes matters into his own hands no matter how much Michael begs him not to. So Alex basically goes on his trip where he finds out what his dad and what Flint do and then gets Flint alone. They have a heart to heart. Very much "I know you're better than this" kinda thing and the more they talk the more Alex realizes that Flint actually likes Michael as a person and doesn't want to be doing this, but he's just under his dad's thumb. So they strike a deal. Alex covers for him in hiding the information from their dad and Flint leaves so he doesn't have to deal with the repercussions from Jesse. The final chapter is Alex and Michael talking and things seem to be taken care of as far as his dad knowing what Michael is, but it's relatively open ended as for what happens next. Alex may or may not be working for his father to keep Michael save, Alex may or may not know where Flint is, they both may or may not be extremely traumatized forever by it all. That's obviously a very very over simplified version of the ending, but that's what I remember of my plan lol Also apologies for never finishing it, but I'm very glad you like it!
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hotdadlicense · 2 years
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blorbo ask!!! black sails and twd. (aaand 9-1-1).
blorbo: favorite character, character I think about the most
scrunkly: my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped
scrimblo bimblo: underrated/underappreciated fave
glup shitto: obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week
poor little meow meow: “problematic”/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave
horse plinko: character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason
eeby deeby: character I would send to superhell
black sails!
blorbo: silver and anne ❤️
scrunkly: flint and jack and i simply cannot elaborate
scrimblo bimblo: madi and max and i don't know if they're actually under-rated but i do think they're under-appreciated?? hmm maybe idelle!!!
glup shitto: joji and muldoon and ben okay. i wanted so much more of them 🥺
poor little meow meow: randall also. maybe. vane? s2 finale and s3 vane from memory?? basically when vane and flint teamed up i was like okay im Listening. and his last ep i did get emo a bit :/
horse plinko: woodes rogers!! venom voice fuck this guy
eeby deeby: peter ashe also ned low
the walking dead!
blorbo: daryl okay love of my stupid little life daryl dumbass dixon
scrunkly: tara ALSO aaron 🥺🥺 also JERRY!!!!!!!
scrimblo bimblo: kelly. kelly i would DIE for you. also alden. love u bro
glup shitto: okay don't look at me but when they killed kyle gallners character off in the same episode they introduced him i was raging. zach loml come BACK u dead bitch. anyway he's alive in literally every single walking dead hc i've ever had.
poor little meow meow: lydia?? is she unpopular or controversial? lydia. also i've seen some magna hate around?? and i love her?? so magna.
horse plinko: gregory, spencer, and simon all annoyed me so lets go w them
eeby deeby: pope cos fuck that guy i literally turned to my sister and was like 'yo why don't they literally just fucking kill him already' then they DID and i was like oh thank FUCK. also the governor and beta!!! literally all of them can fuck off and i'm so glad they did
911!
blorbo: buck 🥺
scrunkly: eddie ESPECIALLY season five eddie. mans FULL bitch mode.
scrimblo bimblo: hen 🥺🥺🥺
glup shitto: ravi and albert!!! literally they're basically all me and z text about.
poor little meow meow: maddie and chim and i can't believe thats a problematic opinion but literally 911 fans are wack so. also taylor. like i get that u all hate her now and it's fun for y'all etc etc but i fukcing LIKE her so fuck off
horse plinko: ALL of their dads and MOST of their mums. there is a REASON bobby's their dad now.
eeby deeby: the firetruck the crushed bucks leg the tsunami that crushed bucks hopes and dreams the blood embolism that threatened to take bucks firefighting future aka his Life from him the ENTIRETY of bucks emotional trauma that kicked him repeatedly while he was already fucking down what the fuck
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konaizumi · 3 years
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Manner of Death ep 10 thoughts/reactions
- leave my precious babies alone
- how old is That in this flashback? he’s only like 18 or 19 in the present right?
- damn, tan saying later in the ep that he wants to kill por and in this first scene he came pretty close huh
- i really want to like you pued bc you seem like a good person but also you sold your girlfriend to sex traffickers
- these two just can’t stop being domestic even when they’re on the run
- tan seeing the parts of his mother that he loves in bun
- love bun leaving out the part where the candy house was an elaborate trap so a witch could hansel and gretel
- just got back from my nth murder attempt, first thing on the to do list is to clean this dusty ass house
- obligatory sensual shower scene, but damn it’s very good tho
- i just can’t with these two, they’re so fucking cute
- that surprise kiss, tul’s little giggle
- istg bun are you just now realizing that pued and jane’s death are connected? I thought we were past this point
- i find it funny that they changed the music for the kissing scene
- i know its a serious scene but the dude’s face at the bribe not being accepted
- oh shit, i don’t know why but i wasn’t expecting the human trafficking, i thought it would be drugs or some shit
- props to max’s acting in this scene, it’s so good, i just love it when characters snap
- also tan using the fact that por knows he can’t kill people as his defense
- yo, commander, quit being so sus
- poor bun, he just wants to uncover the murder and then live in domestic bliss with his husband in a cottage in the middle of the woods
- i really need rungtiva to reveal herself so i know if i can trust her or not bc i definitely didn’t but then last ep she seemed less sus to me but like that’s probably the point and she probably helped pued sell jane
- also pls get those girls out of the spa, they not safe
- i know people are giving bun a lot of shit for being more worried about tan rather than mad at him but keep in mind bun knows that tan is going straight to the man who can and will kill him and who has i think at least twice threatened tan’s life in front of bun, so tan not coming back is a real possibility
- however I will give bun shit for not trying harder to get out of those cuffs or break the rail, but maybe I’ll give the benefit of the doubt considering he was stuck for a while and we only saw a bit so maybe he tried more offscreen
- nosy doctor and nosy teacher
- quit fucking abusing my poor daughter
- these bad guys are so incompetent, yeah just through the girl in, don’t tie her up or anything, like i know they think she’s out of it, but even that would wear off, also props to the bad guys for keeping them in a supply closet with helpful stuff in it
- again, if they were smart they woulda just shot tan then and there, or at least used him to lead them to bun then shot both of them
- also tan, my baby, p l e a s e stop touching things at crime scenes
- That, just turn around real quickly, knock the gun out of his hand, give him a punch then run, have you not learned basic stuff working for the mafia for who knows how long
- yeeees, finally inspector m switches sides
- my predictions were that inspector m knew that police were doing some shady things, but nothing major so he let it slide bc he didn’t feel he could do anything within the police’s power structure, but then he finds out about the sex trafficking and stuff and that’s what causes him to switch sides, but now i don’t know if he really was  oblivious to the sex trafficking bc he’s with the commander at the end so i don’t know if he knew the whole time or was just told recently, either way glad he’s finally working with tanbun
- poor bun has been handcuffed to the stairs for over a day, prob thinking his boyfriend is dead
- I’m very thankful that bunn is finally in the plan, working together is the way to go
- i fucking can’t with the flip flops
- y’all, i wanted to take this scene seriously but then they add in the super fake looking splash cgi and it’s definitely not where bun would’ve actually landed and i just have to laugh when it happens
- but the i love you’s were very sweet and bun encouraging little nod, telling tan to just do it, the tears bc they are about to do something very risky
- i was also hoping to feel a little more during this whole scene, but knowing it’s all fake kinda undercuts it for me
- now i predicted that tan would be given an ultimatum requiring him to kill bun and then they would fake it, i did not predict both of them faking their deaths or that the inspector would be helping them
- im sorry but That’s happy place being a scenic motorcycle ride with sorawit is just too much for me, please reunite these boys next ep they need each other, nam and That better get rescued in the first five minutes
- anyways, good ep, as always, things are really starting to move, and i’m glad we’re getting past the investigation stage and more onto the ‘let’s get the bad guys’ stage
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statticscribbles · 3 years
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Freaking
Summary: Reggie/Plus Sized! Reader Request: Using the song “Freaking me out” by Ava Max; they meet & fall for each other and the reader freaks out because all the guys she’s ever liked were like Reggie in some way and maybe he tells her he loves her You hadn’t been paying attention the first three times you met Reggie Mantle; to be fair the first time wasn’t really meeting him. It was more crashing into him after practice when Ginger had shoved you into the guys locker room on a dare. Reggie had caught you and offered to buy you Pop’s for the ‘trauma’ you’d suffered. “How is the guys locker room trauma?” You look up from the burger you’d ordered.
“Have you seen Andrews? “No I wasn’t looking at anyone besides you.” You try to laugh it off but he just smirks at you. “It was a joke!” “Not a funny one though.” He laughs as you flush. “If it helps I wasn’t looking at anyone else besides you either.” He offers. “That doesn’t help at all. But what about Archie then? You like him?” You laugh when he glares. “No I meant seeing him shirtless is trauma, he’s anyways, enough about him, what about you.” “What about me? Was that your attempt to see me shirtless?” “If it works then yes it was.” He grins and you laugh once more shaking your head.
You can already hear the laughs from the football team; you know having just joined the River Vixen’s; being the only plus sized girl on the team meant you were usually a support at the base of any of the stunts, despite this Cheryl would often feature you in the front; at first you thought it was because she viewed you as someone to make look better, but you learned from Toni that Cheryl actually preferred you to be in front because you could actually keep up with her dance and movements without looking as she put it ‘a sweaty pile of stretch lycra’ You couldn’t help laugh at that. Of course for the moment it seems the football team is laughing but not for that reason you’re about to scold them, assuming they’re mocking Lia for falling again when you catch the tail end of what was obviously a hilarious joke judging by how Chuck doubles over laughing.
“No you’re right, we should let the other team’s know we have a hippo on the river Vixen’s bet it’ll scare ‘em off.” You roll your eyes almost disappointed they weren’t being more creative in insulting you. You shuffle forward confused when Cheryl’s hand tugs you back. “This is gong to be great.” She laughs and you turn to where she grins at, watching Reggie stalking towards Chuck. As warm as you are at the thought of him defending you; you can’t help your thoughts drift back to the last boyfriend you dated, how when he’d defended you it either ended with him in a fight or his insitence you owed him for it. When no shouting or hitting is heard, and Reggie walks over you tense slightly.
“You okay Y/N? I told Chuck off, as long as I’m captian I’m not going to have any of my team member’s being needlessly rude like that. Do you want me to walk you to your car?” He runs his hand on the back of his neck, like Mark used to you chuckle. “ I know it was just a joke but if it helps you feel better.” “Personally I’d feel much better if you took her to Pop’s she hasn’t eaten since lunch!” Cheryl scolds and you glare at her, she leans over whispering into your ear. “You’re welcome for wingwomaning you, I see that look in your eye, you’re thinking of Mark, Reggie’s nothing like him; or any of the others, before you start trying to pick them apart; for that matter.” She beams nudging you into Reggie and waving you both off. “Did Cheryl just pick you up, for me?” Reggie questions laughing a little when you nod. “God I have to remember to thank her when I get over how weird that is.” You laugh nodding. “I’m sure she’ll think of some tribute fitting for her.” “I’m assuming it’ll be just as over the top as her obviously.”
You haven’t officially told everyone you’re dating, as far as even Cheryl knows you’ve gotten closer with Reggie but nothing yet had come of it. Reggie decides and you agree to tell everyone at the halloween party that Cheryl’s hosting. She refuses to allow any of the couples in unless they’re in couple’s costumes and you almost manage to convince Reggie to dress as her and you’d go as Toni, but he refuses and you end up confused as he shows up in a tux; you’d agreed to dress as Catwoman and batman and you narrow your eyes at him. “What are you playing at, you’re supposed to be Batman!” He smirks nodding. “I’m billionaire Bruce Wayne, who has nothing to do with Batman.” “I’m going to murder you.” “Wow what a shock Catwoman threatening a civilian.” He laughs when Cheryl opens the door. “Y/N! you look great, come in; Reggie you can come in when you have a costume on.” “What I’m-“ “In a tux.” “Oh for the love of-“ He glares pulling a Batman mask from the inside of his jacket.
“Aww you two are Batman and Catwoman!! So cute!!!” Cheryl beams pulling you both in. “Im glad you two saw sense and decided to actually date and show up as a couple; if either of you try to deny it I’ll just have Toni show you all the photos she managed to catch of you two looking sickeningly in love with each other when you thought no one was listening. Now;” Cheryl spins smiling back you and then to everyone else. “Who want’s to play spin the bottle?”
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shyrose57 · 3 years
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Part 2 with da angst
2: Young Ranbob did not understand at all what was going on, infact he refused to believe he ever had anything to do with the sabotages, it was only when Dream took over completely and gave Ranbob enough of his mind to know what he was doing, did he finally accept it. He tried and tried to break Dreams control and get control of his body back, but nothing he did ever really worked, and the more he tried Dream eventually began to punish him, forcing him to stop. He felt aboustely awful, like a failure, a murder, and just a shitty person during all of this. His journal shows basically all of his mental decline, it went from normal, him recording special things during the day, to semi-normal, him expression concern and fear over the sabotages and killings (with some out of place words or sentences here and there appearing half way through, showing Dreams presence), to recordings from someone with obvious mental distress (misspelled words, extreme fear, showing fear of himself, hasty writings and drawings, very obviously out of place sentences (their neater than the rest and written differently, written by Dream), and meaningless words and sentences, obviously trying to say something but not knowing how too), all they way to flipping entries of when Ranbob is in control (sadness, despair, hasitly done, regret, and just heavy sentences) to when Dream is in control (Neat writing, stating "facts", showing a level of glee). Ranbob does still have it, he actually still uses it to record what happens in the groups and how far he's come. To the Gladiators its more of a "Hey I found this thing, lets read this thing." "No let's not read the thing." "Im going to ignore you and read it anyway.". The pictures are from the current ruined state of the City of Mizu, and pictures showing Ranbob at the fishermens house, struggling to walk and even eat on his own, though a few are from before Dream ever got a hold of Ranbob. 
3: The way you just said "Causally drops some trauma on them, huh?" And "Traumatized gremlins" made me laugh so much. Its so accurate and made me just think of the brothers vibing toghere before I just pop in and drop tons of trauma on them before dipping. "Ah, damn, the opponent stared me in my chest." "WHY ARE YOU SO CALM ABOUT THIS!? YOUR BLEEDING OUT!" "Oh im used to this. Trust me I'll survive...probably." "RAN I SWEAR!". And "Ranbob when did you last eat?" "Uhhh, 2 days ago I think." "..." "D-did I eat too soon? I dont have to eat for another day or two max-" "Ranbob shut up and eat." "B-but-" "If you dont eat I'll tell Benjamin." "OK ok I'll eat."  Ran thinks its normal to get stabbed often, while Ranbob thinks its normal to only eat every 2 or 3 days, and to not sleep for a long time. There is one particular hunter that's been hunting him the longest, they go by Raq and are the most determined to get Ran, though they don't plan on killing him, but rather kidnapping him and exploting him for pearls. It was a bit hard at first, Ran kept having to leave to wander around the City for a bit, though he eventually successfully got accustomed to staying in one place, though he does sometimes wish he could travel again. 
4: A bit of everything, him getting violent and trying to run at first. But after that it fades more into what resembles a depressive state, with him refusing to move and crying while being lost in his head. He requires space to move around but be monitored in the first state, while for the second he needs constant comfort and physical contact. The aftermath was the fishermen and Jackie staying close to Ranbob for the next 2 days, while Grievous and Watson try to find Ran after he stormed off in anger and disbelief. Ran does know what a relapse means, but during the time he believes Ranbobs relapse might be something else (like his facade faulting maybe).
5: Not long at all, while Ran is carrying Jackie and Cletus makes fun of them as Ranbob is following him, Jackie quickly points out how Ranbob is like a lost puppy, and the same thing is basically happening to the two of them, but showed different ways. (The brothers making sure their family is safe by sticking close to them).
6: By the time they travel to Subbin, Ranbob has gained like 80 pounds and is a way more healthy weight and looks much more healthier than when the fishermen first found him. 
7: Their usually either getting materials, looking around the area/exploring, being taught things by someone, or sleeping. Charles was the one who revived the nickname! He called him that when trying different tactics to calm him down from a nightmare, Ranbob immediately froze and after a while started to cry, Charles panicked but Ranbob quickly comforted him, saying he just hasn't heard Bobby used in such a long time and brings back both incredibly happy and incredibly sad memories. And with permission, Charles starts using it more. Ran also freezes when hearing it, immediately going ridged and almost ripping a map he has in his hands, when asked by Grievous what was wrong, he just growled out nothing and moved on. Though he does mull over it later, conflicting emotions running all over him. 
8: Helping separate Ran and Ranbob was already big for the gladiators. As most people would just watch with glee. Then when they get time to talk and make the connection between Ran and Ranbob, they decide to make a exception and willingly put in effort to bond with the other group. Also them just naturally connecting made the bonding and trust easy between the groups. 
9: They do both! They keep some books, pictures, and other stuff, but sell others as relics. Ranbob mostly disapproves of them selling the items, but also knows it'll probably be best to sell them, and have them either spread the story of Mizu as a warning, or have the story of Mizu destroyed by assumptions and twisting of the story. 
10: I'm thinking maybe a Wilbur decendent is inhabiting a certain town, and when the groups stop in for a break, Wilbur decendant  houses them and listens to their story, and tries to help?
11: They mostly just find them, they either find them in book stores or ruined towns and cities (maybe I can put The Masquerade tale in here somewhere), a wide range of people, from scholars to plain history nerds, to books from during the time of the SMP itself to books written by seemingly no one. Ranbob finds some himself, mostly when exploring with the group. I think I misworded this! Dream is the one who compared Ranbobs journal to Ranboos memory book! Ranbob knows of Ranboos memory book but he himself doesn't see the connection. Ran feels all of the above. He is extremely ashamed and disappointed in himself for hurting his brother, he hugs him tightly and apologizes non-stop, promising to make it all up to him, and while he asks for forgiveness he also says he doesnt expect for his brother to forgive him. Once he finally sees Dream for real though he's the first one to blindly attack and try to kill em. Though he doesnt succeed. 
12: No one expect the brothers where outside in the rain when they fought. So no one knew of what was happening. Its only when Ran finally joined them, but alone, did they get scared and alarmed. And when Ran admits they got into a fight and Ranbob ran off, the fishermen immediately start yelling at Ran and run off to find Ranbob, screaming his name into the deafening thunder. Grievous follows them but Watson and Jackie hang back a bit, Jackie just looks at Ran with a heartbroken expression, tears in his eyes, and asks, with his voice shaking and laced with sadness, "Why can't you at least try to accept him, you dont have to like or forgive him, but why can't you just let him heal?" "Jackie..you dont know what's he done-" "I do know! And I'm willing to help him change and recover! You can't and your his brother! What kind of family member are you?" Ran tries to respond but Jackie just chokes and shakes his head at him, running off to follow the others. Watson then speaks up, simply saying "Mate, your doing more than hurting Ranbob at this point." Before running off to follow and join the others. Ran feels horrible, even before being confronted he so badly wanted to chase after Ranbob, but was to scared too and he constantly was trying to reassure himself that he did the right thing, but no matter what, he couldn't convince himself that was the truth. And after the confrontation, Ran is taking what was said to heart and also considering running away, leaving the group behind and sparing them of all the pain he believes he causes, believing that he's just as bad a family member as Ranbob was. But he doesnt, because he feels like he absolutely needs to talk to his brother and everyone else. 
2: Oh god. Poor Ranbob. He really went through it. It does make me wonder, did anyone notice something was up? His mentor? Parents? Friends? Speaking off, what was his relationship with them all? From what I know, he seemed to be under a lot of pressure, so how did that effect things, and how did Dream’s presence change that? And uh, gladiators reactions to reading the diary? Also, did they get caught reading it, or? And how did everyone in general react to the pictures? The fishermen may have taken the latter, but how did they feel about seeing Ranbob before Dream came into the picture?
3: I tell it like it is, glad to hear it’s made you laugh though. And uh, oh boy. On one hand, I definitely shouldn’t laugh at stabbing and possible starvation. One the other. Ran’s reaction. Ranbob being threatened with Benjamin. Is he often threatened with Benjamin? What exactly happens if Benjamin is told? Will Raq be causing future problems? Is Ran happy to be on the road again?
4: That sucks. Did the gladiators witness it first hand, or did the fishermen kind of realize what was happening and split off for a bit? Reactions to either seeing or hearing this happen?
5: Ranbob’s reaction to this? Heck, all of the fishermen’s reactions?
6: As he should. If he ever starts looking even slightly thin again, Benjamin needs to jump into immediate action! Also, give him a blanket and warm drink, please? Please, he needs it, they all do. 
7: So not too bad, that’s good. Charles was the one, huh? Interesting. Does Ranbob like having it back? And conflicting emotions, hmm? What would those emotions be? Does anyone ever notice the nickname makes him mad? 
8: So the gladiators consider that their big approval? Why’s that? Like obviously, they helped break it up, but was it something particular? Did they get between the two? Jump into the arena? What?
9: A warning of Mizu...there’s something awfully tragic about that. 
10: Sounds interesting! In what way would they be able to help? 
11: Scattered about, hm? So Ranbob knows about Ranboo’s memory book? Did Dream tell him, or did Mizu have a copy, or? And yay, Ranbob finally gets a hug! Most wonderful! Sad Ran doesn’t succeed in murder, but meh. Always next time, I suppose.
12: You...you were really going for my heart when you wrote this, weren’t you? Um, first of all, ouch. Second of all, also ouch. That’s all I’ve got for you right now. Just, ouch, Anon. Ouch.
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