#im impressed with myself honestly

[xoalsox]

taemin doing an impression of jonghyun (x)

#taemin #jonghyun #saw this going around on twt again....might have watched it at least 20 times in a row #when i tell you that taemin is the funniest person in the world...seeing how funny he is now u might agree but let me tell u about taemin #BACK THEN...he would normally be just a quiet little guy but then he would literally do the craziest thing out of nowhere and leave everyon #in shambles (me especially. also jonghyun as you can see in the video above) #anyway his impression of jjong's manner of speaking is so funny bc it is SO ON POINT im literally tearing up watching this again now #also look at jonghyun GIGGLING . #honestly posting this for myself specifically so i can go back when i need to laugh for a bit.... #ltm a comedian first a singer dancer artist second

[enden-agolor]

i have this presentation i have to do for a small college class about 2 digital artists that inspire us and i picked you as one of them and i just have an entire slide full of your art of literally just jesse. like its an entire slide of like 8 jesses. im going to go up there and talk with the jesse slide behind me and its going to be awesome

I'm sorry hold on

So what you are telling me is that you are deliberately going into a class, full of adults mind you, and what you are saying is that you are going to present to this class full of adults, my art work of jesse minecraft story mode, which these people will likely look up and see that yes, this artist you are presenting here right now is vehemently down bad for this funny little block man from a game that came out in 2015.

I am both scared and quite honored, but mostly scared 💀

#i saw this ask right when i woke up and had to do a double take and sit up in bed and re-read this over like three times #how do you have the balls to do this like willingly show minecraft art for your college class #im honestly impressed i could never have the guts to do that #sorry im like bad at expressing myself anon this is actually fucking awesome im just shocked #ask

[gothoffspring]

my 15 minute sim surpassed my expectations to say the least

#ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 cas #the sims 4 #the sims 4 cas #i will never ever ever go back to maxis match eyebrows or eyes ever again the end #15 minutes well spent i'd say #idk i fall in love with every sim i make im realizing this now #oops its 3 am no ones gonna see this :< #yes this is my 15 min sim from my cas challenge im not fully done but i #honestly impressed w myself #i didnt use a dust filter.. WHO AM I.... #new editing era? just w/o the dust filter all the time maybe idk #or ill go back to it we'll see

[tianhai03]

a bunch of new colorings C did and submitted that i totally didnt forget to post~~~~

(some of these sketches are from awhile ago, in case you’re wondering why there’s a drawing celebrating 2k followers here! that was for my twitter from like 2 months ago)

#sorry C every time i tell myself to post your stuff i forget about it 5 minutes later HASDKJASDKH my bad #im glad you've been experimenting around with coloring styles!! and honestly you did pretty well on my style too #aside from the tone of the colors looking a bit different than the ones i usually use for dante it does look like how i color #im really impressed!!!! ty for making an attempt it was really good #fan's colorings #devil may cry #dante(dmc) #vergil (dmc) #nero(dmc) #cw // blood #allyart

[birdybellicose]

The corners of Lark’s mouth lifted into an almost smile at Nick’s singing as he tried to make himself more comfortable in his friend’s lap, feeling oddly safer than he had ever felt in a long time. 

He falls asleep to Nick’s voice and the hypnotic twang of guitar strings in the air, the lyrics flowing out of Nick’s mouth like liquid honey. Lark falls asleep before he can understand the full weight of the song Nick chose to “practice” with, or notice how hushed and breathless Nick’s voice had suddenly become.

Nick continued to sing that same song long after Lark falls asleep, long enough for the itch of caressing Lark’s face to become downright unbearable. Nick suddenly paused and his left hand slowly uncurled and slid down the fretboard, his eyes trained on the small strands of hair that had fallen over Lark’s eyes. A second later Nick stopped himself, shook his head as if he had been under a spell, and forced himself to play the next guitar riff-- accidentally strumming the strings a little too loudly. Lark stirred and grunted in his sleep for a second before going quiet again. Nick breathed a sigh of relief before chuckling affectionately at the man.

Nick adjusted his old hand-me-down acoustic in his lap and began slowly singing the song again, this time really feeling the lyrics. His voice softly crooned perfect reverence and longing into each verse, heartbreak was evident in the words and all the notes he hit. After awhile, Nick’s lip began to tremble and his eyes burned but he sang on, his left hand now gripping the fretboard so hard it made his knuckles white.

#dndads #Nark #idk man I have a lot of feelings rn #The song Nick sings is up to you! #I have no goddamn idea where this came from wow #im both impressed and annoyed at myself #the sketch I lost passion halfway through for I just wanted it done #The blurb im a little more prouder of #I never thought I would write for Nark I just wanted to stick to hasty sketches every now and then #Actually maybe the song is 'only ones who know' by arctic monkeys #or just good ole I cant help falling in love with you by elvis #It can honestly be whatever you want #lark oak-garcia #nicholas close-foster #my art #my writing #Happy fluffy art contrasted by angsty blurb #What does it mean?I have no idea lol #This was a 2am brainworm I had to get rid of #IS2G the read more better work

[dykeinthedark]

venting in tags about gender n shit (long as hell) (u can comment and talk 2 me as always :3)

#okay so i got a really masc haircut about a month ago and i know it's just a haircut but holy shit has it changed EVERYTHING for me #like.... i've always leaned masc except 1) before i came out 2) when i was actively in love with someone who i knew liked femmes #and they always described me as a fem. because that's what i showed her. because i wanted to be with her. #but lowkey whenever i'm in a not-impressing-anyone raw-dogging-life-no-crush era i always resort to a very masc style #like masc being my default and i'd only lean fem to impress people whether it's for love or peer pressure in a specific setting #like ''dressing up'' has always been a form of drag to me. like something i HAD to do to fit in or impress my parents (scott favor core) #but ever since this haircut i've realized... i could just BE masc innately like i really don't have to be womanly if i don't want to #which i usually don't. again i have only ever dressed fem for other people. but it's not even being masc that attracts me on its own #it's like. being masc in a distinctly lesbian way. as in whenever i look in the mirror i don't wanna be like a Guy i wanna be a dyke. #like lesbian as a gender identity too sort of thing honestly. okay i've been waffling but basically i sort of want to call myself butch #but i don't know if i like... can?? if i'm allowed to??? #everyone always says it's MORE than just wearing boy clothes and not wearing makeup and having short hair (which i already do all those) #i mean i've always id'd as genderqueer because it literally just means gender weird and i experience gender in a queer way #what's probably the most telling is that my friends (all queer) CALL me a butch lesbian #like every time they do i feel really internally validated. it's not just my clothes but my personality too ig is what people tell me #i have a higher pitched voice relatively speaking but apparently the way i talk is quote ''very clockably into women'' #which?? gender euphoria asf. my best friend specifically he (gay trans guy) always uses butch to describe me very intuitively #people have also noticed that i ''transitioned'' in all aspects except hormonally. like ppl have commented and noticed my masculinzation #but at the same time i always feel rly haunted by my ex relationships because one wanted me to be more masc #(she's the one who came out as straight and would treat me like a man) which i didn't like and i didn't like playing up being fem either #bc now it feels like she (butch) won't believe me if i called myself butch too bc she remembers me being femme #idk i feel like there's her voice in my head all the time that sees everything i do through her eyes (i'm lowkey still in love) #i feel like even though this comes so naturally to me i must be putting on a performance #even though i've actually read stone butch blues and done research into the history and i truly love and id with the culture like i rly do #that im still just a sad imitation of a butch lesbian and can never really be a part of it because i used to enjoy dressing up sometimes #like it's so stupid but can i still be butch if i wore a dress to prom and i think i looked good in it?? #even though i was envious of my friends who wore suits?? that i used to try goth makeup?? that i liked long dresses?? #that i enjoyed stacked necklaces and rings on every finger??? #and tbh ALL OF THAT CAME FROM A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO FEMINIZE MYSELF IN JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL WHEN I WAS 16 #because omfg it was 2 months before junior prom and i was worried that i was too masc and wanted to get comfortable with being fem

[orenjibot]

I made the prettiest stream overlay for my friend for practice and I just have to show it to everyone! I'm really proud of myself for this!

Of course, I'll be doing an obligatory plug in for my comms!

Do YOU want an overlay like this? Feel free to commission me at my VGen!

#teru’s orenji art #stream overlay #stream assets #i am still so impressed with it like #i made this??? damn???? #it looks really different from the stuff i make for myself #but honestly i think its cause i do it lazy or rushed #like i mean... #*points to the free assets i made* #hehe i did kind of lowball them #with the exception of the bunny schedule but yea #im just so.. in awe at it #one of the best things i made so far!

[i-am-thevoid]

i havent done art in maybe a year or more but Ive had the desire to draw my ghoul character a LOT these past few days💀💀💀

#its not really good i just had fun with it #ghost bc #my art #theyre kinda unfinished but im finished 🫡 #theyve just been on my mind a LOT lately and idk why #this is honestly my first attempt at art in probably 2 years 🧍🧍🧍 and my first time #drawing them again in a lot longer #kinda in love with it tho im impressed with myself 💀💀💀

[flame-shadow]

art summary time!

#2022 art summary #flameshadowart #not tagging things except for #eote #for spoiler reasons #looking at all ive done this year im honestly impressed and a little surprised #cuz while i don't think i talked about it much publicly ive been having trouble this year feeling like my art is good and that ive improved #and then apparently i went and proved myself wrong this whole year without really seeing it lol! #there's still a rather loud part of my brain that isn't acknowledging this but i have proof this has been a good art year despite the woes #i tried new things i leaned into some techniques i enjoyed taking some classics to the next level #patting myself on the back #id in alt

[neithrain]

i’m not sure why it took so long for this to hit me, but i just realized earlier how devastating and tragic it is that both dorian and fenris had their families torn apart because of the tevinter imperium.

dorian’s father wanted to get rid of his homosexuality somehow with a blood magic ritual and have him stuck in a loveless marriage with a woman to carry on the bloodline and their family’s legacy. dorian is a mage, part of the most powerful caste of people in tevinter, and yet he still suffers because of the politics and culture there. on top of that, his father also gets assassinated for (i believe) political reasons later on, leaving no room for any sort of reconciliation or closure for his trauma.

fenris, of course, got an even worse bargain. what really struck me while i made this realization was that for fenris to fight to the death and get his markings to secure his mom and sister’s freedom, he must have loved them. either he would die in that competition, or he would undergo mutilation so excruciatingly painful it causes amnesia only to still go into slavery afterwards. there was absolutely no good result either way, but he still did it for his family.

what’s even worse? when he finds out his sister sold him out to his former slavemaster so she could become a magister, he forgets he nearly did something very similar to hawke for the same exact kind of power. if you take him into the fade with you, he will be offered power equal to that of the very magisters that abused him, and he will readily betray your entire party for it, almost parallel to how his sister betrayed him.

these two siblings, who clearly loved each other in the past, who had no one else anymore but each other, were both driven to betraying their loved ones out of the sheer powerlessness and desperation they were forced to live under in the imperium. the same sister fenris fought to the death for, the same one he gave up his freedom for, ends up either dead at his hands or forever cut out of his life. it’s fucking heartbreaking.

the tevinter imperium has canonically caused the characters who originated from it so much suffering, and has driven both of their families into ruin. the fact that it’s the main setting for the next dragon age game is almost worrying now that this has all clicked for me.

#dragon age #dorian pavus #fenris #dragon age dreadwolf #dragon age 4 #dragon age 2 #dragon age inquisition #dragon age dorian #dragon age fenris #in case you're asking what was the point of posting this #honestly im asking myself that too #its really not much of a revelation #like its not impressive at all #it just made me appreciate the consistent theme between fenris and dorian and how it sets up the imperium as well

[pipervonviper]

I remember this one clan i had in clangen that was just struggling to survive year round

Like within the first couple of moons we lost all but four cats, and then the leader attacked the medicine cat(thankfully they survived, but they ended up with a permanent scar)

And even tho the med cat and deputy would have kits, it was almost always one kit and even then the kit someone died(only like- 2 lived to become adults, one was a warrior and the other a medicine cat)

And the one that was a med cat would go on to see the entire clan die and be alone for like 200 moons before finally getting to have someone new to live with(they were a warrior from another clan, when they joined they were immediately promoted to leader)

Then the med cat died and the leader was alone for a while(lost like- 3 lives during that time trying to protect what little they had... worsr part is was that they were only like 24 moons when they became leader)

Then two rogues finally joined and now the clan has 6 cats(The leader, deputy(one of the former rogues), a warrior(one of the former rogues), and 3 kits(they are the deputy's and warrior's kits)

Im worried that someone is gonna be all alone again

#It was honestly so said #Like horribly #Also note that the clan in total had like- 54 cats that lived in it over the span of 780smth moons #Impressive as hell considering how close to extinction the clan gets too #Btw the clan name it had was Trickleclan #Maybe i should do a comic based off of it #Probably not #Im already working on one clangen comic lol #Dont need to stress myself #clangen #clan generator #warrior cats #warriorcats

[psychoticwillgraham]

stopping for the night, but I just accidentally started working on my first costume, an upcycle of an old size 4X colorful suit that I never even got to wear, so if I fuck up there’s no harm done. im gonna have to basically reconstruct the ENTIRE goddamn thing. like taking in the sides, chest, shoulders (still keeping the ridiculous shoulder pads tho), arms, and back. like, significantly. AND I’ve gotta cut off half of it to look like this reference that im trying to recreate:

#when I say it’s massive on me I mean MASSIVE #like u could fit two of me in it #and im tiny as fuck now and have to deconstruct AND reconstruct the entire thing pretty much #have I ever done any major alterations on any piece of clothing ever? no #especially a whole ass suit? definitely not #im honestly expecting to fuck it up pretty bad #but I might surprise myself since im taking it slow #since I haven’t been contacted about any bookings yet #so im not putting a deadline on it #if it DOES come out rlly good then I’ll plan a number around it for my first booking #if I can pull this off then I can do ANYTHING #it would be a pretty damn big serve if I can pull this off #and I’ll impress everyone even more #realistically tho it’s probably not gonna be good enough to wear #but I have motivation and a dream. and sometimes that’s good enough

[designernishiki]

status update on my mission to 100% and platinum yakuza 0: completion list is at 99.2% and would’ve been finished today if not for pool (carom/combo shots- i made enough money from it though) and batting. my most significant peaks today were probably beating both so and jo amon on the first try miraculously and at one point i got like 34 points in expert koikoi

#if anyone has any advice on pool or batting feel free to tell me because boy am I struggling #and I’m so……so close #oh forgot to mention it but I also did all the climax battles I can for the time being- so a little over half of them maybe? #cant do the rest til I go through the finale and all that #frothing at the fucking mouth . I am so. CLOSE #y0 #rambling #I think I actually like koikoi a little better than oichi kabu ngl. but maybe im just saying that cause I got lucky with koikoi #I do think I’m genuinely okay at it cause like I started to memorize the high point cards and the main hands (especially the high point #but still doable ones like moon viewing and boar/deer/butterfly) and yea worked towards those with my Choices #but still I wouldn’t say I’m Great at it either #not as confident with it as I am with mahjong #but no shit. I played mahjong for like three days straight where as koikoi I maybe spent two or three hours total on #eh actually maybe more like 1-2 hours. took me way less time than oichi kabu #anyway. very very close to 100% completion but still got a bit to go til I can platinum the game since I gotta #go back and do the main story again on legend mode and all that #the finale won’t take long considering I’m crazy maxed out in stats and weapons and all that but going through on legend mode + the rest #of the climax battles will probably be a bit more intensive #really honestly impressed with myself on the Amon fights. like. a month ago I would absolutely assume I’d have to have my friend do those #fights for me cause they’re fucking insane and both have 14 health bars or something like that. but I’ve grown. I’ve learned. i best them #MYSELF. and on HARD at that. very glad I did a ton of shit at the coliseum cause that helped train up for the Amons a Lot. #ok time to shut up and sleep

[rosykims]

if maric theirin has a million haters then i am one of them. if maric theirin has ten haters then I am one of them. if maric theirin has only one hater then that is me. if maric theirin has no haters then that means I am no longer on earth

#i REALLY thought reading the books would make me more sympathetic to him but it actually just made me hate him so much worse lol #like before tst i was indifferent abt him. bordering on irritated if i thought abt him particularly hard #but hes actually soooooo fucking annoying and awful. im enjoying the calling more than tst so far #but every time maric's pov pops up im feeling myself aging at the speed of sound #the thing is ive never really hated ANY companion/protag in da like ever until now. honestly kind of impressive that hes so unlikeable dfjh #i think a lot of it is just gaider too but like. at least i enjoyed tst!loghain ! and genevieve is actually like a new top 10 fave DA chara #so idk. as ehh as his writing is i can appreciate his characters at least some of the time... except for Thee character <3 #maric theirin i am blowing you up with my mind #in saying that i think im gonna jump straight into tsg after this solely bc im praying on his downfall too hard to wait <3

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

This is the most expensive paint I own now

#it was 18.99 #i had a michaels gift card and they didnt have the thing i was actually there for so i got myself a lil treat #most of my paints are walmart paints cuz theyre the best cheap paint (and also the cheapest acrylics ive found) #but i have some liquitex basics that i also bought with a gift card #those were my most expensive paints #i also got myself some teeny detail brushes cuz ive been wanting some that i didnt get in a paint by number set lol #ALSO #my replacement light curtain got here today #unfortunately one of the thumbtacks holding them up broke and i cant reach it without a ladder to replace it #and moving my bed out of the way is way too much effort so i guess ill just suffer that part of the curtain drooping down farther #than the rest #its a lot brighter than the other one #which. that one was 3....? years old. so that checks out #honestly im impressed it still turned on but it was having enough issues i went ahead and got a new one #same brand #hopefully it lasts as long #cuz most reviews i read of other ones thought them lasting for more than 4 months was impressive #so clearly them lasting 3 years of constant use is unusual for these types of lights #i had to go to 4 stores today #i was just gonna go to michaels and target. but then dillons sent me a text reminding me to pick up my prescription (it auto refills) #and walmart had colanders and mixing bowls cheaper than target ($2 each instead of $4 each) #so since i was gonna be over there for my meds anyway i decided to stop at walmart for those things since theyre for rinsing my rocks off #so id rather just go with the cheapest options #but i still had to go to target cuz its the only place that has my favorite granola #BUT the granola was on sale today so thats good #.......gift cards dont expire right? i have a hobby lobby gift card from last Christmas that i havent used cuz i dont go to hobby lobby #but i need to check if they have a jar lid with a soap dispenser on it cuz michaels didnt have any and i have a skull jar i wanna turn into #a soap dispenser cuz my current skull soap dispenser is a cheap plastic one i got at walmart and it sucks

[matchandelure]

wait actually im gonna ramble a bit more bc procrastination but i wrote a calc quiz today and i finished early and instead of checking over my answers which was the logical thing to do i instead zoned out in the last like 15 minutes and when the proctor said time was up i realized i had drawn a whole bunch of koroks on the margins and i didnt have time to erase so i hope the ta in charge of marking my quiz likes legend of zelda

#IM SO MAD AT MYSELF I DON T EVE NKNOW HOW I ZONED OUT THAT HARD #second week of school woohoo and ive been thinking a lot #about why im at this school and why im pursuing this degree speicifically and what i want to achieve during my time here and what i want to #achieve with this life and honestly i dont know #i dont even know why im doing htis degree #idont have any passions really which is something that im very unsatisfied with and im disappointed in mysefl with that #but at the same time logic and numbers and analyzing data and finding patterns #things that dont require me to think and use my emotions so i can really detach myself form getting invested into the work #have always been easiest for me so ig thats the best reason why #idk #anyways watch bungou stray dogs if you need a good cry bc it feels good to cry #signing off i need to figure out how to. not fail calc ii #willows rambling branch #i will say that. the first 12 years of school in my country really really did a fucking terrible job in #like. giving me an impression of several fields of study #bc istg it feels like the amount of stuff i learned in those 12 years is barely a crumb compared to all the ACTUALLY REALLY FUCKING COOL #SHIT IVE LEARNED IN THE PAST ONE SINGLE TERM