#im just bitching and talking shit

[niishi]

It's wild how every day when I was friends with cloud and mars I'd have to write posts being like "sorry @ ppl for not responding to messages" and like, explain myself, and now that I'm not friends with them I don't have to worry about that at all bc no one else makes me feel uncomfortable for not responding to them. Also how id constantly have to put posts I wanted to reblog into drafts to reblog later so cloud wouldn't get upset that I was posting but not responding. And he pretended like it didn't make him upset but the moment he got angry at me it was "like you even ever talk to us you're only in the GC twice a week". Like I seriously hate ppl who are like "I understand and I'm here for you and you can be whoever you want" while they secretly are fuming about the things they just assured me were okay with them. Also the reason I was never in the group chat was bc you guys were trying to isolate me and make me feel left out. I'd be watching y'all send messages with no breaks and I'd join in and EVERYONE would go silent. "You always joined when we were busy" is such bullshit. You always got "busy" the moment I joined. And I express that I hate zo/san and then they'd try to force me into conversations about it and try to convince me to like it, and their reasons were like "yeah like sanji could give zoro unfulfilling abusive sex like lol wouldn't that be funny." And like that's the exact reason I hate zo/san and I'd be so uncomfortable and they'd just keep going and I'm like... "hehe yeah.... that's terrible... I actually like Zoro so this isn't something I think is interesting" and the cloud has the audacity to say he's "Zoro kin" for one, grow up, for two, you fundamentally hate his canon character and who he is and you're the exact opposite of what he represents as a character. Anyways I just wanted to rant bc I noticed I was no longer drafting all my posts and no longer making "I'm sorry for not responding" posts. Oh also I would CONSTANTLY say "please don't respond to my personal posts where I'm ranting bc I'm only doing that to work things out in my own head" and every time I'd post something, cloud would immediately come to my inbox to talk to me about it........ it's like .. the types of people who idolize toxicity and codependency, will always ignore your boundaries bc they think they're the person you need. They can show you the affection that will cure you. And that's literally SOOOO gross. I'm a grown adult. If I need or want support, I'll ask for it. I obviously didn't ask you for a reason.

#rant #im just bitching and talking shit

[cosmicdorito]

"hozier my cottagecore lesbian bog man" shut the fuck up

#hozier #sorry youve got me in a mood about him #like yes hes a white man!!! but he knows that!!!! #hes using his privilege and power and position to talk about these things!!!! #if you dont listen to nina cried power and get the sense of like fighting cops what are you doing #he uses his place and privilege and fame combined with his lyrical genius to talk about social injustice #it just so happens that his style is very acoustic indie and the cottagecore bitches eat that shit up without a second thought #he is trying to make people aware of how fucked up the world is!!! #he is literally screaming 'im your favourite indie white man so please listen to what im saying!!!' #read that last one and tell me where the cottagecore is!! its not there bitch!!!!

[hotmess-exe]

"MY life has gotten marginally better or been unaffected under the current administration, so give the Democrats YOUR vote"

that's what y'all sound like. fuckin entitled. or do none of y'all actually believe in one person, one vote lol

just say that other people's problems, well-being, stability, and dignity is secondary to your fucking comfort under the status quo.

if things are "better under Biden" for you to such an extent that you feel entitled to other people's fucking votes, I got news for ya — you were probably fine under Trump too 🙃

#all i hear is #give me your vote #GIVE me your vote — and im not talking about from politicians #your ass is so excited to vote for a warmonger and a genocidal liar #which every us president has been to some degree bc that's the real face of america #ok then you and YOUR vote can vote for biden #bitching about leftists abstaining to vote blue this election is just y'all crying over the consequences #of demanding support from the demographics you clearly DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT #while loudly proclaiming and proving that you do not give a fuck about them lmao #mess #clown brigade #fuck biden #make a real argument please lmao #i have read and heard them all and they always boil down to this fucking bullshit #y'all pretend there's no nuance to ppl not voting this cycle but pretend theres nuance to #vote blue no matter who #lmao ok #i aint even old yet and im too old for this shit

[decolonize-the-left]

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#“decol is spreading misinfo” im just forgetful and get confused with my words sometimes im sorry 😭 #literally can't stop thinking about how i fucked up defining communism earlier #im gonna need a refesher course so i can keep talking my shit 😭😭😭😭😭 #a bitch dissociates too much frfr #like sometimes it does cross my mind that my blog has grown bigger than i can be responsible for but like also... #my followers/muts are dope as hell and understanding and isnt that kind of understanding and humanization for ppl like me the Point? #idk i just think a lot and i hope i always stay this mindful of the space i hold. i dont want to ever do more damage than good while im here

[jorrated]

i cant believe my semester starts tomorrow and ill need to go back to pretend to being neurotypical.

#i assume by the amount of art i post people know im kinda neurodivergent #but im so anxious about drawing in public/where people can see #so basically i cant draw the whole day and it drives me actually insane it feels painful #aaauggghghgh ghghhhhhghgaaaaa[ #ill need to go back to interact with people i dont wanna intereact with and go to a classroom that has a funky smell #and the ac is never in the correct temperature #and people are alwasy talking. and the professors repeat stuff too much or say shit thats too obviuous #im whining. drama ass bitch moment. #but its so real #the first week is always the worst cause i gotta readjust #and just. learn to be okay with that god forsaken building and people #oh well!!!!! #at least ill see my friends more

[dixidin]

Jumping up and down in the air after I saw the new tommyinnit video I support this man's call out era

#WE ALL KNOW WHAT SKIT I'M TALKING ABOUT #AND PLS IT WAS SO FUNNY IM CRYING #shit the whole video was amazing #also dream is being such a man baby about this like💀 gtfo of here man #inniters after seeing the new video: AND THE CROWN GOES WILD‼️🗣💯🔛🔝💥💥💥💥 #everyone after seeing dream like a bunch of tweets criticizing tommy: AND THE CROWD BACKS UP🤨😶😒🧍‍♂️ #also skeppy don't think your bitch ass is doing anything good just shut up💀 #ALSO PHILZA FUCKING MINECRAFT 🔛🔝 MVP ISTG #this whole situation is so crazy but so hilarious. Ig tommy really does make stuff 100% funnier😁👍 #dream situation #tommyinnit #WE LOVE YOU TOMMY RAAAHHH

[warpolomewdarkmatter]

cumbersome and heavy body

#warp darkmatter #buzz lightyear of star command #hi everyone can we talk about warp ive been dying to talk about warp #like... thinking about how hes canonically disabled. he is missing a hand!!! that is so important to me and i think about it a lot #yes hes all that primadonna girl bubblegum bitch electra heart etc . but also he is an amputee! and that makes him so interesting to me.. #i love to think about how a guy like warp deals with the missing of a hand both in the lost-it-during-tab and lost-it-in-the-past scenarios #like how much time it took him to adjust or how he went through physiotherapy with gritted teeth. THINK ABOUT IT! #he loves to put up fronts and be that suave arrogant kinda guy but also has chronic pain and takes off his stupid hand first chance he gets #so its interesting to consider eg how much itd take him to admit that his bitchin hand is also stupid and heavy and he gets tired... #not to romanticise disability btw it just gives him delicious dimension and . you know!!!! #i wish it was explored more in the fandom lol i know it gets swept under the rug bc of scifi perfect bionic cyborg limbs fantasy #but i want more content of warp sans his hand... just doing mundane shit... living his life... representation..! #and not like 'warp lives and sleeps with his prostetic and it feels natural to him ^_^' dont erase his disability!!!!!!! #drawpost #origpost #also his suit is fucked in this art LOL my pipeline for this piece was horrid. dont ask me about my layers im deeply ashamed.

[snekdood]

i hope all the terfs looking at my blog rn are able to grab me a beer and maybe make me a sandwich perhaps while they’re at it

#im sorry its so hard to not want to be misogynistic to them in a jokey way about it #i mean- if they're gonna keep pretending im a woman i gotta keep reminding them im not /jk #its just that so many of them are white cis women who have no real problems. its hard to not want to remind them that oppressing ppl like #me isnt about to change the fact that plenty of cis men still only see them as objects #like idk bitch maybe if you actually shut up with your transphobia and worked with other oppressed minorities we wouldnt have red pillers #out and about. but naw. your attachment to your womanhood is too important ig. #more important than stopping your actual oppressors. #yall would rather uphold white supremacy than do any meaningful change for women. #otherwise maybe you'd actually listen to us when we talk about shit that effects BOTH os us- trans people and women alike. #its almost like enforcing the binary is entirely counterintuitive to your actual fucking goals of equality #its almost like reinforcing the binary back to cis men and pretending its valuable only reinforces to them their misogyny and idea #that men and women are entirely different species #its almost like your insistence that theres a binary actually doesnt serve you at fucking all and actually only AIDS in your oppression. #whatever happened to 'gender equality'? or is that too trans friendly for you now #ig women cant do everything men can do #imagine calling yourself a feminist and genuinely believing this

[soplapinga]

How the fuck did I learn how to efficiently help my partner through his autistic meltdowns thanks to a vashwood fanfic .what

#me reading ww help w vashs meldowns: oh well I . ?? oh ???? wait It does look similar to - OH ?? IT WOULD HELP MAYBE OH MY GOR #I followed fucking fanfic wws steps next time my bf had one #i used his way of asking and talking #the question that fictional bitch asked #and it WORKED #Fun fact were both autistic #just .completely different breeds of it #plus I cant understand ppls physical reactions to save my life #thought process ?? im a fucking expert . the BEST #but PHYSICAL oh hell naw #I just understand what I physically need but absolutely nothing more #NOW I CAN HELP HIM #U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HAPPY AM I ABOUT THAT #autism #fanfiction #vashwood #ao3 fanfic #we had obv talked about it b4 but he didnt understand how it worked either so we left it at “dw if u dont know. ure trying and i love u” #(i wanted to eat his face and cry bc I HATE NOT UNDERSTANDING SHIT I SHOULD UNDERSTAND) #oh and I couldnt do what works for me bc my body is 100% uncapable of being vulnerable in anyway in front of ppl for more than .5 min prob #so I just loose my mind a lil bit w laughing randomly and moving compulsively like rocking on the chair or slamming things etc for that time #and the close off until im alone and gave the full needed meltdown #so ive never been actually comforted or helped so I dont know what it would help bc Ive never experienced it #rant ended lads now SORRY

[todayisafridaynight]

i cant explain it but daigo being subtitled to just be like 'you're making me look like i have no balls' feels so illegal and wrong. hilarious but something's off

#snap chats #WAIT I HAVE TO INTERRUPT THIS POST WITH THE FUNNIEST SHIT #SO I WAS GETTING FOOD FROM MY SCHOOL'S DINING HALL AND YOU CAN WRITE DOWN WHAT YOU WANT ON A SHEET YEAH #AND I SAID I WANTED A SAMMY AND FRIES OK BUT WHEN I GET MY PLATE ITS JUST FRIES #AND YK W/E OK I'LL JUST EAT THAT BUT THEN. WHILE IM LIKE. GETTING PIZZA TO SUB IT YEAH #I HEAR THE COOKS BE LIKE 'yoo why do we just have a sandwich here' AND THE BIN IT #AND I WAS LIKE 'was that a chicken sandwich cause uhhh <:)' AND THE WOMAN WAS JUST ':OOO IM SO SORRY' #LIKE DAWG /IM/ SRRY I FEEL BADLKAJLJ but yeah. they were nice enough to make me another one 😭 #ok. back on topic with this fuckin post SORRY. i just have all these potatoes and a pizza to eat with this sadnwich now #i didnt eat breakfast or lunch so its ok. moving on #watch me explain it lol. i think its just cause its hard fr me to imagine daigo even saying balls like that. in jp or english #like he just doesnt have the Oomph to do it like the kansai bitches #see this how i know jo from kansai.... that easy as balls to imagine... #LIKEIM TELLING YOU THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN SAY BALLS AND MEAN IT ARE KANSAI/EAST COAST BITCHES #in regards to eng its the accent... you just put a heavy mphasis on the b yk... any east coast bitches know what im talkin bout #or am i insane.it could be both idk #its cause in context he looks so meek like no !!!!! you dont be shy about balls talk !!!!!!! #I JUST IMAGINE HIM SAYING IT SO POLITE LIKE NO !!!! YOU HAVE TO SAY IT WITH FEELING. WITH YOUR BALLS #anyway daigo bb ily and i care for you but youre not hard enough to say balls #which is the most insaane thing i could say considering Daigo And His History but yk... im right...

[grooviestsadpapaya]

Literally I cannot possibly have anyone I know in real life find out about my comic or I will have two worlds collide and that would be bad,,, is this normal

#I need to know #does anyone else feel this #my New Year’s resolution for 2023 was to kill the part of me that cringes and come clean with this completely harmless fact about myself #it is almost 2024 and I have not done that #idk maybe it’s just the fact that If People Know I’m Cringe I’ll Be Ruined (tm) #but like they know I’m cringe!! Like you wouldn’t know at a glance #but talk to me for three seconds? you just think like #oh that bitch draws weird shit #I DONT EVEN THINK IT’S THAT WEIRD #IS IT WEIRD?? #A #AM I WEIRD #DO YOU THINK IM WEIRD? #I’m in my mental breakdown era #I need to dink my oiter #I think I’m normal #obviously not bc it’s my #Baby’s First Mental Break on Tumblr Dot Com #idk I’m sorry #this is dumb #I’ll be better tomorrow I think

[jrueships]

https://twitter.com/danfetes/status/1712166167572361344

josh says people saying stuff about stef ticks him off 😭 that's the meanest he'll ever get off the field 😭

that was kinda... 😏😏😏

and i definitely know stef feels the same... 😏

" tired of hearing all this nonsense... lot of guys in this league that have that same fire that don't get talked about, but--"

" frankly that kind of ticks me off when people wanna say stuff about him, but... we'll keep that all internal here 🙂🙃🫥."

this is allen at his boiling point omg 😭😭 held back by pr

#reporter: we talked to josh and we asked him a question about y- #stef smirks in Yeah. I Bet You Did. Bitch.😎 we're a two packaged deal. inseparable 😎 (insufferable) im his right hand man. his silly rab- #the sassy pose and the fond smile. theyre so untouchable dramatic ass top of the foodchain powercouple it's Unreal. #WHERE IS THE RPF!?!??!?!???? #josh and allen sooooo fucked after this #fucked HARRRRD bro fucked HARD #and they were both soo ready for it like you cant tell me they didnt fuck nasty after this HELLO #we cant always bet on them winning but the fuck nasty is surely guranteed #diggs had the bed all set up with romantic candlelight and roses and josh hurdled over all that shit just to hold him in his arms #josh caught on fire a little bit but diggs patted the flames down before he could notice #all the snow piled up around their home in buffalo could not muffle the 'youre my qb.. ure my qb' pants& moans which shake those very walls #josh '🙃🙃' the hell outta this interview #he said YOU may not understand diggs horrors but **I** DO!!@@! **I** UNDERSTAND. I GET THEM. #the frustration of seeing everyone hate on his husband when he knows all of that pales in how much stef hates himself #AND THAT MAKES JOSHS LITTLE STUNNED FACE ALL THE MORE SAD LIKE. HES SO HURT FOR STEF. #AND HE JUST KNOWS. he KNOWS the public is gonna spin this horribly. make stef the diva they always degrade him as #josh has CONSTANTLY with like a bear pacing around the cracked glass enclosure barely disguised rage #defended stef from misinterpretation and disdained the diva drama so vehemently #so everytime josh messes up or stef messes up or they lose all josh is thinking and feeling is 'im fucking this up for him even more #i dont care if theyre gonna be mad at me. diggs is hurting. somehow some way. diggs is gonna get Hurt. #and i cant do anything but talk. and i cant even do that well. #it's all my fault i cant do anything im so stupid im so stupid' #saint bernard song 1 hour #that single wide eyed stare he gives his wr bcs all he can do is stare as stef's pain surges #it's not fear of stef as the media tries to portray for qbwr tension. it's fear For stef. #he knows theres hurt. and he knows theres gonna be even more hurting. and. the nail. he knows he cant do anything to help it from stopping #'why couldnt i throw better. i need to just run it to lessen the chances. i need to do something. i need to be better. i have to be better' #meanwhile diggs could care less abt what everyone else thinks about him. he just cares abt how josh thinks. about josh #stef wants to perform well so josh can actually feel well. be able to express anything he wants without worry or treading #diggs/allen

[askewhammer]

"I hate smokers!!!" alright in what way. do you hate the smoke or..? oh you hate them as people. alright explain to me why you hate someone as a person who most likely has an addiction they likely cannot control. also is this hatred towards them also directed towards other people who have addictions with drugs, alcohol, gambling, etc? do you view them as people or do you dehumanize them. answer quickly

#seriously im so tired of people being like “we should understand addicts and support them!!!” and then pull a 180 and berate smokers #like just because smoking cigarettes are fairly common does NOT mean that it cant form into an addiction. #also don't pull up w the “i know smokers who smoke around other people inside!!!” i also know smokers that smoke outside no matter what #and i know smokers that stop smoking inside once you tell them to stop. #an addiction is an addiction and we shouldnt treat people terribly because of that addiction and we should instead help them #like god #and i get theres smokers that still smoke inside no matter what and act like dicks but theres still an addiction there buddy. yeah theyre #a bitch and you can justifiably talk shit right back at them bc talk shit get hit but dont invalidate their struggle #and also to group every smoker into a stereotype that theyre snotty dicks is dehumanizing as well #this post will probably flop considering how ppl on tumblr treat them

[starrynightarchive]

my sister is having her first hyperfixation and it's fucking chess. why tf did she have to watch queen's gambit and not like naruto or smth.

#watching a canon event unfold #listen im all for being obsessed with something but like #i walked into the living room to see this fucker play chess against herself. #she has been playing online chess non stop #only shit she watches is chess strategy videos #she roped my dad into playing chess with her till midnight #i cannot stop myself from groaning #and rolling my eyes #oh god is this how i look when i go insane over something #head in hands #toothpick legs #<making a tag for her just in case im gonna bitch about her early teen shenanigans again #vi talks

[anotherpapercut]

just officially sent in my resignation for my fucking childhood dream workplace

#my boss always talks about her 'guilt complex' lmao. as soon as i have another job and dont need to worry about burning bridges #im sending this bitch a letter detailing exactly why she deserves to feel guilty for the rest of her fucking life #i hope she lies awake at night picturing my face. fully intend on letting her know how close i came to killing myself. #fully intend on intentionally continuously saying its bc SHE MADE ME anxious and SHE MADE ME depressed #since she doesnt believe she can make me anxious #i hope she has to attend therapy. i want to make her feel as guilty as she made me feel like fucking shit #fully just wish nothing but the worst for her for the rest of her lonely miserable life. i hope she realizes soon that everyone hates her #truly one of the people she considers to be a close family member also works in our department and hates her! #talks all the time about how awful she is and how horribly she treats all of us #i hope she feels that hatred every day of her fucking life and i hope she never sees true happiness as a result #until the day that my memories of my childhood refuge from abuse are no longer tainted by HER abuse‚ i pray she never knows peace

[beastking-golion]

Am I just not looking hard enough, where’s my raimiverse Peter x MJ x Harry? Where’s the polycule? Why must we exclude MJ? Peter has two hands??

#dex talks #dumb shit #guess who just watched the raimiverse #my gf and I decided theyre poly and now im upset cause I cant find any content for it #specifically raimiverse #guys… if you think of the movies as a polycule it becomes a wild story about this weird throuple and all the shit they get into its great #ignore what happens to harry in the ending of 3 #hes fine… i swear bro stood up afterwards and went ‘just kidding im fine :)’ #sam raimi #raimi trilogy #spiderman raimi #raimiverse #spiderman #harry osborn #mary jane watson #peter getting momentarily voted out of the polycule during 3 for being a lil bitch