#and they were both soo ready for it like you cant tell me they didnt fuck nasty after this HELLO

[jrueships]

https://twitter.com/danfetes/status/1712166167572361344

josh says people saying stuff about stef ticks him off 😭 that's the meanest he'll ever get off the field 😭

that was kinda... 😏😏😏

and i definitely know stef feels the same... 😏

" tired of hearing all this nonsense... lot of guys in this league that have that same fire that don't get talked about, but--"

" frankly that kind of ticks me off when people wanna say stuff about him, but... we'll keep that all internal here 🙂🙃🫥."

this is allen at his boiling point omg 😭😭 held back by pr

#reporter: we talked to josh and we asked him a question about y- #stef smirks in Yeah. I Bet You Did. Bitch.😎 we're a two packaged deal. inseparable 😎 (insufferable) im his right hand man. his silly rab- #the sassy pose and the fond smile. theyre so untouchable dramatic ass top of the foodchain powercouple it's Unreal. #WHERE IS THE RPF!?!??!?!???? #josh and allen sooooo fucked after this #fucked HARRRRD bro fucked HARD #and they were both soo ready for it like you cant tell me they didnt fuck nasty after this HELLO #we cant always bet on them winning but the fuck nasty is surely guranteed #diggs had the bed all set up with romantic candlelight and roses and josh hurdled over all that shit just to hold him in his arms #josh caught on fire a little bit but diggs patted the flames down before he could notice #all the snow piled up around their home in buffalo could not muffle the 'youre my qb.. ure my qb' pants& moans which shake those very walls #josh '🙃🙃' the hell outta this interview #he said YOU may not understand diggs horrors but **I** DO!!@@! **I** UNDERSTAND. I GET THEM. #the frustration of seeing everyone hate on his husband when he knows all of that pales in how much stef hates himself #AND THAT MAKES JOSHS LITTLE STUNNED FACE ALL THE MORE SAD LIKE. HES SO HURT FOR STEF. #AND HE JUST KNOWS. he KNOWS the public is gonna spin this horribly. make stef the diva they always degrade him as #josh has CONSTANTLY with like a bear pacing around the cracked glass enclosure barely disguised rage #defended stef from misinterpretation and disdained the diva drama so vehemently #so everytime josh messes up or stef messes up or they lose all josh is thinking and feeling is 'im fucking this up for him even more #i dont care if theyre gonna be mad at me. diggs is hurting. somehow some way. diggs is gonna get Hurt. #and i cant do anything but talk. and i cant even do that well. #it's all my fault i cant do anything im so stupid im so stupid' #saint bernard song 1 hour #that single wide eyed stare he gives his wr bcs all he can do is stare as stef's pain surges #it's not fear of stef as the media tries to portray for qbwr tension. it's fear For stef. #he knows theres hurt. and he knows theres gonna be even more hurting. and. the nail. he knows he cant do anything to help it from stopping #'why couldnt i throw better. i need to just run it to lessen the chances. i need to do something. i need to be better. i have to be better' #meanwhile diggs could care less abt what everyone else thinks about him. he just cares abt how josh thinks. about josh #stef wants to perform well so josh can actually feel well. be able to express anything he wants without worry or treading #diggs/allen

[wanderrlust0]

2/2

it ties into the female attention & peaking his interest even if its by the slightest. idk, like i said, this happened almost 3yrs ago when we were in a tough spot unfortunately and ive put it all behind me and weve been moving forward. i know how he feels about me & we would hate to ever lose each other. its just after hearing about this new news to me, i feel like it triggered my brain into thinking about how he can maybe feel things easily towards people. also, hes already apologized to me about the stuff in the past so i dont really feel any more of the frustrations that i felt bc at first he was not seeing my side of things and i was feeling so annoyed by that. luckily, thats all over now. i still get a little attentive when it comes to his classmates & any other girl i hear about bc then i start thinking, well is she pretty, does she like him, does he like her, how much do they talk, etc. which is just a normal girl thing..i think lol. im not totally insecure but it is easy to feel some type of way. so, i think i expressed everything i wanted to. i replied to the other guys msg and i honestly feel kinda bad for him but i hope they can work things out..

edit 7/29: not to add More things to this but.. i hung out with him today & i could tell that he felt terrible about himself for that happening & he felt like i was letting him off too easy. like, just not getting mad or lashing out i guess. im too shy to do that to him tho but i did say how i did think about it a lot & that you two were honestly stupid for doing that. also, how i did feel bad for her husband. i didnt say much more than that but if i did i just wouldve said like, you two knew it would ruin the friendship. even tho it didnt right away, look at it now. just bc you two couldnt put your sexual thoughts aside. but you know what, it just goes to show that it was always ever so slightly present since the beginning of the friendship. they both have had thoughts of fucking already & they finally caved. so he was given the chance to sleep with her & he took it bc 1, it benefited him and 2, hes been secretly wanting to do that. IM STILL NOT OVER THE WHOLE BREAK THING (kinda am) BUT I CANT DWELL ON IT. i just asgdjflk. like broT-T ..made me believe that we were just not gonna talk as much, yet still be friends. it was both of our first time trying out a break. he made me believe that wed be back together once things chilled out & we could hang out normally since it was covid year (honestly was torture & i was in one of my lowest moments). He made me be under the impression that he just needed some spaceeee. I didnt think it was to the point where he felt like he was single, ready to mingle!!! like dude didnt even wait that long to find a whatever rebound, then had the guts to cry to me about stuff i didnt understand at the time but then later found out it was over some other girl!!T-T posting a fricken poem on his story & telling me a lie. turning off his location. taking longer & longer to reply, then not replying for almost a day. But yeah sure, telling me we’d still talk during this time, just not as romantic. sending me snaps of his dealer writing a little “cute” ass note w a heart on it. whyy would your dealer even do that. like she obviouslyyy wouldnt do that for just anyone. posting on your story about something that had to do w him being available & wanting to date. until finally he starts talking to me like he used to bc oh yeah, he wants me back. meanwhile, i havent even thought of myself being single or looking to find a new romantic partner. idk, that all messed w my head soo much. AAND that stupid poem was hung up on his wall for literallyyy monthsD; i couldnt even loook at that wall while we were being intimate bc it turned me off so much & didnt have the guts to mention it. he finally replaced it w something i gave him & when i saw it i was like about time & i showed it to my friend. i got sidetracked but that was important to let out. back to his friend..me knowing that hes been cheated on & how much it has affected him, i would think that he wouldnt enable someone else to do it to their partner the way his ex did it to him?! that was another thing i wouldve told him. i guess i just didnt feel like hurting him more than he already felt about himself.. but to wrap it up, i think were done with it. he kept complimenting me all day. he feels like he should unfollow her off everything now. they honestly havent really talked in a long time & they havent been close like they used to be so its not like they talk. he just doesnt wanna be involved with her & her hubby at all after this. he said i should unfollow also. tbh, i sort of dont want to? is that weird.. i feel like i should be hating her more but i also dont feel enough hate to remove her from ig. idk..he also might ask her how her husband found out. idk its like a sticky situation bc i wouldnt describe my feelings as hurt towards everything. i felt shocked, but not completely surprised. i felt old feelings that i felt when i first found out he hooked up w people during our break & now there was more to uncover. i felt like my suspicions were proven.

#journal #mypost #continued in the comments

[t33n4gedirtb4g]

Charlie Spring x MALE! Reader oneshot

(Reposted cause i fucked up when pasting i into tumblr- rip my last braincell)

A/N

So lemmie explain how this works- Basically M/N replaces Nick, aka Nick doesnt exist and is replaced with M/N. But all of Nicks struggles, M/N had the same ones.

So ye M/N is basically Nick but different name and looks

A/N over(Enjoy the story 🫶)

It was a cold and rainy day. Charlie was at M/Ns house talking to him about nothing in particular. Just enjoying eachothers company.

"Soo, I'm assuming you're sleeping over tonight?" M/N questioned

"Yeah, I'm pretty sure it's going to be like this all day" Charlie replied

"Okay, just checking.!" M/N said as he inched closer to Charlie, hugging his waist. Charlie started scrolling through Tumblr mindlessly, M/N laid half asleep, still hugging Charlie. 

"Are you tired?" Charlie asked just above a whisper, he knew the answer to his question but asked anyway. M/N sleepily hummed in response. Charlie quietly chuckled to himself and kept scrolling through Tumblr. Until Oliver walked in and ruined the moment.

"CHARLIEEE! YOU DIDNT TELL ME M/N WAS HERE!" Oliver angirly shouted in a childlike way. Tori came in a few seconds afterwards. M/N opened his eyes to see Oliver in his face wanting to play with him as always.

"Oliver, cant you see M/N was sleeping? Its very rude to wake someone up like that." Tori said as she crossed her arms.

"But I-" Oliver tried to protest before M/N spoke up

"She's right, Oliver, it's rude to wake somene by yelling at them" M/N said in a sleepy voice

"Yeah, now get out." Charlie demanded. Upset that his little brother ruined their peacful moment. Both Tori and Oliver walked out and shut the door behind them.

"Siblings are so annoying" Charlie complained

"Theyre gone now, love. You can calm down now"

"Okay then" Charlie replied. Laying down to face M/N. M/N quickly pecked Charlie on the lips.

"You can't just do that!"

"But I can"

"Whatever" Charlie says, closing his eyes tiredly. He and M/N were ready to sleep.

In a few minutes both boys fell sound asleep in eachothers arms.

A/N

(SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO FINISH)

Was this requested?: Yes

by who: @

youve-been-rollricked

Ty for reading!

[gokubrain]

Hi! What is Age 801 about (was it a DBS thing? I kinda refuse to watch DBS and have only read the Trunks/Goku Black arc, Moro arc, and [now] Granola arc)? Also, can we get some more canonically gay moments with Goku and Vegeta, please? Preferably DBZ and screenshots are a bonus. :-D Thanks! XOXOXO

HII buckle in this is a long one LOL

Age 801:

for starters, i've talked briefly abt age 801 on my twitter before but i'd be glad to talk about it here too HAHA

though i haven't actually played this first hand so i won't go into too much detail in fear of giving wrong information. BUT BASICALLY there was this game called Dragon Ball Online, which "was a massive multiplayer online role-playing game being developed in Japan and South Korea by NTL, set in the Dragon Ball universe." again i didnt play it but from what i understand it takes place 200 ish years after the end of the buu arc in dbz.

age 801 is the year of goku's death, but it goes deeper than that LOL

APPARENTLY as goku realized his time to die was approaching, he reached out to vegeta, and the two of them LEFT EARTH WITHOUT A WORD and traveled to a far away planet in the middle of no where to have one final battle where they both went out in a blaze of glory. i don't remember where i heard this but apparently their death battle caused a supernova that was seen from earth years later

guys?? if that's not the most fucking homoerotic and romantic thing you have ever heard than ur a liar HAHAHDFJH

ALSO THIS STORYLINE WAS APPROVED BY TORIYAMA WHICH IS ABOUT AS CLOSE TO CANON AS ANYTHING LIKE THIS IS EVER GONNA GET SO. personally i'm considering this the locked in, canonical ending for them because it's just SO perfect.

this idea that goku wanted to provide a sense of closure regarding their rivalry,, the fact that vegeta was just on board with dying like this before his time simply because he didn't want to live without goku,,, GOKU KNOWING THIS AS TRUE AND EVEN DECIDING THAT HE WANTED TO DIE ALONGSIDE VEGETA IN THE FIRST PLACE... OH THANK YOU DRAGON BALL ONLINE THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

i desperately wish i had more info on this to tell you, but i never played the game and the wiki is painfully short so !! like i wonder how long they were traveling before they found a planet far enough away,, if it took years to see the supernova then they must have been traveling for a very very long time. ALSO A SUPERNOVA??? HOW FUCKING SEXY IS THAT LOL, I LOVE SPACE/STAR IMAGERY IN TERMS OF KAKAVEGE (COUGH YOU ARE THE SUN AND I AM JUST THE PLANETS SPINNING AROUND YOU COUGH COUGH) to think that their simultaneous deaths erupted in a supernova...... god it jsut warms my heart so much THANK YOU dragon ball online

Kakavege Canon Stuff:

and nice timing, i was just looking for someone to talk with about this particular scene LOL

i'm rewatching dbz rn and i'm really obsessed with this one little filler arc that happens immediately after the saiyan arc. vegeta's on his way to some freeza planet to heal up, and goku's hospitalized. it's not very much content bc it's actually just a little side-thing that's shown while the Real filler is happening but i still love it regardless

i'm soo obsessed with this cinematic parallel here LOL i love that they're both healing from this battle at the same time but theyre also both thinking about what happened like. a LOT lol, pretty much any time either of them are on screen they're thinking about the fight that just happened HAHA

vegeta is literally floating in a healing pod dreaming about the fight whispering "kakarot" over and over?? and goku keeps sneaking out of the hospital to train for when vegeta comes back??

it's so cute LOL goku keeps like. getting out of bed and trying to train for when vegeta gets back and they're all like dude,,, ur seriously injured pls just stay in bed LOL

ITS HARD TO TELL BUT HE'S DOING SIT UPS HERE LOL

even outside of kakavege i think this is so fucking cute LOL HE'S LIKE "GUYYYSSS I'M FINE JUST LET ME TRAIN" AND THEYRE LIKE GOKU LMFAOFJDSJKFH YOURE IN A FULL BODY CAST....

but this concept that he's pushing himself wayyyy past his limits because he's so excited to fight vegeta again is just so precious wahhhh

ALSO THERES THIS ONE REALLY GOOD SCENE WHERE IT SHOWS VEGETA THINKING ABOUT GOKU AND THEN IT CUTS TO GOKU RANDOMLY PUNCHING THE AIR AND EVERYONE IS LIKE "GOKU?? WTF" AND HE'S LIKE "LOL SORRY I GOT EXCITED"AHAHKJFDSHA IM ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED WITH THE LIKE. PARALLELS BETWEEN THEM WHERE THEYRE JUST BOTH THINKING ABOUT EACH OTHER AT THE SAME TIME ITS SO CUTE

i cant show it very well in screenshots but trust me the scene transition from vegeta talking abt the fight to goku just punching the air?? is so cute

if u wanna see it for urself i'll link it here, timestamp is 9:49

idk i just love it a lot LOL I KNOW ITS KINDA SMALL AND SEEMS LIKE IM REALLY GRASPING HERE BUT,, IDK I MEAN. the way the show sets it up so that's its like. vegeta in a healing pod saying "kakarot" (and NOTHING ELSE HAPPENS IN THE SCENE BTW HE'S JUST LIKE. "KAKAROT,,," AND THEN IT TRANSITIONS AHHA FDJH) and then immediately cuts to goku trying to sneak out of the hospital to train for vegeta's return (or smth similar)?? like the show is obviously trying to set up this parallel here between them and like. idk whether this is intentional or not but it DOES come off pretty gay imo LMAODJFJH

AND LIKE. OKAY i know vegeta's excuse is revenge and i know goku's excuse is wanting to protect earth when vegeta returns but,,, u also have to remember that goku LET VEGETA GO FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF SEEING HIM AGAIN LOL SO LIKE. basically this whole scene is goku being like "omg i'm too excited i can't just sit here in the hospital?? i have to train i have to be ready for him" LOL

this entire little filler is just so... like idk i feel like. during the fight they both had some wild thoughts and emotions flying around that they couldn't really sit down and piece together at that time (because.... they were amidst a life or death battle LOL) but this downtime is really important, like the seed has been planted and now they're both gonna spend time sitting here stewing and thinking about each other?? like this is IT, this is the first of many, many times that they'll be thinking about one another. this is how feelings start blooming hehe

one more thing, there's this scene where goku sneaks out of the hospital successfully and goes to train in the middle of nowhere but he overexerts himself terribly and falls, and as he's about to fall to his death he starts thinking about vegeta LOL

THIS HAPPENS A LOT BUT WHENEVER GOKU IS ABOUT TO DIE HE HAS A HABIT OF USING VEGETA AS LIKE. AN ANCHOR TO KEEP HIMSELF ALIVE AND PUSH FORWARD LOL

LIKE THIS INFAMOUS SCENE FROM MUCH LATER ON:

GOKU'S ON THE EDGE OF GETTING HIS ASS ABSOLUTELY KICKED AND HE STARTS HALLUCINATING ABOUT VEGETA?/AHGHADHFJJSDHGF

OKAY REWIND PLEASE I HAVE TO TALK ABOUT THIS SCENE.

OKAY,,, LIKE. OKAY. OBVIOUSLY, WHY IS HE NAKED. OBVIOUSLY. GOKU?? HELLO????

BUT THIS JUST FUCKING PROVESHAHSDH GOKU USES VEGETA AS LIKE. A SOURCE OF COMFORT WHEN HIS BACK IS AGAINST A WALL!! HE USES VEGETA TO PUSH HIMSELF JUST AS MUCH AS VEGETA USES GOKU TO PUSH HIMSELF !! THEY'RE LITERALLY SO FDHSGJHKBDG

I COULD TALK ALL DAY ABOUT THE SCENE WHERE VEGETA GETS ALL VULNERABLE BEFORE DYING AND BEGS GOKU TO KILL FREEZA AND THEN GOKU BURIES HIM BECAUSE IT MAKES ME SO SO EMOTIONAL BUT I HAVE TO STOP HERE LOL i'm losing my mind

#sorry bestie my brain is mush this post took like 2 hours to make LMFAODJHFJH #WHICH IS MY OWN FAULT BUT #'say the line bart' - sorry its incoherent #and messy #i just needed to ramble LOL I HOPE I MADE SENSE #anyway #kakavege #answered

[wlw-lovestruck-fiction]

This ask is off topic but i fell like am talking to my friends-mods soo...I met this girl randomly at a coffee shop, she couldn't keep her dark blue eyes off me, she had really nice wavy-curly hair, glasses and an really expensive-high fashion outfit that everyone was looking at. She was with a friend of hers and she offered to buy me coffee and I was like hell yeaaah free coffee. We exchanged numbers and the following day we met again at a restaurant but she didnt see me, she was sooooo hot like she stood out of everyone, men were buying her drinks and she prolly got sick off it and left and I had no choice but to follow her lol dont judge me. I kinda bumped into her on purpose so she could notice me and she did and she couldnt stop flirting with me likeeeee it was so smooth and smart and sexy and soft and ughhh her voiceee... I was blushing all the wayyy😍. Long story short we are gf's now and leeet meee tell youu THE SEX we been having is out off this world, I had noooo idea she had that freak in her, she's like ready for it every fkn second. ( we are both fems ). God she's so hot and nicee and she smellss sosooososo good, she's soo smart, her sense of style is unbelievable and she cant stop flirting with me even tho am already hers. She's also a virgo which is so surprising to me. I didnt know virgos are such freaks in bed , sorry scorpios. I feel like I've met a real life mixture of Vivienne+Xenia my faves😍

We are your friends, Anon 😁 And thank you for sharing your story with us ! That is probably many of us gays' dream encounter right there, and it warms my gay little heart to be reminded that things like this actually happen in places outside of movies, books and virtual romance novels 😍 Ahh.. I am so happy for you and this wonderful girl of yours! Please keep us updated! - Mod Runa

#answered #anonymous #gay encounter goals

[mousehole5000]

 this is it... the final post.... 226 through THE END!!!!!

this shit with mu qing and the river of lava is SOOOO dramatic im loving it

oh my god theyre on a FUCKING bridge of course they are okay let’s go boys

“You’re right. We’re alike. You think me odd, I think you to be rather weird too.” - so what im getting from this is that xie lian and mu qing are the only characters in this book with working gaydar okay yup got it this checks out

god... the fact that xie lian is ready to be like “look mu qing we can just forget about the past it doesnt matter we dont have to be friends i know you dont like me but im not gonna let you die over it” and then mu qing is like “.... god i really do admire you huh”

“You...certainly...are rather amazing. You’re...also...a better person...than me. Long story short, I...very much wanted...to become your f-f-friend.”  - going to think about this for the rest of all time im about to become utterly unintelligible im overcome with emotions

“And, at the end of the white silk band, Feng Xin was gripping Ruoye with one hand while the other was holding on to a steel-faced Mu Qing, and he shouted towards him.” - the fucking IMAGE of this im gonna cry this is everything i could have asked for im so happy also mu qing dangling there like “ welp. guess ill live“

“Feng Xin was almost burnt by that pillar of fire, and he shouted in outrage. “WHAT’S WITH THIS BAND OF DOG SHITS, ATTACKING PEOPLE WHILE THEY’RE DOWN, SO VILE! FUCK YOUR ENTIRE FAMILY!” Xie Lian responded, “IF THEIR ENTIRE FAMILIES ALL LOOK LIKE THAT, YOU SURE YOU WANT TO FUCK THEM??” - theyre so funny!!! and theyre best friends!!! theyre joking together now in the middle of all this i could cry theyre back!!!

“Using sticks as arrows, he held the bow with one hand and used his teeth to bite back the bowstring.” - no clue how practical this is but okay archer boy. hot

i actually have so many little quips between the three of them highlighted but we’d be here all night if i included them all. im literally so delighted by this omg worth the wait

“Each sabre strike slashed to the bone. It wasn’t like Xie Lian had never seen Hua Cheng use the sabre before in the past, but his style had always been easy and leisurely, nonchalant and casual. Rather than say he was handling a weapon, it was more like he was toying with a small knife. Yet those blade marks were filled with killing intent. It was easy to imagine just how skilled the one exchanging blows with him was, and how perilous this battle.” you have no idea how mad i was when i read this and thought we missed witnessing the fight between hc and jw omg

“Behind him, Feng Xin muttered, “Dear fucking god, may all the gods and buddhas grant their blessings, that better absolutely be Crimson Rain Sought Flower, otherwise he’s gonna go mad!” “Stop your rubbish,” Mu Qing berated. “We’re all the gods and buddhas ourselves and we can’t grant shit, just keep up with him! Look at the stumbling way he’s running, he’s gonna trip and fall to his bloody death before he even sees the man!” - okay i know i said no more quips but this is literally too funny i just wanted to read it again

“ However, for whatever reason, that vicious ghost, in its muddled state, took that large group of live mortals under its wing and fled for many days. In the end, they were still surrounded by millions of ghosts, trapped in a dead end, and it was going to be eaten along with those humans.” [...] “That vicious ghost almost made a move against those humans, but for some reason, in the end, it didn’t. It instead used one of its own eyes as the price to forge a blood weapon. That vicious ghost was already forcibly hanging on with its last breath; after digging out its eye it should’ve broken apart completely. Yet somehow something had shocked it, and it instead woke to its senses completely. “ - THIS IS AMAZING ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? IS THIS ALL WE GET ABOUT HIS GHOSTLY LORE?????? HUA CHENGGGGGGGG

“What a terrible offence, his old habit had come out, and he quickly apologized. “I’m sorry! You don’t have to listen to me!” Hua Cheng, however, only smiled happily. “Everything gege tells me is the best advice, so why wouldn’t I listen?” - this isnt the fucking time afjdkfjsdkl they really never stop

“So you can hold the illusion of a perfect Crown Prince of Wuyong to face and dismiss the Jun Wu now. Isn’t that your objective? Did you think I don’t know what you’re thinking?” “THAT’S NOT IT!” Guoshi cried. “Stop getting tied up in right and wrong, victories and defeat, I’VE NEVER THOUGHT THAT WAY BEFORE!” - jun wu only being able to see xie lian as his successor and believing that thats all anyone else sees too... okay

honestly this whole final showdown was a blast i cant put everything in but it was so much fun to read. the DRAMA the LAVA the SHOUTING t

“Hua Cheng had poured too much spiritual power into him. There really was too much, so much that it was completely outside the amount the cursed shackle could withstand.” - okay.... okay... the love you give will set you free... okay....

“With Jun Wu in his grip, he carried both their bodies and forcefully slammed into the incomparably-solid rock wall! He used all of his power in this smash, and in the rumbling and crashing of rocks, he also heard the sound of something breaking.” [...] “A moment later, Jun Wu suddenly asked, “That move. What is it called?” “...” Xie Lian raised his sleeve and wiped away the blood on the side of his face. “Shattering boulders on the chest.” YES!!!!! YES!!!!! xie lian actually lived that life!!!!!! i loved this detail so much

“After a moment of silence, Xie Lian took off the bamboo hat carried on his back, took it in his hand, and covered it over Jun Wu’s face.” - xie lian... good... another detail i love. a hat that protects from the rain, given in a moment of need, even to someone who has caused you hardship... we do not forget the kindness granted to us

“There was gratefulness, there was shame, there was heartache, there was wild joy, but above all else, there was incurable love.” - :pleading: i wish it was just that easy tbh. “i have to tell you about the worst parts of myself” “ive already seen them and i dont care i still love you“ truly the dream

“ It’s been so long since anyone listened to me talk, won’t you stay? Don’t...actually do this. I won’t be able to take it. Twice, it’s been twice already! I really don’t want there to be a third time!!!” - the bit about just wanting someone to listen to him talk... xie lian... :(

emily corpse bride moment.... i knew it had to happen.... butterflies.... death and rebirth.... inevitable

xianle trio bickering about ruoye..... mu qing complaining but not letting anyone else fix it... im so happy

“The Rain Master sat down on the spot, looking like she was going to perform a passing service for her. After all, Xuan Ji was the only one left of the Kingdom of Yushi besides herself.”  - xuan ji you sure the hell were... a character. this little moment tho..... yushi huang... many thoughts

“ Who hasn’t made promises, or swore to the mountains and the seas when they were young? Talking of affection, of love, of forevers. But, the longer I hang around in the world, the more I understand, something like ‘forever’ is impossible. It’s never going to be possible. Having it once was already good enough. No one can truly achieve it. I don’t believe in it anymore.” - jian lan im happy for you bummer it didnt work out with feng xin but yeah that was looooong ago. also this quote me same mood kin but its chill. having it once was already good enough

although yeah tbh if theres anyone who can have a forever like that... it would be a ghost and a god

fasdfjadklfj GOD... pour one out for ling wen.. but is that not the truth of this world? the one can be pardoned for being good at paperwork that no one else wants to do? isnt that the plot of the shawshank redemption?

okay but the fact that all xie lian’s friends come to visit him while he waits for hua cheng is making me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.... fengqing coming together to try to get him out of the house but get scared off by his cooking... amazing

“Last time, they spent eight hundred years running towards each other. This time, it only took an instant to fall into each other’s embrace.” - im completely unaffected by this. im not lying i swear (i am lying im very emotionally affected)

okay i love this final wrap up chapter party its so fun. mu qing moving on from the broom thing!!! good for him!! the beggars get their reward!!! the fun ghost city chefs!! SQX!!!! and he xuan is?? here too??? he’s hungry??? fjadlkfjsdl

“The grounds that Feng Xin and Mu Qing had just swept were once again filthy from that giant crowd of muddy feet. Mu Qing gripped his broom, looking like he felt someone had infected him with fleas, and his eyes were wide.” - me when my dad comes into the kitchen when ive just finished washing dishes i get it king

the little folklore bit... fun!!! oh my god its over..... :(

that was really fun i had a blast reading it and on the whole really liked it i WISH soo badly that hua cheng had gotten more outside of being cunty and devoted even tho those are both important i just wish there was more about like how he got by during those 800 years and like did he ever have doubts? what shaped his worldview was it all xie lian or was it his experience as a mortal as well? why is he so mean to e’ming? theres bits and pieces here and there and i know it was already SO long but that really would have been great if there was more about hc cuz tbh by the end, at least for me, the hualian relationship didnt actually feel as fleshed out as the xianle trio relationship like i still liked hualian’s dynamic and it was really sweet how much they clearly really liked each other and  everything but i kind of wish some of the other subplots had been dropped or diminished in favor of more hc development i think that would have been cool

but anyway thats some of my thoughts and i really did enjoy the hell out of book 5 that was a riot and uhhh thanks to everyone who read these or commented *lends you spiritual energy through a high five*

#tgcf liveblog #it is Complete i can move on now #i actually have a lot more thoughts about hl because i uhhhh relate. to things. and have opinions due to my experiences #but its also quite Personal soooo i might just keep them tucked away #anyway im freeeeeee #mouse mumbles

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So finally! I am done with 9-1-1. I know i am super late and the reason i was late because i was waiting for @fandom-101 to catch up on this amazing series which in turn i have to pause and wait so then we can watch it together. So without wasting any time anymore lets jump right into the review.

I am sad and emotional because i have to wait like a whole year so see my crew again, i am missing them soo much, it was rough and after a season like that it is getting more difficult for me now to wait for new content.

Season 3 started with a blast and hit me at various places. I mean putting Christopher (Buck's baby child at risk!! ) the writers were in a daring mood especially when he was out hanging with Buck. The tsunami episodes was nerve wreacking and it kept me on the edge of my seat the whole time especially the whole Buck scenes( i applaud Oliver Stark for his outstanding performance).

BUDDIE! was literally thriving in this whole season and especially in the initial episodes. I got BUDDIE angts. I got BUDDIE hanging out.I got BUDDIE acting as a family. I literally got BUDDIE spending alone time at there houses. I think the whole fandom agrees that Eddie has a key to Buck's appartment and so does Buck and many times they have bunk beds together (oooohh it is making me blush just thinking about it).

EDDIE FUCKING DIAZ felt all alone because he couldn't talk to Buck!!!!!!!.Ladies and Gentlemen that part was fucking Cannon. EDDIE ALWAYS THINKING WITH A LEVEL HEAD DIAZ was fucking spiriling because he couldn't spend time with Buck. The writers were literally writing the script at the edge of Mount Everst cuz i could see the daring in them. FYI Eddie begins is like my favourite from all the begins uptil now.. I might change my review because i heard that they are going for a BUCK begins (and we all know that we gonna hail and love our boy). I still cant process,like i still think it was some kind of a weird lucid dream i had of Eddie feeling lonely when he couldn't talk to Buck because he filed a suit against them.

Buck! Oh oh Buckaroooo. I know you have been wronged and you deserved to know the truth from Bobby from the start (i am still pissed about that, what the hell baby captain!!). I completely support yah i didnt know you had it in you to pull a harvey specter. I feel like you were lucky that your friends have a heart of gold that they forgave you so fast and accepted you again after that details you spilled to your lawyers. EVAN FREAKING BUCKLY is Christopher Godfather, there i said it. I wont be surprised if Eddie has put his name under legal guardian and Christopher that child(oh baby boy is really so sweet, a kid who had CP and how his both parents left him when he didn't deserve any of this and still kept a smile on his face is an angel). Evan Buckly will go above and beyond for this kid and that line from Eddie soften my heart. "I trust you with Christopher". Which i have seen and was also pointed out by @fandom-101 that for Eddie giving his trust for Christopher to someone is not easy but he trust Buck with him and honey! You relax Buck is going to be an amazing dad, you dont worry. He might be an amazing husband too if you look the other way😉just a suggestion.

Oh i have a lot to say on BUDDIE alone! and i might do like each scene review on them.. From there first meeting to there current relationship.

Now back to other cast members

First in line is baby Captian Bobby Nash. What the hell dude!! You shouldn't have done that with Buck i know you were acting like a super worried dad or something but still you cant hold of his career just because you weren't ready. Buck and i were very disappointed at you. He was fighting alone and when he was trying to take one step at a time you decided to replace him that was hella wrong. Bobby up your game level man! I wanna see you more in S4 as my baby captain.

ATHENA when are you opening up a marriage and parental counselling because i need to sign up as your first client also honey i also had goosebumps over that whole fight scene, those voices were scary and during that whole time i was holding my sister hand tight cuz i felt every pain you were reflecting it (hands down to you Angela Basett). Also i am worried about you please try to talk to somebody, its a trauma and you need to let it out before it eats you up no matter how strong you are or holding the name of a greek goddess you gotta talk. I am excited to see more of that in S4.

Hen dreams change faster then a train changes its lane( sorry couldn't come with a great thing) but the feeling behind it was true. Now she wants to be a surgeon that fast. You do one aderline thing and you want to change your whole life on it. I wish i had a nerve to change career or life path like this. I fully support all of this and i dont know where they are taking with this but Henrietta where is your talk with Howie, not once you talked to him about all of this. He is your best friend and i remember it correctly how you were crying because you missed howie when he was a captain and you didnt want this dynamic to change so aren't you doing the same thing and i still dont mind if you change it but at least talk to him, he looks sad.

Howie our unsung Hero is finally getting some good in his life. Maddie pregnancy news was amazing and i am soo happy for them they are literally soo perfect and stable and healthy in a relationship, marry each other fast. Also i am more excited when they will break the news to Buck cuz we all know how he is with kids and now finding out that he is going to be uncle, everybody should just hold him before he sky rockted himself. Excited for that part.

Overall the season has its own hype and it kept me on my edge, each episode, each storyline, each character arch journey was amazing. I love 9-1-1 because of how much they are invested in every character whether they are main or side. FYI how many of you think Micheal tumour jumped off from his brain in the elevator when he met that hot Doctor. His gay vibes shrunk that fucking cancer. That tumour was like :bitch i came into his life so that he could meet up with his soulmate, i was a match maker and now i am outta here.

I miss them soo much and i cant wait for all of them to come back on my screen..... See you soon for S4 where we will cross this journey together this time

Make sure to follow me guys for more amazing reviews about your favourite shows, movies and books and if you have a recommendation tell me now!. Oh i almost forgot. I did started 9-1-1 lone star and i am actually liking it alot and i will post my review soon so follow me fast! , fast! fast!

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SPOILERS!!!

Charmed 02x02 Review

Y'all part of me just can't. Like the excitement and energy over this last episode is too much to keep inside. I am super ready to burst and super excited for episode 3. But I am just gonna say that overall I thought this episode was superb 8/10 only because I am saving my 9 and 10. But if I could I'd give it a 9 out of ten. There was only like a couple things I was nitpicky about and it's pretty standard tv logic stuff that most people overlook so dont come at me for it. So I am just gonna start like I always do except I cant just pick 3 likes and dislikes so I am just gonna list my likes some of the nitpicks and then some episode highlights.

SPOILERS AHEAD

Things I liked:

1. Hacy development

So no secret I am a hacy fan and I pretty much love any hacy content the show will give us but I really thought the show did so well this episode.

Originally, I thought the show was going to explore Macy's feelings through Dark!Harry, and in a way they have revealed them using Dark!Harry (Season 1 ended with us not sure if Macy felt anything for Harry, but knowing he had some feelings for her). I was worried there may be less hacy moments because they would keep most of the interaction between Dark!Harry and Macy. Even had me scared that Macy may be falling for Dark!Harry and not Harry proper. But no, they gave us Genuine Hacy.

The awkwardness of the interactions after the dream. That car ride was hilarious with the map and the radio (harry is still super at comedic relief in club and in car)

Harry's concern over having done something wrong

The looks when checking each other out.

Making each other laugh and encouraging each other.

Harry trying to save that witch and Macy being concerned by what it would

"I know Harry"

I mean it wasn't just tension. There was some fluff thrown in. Harry telling her to celebrate the victories and looking at her proudly. Which brings me to item 2.

2) I love what rupert does with his eyes between the two Harrys. Real harry (as macy put it) is so harmless looking. Those puppy eyes are adorable and rupert makes sure to have then turned up all the way when being real harry.

The only time Dark!harry makes soft eyes (well sort of) is the first time we see him with Macy, the initial moment in episode 1, and then when Maggie goes for a hug in this episode. He is just so taken off guard by the affection that his pretending-to-be-Harry-face slips and his eyes kind of go wide and they arent so narrowed and focused. Which makes me think he has not been hugged often or at all . . . That's sad. Then the switch when Maggie backs away. The eyes narrow again and he gets all mean. Just love that rupert can do things like that to give both characters distinctive enough feels that you can tell that dark!harry is acting.

3) Mel and Maggie bonding

So I really do hope that we get some Macy and Mel bonding, but I am happy anytime the show can deepen the bonds between the sisters. Maggie and Mel have a bit of a complicated relationship even though they grew up together. I mean especially from this episode we see and remember that Mel was the big sister for most of her life. She protected Maggie and seems to have acted like a second parent. It is sad that there dad really just turned out to be a bad dad. No reason behind it no, issues with Marisol other than apparently the ones he created on his own (which I will get into on my nitpicks). The fact this was just a loss for Maggie, and not just a loss as in she was the only one to feel something when Ray died but a loss of memories she thought she had and an idea of who her dad (a piece of her past), was sad but it actually gave us further insight into mel and Maggie's dynamics. First season we knew the rift between mel and Maggie was over Mel's obsession with and Mel's expectations of how Maggie should have acted and behaved. I think a lot of us chalked it up to Mel being controlling and having the oldest child attitude, but I think now we see there is more there. Mel seems to have spent a lot of time protecting Maggie and biting her tongue about certain aspects of thier lives and in a sense making sacrifices for her. So it makes sense she would expect the same from Maggie, but at the same time Maggie didnt know, and even if she did thise were Mel's choices and Maggie doesnt owe her anything for them.

Knowing that we can see how it is so easy for riffs to form between them which make the start of this season make more sense to me. Because Maggie wants to live her life and is a trusting and positive person. Mel expects a certain level of loyalty and commitment and has a different idea of what that looks like compared to Maggie. On top of there general personality differences it makes sense they all that would culminate into a rocky relationship prone to communication difficulties and tifs. But I love that they are starting to acknowledge those things and rebuild. Last season it was them just getting over feeling abandoned by each other after the death of Marisol. This exposed deeper roots of the initial rift. I liked that.

4) I love that the Maggie and Mel still have Magic and even though though the active powers are gone they arent defenseless. They just need to be resourceful. I actually like this a lot and I feel gives the writers a lot of room to play with creative ways for the ladies to save other witches.

5) demon lore!!!! Okay so while season 1 seems mostly thrown out the lore actually explains season 1 demons better.

One of the issues I had was that there did not seem to be a synchronized front with the demons and they never explained why even though Alistair claimed to be a hotshot the only people he had working for him was his family.

In the OG in first season before lore got expanded) demons and witches werent organized. Demons sort of acted on thier own for thier own purposes and witches seem mostly solitary except for occasional get togethers on important events. Later on in the series demons got an organization system (triad) then later one ruler (the source of all evil). Witches seem mostly solitary except for now the elders who assigned white lighters watched over them and placed rules on magic. I dont think people really remember the drastic shift in lore and the plot holes OG had because we generally liked the places it was going. So I am kinda on that page fro the reboot.

It flipped the script. Witches are or were the organized bunch both self ruling and ruling over the magical community. Demons were at war with each other and all had different agendas so makes sense that the Caines were mostly on thier own.

I like this idea of there being different general types of demons and a hierarchy. I do wonder if that will limit then in the long run, but assuming they can be creative with the categories they have defined I am not too worried. I am excited to get more info on demons now.

6) the new love interests. I love Mel's new love interest. So different from Mel and her previous love interests. I reserve judgment until we get more interaction but I am liking her so far. Jordan is interesting I am actually liking the build up of thier relationship and will be nice to see maggie start off slow and make friends with him first. I wasnt a huge parkerita fan but I did not dislike the ship. But one of my general blehs is love at first site between teens. The way parker and Maggie began was just off putting to me but they were nice together when they were together honestly. This will be a good venture into perhaps an adult relationship or at least on that doesnt begin with as much drama. That said she is dead and will have to hide her identity from him soo....

Now on to the nitpicks:

1) Ray's characterization.

Okay so I dont mind that Ray turned out to be just a crap dad. It happens. But there are things we know that Ray probably didnt that makes us wonder why marisol even got with him and married him.

A) we know Marisol continued an affair throughout her marriage to Ray. Even assuming Ray was just a crap husband and father, why did marisol get with him and marry him if he was so good at alienating everyone he met. I wouldnt think he was just a one night stand that Marisol decided she would have to marry after getting pregnant. I would think she would be above that.

B) did he even know about magic. Was his whole relationship and life with Marisol and the girls just based on secrets, ignorance, and not being around?

I mean for B it is fine if it was I just would like to know for sure what it was versus just guessing. But I assume like Maggie I am just gonna have to move on from this

2) the house lights and the job application.

Okay how does the house have power and and water without the city noticing? How can maggie apply for a job with no social security number? I mean I assume because she is dead she cant use her real info. Or she could but wouldnt that make it easy for demons who may think to infiltrate government records to find them? I mean this is a nitpick and can be explained away by Magic, but still it was on my mind.

3) the mysterious figure at the end. Okay y'all, I assume it is Dark!Harry. But the more I thought about it, the more I got angry that they didnt show his face. Basically, that is leaving room that it could be someone else like one of the other new love interests or someone we havent met yet. I dont like that. If it is Dark!Harry we've already met him and know he is after the girls so most likely would be working with the demons. So showing him wouldnt be a big deal. But keeping the figure hidden means leaving that door of possibilites open. This has me paranoid now. Again nitpick. I'll get over it. Some people might like that.

Episode Highlights:

Comic relief Harry. Getting knocked down when orbing into the club and not being able to hold a map.

"I'll put a hex on you."

"I'm formidable!" You tell him!

Harry's wonky orbing in general. so confused so turned about.

Maggie being able to tell that Dark!Harry was not Harry. "Those are Harry's charges and family you cant fool them ya creep!!!"

Invisible mel putting a shovel to the side of Dark!Harry's face. "Yess!!!!"

Harry's puppy dog eyes when Macy says all she needs is a look to know who the real Harry is

#cw charmed #charmed remake #charmed reboot #charmed cw #charmed 2018 #charmed spoilers #charmed 2018 spoilers #hacy #mel vera #maggie vera #macy x harry #harry x macy #harry greenwood #macy vaughn

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[me? Thinking about a gf fairytales au instead of being productive? More likely than u think!!! think ou.at buT BETTER and w/o the real world dimension hopping part. under the cut bc i just copy/pasted my tags from forever ago to put them in one place

mabel and dipper are hansel and gretal

paz is sleeping beauty 

bill is maleficient 

if we’re gonna get disney about it wendy as merida 

i LOVE the idea of tambry as rapunzel??? 

mabel can also be like...eric from the little mermaid 

so mermando can be ariel 

gIDEON AS URSULA/VANESSA IN THAT VEIN THO 

bill is also rumplestilskin 

stan can be the huntsman (idk from which story cause theres a fEW BUT)

ford is the sorcerer from fanstasia 

ford is teaching dipper magic....and instead of a true love’s kiss that’s how he wakes paz (maybe?)

the northwests made a deal w bill like in the most famous version of rumplestilskin but instead of wanting paz for himself he just wanted to steal her body at 16

so when they lose the deal they ask for help from ford and ford’s like “yo i can maybe change the deal??? a little bit???” so instead of bill taking her over when he goes to she falls asleep ​

so dipper wasnt supposed to wake her up but he found her and fords notes and he and mabel went on an adventure

bill is all the villains 

billains 

so stan has to leave mabel and dipper in the woods (idk y it wasnt for long the twins are just impatient) so stan disappears and the twins are like “lETS EXPLORE THE WOODS”

they come across some creepy old house w a lot of spiderwebs (can u guess the villain yet?)

an older woman comes out and is like “why are you guys lost in the forest?”

mabel points to the glitter trail “we’re not lost”

dipper looks behind them ‘mabel!!! where’s all the glitter?!”

(ACTUALLY MAYBE ITS YARN???) 

so they lose the trail 

meanwhile stan is losing his fucking mind

he follows the stray glitter but it’s blown all over

he feels “LOST IN THE WOOOOODDDS!!!”

so the old lady offers for them to stay the night bc its getting late

dipper is SUPER sus but he plays it cool surprisingly

mabel is So In!

long short...stan eventually saves them from darlene’s trap

usually shes just a maneater but look

when u live in the woods u do what u can

so stan hauls them back to their cottage

dipper knew there was weird shit out there but he wants MORE

he starts going through his great-uncle’s journals (*cue the dipper squee*)

he reads about bill and his deal w paz’s parents

he’s like....’maybe we should rescue her?’

ford wont tell him why they cant

so dipper and mabel sneak out

they steal the grunkles’ boat

mabel falls over board???

dipper tries like HELL to save her

but then he sees mermando save her

SO MABEL IS SAVED BY MERMANDO!!! 

gideon (who had long-loved mabel from afar) finds out

he visits the merman to trick him

all mabel remembers is his voice

so YES mermando trades his voice for legs just like the movie

sue me okay w his distinct accent it makes sense!!!

so the twins get sidetracked bc mermando shows up out of nowhere

they dock on a small island for a pit stop and thats when ‘kiss the girl’ happens

they dont kiss so they move on

they dock on another stretch of land the next day

AND GIDEON APPEARS

the twins have only heard about him from their grunkles so mabel hears his voice and goes *heart eyes*

mermando is Distressed

dipper is Focused on getting to this sleeping princess

mabel makes fun of him for liking her

SO GIDEON HAS MERMANDOS VOICE!

at one point dipper catches him w/o the amulet that makes him sound like mermando

and he tells mabel and its kinda like “the hand that rocks the mabel” or whatever the ep was called

it takes dipper and mermando being threatened (and gideons voice slipping) for her to catch on and she breaks up w him

dipper wants to throw him overboard

they just leave him on the next inhabited island they find

mermando got his kiss but decides to go back to the ocean anyway

he promises to write

mabel is Sad

SO BACK TO OUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED ADVENTURE!

the twins come across a land near the one paz is on and decide to stop for food and to stretch their legs and other hygiene things

they find out there’s some archery thing going on and mabel is like ’ooooh can we try?!’

turns out its for neighboring kingdoms’ princes to win a princess

mabel and dipper think this is RIDICULOUS so they crash it

mabel steps up to shoot and everyone’s like ‘wHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?’

then dipper steps up beside her. neither of them have shot a bow before

they shoot at the same time. mabel’s like thisclose to the bullseye. dippers too far right

THEN!!! PRINCESS WENDY COMES OUT OF NOWHERE

DIPPER AND MABEL ARE IN AWE OF THIS VALKYRIE. THEYRE BOTH READY FOR HER TO KILL THEM BC THEY THINK ITLL BE AWESOME

but wendy is like ‘ACTUALLY ILL SHOOT FOR MYSELF THANKS’ and splits like three arrows down the middle w her accuracy

she looks at mabel and dipper and is like ‘u dudes look fun! ive never seen u before who are u???’

and they’re like ‘WELL!’ and launch into detail about their adventure w overlapping voices and sound affects and VAST description

anyways. i cant decide how old people are rn okay 

so wendy is like “hey dad??? im going on an adventure w these guys!” and her dad is like “unusual but u DID just win ur own hand. so ill allow it”

“YES! can i take soos too?!” 

“sure!”

sO THEYRE OFF AGAIN!!! lemme tell u the ship is filling faST!!!

they get to paz’s land. and the first thing they find is a girl in a tower with long purple hair.

everyone is pretty much just making ‘wtf’ faces for like....ten minutes.

finally wendy calls up the tower like “YO! WHATS W ALL THE HAIR?!”

tambry leans out the window w a bored expression and goes “its mine. im tambry. who r u?”

they introduce themselves and are like “u wanna come on our adventure?”

then....ROBBIE APPEARS!

and he knows where the princess is!!!

”oh yeah. her. shes also in a tower. its got a door but its guarded by gnomes.”

then robbie climbs tambrys hair pecks her cheek and ducks in the tower

they decide to head for the tower robbie directed them to. but they have to pass the castle. Northwest Castle

robbie warned them about the northwests. said that the princess was one and before she disappeared she was the snottiest brat hed ever met

so they became friends despite the fact that he plays music for a living (and not very well either)

her parents told her of the spell when she was twelve

so robbie’s like “they are not nice people and neither was she??? most of the townsfolk are glad shes asleep tbh”

but dammit! dipper came here for an adventure!!! he wasnt going to stop just bc the princess wasnt what he expected!

so they continue on!

mabel is like “maybe she doesnt KNOW how to be nice!”

and soos is just excited to be there!

and wendy is just...u kno...chill

they start to get close to the castle and they feel like they’re being watched

and then soos notices the PEACOCKS!

they assume theyre spies for the king and queen. which is half true?

they can also warn bill if someone is near pacifica

oh damn imagine that

being stuck asleep w a DREAM DEMON in ur head

sorry for the accidental psychological torture paz

WHICH IS THE ONLY TORTURE SHES HAD!

i think to make up for risking her life as a baby ther parents were like “we’re just gonna spoil u rotten and PRETEND u do no wrong eVERYTHING IS FINE”

so dipper is reading the journal and he FINALLY gets to the true loves kiss part of the deal

and he looks around at the party like “oh shit true love what do we do???”

mabel suggests he at least try and everyone agrees that yeah okay thats the back up plan

but dipper wants to use a SPELL!!!

so the king and queen see him w the journal and remember ford having the same one

so everyone is brought to the king and queen

theyre like “pRINCESS GWENDOLYN?!”

bc this is MY STORY and if i wanna give wendy a more princess-y name thEN I WILL

i say as i continue to refer to mason as DIPPER!!!

SO THEYRE MEETING THE NORTHWESTS!!!

wendys like “yes that is me the princess” and then everyone else introduces themselves...w dipper introducing himself as mason bc it just sounds more fairytale-y

soos is jesus (hey zeus! not jee sus)

soos is like....wendys bff/personal servant but mostly bff

so they explain their adventure to the northwests as quickly as possible

preston is no patient man and he’s is like “tbh its probably important she be here for her 18th bday soooo??? as long as she wakes up by next year why not???”

but only bc dipper was like “i wANNA USE MAGIC I DONT WANNA KISS HER THATS PLAN B!!!”

plus u kno...even if he DOES whats the guarantee itll work???

the guarantee is me being a filthy shipper tHATS WHAT!!!

so they continue to the tower!

there is probably a sidequest thingy with giffany bc i liked that episode

also soos needs more screentime im sorry

SO THEN!!! FINALLY!!!! THEY MAKE IT TO THE TOWER!!!

WHICH IS!!!

IN FACT!!!

GUARDED

BY

GNOMES!]

also theres a manotaur/multi-bear sidequest i just thought of bc i like THAT episode!!!

is this gf, a fairytale, sk.yrim, or a d.n.d campaign now??? WHO KNOWS!!! ITS NOT ME!!!

SO THEY GOTTA GET PAST THE GNOMES!

first they offer safe passage in exchange for mabel as their queen

after thats declined theyre like “or the redhead. well take her!”

this is also declined

finally jeff tells them to attack

at first the party tries to fight them off and they do okay

uNTIL SOME GNOME WEAPONIZED SCHMEBULOCKS RAINBOW PUKE!!! (i think it’s toxic tbh but i dONT REMEMBER)

finally mabel just pulls out her trusty crosSbow (aka “GRAPPLING HOOK!”) and they just make a tightrope to the window above the door

wendy goes first and NAILS it

then everyone else follows

soos almost falls and gets left to the gnomes but everyone helps him balance and they all make it through the window

coincidentally. the window leads to the princess’s room

OH MAN WHY DIDNT I USE THE PTERODACTYL?!

oh well. anyways.

everyone is looking around the room and like...taking it all in

dipper takes a moment...then walks over to the princess

he isnt sure if waking her will also wake the demon

crossover even more w my old paciphera au??? idk probably not

so dipper tries the spells he narrowed it down to

none of them work

all his friends have returned to the princess’s room and mabel is like “u gotta kiss her brobro!”

so dipper...poor poor dipper...just leans forward and kisses her

paz pretty much snaps her eyes open when dipper is a half inch from her face while he’s pulling back 

and even tho she was forewarned she wasnt expecting DIPPER so she SCREAMS

dippers ears are ringing

she shuts her eyes and stills her breathing and sits up.

AND SEES EVERYONE ELSE AND SCREAMS AGAIN

“i dIDNT EXPECT U TO BRING *FRIENDS*!”

so once shes a little more calm they explain the whole adventure to her

paz feels a little honored they came all this way just for her

also since True Love beats everything bill is like.....back in his home dimension. also paz has been fighting him for like....over a year.

so paz is like....ready to Go. u kno. just wants to go HOME.

they get pazs shit together and exit the tower through the door

she says goodbye to the gnomes. all by name.

“oh yeah mom and dad made them my personal guard when i was like...eight. theyve been prepping for this my whole life. they’ll meet me back at the castle.” so then she starts telling them about herself and her last like 

two years of being asleep w a DREAM DEMON

“sometimes i got the weirdest nightmares??? and they never ended. but when i woke up i couldnt remember anything specific.”

she and dipper talk away from the group. he tells her about how hes her true love and everything “okay well. we’ll have to lie to my parents and say it was a spell. bc they will NOT approve of us being true loves and if they hurt you...”

“then they hurt *you* too!” dipper finishes (idk maybe a combo w a soulmate au thing?)

meanwhile mabel is like...whining about boy problems??? and wendy is like “this is y boys r dumb.”

soos is like...wandering off. I WANNA INCORPORATE MELODY BUT WHO SHOULD SHE BE?!

paz and dipper start like....arguing about how to deal w her parents

apparently they actually ARENT that nice. if she doesnt marry a prince they’ll give her over to bill completely...or something idk

SO theyre nearing the castle!!!

theyve written theyre grunkles okay no worries. also mermando.

thats y mabels complaing about boys.

mermando and that manatee wife of his!!!

paz is not exactly ready to face her parents so she convinces the party (roll for charisma) to go the long way

which is actually just circles

anyways

we run back in to melody and soos and the party is like ‘wHOOPS WE DIDNT EVEN NOTICE GLAD U DIDNT GET EATEN BY A SPIDER LADY!

maybe melody is like....a fairy???

something light and ‘childish’ bc thatd fit her personality

soos is like “ive BEEN here. u dudes have been going in circles.” and everyone glares at paz.

“im sorry!!! i just dont want to go back!!!”

“ur dad made us promise to have u back for ur 18th bday.” says dipper while he tries to stay mad at his future wife

paz is like “YEAH SO HE CAN MARRY ME OFF TO A PRINCE!!!”

idk why paz and dips are being better at being soulmates here okay i was like....sleep-drunk when i first wrote this

so the party has a choice to make.

take paz back home where she wont be able to be w her TL (which in some cases has probably led to death) OR!!!

sneak her out and take her home w them?!

wendys probably gotta go back to her own kingdom tho.

and soos wants to stay w melody

U KNOW WHAT I JUST REALIZED?!

sTAN NEVER GOT TO BE SOOS’S DAD!!!!

SORRY SOOS!!!

so anyways

mabel and dipper decide to help her sneak out

luckily she knows all the blindspots

it takes longer but they finally make it back to their ship

they say theyre goodbyes to soos and melody and paz wishes them well in her kingdom. she promises to return when shes ready to rule

they load the ship and sail to wendys kingdom next

they stay a few days to recuperate

paz has trouble sleeping bc when she does the nightmares come back.

cue a kat.niss/pee.ta thing where paz sleeps next to dips bc it keeps the nightmares away

wendy has to explain why soos isnt w them to her dad who kinda shrugs it off?

“u proved u can protect urself.” or something.

after like.....a whole fucking year the twins are heading home.

paz and dipper sleep together on the ship too bc its just fucking easier

paz is nervous to meet the grunks

she and dipper arent exactly....dating??? its def more like soulmate au

where theyre AWARE theyre supposed to be together but they dont even rly know if they WANT to be together.

paz is p much “i dont rly wanna be w anyone else. ill let u kno if that changes.” and dips is like “tbh same.”

mabel is already planning a big royal wedding.

iDK Y BUT I WANT THEM TO FIND OUT THEYVE BEEN ROYALTY ALL THIS TIME??? probably just bc i LOVE that trope!!! but theyre not so its whateves.

so they FINALLY get home. mabel has been writing letters this whole time. to mermanso. to soos and melody. to wendy.

shes the captain of the dip.ifica ship and shes gotta keep her crewmembers in the know!!!

the twins also wrote to the grunks the whole time so!!!! no worries!!!

paz tries writing to her parents...but she can never find the right words.

meeting the grunks isnt as bad as she thought???

stan loves her off the bat. partially bc shes rich and bc she doesnt take shit

ford is pleased to meet the girl he saved and shes v v thankful to him for saving her life as best he could.

it takes her like a YEAR to write the letter.

she promises her parents she’ll return. AFTER shes married.

at this point she and dipper ARE together. they figured all theyre confusion out and are just living the good life!

mabel and wendy are doing the long distance thing. shes still friends w mermando.

robbie and tambry found paz and they write back and forth.

u CAN TAKE ROBBIE AND PAZ SIBLINGS FROM MY DECOMPOSING HANDS!!!

everything is as happily ever after as it can get.

and then dipper proposes despite knowing what it means.

BUT THATS A WHOLE OTHER ADVENTURE!!!!

*end credits roll. an epic theme song starts playing*

#💎 OUT OF DIAMONDS. ╱ out. #[i did this forever ago anD I FINALLY MOVED IT TO AN ACTUAL POST OF IT'S OWN] #[im planning on writing this tbh but if u got some rp ideas hum <<]

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Unit 0 | 4

Summary: JYP, Jinyoung, Jaebum and youngjae know enough to end it all, but what is your reaction? or It’s arresting time babyyyyy

Word Count: 5278

Genres: Drama | Mystery | Crime | Angst | Detective! AU

A/N: Aaand I’m back once more. This time however I’m actually proud of the progress, for once I wrote an ‘’outline’’ and it actually worked really well. I’ve been working on this chapter for exactly a week now and there are bits where I think ‘’nice, well written’’ Soo I hope you guys do too! But without further ado… Enjoy.

REQUESTS: OPEN!!

Masterlist

Character Introduction | Prologue | Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

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‘Date: 5th of July,

Today started off great. But it got ruined by someone.. At least they ruined it for me. I believe that (Y/N) hasn’t noticed anything. I wonder what she would have done if she was in my position.. Am I a bad Fiancé for not telling her that someone kept looking at her? No… No Changwoo you’re not. She cannot know. After all Ignorance can be a bliss, correct? I hope that this won’t happen again.. Please..’

‘Date: 7th of July,

It happened again.. this time however I saw their face. No, I saw his face.. And I have seen it before. Let me search for something quickly. Yes, Changwoo great job! Lee Hojin.. I thought he was still locked up, how long has he been free? And for how long has he been watching (Y/N)? I don’t know what to do.. I should probably report it, right? No. I can’t do that just yet. I will have to do it on my own. I won’t let (Y/N) know about this either the wedding is almost here I can’t have her stressed, she doesn’t deserve it… Then again she doesn’t deserve it at all..’

‘Date: 12th of July,

It’s been a week since I first saw Lee Hojin and I still don’t know what I should do.. I have been contemplating about whether or not to inform (Y/N) and even the police.. I know I wrote that I don’t want her to be stressed and that she doesn’t deserve this.. But it’s eating me from the inside! I feel like I am slowly going insane.. and I think that people around me are noticing! What do I do.. Lee Changwoo what is your plan?

I’ve been gone for a while.. My mind it… it went blank. I had to take this break or else I would break! I need to make a decision and I will do so today, tonight! Once I have made that decision I shall do it tomorrow!

Finally… Finally! I know what to do! Lee Changwoo you great man! I shall tell you.. Me? I shall tell myself the great plan that I came up with! That man.. Lee Hojin I shall find him.. With a knife. Shall I kill him? Changwoo of course I won’t kill the man.. Aaah… Hahaha I think that I’m going insane.. I’m talking to myself in third person even! All because of that man… I cannot wait to see the look on his face when I confront that disgusting man. I am sure he will leave (Y/N) alone after this. He must! Ahh.. (Y/N).. Don’t worry my love everything will be fine… ’

‘Date: 13th of July

I… I ruined everything.. I am such an idiot… I.. I-I killed him.. I am a horrible, disgusting human being.. I didn’t want this.. I promise I didn’t.. All I wanted was.. to.. to intimidate him, let him know that he should stop but… I stabbed him.. He looked at me as I did.. I saw the fear in his eyes as he looked at me.. How did this happen, why did I do this?? And why… why didn’t I feel bad, afraid.. shocked when I did it.. I felt nothing.. not even a bit of remorse.. I’m sorry… I’m so so so sorry…’

‘Date: 14th July,

Changwoo.. how dare you..  You promised yourself- I promised myself I wouldn’t do it again.. was one murder not enough? Why.. Why did I do this? That man… that poor old man.. He didn’t deserve this.. But… He did, didn’t he? If he didn’t witness me murdering… stabbing Lee Hojin, then he would have lived. It’s his own fault he got in the way! But he is gone now… Forever.. Nothing… No one can stop the future that I have with (Y/N). No one can and no one will. I will be the one that makes her happy.. It’s me that loves her, and it’s me that she loves! If someone dares to change that it’s over for them.. Ha! They will end up like those two bastards! They will die. An even more painful death each time someone even dares to touch (Y/N).. Changwoo-ah it’s time you grow up… You don’t have to be nice to anyone anymore… Do.. Do what you do best… Love (Y/N). Love her until the end.. Don’t worry… Everything is going to be fine.. I promise you- no I promise myself. It will be fine I won’t get caught… I will have my future with (Y/N)….’

Jaebum and Youngjae look at each other in silence, both of them not knowing what to say, or even if they should say something. Jaebum sighs as Youngjae steps away taking a deep breath. After a couple minutes of silence Jaebum says. ‘’Let’s take pictures of these pages as soon as possible. That guy seems to be so unstable, who knows who he will hurt in this short span of time.’’ After that he places the Journal onto the desk as Youngjae gets the camera ready.

Jaebum stays quiet as Youngjae takes the pictures carefully. He takes another look around the office and notices a photo of you and Changwoo hanging on the wall. He glances at Youngjae before walking towards the picture of you two smiling. However not even the happiness that is shown in the picture lifts the burden that he feels inside of his body.

“Hyung. Hyung!” Youngjae says trying to catch Jaebums attention. Jaebum let’s out a hum before turning around to look at Youngjae. “Ah.. You’re done?” Jaebum asks and Youngjae nods. “Yeah, you okay Hyung?” He asks Jaebum knowing the answer to his question already. 'What a stupid question, of course he’s not okay. Even I am not okay..’ Youngjae thinks to himself. “We should head out now. The sooner it’s over the better.” Jaebum says before walking towards the desk. He quickly shuts the journal close and places it back.

“Yeah let’s do that. I feel uncomfortable in this house now.” Youngjae retorts and with that the two of them leave the house. Before they leave however they check everything one last time, just to make sure that it doesn’t look like someone was in their house.

-

“Good you two are finally here.” JYP says from his chair when Jaebum and Youngjae walk in. Jaebum looks at him but stays quiet. He then looks at Jinyoung who is sitting on his own seat. “Where are (Y/N), Bambam, and Yugyeom?” Youngjae asks. “They are with Jackson (Y/N) wanted to train a bit and Bambam wanted to join. Yugyeom didn’t want to be left out and went with them.” Jinyoung says before looking at the camera around Youngjaes neck. Youngjae follows Jinyoungs look and quickly takes the strap off around his neck. “Don’t worry we got the things we needed.” He says as he takes out the memory card giving it to JYP.

“What did you find?” JYP asks as he puts the pictures on the laptop in front of him. “We did find a knife, with blood. It is at the lab now though. Mark-hyung is probably on his way back now with the results.” Youngjae says. JYP nodded and opened the file. He frowns as he looks at the picures. “What’s this?” He asks looking at Jaebum and Youngjae. “Apparently he’s the type to write in a journal.” Jaebum states.

JYP hums in approval as he reads through the text. “Well this is basically evidence enough to get him arrested. But we should wait until Mark is here with the news. Hopefully good news that is.”JYP says as he gets up from his chair. He smiles as he places a hand on Jaebum and Youngjaes shoulders. “Good work boys.”

It was quiet when Mark arrived. No one dared to say something but the file had to be read. Mark looked at JYP for approval to open the envelope and he just nodded. And thus Mark opened the envelope carefully as they gather around Mark one by one, all wanting to know what it said. It was quiet as they were reading the file. And once they were all done reading they all let out a deep sigh. They didnt know if they should feel relieved or not.

Especially Jinyoung as he has the confirmation that Changwoo, the person you called the ‘Love of your life’ did in fact kill Lee Hojin and poor innocent Mr. Oh. Jinyoung sighed as he thought about how this all would end. How would you react? ‘You’d obviously be devastated’ Jinyoung thinks bitterly to himself. But what would you think of him? Would you hate him? Or the others in this room. He knew that only time would tell..

The first one to break the silence was Mark as he cleared his throat.  “I’ll go ask for an arrest warrant now.” “Yes you do that Mark, let’s clean this up before the others get back.” JYP says and with that everyone does their own thing.

-

Date: 16th July

You wake up at the sound of your alarm with a soft groan. ‘8:30 AM that’s not too bad.’ You think before turning it off. Indeed waking up at 8:30 in the morning wouldn’t be too bad if you actually went to sleep on time. Which you didn’t. Instead you and Changwoo were busy with a different activity that required a bed. You smile as you think back to the things that lead you do those activities.

You sigh out in content when you feel Changwoo press his body against yours. ‘’Good morning love.’’ He says as he kisses the back of your neck sweetly. ‘’Morning Chang, did you sleep well?’’ you ask with a smile on your face as you place your hands on top of his. He hums in response and moves his head a bit so that he can kiss your cheek. ‘’I’m always able to sleep well when you’re around. You give me so much peace. I cant believe we’re getting married so soon..’’ He says as he places his chin on top of your shoulder.

‘’I can’t believe it either Chang.. it feels so surreal, it feels like we just met yesterday.’’ You say with a chuckle which makes Changwoo chuckle as well. ‘’Are you sure about just meeting? I thought you didn’t like me at first or was that all an act?’’ He says as he holds you tighter relishing the comfortable warmth you give off.

‘’Hmmm let me phrase it different then. It feels like we just started dating.’’ You say as you wriggle around for a bit so that you could face him. Changwoo looks at you with a smile. ‘’You’re cute y’know?’’ He says before leaning in for a kiss.

However the kiss never came because of the loud ringing of the doorbell. You chuckle as Changwoo sighs. ‘’Don’t worry hun I’ll get that real quick and get back, yeah?’’ You say as you get out off the bed. Changwoo nods as he looks at you putting on some training shorts and a t-shirt. Once done you walk towards his side of the bed and give him a kiss on the head. ‘’Be right back~.’’ You say and with that you head downstairs to open the door.

You raise your eyebrow as you look at the people in front of you. ‘’What are you doing here so.. early?’’ You say as you look at Jaebum and Youngjae. ‘’Did something happen? You two don’t look all too happy..’’ You say once taking a good look at them. Jaebum sighs and nudges Youngjae with his elbow. Knowing what Youngjae had to do he smiles weakly at you. ‘’Sorry (Y/N)..’’ He says but Jinyoung interrupts him before he could continue.

‘’(Y/N)!’’ He says as he passes Youngjae. ‘’Come with me.. Please.’’ You look at him with worried eyes. ‘’Seriously did something happen? Why are you three here?’’ You ask no one in particular, all you wanted was to know what was happening and why the three of them looked so upset.

Jinyoung grabs your hand and takes you outside. You look between Jinyoung and the two others in confusion as you keep walking. ‘’Jinyoung I mean it! What is going on?? Why is—‘’ Before you could finish your sentence Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. And as he was doing that Jaebum and Youngjae inside.

‘’I-I’m sorry (Y/N).. I r-really am.. I promise you.. that I.. didn’t want this to happen..’’ Jinyoung cries as he keeps holding you, not allowing you to move or see him. ‘’I-I’m such a bad friend… I’ll.. I’ll understand if you hate me..’’ You stiffen when you hear him call himself a bad friend because.. Jinyoung would never say that. Instead of keeping your arms to your side you decide to wrap your arms around his middle. That’s when you realise that he is crying

‘’Jinyoung.. Please don’t cry.. You’re not a bad friend! Don’t call yourself that.. Please tell me what’s wrong yeah? If it’s something I did then I’m really sorry..’’ You say in hope to comfort him. You knew you did when you felt his grip loosening around you, allowing you to look at him. ‘’It’s not you (Y/N).. God no.. it’s never you please know that..’’ He says in a shaky tone as he sniffs his nose. ‘’Then.. What or who is making you feel this way.. You can tell me.. Take deep breaths.. Yes, just like that.’’ You say in a calm voice as you take deep breaths with him.

Jinyoung gulps and takes one last breath to calm him. He then places his hands on your arms. ‘’I am here.. No we are here to arrest Changwoo, your fiancé.’’ He says slowly not changing the tone of his voice. You look at him with wide, surprised eyes. You chuckle thinking that it is a joke. That is until you look at Jinyoung again, his serious face not even changing, which meant it was not a joke but the full on truth. And it was then, at that moment that you broke.

-

Jaebum and Youngjae were currently searching on the ground floor. But there was no sign that indicates that Changwoo would be there, thus they slowly and silently went up the stairs. It was at that moment that they heard a loud bang, which meant that Changwoo had found out as to what is happening.

‘’Hyung you take the bedroom, I’ll take the office’’ Youngjae mouths at Jaebum. Jaebum nods and slowly walks towards your bedroom door as Youngjae went to the office. He stops right in front of it and stays quiet. He reaches his hand towards the door handle when he hears movement. He points the gun in his hand as quickly as he opens the door, pointing right at Changwoo.

‘’Lee Changwoo, drop the gun now.’’ Youngjae says as he steps into office room. ‘’N-No! S-Stay back!’’ Changwoo almost screams as he shakes with the gun in his head. ‘’No don’t come here at all l-leave now!’’ He continues as he now holds his gun, no your gun with both his hands steadying the gun only a little bit.

Youngjae internally sighs before looking Changwoo right in the eyes. ‘’Drop the gun, You don’t know what you’re doing.’’ He says keeping his gun pointed at Changwoo who in return shakes his head ferociously. ‘’N-No! I… I know exactly what I am doing… I am.. I am protecting (Y/N) from you! From everyone… You… that bastard Jinyoung… Jackson.. Even your boss! She cant be with you!’’ Changwoo shouts and he starts shaking more and more.

‘’Calm down you are currently not in the right mind.’’ Youngjae responds hoping to get into Changwoo’s head. ‘’Shut the fuck up! Shut up! Please for the love of god shut up! I’ll kill you too if you don’t shut up!’’ Changwoo shouts once again gripping the gun tightly. Youngjae observes him and nods after a few seconds have passed. ‘’Al right… We will have it your way. Uh. Don’t shoot. I’ll drop my weapon.’’ Youngjae says calmly while he split his hands apart and remove his finger from the trigger.

Youngjae keeps looking at Changwoo while doing this and he slowly gets up after he placed his gun on the ground. Meanwhile Jaebum had been hiding behind the wall knowing that if he interfered that it wouldn’t have ended up nice.

Changwoo let’s out a deep sigh, feeling a wave of relieve going over him but he knew this wasn’t the end and so he kept his gun pointed at Youngjae. ‘’I didn’t do it on purpose… really I didn’t… I-I wanted to intimidate that bastard!’’ Changwoo suddenly said. Youngjae looks at him, encouraging him to continue speaking. ‘’That bastard.. T-That fucking bastard Lee Hojin was stalking her! (Y/N)… she didn’t know… Our wedding is almost and I-I didn’t want her to feel fucking stressed because of that bastard! So I.. I decided to make him stop… Surely he would… That bastard would stop when being intimidated by the fiancé right..?’’

Changwoo lowered his gun a bit as he thought back about the events. ‘’But that fucker laughed at my face! I-I got so mad.. I really didn’t mean to… and then… that.. t-that old man… when I realised that he was there.. I didn’t want to but… Then in my head… It was better to have him dead.. He couldn’t live I cannot live.. without (Y/N)!’’ Changwoo broke down as he finished his sentence. He dropped to his knees and started to sob. It was soft at first but it became louder and louder with each word. ‘’I-I didn’t mean to… do th-that… I-I’m serious you.. you have t-to beliehieve me….. It’s not my fault that L-Lee Hojin.. That he.. had to die… A-And the o-old man… H-He.. really… It’s.. it’s not my fault that he had to go..’’ Changwoo cried loudly, snot was starting to leak out his nose his vision blurry due to all of his tears. Youngjae quietly looked at him, at the gun in his hands hoping it would be dropped as quickly as possible. After a whole minute of crying Changwoo finally let go of the gun. Not even a second later Youngjae ran towards him and kicked the gun away while Jaebum appeared with the gun still pointed at Changwoo.

Standing Changwoo, Youngjae grabs both Changwoo’s arms and moves them to the back before handcuffing him. ‘’Lee Changwoo you are under arrest for the murder of 2 men Lee Hojin and Oh Deoksoo. You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence.’’ Youngjae says after getting up with Changwoo.

‘’We got him sir.’’ Says Jaebum when Youngjae and Changwoo pass him.

-

Back outside JYP went to you and Jinyoung. Jinyoung looks at him and sighs in relief when JYP gives him the ok-sign. Jinyoung looks at your face, the tears on your face have dried some time ago, just like your crying did. Pulling you into a hug once again placing his hand on your head. ‘’It’s over now (Y/N).’’ He mumbles in your ear, letting you know that they got Changwoo and that he could come outside any minute.

Jinyoung looks at the door and sees Jaebum coming out before Youngjae and Changwoo. Jinyoung feels his body get tense when he sees Changwoo. He looked broken perhaps even more than you. Jinyoung is surprised in a way as he has never seen Changwoo like that, he never thought that he would see him like that. After all he including everyone thought that you and Changwoo would end up happily married.

Jinyoung keeps looking at Changwoo and gulps when Changwoo looks right back at him. Or was he looking at you? Jinyoung couldn’t tell he hoped it was him and not you. Wanting to protect you Jinyoung turns the two of you around so that Changwoo would face his back however his plan didn’t go as he wanted because before he knew it, Changwoo was yelling your name.

He held you closer to him not allowing you to suddenly react, he didn’t want you to see Changwoo, he didn’t want to see you crying again. You tugged at his sleeve and mumbled his name. At that Jinyoung loosened his grip around you so that you could look at him. You give him a weak smile although he could not really call it one. ‘’It’s ok.. Jinyoung…’’ You say hoping that he would let you go. And that’s what he did.

Your smile falters when you see Changwoo. You didn’t know what to say or what to do, but did you even want to say or do something? Did you even have the energy. Your heart and mind felt numb. Changwoo was shocked when you looked at him like that. But it didn’t stop him from telling you what was on his mind.

‘’I did it for you (Y/N)! I protected you! Please… Don’t look at me like that.. I love you!’’ You grimaced as you heard him say that he loves you. Youngjae noticed and pushed him a bit so that he started walking again. ‘’We get it, you did it out of love now continue walking.’’ Youngjae says they walk past you. He looks at you with a smile. Not his usual bright contagious smile but an apologetic one, one that you appreciated a lot.

It was after that moment that everything went fast. Before you knew it the police car with Changwoo in it drove off and it was just you, JYP, Jaebum, Jinyoung, and Youngjae in your living room. Jinyoung sat next to your holding your hand, refusing to let you go. Before the five of you sat down JYP asked if you had any questions and that they would answers everything honestly. But you had so many questions that you didn’t know what to ask.

You break the silence after 5 minutes. ‘’Who… Who knew it first..?’’ You ask in a soft voice but loud enough for everyone to hear. Jinyoung squeezed your hand after you asked the question. ‘’I did… I’m sorry..’’ He says softly. You shook your head as you squeeze his hand back. ‘’You shouldn’t apologise for that… You only did your job..’’ you say trying to reassure him.

‘’(Y/N).. I would like to formally apologise to you as your boss. I gave them the order to not say anything to you.’’ JYP states looking at you. You look back at him and shrugs. ‘’You don’t have to apologise sir. I understand why you did it, although it would have been different if I didn’t work here..’’ You didn’t blame anyone. Of course you were hurt. It hurt a lot in fact. But it was their job, your job to protect the citizens of Seoul an lock up the bad guys.

‘’Does… Bambam and Yugyeom know about this as well?’’ You ask carefully. ‘’They don’t. We thought it would be best if they didn’t know. Especially for you. The only ones who knew were us and Mark. But it’s possible that he has told them now, after all I have an offer for you.’’ JYP says as he changes his position.

‘’What is it?’’ You question looking at your boss. JYP takes a deep breath before explaining. ‘’I know that this morning has been a lot for you. And you don’t have to go to work. If you want of course. You’re allowed to take a break for as long as you want. All I want is that your mental health is in great condition because really.. You didn’t deserve what happened. So my offer is, do you want to get back to work, or do you want to take a break?’’

You look at him, and then at Jinyoung who just smiles at you. After thinking for a while you came to the decision. ‘’I’ll take the break.. I don’t think that I will be able to work properly now..’’ JYP nods at what you say and gets up. ‘’Alright is there anything we could do for you? Do you need a place to stay here in Seoul or?’’ You shook your head. ‘’No.. No thank you I don’t really need anything. And I don’t think that I should stay in Seoul for some time.. But thank you for the offer sir.’’ You say with a small smile.

Youngjae looks at you in confusion. ‘’If you’re leaving Seoul.. Then where will you go?’’ He asks. ‘’I’ll go to my parents. They live in Yeosu and I’m sure they could use some help at their inn.’’ You say as you smile a bit more this time thinking about your parents.

JYP looked at his watch. ‘’I’m sorry (Y/N) but we should head to the Unit now.’’ You nod and get up as well walking them to the front door. ‘’Good luck with work, and please tell the others that I will be fine.’’ You say once you open the door. Jinyoung looks at you. ‘’I’ll stay with you, I don’t want you to be alone, you’re alright with that right sir?’’ Jinyoung asks JYP who smiles with a short nod in return. ‘’Of course I don’t want her to be alone. And I shall tell the others. Now (Y/N) don’t force yourself and take it slow. Never forget that you’re always welcome here. Take care.’’ And with that JYP is the first one to leave the house.

‘’(Y/N) take care!’’ Youngjae says with his contagious smile which makes you smile in return. ‘’I’ll make sure to work double as hard for you!’’ You nod with a chuckle. ‘’Don’t overwork though, we don’t want our sun to burn out.’’ You say as he waves before leaving. You then look at Jaebum as he looks back at you. ‘’Uh… Good luck and.. it’s alright to feel down about the situation.. So yes… We’ll speak again.’’ He says before nodding and quickly following Youngjae. He did smile when he heard you say thank you.

‘’Let’s go pack your stuff yeah?’’ Jinyoung says after you close the door. You nod and walk over to him and hug him. ‘’Thank you for staying with Jinyoung.’’ You mumble as you plant your face against his chest. Jinyoung wraps his arms around you and hugs you back while rubbing his hand slowly over your back. ‘’I’ll always be there for you.. Please know that.’’ You hum in response and hug him even tighter. ‘’Of course.. and please know that I don’t hate you for all of this. You only did what you thought was right for me.’’ You say as you pull away.

‘’Thank you (Y/N)..’’ He says with a fond smile. ‘’Now get let’s get upstairs.’’ He continues as he goes upstairs with you. ‘’What do I do with the house though?’’ You ask him as you open your part of the dresser. ‘’Hmmm if you bought the house you  could have rent it out.. but you have a landlord so that’s impossible.’’ Jinyoung states as he opens your biggest suitcase.

‘’That’s true, I could have earned some money if I did own it. And I probably cant come back here again. Not that I want to do that.. I mean it would be way too big for me alone if I did want to..’’ you say taking out some of your clothes and giving it to Jinyoung. Taking the clothing from you Jinyoung places them on the bed and folds them in a way that everything will fit in the suitcase properly. ‘’Well we shouldn’t get worried about that. I’ll figure something out so you won’t get stressed about that.’’

You smile at him bringing more clothes. ‘’Thanks Jinyoung, I wouldn’t know what to do without you.’’ Jinyoung smiles back at you folding the rest of your clothing. ‘’Hmmm Indeed.. What would you do without me?’’ He says as he looks at you with a dumb grin. You throw a pair of socks at his face and laugh a bit. ‘’Shut up, don’t think of your self too highly~’’ Jinyoung just laughs in return. And with that the two of you continue packing the rest of your things.

-

You sigh and roll your eyes as you look at Jinyoung, who is currently checking if you truly have everything with you, for the 5th time. ‘’Jinyoung you’ve checked everything already. You don’t have to do it again.’’ You say but groan as you don’t get a response from him.

You sigh once again when he gets up and looks at you with what you call ‘’his mother smile’’. ‘’Alright, alright you got everything, I promise you I will stop now. I don’t want you to miss your train because of me.’’ He says while looking at you. ‘’Finally, it was about time.’’ You say in return hitting his arm as a punishment. ‘’I’ll miss you.’’ You say after he’s done pretending to be in agony.

He looks at you with a fond smile and hugs you once more. ‘’I know, and I’ll miss you too. I will most definitely visit you soon.’’ He says and you nod. You pull away and grab your suitcase. ‘’You do that, Bye now~’’ You say as you start walking away while waving at Jinyoung who waves back at you until you get onto the train. You sit down after putting away your suitcase and get your phone out to listen to some music. But not before you get multiple text messages from multiple people.

JYP: (Y/N), enjoy your time, remember your health is the most important and you’re always welcome to come back.

Jinyoungie~: I know we seriously just spoke but I forgot to say this, text me when you arrive okay? I love you.

Uncle Joon: I heard from (older) Jinyoung what happened, take care. The kids are already wanting to see you!

Jacksoff: Hey sweets! Heard what happen I’m so sorry :< Call me when you feel like working out I’ll join!! Say hi to your parents for me x.

Mark (my words): Hey. Sorry for not telling you. If I was able to I would have drop kicked his face the first time I heard it. Good luck. (:

Bammie: Ahhh Noona I cant believe what happened! I’m so mad and you must be so sad.. Take care! Oh I’ll be sure to send you nice clothing from Seoul! ; )

Gyeomie: Hi Noona, I will miss you for sure, I want to visit you sometime… Maybe with Jinyoung-Hyung? Will you bring souvenirs when you come back??

Sunboy: Hey hey (Y/N) I just heard you were leaving today already, I just wanted to say to be safe while travelling. And I shall promise you to send you a photo of Coco every day. Here is one!

Jaebum: Hi. First of all I’d like to apologise for everything that happened.. And I’d like to apologise about how awkward I was before I left the house.. I’m not the greatest with words but I’m sure you knew that already. Secondly please don’t blame yourself for what happened. It’s not your fault. Lastly.. It might sound weird coming from me but trust me I understand what you’re going through and uh.. I know there are others that might be better to talk with but.. You can always vent to me whenever you want. Take care.

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- Feli & Daisy.☀️🌻

(Masterlist)

BTS Reaction to their S/O liking rough sex and hickies:

♡ Seokjin ♡

I feel Seokjin would be a little unsure about this at first, mostly because he didn't want to hurt you. But once he tried it out and you made sure that you were 100% fine with everything he did- he'd go wild. Don't be surprised if he gets all obssesed with you calling him daddy and punishing you for every little thing you do, always calling you a bad girl. ;)) I also don’t see him minding hickeys that much and he probably would leave some here and there, but I don’t think he’d be especially into you leaving them on him. Not that he’d dislike it, he likes any pleasure you give him, they’d just have to be hidden. But except all of that and how rough he may be, he'd be the king of aftercare and once he "breaks out" of his character he'll ask you if you were okay 737282 and always make sure that he didn't hurt you for real. Because after all, you're his S/O and he cares and loves you so soo much!

♡ Yoongi ♡

Okay so in most reactions I've read about Yoongi in bed, people seem to think of him as a rough daddy which I'm sure he could be capable of being BUT- being the laid back and lazy person he is in his spare time, I don't see him turning into a monster in bed THAT easily like, something needs to trigger him. For example, if he's getting jealous- I bet that he wouldn't have a problem pinning his S/O down and fucking them like there's no tomorrow, whispering extremely sinful things in their ears about how he's the only one who can make them feel this good. But if nothing special had happened I still him being dom and in control yes, but not necessarily 24/7, he’d be a soft dom most of the time . Though, if he knew that his S/O enjoyed it, he'd of course put in some effort because your his S/O and he loves you a bunch! But if you didn't enjoy it he probably wouldn't be rough too often. And about hickeys- he really doesn't mind them at all and I feel like he's the type to lazily suck a hickey on your neck or collarbone while watching a movie or something. I don't see him as someone who thinks hickeys has to be connected to only sex, he just likes the way they look on your skin and he also loves leaving them in visible places you people would see that you're taken hehe. ;)))

♡ Namjoon ♡

Okay, here's another one that has been called a daddy in most reactions I've read about him in these situations. And as mentioned with Yoongi- yes, I do believe that Namjoon could give his S/O a few spanks, pinning them down fuck them so hard they'd struggle to walk the next day. BUT- that's not his standard mode lol. To me- he's a big adorable baby who's also very clumsy and when I think about him having sex I don't picture him as a super rough daddy haha. He likes to be dominant and take the lead yes, but he's still somewhat soft and wants to make sure that you're okay in between. Altough, as I mentioned with Jin, I picture him being really good with aftercare especially if he went a little too rough some night. He'd be lowkey embarrassed afterwards, such a baby hehe. And about hickeys- he leaves them sometimes because he knows that you enjoy them, but wouldn't really be all hyped about them yet he wouldn't dislike them if that makes sense omg (sorry for being all over the place while writing these ahh). He'd enjoy leaving some on your shoulders and inner thighs.

♡ Hoseok ♡

This man is such a secret (not so much) dom don’t even argue with me. He loves being rough with you, but always makes sure you’re okay with everything and his aftercare is sO good. He loves trying new things with you in the bedroom and rough sex is one of his favorites. I think he’d be into hickeys and neck kisses, but it wouldn’t be like, a kink of his, at least not his biggest kink because let’s be honest he’s probably got a long list of kinks. But if you’re really into them, then he’s really into them too. He’s all about you having a good time. Don’t get me wrong though, he is the BIGGEST FUCKING TEASE.

♡ Jimin ♡

Okay so can we all agree that Jimin loves neck kisses, he loves receiving them and he loves giving them. So to me, I think it’s a given that likes hickeys as well. He might even flaunt them if he had some, proud that he belonged to you and finding them quite sexy, on both you and himself. I was kind of unsure if he’d be rough or not. I mean, I can see him being a dom, if that’s what you’re really into. Like Hoseok, I think even more so, Jimin is about pleasing you. If you want him to fuck you til’ you can’t walk- Oh he’ll fuck you til’ you can’t walk.

♡ Taehyung ♡

This baby would be so c o n f u s e d (at least at first). He didn’t really understand why you’d like getting roughed around. But once you've explained your kinks and whatever you might enjoy, he'd be down for it. After all you're his princess/prince and all he wants to do is please you. He wouldn’t completely get it until you guys had rough sex for the first time though, then he’d be completely sold and I feel he’d probably like it even more than you. Although aftercare always follows rough sex. He’d draw you a bath and give you a massage if you wanted to, but he’d have to hold back a little, already being ready for round two. When it comes to hickeys I feel like he would enjoy leaving hickeys on you, but mostly on places that weren’t visible, like your thighs and other places ;). He wants the hickeys he leaves to be your guys little secret. He likes knowing he’s the only one who gets to see you like that.

♡ Jungkook ♡

Jungkook would probably be very confused and shy about it at first, especially if you guys hadn't been dating for too long. He's already nervous about "normal" sex, so the thought of rough sex would lowkey make him freak out haha. But if you introduce it to him and tell him about what exactly you like, I'm sure he'd be fine with it in the end. He just needs to get used to it, and as he sees that you really enjoy sex this way- he'd be down for it. His main goal is to please you so! And hickeys- sure thing. As mentioned with Yoongi, Jungkook would probably like the way they look on you too. They don’t really have to be connected with sex and to me he just seems like a person who would find it kind of cozy to make a little mark on you at the in the most random situations- not around his hyungs though hahah.

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One Night Stand Turned Into Forever

annalisa stood with her bag over her shoulder, waiting patiently. Her stomach was filled with butterflies and tying in knots. She only done this one other time. She looked down at her feet hearing a car pulled up made her stomach drop. He got out of the car in tight jeans and a plain black shirt. He was much more handsome in person then his picture on his profile made it seem like.  

"Annalisa?" He asked , his voice sent shivers down her spine. She rubbed her arm feeling goosebumps down her arms.  

"yes, Warren, right?" She asked softly and he nodded. He took her up in his arms and hugged her... tightly. 'god he smells so good' she thought to herself as she hugged him back. He let her go but held her hand as he walked over to the door of his truck. The door creecked as it sung open and he helped her up into her sit. His hand was on her back which caused her to tremble with excitement. Once she was fully in her seat he hurried over to his side and got in then started to drive. She had fore warned him that she was shy. So the ride on the way to his house the music was the only thing that was heard.  

Once there she looked around and smiled "you live on a lake?" She asked excitedly.

He laughed "yes well my cousin does Im staying with them for a while" he walked over and helped her out and took her hand leading her into the house.  

All the nerves she felt went away when he kissed her hard. She moaned against his lips pressing against him. Soon all their clothes were off and they were on the leather couch. They were touching and kissing parts of each other that neither had gotten attention to in a while. She whimpered when suddenly his hands and lips were no longer on her skin. But instead he was between her legs his hard cock throbbing against her thigh.  

"are you ready baby?" He whispered looking at her. She nodded quickly and he thrusted into her over and over harder and harder. They moved together as one. Soon she was screaming out his name and he was grunting hers as he pulled out and came all over her bare stomach. They came together and came down together. They laid there breathing hard and content. His body was so sweaty but she didn’t care.  he groaned and rolled off of her smiling.  

"wanna go fishing?" He asked softly. She laughed and nodded getting up. They both put their clothes on and walked out to the dock so he could go fishing. They talked about everything now. About how he possible might be having a child. He also talked about how he would be with the mother of his child if he could because they were best friends. But she was with someone else and he didn’t like him much. While standing there listening to him she felt like she didn’t want to stand in the way if his best friend wanted to be with him later. After a while they walked back into the house to sit and cuddle for a bit. Before she knew it they were kissing agian and soon she was on her hands and knees on the couch. he was behind her thrusting into her agian then stopped for a bit kissed her and ran out to his truck and grabbed something. she laid breathing hard biting her lip. a smile spread across her face when he return, lube in hand. He got back on his knees behind her. he quickly lubed up her ass and his cock before carefully sliding into her ass which had never been fucked before. she gasped out his name moving back agianst him as their sweatly bodies slammed together over and over agian. He reached around her and began rubbing her clit faster and faster until another orgasm rocked through her body. her body tensed causing her ass to squeeze around his throbing cock in return caused him to cum hard in her ass. once they came down they dressed again and fell asleep on the couch until he had to take her to work. once there she stepped out of the truck and waved goodbye making the choose then to stay out of his way when it came to his best friend.

A few years later Annalisa was thinking about Warren it was very out of the blue but she wanted to know how he was. she called her friend Xael up and conviced her to drive him to his house hopinng he still lived there or they would know him. once they pulled in she got out of the car and headed to the front door and knocked on it. "lissy nobody seems to be home come on!" Xael yelled from her car, Annalisa shook her head "imma check around the back" she headed around and was greeted by and older man. "hello can i help you?" he asked looking puzzled "hi i was just looking for Warren. is he here?" she asked softly "im anna" the older mans eyes widden "anna? as in Annalisa?" she nodded "yeah i uh havent seen him in a while and.." the guy cut her off "soo youre the girl who ruined him" "ruined him?" "yeah because you disappered. he fell for ya you know?" "no i didnt know... i didnt mean to i thought he would be happier with mary" she said softly talking about Warrens best friend "him and mary never got together and turns out the baby wasnt even his" he said looking at annalisa who looked very shocked. "i..i didnt know. i came to say sorry i didnt mean to hurt him. when will he be home?" "he should be home soo if you would like to wait" "i would thank you" she said and then walked back to her friends car and told her everything "listen lissy im sure you remember him differently but he doesnt look like your type" Xael pointed out "he is. his profile picture doesnt do him justice" she said softly. she heard the same similar truck coming down the road and her heart began to race. she watched as he pulled in not noticing her yet. he jumpped out of his truck. the years had been kind to him. he walked right past her still lost ini his own thoughts being pulled out of them hearing someone call his name She called his name once but he didnt look back the second time he stop dead in his tracks and turned seeing her. she smiled that sweet smile of his and his knee buckled. he shook his head and then turned back around heading to his boat and headed out onto the lake. the older man who she had learned was his uncle yelled after him then got in his and headed after him. Annalisa was almost in tears when he ran away from her. she no longer had the strength to stay standing. she sunk to the ground and bite her lip. she knew she messed up. hours had past and neither of them return. Xael helped her up and was gonna help her into the car when he pulled in, in a different truck halling a old camper behind it. two dogs jumoed out of the cab and one ran over to her. he was one the phone with an animal settler. he sound very angery and concerned. he thanked her for catching the one dog before his uncle took them both inside and warren headed into the camper. Xael nodded toward it and annalisa followed him. both inside he shut a door between him and her and she sighed "look im so sorry. i thought i was doing what was right. you seemed so in love with her and i didnt want to stand in the way of that. i just wanted to tell you im sorry for disappering. i understand if you dont want to talk to me" he laided his head agianst the door "its not that i dont want to  talk to youu. its the seeing you thing thats getting to me" "wha..?" he slammed open the door walked over to the door to leave the camper and shut it. "i cant see you. it hurts. youre smile, the way you brush your hair behind you ear. the way you refused help at work.." "you saw me at work?" he nodded "before you left i would drive by to try and talk to you but i couldnt, i was so hurt. damn it Lissy dont you realize i fell in love with you that day and seeing you does two things to me" he looked at her in a very serious manner "makes my heart feel like its gonna pound out of my chest and..." he grabbed her hand and placed it on his raging hard on that was concelled by the tight jeans. she squeezed gently causing him to groan and shake his head "dont..." he whispered but before he knew it she was down on her knees, his jeans were around his ankles and his cock was out of his boxers and down her throat. she sucked on him like it was her job. she stared up at him as her eyes began to water. he pulled her up, bent her over the counter in the camper, pulled down her soaked panties and began to fuck her hard. it didnt take long before they were both yelling each others name and cumming hard. he pulled her agianst him and whispered "stay with me" "always" she whispered back and kissed him

#notdone #short story