#im just scared tbh

[homelesswonderer]

i love will toledo but csh fans on here r a lil funny

#will toledo #im just scared tbh #MUTUALS #bfidsjhjdfjfgdsdhkfkhgfjdkfdkjh

[skyppl-e]

oh yeah.... im making aus now.... florist au but al haitham is a part time employee at the plant nursery tighnari owns and kaveh keeps running into him

#im very scared about talking about aus #since im not a writer... im a reader!!! shout out to all the fanfic authors you guys really carry me #also this is very obviously a modern au #in said au i like to imagine that when kaveh isnt actively drawing he wears compression gloves that double as normal art gloves theyre just #expensive as fuck so he tries not to get them dirtied in ink and graphite #in a similar vein al haitham owns 1 billion compression shirts cause comfy compression #i have a bunch of really specific and small headcanons tbh #ANYWAY ABOUT THE NURSERY PART #kaveh is a regular that likes to support his friends by buying way too many flowers he doesnt have the time to take care of :3 #also he buys samples to show clients when he has an idea involving flowers for decoration #collei also works there part time #also kaveh and al haitham knew each other in college but the Fallout(TM) happened so they stopped talking until they met again #met again in the nursery lol!!! #imagine being surrounded by carefully tended to flowers and trees and other flora while slowly falling in love #with the same guy that tore open your chest and peered directly into your soul #haikaveh #kavehtham #kaveh #alhaitham #genshin impact

[almondpiglet]

heyo thank you for all the followers i got recently, ive been trying to open up for some lil requests since i got over 1k (did the same on twitter a while ago) also i am struggling to think of stuff to draw so...

#its also been a year since i started posting art online! spent a whole year learning how to use clip studio lol #i was so scared at first (still kinda am) but im happy people like my stuff :) i never thought people would tbh #another thing is i wanna practice for like eventually doing comms? ive never done them before but i would really like to #i just get bad anxiety about deadlines and handling other people money idkkkk ;_; #do you trust piglet with ur money... #dayum my handwriting is atrocious #mp100 #requests open

[scalpelsister]

dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).

not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.

#CHEWING ON GLASS ABOUT HER BTW IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!! #shadowheart is the character EVER dude im so unwell about her #also this is not me judging her at all. shes just like me fr fr on this #baldur's gate #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #shadowheart #my post #eta: at risk of projecting here she seems so like. disorganized attachment to me. like that NEED to be loved #and craving that approval and fearing ur not good enough to get it #BUT ALSO being so scared to trust people in the first place that its hard to ever get that love #and kind of. how prone she is to rapidly going from total love and trust and openess about her feelings to just #completely walling off the player character if they say something she deems mildly uncomfortable or unsavory #oughhhh #im unwell man i am. simply unwell. #also tbh these tags are a fun game in: disorganized attachment style or bpd? why not both! sjdbdbdg

[wis-art]

Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,

#im also incredibly dysphoric tonight #but i was told by my coworker im incredibly feminine by her earlier #and i mean yeah #..... #i am a tall weird internet woman who likes to draw #so funny how i thought i was bi #I'm just really into women... #my ex is a trans guy and he told me he thinks im lesbian and i had a “holy fuck this explains so much moment” #we broke up but we still have a weird queer relationship outside of social heteronormative norms that is hard to explain and only we #can really understand #im not into men because you know #im a lesbian #had a weird period in my life when i was dating a guy and said im a lesbian and i felt sooooo scared #turns out when youre on meds and your brain is working right you just stop caring about such things #i went on a parade wearing big lesbian flag and girls loved it :) #i dont really know if i ever want to date anyone again #but i think if you look at my art you can really tell my sexuality quite easily lolol #funny how love can be so complicated sometimes #i mean it was kind of inevitable we break up cause we're kind of incompatible but tbh #it was better for us #hehe

[cerubean]

kidnapping townies off the street and making them over pt 2!

#ts4 cas #s4mm #the sims 4 #s #simblr #ts4 townie makeover #thinking abt getting rid of my clothes cc bc i never use it for my townies tbh now tht the game has more items it's fun to make outfits #also i think im gonna do a sim dump soom? i just re installed tray importr i was scared bc i wasnt sure if it was safe again #the last one was a lot of fun but it took me like an hour to settle on a hair bc i wanted their ears to show more #also i might make the third sim and the purple + green sim frm my last sim post to be bffs

[mythtiide]

todays, yesterdays, and day before yesterdays falklers! literally i have not been drawing much this week, just really cant lock in like i need to . anyways! 🐇

#signalis #signalis adler #signalis falke #first one is a redraw of a panel i saw like weeks ago that i just got around to drawing now #a eule! #(drawn from memory) #<- not tagging cause i feel bad cause shes like a tiny sketch #falkler warmup #i got bored and decided to try out trad art again #tbh im not the best at it + i think im a bit too stiff with my motions cause im super scared of messing stuff up #<- which sucks because i feel like it comes out kinda awkward looking compared to my digital stuff #but we ball #comic wip about office au falkler and happy trails #<- less of a comic and more of me trying to get a vision down on paper because its been haunting me for werks #*weeks #i dont have an explaination for this one i just wanted to draw adler taking the lead cause i dont draw it as much ! wahoo! #myth.sketches

[seepingfrommyskin]

“I don’t belong with you, I never did.”

hi yes my first time posting my art here and I come bearing fanart for @hella1975 ‘s amazing atla fic The Art of Burning, you can find this specific scene in chapter 28! if you haven't read it yet I highly recommend.

(click for better quality)

#zuko #atla #the art of burning #taob #it's so not funny this fic has been driving me insane for almost half a year. can't stop re-reading it and will not stop actually #atla zuko #also his scar is like kinda hard to see??? i promise it's there #thank you hella1975 i re-read this scene and it single-handedly brought me out of like a month-long art block #atla fanart #ngl this fic DEVASTATES ME and yet i re-read it all the time because it's that good tbh #also gotta be honest im not sure if i like this end product but I WILL SAY i love the lighting #lighting on drawings is so fun to do like i cant stress enough #actually pissed because the quality is ass on mobile. It looks better on pc I promise PLEase #edit: hey guys just woke up to so many notifs???? you guys scared me so bad????? LMFAOO IM GLAD YOU ALL LIKE IT

[subsequentibis]

ok fine yes i will make a metalocalypse oc. klokateer 1815 has been dead for five slutty, slutty years

#ibis art #metalocalypse #metalocalypse oc #mtl oc #klokateer 1815 #you're a klokateer and you let dying end your career? skill issue tbh #i think the band is equal parts scared of and in awe of him. bc on the one hand. dead ghost is very metal. on the other hand. freaky :( #he'll just walk through walls and go 'hey' and it's unsettling. privacy please! #meant to be like vague cartoony bones in the goopy teal bits there. i think varying degrees of stylization are ok when drawing him #can go realistic and gory or get more abstract and goopy. up to the how im feeling on the day!

[barghest-land]

today i wish my government a very pleasant disappearance from the face of the earth

#not only today honestly #every day. but TODAY especially #and it's a friendly reminder to check on ur queer friends if they're in r*ssia #i don't even have any energy to write anything about it tbh i wish i had the energy to fight but i just wanna go extinct rn im sorry #i wish i was strong like others. i have a lot to lose now #and i know other people do too. i'm sorry that i'm so scared #i shouldn't be but unfortunately i am. more than ever #again. check on ur friends. it might save someone's life literally

[petricorah]

GUESS WHO CALLED LONG HAIR SOKKA

Long hair sokka truthers 💪💪💪

#this is perfect what im posting later today was a long haired sokka #the pics look cool but im still wary of the new movie #i fear it's goong to have a you live long enough to see yourself as a villain #not even sure im gonna watch it tbh #also sokka as a side character? smh #no hate if you're excited abt it im just. Scared

[sieglinde-freud]

WHERE WERE THE AWAKENING SECOND GEN ON JULY 21ST 2023

#fe13 #fe awakening #fire emblem #fe shitpost #not tagging these mfs goddamn anyways #long tag ramble incoming btw #this is a lie bc owain pleaded all of them to go barbenheimer with him #but still #also yes there is a difference between being in between barbie and oppenheimer and being at barbenheimer #barbenheimer is its own concept #anyways i think cynthia is the type of person to be like 'yeah barbie isnt really my thing but i'll go with you' and then she cries the most #yarne is too scared of oppenheimer but he thinks the memes are funny #the morgans are FUNDAMENTALLY DIFFERENT and as much as fmorgan likes barbie shes such an oppenheimer girl. crush on florence pugh i know it #kjelle is not up for debate btw. thinks oppenheimer is cool but shes literally feminism the unit #sat for florence pugh tho #inigo has I'm Just Ken on repeat and it will be number one on his spotify wrapped #bradys thinks saying hes an oppenheimer guy will save his masculinity but it didnt matter bc he cried at the first scene of barbie #no one knows why. it was of girls smashing baby dolls on rocks. #know that im looking at them though.. tbh they all cried at barbie its just a matter of when #u can tell me im wrong if you so wish but i dont care and im not listening #after this they went out for the barbie burger king meal and got sick

[artphantom]

my gift for @seldans for the @mcytblrholidayexchange !! despite binge watching all her videos before starting to draw, this doesn't relate to any of em👍 yeah. uhm. i dunno i just kinda thought this was a cool pose to draw her in and then i threw some fun effects on. idk. i hope you like it !! :}

#i feel like my alt text sucks but i blame that on the fact that it's very late and im tired #tbh i had this done earlier in the day but then i procrastinated posting cuz i got scared #also i have never done a lineless thing before. i dont know why i decided to try now. explosion. was fun tho :F #:D* i cant be arsed to retype all that just to correct a typo #ivorycello #haunted shouts #<- haunted by. fear. i guess #i dont have an art tag

[23meteorstreet]

charlie kelly - season 16

#iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charlie kelly #charlie day #my gifs #s16 spoilers #sorry if this sucks photoshop keeps deleting all my settings :( #gonna be real... i know they were prob trying to balance things out bc s15 had a bunch of charlie stuff #but man there werent enough good charlie moments this season :( #(or at least not stuff i really enjoyed) #i have a dee one coming up tomorrow (not even gonna get into how much worse this season was for her) #& then i think after that im taking a sunny gifmaking break for a bit #i love making these (and im planning on coming to them eventually) but theyre a lot of work #and tbh ive been thinking i need to spend less time on tumblr/sunny stuff bc im just not having as much fun as i used to #& i know i'll enjoy it again eventually tho bc my brain likes to cycle thru the same 5 interests year after year (lol) #just have 2 get there again!!! which might take a bit of time #might still be on all the time. might not. #might be a little more multifandom might make gifs or fanart for other stuff (dont wanna scare everyone off tho) #idk at this point but i felt like i needed to get it out there ya kno #kinda gotta figure out some things. like how to have an actual social life & finding time to make art & not feel overwhelmed all the time. #speaking of art maybe i'll start updating my art blog lol #anyway... gonna be fun when i do come back to these to try to find them to add the links

[nicecrumbart]

Quickly everyone note how to make an iconic character in 2 episodes with minimal dialogue

#i think ive actually gone insane #i keep doing realism for wwdits who am i anynore #i think im just too scared to stylise live action characters until im used to drawing then tbh 😭 #anyway . the djinn . iconic #they support gay rights and gay wrongs #mostly gay wrongs considering how he looks when he sees nandermo together #does not care for slowburn!! #wwdits #wwdits season 4 #djinn #wwdits djinn #wwdits fanart #digital art #procreate #used a gradient map as reference for this one too if ur wondering abt colours #we all need a djinn in our lives i think

[lesbianwithchainsaws]

I am thinking I might actually use they/them and it/its pronouns along with she/her?? ???? ?????

#i mentioned something like this a little while ago already but got kinda nervous and then pretended it just didnt happen lmao #idk why i get anxious about this stuff. it literally doesnt matter at all #especially on this website #idk i get overly nervous about everything but yeah i think that could fit. at least for now #im worried that I'll change my mind in the future and will feel bad about it tbh #but for now its fine? i think #okay fuck it I'll just do it #who cares what gender or pronouns i have (<- i care. i am an easily scared being) #okay fuck it #im having a whole ass conversation with myself here just trying not to overly worry about things that dont matter again