#im not lost (verses)

[cucumberteapot]

The first thing I noticed was the bodies of Spider-people the Spot has either killed or exhausted. You can even see Spider-Plushie in the left-hand corner was a casualty.

Then we see a few frames of Miles fighting the Spot, which I feel is self-explanatory.

But then we get into the interesting part of the vision with Inspector Singh saving the little girl in the red dress, and while we're told these events are of the future. What we see with Jefferson saving the child wouldn't be the first time the Spot's visions show past events, i.e. when he reveals his origins.

I say this because I don't think the vision of Jefferson saving the little boy who is also wearing a red (Spider-man) top - the only time we see colour besides black and white in this scene - is foreshadowing the future.

Because this is the past. And what we're seeing is E-42 Jefferson saving Miles G Morales as a child.

#it would also seem too easy to make the kid a random plot device for jefferson's potential death #like if the spot's origin was as a background charscter who got a bagel yeeted at him #i can assume the 'kid in red' is a red herring (get it?) as just another innocent victim spider-man has to save #if im right this also means miles g morales list his dad way younger than miles lost aaron #which biggg ooooof!! #across the spiderverse #miles morales #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderman #atsv #spider man: across the spider verse #spiderman atsv #gwen stacy #hobie brown #miguel o'hara #jefferson morales #aaron davis #miles g morales #prowler #satsv #spider man across the spider verse

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

is that disney-esque artstyle, peter parker look alike PILOT RANDY CUNNINGHAM???

also ngl i kinda dig Viceroy II and Deputy Mayor Kranski

+bonus Bible designs

#rc9gn #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #randy cunningham #howard weinerman #listen i am still weak and sick and that pilot and bible leak have been killing me over the weekend lol #i never was a die-hard fan of vasquez artstyle. i think its fun and cool to draw but my personal style is closer to the disney-esque thing #but ive got to admit that rc9gn wouldnt be rc9gn without it. randy is memorable and iconic instead of being lost in disney-styled cartoons #pilot and final product are like two completely different worlds and im in love with both of them. it is now ninja-verse in my head #also i am pointing at pilot like di caprio meme because THAT is very validating for me personally cause i constantly say rc9gn is old 2000s #cartoon vibes and thats why i group it with shows like dp adjl and kp etc instead of cartoons from its own decade #ALSO x 2 i have now adopted Kranski and Viceroy II yes they are now canon in my rc9gn verse lol Judge is ok too but i am more into Kranski #who is straight up ready to murder. we love evil ladies in this house

[nerdie-faerie]

I'm once again thinking about the missed opportunities to have Klaus and Kol bond more. Part of Klaus' whole motivation as a vampire is to get his werewolf part back and to finally be stronger than Mikael (sort of, I'm simplifying) both of which can be obtained by breaking his curse. But Kol? Kol is the only other original that can relate to having a fundamental part of themself ripped away from them. Klaus might not have known he was a werewolf until he killed, but he likely still had a connection he couldn't explain, as evident by him going to watch the wolves transform. And something he'd never been able to explain was now gone. He might only be able to realise the connection afterwards through its absence.

Kol though. Kol had grown up with magic, a connection to nature and the world around him in a way the rest of his siblings supposedly didn't have. And then he gets turned. And not only has his baby brother died, his father has just murdered him and the rest of his siblings after forcing them to drink human blood, which he'll later learn. Now, not only does he have to deal with the grief of Henrik's death and also his own but also the loss of his magic. A loss that's likely only worsened by Kol being a self-proclaimed child prodigy.

Kol is pretty much the only one who could understand what Klaus is going through with the binding of his wolf. We know Kol searched for ways to get his magic back/carry on practicing magic in the same way that Klaus was looking for ways to break his curse. While Klaus likely could still feel his wolf there despite being bound, Kol has no access to his magic anymore. I just think they should've been able to bond or connect over their shared loss of an intrinsic aspect of their selves at the hands of their parents

#TVD #The Mikaelsons #Kol Mikaelson #Klaus Mikaelson #briefly back on my the originals shouldve gotten to be a family goddammit and as someone from a big family im personally offended bs #i did right a lil snippet about them bonding over this that i havent posted yet for the joml verse but still think its an unexplored concep #need more witch!kol acknowledgement honestly. just need more content of my boy #anyway. klaus having a fascination with the moon and kol telling him about celestial events and how it affects his magic when theyre boys #klaus losing that connection to the moon feeling lost & extra tempermental feeling his wolf claw at its binds and vowing to break his curse #kol determined to get his magic back at any cost relating to that devasting loss and promising to help him find a loophole for his curse #kol who becomes extra reckless and determined when he learns that theres a way to break klaus' curse so maybe he can get his magic back too #that knowledge and recklessness combined with his loss of magic driving him to become the volatile vampire that we see #that leads to him being daggered repeatedly but that first time breaks something in that bond between him & klaus that never fully recovers #it makes him bitter and resentful only fueling his reckless behaviour particularly when there seems to be no leads on reclaiming his magic #that he becomes distant from his siblings in the process especially with finn still daggered but that distance only cements the idea #to his siblings that hes a danger and cant be trusted that he needs to be daggered if theyre to stay safe from mikael #the loss of his magic leading to his spiral as a vampire and him being ostracised by his family > actual tvdu kol canon #klaus being trapped in a room staring at the corpse of his little brother knowing he never repaired that relationship with him #and now he never can so he refuses to look away as penance and a reminder of his failings to his little brother #*edit: one of the reblogs on this post is the author of big bad wolf and honestly she does an amazing job at portraying the mikaelsons #as actual siblings if you havent read it its one of my favourites for characterisations but we need more 😭 i want it to be the norm

[yakny]

"Please forgive the blood on my hands. Most of it is mine."

#no alt text #colored explorations‚ studies‚ and experiments #naruto #SHE WAS ON FIRE #gaara #sakura haruno #gaasaku #<- to me! to ME it is! i was thinking of them while working on these. and also the lines from ''the ever'' by RED: #''like a poet without pain/like a beauty without rage'' actually the whole second verse of that song for them asdjsfjdg #(okay but like an elegant‚ jeweled and intricately adorned gaara—NOT a single cell of blood on him—contrasting with #a sakura‚ full of vigor‚ minimal jewelry and simple clothes cause it always gets destroyed—blood ALL over her— #all of that and how easily they could switch it up and it'd just ADDS to it all?! deplorable of them to do that to me. how could they 😭? #god.... am I even making sense!?!?!? AM I?!?!?! or do i just sound like a crazy old person who's lost it? #okay im done. im done. im gone! i. am. gone. 🚶‍♀️🛋️

[soldier-poet-king]

Smthn smthn Eugenides asking Costis at the end of koa 'will you serve me and my god?' and when Costis says yes, Gen says to him 'then come out' (knowing that you'll never die of a fall unless he drops you etc etc etc) vs. Christ calling Lazarus from the tomb and everything that entails

#smthn smthn also like. the shortest biblical verse #jesus wept. smthn about gen as both human and divine. a tool of the gods. he can hear his god a little longer #it is not that eugenides the god causes his thieves to fall #but that he permits them too #smthn smthn theodicy. evil is not caused but permitted to occur. only in service of greater goods #goods we cannot see or understand. and which perhaps need to forgive the gods for #would you see your hand returned. and attolia lost to the mede? #IM. SO NORMAL #SO SO NORMAL TODAY #queen's thief #fran reads

[weebsinstash]

Baby~ when I tell you that I just want to CHOMP into Miguel’s steaming hot buns!~ and to make it better his suit is holo-projected!? And he’s commando so I get Instant access!? This man is a kinky fucker!

me, virginal and ignorant: you know, I keep seeing posts about Miguel being caked up and even someone who worked on the movie said they still toned the ass down, but like, how thick actually IS he?

me, suddenly 9 months pregnant: oh my god he's 6'5. Oh my god he's 6'5. Oh my god I know that dick is big. Oh my god.

You know I mentioned that idea about him making Reader a suit similar to his own where it can "turn off and on" in full or in pieces but like, I was thinking of the facemask and removal/bathroom/sex purposes, I don't know why I didn't consider his entire suit is projected. It's nanotechnology which means it's probably like, idk, hard light or something or whatever Tony stark uses idk I'm not a huge marvel person, but, it's probably not like he's QUITE running around naked, but.... it's also fitted on him so good and I mean. That ASS. I want to bite it like an apple. I want to spank his bubble butt just to try and tease him and he spins around to "teach me a lesson for being such a little brat" by pinning me to the nearest surface and railing the fuck outta me. Ass man Miguel constantly squeezing/groping/staring/spanking your ass in private, fucking you from behind so he can spank your butt and watch it bounce with every thrust of his hips

God the idea of him just full on having nothing underneath the suit though... The only thing between Miguel losing his cool and freeing his cock to rail into you like he's trying to continue his family name is a line of code, an internal command, and a prayer to god (also I saw he's canon Catholic so, idk, do with that what you will but my mind immediately goes towards like, obviously if he's a breeding kink yandere sorta scenario it's kind of already said and done that he wouldn't, but, especially in this scenario, Miguel absolutely refusing to let you get any abortions if you got pregnant. Shit, him deliberately not using any --maybe even sabotaging YOUR-- forms of birth control, and like, maybe even extra horror if you're like not even in a relationship with him and you're pregnant from like either a one night stand with someone else or a dead boyfriend or ex or whatever and he won't even "let you" abort someone ELSE'S baby, he's just deadass "no let ME be the child's father, and, also like maybe your husband and we can be a happy nuclear family uwu" with unpoken intentions of having you carry HIS child next after he's gotten you to fall in love with him. But also I guess it'd also be like. Scary as fuck, and sexy but, imagine if he's "normal" and it's like, having a one night stand with you and you suddenly being pregnant is what triggers him into being yandere and he's just immediately "well obviously I should take responsibility and marry you" and like yeah, its how he was raised but also, he's, 100% for it, 2099% for it.)

People in the Spider Society just constantly having Awakenings because they'll be on a mission with him and it's like, fellas is it gay if your boss is in a Spider crouch crawling up a surface in front of you and you're behind/below him and you can't stop staring at his impeccably unfathomably deliciously round ass? Whispers in the food court back in Nueva York "yeah I was there at the Miguel incident last week, yeah the hacker attack, did you see how his suit malfunctioned and he was in just his dick protection for a few seconds, I swear he got SO red"

Miguel uncomfortably getting boners around you that are hidden under his suit and he has to pretend he doesn't have because, it's always something with this man, he's so crazy for you. oh god did you get a new costume, that spandex-like material looks so nice and tight, he likes what it does to your silhouette, and he doesn't even realize he's staring at you as he's suddenly lost in thought in a deep personal fantasy of tearing your spidey suit right off your body after a victory and taking you fast and deep while you're both high on adrenaline. Miguel gifting you your own costume he can hack into just so he can get you unclothed or at least expose your most sensitive areas to him when he needs to use them. One minute you're in his cave or whatever, slightly leaning over a table to look at a lit up display or papers or something, and the next, suddenly he's got your pants "disappearing" and he's behind you, bending you over

But we saw in the film there's communal training and gym areas in the Society so picture you just go to try and keep a routine and stay on your toes and you unintentionally walk in on like, him doing squat thrusts, or crunches, or he's just publicly working out, and there's like a small fanclub watching him exercise and fanning themselves because, wow is that body SPICY

#siiiigh im lost in the miguel verse and i havent even seen the film lmao #yandere spiderverse #atsv #yandere stuff #sinprompts

[new-hyperfixation-every-month]

hahaha what? carpenter talking abt faulkner in the most recent ep?? nah thats not whats on my mind :) im only thinking abt carpenter and cats

odds and ends are genius names for cats, kudos to acantha for that

(watch out for spoilers in the tags btw)

#“i...loved that boy like the brother i lost” #im DEVASTATED #and this is how i cope #tsv #the silt verses #tsv fanart #the silt verses fanart #sister carpenter #fanart #art #my art

[sleevebuscemii]

i’ve watched jacob anderson’s iwtv church confession scene so many times it’s now stuck in my head like a song

#im doing my dishes and in my mind its just: #‘i laid down with a MAN. i laid down W i t h T h e D e v i l. and he has ROOTS in ME. AAAALL his spindly roots. IN. ME.’ #we love ACTING #but genuinely tho the rhythm of his delivery really made it sound like a verse #when he said ‘i failed my brother i lost my mother’ like there was a beat there #interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #jacob anderson #m

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 721: Bottles!!

Pag 1

1: To deliver the supplies they're carrying, and their hopes, they're franticly chasing!!

Pag 2

1: It's too hot for this jacket

2: I'll take it off

Even though the forecast said it would be a little cooler..

Thanks- with this weather I already want to eat an ice-cream

3: It's starting to blow a hot south wind from the sea, suddenly

4: It's humid, too..... I feel the sudden heat of this season in my body

Pag 3

1: For the cyclists running it must be much more hard

Pag 4

6: The tempersture is rising higher than I imagined

Since earlier some people, because of the heat....

Pag 5

1: Got separated from this pack

Senpai, I can't do it- the heat.... my leg is cramped

Do your best, Nishikawa!

2: Senpai, at least take my bottle and go

Nishikawa!

3: I'm sweating a lot

4: And earlier I emptied my second bottle, too

5: Onoda's expression isn't showing feelings, either

6: “If the forecast was right and we're without supplies...”.... you're thinking that, right?

7: Yeah

Like this, we probably won't last... until the finish line

Yeah

Pag 6

1: Right now, the thing I want the most....

4: is water bottles

Pag 7

1: Straight road!!

2: Two people from Sohoku jumped ahead!!

What's with that speed!?

They plant to reach the lead!?

Pag 8

2: The guy in the lead

3: his legs are so thick!!

4: And the guy behind him

Pag 9

2: Why does he have his jersey on his head!?

I can only see his back!

Is that a new diversionary tactic!?

3: Don't think!!

4: Just pedal!!

Pag 10

3: Alright!!

4: I can see the lead!! Rokudai!!

5: Imaizumi-san and the others will be among....!!

Gau!!

Pag 11

1: Them!!

Pag 12

4: They..... they.....

5: They're not here....!?

Well.... sorry to keep you waiting, teh!!

Here's the supplies, teh!!

Alright, alright

6: I'm- I'm so glad, we were so scared our race was over....

Pag 13

1: Not yet, Rokudai

2: What? This hand

3: Is it to eat?

5: This is the second pack; Imaizumi-san and the others are in the pack that's even more ahead of this!!

Pag 14

1: Gau!?

2: It's not the time to eat my hand, Rokudai

The “lead” is further ahead

They've probably

3: already entered the mounains!!

4: Dammit!! We have to deliver these things!!

What do we do!! From the road map, I saw that this time in the mountain is a winding climb!!

5: My “straight road” can only move us streight ahead, so it won't work on a winding road!!

6: What do we do!!

Pag 15

1: Ah

Gau

2: Gau!!

I’ve been told I'm a “climber”!!

Gau

That's true!!

4: Let's go, Rokudai, don't give up yet

Run up the mountain until we reach the lead pack!!

Pag 16

1: Gau!!

Two people from Sohoku are moving forward!

Wait, what's with that speed!!

Pag 17

1: They're so fast!!

2: Hn!? He really is fast

Wait, this guy

3: He's faster than he was during the first years' race!?

4: I'm pretty out of breath, it's hard for me!!

6: I mean, I told him to stop being all “hyaa hyaa”, but

This guy!!

Pag 18

1: He's faster when he's pedaling without thinking of anything!!

2: I wonder why, but I feel like there's a bottomless  wildness in Rokudai

Gau

Teh

3: Alright, I'll name that “Beast Mode”

4: Anywa, this is bad, I'm falling behind!

Wait, Rokudai

Gau

Pag 19

1: Naruko ran away... I can see the first chasing pack

There's a lot of people

It's... nine people!!

Gooo!!

Kamogawa do your best!!

2: Sohoku sent one cyclist ahead alone, Naruko, while two others are here!! Two people?

Amazing! They're rock solid!

3: As expected, Sohoku is so confident

And there's Onoda, last year's national champion

He'll jump ahead any time now- Onodaa!!

4: Jump ahead...!!

Pag 20

1: Right, if they jump ahead now...  if they come together with Naruko now, it'll be the perfect battle formation

So why

2: Why aren't you moving, Sohoku!!

Are you too confident!?

3: ….. or maybe

6: Could it be that their bottles....

Don't tell me that it's the opposite!!

7: One person is jumping ahead!!

Pag 21

1: The man who inerited the name of the fastest man on Kyosumiyama, the third one of the Kanogawa Honda siblings!!

Honda Ryouzou from Kanogawa high school!!

2: My brothers' dream of partecipating in the Inter High

I'll make that dream come true!!

3: This Inter High qualifiers are held in Kanogawa, our hometown, so I feel like it's destiny!!

4: Honda from Kamo High is accelerating!!

5: He left them behind in a twinkle!!

The defending champions, Sohoku....

6: Aren't moving!!

7: They're not moving!! Sohoku isn't confident!!

#yowamushi pedal #yowapeda #yowamushi pedal spoilers #yowamushi pedal manga #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal translations #ride 721 #this is one of the funniest ywpd chapter really asdsfgdhgfhg #what do you mean rokudai completely lost his brain all of a sudden lmao #okay kinaka told him to stop thinking and just pedal BUT NOT LIKE THAT #hes literally the no thought head empty meme #WHY DID HE BITE THE HAND WHY IS HE MAKING WEIRD VERSES SDASDFDSGF #Also why wasnt kinaka shocked that he bit his hand- is that something that normally happens between them? #'now isnt the time to bite my hand' when would be the right time???? huh?? #theyre too funny this is so ridiculous and i love it here thanks watanabe #also 'oh no a mountain what do we do!' *looks at rokudai* :O #'ive been told im a climber' sadasdfsgdfg THEYRE A TOTAL MESS #WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO LEAVE THEM ALONE #cant wait to tsee them both in the IH lmao #also also #why are imaizumi and onoda's bottles already empty halfway through the race! #they knew they probably wouldnt get the supplies in time! so why did they drink so much! #naruko jumped ahead right away and is still ahead! they diodnt do anything yet! so??? #also that random guy at the end still has strength and water so.... why are imaizumi and onoda suddenly so dumb? lmao #are they now gonna pull a machimiya and ask that guy for some water?? asdsfagsfdgsdf #everything about this chapter is so funny to me i love it

[art-heap]

Does anyone know any sea-themed podcasts?

I was wracking my brains and realised I only know The Bridge

#and ssttl has some sea stuff but im really looking for the ships #tma has some fun scenes but that's about it #podcast rec #podcast #asks #there was skyjacks actually... but it was not the sea right?? #i still need to pick up on that. and i never finished wolf359. and i never finished unwell. and oldgodsofappalachia #i think silt verses is ongoing too. i never finished rqg but i got put off because of the stuff behind the cast and crew #and the story also totally lost momentum. it was just a straight run to the finish now #but i really would love some sea shenanigans

[scorchrend]

hey i know your blorbo is euden but can I get a bit of zena analysis? I think she's interesting and I think with your knowledge of Euden you'd be great at getting a read on her?

this is so fucking late but absolutely.

i can’t claim to be the zena expert here but i think it’s crazy you know. iirc that she went to different worlds and all of them fell at the hands of the other (holy shit man. i also did not expect CHROM’S adventurer story out of all stories to be important to zena????) and like it’s not her fault because it’s the other but she has to carry what morsayati did in HER body.. shes just trying to help every time but people are understandably scared of her and i dunno. i think it scares her too. just a lil. she doesnt have to really, not her fault. but she keeps on to atone for what happened. she knows that her body was an instrument in the dyrenell empire and probably blames herself lots for it, but also is baffled she was let free. like why shes still alive. but her euden took her place and.. well..

i dont remember that well. then her protectiveness over our euden just kinda fucking gets me. i dont know how to explain it. but also her being firm with him and that he should trust in zethia more or something (because she is also zethia and understands, and euden is kinda too focused on defending zethia that it almost becomes like an immovable objective and can’t let her make her own decisions) and trust in himself too because hes losing his footing or whatever and being kinda stupid at times. and that while a zethia she is different from zethia in ways i cannot fucking describe. i dont know how to explain it but like after everything shes seen too. then the chapter where you have to kill her euden it’s just. scary. i cant imagine how it feels learning your brother your best friend was in on the plan of the destruction of the world the entire time or something. im sick. im not going to chalk it up to resistance i think it’s her immense hope that things can be changed and not even for her world’s benefit it’s so. i dunno. yeah. that zena keeps going on despite it all

this is so repetitive but hahaha just like how many worlds zena went to 😭😭

#text #this is so late #dragalia lost #zena #but i only really thought of stuff now #again its been a long while so im not exactly versed on the story anymore but the general vibe is here #zena. shes been through so much man

[shimmerbeasts]

"I am sorry I lost the target." Jinx sat on Silco's desk, her boots pushed softly against his thighs and her head snuggled against cupped fingers, which held onto the injector. "We passed the old Arcade and suddenly, they were all too loud again. I... I didn't mean to freeze. But it is how the target got away. I don't even remember where it went."

Dialogue starter for @zaunseye.

#zaunseye #rp: lost the target #im gonna show him youll see: jinx interaction #there is a monster inside all of us: silco||in character #Timeskip Verse[Jinx]

[spider-man-2o99]

What do you think about the theory that Spider-Man 2099/Miguel O'Hara will pull a "Kingpin" in ATSV and scour the multiverse for an alternate version of his daughter briella?

interesting question let's see what balloony from phineas and ferb thinks

i dont like it

#ask #asks #anon #atsv #itsv2 #across the spider-verse #spider-man 2099 #spiderman 2099 #miguel o'hara #if they give him a family just to fridge that family i will be Royally Pissed u see #like. i dunno. i was more under the impression that showing him with his Kid was more like #1. trying to soften him to the audience. help convey that for all his intimidating sharpness he is still Soft inside #and/or 2. IF she is dead then be an explanation for why miguel (for whatever reason) doesn't want miles in the multiverse #because. y'know. writing trope of ''i lost my child because of (superhero reasons) and now i won't let it happen to anyone else'' or smthn #gwen's dad tried to arrest her. peter parker's an orphan. hobie is a homeless teen punk. #but miles? he has parents who love him. parents who DO care about him and who WILL miss him #he's still someone's kid #....anywho. i know. i know it sounds like im huffing copium but just let me man

[spiderwarden]

"That Final Prayer." is something that I have come to call in my head, is the moment that Minthara screams out to Lolth one last time. When she was dragged away and thrown into the ilithid pod, forced to watch her men get processed for food and made into thralls - she was sending prayers to Lolth in a bid for help, for guidance, for a miracle by her spider woven miracles. The Final Prayer happens as they open her pod up and she's squirming still, cursing them, and snarling and snapping her teeth ( -before Orin ultimately restrains her head by grabbing.) And just as they start to bring over her tadpole, she starts to pray. And pray loudly in drow, then starts to yell as it comes closer and closer - to fight, to pray that Lolth, that anyone really, comes and helps her. And it is silenced the moment the tadpole finds it's place. She is silent, just as the answers were to her final prayer.

#[ 🕷️ ] —— headcanons #[ 🕷️ ] —— musings #[ daylight by david kushner 'but in the rain' came up ] #[ and i am just reminded of just how much FAITH is involved in minth and the grieving process that happened when she lost that faith ] #[ 'while my faith is broken my oath remains.' she says - masking that hurt within ] #[ you don't just dedicate your entire life and get abandoned and move on just like THAT ] #[ she grieves her life in menzobarranzan- she grieves lolth's abandonment and rejection- she GRIEVES it ] #[ then as with all steps of grief - then there is anger- and then acceptance ] #[ it's also why i say that there's room in her grief for other religions to come in which is why her dynamic in terms of her selunite verse #is important with da.me a.ylin because i imagine she's curious enough to come up to her and ask questions and then get influenced and thus #[ the disciple of dam.e a.ylin seeds be planted. ANYWAY IM EMOTIONAL ABOUT FAITH!!!! THANKS TO DAYLIGHT!! ]

[buck2eddie]

once again i am here to show my appreciation to fics through dumb memes so go ahead and read @bvckandeddie newest fic (which is a follow up to the amazing girldad buck fic that is also by her) and show it some love <3

#can you tell i love this verse <3 #everytime they said baby jail i lost it im sorry ajsgshdkkd #i hope this makes sense akshshd and if it doesn't? you should read this fic!! #buddie #m*memes

[wrthbrn]

THE CAMBION AWAKENING : ACT 2

three years had passed , she was used to her existence now ; the constant chaos flowing through her veins ; the natural rage that bubbled within her . it no longer scared her .

she was angry . god had betrayed her - if god truly loved all , then why had he not saved her yet ? why had he let her suffer with the dark thoughts of hate ? he was disgusted in her , she was sure . she was not a human - his beloved creatures . she was a hybrid , and a damned soul that never belonged to him .

she met her father .

her fears and rage were solidified - it was all true - and she was exempt from salvation . he provoked that hate and rage . he provoked that feeling of betrayal and disgust .

this once shy , and lonely , and frightened little girl quickly became a cold woman ; never to look at the church thee same . donning her habit , and the wooden crucifix she was gifted upon taking her vows , she was set to spread ill words of god .

though she hadn't the saying power of a priest , she was still able to influence those around her - her actions of talking ill of others , and of behaving badly in the name of god made many stop attending mass . and none would be the wiser ; she disguised herself when doing such misdeeds , and took advantage of her role of a nun to gain information .

at one time she was a sweet natured nun , but now she is cold , and hurtful , and violent . she's no longer scared to get blood on her hands .

#✟ — ❝ main verse : act two. ❞ #she's lost her humanity :))))))) #shes just one step away from choking someone out with a smile on her face #act three she gets off on the violence goes full feral #im sorry