#im sorry for not having Andy..

[vxmpires-bxte]

Fall out girl save me….

#i spent 3 days on this help #fall out boy #fob #fall out boy band #pete wentz #patrick stump #my art #joe trohman #fall out boys…. #fall out boy joe #fall out boy pete #fall out boy patrick #im sorry for not having Andy.. #redraw of an album cover I saw :3

[pilotduty]

had a lovely convo abt patricks support of trans folks yesterday and felt compelled 2 draw something abt it

#this is a drawing i need to post and never look at again i dont hate it i am just SO sick of it #maybe i hate it a little. but i also like it #pete i will always draw you like an anime vampire #anyway #fall out boy #fob #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #andy ur tattoos entrance me but if i ever have to draw them again i cant promise i'll survive #this has so many tags im sorry #my stuff #fob fanart

[ybcpatrick]

rip pstump 1984-2023. he forgor

#shut up kell #art #fob #fall out boy #heartbreak feels so good #i think i am: hilarious #btw i know i covered what patrick is saying. it reads: #GUYS PLEASE I'M SORRY I LITERALLY HAVE ADHD I AM GOING TO FORGET DATES AND SHIT #CMON GUYS PLEASE I'M JUST A LITTLE GUYYYYYY AND I HAVE GLASSES YOU WOULDNT HIT A GUY WITH GLASSES #IM SORRY ANDY PETE PLEASEEEEEEE #hall of shame

[non-un-topo]

Queer quartet playing sports????

Hello, thank you for the prompt!! <33 So I’m one of those gays who doesn’t know the first thing about Sports Games, but I do know how quickly an easy-breezy came of beach volleyball can turn into a ruthless bloodbath, which I think could be fitting for these folks.

Also I have art block and have not been able to produce more than this visual story. Enjoy: Queer Quartet beach episode

#siggy draws #tog #the old guard #the old gays #sdfds im so sorry i am really fighting some self-hatred here lolll. my art abilities have been really on and off lately #andy might have killed joe.... she might have just totally murdered him with that volleyball #ty for the prompt!!! this was the last one i got! <33

[racmune]

@tf2shipswag

propaganda for the sniper/spy/sniper versus scout/fried chicken lady/pauling war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEYRE A CRACK SHIP TO *YOU*. TO ME THEYRE SO MUCH MORE. ALLOW ME TO INDULGE MYSELF. THIS IS HEADCANON HEAVY BC THE FRIED CHICKEN LADY LITERALLY ONLY SAID ONE THING IN THE ENTIREITY OF CANON BUT WHO GIVES A RATS ASS!

theyre such a qpr no one even understands. beyond scout n the fried chicken lady's initial sexual encounter i like to imagine theyve become good friends. perhaps she was from boston as well and her and scout bonded over that, along with a shared sense of humor and laid back attitude. they hang out together and watch tv, get pizza and make out, talk about their childhoods etc. I JUST THINK ITD BE FUN OK.

her and miss pauling have their meetcute at a barbeque during the fourth of july. the fried chicken lady was invited to come along by scout and is just chilling and grabbing some extra meatballs for her plate. miss pauling initially notices her for being a pretty woman but as they talk and the night goes on they bond from both believing in keeping things practical. shes also a lot less uptight than miss pauling however, which leads to a lot of playful teasing (from scout too LOL)

i think scout and the fried chicken lady enable a lot of each other's worse habits and so miss pauling has to deal with two different messy bitches LMAO. also another headcanon i have for their dynamic as an entire unit is that miss pauling will be up late doing paperwork in her home office and they'll be sleeping on her bed, and when she's finally done she goes in and snuggles with them.

im just gonna leave out my thoughts about scout n miss paulings dynamic for the time being cause if i did id be here forever but i did already make a post on my headcanons which you can find here.

ANYWAY THEYRE SO FWB CODED. THEYRE SO QPR CODED. IM SO DELULU COCO BANANAS CODED. IM SO EXTRAPOLATING A CHARACTER FROM A 4 SECOND CUTAWAY GAG CODED. K THANKS FOR READING BYE.

oh also miss pauling and the fried chicken lady's ship name is "lady and the tramp" i dont make the rules

#racmune art #tf2 #miss pauling #tf2 scout #tf2 fried chicken lady #scoutpauling #tf2 lady and the tramp #im not putting all the other ship tags i will literally vomit if i have to write ''fried chicken lady'' into a ship name #scoutposting #andy rambles #tf2 headcanons #any all scout × canon fem character ships make me bite a chunk out of a 2x4 /pos #not his mom ofc but him and zhannaaa #and miss paulinggg #and admin too tbh #they just hit like many do not #i think the shipping side of the tf2 fandom hasnt really harnessed the full raw power of m/f ships AND THATS SAD. #they just have a lot of untapped sauce #sorry i may be going insane. bye for reals this time #going bed #tf2 deep fried desire

[andy-clutterbuck]

get the man a fan ✨

#the english muffin is burning #Andrew Lincoln #* #andygifs #gonna make like those ancient greek fantasies and fan him with palm fronds #happy sinday #don't flash your midriff at me you tart #i'd say im looking #but that'd be stupidly obvious #hello illac furrow adonis belt v lines whatever the crap you wanna call them #that belt is really doing its job #poor sweaty thing #everyone: :) andy: *melting* #he felt like a space heater when i hugged him tho so boy just runs hot #someone pick up that paper on the table and fan the man 😂 #i would have #sorry but when a man's shirt goes up like that i get stupid

[tinamybeloved]

I just finished Tina’s day two vod and her reaction to this event was so incredibly positive she stressed over and over how she had fun and wished she could play more. Even the layer of the language barrier was nice as chat could help and people were very welcoming. This to me makes it even more obvious how flawed mcc was as every time chat has asked about Tina signing up she has said that she would need to massively train before feeling prepared. Mcc would stress Tina out so badly that she would not do face cam because she didn’t want to be called unsportsmanlike for showing the upset on her face. I just think squid craft really showed what an event that wanted to be fun for its players looks like.

#im really happy she had such a great time #sorry for essay andying I think people have said most of this stuff before #squidcraft

[thekintsugikids]

i noticed the similarities between fnowae and pavlove about a year and a half ago?? something like that. and quite frankly, while i could panegyrize fob’s entire discography till the end of time, specifically hearing those songs back to back, hearing, “i’m the invisible man who can’t stop staring at the mirror,” followed by, “i’m just the man on the balcony, singing ‘nobody will ever remember me’” made me absolutely spiral. like…both songs feel like they’re about this heart wrenching, soul crushing loneliness and just wanting someone to understand, to feel the way you do, to just fucking get it already, but the difference is in the way they see that. the different perspectives.

to fully explain this i think it’s important to fully understand the amadeus of it all for which i cannot recommend enough zero’s post about fnowae.

to use some of their words/phrasing, the quote itself as the title…fascinates me. it is salieri (in this instance, pete) repudiating god, declaring him to be his mortal enemy from here on for having the nerve to bestow upon amadeus (patrick) such brilliance (and i will be referring to him as amadeus because that feels like it might be a little cleaner than calling him mozart throughout this whole Thing etc etc etc). to mock salieri’s mediocrity. he is so envious of amadeus that he feels amadeus’s gifts are a divine punishment from god himself. “from now on we are enemies, you and i.”

what does all of that have to do with pavlove, though? amadeus is the gifted one, whom salieri finds to be insufferably annoying, but staggeringly brilliant. indescribably so (the fact that they do eventually befriend one another, and when amadeus dies, it essentially drives salieri insane and many years later he even claims he murdered amadeus, despite the fact that amadeus was sick, having worked himself to exhaustion and death……all of that is another can of worms i don’t…i don’t have it in me to crack open right now). “nobody will ever remember me, rejoice and fall to your knees.” “i want to make you as lonely as me, so you can get addicted to this.” bone crushing loneliness clawing at the door like a dog just begging for companionship. i need someone, please be that someone. i don’t know what to do if i don’t have someone. but maybe it’s for the best. but i can’t leave well enough alone (historically, “i don’t do too well on my own”) so i need you to feel what i feel. empty. isolated. lonely. then maybe you’ll need me the same way i need you.

“their faces are dancing till they can’t stand it.” being the outsider, the wallflower, the lone observer, because what else can you do? what else is there to do? it’s three drinks too late to talk to anyone but myself. who even wants to be there with the lunatic on a downward spiral entirely of his own design, who has faded so seamlessly into the background that he doesn’t even know who he is or if he even exists anymore. getting worse till there’s nothing left.

from now on we are enemies is pete vs patrick. two brilliant artists duking it out because one is so enamored with, but absolutely cannot stand, the brilliance of the other. pavlove is…different. more distanced. it’s the realization. and if pavlove is the realization, from now on we are enemies is the final showdown.

pavlove is misery with the life he’s cultivated, with the parties and the tabloids running rampant in the 2000s. the drugs he’d been doing that his best friend didn’t even fully realize the severity of because, in his mind, drug abuse was this abstract thing that he couldn’t quite comprehend. fnowae is the culmination of isolating oneself from those which he loves and cares about, because he’s so lost in his misery.

“what good comes of something when i’m just the ghost of nothing?” because progression in any capacity is a threat to your self preservation. creative integrity, personal growth, whatever it is, it has begun to feel like it’s unattainable because the risk is too high. so what’s the point? it’s a three-and-two pitch to walk to anywhere else. so stay where you are. don’t bother. patrick is brilliant, patrick is gifted and he doesn’t even know it and i’m just a painter looking at the walls trying to finger paint and he’s the only one who has been able to finish these half-baked paintings i throw at him. if this thing is breaking down, what am i good for?

trick question. stalemate. stay right here. if anything, move back.

but there’s a wife to try to make a life with and a child on the way and if i do move forward, who’s to say i don’t just find new ways to make it all worse? my anchor has started to completely detach—get engaged, make a solo record, make himself a life, eventually…soon, even—and i’m let out to sea all on my own and i don’t want to be here, i wanted to go back to land. i wasn’t prepared to still be here. but somehow, i am, and i don’t know what to do. i’m the just the man on the balcony, singing, “nobody will ever remember me,” because amadeus over here is doing the things that are worthwhile. he’s the one people will revere, and i will fade in the distance as the blurry shadow whose features have smudged and disappeared with time, because my contributions pale in comparison to his genius, because i wasn’t blessed with the ability to sing or write music or do so many of the ten billion things he is capable of. because who knows how i’ll be remembered now that the ship i’ve spent the last 8 years manning is possibly about to sink and maybe that means that will be my legacy, if i even have a legacy. if anyone remembers that i was ever here. but that doesn’t mean i don’t want to be remembered. that doesn’t mean i like what i’ve become, how my meaning has become dependent on the twin skeleton beside me. i’m the invisible man who can’t stop staring at the mirror. begging to be remembered…because that’s the point of it all, right?

i said it at the beginning, fall out boy had to be fall out boy and leave the world on a cliffhanger for three years. but it’s been 14 years since believers never die vol 1. we know what happens next. we’ve read the next chapter, watched the sequel, seen how it all pans out. they get to be happy middle aged men playing these songs, reclaiming the trauma and horrors and pain within them, making them into newer, happier memories, because they’re not about that pain anymore. and they haven’t been for a long time. they haven’t been theirs in ages. and so they can finally let it go, with their spouses and kids in the audience cheering them on (well, maybe not the kids. they’re dads, after all, they can’t think they’re cool). with stronger bonds between them and a stronger sense of self in each of them. because they’re not defined by each other anymore, no, this is their fun little art project. patrick composes for a living now (a composer but never composed, who always saw himself as a composer first, now literally a composer by trade), joe and pete each have multiple different ventures they explore in their free time (the symphonies of the overdosed, now being sung by yourself because you don’t need someone else to do it for you anymore), andy is in a million different bands at any given time. they don’t need each other—they don’t need to be defined by each other—they want to be with each other now.

no amadeus, no salieri, no jealousy, no enemies in sight, just four dudes who love making music together. who can make music on their own, who do make music on their own and/or separate from fall out boy, but can’t make their music without all of them together. at the end of the day, “no matter how obsessed you’ve been with your own vanishing, there will always be someone who still wants you whole.”

#i have gone fully insane im sorry #this has been festering for SO LONG and ive had so much to say but always felt super worried that my analysis was like #somehow Not Good Enough (despite the fact that any interpretation of art is valid i somehow believed mine would be the one wrong one) #and now with the collective insanity over fnowae after they played it #felt like as good a time as any to go crazy #besides who’s gonna read the whole thing atp skxosoxkskdi #whatever. going insane etc etc what the fuck everrrr #but yeah. pavlove and from now on we are enemies are a matching set do not separate!!!! #analysis.txt #fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #fob #from now on we are enemies #pavlove #believers never die #folie a deux

[coffinscore]

Our Coffin-bound birthday.

"Can you believe it Andrew spending my 20th locked up, Fucking parasite-filled, No cake or anything" Complained the pacing figure behind him. "Do you think there's any way I could convince the warden to bring me anything sweet, Literally anything at this point!" Pacing continued as well as complaining you could almost see Andrew's eyes rolling as he heard his 'dear' sister kicking the door "I get it already! Stop being so loud leave the goddamned door alone already!! Geez congrats and all but can you ever fucking be quiet" Snapped Andrew he was sick of it all! They had been trapped a month so far, Rations were running low and he was sick of Ashley's complaining

"Well, aren't you a ray of sunshine today!! You haven't even wished me a happy birthday yet to be complaining like that!!" Ashley yelled back she wasn't exactly in the best of moods today either "I know you didn't give a shit about me, but could you not get on my ass for once!!" Tears welled in the birthday girl's eyes as she yelled with a pout stomping away to the two's shared room. "Asshole!!!" She screamed out slamming the door and flopping onto her bed holding her moon pillow tightly to her chest. "At least pretend you give a shit about my day here.." She thought to herself as she closed her eyes not that it stopped her tears. What else was she expected to feel today? Other than shitty another wasted day and her birthday being a wasted day stung badly. Mom and Dad didn't care to call it was expected, But that doesn't mean it didn't hurt. Not as much as it hurt for her own brother to avoid her.

Quite some time passed as Andrew sighed still placed on the seat of the couch. Of course he knew he was the first to wish her happy birthday every year. Who said he didn't have any surprise plans what she didn't know wasn't hurting her right? Right?? Incorrect he had to make this quick before she died of a broken heart. Putting his head in his hands he mentally prepared himself for the berating he would get when he walked into their room. Getting up, he finally went to get the little surprise he had wrapped up like old molding food in the deep freezer. What else could it be besides a stale lemon-flavored muffin frozen solid as a rock. A small smile traced his lips as he reminisced when this became a little tradition of the two's so long ago. He quickly walked over to the cabinets to get a plate out placed it on and threw the blunt weapon of a snack cake in the microwave. Carefully he watched the timer before it made that horrendous loud beep. It looked like shit, "It was perfect for her" Andrew chuckled thinking to himself as he began looking for a candle.

"Dumbass.." Muffled words came out onto her pillow as she began to smell something familiar. Shooting up her heart began skipping a beat almost thinking she was hallucinating the scent due to hunger and rage combined. "Andrew..?" She called out rather calmly compared to how her former mood had been. Moving to seat herself on the edge of her bed she contemplated if she should storm in there but she sat waiting. And her waiting paid off! Before she could finish her thoughts in came her brother holding a mushy-looking muffin with two candles on top, Pink and green lit up just like her face even if she looked more stunned than anything. Weight shifted on her bed as her other half sat next to her handing her the plate with soft smile on his face "Happy birthday Ashley. I could never forget the day you came into and ruined my life~" She laughed hard at his obvious tease to raise her mood light drops still falling from her eyes but out of a warm happy feeling instead. "Way to save face for being kind to me asshole." Teasing back a warm smile on her face as she moved closer blowing them out before she could even be given the okay wishing to herself in the process.

"H-Hey you were supposed to wait for the okay!" Andrew said sighing at her, He knew he couldn't have stopped her even if he tried, She was happy, An more dangerous beast than her rage. Wrapping an arm around her shoulders he sighed. "Sorry your day is just us stuck in this hellhole." He sympathized he knew she didn't mean anything by her outburst earlier he would have lashed out too if he was in her position. Watching as Ashley unwrapped and split the muffin in half surprising him. "What sharing with me~" Teased Andrew as a piece was handed his way. "Who knows how long it will be before get something like this again.. So take it before I change my mind" The younger blushed lightly her kindness was truly something special when you earn it. He happily grabbed the squishy treat leaving a little kiss on the side of her head noticing her little jump. She always seemed confused when he showed her proper affection, He'd be lying if he said he didn't find it cute.. Moving to take a bite the texture was shit but that's okay the two were still enjoying it either way wrapped in each other's company in this never ending coffin.

#scorestales #the coffin of andy and leyley #tcoaal #andrew graves #ashley graves #short story #i would actually die for these two i hope you all know that #they have taken over my brain im so sorry im flooding the tags with writing

[milagrosen]

It’s been a while buds🌺

#lore olympus #Persephone #LO #artists on tumblr #art #sorry its been so long im #just trying ot figure things out #andi have no clue #tisart

[lautakwah]

WAIT im getting a bonus in may..... should i go on that solo trip to asia anyway....... even tho it's scawy >_<

#rn im thinking either taiwan or hk but i might be persuaded to go to chengdu (pandas!) or chongqing (sm hiking... but priddy) #or ngl. i might say yolo and tack on shanghai as well idk... #mainly tempted to do either taiwan (taipei + new taipei city; one day in yilan and another in taichun (roughly)) #or hk plus a day in macau and a day in shenzhen.... #for hk it's also ajdkdf like. one day WILL be dedicated to having printed out movie screencaps and matching them with what it looks like now #sorry im such a basic bitch but isnt that fun isnt that quirky etc btw andy stood here exactly 34 years ago-- #<- as u can see i am soooo normal abt the shit im into #an argument could also be made for japan but ngl i wanna go to kyoto (over tokyo) and tickets are ridicuously expensive. like. jesus christ. #ling.txt

[yarboyandy]

Drew this on the train after watching the first 2.5 seasons of Bones

#bones #temperance brennan #seeley booth #do they have a ship name. idk heterosexual #bones x booth #andy drawz #sorry the writing is dogshit im on a train

[greyeyedmonster-18]

(i don't usually rec things, or make rec lists, but the occasion has presented itself so here's a short little list of wolfstar recs. some from authors i know and love and trust, and some from strangers who I've never met but love anyway:

edit: i got to the end of the post, and decided to call this my beach read collection of wolfstar fics because they're all just...delightful to read. some angst, but otherwise. beach reads!)

-i'm not going to tag them, because every time i make a rec list these two are on it, and i'm sure they're tired of me being a banshee about their works but. here is a short list of some of my recent reads by aerid0nis and dykesiriusblack (@ steelycunt and @ dykefever on tumblr respectively

by aerid0nis and it only felt good while moving (written for their RS Candy Hearts and its SO CUTE) station to station : i read this one not too long ago after conjuring my courage because ridi's writing does things to me and ohmygosh was it lovely and fucking worth the fucking wait. there is angst and there is pining and there is so much love standing, by the wall honestly, just read it. by dykesiriusblack the shape and sound of god: a wolfstar fleabag au. i'm obsessed with the way this is written. lover, you should come over: look, the boys are messy in this and its beautiful.

Fearless Liabilities by @femme--de--lettres: a wolfstar summer camp AU. I admittedly have not yet finished this one, but I have read enough to comfortably rec it. andies writing never fails to make me laugh-- like audibly out loud. multiple times. i don't know anyone who is better at illustrating absolute shenanigans as well as andie can and this story is SO FREAKIN' CUTE. it has romance. it has camp. it has complicated families and friendships and. yah.

Only Fools are Satisfied by grumposaur (aka tumblr user @pancakehouse). AGAIN. I admittedly haven't finished this yet, but i'm going to rec it because sports AU girlies rise up and-- YES. this is a wolfstar tennis AU. Do i know anything about tennis? No. Am I hooked? yes. I am in love with sirius as we all should be, and it is so fun. (also, i can't explain it, but tumblr user pancakehouse, there is something...so like...nonchalant and casual about the way you write? effortless, every sentence and i'm enjoying every bit of it).

Just what the doctor ordered by wrappedup: i feel like everyone and their dog recs this one (pun intended) but rightfully so. beware tall remus, but the banter and pacing in this is so good.

Hard to Find by accioromulus. this one is short, easy breezy read. the dialogue is so fun and quick and its just...simple and cute. Muggle Roadtrip AU.

#grey recs things sometimes #enjoy as much as i have! #also pancakehouse im coming for ya!!! i'm going to be in your DMS once i find the courage!!! #also i read very slow #like #super slow #never ask me to beta #sorry bestie andie #i read like a paragraph every couple days and i like it that way #it works for me #ANYWHO BYE #me: recs angsty sad things #also me: its a beach read! #most of these are beach reads ok

[thekidsare-not-alright]

got a serious tumblr addiction because for some reason i just need to know every latest update and thought about some guys from the greater chicago area that like to play music together. thanks pete

#fall out boy #fob #pete wentz #patrick stump #joe trohman #andy hurley #time to take a tumblr hiatus?!?! #cant sorry i have a problem. #no guys im fine i swear #i can stop anytime i w- #for real im gonna disappear now. ok not entirely but im gonna use other coping mechanisms a bit more hopefully #im not making any promises

[fobnsfwdoodles]

Ahem since we're in Andy world as a community right now I just have something to say real quick

#a few of yall have been requesting this position and im working on it! this is my first time drawing it lol #they like hardcore nusic and hardcore sex #except theyre obvi lovey dovey in this pic i love when those men are naked and tender #this drawing drives me a little crazy they seem like #so in love but also so deep in sex but also you can like hear the grunting like it's not pretty sex its real sex #also v little dialogue theyre just kinda vibing together each enjoying ehats going on #i think theyre in love for real for real #me and who #autism sex anon come back if i didnt scare you off sorry i answered that in the middle of the night #what yall have to remember about me is im a romancable character with a high sex drive who lives alone and draws intimacy for strangers on #the internet #haha lh #anyways lets tag this guy #andy #pete #wentzley #mating press

[playthe-piper]

I got two teachers and my sister to watch fucking spring awakening.

#MY ENGLISH TEACHER AND A FRENCH TEACHER #mr. dykun if ur seeing #im sorry i made you read that poem #in my defense #it slays #spring awakening #therapy wont work #im thriving #kate #im not sorry #you deserve this #im not mentally stable #are any SA fans really? #ben fankhauser #and #andy mientus #have made me this way