#im totally buying them

[magpie-sphinx]

in short: i decided to scry yesterday's daily exalt bonus. i now have a new g1 (brief edit. not 24 hours had passed and i had completely gened the beast)

#TECHNICALLY they need toxin still but im waiting for it to finish brewing #anyway yeah #did the scry. got way too attached #friend found a g1 that perfectly managed to match the colors AND eyes matchy as well #i dm'd the owner and they actually let me buy the dragon off of them #and now i have this beast! #flight rising #lair #dragon share #flight rising g1 #ANYWAY. overcast is an underrated color #also i ak now in possession of 21 gems Total #i am dragon game broke. but oh how it was worth it

[suntails]

⚔️💀

#17!! theyre at a CONVENTION theyre COSPLAYING #theyve got their itabags and idia totally didnt buy a body pillow whaaaat thatd be craaayzeee #i wanna see it i think itd be silly fun. so curious how silver would do in a con environment i think hed have a mildly good time #gave them sneakers for all the walking. theyre smart they prepared #also just got. another 500 dollar medical bill. and i KNOW another one for a few hundred is on the way. im gonna fuckign die #im being so brave im so miserable but i got another job starting next week so SOBS. the income is needed #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #idia shroud #suntails

[seefasters]

my take on the steeplechase trio (and montrose’s mask variants)

#my art #taz #taz steeplechase #since beef is an arm wrestler im kinda entertained by the idea that he keeps it casual from the waist down #but all of his shirts are branded beef punchley shirts #i like to think that all of montrose’s clothes are slightly too big for him because he buys them himself #but doesn’t have the money/resources for a tailor #and he can’t go to dentonic bc his uniform is supposed to be something totally different #i kinda struggled with his mask #but i like the idea that it really is a human face but you can see the edges. the metallic parts of the mask. the little glitches #his skin color is always ever so slightly off #also griffin described his actual face as ‘plain’ so imagine he looks like just some guy. a little babyfaced #while his ‘neutral’ mask is just generically handsome #and i didnt draw that but i think it glitches out sometimes and his face goes all wonky #sorry griffin i took over your boy #emerich was probably the easiest to design he just sprung into my head fully formed #i don’t remember if the give-a-ghost projector is actually supposed to be on his arm #but it is now . #also i would like everyone to think about montrose talking about jesus in that dumbass clean job mask please. thank you

[bulbabutt]

87 donnie would never build something as boring and non-turtle themed as the modern smart phone

#rottmnt #tmnt crossover #tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #87 donnie #rise donnie #art #my art #bulbasturtlesforever2 #im sorry but my favorite thing to think about is these two donnies hanging out i dont know why i just love them #just like 'wait you didnt even have to BUILD a communication line for your brothers?' #'no you can just go to a store and buy a cellphone' #'you bought? you can earn money?' #'...yes. i earned money. totally. yep thats what i did. i would never do something like hack atms thats......wrong?'

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!! #its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying) #well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

[satans-knitwear]

Gonna seduce ur boss and their boss and their bosses boss etc. Then redistribute the wealth among the people. Whos in?

Treat me (wishlist) ~ Tip (pypl) me (cshpp)

#Got a meeting today and i need to look mentally and physically healthy. I totally got this. 😎😎😎 Look achieved. #Cant let them know i am deteriorating!! again lmao!! #Ergh i need to buy groceries as well. Why does being alive cost money??? #Anywhore. Im a snacc and im fine. I hope your week is off to a delicious start my loves. Or at least not a terrible one. #satans knitwear #Alt pinup #pinup girl #Lingerie reveal #Corsetry #Mesh corset #Black lace lingerie #Black lace lingerie set #bi girl #uk girl #cheeky #wlw #Office prno vibes tbh

[seriousbrat]

what do you think lily's flaws were likely to have been? I hear so many people complain about her being a "Mary Sue" and I feel like it's true that the narrative doesn't really give us problems with her character in the way that it does for James/the other marauders.

Love this question!! I actually think we do see some of Lily's flaws in the narrative, they're just not quite as obvious (or grievous) as Sev's or James's.

In her conversations with Sev in the Prince's Tale, we see that she's willing to overlook pretty unforgivable behaviour because of her friendship with/loyalty towards Sev. He's friends with Mulciber and Avery, he calls the attack on Mary 'a laugh'. In the post-SWM conversation, she displays awareness that Sev calls other people 'mudblood'. Sure, she's not okay with it, but she still tolerates it; it's not until this actively affects her that she decides to end the friendship. I read this as a mixture of naïveté but also just willing blindness. She knows better deep down, but chooses to ignore it because of her love for Sev.

Another thing Lily-haters tend to harp on is her defending James, Sev's bully, to him in this conversation. And I do somewhat agree (although I think it's ridiculous to hold this as worse than everything Sev does to her) but I think it's another sign of her willingness to overlook certain behaviours that she shouldn't. She wants to believe that there's good in everyone because that's easier than facing reality. I don't read this line as 'you should forgive James for everything', I read it more as 'why can't everyone get along because that would be easier than dealing with conflict'. In some ways she's right, because there is good in both Sev and James-- it's somehow both her greatest strength and her greatest weakness. This blind trust is what gets her killed, it's what causes her so much pain in SWM, but it's also what saves her son in the end.

Another thing I think we see in SWM is her temper. Like I've said I think Harry gets his anger issues from Lily rather than from James, and I think she's impulsive, reckless, quick to anger. She leads with her heart. It would have been more rational to get a teacher but she dives into the confrontation personally. She insults both James and Sev pretty viciously in this scene (totally deserved, but still). Her giant squid rant is not some well thought out moral indictment of James's character or actions but an emotional response, a personal attack borne of anger. It's very similar to Harry's numerous all caps rages throughout OotP in which he takes out his anger on the people around him.

When thinking about Lily I think it's fair to extrapolate from Harry's character, because they're meant to be similar. Thematically, DH is largely about Harry realising that he's much more like Lily than he realised. Dumbledore says he was counting on Hermione to slow Harry down: Harry represents the intuitive approach, Hermione the logical. Too much reliance on intuition can't save the day, but neither can too much reliance on logic. It's about balance. Sev is the Hermione to Lily-- his learned ability to put aside his emotional needs and impulses for the greater good is ultimately how Lily protects her son through him.

#lily evans #that got long sorry but it always does when i talk about lily lol #or about anything. ive got to have my little essays #also i'm not saying harry's behaviour isn't understandable!!! it totally is im a harry defender 4life #but it is a flaw that he has. #i honestly see lily as more reckless than james weirdly enough. like i think james deep down is fairly pragmatic and thoughtful #he just represses this part of himself as a teen because he doesn't value it #this is the difference btwn him and sirius. sirius didn't think about the consequences of the prank. james immediately grasped them. #'the risk would have made it fun for james' not adult james. not james who faced voldemort to buy his wife and child time to escape #but sirius is so stuck in the past that he glorifies teenage james rather than learning the same lessons #again i think this is understandable given what sirius has been through. but ultimately irresponsible #meta #lily

[skylilac]

this book is acruakly soooo disappointing

#i was thinking like oh religion and queer angels and culty stuff that sounds fun but its actually SO BORING #every fifteen pages he started talking abt his ex like i still love him and also hes ENGAGED???? but he keeps saying betrothed like a weirdo #and like hes literally still in love w his ex but i KNOW thats not the real li but hes talked to the real li like six times maybe #like why put a love triangle if everythings lame and boring #and like the workd building fucking sucks its so bad all i know is global warming made it rlly rlly hot #and ok i get this kinda dystopian setting is hard to pull off but why is it SO fucking jarring i keep forgetting its dystopia #and like listen i get queer rep being important but this is SO BAD. #its like modern queerness + future dystopian apocalypse and it fucking sucks #like nothing abt queerness evolved over the last few decades?? are you fr?? we’re still having the exact same queer discourse?? #if youre gonna write a love letter to queer survival at least be fucking CREATIVE #im not buying that human culture stayed totally static except for global warming and a religious apocalypse #what abt race what abt sports what abt food what abt jewelry and clothes and ughhhh this is so boring #ok and the li also has no personality traits bc every time hes there alk the mc says is #wow! he has floppy hair! that he pushes back w bobby pins! #oh my i dont know how to use the bobby pins he gave me so im gonna dramatically throw them on the floor when we have our only fight! #ALL I KNOW IS. he has floppy hair it might be black #this book fucking sucksssss im so upset i hate gr reviews #avery rambles

[melto]

my birthday week is like a fight for my fucking life.

#like i dont like my birthday bc i dont like attention and also bc the fact i am still alive when i never planned to be is so heavy #which makes it feel like all of a sudden i have a timer and i need to kiilllmyself #but mostly. The biggest issue is i think of my exbest friend bc it was our week always even if they treated me horrible #and i would just go along with whatever they wanted even if i hated it and i just think about them think about them think about them #and i dont want them in my life but i will talk myself into missing them #and feel guilty like its my fault like i deserved everything they did to me like i should never be allowed to move past it #and then i get so embarassed over how i let them rule my life and ruin so much for me and made me break away from people i care about #but then its like im so lonely at least they were always there even if they hated me #even if they wanted me to be so miserable even if they just wanted to know they would always have someone to push around #And i still have trouble when it comes to food im still scared of opening up to people im still scared of my friends of buying new clothes #somehow everything they said to and about me was true even though none of it is and it hurt me and ruined so much #but i must have deserved it. they were supposed to know me best. and i never have known myself #so everything they had said about me has been true for so long. #every time i have the thought that i miss them i think i need to crash my car #every year it gets better every week it is easier but its been so bad recently its been so bad i feel like pieces of me are falling apart #i dont want to manifest this year it being bad bc its just starting to get easier after my total depressive state but god #im looking at are they made for me years ago and i want to rip it apart but i cant every time i try i almost throw up. #i think im going to throw up right now. #deeply pathetic. #news with isaac

[isa-ah]

been following you since PRE bubblegum karkat days and it’s been really nice watching you grow and heal and whenever i see you on my dash and think of your growth it reminds me of my own healing journey. i find that really nice

HAHA that was AGES ago dude. my god. i cant believe youre still around, that was like, the worst of it LOLOL weve both probably come a looong way since then, yeah. life used to be abysmal but now ive got my hubby and mother in law and were moving to nola next month so theres nothing to fear =')

#we found the perfect house in the perfect neighborhood in the perfect part of the city so #we are hoping and praying. our sickass real estate agent did a walkthru yesterday and said #'its been on the market for a while so if you put in for it youll probably get it' #very exciting news theres even a patio we can screen in EASILY for our cats #right outside our bedroom door! it would be perfect for entertaining! #were finally going to make irl friends!!!!! sdkjksdjfksd #i had a couple freak friends in phoenix and like 2 cool friends but like. mostly. freaks. #so im hoping to make real actual friends this go round cause we sure as hell didnt out here in the sticks of al #yippeeeeeeee #babe is also going to get a job so i can take a break bc ive been doing coms to support us for years now and its STRESSFUL #im gunna get to go on a small vacation and kick back like #life is so good #im so excited to rest and chill #im gunna sew!! so much stuff!!!! #maybe ill even list some on here for people to buy like i just want to make so many little dudes all the time #but i dont have the time or energy to devote to that bc making patterns takes time and materials #IDK IDK TOTALLY OFF TOPIC #i dont talk about my daily life much actually its usually just specific shit so im taking the opportunity to say. #i grew up in a VERY bleak way. brother were talking moldy food bank food house rotting both my guardians so so sick #dropped out of middle school to be a fulltime caregiver lost both of them anyway #then a bunch of falling out with my family etc etc i had NOTHING going into my twenties but a FUCKTON of trauma and mistrust #and now im heading for my thirties and i am the healthiest and happiest i have ever been in my entire life #i look great i feel great i do pretty good for myself and the people around me #i love love love my friends im t4t gay married i have a cat thats like a pokemon partner. to me. its perfect #yes weve made a lot of plans that have fallen thru and were not where we thought we would be by now #but honestly? honestly? my life is really great. were broke as fuck but we get by and we love each other and thats whats UUUUUUUP #youll get there! just keep going! you have no idea what kinds of opportunities youll be offered in your life that can change everything

[kusuokisser]

i need to see more terusai truthers liek..e..theure so horrible and dranatic. theyre both such utter LOSERS around eachother. they make eachother worse (in the being a total freakshow loser way). they both think that they arent the loser in the relationship but they hoth are. they both are.

I need More Terusai Fans LPPLELESSEEEE THEY ARE SO REAL THEYREBITH SO CRINGEFAIL LOSERGIRLS PLEASE

Someone discuss teursaiwith me icoild go on for days

#twt oomf and i talked a little bit about them the other day #youd think that the perfect girl and the guy who wants an uneventful life would. like. have normal dates rigjt? #nonono #thats where youre wrong #kokomi is like #{sigh... it would be nice if kusuo and i went to france for the weekend} #and being the loser he is kusuo quote unquote buys plane tickets #he totally found a way to use his powers to get her to france #but somehow instead of enjoying it they end up like. working at a zoo or some shit. #and kusuos like #[this is such a bother. why would kokomi want to go here. i just wanted an uneventful weekend.] #and kokomi is like #{hehe kusuo must be having such a good time! ill admit i was a little surprised by our new job but im the perfect pretty girl so of course #im good with animals!} #and they both think that the other one is the reason theyre in that situation #sorry to break it to you ladies but youre both at fault. #kokomi dragged kusuo to the zoo and the animals took a liking to her #but kusuo didnt want them to stand out more than they already would (due to kokomi being there) #so he was like #[please leave us alone we just work here] #and a manager happened to be passing by and took that as a job request and told them theyre hired #(because kokomi is so beautiful that he didnt feel the need to interview them) #five thinks too much #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #kusuo saiki #saiki kusuo #disastrous life of saiki k #saiki #kusuo

[lanaevyssmoved]

Sorry someone dragged you into their mess. Fans are always rabid over their guy faves and it's so annoying. The lesbian side of the fandom is at so much peace, just shipping all the gals together and playing with them like barbie dolls. Haven't seen one argument over there.

im not surprised..... im glad we're all aware the issue is Man Enjoyers who cannot be normal about men

(and also people who think you can only play the game one way and if you divert from that at all you deserve execution)

#fray.txt #ask #Anonymous #pulling gale in real close trying to protect him #im glad i only like one man who gets this shit my other favs are totally safe #empy fans are fucking insane and i LOVE them so much #barcus fans barely exist. so im super safe there #;LAFKDSL;FKSDFS #if any straight women take this as a personal attack or insult i deserve cash money to buy coral island with

[dailyharuka]

yap session up ahead (its about the gachas)

i have to save for the haruka 4* in april and then there are TWO haruka four*s in may with one day trip and the rerun of tied by painful hope

tied by painful hope is limited but the other two are event gachas so if i pull other times they wont show up asdjghfahsd so now i have to grind for the haruka cardsa djfhajsdhga I REALLY REALLY WANT THE BEYOND THE ADVANCING WHEELS ONE BECAUSE SHE LOOKS SO PRETTY IN IT??

(page break cuz there is a LOT MORE)

LIKE HELLO???? i also kinda want the bon voyage one

THESE HAS COSTUMES TOO ARE YOU KDDING ME OH MY IM GOING TO EXPLODE

I ALSO REALLY REALLY WANT TIED BY PAINFUL HOPE BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANT THE SHORT HAIRED HARUKA CARD???

what i think ill do is pull for the one on april til i get the card then grind for the two in may

based on how much i have by the time the gacha comes out ill pull a specific amount and then stop then grind more and towards the end of the bon voyage event ill analyze how much i have and how much i should pull

and then ill spend the rest on the tied by painful hopes card

i also kind of want to pull for the mafuyu kitty event cuz its ALSO limited but i may just wait for next year to pull if i get all the haruka cards

there is ALSO an evillious chronicles rerun in may so hopefully that doesnt tempt me to make a detour

I ALSO MIGHT PULL FOR THE HONAKANA WEDDING EVENT BECAUSE THOSE CARDS ARE SO PRETTY?? HELLO??

i might get tempted to pull for the crying mafuyu card in july

and then ill grind for all three haruka bday cards in october because you know what happened LAST OCTOBER??? 70+ PULLS AND NOTHING I WILL NOT LOSE THIS TIME. I REFUSE. I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE TO LOSE TO THE HARUKA KIRITANI BIRTHDAY CARD THIS YEAR

I WILL GET THE SHINY BIRTHDAY CARD

and then i might pull for darkness fiesta mafuyu on the rerun but thats aside the point

and then right after that they have the niigo world link gacha... AND THEN THE SANRIO CARDS??? AJHFDJASHFA THEY HAVE A RERUN FOR FLY TO THE FUTURE IN DECEMBER BUT I ALREADY HAVE THAT CARD!!!! IT ONLY TOOK LIKE FOURTY PULLS (which isnt that bad)

wait i think im missing cards

THERES THE SPORTS EVENT

ughh its in september so i wont have as much saved for the bday cards as i want BUT it IS permenant gacha so ill probably do controlled pulls

and then obviouslt theres brand new style with the new fits but thats just two stars

THERES *TWo* IN OCTOBBER ARE YOU KIDDING ME I CANT

and then theres valentines day card and the one from the minori event that just happened

hoping haruka comes home in the first few pulls so i can pull for other characters too

i honestly just really want the overly luxguriys night the IF card and the bday cards the most (AKA THE LIMITED ONES)

oh yea and the new years one (theres a rerun for it in jan) SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

btw im basing all of this off the japanese gacha schedule so if they change it when doingi things on en i will explode

honestly im hoping i dont get too tempted to pull for other cards from characters i really like but i only really like two characters to want to pull for (being haruka, duh, and mafuyu) hOWEVER i may also go for wondersho world links cuz MAN those are so cool

I LOVE PLAYING CARDS SYMBOLISM

OMG WAIT the card where she (hrk) broke the door handle is also a perment card so i dotn ahve to worry abt that TOO much WAIT AND SO AS WELL AS THE UPCOMING TWO CARDS?? WAIT WHY IS THE WIKI CONTRADICTING ITSELF?? anyways i NEED the birthday cards

#dailyhrkspeaks #haruka kiritani #pjsk #ignore how unorganized this is #i am NOT revising that #lmao i should change dailyhrkspeaks to dailyhrkYAPS #cuz MAN that is all yapping #i also randomly have colorfes hrk (not complaining) #cuz back when i didnt really play the game i think i just pulled randomly #and then now i just have colorfes #very happy abt that #whats the difference between a gacha type being event and permenant #im so confused #cuz thechnially arent all of them event gachas #ecvepy for like colorfes and stuff #man #im also gonna use the gacha tickets from permenant gachas to buy angel clover hrk and the smth biggest fans one #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #im doing ok #yeah totally #hahaha #look at that yapfest! #holy cow! #also i NEED parasol cider?? wait is it cider #im checking rq #IT IS!! OK #im so mad i dont have that 2* #parasol cider after show was the first after show ive ever watched #anways #toodles

[deep-sea-anemone]

Using Gaia for the first time to plan my Yellowstone trip. Think I fucked it up cause it says I'm hiking 36mi but I think I accidentally made the route double back at some point so I think it's probably more like 28. Can't figure out how to use the editing option, maybe it's easier on desktop.

#which would be great cause i only have 4 days planned. #4th day is a day hike to give my muscles a break #i have to stay at the lodge cause there arent any nearby campsites though which sucks #since its a dayhike (havent checked but i think total its like 4 or 5 miles #im doing like 3 different scenic loops to see the geysers) #ill have to lodge for 2 nights which...was'nt in my budget #plus i was thinking about using thst layover to get souvenirs #but i now realize thats a terrible idea cause i still have at least 3 days left (havent finalized my route so its just a guess) #so anything i buy ill just have to lug sround with me #which is added weight PLUS they might break #(i always buy a coaster cause i collect them #and a pressed penny and id be so worried that id lose it #so maybe ill just stop on my way out of the park #i could eat some real food at the restaurant which would be nice #it might not be GOOD food but thats okay

[prick-love-for-arting]

What if hq Pokemon au gym badge stickers

#like limited bc I'd be printing them myself once i buy the printer ive been looking at #but i have designs thought up for gym badges and i totally could even if its just like a hqtuals get them sort of thing since it'd be #the first time id done anything like it and i dont have any storefront for this stuff #haikyuu!! #Pokemon au #not art #im thinking about it #maybe like a snowmori type thing where everyone makes something in a pokemon au and i give everyone stickers but It'd be SMALL SMALL #I'll post the designs soon ive just gotta line and color them #maybe I'll do them in illustrator to make em SHARP

[zipmode]

Pros of today: got a lot done house improvement-wise, and thus got a good workout in :)

Cons of today: my pecs are already sore I can't imagine how they'll feel in the morning LMAO. And like. All of both my knees are going to bruise. But such is life 🪰

#zipmode talks #note to self buy a pair of work knee pads... ive got dance knee pads but theyre very nice and i dont want to mess them up #wait actually. i might have some old kneepads for roller skating somewhere. that could totally work in the meantime LOL #by the way this projecting is heading its looking like im gonna be doing most of it which i dont mind at all. i get to learn how to use- #a side grinder 😁👍 not as sexy as it sounds. unless youre into power tools which you totally could be i wont judge