#immmm thinking

[dontcryminecraft]

wilbur's last words

i was rewatching the november 16 clip, and as phil picks up wilbur's things, right after killing him, wilbur speaks up again to tell him that dream had lied about the lack of a traitor and that technoblade had 8 withers in his inventory. phil panics, joins the other vc, and shares this information, and the clip ends. I want to completely rewatch the vod(s), but before i do that-

wilbur's last words. so, i'm taking his last words in this moment to be that message. and like, that imagery. phil, cradling his son's body as he breathes his last breath, and wilbur decides to happily tell phil that more destruction is to come. technoblade has more to offer. 8 withers worth of destruction, hidden away and only wilbur knew about it. The destruction of his nation, which phil had just failed to stop, isn't over.

he doesn't call himself a traitor, however. he tells the AUDIENCE earlier in the stream that he's the traitor. when quackity asks who the traitor is, wilbur looks at the camera and raises his hand. he's quiet, however, so nobody in the vc and "in canon" actually knows. he's admitting to the audience, breaking the fourth wall, to let us know the ending. But when talking to phil, he doesn't. Phil, who had just canonized that they're father and son. He still can't, when faced with a real person he's talking to, admit that he's betraying his nation. it's HIS NATION, after all. He's not betraying anything. THEY betrayed HIM. THEY cast him out. THEY changed. WILBUR is just making sure that it dies in his image, with no further damage done to HIS SYMPHONY.

he's like schrödinger's traitor or some shit. In his mind, he is both a traitor, where he embraces his role as a villain who is going against everyone, and the betrayed, where his nation cast him out and spit on him and changed. He is whatever justifies his actions at the moment, desperate to fit into the role he carved for himself and refusing to step out of it no matter how many people beg.

it's a very interesting way to interpret him, to me

#ahyes an original post #c wilbur #wilbur soot #november 16 #dsmp #dsmp lore #dsmp character analysis #immmm thinking #thinkin thinkin thinkin #many thoughts #head full #rotating #honestly idk if this is a fair analysis #i'm feel like im kinda hit or miss with how i personally interpret characters #side affect of learning everything through fanon and catch up videos ig #and lord knows i can't word things well for shit trying to be poetic or accidentally typing like a school paper no in between

[sleepyblr-heart]

this'll hurt you more than it'll hurt me

#heart art! #adventure forward #af2 #cyalm #celesteal #verfection #YAYYY I DIIDDD ITTTTT #no background cause i nono wanna but YAYYYYYYYYYY #i really love this. im very proud of it dawg #ill be so honest. i do not think i would've like vain revival if it came out. #the idea of not only bringing back cyalm n then also making their evil deeds an unwilling action so that they can be redeemed is. so stupid #but the ideas presented by verfection....... mmmmm #im glad they arent canon bc i can give them so many problems man #insert like an essay on why verfection/2ss is the best character in adventure forward here #maybe a 'stratos verf blueband and voixer are like realy fucked up quadruplets. please listen to me im only stretching a little i prommy' #essay as well #and a 'adventure forward wouldve been better if they just fucking Talked to Eachother a Little Bit More and maybe kiss but idc abt that' #essay as a final desert #im trying real hard not to turn my tags into a 10000 word essay again #so please imagine those essays for me instead. do the hardwork for me #anyways immmm noraml about guys that arent actually real. and that are definelty not just like an oc in a trench coat (silly) #ok i need to stop talking enjoy freeaks byee

[maxinstoresnow]

Flight Ring: "Wow. You had a lot of friends." "I didn't for a long time. When I was your age, there weren't any other kids around that could fly."

#loshweek #loshweek 24 #legion of super heroes #legion of superheroes #rokk krinn #cosmic boy #imra ardeen #saturn girl #garth ranzz #lightning lad #clark kent #superboy #superman #immmm late. in my defense i Was watching a time travel show with my friend. which is in the spirit i think skjdfhks #anyway. i talk a lot of shit on the lightning saga arc but the scene at the fortress is really nice :)

[xiewho]

thinking about lapin again

#thinking about him cause im on episode 15 of acoc and when i tell u. #im insane #IM CRAYZTF #ZAC AND HIS STUPID FUCKING ACCENT #im in tears #guys i missed this stupid rabbit so much #literally grabbed my hair IMMMM SOOO NORMAL #sorry guys you know i was thinking about making a sideblog jst so i cou.ld spam that #and not spam my art acc #i have . 20 drafts. incredible case of cant stfu syndrome #i feel so very perceived here #anyways i should draw lapin soon i will learn how to draw non humans one day #i swear !! #ohhh im reeling i think about him so often guys ik it doesnt seem like it #cause i never talk abt acoc here but FUCK

[wykart]

What do you think?

#hfw #horizon forbidden west #hfw beta #tilda van der meer #fanart #digital art #my art #god tilda is just. yuckydisgusting but she's also the reason beta can even think of herself as a person. and this was the first (simulated) #natural environment she ever saw immmm #personally I don't think Tilda was overtly creepy toward beta. she is meant to be more like just looking at her face (and simulated touch)

[typheus]

some of my ladies :)

#my art #my ocs #valda #davey #faze #i trieddddd to drawwwww todayyyyyy #but i did not work on the drawing i wanted too #cause it was not going my way #so yall get some quick sketches instead #cause i wanted to draw my older ladies. havent drawn some of em in a while #i draw valda a lot. i just dont post it cause immmm still working on the design. but i think ive mostly got it :)

[pariskim]

been thinking a lot about sparrow being the main healer for the kiddads. something about how even after thinking the world is cruel and broken and that shes the one who broke it that she leaned into that side of herself, meaning to or not. ending up exactly where her dad was years ago. she lets lark be the hard hitter and she patches him up afterwards. thats how its been for so long shes not sure how else it would work anyway else. i think a lot about her mental health and her codependency on its own but something specifically about her being the healer makes me crazy. sure shes not a cleric its not her main fighting style, but based on my theories of what classes the others are shed still be the main one with that kind of magic. and i doubt she’d use it on herself. she doesnt actively put herself in more danger than necessary like lark does sometimes but i doubt she’d make healing herself a priority by any means, even more so pre s2 before she had kids. idk this is just me spitballing thoughts but she makes me so sad  

#ask to tag? i suppose idk if this on its own is triggering but the implications are sad so o7 #sparrow dissection tag #<- wip tag name i think so much about her i need to put them all somewhere #jay talks #this all leads to smth im thinking about writing about lark and sparrow patching each other up after missions and stuff but immmm. AUGH #sparrow oak #<- not putting this in my transfem tag but just assume she is whenever i talk about her #sparrow oak garcia

[fomar]

ok ok hold on putting this on my blog too but i think if you love magus as a character you NEED to consider schalas character as well and how infinitely more fucked up her situation is. she has been pretty much objectified by everyone in her life, and to find out that one of those people is her little brother? that is so ungodly painful i can't even articulate it

#and i say this as a leetle bit of a magus fanboy [ungendered] #like even if his end goal is to save schala and kill lavos. and i do think he cares for her but #in trying to accomplish that goal he ended up contributing to her suffering #rlly magus is just a very selfish revenge motivated person #and that's so much more tragic from schala's perspective. the hurt that someone you love inflicted on you in trying to 'save' you #not to say i don't love exploring magus angst but i have opened my third eye and realized schala is the saddest character here #immmm not tagging this i dont want it to breach containment outside of my friend circle

[savoryangel]

Meow

#����️art #you can tell where I didn’t care about making it look good #I think I’m gaining confidence in drawing him now immmm #idc it’s like… 3 am here #self ship #self ship art #hot soup🍜 ⭐️ #🌻sunflower soup🍜

[hearts4juzi]

Sorry for coming 2 your inbox for this but- does nobody know what happened to Angel??

I noticed the day she left but I figured that it was just Tumblr being Tumblr, since Minah had their account taken a few days prior, and assumed she'd get it back the next day or maybe make a new account in the meantime to say what was up- But now it's been almost a week of radio silence from them and I'm lowkey getting concerned,,

vanny also had no idea so i dont really know. im worried too and im just euhruhrjfeufj which is why ive not talked abt it bc it makes me anxious,,, i juxg hope everythings okay

#ppl disappearing freaks me out immmm #i get so anxious and now its happened to angel and idk what to think or do i just hope she comes back soon #idk if her acc was taken down or if she deleted it or what #im just worried

[marsbotz]

still mentally ill 👍

#me (foolish): hm i think i will spend two seconds on social media today #its ok ummm im getting a haircut tmrw #ive been trying to learn japanese in my free time. its rlly fun im using renshuu which is like 100 times better than duolingo #immmm also starting therapy in a couple weeks 👍👍👍👍 #i have exams coming up in a few weeks im suparrr scared!!!!!!! one of them if i fail this time i have to redo the year orz #when i get back to uni i want to try and work a little more on my neocities again too i havent rlly had the chance here #been playing neko atsume again tooooo i heard there was a sequel coming out this year so i wanted to replay it #im playing in japanese which is fun for my learning. and kinda refreshing #i want to replay pikmin in japanese when i get the chance… translating the treasures etc will b fun #ok byeeee. i need to be euthanised ^_^

[intertexts-moving]

anyway gmmmmm how r we all!!! ^____^

#immmm sleepy & kind of headached & my fucking hips hurt. yeeowch! nevertheless a good morning.. #thinking about my guys. and also i like kc a lot. relatively. #txt

[rradical]

!!!!1!!!

#immmm sooooo goood at cropping #(honest) #I wanted to clean it better but my eyebawl hurts and I die every time I look at a screen #ALSO I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DRAW A BAT SORRYYYY #I think I improved from the last time I drew her??????????

[oh-gh0st]

god hes so……

#ghosts rambles #immmm too tired to even think. hes cute i love it when hes arrogant but gets flustered soooo easily #not when he has that ginger ass cut tho

[wuntrum]

ok signals nation, if i make physical copies do we want satin gloss pages (ilke a traditional graphic novel) or uncoated pages (like a paperback book)

#personal #immmm leaning toward uncoated. i just think thatd be fun #and especially because its basically a black n white comic it would work well #but idk. sound off in the replies

[intertexts]

gmorninnnnnnnnng btw

#how r we all!! #immmm. thinking ab bs. as it goes. its sunny though & there were birds out.. peace n love on planet earth :]