#in food or other objects!!!!!!!!!

[lilgynt]

i want to die my mom shit on the toilet seat then called me annoying when i pointed it out to her

#personal #nooo leaving shit stainss or being allergic to flushing her piss isn’t enough she gotta shit on the toilet seat now #i legitimately feel fucking sick how does that even happen #my house is so fucking disgusting it’s not funny #like just recently found out! not normal to find maggots all the time! #in food or other objects!!!!!!!!! #thought that was a more common problem and needed a check in if i was okay to throw this thing out or if i should pluck the dead maggotsout #answer was toss out thank you audrey #it’s just so fucking gross #and she never washes her hands and gets annoyed when i tell her to #she’s like i was NO. you weren’t #and thanksgiving she got annoyed with my brother and i thinking #she was putting dishes on the trash to dry. #we were like. hey. i think you need to wash those again. #and she was like ofc i’m gonna wash them i hate how dirty you guys think i am blah blah #which double funny my brother got dental surgery and when she offered to cook for him #screamed in a drugged up voice I DONT WANT UR DIRTY ASS PANS #and somehow she has 3 rooms for her stuff but it’s still dominating the whole house to the point we can barely walk #and the other day when she asking me #to get a second job couple hours later was explaining oh hey im gonna buy you this random thing #and do you know how often i have to run to the post to return these random ass things when she’s broke or it doesn’t work???? #but i can’t be like hey since we’re like FUCKED. can you stop spending a lot on random shit. #sorry it’s just disgusting at my house outside of my room

[comradekatara]

zukka fans boil your rocks

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #sokka #zuko #sokkaxzuko #sorry guys i had a dream that i made this and i have an obligation to follow my dreams so. #zukka shippers annoyed me so much that i had to like. swear off them entirely #like when ur eating smth that u love but then it gives u food poisoning so u can never eat it again #but then slowly u work ur way into accepting into ur diet again #like. their dynamic is so funny #just objectively hilarious #sokka is the only person in the world who is like 'aww zuko is so nice and earnest and well-meaning and submissive' #unaware that its bc he effortlessly domesticated zuko by being hot and cool #meanwhile zuko is feral w literally everyone else just gnashing his teeth and snarling and growling and biting #katara is like the only other person who comes close to domesticating him #like he'll yell at her but he'll hug her #notice how he only cares abt winning her over AFTER he befriends sokka tho #he's like 'oh no that's sokka's sister better make sure i'm on her good side' #he doesnt even care that he & katara are themtically fated narrative foils for him it's all abt impressing his crush's family #fucking idiot.

[larsbarsart]

Day 13. Park

Alright, break's over. Time to get sad again!

God, this has.... so many layers, you don't even know! I'm proud of the final product, though! Tim is my favorite Final Girl!

#btw each of the swings and objects on/around them do represent the other boys :) #Me and the boys thinkin about our existence!!! #marbletober #marble hornets #tim wright #mh tim wright #mh tim #marble hornets fanart #i have. too many ideas for tomorrow's prompt #so I might just draw all of them #fucking doodle dump of a prompt tomorrow babyyyyyy #food time for me rn tho

[screwpinecaprice]

My 2023 drawing summary! ✨

Links to the featured drawings:

jan | feb | mar | apr | may | jun | jul | aug | sep | oct | nov | dec

Barely remember the year to be honest. Just a lot of work and chores. Lol

Just some ramblings under the cut.

Let's see...

Achieved start of the year goals

Didn't fulfill my last year's goal of making commissions a full time job. I mean, I did for a little bit while but it's still not the right time yet.

Though what I did unexpectedly accomplish is that my fear of cockroaches had decreased. We had a family of house shrews this year (usually we had mice) and I learned they mainly eat insects. I still like to avoid killing the few huntsman spiders we have hanging around so the next big insect available would normally be a roach. So I'd bonk one if I find one (instead of immediately bolting out the room) so I can feed the shrews. I mean cockroaches, specially the American cockroach, still freaks me the heck out. But, like, it's shrew food.

Oh, also bought a display tab. I'll always be grateful to the Ko-fi supporters for reaching this goal! I'm still in the middle finding my rhythm with the tablet. Considering getting a paperlike screen protector to minimize the glass texture.

2024 goal

A new laptop of course. My ideapad is in the cusps of dying. 😭

I don't feel that productive in the drawing department this year. :/ My current day job does pay a little higher than my commissions and ko-fi requests combined... But I really don't fill fulfilled when I make less drawings. Let's see if I can make commissions a full time job this year. Or at least try to see if I can make my top source of income drawing related.

There are other goals I hope to accomplish this year, but these are the main drawing related ones.

Regarding commissions

There will be some adjustments to the background prices in regular commissions. Because, like, I shouldn't price it lower than the base price if I spent as much time drawing it. Lol

I think I'll rate Ko-fi doodle requests based on what the piece literally contain instead of basing on the amount of time spent drawing the request. It'll make things simpler specially with comics. I'll make a post about the changes when I decide on the settled rates

#Still used the template from last year's summary #my shiz #drawing summary #2023 #On the July one you might notice the link shows it's uploaded on August. But I did draw it on July but had to refrain from posting it then. #The huntsman spider guys do creeps me. But they eat cockroaches and I HATE cockroaches. #My fear of cockroaches is bad enough that I can detect one scurrying on my peripheral vision better than any other moving object. #We used to have a cat that is so bad at catching mice but specializes in catching roaches. RIP my calico baby. 😔 #2023 summary #Btw are Asian House Shrews fine if they eat cat food? Not sure if they took some but I spilled some kibble #and later there were little crunchy noises among the squeaking. #Oh man. I realized it's a little tricky to give exact rates to my comic Ko-fi requests.

[tj-crochets]

So I've never really lived in a neighborhood that's like fully a community that supports each other before? I mean, there's been a neighbor or two that my family has been on like "exchange cookies at the holidays" status with, but not like my current neighbors, who made extra mini cheesecakes to share with us and made mine without the apple pie filling the others had so that I could eat it with my allergies (they are so nice and the mini cheesecake was so good!), who look out for each other and help each other move furniture and stuff? Anyway all that to say I really enjoy where I live now, and I have no photos to share for this afternoon's crafting update because my neighbor asked me to fix their dog's bed's cover and I removed and added a new zipper for them

#the person behind the yarn #I did not take a picture of the dog bed cover because it was just a blob of fabric with a zipper #also because objects I am repairing for neighbors fall under the 'respect their privacy' category #like. realistically do my neighbors care if I share a picture of the dog bed cover I repaired? #probably not! but it is theirs and I did not make it #so I would not share pictures without their approval #and that's not really a conversation I want to have with them so...no photos lol #with things I make that's different #I can take pictures as I make it and share it even if I am making it for someone else #but once it is their it is theirs you know? #anyway! my neighbors are great! #they did offer to pay me for the dog bed repair but like those mini cheesecakes were genuinely so nice of them #I have a several food allergies that make homemade desserts made by other people pretty much a no-go for me #and it was so kind of them to take the extra time to make something different just so I could eat it too

[crocchompers]

WILL SUNNY AND BETA HAVE A CHILD???

LMAO NO??????

#ask #THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO ACT LIKE ADULTS #THEY ARE THE CHILDREN #THEY FIGHT OVER STUFF #Like food #objects #and other dumb stuff #maybe even a pencil

[sporadicpotatoato]

My friend's are spreading knowledge of object shows and now one of my sibling's friends keeps pointing at objects and shouting about it I'm so proud

#my friends are trying to spread hfjone like the plague they were thanking me for introducing it to them 🎉🎉🎉 #potoakefart #osc #object show community #object shows #object show art #object show fanart #so far most of the “cult” my friends are spreading have only watched hfjone but they themselves have been watching other ones #they keep choosing the opposite favourite character its funny watching them fight #i was joking about making food processor my object sona just pointing at random things like a hk fan reacting to silksong news

[izzyspussy]

i think a lot of people have never been in a truly desperate situation but think they have, and this causes them to pass really harsh judgment on people who made bad choices when either irrational or having no good choices to pick instead, and i really wish people could get some fucking self-perception and work on their compassion skills and not fucking do that as much anymore

#jack facts #people be banging on about empathy this empathy that #and like sure maybe people have a measurable capacity for it but i can tell you what #that sure as fuck don't mean any fucking one of them ever bothers to make use of it when it matters lol #and i mean on the other hand it's hard to conceptualize how you would feel going through something you've never experienced before #i just wish people would be AWARE of the fact they don't know! #or like that there's a difference between ''i can't afford anything but instant ramen'' and ''i can't get any food or water'' #or a difference between being freaked out by spiders and having clinical arachnophobia #or a difference between ''my loved one is sick and i'm really worried about them'' and ''my loved one is dying in front of me'' #etc etc etc etc etc #anyway the longer i live the more i'm convinced that empathy is a garbage concept #and actually a more reliable way to act with true compassion is through at least some capacity for relative objectivity #the ability to say ''i don't know how that feels and i cannot understand it through comparison'' and to be able AND WILLING #to take people's self reports on their feelings thought processes or lackthereof in good faith and with sympathy #and also the ability to acknowledge that doing a bad thing for good reasons does not negate the bad thing being bad #but also should and does change what consequences are appropriate and/or most effective #and also like............... things people do in desperation or other irrational states do not represent Who They Are As A Person #or what it's like to hang out with them in a day to day situation #another thing i keep getting more and more aware of is like. if y'all can't even handle an irrational or impulsive choice that does harm #done by an otherwise ''good'' person under short term desperate situations #that they then do their best to reduce the harm of after the situation is over #i can not even imagine how absolutely unforgiving you must be of anyone who has delusions #and i mean real delusions and real psychosis not the hyperbolic babytalk version lol #like i don't think most of you even know what the fuck a delusion even is the way you act about things as simple & straightforward as like #fear. hunger. pain. #absolutely fucking exhausting

[britneyshakespeare]

been thinking about this a lot lately. if i had the opportunity to leaf through a first folio, i would lick one of the pages and that would be my contribution to history. reblog with which play you would lick in a first folio i'd do antony and cleopatra

#she hath such a celerity in dying #text post #shakespeare #first folio #what genuinely fascinates me is that unlike almost every other collectible item. first folios are of MORE interest for how they've altered #there is more to study in them if we can see readers' annotations or the names of owners or mark-ups #or their food stains or their cats' pawprints walking across the page!!! #well there is no such thing as a first folio (an authentic one) of little value. all of them are of value for the historical preservation #and in a sense the stories of what have happened to the individual copies are ALSO preservation #i am a believer that what happens to an object is also a form of art. #the book is a piece of art and it has inherent value. the wear and visible usage of it adds to it #and i would love for one of the first folios in the world to be known as the one diana britneyshakespeare once licked #i would be building on the history of that book #what other bitch you know is gonna lick a 400-year-old book? #i have thought about this TOO much. no one is ever gonna let me near a first folio huh #this is by the way NOT an intrusive thought in the slightest bc I EXPERIENCE NO DISPLEASURE AT THE IDEA #bring me one!!! bring me the one that belonged to milton!!! i have plans for it 👅

[heckyeahobjectbattlecity]

ermmmmm teehee

#art.dat #object battle city #red jeans obc #layz obc #paintbrush ii #airline food hfjone #(i made the realization that these both have a height difference. i think) #(can someone put their assets next to each other for me.....)

[ambiguousdisorderken]

something tumblr loves to do is recreating the big bad straw man vegan because it's easier than reevaluating your beliefs and god forbid changing your habits, again and again and again and ag

#oh yes this is about the vegan to ecofasc post #so we are ecofascists because we do not support animal abuse??? #get this. veganism is For the animals. first and foremost. #they are not objects. we do not own them. they do not exist to benefit us humans. we are not entitled to their bodies. #yes! i too used to say oh i could never go vegan. but it's not about me. it's about them. i dont want baby chickens to be ground to death #i dont want cows to be raped again and again just so i can drink milk from their udders wtf #i dont want whales and dolphins to be sentenced to a lifetime inside a tank with no contact with their kin #i dont want another ryder lying on the streets of new york because he was exploited so tourists could prance around #i dont want beagles or rats or monkeys suffering inside laboratories getting experiments done on them #animals do not exist so we can abuse them #i loved fried chicken too much and my favorite food was sushi and i didnt see animals as beings #and all i see now is the mass suffering that we cause and im ashamed and i wish people on this goddamn website understood #because when i was at the supermarket someone made a joke pointing to the dead bodies of baby turkeys frozen and wrapped up in plastic #and they thought it was funny and i would've thought so too before. and now it's just . a fridge with corpses. and we had no right. #and it's victims you're making fun of. it's not vegans. #now go post in support of all other social movements. as long as they're human-centered of course #vegan #boohoo to anyone and everyone getting mad at this or saying i missed the point . i did not . #the only time carnists reblog vegan posts is when said post puts veganism in a bad light. pleather or quinoa or almond milk or ??? #oh but dont you dare compare humans to animals!! why the fuck not . antivegs will be the first ones to say animals eat other animals. #im so tired so fucking tired and it's this tumblr toxic troll behavior whenever veganism is mentioned

[allthoseotherworlds]

Ahhh just had to ask at work if our holiday dinner get together thing could be moved to a restaurant that has a vegan option that is not just a salad

and now I'm anxious, because asserting needs is hard, and I don't want to be seen as a troublemaker or picky.

But I also don't want to be sitting there with my coworkers being the only one not eating because the only vegan option is a salad I can already tell I would not like (my sensory issues can tolerate quinoa, or edamame, but not both)

#I cannot tell if the person organizing this is actually irritated with me about my request or if it's just my own anxiety projecting #objectively I'm pretty sure it's reasonable to request that we eat somewhere that has food for me to eat #I suggested another restaurant that's right next to this one that I've eaten at before #and she mentioned a couple of other restaurants and I told her which ones have things I could eat #so I'm hoping this will result in us meeting at a place where I could have an actual meal with my coworkers #and that people are understanding about it and not like #resentful that I'm the reason they couldn't go to a seafood restaurant #I am talking #I am just some guy (gender neutral) #vegan

[grideon-nav]

if someone doesn’t take a restored gideon nav’s face between their hands in alecto the ninth to tell her that her life meant everything and that she has inherent worth just as she is, and that she should live for herself and not for others, and then give her a tight hug, im going to do a john gaius on this bitch of an earth

#when sextus in book 1 noticed that gideon is really sad and fucked up and he reached out to her in a small capacity #thats actually the only moment in this series where someone provided her with a positive perspective of her #and that includes harrow!!! #she is such a sad character underneath the blinding hotness and love of food and swordsmanship and women #she so clearly does not value herself inherently and sees herself as an object for others #and now she’s the most valuable object in the universe #alecto the ninth predictions #the locked tomb #tlt #gideon nav #nona the ninth

[pumpking64]

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#Jesus fucking Christ #why do some people just. not see the mess they’re making and acknowledge that it’s their responsibility to clean up after themselves?? #like. you throw your shoes in the entrance exactly where people walk. you let shared loafers stand outside for several hours #you cook the most simple dinner that one time you cook (mind you the other people have equal shares of making food) #and yet you don’t even manage to clean up after neither the cooking NOR taking the food off the table into the fridge so it doesn’t turn bad #you keep on taking the most easy solution that fits you the best without thinking about others. in a space where we all are exhausted #and I’m so done with it for now tbh. how lazy to not care about the bare necessities for others. how rude to admit to it #AND on top of this. you’ll tell stuff about your country that’s *objectively horrifying* and then add on to that that you love your country #it’s just. so many things. are so so so much of what I’d avoid in a person. a few things is fine. no one’s perfect. but damn there’s a limit #SORRY to anyone who’s read this far but I just. had to get it out #this guy is the one I’m working the closest with these two and a half weeks. hes still a kid kind of. I’m not gonna be mean to him #but damn. my patience. is being tested #AHHH I might delete this tbh. I don’t like showing this side of myself. I don’t want to spread this kind of negativity #I’m just so very frustrated. how a human person can come to this place and be here for SO LONG already #and still not have learnt the basics of living and working together #own post #oh. and all the triggering of intrusive thoughts is not helping your case buddy #(which you can’t really know about so it’s kinda fair but also it’s for bad hygiene stuff mostly and that’s. I mean…..)

[soldier-poet-king]

Cemeteries of amalo bk 3 isn't out til next year but maybe I'll reread the first two again just to ruin me bc thara is The Most Of All Time for me in every single way imaginable and I know I say that about a lot of shit on this web site bc I love hyperbole but it really is true about thara. Top 5 Fran coded characters of all time bc it's in literally every single dimension of his being

#its june so yknow. extra pain #franposting #like. hes depressed. hes got a guilt complex. hes always sleep deprived #hes lonely. he likes cats #he has this duty to other people. hes deeply religious. he has a firm belief in a calling to help but is also burdened by it #his god never answers him. hes pathetic. hes kind. he doesn't think he deserves any respite or happiness #because the duty is all and it always comes first #hes lost his sense of self completely #the barest minimum of human kindness and decency breaks him #hes the most introvert. he loves trashy novels. he has like two (2) friends but he cant even be convinced of their regard for him #hes got FOOD ISSUES #he is so so sad and he tries so hard and it is about duty and he will run himself into the ground for it #he has absolutely no regard for himself or his wellbeing #im just. oh boy. finished thr sparrow 2 and its like. yeah actually maybe thats right. #its a thara world for me #tge is objectively way more comforting and softer and kinder and just a lovelier book #but the cemeteries books are the ones that get me. specifically. in a way maia's hope doesnt #and somedays i cant e #*cant bring myself to have that hope for myself. not truly. ill take a grim stubborn not quite hope. equilibrium I guess. a bitter one. #take it over the soft kindness i want but isnt realistic. not really #sometimes u rlly just do gotta look the horribleness in the eyes. and say. okay. i see you. we are the same. inseparable. and thats that

[poisonouspastels]

on episode god knows what of me putting the main 4 players in situations: i think they would explode if put in a capitalist society long term

#they think there is benefits to some things like prepackaged food and premade clothes but then you get like #money. corporate greed. car centric infrastructure. paying to live in your own fucking home #they would explode #incidentally i think Groda's era of society did actually have a curency system in the form of gold coins #and i think in explaining that to the main 4 they just cannot wrap their heads around it #on that same note its the other way around where the players explain to her the concept of fair trade #and she cannot fully fathom the idea of the indeterminate value of an item or service changing from person to person #unstoppable force vs immovable object but instead #its the idea of an objective amount of worth in something through arbitrary means vs the ever flowing change in the idea of 'worth' #''What do you MEAN an amount of gold just determines how much made up power people have over others??''