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wazzupmrstark · 2 years
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turning off the tv show, closing the book, exiting out of the tab, choosing not to engage with content that triggers your intrusive thoughts is not an admission of guilt. it does not make your intrusive thoughts true, and it does not give them any weight.
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purgatory-hotel · 21 days
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thinking about my Niffty... lover her...
she has OCD btw. I don't want to perpetuate the whole "OCD = clean" stereotype especially as a person with OCD myself so it's not just that she wants things to be tidy and clean. she has contamination as well as harm related intrusive thoughts. even though she's the housekeeper, someone else (usually Alastor since he doesn't mind) has to take out the garbage or else she gets really upset and overwhelmed if she has to handle it due to the dirt and germs
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yourfaveis-hyperose · 9 months
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To those who are struggling with Hyperose (Hypersexual & Hyperromantic) intrusive thoughts.
You are not those thoughts, these are not a reflection of who you are. Those intrusive thoughts do not affect who you truly are and your morals and standings.
You are not impure, you are not bad. Your sexual and romantic life is your own and is not again, those thoughts. If you are not romantic or sexual due to thoughts like these, that is valid. If you still are, that is also valid!
You are loved, you are cherished. These thoughts do not define you.
Sincerely - Mods of Your Fave is Hyperose
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ndcultureis · 2 years
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OCD culture is being unable to make eye contact because your intrusive thoughts are involving people around you. And the feeling of “I KNOW THAT IT USES THE THINGS I FIND HORRIBLE BUT OH BOY DOES THAT KNOWLEDGE NOT HELP”
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kakashihasibs · 1 year
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So i have intrusive thoughts (thanks to Lexapro they are waaaayyy better and less frequent). And i have for a long time thought i probably had something like mild pure ocd but i have been hesitant to really pursue that bc i lack compulsions OR so i thought.
I think i have finally figured out my stupid garbage brain's game. I have a compulsion to NOT talk about the intrusive thoughts.
There's this weird irrational thought spiral(?) of >has horrible awful intrusive thought >wants to talk about it to get help coping > if i talk about it the bad things happening in the thoughts will actually happen > cannot talk about it. cannot talk about it. cannot talk about. > i dont get help or support! 🙃 start from the beginning!
The like 2 times I've tried to talk about this i was only able to talk in the absolute vaguest of ways and even that was like pulling teeth.
I dont know if I'm wording this well or using the right terms but like do you get it? Do you get what i am saying? 😭😭😭
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lacefuneral · 10 months
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today i am thinking about things that bring me joy.
i am thinking about my favorite band. i am thinking about a favorite character i've had since i was a child. i am thinking about going to anime cons with my friends before the pandemic. i am thinking about the feeling i get when i plan gifts for friends. i am thinking about space funeral. i am thinking about the single, dead, peach rose that sat at my bedside when i was sick as a kid and how i imagined that it was magical and could heal me. i am thinking about the "mom hug" i got at pride this year. i am thinking about fresh strawberries. i am thinking about the feeling of cool air conditioner on a hot day. i am thinking about the ceramic whimsies my great grandmother used to collect.
my wrist hurts so badly that i have intrusive thoughts about cutting it off. and sometimes my mental illness is extremely hard to handle. but good things exist. and memories. and such.
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willow-dino · 10 months
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‘my room was so messy this morning it really messed with my ocd’ ‘I need my highlighters in colour order otherwise my ocd gets upset’ ‘I have such bad ocd today, I can’t even’
I wasn’t able to put my hand into my coat pocket for ~two years because of a plastic carrier bag in it that may or may not have touched dried bird shit on the ground ~march 2021. I had a panic attack while doing the dishes. I was so uncomfortable with my flat’s sink and counter tops, that I couldn’t use the kitchen for two weeks and had rotting vegetables in my bedroom because I couldn’t interact with the sink or counter tops to clean the dishes. After touching cupboard and door handles, 80% of the time I have to wash my hands. When I did finally clean this shared space, I scrubbed down the sink, used Dettol spray and wipes on the counters and then warm water to wash those chemicals away once it was dry. For a few months I couldn’t touch the previously mentioned coat, until today (which I’m very proud of!). I cannot touch the underside of tables. any table. anywhere. I hate my house so much, that during this summer break, I’m spending a month with a family member in another country, because the thought of being home gave me a panic attack. I cannot touch most floors, even if I have just watched it be cleaned. I get violent intrusive thoughts that sometimes won’t let me sleep.
It’s only been recent that I’ve accepted I have ocd (passed down from my mother. hurray.), and only been recently that I’ve truly been pissed off when people use the term incorrectly. if you mean messy, just say messy. if you’re upset something isn’t neat, just say that! this mental health condition  - or any other - is not something to be taken lightly and used for a joke. 
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autumnday19 · 1 year
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Is there a word for like. Intrusive thoughts but annoying and not scary? 
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curetapwater · 1 year
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The new Puss in Boots movie was fantastic!! I don't think I'll be watching it many times because there's a thing that happens twice in it that happens to be a really bad intrusive thought of mine. But everything other than that I really enjoyed!
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transmasc-wizard · 2 years
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ok this is kinda problematic or whatever but honestly the best part about outlining The Other Ones is that this is a creepy fucked up scare-you-half-to-death horror novel, which means i can put my intrusive thoughts in there and they fit right in
like, its hard to write a contemporary with a main character that thinks like i do bc then the whole book is expected to be about "ah this person has fucked up brain time" &. i dont want to do that. i do not want to have deep introspection into wtf is going on in my brain. I do not want to write a book about it (or not yet anyway).
BUT. in horror? yeah sometimes the main character thinks terrible, awful things. so what. its the forest's curses from the dead. that just happens sometimes
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sluttywonwoo · 2 years
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mtl in seventeen to say “shut up” while making out
just watched the amazing spider-man’s and yknow the scene on the rooftop with gwen and peter yknow the one yeah that one and my intrusive thoughts IMMEDIATELY jumped to seventeen in that situation 🤝
hiii i hope i’m not being too much of a downer with answering asks lately, but as someone who actually experiences intrusive thoughts every day i’d appreciate it if you didn’t use the term incorrectly on my blog as it’s harmful to water down the concept/take away the weight of how horrific and scarring intrusive thoughts really are
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il-pleure-en-bleu · 2 years
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Solemn reminders trespass through
As crazy as it seems ;
Always, as I try to chew
Your likeness sat in my dreams
Waking me, you appear again
Deceiving me once more,
Striking me as bloodstain
you appeared behind the door
It’s wild to have you in my sight ;
Don’t you know you died last night?
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unavaatu · 2 years
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Ocd is wild
My brain just "what if your long sleeve button up just tore your body apart right now? Uh oh it's gonna turn you into a box? Right now? Right now?" Like that's a normal ass thing to say to someone. And it works, man, it scares me every time it says weird shit like that, I never learn.
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electraheart2012 · 2 years
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having plasters on my fingers always makes me feel so sexy and intriguing as if idk full well that it's because i have compulsions 2 pick at my cuticles. Like hello?
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queermetalgremlin · 2 years
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My OCD experience is sharing a body with a bully, a racist, a TERF, a bigoted Christian, paranoia, my abusive dad, “perversions” i never wanna experience, anxiety-inducing memories, threats of basically under the sun including death, random, incoherent names that clash between themselves and my shitface going “MaYbE i DoNt HaVe OcD, mAyBe ItS nOrMaL aNd Im ExAgGeRaTiNg”.
I’m a clown.
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starberry-skies · 2 months
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my intrusive thoughts are sounding more amd more like glados portal. shut up for a sec and lemme hang out w companion cube ok?
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