#it makes me so sad oh my gosh

[onawhimsicot]

i know not many people would want to read a 10,000 word article about the minecraft end poem and how the author, Julian Gough, was never fairly compensated for his work and has made it public domain.

But it's a very well-written and heartfelt read, and he makes it very clear that none of this is a cash-grab and despite the fact that he is essentially a starving artist in this capitalist society, he only mentions his financial struggles despite Minecraft's huge huge success at the bottom of this article and not in the tweets so as to not dilute his message.

Anyway, I just think it'd be cool if those who are able to could support him in some way whether it be subscribing to his substack or donating to his paypal (that's linked in the article, you can ctrl + F to find it easier), that's all.

#Edit: Please look at the article for his paypal and his substack!! most ppl are reblogging a version where i didnt mention it oh gosh #im not really. the kind of person to make posts like this and i dont have the spoons to make it look nice. #my tumblrs not that visible anyway so i guess it doesnt actually matter #i just think that understandably not many ppl would read through the entire article and it makes me so sad that even in the article #he talks about how badly he just wants to make art and not play the capitalism game and still he doesnt talk about needing support #on the platforms where it'd be most visible bc he doesnt WANT to play the capitalism game even if society dicates it and its meant to #be an act of LOVE and just. yeah. #minecraft #minecraft end poem #mineblr

[tangledinink]

Out of curiosity, do you think your Gemini fan kids could exist in the shows canon universe? Marsh and Lake are seriously so adorable I’ve low key accepted as Donnie’s kids in the shows future canon. Also how does the krang apocalypse play out in the Gemini AU? Is it prevented or is there maybe Gemini bad timeline?

Gosh, I dunno-- I guess I don't see why not! :3c I hadn't ever thought about it too much, but there really isn't a ton of reason that they couldn't, assuming Donnie and Sorrel still meet!

Also, there are Kraang in the Gemiverse! I haven't exactly sorted out all the details yet, but what I do know is that there's no good future/bad future... there's just one timeline! The Kraang do invade and Gems and Co. do kick it in the Apocalyptic Warzone for a while... but the whole fam survives and they do eventually win the war!!! (because anything else made me too sad ; w ; and I realized at some point that it's my au so i can just do whatever I want :D yay)

#i hemmed and hawwed on it for a while and considered just like #not touching the kraang at all #but gosh the whole Apocalypse thing comes with so many fun story elements and possibilities... #but thinking about the family losing each other and falling apart made me very sad #i dont like family death in my stories v much unless in very specific context (like my grief comic series) coz #it just... makes me very ; _ ; and stresses me out #but then i realized like. oh wait i could just... take out the part i dont like if i want. and keep the bits i do. theres nothing stoppin m #for the record marsh and lake are fully apocalypse babies #kame is not because leo isnt willing to have a warzone child and then the second the fucking war is over hes like #[grabs usagi] I WANT A BABY TOO ; _ ; #usagi: ... like... right now? #leo: i love you SO much... :') dont say stupid things like that to me rn or i s2g-- #asks #anon #gemini au asks #gemini asks

[mysticdragoni]

Why are you crying? It’s just a lego mini figure?

The Lego mini figure:

#I’m three episodes into season 6 but… I’m literally crying over Morro #his story is so sad my GOD you can’t just kill him off like that?! BRING HIM BACK- #well if you don’t then it’s okay because his entire story was written beautifully but I’m literally in tears #he died trying to find his goals and he just needed guidance oh my gosh oh my gosh #that ending has me broke okay? I’ll make a post about it but right now I’m going to need to wear black for mourning #ninjago morro #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago #morro master of wind

[blazingblorbos]

oh nah. No- y’all, I know the game comes out in a week but I don’t think I can wait.

This scene is captivating me beyond end; I was reminded it exists and now I can’t stop thinking about it. There are so many tiny details that make me go bonkers

Ms. Himeko why are you looking away like that,,,? 🤨

The way March tries to say something but Himeko shushes her

AND POM-POM LOOKS SO SCARED! :(((((  IT’S OKAY BABY ME TOO. Hide behind Welt he’ll protect you <3

I will say, I got this directly from my recording of the 3rd closed beta, so things may be subject to change!

#blazingshitpost #blazingshitpost star rail edition #I'm gonna be so sad if the gif links don't work lmao #this whole cutscene makes the brain go brrrrrrrbrbrbrr #I'm so ready to be not normal about the game when it RELEASESSS! #Welt's reaction is that of being on guard #Himeko's like 'Oh this bitch again' #HELLO!??!? I KNOW YOU TWO HAVE HISTORY #I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE #also the way she shushes March like #yes ma'am I will shut my ass up #oh my gosh the power you hold #also Mother Kafka. #I didn't bother posting a gif of this next one but: #when the camera's on Kafka passing the Trailblazer #it looks like she has smth on her mind to say #honey if you don't speak up I WILL #I have so many things to say to this woman /gen #needa ask her so many questions #Mother why did you make me and then abandon me to a train filled with eccentric characters pls answer #Honkai: Star Rail #honkai star rail #hsr #Kafka #Himeko #Trailblazer #Welt Yang #March 7th #Pom-pom

[bluesinmarch]

There's nothing left to play — There's no more music

It all ends, there's no way home. There's no way back to all the simpler times—the better times. They didn't win, have they ever won? cTubbo, cTommy, just two kids, or adults. cDream, cPunz, two gone-mad scientists, if you could even call them that. It's his last sunset, his last walk, the last farewell. They've said their last hello. Because no other option is available, no other way. There's no other way out of this. And there'll be people dying and crying, screaming, oh if cWilbur was here.

cTubbo will be left, left to tell their tales, left to tell everyone the truth, to tell everyone about this kid, Tommy was his name, that lived like a lost maniac and died like a hero. God, they're really doing this to us, huh?

#I'm thinking too much #sorry it's just so scary #they mean too much to me to be going out like that #I will miss them so much if cTommy really dies #I'll learn how to draw humans just for them I swear #oh my gosh sorry for my rambles #I hope I didn't make you too sad #dream smp #dsmp #dsmpblr #tommyinnit #tubbo #c!tommy #c!tubbo #clingyduo #dsmp lore spoilers #lemonade stand chatter

[securemoon]

I've reached my peak heartbreak/grief. Reading poetry in the bathtub with a glass of wine... While my citrus desserts I've just made are cooling on the rack.

#oh my gosh im so sad #kinda starting to become numb which makes me very nervous #well i just have to remember to keep drinking water and eating #besides this dessert the only thing ive made myself for the past month has been spaghetti sauce #ive only been eating buttered noodles #gosh

[carcarrot]

who up crying in their latte

#NEW ALBUM AUGHHHHHHHHHHH #listened to it on my bus ride to work and it ended EXACTLY before i had to get off the bus #oh gosh. what an album #escalator was cute and it was funny using an escalator getting out of the bus station after hearing the album #you were meant for me crying and sobbing although the synths were a little harsh. to me #when you leave soooo fun and silly. xbox name drop really something #we go dancing was just so goofy like ok!!!!! #take me for a ride new favorite sparks song ohhhh im gonna be going insane over this one #just looked at the setlist and WHY aren't they doing take me for a ride live :(((( oh well #its sunny today so sad for no reason. stop making me feel emotions #it doesnt have to be that way AUGHHH . sparks inspirational messages #am i forgetting any songs before the last one . #OH a love story really silly and fun. what were they doing with russ's voice in places there #and then gee that was fun made me an emotional wreck thanks guys 👍 #sparks tour 2023 spoilers #kinda . also if people dont want the new album spoiled yet #spars

[theood]

s/o 2 my cousin for actually having my.back and lying to my.mom abt if im on anything. Real actual mvp thanks for that ily keep it up

#elias howls #moms asking if im on anything #girl i fucking tried 2 get you to be ok with me being on T I asked and offered to let tou go with me first appt to ask questions and you go #t all uppity and 'oh no no dont change your body :((( no thats scary for me and it makes me sad! no dont change the body I gave you!' #like. gosh. i wonder why I did it behind your back. thats a real thinker. might need a college professor or even a team of experts for this #like. damn! 7 times comimg out where you ignore the coming out part and seem real uncomfortable when I voice youre hurting me. i want to lo #ve you. i want you in my life but ypu makw it so fucking hard. like ive thought abt going low contact when I move out. thatd hurt you so m #uch and I dont wanna but what other choices do i have when you want to see the person whos dead? *im* here. look at me. see me. say my name #. Elias. It isn't hard #like ok w/e im losing all my family once I move out and im even more loud and proud and me itz fine it doesn't weigh me down at all haha #ive been thinking a lot recently. i dont think my memere will taks the news well. shes so fucking important to me. if I lose her in my life #? yeah. i don't know. but its probably gonna happen. andni havent prepared myself for it at all bc i want to believe she loves me for me bu #t. i don't know. im everyone's little girl. i can't be anything else. a blessing to my family. and im tainting her image by declaring mysel #f as something as unhoyl as a transsexual. what a curse. what a blight to the family.

[tvrningout-archived]

open to mutuals

     " people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it. i want to be that person for anyone i can... " a pause as chiyo exhales, shoulders drooping as she leans further into her arms upon the railing that overlooks the town. then she's hiding her face, voice muffled by her sleeves. " but it can be so suffocating to be that person. " and still no one sees her, she nearly says. but it's late and cold and such words feel too heavy for her tongue to bear.

#don't ask me what this is bc i dunno ASDFG #i meant to do a silly lighthearted one liner and chiyo went: no you make it a lil sad pls #btw if she's being this honest your muse is either a pal or they've both had a lil to drink #bc chiyo clutches her thoughts like this very closely so pls!! feel free to assume a friendship!! #interactions | chiyoko #chiyo why did you do this to me tonight oh my gosh i'm yelling ma'am

[fukashiin]

WINNIE WHAT THE FUCK??? WHY WOULD YOU???? PELANGI MAKES ME FEEL ALL GIDDY AND IN LOVE AND SWEET BUT THE LYRICS PUNCHED ME IN THE THROAT THEN DECKED ME IN THE FACE. IT’S SO BITTERSWEET. ADDED TO PLAYLIST.

SO true.

#moots — ♡ #AAAAA I KNEW U WOULD LIKE ITTTT #THE VOCALS THE LYRICS THE MELODY THEY ALL MAKE ME SO LOVESTRUCK #oh my gosh let a whole UPRIGHT PIANO DROP ON TOP OF ME #idk why but it reminds me of winter??? #AND GLANCING AT THOSE BUTTERY AND SWEET PASTRIES THROUGH THE GLASS AT A PATISSERIE #BUT NO THE LYRICS JUST HAD TO BE SO SAD??

[neilfinnaesthetics]

I’ve been listening to Fangradio to help me sleep; last night was particularly turbulent, and just as I was nodding off Lullaby Requiem came on and an hour of crying ensued :))))

#lullaby requiem is my weakness oh my gosh #it makes me so so sad like just thinking about the beginning makes me well up bye #fangradio #neil finn

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

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I swear to god my dad genuinely just hates me and will take any excuse to scream at me and blame me for things I had nothing to do with.

He first asked me to come help him with something on the computer because a pop up kept appearing. I couldn’t get rid of it so I said the best thing to do in these situations is just to turn off and then back on again. Did that.

He started getting worried that we’d been hacked. I was trying to reassure him it’s fine so I said well as anyone put information on a sketchy site.

Then he said yes he did. He wanted me to get my mum. So I got her. Started talking about a guns and roses ticket he bought from a fraud site. They started arguing. Dad got angry saying it looked legit.

Mum and him were yelling. Neither of them listening to each other. Once they were done I very very very calmly said to my dad if he is using a site and he’s NOT sure it’s legit because it’s not reputable or it’s one he hasn’t used before , I good point of reference is to see if you can use PayPal. Just to help him out because this isn’t the first time this has happened and he was saying he had no way to know.

Then he shows me the site , while yelling at me, and o say to him oh yeah I probably would have been scammed too. It looks super legit. I was trying to make him feel better. I never once yelled or raised my voice or got cross.

Then he throws his phone down and says he’s sick of being honest “with you two” and that it always “gets him in the fucking shit” and that he’s “had a gut full of us”

I literally didn’t do anything!!!! Him and my mum were the ones yelling. I was literally only there because I got called there. I wasn’t upset I didn’t blame anyone I didn’t get annoyed I didn’t berate anyone.

But he always does this. It’s always you women this, you women that, scorching women, can’t tell you women anything , you gang up on me. I was just standing there. Apparently breathing in the same area is crime now.

It’s like anything my mum does suddenly I’ve done it too. Even though I haven’t. He puts her wrongdoings onto me and acts like I did them or said when I’m literally just standing there.

It’s like I’m getting blamed for just existing. And I can’t even defend myself because then I’m falling into the trap and get accused of fishing for a fight or being a stirrer.

#like excuse the French but fuck me!!! what am I supposed to do #he gets sad about people not talking to him or listening to him so I try really hard to engage with him and ask him questions #welcoming him home and asking him how his day was #asking him if he wants to talk when he’s sad #then I became a marriage councler and it’s here is everything I hate about your mum #and then my mum does one thing with me In the room and it’s suddenly like we are one person to him #I don’t know what he wants from me #he never got angry at my sister like this but she got to the point where she just didn’t talk to him unless she had to #and that made him sad because he felt ignored #so I tried to make him feel not ignored and now suddenly I’m the devil and even when I’m just standing there doing absolutely NOTHING #I get accused of yelling and twisting the truth #I didn’t say anything!!!! I came over because I was called! #oh my GOSH

[august--and-everything-after]

I think I'm doomed to be sad forever

#ive always been a sad person #things that dont normally phase people or that people can see as net positives despite the sad #unfailingly make me so desolate #my brain just offers up reasons to be grief-stricken no matter the stimulus #i thought earlier today 'oh gosh i almost broke that bowl unloading the dishwasher' #and my brain instantly jumped to #'oh my god what if something horrible happened to her and this small gift was all i had to remember her by and i carelessly broke it oh god #id be so agrieved i dont know how i could continue #and this thought pattern is just a regular thing that happens to me all the time #just making myself deeply miserable for no logical reason #please if you know why this happens let me know #this is no way to live

[kingdomhearts-and-soriku-trash]

KH 2 playthrough post so far so I don’t actually have to spam my blog and you all:

OOOH!! I just beat Aladdin’s world for the second time and now the organizations place is showing up!! It’s beginning to appear which isn’t too good-

But it’s also perfect bc I am craving to see Riku pleaseeeee.

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I have to go back to Twilight Town for the second time and I didn’t see that the path wasn’t opened up yet (like I can see the world but I can’t land there yet), so I went up to it and it did that barrier thing and it scared the crap out of me. Idk why it did, but it did-

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AXELL!! IM IN THE DATA TWILIGHT AND AXEL IS SAVING US IN THE PORTAL THING!!!

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HE DIESSS NOOOO. I mean Ik he doesn’t die but STILL ITS SO SAD😭. He just wanted to see Roxas….

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I’m looking at the shadow profile in the journal and gosh the way it just twitches…it makes it so hard to believe that Sora was one of these at some point-

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Went back to Pride Rock to lvl up bc I remember that spawning those flying creatures thing on top of pride rock and it’s worked pretty well. Got Sora leveled up at least once since the first time so :).

But also why am I only now learning that Sora can actually run in Lion King’s world?? He doesn’t do a short dash…if you hold down square he actually runs…why am I only now realizing this after years-

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Yesss!!! The heartless wasn’t that hard. I just didn’t go up to the actual heartless at all and just attacked the big dinosaur thing bc it was safer and that thing was dead within 5 minutes?? Maybe?? Idk but anyways. I really wish we could do drive form in pride lands bc that fight would’ve been really good for leveling up my Valor form and others. I think I need to lvl each form up to beat Roxas so I need to get to working-

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Tron: Hugs the crew

Donald and Goofy: Happily accept the hug

Sora: Acts like he’s never been hugged in his life and is so uncomfortable

I still find this moment so funny-

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Leveled up my Drive Forms (even tho I could only use limit :’)) and I beat Roxas on the first try! I’m so happy!! And while reading through comments of a video about how to beat him since I haven’t played him in awhile and needed a refresher of what he does, I saw people saying they quit. They literally got to this fight and quiet and it made me a little sad. One comment said they got to lvl 40 and couldn’t beat him and I was like, “Did you…not read the lvl recommendation? It says 50 for me, plus leveling up the drive form needed wasn’t too difficult.” I literally took a TON of damage and could barely block any of his attacks, but if you have Curaga and Hi-Potions, then you can beat him. Literally my first time posting on normal mode and I managed to do it!!

Some even said that it took them two hours to beat Roxas and I was like dang. It took me awhile to level up my drive forms sure, but not two hours. I guess they didn’t go to the right areas :/. I just want to tell people that if you gave up bc of him, to back to this game! It’s so amazing to beat him yourself and feel that satisfaction! It really is! Plus, as long as you’re at the recommendation lvl then you can do it! I’m literally barely dodged his attacks and almost died once, but I managed and it’s very satisfying to beat him!! And very emotional if you look up why you fight him :’’’(.

But yeah there’s my small rant about my fight with Roxas. I really can’t believe I beat him on my first try. Last playthrough (which was the first time I beat the game ever) I sucked so bad.

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BROO WHY AM I CRYING AS I WATCH SORA AND ROXAS HAVE A MOMENT. HE HAS A WHOLE MOMENT WITH AXEL AND THEN HE JUST TELLS SORA, “You make a good other.”

BRO IM LITERALLY IN TEARS. My head hurts😭. I love that KH seems like a Disney game because of the worlds, but it’s story and lore is real deep and punches you in the heart while simultaneously making you laugh. I love it here even as I cry :).

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This is so terrible out of context, but Namine and Kairi running away while holding hands is kinda funny. Just the way they run is a little bit funny. Situation is terrible but I just had a small chuckle at their run-

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Okay that’s all for tonight :). It’s almost midnight and I’m just now quitting KH, so yeah. Goodnight yall or good morning :).

#me playing games #me playing kingdom hearts #kingdom hearts #kh #oh btw this is my second run through of KH 2. I believe I made a post about my playthrough on my first one so I wanted to make a #clarification lol. #gosh I love this game. it’s genuinely so sad and sweet Even if on the surface it just looks like a Disney game. it’s really good and GOSHHHH #I somehow always forget how much I love this game truly-

[homosexual-newsboy]

Everyone give me the most screwed up thing that has ever happened to you in the american public school system

edit- oh my gosh guys I'm so sorry

edit again- I am about to turn off all interaction because y’all are making me sad /hj

#everyone #tell me please

[whatsagirltoblogabout]

I felt the swell of pure joy at watching her wave that wand around and my first thought was "this almost makes up for killing [spoiler]." Before the death scene happened. This show is turning me into a mentalist.

#man they're really out here murdering the nice guys #dude deserved so much better #but his last words being 'my dog' was excellent #the rollercoaster man they really went 'really happy high' and then 'really sad low' one after another #that happy scene was REALLY SWEET though #like so damn adorable oh my gosh #all of Jane's gifting in this episode was so cute #almost makes up for the colossal eyeroll I did when they used the 'two days earlier' cold open for the second time this season #and like the fifth time in the series #like I love a good flash-forward media res opening it's actually one of my favourite episode formats #but there's gotta be some moderation man #it's not nearly as special if you're doing it every season lol #but all in all this was a pretty fun episode #6x13 for when I backread and forget what I was talking about #fischer got the rite of passage that is being stranded by jane #what an honour #oh! and that scene where she's complaining about how much they're bending over backwards for jane #and then lisbon comes in to ask for a helicopter and a convoy and a tank #that was amazing #I laughed so hard that i got a text from the opposite end of the house asking me to calm down LOL #girlblogging #the mentalist