#it'll get done tomorrow

[zahlibeth]

i don't wanna go to bed i wanna finish the template for the season 2 bingo card!!

she's nearly done because i'm a nerd who automated it the first time but i didn't account for titles that take two lines so i gotta fix that and now the alignment of everything is thrown off

help

#hmph #oh well #it'll get done tomorrow #it's just frustrating because i lost track of time entirely and didn't even realise we'd be starting season 2 this week #in my 911 era #z #also i wanted to 'shop some crop tops for the boys #and you're telling me i have to WORK tomorrow #jail! jail for employer for 1000 years!

[quaranmine]

my plan tomorrow: watch decked out vods during work bc it's probably gonna be slow. make myself food in my crockpot for dinner assuming i did indeed get all my ingredients i needed the last time i went shopping. make myself....some sort of alcoholic drink. sit down at my computer and spend the rest of the evening fully rewriting That Scene in firewatch au

#today and yesterday i've run into the issue where i need to do my daily writing but i'm kind of right at the big scene #and the big scene really needs to be written all at once with my undivided attention and not in pieces #and i've been soooo busy this weekend #so i'm like ahaha well i guess i can tweak wording and add a paragraph and get 100 words? #anyway tomorrow i /should/ be free all evening #i dont have to go anywhere i'll already have dinner. it'll be perfect #also i may go hiking over thanksgiving??? but i have a plan for 'easier' scenes to write while i'm gone again #but frankly? there's a distinct chance it WILL be done by the end of the month :0

[drawsmaddy]

[ID: A ballpoint pen sketch of Orym from Critical Role on an orange post it note. He is facing three quarters to the left and looking to the right with a small smile. End description.]

Very very quick Orym doodle while I take a break from working on my dissertation!

#my art #orym #critical role #critical role fanart #bell's hells #bells hells #i'm so tired of writing i just want to have time to draw again ;-; #i'm aiming to get my dissertation finished either today or tomorrow though! so hopefully it'll be done soon!

[nalivaa]

Midam Appreciation Week - Sep 29th: 90's kid / Feast / Silver

you make one (1) comment about wanting a pokemon as a child and. well. happy birthday adam <33

#supernatural #midam #adam milligan #michael spn #my art #midamap2023 #disclaimer. i know Nothing about pokemon. literally only can make pikachu's voice and that is It. #so all of these were chosen on vibes and on the recommendations of the lovely medic #who kindly pointed me in the general direction of what i needed to know #also houndour is there because i think it would be funny for one of adam's childhood favorite pokemons #is the closes there is to a hellhound lmao #will try to post another drawing tomorrow but it kinda fits two prompts of different days so it'll depend on how quick i can get it done lo #just didn't want to let adam's birthday pass without posting anything <3333

[heythereneighbor]

OOC:

Guess who got an email saying everything was fixed today?

#behind the scenes (ooc) #(it was a glitch! I'm so relieved ;o; ) #(I don't know if I'll get anything done today because I'm away tomorrow BUT it'll mean I can safely lurk on mobile!) #mobile post

[solradguy]

Going to the museum tomorrow so I'm going to wear my belt pants. It's been a while. Need to remember to lint roll my vest

#textpost #Too bad I didn't clean my boots but they're not too dirty so it's fine #Not gonna get to work on the Outrage at all this weekend though... #Too hot today and tomorrow the museum and by the time I get back it'll be raining #Don't have much going on this week and it's supposed to cool off so I'll get some work done eventually

[running-in-the-dark]

hm. well now instead of being helpful I'm just sitting in a chair, so dizzy and nauseous that I can't get up 😬 while everyone else is moving boxes and everything. I can't even pack rn.

#I mean it's. fine? I guess? but I feel really bad #i mena it's my fault that so much stuff isn't packed yet and now I can't even help. #all im doing is telling people what can go in which box. #😭 #I hope it'll be better tomorrow 😭😭 #it has to be. don't know how we'll get done tomorrow otherwise

[slimylittlemaggot]

I got my sister to choose one

You like this killer if memory serves

4/4

Art can be done now probably

YEAHHHH!!!! PERFECT!!!!!

#now I can start making it!!!! #it'll probably be done tomorrow if I don't get distracted by any of my other projects lol

[ethos-labrador]

looooove when my brain is just made of static /s

#personal #I have a big project due tomorrow evening that i'm ~halfway done on #It's a class i haven't been prioritizing because it's less relevant to the field i wanna go into #But anyway my brain is like akfbaldjqkfbqkjdqlbdlad #and also hey? :) i think i might get a headache later ^^ is that cool bestie? :) #BUT at least i'm basically done with photography and publication design and my art show just needs the stickers put up but my prof hasn't #gotten them printed yet so that has to wait ANYWAY #Anyway #abfkqbdlqbdlqjflw it'll be fine #vent

[shima-draws]

Adopts soon?!!

YES

If all goes well they should be posted tonight or tomorrow night ;)

#I say that bc I think an old friend will be over at the house tonight. So I might be too busy catching up to draw lol #He's a longtime friend of my roommate and I literally. Have not seen him in YEARS lol #Like I deadass think it's been. 4-5 years? Since I've seen him? #Which is crazy to me bc A. Again he's one of my roommate's buddies and B. WE LIVE IN THE SAME STATE. LIKE #Tbf I've only lived with my roommate since July so he just. Hasn't come over since before I moved in. #ANYWAY. Anyway. Yes adopts. #They are VERY cute. Probably my favorite set to date #I think you guys will like them ;) #But yeah I'll try to get them done tonight if said friend doesn't come over #Otherwise it'll be tomorrow for sure #Shima answers questions #Adopts

[muirmarie]

Spock, his gaze back on his tricorder, shakes his head. “We're not picking anything up yet, Captain,” he says. “And for the record, Ambassador Sarek not approving might be the sole point in Dr. McCoy's favor.”

McCoy actually laughs at that, clearly pleased Spock is playing along. “Careful, Mr. Spock,” he says. “All the good girls go for the rebellious bad boys.”

“In that case, you're definitely out,” Kirk snorts.

“I'm an angel,” McCoy says, grinning.

“In that if you keep this up, I'm going to put you out of my misery, and you'll get to explore the great beyond—”

#the continuing adventures of "am i giving these characters MY sense of humor????'' probably yes (whoops) lmao #i wanted to get this done tonight but now i think it'll probably be tomorrow (boo hiss) #stretching that writing muscle tag

[risingsunresistance]

feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao

i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]

#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff #I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun #and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there #so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine......... #also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD #i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit #also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks #my existence is a miracle #im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍 #i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering #on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO #i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee #trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔 #uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else #currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo #gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade- #im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally #billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges #i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be #chat

[illdothehotvoice]

Literally spent from 10-4 doing nothing but schoolwork and packing and yet I am STILL stressed and feel I'm falling behind on my responsibilities.

#I literally just need to print a riso thing tomorrow and I'm golden for graphic design #I gotta finish coding my compsci project tomorrow #it's due tuesday but I want to get it done #uuuuh i need to draw an entire thing for art history then write a paper about it #and then I'm done #the drawing is due the 3rd and the paper is due the 5th i move out the 4th #ouugh i can do this i can do this it'll be fiiine

[there-will-be-a-way]

Am sober now which means I'm finally allowed to chat with the other patients. Two of them helped me to fill in some blanks. They saw me sitting in the psych ward lobby - without my glasses and a red, swollen face from falling. One of them went upstairs to get help. Now I know which poor staff members had to deal with me (they're still friendly though so I assume I was at least somewhat well behaved). The guy who got help said I was trying to get up and couldn't and that I was fumbling with my wallet (and, according to evidence I found, made a huge mess inside my backpack). No idea what happened then, though. The docs said I had a CT scan done to make sure my head's okay but I don't remember that.

And the strange thing is that I'm experiencing withdrawal symptoms even though I only had been drinking for 5 days.

#personal posts #my knee is hurt too #psych ward blogging #tw alcohol addiction #tw addiction #I have like mad respect for the people who work here #no one made me feel guilty or anything #they got to have nerves of steel #where to go from here? #I don't know. #tomorrow the docs want to talk with me #nah that's not true #I know where to go from here #straight back to the living group #they have a spot for me in September #then long term rehab #In two or three months #trauma and addiction #and I pray to all the gods that I can make good use of this time and that it'll actually help #I can't get over the fact that I had a whole ass CT scan done and remember nothing #they had to get me to the ER somehow #in a bed? #in a wheel chair? #no one knows #Was I conscious? Did I talk? I hope not #last night I sent like 30 messages #and 10 drunken voice notes to my poor sister #and in them I told her what happened like five times #and I forgot the word sink #(this one vn is actually hilarious but I shouldn't laugh at my misery)

[running-in-the-dark]

I've gotta go to the dentist again tomorrow. I got two fillings done on Thursday but they feel really rough and it's hurting my tongue (plus my brain doesn't stop noticing something like that so I'm constantly aware of it and it's exhausting), so I've got to get that fixed.

this time I have to drive myself, so I can't take any Lorazepam. I'm pretty sure it's gonna be a quick visit anyway, at least this kind of thing has never taken long in the past, so. it should be fine, I know that. but I feel so shitty anyway. it's like the anxiety/fear is there right below the surface but it can't quite come out (probably thanks to the anxiety meds) so I just feel off all day. it sucks (though I much prefer this over the actual anxiety, that completely ruined the days leading up to anything like this).

#plus I've been extremely tired all day so that doesn't help #I should go to bed but I don't want to #then I'll wake up and it'll be tomorrow and I'll have to go there and it'll be scary and I don't want to :( #it's so weird that going to the dentist used to be one of the things that DIDN'T scare me. or at least not any more than just regular #everyday stuff #but now anything medical that involves anything being DONE (so not just a visit to talk about something) is fucking terrifying #i just don't want to struggle anymore. I want to get up every day/most days and just feel alright and for everything to be neutral #everything feels so difficult and like I can't do it and what's the point anyway. if I can't do this at 31 then it's never gonna get better #right? how could it #ugggh #I'm so fucking scared of being done with uni. if I get a job I don't know how I'll cope. I already can't handle life and I don't do #ANYTHING right now 😭 #I just wish my brain would shut up #for a little while at least #personal

[orcelito]

1 more day here and then I'm gonna be heading back up to my apartment for the first time in over 2 weeks. Haven't stayed there since this all began. I've grown a bit of a routine here, and I'll be right back to my apartment, but without the prior norms of it.

It's home though. It's home.

I'll have to do a ton of cleaning and rearranging tho to try to fit as much of my father's furniture within my apartment. My apartment is so small and the furnitures so many. I'm determined tho. I'm gonna fit as much as I can. Took measurements today even of all the things I wanna take, so I can puzzle it out as I go.

I. Also. Need to bring June to the vet. Bc she's got worms. Lol. Lmao even. I am trying to not think about it rn.

#speculation nation #i tried calling the vet but they didnt pick up so ill call tomorrow #i think it'll b fine. just gotta get treatment. #with everything else though i am so fucking stressed #trying to think about the money. cheering myself up by thinkijg about the money #i will get 7 times the amount of money that i made the entirety of last year. all in 1 go. #whenever the insurance companies give it to me. lol. haha. lmao. #3 months until summer classes start. after all this furniture moving im going to be so so so so free #maybe ill try to get a lot of writing done during those months. itd be the perfect time. #im nervous about going home. i dont know how ill feel there. its gonna be so weird #ive been in limbo. my life has majorly changed but im in limbo so i dont truly feel it #but ill be back home. and not have to go to work. and ill have a frankly obscene amount of money to get all at once #putting it towards school. finishing school. gotta finish school. i will finish school. #but then i can get a decent job and get a house with a garage and a patio where i can garden #and learn how to ride a motorcycle. Properly fitted to my size. #and i can play my violin without anxiety of upsetting unit neighbors with the sound #im getting through the current times by thinking of the future. just gotta think of the future. #animal illness/ #tagging jsut in case #bugs ment/