#its been a learning curve

[wehaveagathering]

[camera cuts to ers all giggly on the bench] flyers lb: write that down! write that down!!

PHI @ SEA 12.29.23

#sam ersson #samuel ersson #flyers lb #flyers #philadelphia flyers #these were … really fun to make #its been a learning curve #but im happy!! #goalie love #my stuff #my gifs

[lavcha]

My current favorite thing is using this super professional, really expensive CAD software for my silly little ideas. Like yes, i will make a little heart shaped box. Of course I'd love to make a little sword keychain! Thank you engineering class for giving me access to this lol

#lavspeaks #solidworks #genuinely i am very glad to have access to this #its been a learning curve #but the knowledge has been invaluable

[enjoliquej]

Guide us

to Thy

perfect Light.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

#Merry Christmas #Happy New Year #I think I’ve learned some things this year I want to say #a majority thing so far is better late than never LOL #it really is something that I have been struggling with so its a LEARNING CURVE #God has been taking me by the hand for a lot of things for my little baby brain to understand and I am learning little by little #Merry Christmas!!!! #/// #my oc tag time bc i am a freak #Ascended #Sly Bastion

[wisdommage]

Have some Dinluke Keldabe Kisses for the soul

Yes its an acrylic painting, no i dont have much experience with acrylic, yes i had so much fun painting this

#yours truly art #dinluke #acrylic painting #lukes face looks weird :/ #i went for realism when i shoulda went for my normal style #its also rough in spots bc i wasnt aiming for perfect i was just aiming for. painting shit #but i hope it conveys the softnessTM i was aiming for #it was fun to start bc i was going why is the paint behaving so weird???? #then i realized i was expecting the medibang watercolor brush instead of. traditional #so i def hit a learning curve with That aspect #honestly not just digital watercolor. even traditional watercolor wouldve been easier #since i did monochrome shit #imma hang this funky little guy in my dorm :3

[dailykyoob]

(Next chapter)

#jsab #just shapes and beats #jsab lycanthropy #jsab blixer #ic #interlude #I HAD SUCH A BLAST COLORING THIS im so excited to get back to this blog #i switched drawing programs recently. can you tell im having a much easier time with this one. #its been a learning curve but i can do SO MUCH MORE NOW

[im-sorry-what-ii]

One thing about me is that I will absolutely make stuff. A mutual makes a post about how that song is so them coded and needs to be edited with them and I am launched head first into their dms at frightening speeds. No hesitation no questions asked I WILL be making that thank you very much

#some people *cough* know what i mean #can i guarantee it will be good? absolutely not #ive been doing this shit for less than 4 months theres a learning curve that i need to climb #cant believe its only been 4 months i feel like a veteran already #but anyway yes i do love making stuff #it does not matter if i have never heard the song before starting now it is the best shit i have ever heard #its so fun too #like this song is about them because of a and b? tell me more i am absorbing this information and storing it in the mutuals bank #and then sometimes #sometimes they make you stuff bavk #and thats very exciting #very very exciting let me tell you

[hopeheartfilia]

ive been switching lanes waaay too fast this week. Anyway having some mini identity crisises over how little i actually understood about nuclear fusion

#me #a shitpost can be blue #physics #i guess #tis about how i knew so little about quarks #like okay i know their names i like knew they had like charges that were colours #thatw e call colours. but id uh missed the part where that leads tp actually looking how they interact and also waves #this came from me helping my best friends little syster #with a presentation on nuclear energy #and so i was just like huh i know it works like that but like why exactly does that give off energy as a byproduct? #and then i. and then i had to sit there like. ah #its been so long since ive actually looked at physics #like interesting physics not explaining basic concepts to a kid for school #cuz i have. highschool physics at best at this point and #uh my grandfather was a phycisist and he was writhing a book on some theories when i was 2 to 3ish #and he was babysitting me and we stayed close till my early teen years #so ive actually always known just tht bit much more about particles specifically then my peers #idk its always been interesting to me #but now im coming over here like oh ive lost the #constant building of knowedge over the years that id gotten used to #because like we would cover some material in school i kinda new #id get curious and look a bunch of atuff up #but ive actively been forgetting physics for a few years now and it idk it hit #im just not keeping up with my sciences #which is a terrible blow to my little curious ass #like ive been keeping up with literary education and fashion history and phylosophy #but ive been missing the biology and physics and chemistry actually #but i dont tend to hyperfocus on theese topics so im jot sure how to keep at it #cuz i like learning stuff like that and sometimes ill go on binges of learning about curves #but idk ive been missing my dose of i guess the harder sciences part of it

[bmpmp3]

lia time. lia time. she loves her lasers

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: lia crystal darling #oc: lia #even though it was kinda a learning curve to get professional grade watercolours working with my cheap sketchbooks #im so glad i got the chance to get some like MAN #my old student paints were very nice but it would take me like five layers to get as deep or rich of a colour that i can get in like 2 now #and it wouldnt look anywhere near as smooth. w&n sepia + rose carthane + a smidge of burnt umber my beloved #absolutely beautiful range of mid and dark browns from that mix #ive also been getting some WONDERFUL purples from like some kinda rose + sennelier ultramarine its great #(from like that little set sennelier sells of like five huge tubes of professional grade paint for like 20 bucks as a sampler) #(SUCH a good deal) #still searching for the perfect black paint tho. the w&n ivory black is the best ive used so far but its still not quite what i would like #maybe i really should look into water soluable dye inks or something so i can get a really deep really smooth colour #watercolours have turned me into a colour nerd. my deepest apologies

[gloriousmonsters]

oh right i haven't told anyone on here yet. guess who got an early birthday present of a mother fuckin PC + monitor + etc

#IGNORE the pile of random crap i need to sort to to the side and the fact i don't have a mousepad yet #i'm sooo fucking happy honestly I've wanted to switch from laptops for a while partly just cause of space #which! cozy grove (which i had to run a cleaning program every 2 days on my laptop to get it to run at all #and which at its best had a 5-10 min loading time and a lot of lagging) #loads in like 2-3 minutes and Does Not Lag most of the time now!! #but anyway also bc having a monitor up a bit higher will hopefully help my neck #as opposed to craning down to look at a laptop screen #I originally wanted to have a more ergonomic keyboard too but it straight up didn't fit lol so now we have the #wee aesthetic bluetooth keyboard + big old monitor odd couple #do like this keyboard tho not nearly as steep a learning curve as a bigger one would've been etc #the whiteboard i just bought for myself fingers crossed it helps with remembering Tasks #ANYWAY. will shut up now i'm just jazzed #vic talks #sunflower radio hour

[autumnalfallingleaves]

I've been needing to work on my cursive, so I, for some reason, have decided to only write the text on my Hilda Appreciation Week posts in cursive. Literally why is "favorite" so hard to write help

#i learned cursive in third grade and never again so my cursive isnt the best #except my handwriting is an ungodly amalgamation of cursive and print so its been an interesting learning curve #despite the written text on my submissions being minimal #five submissions done and two more to go! trying to finish before college starts up again for the second semester #beans rambles

[loiyaltie]

WHICH RAGE LANGUAGE ARE YOU?

STEP BACK.

usually, you're able to bottle up your emotions and ignore the frustrations. but, after weeks of shoving everything down, your body needs a release, and i pity the poor person who managed to piss you off. it's screaming crying, shouting, kicking lockers, whatever you can do to get it out of your system. it's a whole jean grey moment, fire and fury blasting out of you.

tagged; @zajevre & @colzhia tagging: @daohuai, @astrcls (your choice!), @ddazzlingblds, @tragedicn (aren!), @batoushoujo

#ic. [ a captain's duty / dash games. ] #(oh but now i'm thinking about this and while i think he does not explode /at/ people now ) #( i could absolutely see him bottling up his own personal feelings until he physically cannot do it any longer and has to get away and be ) #( so he can have his moment. holding it together by a single thread of grit teeth and clenched fists until he is out of sight and explodes #( younger gep would scream into his pillow in frustration or throw things about in his room ) #(as he got older it became practice; swinging his weapon until he could no longer lift his arms and if he screamed well he was just trainin #( he learns to deal with it to shut things down before he can get that angry because he's a /captain/ and a /role model/ for the citizens #( and he's not allowed emotions in the same way others are ) #(at least in his mind/through the pressures of family but oh boy he can get there particularly when it's directed at opposition to ideals ) #(s.ampo's definitely witnessed it at least once probably ) #( he keeps a lid on it but it's been a learning curve ) #( his threshold for holding back his emotions is so high in the now timeline because of all he has built on but his youth?) #(bottling it was important and his parents ensured he would.) #(its unsightly for a landau to scream and shout; channel it )

[transingthoseformers]

nO BECAUSE LEMME TALK ABOUT HOW LITTLE ITTY BITTY TINY THE SPARKLING IS

I'm imagining it as legitimately just so fucking small. How else, otherwise, would it's existence be hidden flawlessly?

#friendo you just absolutely got me with the addition of the sparkling because i was absolutely holding back on adding one #tfp au #so fucking little💖 #is this when i bring up me being violently protective and have parentally packbonded with so many things (and sometimes people)? #this is the bitch that used to get attached to plastic easter eggs; y'all are in for a riDE #my gods are the humans gonna be so surprised (and sad to learn they have very little chance of seeing it up close) #but hey root for the underdogs a small chance is improbable but never impossible #ohh my primus what if sparklings have soft spots like human infants do? but these eventually solidifying into armor? #now I'm thinking about little binary hisses and their cries alikening to a loud and sharp whistle #oOOOooo what if sparklings have bright white eyes because they haven't developed the compounds that make optic colors yet? #and that the white eventually fades into whatever their adult optic color will be? #hdoixhcouou9v omg what if it has long finials that curve with the shape of its helm and can press flat against its head? #ya got me. you got me. my brain has been entirely derailed by the thoughts of a surprise tfp au megop sparkling

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sometimes. most times. if i cant articulate things properly i feel like my heads gonna explode. which is unfortunate bc i have the #language is hard brain problems. my neurology makes articulation difficult. but i try reguardless. which is sometimes. most times. #exhausting. that words gets thrown around a lot when i describe the patterns of my thoughts. exhausting. and it is i guess. tho id say its #more annoying and frustrating. but maybe its also exhausting. hard to tell when its how u think. but ive been reading a lot of papers this #weekend. enjoying the papers i read. papers about photosynthesis at the edge of habitability. about genetis and the structure and functions #of proteins. and the learning curve is steep but im learning bit by bit. and it just sorta makes me sad bc the way that my brain works has #so damaged the way that i interact with the world and i can see it at every step of my academic career. i dont even kno what to say abt the #past 2 years of my life. from where i stand now its just a black hole of self destruction. y did i do that? i dunno. at the time i was just #following the arbitrary rules and restrictions laid out for me within my head. did these rules have a rational basis? no. not usually. but #thats how it had to be. exhausting. but even then i coukd sometimes see thru to the wonder. and it was agony bc i wasnt allowed to think #abt it. its still agony now but i can feel it more often. maybe that's what happiness is to me. to be so full of wonder that i cant take it #i cant exist in that state or id b nonfunctional. its too big for my chest. it makes me want to scream and weep and pull at my hair. and #and its maddening bc i cant articulate it properly. except to call upon media short hands. there is wonder here. a nightmarish description #but not always. sometimes it was beautiful. theres a reason ive read annihilati0n 5 times despite hating the book. theres a reason i rewatch #the terror nearly once a month. to find beauty in a thing that causes you such terror and pain. theres something about it i can't find the #words for and its driving me nuts. exhausting. but so it goes #unrelated

[low-po1y-princess]

I can't believe that "Ms paint is bad why would anyone use it willingly" was a popular art opinion for YEARS when ppl have and continue to make amazing stuff in Ms paint

#le talking tag #'you cant do x in paint' YOU CAN YOU JUST HAVEN'T LEARNED HOW. IT IS JUST LIKE ANY OTHER ART PROGRAM #WHERE U HAVE TO FUCK AROUND AND FIND OUT FOR A WHILE #granted i think there's been an ms paint 'resurgence' kinda where ppl have been using it for fun/ out of spite #also i like the texture the default pencil tool has #even the line and curve tools have a certain appeal #yes its a bare bones pre installed art program but its MY bare bones pre installed art program

[muppetcube]

Got a new stp today (this is my third one now) and oh my god . Instant euphoria . Love it. Literally my best purchase ever i do NPT regret this

#its sam the stp btw #since ive been packing in public recently im really excited to have one that just like. feels nice to have. idk if i'll wear it to work r #ight away but im. overjoyed #idk why its bringing me so much euphoria it isn't even skin toned. its fuckin purple #this is now my third (the first two being the Lou and the STP freely. not counting the $15 stp i got to see if i even liked stps #and hwoah boy . #the bowl is very shallow ajd it will def be a learning curve but tbh i prefer it over the bigger bowls #i had a hard time w the lou and even the stp freely doesn't get used for much else than packing bc i dont like the stp function on it #(the bowl is irritating to empty and i cannot Stand still having urine in the bowl . i am autistic this is a huge sensory issue) but i like #packing with it #btw nobody say 'if things trigger your sensory issues dont wear them lol' . #packing is way better for releavinh dysphoria for me than binding is #ftm #transgender #packing #ftm stp

[tenshouining]

transing up characters you relate to is one of my favourite human expeirences >:J

#arcane jayce #jayce talis #jayce lol #jayce #league of legends jayce #jayce arcane #jayce giopara #arcane #arcane league of legends #league of legends #the second i learn 2 draw viktor its OVER i wont be HUMAN ANYMORE ill be a little freak scribbling away virulently for my meowmeow #figure study #love turning fig stuff into the freaks i have stuck in my brain rn its so #teehee #me giggling like a teenage girl vs me sobbing like ive just been broken up with because i cant get the curve of viktors hips right was so #so funny* #these were drawn at like 5am? i did not sleep. i fell asleep to the basics of electrical engineering playlist. i looove atoms yessir