#its not like im oblivious or stupid

[elizabethlailfricked]

I don't think they like me anymore

#womp womp #😔 #🥲 #womp #to the #sucks to be me ig #or maybe im overthinking it #idk but i am pretty overwhelming so like i understand if they are ignoring me or if they just dont like me anymore #its not like im oblivious or stupid #or that stupid #i know how to read people even if i cant see their face when they get a message from me #i can always tell

[ashwii]

Redraw from 2019 (original drawing under the cut)

UMM so I got into a rabbit hole of rewatching all the director's commentaries for all of them big Markiplier projects. Afterwards, I had violent flashbacks of a Damien drawing I made in 2019 like ??? I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THAT DRAWING????? like oml it was so weird just suddenly remembering a drawing i haven't thought about for 5 years. So here's ur man weeee

Sometimes, i don't think I ever improve, but looking at this after years of not even thinking about it? Man, it's so wild to see such an enormous difference. Honestly, I kinda more or less remember most of my drawings, so even if I haven't thought about a piece in a while it feels more like "oh yeah, that one" instead of a "OH MY GOD IM GETTING FLASHBACKS" so ig that's why i feel many interesting feelings abt this redraw XDD anyway im babbling but kisskiss hope yll enjoy lmao

#none of my target audience is interested this rlly is a me drawing JDHSJSJAJ #I JUST LIKE IMPROVEMENT THINGS #REDRAWS ARE NEAT YA KNOE #i do have a newfound appreciation for Damien as a 22 y/o tho #like dark was obvs my fav as a 15 y/o. bc yk. i was 15 djdhejwjwiw #AND I STILL LUV HIM BELIEVE ME #but man. Damien is so stupid and oblivious but still has a hood heart and good intentions in him #just adorable #anyway ill quit babbling fjdjjwndjs #ashart #ashrender #redraw #wkm damien #markiplier #who killed markiplier #i guess its also fun knowing i prolly took around the same amount of time for both of these. i git better AND faster :DD #ok now im done babbling djejwk #fav✨️ #favart

[starship-buccaneer]

Steve: Well yeah, Eddie flirts with me constantly and touches me all the time and I do it back and everything, but we're just two guys horsin' around, y'know?

Everyone: No Steve. We do not know.

Steve: Yeah, Eddie's fruity with me, so what? Just because I'm a guy and he likes guys doesn't automatically mean he's into me. He's just comfortable being himself with me!

Everyone: Steve. He's sitting in your lap, playing with your hair. He calls you pretty boy, Steve. He's wearing your sweater, Steve. Steve, please.

#steddie #this is essentially the plot of the fic im writing #steve has-never-had-a-healthy-male- friendship harrington assumes that his friendship with eddie is what good normal male frienship is #everyone else watches on in abject misery as steves obliviousness reaches unbelievable new heights #steve briefly wonders where his interest in pursuing a romantic relationship has gone #then immediately comes to the wrong conclusion that he's simply transcended romance through the power of friendship #meanwhile eddie is tragically pining after a man who could not act more like his boyfriend but is tragically stupid #robin has become the conspiracy board meme from its always sunny #her board has IS STEVE BISEXUAL in big bold serial killer cutout letters on it. theres red string connecting pictures of him and eddie #and also him and bruce springsteen #its all very scientific #dustin and max add to it sometimes #steve harrington #eddie munson #steve harrington x eddie munson #stranger things

[beachbummrr]

okay so while im a STRONG advocate for stupidly pathetic and cringefail cwilbur over manipulator “mastermind” cwilbur i think there does need to be an understanding that he does hold a level of competence and cleverness and wittiness that exceeds others BUT hes over reliant on it when it can only get him so far since he lacks the true thirst for power and maliciousness needed to make these attributes anything to fear -> he holds the ambition and the silver tongue and everything else people say he does but none of the cruelness that is expected which makes his plans scatterbrained and comical except for when theyre just entirely sad

#wilbur soot #cwilbur #like what im tryna say is he isnt stupid #hes fucking oblivious to hell and back thats for sure #but hes clever and smart that needs to be remembered bc thats partly what makes his character so sad #bc u can see the train of logic but ur also aware of how horribly wrong it can all go #AND it does a disservice to his moments of clarity where he does get a single small victory even if its personal and miniscule #getting this in before last stream wooo! #yeah ueahh im still talking abt his character idgaf. #rambles

[jesse-cosay]

Eli is bribing me to write alternate scenes for my last fic from Lake's pov and I never realized just how fucking funny this could be

#I literally cannot stop giggling #its just a few tiny references only i will know and appreciate #and maybe Eli if she sees this and hounds me LMAO #its so sureeal bc i usually have a good idea of what both of them are thinking abt in scenes but also #now im SHARING that whocj i just never really do outside of someone asking me #its also so funny bc Lake and Jesse are both so stupid #so half the time they are percieving each other not quite right #like Jesse could fr do with some tone tags #these two are ao oblivious #I know its my fault but #damn

[youredreamingofroo]

everytime i want to make a love related Reo post, i remember that they are not a thing and that they are going through TURMOIL. They make me so ill, im hitting the floor and ripping the paint off my walls because of them

#They'll never be happy together after Roo's stupid oblivious-ness #fuck you roo we all HATE roo (/j) #however i will say that i think leo is overreacting -i say as those yall know what im talking about #or maybe hes not and maybe im underestimating how much you should react in their situation #however i feel like its the former (overreacting) cuz its been like 6 or 7 years 😭😭 #Hiraeth : Roo #Hiraeth : Leo #[ Hiraeth ] #yapping

[geodebiome]

okay for now i got

jon, page of light

annabelle, witch of void

martin, probably an heir. of what im not sure yet. leaning towards void and im serious.

jonah, probably light. class idk yet

so basically, sickos, finding connections between characters: hahaha! YES!

#tma #the magnus archives #homestuck #me looking like i havent slept in 4 days holding a red bull: #so jonah is jons antagonist foil and if you ignore that im gonna bite your internet cables like a shark #but then martin needs an antagonist foil too. ''is it peter lukas?'' you ask. obliviously #do you think my beloved martin can be mirrored by a man so stupid #(okay im gonna be honest im just excited and ignoring that mr lukas is OBVIOUSLY martins foil too. in some way. im just excited rn) #ITS ANNABELLE! ITS FUCKING ANNABELLE #hs #classpecting #tma meta #hs meta

[edenslice]

this is insane. this is INSANE.

i called them the "(platonic) aziraphale to my crowley". so past me FULLY KNEW?? the fucking implications of me calling them. the AZIRAPHALE. TO MY CROWLEY.

#NO ONE IN THEIR RIGJT MINDS #they call me crowley coded on the daily because of the way i dress and the way im like a demon tempting my (other) friend everyday #i call them aziraphale coded because of their love for books and obscure films and the way they (want to) dress #past me‚ oblivious to future me's dilemma: 'this is so on brand because im crowley but i dont have an aziraphale!' #past them: 'omg same i don't have a crowley either lol' #you've gotta be fucking kidding me #WHAT IS THE PIPELINE. THE CORRELATION #LISTENNNN. SHAKES YOU. THIS IS A TEMPORARY CRUSH ITS JUST THAT. THEY'RE SO NICE TO LISTEN TO OKAY. OKAY. #i love listening to them ramble i love rambling back to them i love their writing and i love complaining about their stupid dad jokes #ENOUGHHHHHHHH!!!! #im lying to myself i dont like them . they mean nothing to me . #but also can they STOP liking this girl/mutual friend she's NOT WORTH IT bro!!!! youve never even spent a smoke break with her!!! #lovesick flux

[ibyul]

Thinking abt my teenage years .

#and the tumultuous feelings #I came across some drama scene lol and got reminded of boys. like. as a genre #like teenage boys. they r. insane #abt how ppl do things that are unnecessary as if they are oblivious but i rlly wonder is everyone really oblivious #also maybe im just really easy to win over like do i stand a chance against the fitnah of this world man #i rmemeber this kid. A whole grade below me. the new board member for my friend's club. I was helping her w/ club stuff on the computer #(he was also tall and kind. that. was the problem. not to be a sterotypical Girl. but) #and this kid casually just. leaned over me and put his hand on the mouse (on which my hand alr was) #like. how do u do that. casually. unintentionally. #obv i pulled my hand away and avoided him since lmao cuz. who wants to catch feelings for a whole 10th grader when ur in 11th grade right #ig thats why it was a shock to me. i thought boy-crazy mali would just like whoever it is she talked to first. and yet here i am #having talked to at least 3 million guys on 3 million blind dates and yet found none of them attractice #attractive* #is there smth wrong with me lol. maybe i just like the idea of guys. and not guys that i actually might end up with lol #lskdfjalkfd #anyway ig was living my best life these past few months being too focused on not feeling well to think abt boys as a genre #cuz yeah what a waste of my morning today thinking abt all this garbage #💀💀💀 oversharing again oof its been a while since i felt the need to do that man #i swear shaitan waits for Friday to whisper stupid stuff into my brain #like. let me live i just wanna read surah kahf and teach my classes ugh #delete later #uhm also like. ik its a 10 year old story but i hope to god my friend isn't following me aldkjfaskdjfaf #can u blame me tho. i was. like 15 or 16 #it was much easier in middle school there was only like 15 boys in my grade and i disliked them all

[dailyeca]

no reason

#eca orichird #daily eca #its called TAKING A HINT TRY IT ECA /j #granted it's DEFINITELY NOT his vibe; it's way too happy and the lyrics dont exactly fit (until later) #but if you listen to it the song does have all their sticks and scorns instruments <33 #and i like imagining an animatic of eca being reluctant around scarlet and stickers <3 #no one's allowed to make fun of him except me /j <3 #/hj <3 i dunno. im allowed to make fun of him because i understand him and his situation and everything hes about in the right way #and i wont misconstrue him <3 but idk! i like him being oblivious/scared of attachment/in denial/mulling it over/a bit stupid over it <3 #its okay if hes not ready for a relationship yet and i understand that but im not sure if everyone else does <3 this playful ribbing is- #like. well not canon for one; and two it's creator and creation understanding. i know him cuz i made him <33 #bluh! anyway thats all <33

[soft-spooks]

see its about. being akin to a dog that was left out in the snow and being soooooo pathetic sad wet beast that even the dangerous people are like "oh what the fuck is that poor creature. i could fix them."

#its about being SO stupid and oblivious and putting yourself in dangerous situations #that the Even More Dangerous person is like. oh you are so stupid. /affectionate. come here #anyway i wrote a liytle ebit of the reveal fic this morning and there was like. theres this bit of dialogue right #thats like. #him trying 2 convince me that it wasnt a lie and whatever. and hes like #yeah at first i was just going along with it for fun. i was bored. you were exciting. #i thought we'd go to a few dangerou places and youd either get bored and stop or youd piss something off and get killed #and that would be the end of it. and id move on to something else. #and then you didnt. #and you kept going and you kept talking to empty buildings #and when you eventually did make something angry. well. i stopped it. i wanted to protect you. i got *attached* #anyway. hehehehehehrhhehehehehe #giggling like a teenage girl twirling my hair kicking my feet etc etc etc #its about. allowing someone to touch your neck because you trust them and then they sink their teeth in #and then you realize. maybe this isnt as bad as i thought it would be #uhm. hi im drunk watching hannibal expect me to be sooooo normal abitbeverything tonight

[musclegoth]

egh when everyone is not far left during a crisis u really see some fucked up takes. literally no, your "only option" is not just to do what you can with voting within the system to endure things or make them slightly more manageable before the evil dudes take over...... there are other options. There ARE Other Options.

#i dont think this was even from a liberal #just somebody totally oblivious #its becoming clearer and clearer to me though how regional and personal-experience-based everything is #hard to get people to understand something new (to them) that youve already endured for ages #for instance if california 'turned red' as a majority and laws changed there people would absolutely lose their minds and be in a panic #but ive been here enduring texas my whole life #do u feel me #all hope is not lost bc there are always options #i dont have to succumb to this land man #and im used to being absolutely fucked by it all but there is still room to fight #but texas also has the most fucked up government out of any state #its always been stupid broken #take any one tx history class and ur head will absolutely explode #but do u get it #it's Always been like this #idk this shit is way too much to explain in the tags lmfao and i just woke up bye

[angelamontoo]

Herman+Joel cousin headcanon part IDK-Other potential character interactions/scenarios

•Joel meets Elaine through Herman(probably accidentally) and they get along well. Herman's a bit nervous about his criminal cousin and sister in law spending too much time together considering her very square husband can barely tolerate her being friends with Einstein himself nvm Einstein plus a second version of him who's just as much of a criminal, less agreeable and much more open about his 'unconventional tendencies'. It doesn't help that the first time Herm and Elaine were invited over to Joels for drinks, Herman left the room and returned to find Cairo in the middle of tipseley lecturing Elaine on why she should divorce Mortimer(she had mentioned that he leaves his dirty dishes lying around)

•Herman doesn't want Joel and Mortimer to meet incase Mort doesn't like Cairo and gets angry at Einstein for letting his poor innocent wife hangout with such an 'unscrupulous character', which would potentially get Jonathan angry with Mortimer for being rude to the doctor, which would potentially result in a lot of unpleasantness. If they do end up meeting anyway, I think Joel would make a comment about how 'you can really tell Jonathan and Mortimer are brothers', and both Brewsters would go completely numb for a brief moment. Einstein and Elaine would both try not to laugh

•On the one hand I like the idea of Herman and Brigid having met long before the events of aaol, but I also like the idea of their first meeting being while Herman's out with Elaine-presumably because there was some Brewster drama going on at the house that they decided to sit out. O shaughnessy(who was recently released from/escaped prison) sees Einstein, thinks he's Joel, storms up, slaps him, says something that only fully makes sense to her and Cairo and storms off. A moment of surprised silence passes before Elaine asks who that was and Herman tells her that he has no idea

•I really like the idea of Spade going to the Brewster home for some reason-perhaps because he heard that a man fitting Joel Cairos description was sighted in Brooklyn and he felt compelled to do something about it(Probably telling himself it has something to do with being mad that Cairo escaped justice and catching him is some kind of unfinished business). I just love the idea of Spade poking around the Brewster home with Mortimer floundering after him, terrified that this weird californian DIC is gonna find out about the 13 bodies in the cellar while Spades is so fixated on Cairo he remains oblivious to increasingly obvious evidence of the aunts and Jonathan's and the Doctor's crimes. Maybe not totally in character for Spade but I think it'd be funny

•I can sort of see Brigid and Joel being flirtatious with Elaine and Mortimer respectively and Mr and Mrs Brewster being surprised(and probably a little horrified in Morts case) to find they're both kinda into it

#yknow im not actually sure if you call your spouses siblings spouce your 'inlaw' #nvm your life partner who you cant legally marries adoptive and estranged brothers wife #but idk a better term so eh #also i do i think its pretty ooc to imagine Spade being so comically oblivious #but idk hes so capable and hard to keep down in TMF(which i enjoy mind you) i like the idea of spade making stupid decisions #especially if hes comically oblivious in some areas while still being an unflappable talented detective in others #kind of expanding on how some of the only moments hes momentarily taken by surprise in the film are the tw times cairo pulls the gun on him #the maltese falcon #joel cairo #arsenic and old lace #herman einstein #sam spade #jonathan brewster #elaine harper brewster #brigid o shaughnessy #mortimer brewster #lately ive spent my days feeling like a pint of blood was drained from me during the night

[carcarrot]

my managers at work not understanding that the problems people are complaining about is in fact because of how stupid said people are and not because im not doing my job

#no its not that i havent told you that the coffee machines aren't working. its that these people are too stupid to use one #we have two (2) signs directly by the instant coffee machines that say dont pour coffee in the drip trays #and what do you think people do. #and now my supervisor is like 'hey i got this complaint there was water all over the counter by the pod machine :/' #like no shit. someone dumped an entire thermos of water in there bc theyre too dumb to realize its not a drain #and i have to emphasize that this happened once id left for the day #bc theyre making seem like due to my negligence this happened like no!!!! #my job is cleaning up after these dumbasses (actually its not really supposed to be but whatever.) #and so i wouldnt have left it like that. do you think im as stupid as the people i make coffee for #. getting really ticked off with my job but especially this supervisor #my managers alright bc hes oblivious enough and doesnt get involved #but this supervisor? girl stop checking in on me. i know how to do my job

[abeluser]

I swear my older brother be tryna push me back into ed thinking sometimes

#abel.txt #SHUT UP SHUT UP NO ONE CARES ABOUT HOW SKINNY AND FRAIL AND PERFECT ADA WONG LOOKS #YES MY ARMS ARENT AS SKINNY AS HERS AND YES I WOULDNT EVER WEAR HER STUPID OUTFIT #he asks 'what? why? insecure?' yes now can we just finish the dlc #'you should try to look like her.' i said 'yeah i did once' he said 'really?' and i said 'no. well im not sure' #body dysmorphia sucks so so much i hate how i can feel my body everytime i move i avoid mirrors #i hate him sometimes hes so oblivious. all of my brothers are so blinded by their own problems to even consider something so obvious #this is so dumb its just a videogame character and yet im thinking about cutting all of my limbs off #delete later #self harm tw #ed tw

[katyobsesses]

I'm not allowed on tiktok anymore. Or YouTube shorts. Or I assume Instagram reels though I've never watched them. I will just scroll and scroll and scroll and completely lose track of time and suddenly it's 5am and I'm so dehydrated that my mouth feels like a desert

#katy liveblogs life 2023 #i had like 4 hours of sleep last night #am i weirdly more rested yhan when i get 10+? yes #am i still also exhausted? also yes #and i have evening dnd tonight uhg #but its a fun one! our noble warlock is hosting a masquerade ball... im assuming to seduce our bard #but also i only realised that was the plan because of their tiktok (which is what got me on the tiktok binge) #because i am such an oblivious aroace #so of course so is my dnd character lol #though she (and i) totally shipped the warlock with our paladin... #before the player decided he didnt want to play the paladin anymore and switched to an artificer so our paladin walked off into the sunset #trying to find himself after basically killing our dnd worlds version of zeus? #also he was taking levels in barbarian too #idk man dnd comfuses me sometimes #apparently my wizard is stupid because her intelligence is only 12... our bards is 15 #i have no idea what im doing. clearly. #but its the only time i see people other than my mother (even if its through a screen and technically my sisters friends) #anyway rambling #katy rambles in the tags