#just not worth the effort tbh

[celestialrealms]

"mephisto's a straight guy!!11" sorry you are objectively incorrect <3 i will be claiming him now...........🏳️‍🌈

#i still cant believe i ever had to read that smh #thirteen mephisto and raphael all feel like such gay characters to me because the straights just cant appreciate them like we can tbh #obey me mephistopheles #obey me nightbringer #obey me #obey me shall we date #this is from the ur memory card from the last event if anyone's wondering #i spent so much effort on my diavolo + mephisto side account for my solmare appointed mephisto gruel #despite the fact that i legitimately hated that event #it was worth it ig it was kinda cute <3 #i do hope the crumbs mean they'll become options soon

[questinwitchface]

I think part of why I hate john walker so much is because he is just The Worst.

#this was going to be an actual post about why i hate him #but he's just not worth the effort tbh #fuck john walker

[victimized-martyr]

As awful as Cartman is, his true desires are simple. He just wants attention and praise— and it’s not only important to Cartman that he gets that praise, but also by whom it’s being said. (there’s a reason Jimbo is one of the people to say good job)

#south park #he could have gotten this praise honestly too. he’s always so close yet so far #trey rly said ‘he doesn’t wanna rule the world or crush his enemies he just wants praise’ and i’m listening trey i hear you!! #i’m taking notes!! #moments like this is why i’m so adamant that he’s an ennea 3 and not an 8 like most ppl assume #8s as well as any ennea appreciate praise but it’s not a priority #usually it’s the success of the business and seeing it grow that would empower an 8 #but for 3s seei bc how their success is turning the public’s eyes towards them and praising them for their efforts— #for THAT specifically for Cartman’s voice to wobble and say it’s a dream come true— i’m furiously pointing at the screen like leo dicaprio #that’s a signature 3 wish #eric cartman #cartman #I think his more specific wish of being a hero (that’s been brought up more than once) is also worth looking into #he doesn’t wanna be seen as the bad guy even though he’s objectively the worst person in SP #one person was missing in that gaggle of ppl giving praise but tbh if he showed up cartman would literally die on the spot

[muln]

#i drew this a while back but i'm just posting whatever now so it gets to stay here until i inevitably start deleting things #i wasgoing to fix it up but never got around to it. i don't think its worth the extra effort tbh. #jjba

[throttlegainwell]

I'm mostly into Jonathan for all the stuff going on in that head of his and how intriguing I find his responses to everything (and how sympathetic I am to the particulars of his situation), but I won't lie to you, I do really dig the floppy hair. Sometimes I see a GIF go by and get distracted just watching the hair flop in a loop for a minute. How so floppy?

#a solid 50% of jonathan's brain power is taken up with never-ending risk/reward analyses and social computations #to decide how to proceed at any given moment #i mean everyone does that but not like jonathan byers #'but what about social scripts?' you say and i hear you and respect you #but look at this boy and tell me he's not also always deciding whether to bother deploying the script or just not engage at all #jonathan has developed some very sad but understandable habits from living in Hawkins but he seems to do okay socially in Lenora #though maybe that was more of a confidence issue once he was self-medicating his anxiety i dunno #i can see why it wouldn't be worth the effort in Hawkins #also i dig him vaguely disheveled tbh #obviously it's not happening for good reasons so i'm happy with him all cleaned up too #but there's a special place in my heart for the jonathan who just kind of looks like he slept in his clothes & walked through drizzly rain

[dustyfandomtrashbin]

Gosh every day I get less and less motivated to draw :/

#vent #I put so much effort into what I do and I get little to nothing about it #It's so demotivating and I'm really starting to feel as if what I'm doing isn't worth it anymore #Thinking about just quitting with posting art as when I really try. my confidence is just shot down and crushed #TBH it's kinda why I'm avoiding Tumblr atm plus the whole toxic workplace thing. Maybe it's just that my art isn't good enough #maybe I'm just overreacting. Idk. I'm just feeling really crushed atm

[feluka]

Please can I have a link the ofmd renew campaign organiser’s fate like

there's probably more out there but i don't have the stomach to delve into the depths of the fandom so there's all i can find from a rudimentary twitter search: link to statement from the "organizers"

ahhh the catharsis of seeing them turn on each other and call each other selfish in the replies... maybe this little infighting will refocus their efforts from harassing palestinians to harassing each other instead and all of us will get a reprieve from them at last.

#as far as what happens to the money there's probably a lot to look into and a lot of people to ask but #tbh anon it's just not worth any time and effort to waste on these people. just point and laugh and heckle then move on <3 #there are better things to do with our time atm

[churchydraws]

Hello!

Just wanted to tell you that this user on Pinterest had reposted your art without credit:

(There's more, and not only yours)

thanks for letting me know, tbh I'm surprised this didn't happen earlier

#churchy talks #asks #why do it always gotta be on a website I don't know how to navigate #tbh considering it's Pintrest I'm wondering how much effort is really worth it #I probably shouldn't but I might just slap them on the wrist and say “hey. credit me.” #and if they don't then I start reporting #gonna need to think on it for a bit I just woke up a lil bit ago

[echojedis]

One day I’m going to write out my entire essay of tech/phee thoughts but I don’t want anything I say to be misunderstood 

#i answered an ask a while ago where i talked about how having the sunset moment on pabu come after she pushed his boundaries too far #might have made that scene feel less uncomfortable. showing her messing up but learning from it and making an effort to understand him #i have similar thoughts on them as i do on tech coming back tbh #i want and like it and i can see how the writers can make it work in a way that makes the season 2 finale feel worth it #but i can also see all the many ways they can mess it up #i don’t really see any way the writers could justify having phee so clearly push him too far if it isn’t to set up her learning #to understand him? why have him struggle to speak and make eye contact after they seemed to get along so well #why make those purposeful decisions for no reason? maybe i have too much faith in the writers lol they did completely drop #crosshair’s chip #it all depends what happens in season 3 and/or if there’s going to be a continuation or spinoff #but on the other hand phee is too good of a character to just be a love interest and it wouldn’t be great to see her whole arc being #about understanding a love interest. where is our phee spin off about her fun solo adventures! she’s space indiana jones #ugh idk if any of this is coming off like i want it to it’s late

[solradguy]

not to sound like hannibal lecter over here but having your own Outrage, lovingly handcrafting it over months, and not being able to use it beat the crap out of annoying people? I bet that just eats you up doesn't it. sorry this came off sounding really mean. truly though it breaks my heart because you deserve to beat up people that bother you with a flaming magic sword. -🐇

Oh, don't worry, it is VERY sturdy. I could definitely swing this thing at someone if I wanted. The handle segment might pop off again, but the rest of it? Impressively durable. There are two approximately half inch thick all-thread metal rods inside it bound with washers, epoxy, super glue, and heat that melted the plastic together; then a thick layer of Bondo on the outside with more super glue, epoxy, and green stuff (a type of epoxy putty). Its only weaknesses are temperatures over ~160f/71c and running it over with a car haha

#asks #I'm not actually sure if this thing is convention legal. It isn't sharp at all but it weighs 10lbs #It'd be like swinging a giant hammer at someone #160f won't melt it but it makes the PLA soft and pliable. It doesn't melt until 212c (413f) #The filament I printed this with is a PLA/TPU polymer so it has the rigidity of your standard plastic but- #-TPU is more like rubber. Combined it becomes a strong plastic that bends instead of snaps #Standard PLA is very brittle. If you bend it to a certain point it shatters. This PLA+ will just bend unless you REALLY force it #My only regret wrt this thing's construction is that I didn't install the one rod up into the handle the whole way #That made the 'body' segment heavy with a lot of pressure between the 4 handle pieces and it #It's not enough that I think it would be worth the effort taking it apart and installing a third rod though (which is why I didn't) #It just gives it a concentrated weak point that I need to be careful about but the epoxy made it solid as hell #I'm not very concerned about the handle popping off again unless I try to snap this thing over my knee or something #WHICH TBH WOULD HURT MY KNEE A HELL OF A LOT MORE THAN THE OUTRAGE LOLLL #Bringing up the construction of the Outrage activates me [positive]

[wr0ngwarp]

not one but TWO exceptionally llow effort posts worth of gouji and zero beat from two different points in time that i decided "actually i do not give enough of a shit to finish this". just fucking take it

original images (warning that the second contains, unsurprisingly, an irl photo of a weird bug):

#jet set radio #jet set radio future #gouji rokkaku #zero beat #ask to tag #beat gum corn and nt-3000 are in teh first image but not worth tagging #joke art #this doesnt even deserve to be called art tbh #i didnt even bothter to change the weird bug image to not be cnn cuz i dont know wtf to make it... #my sibling will call me a coward if i just simply never post these though. so youre just gonna have to cope #also not sure what it says about me that i was too lazy to finish these but poured all that effort into the explorers of death joke au #oh well.

[toytulini]

idk. picky eater rights. im coming to your events and turning my picky bitch nose up at your fancy ass desserts you spent a bajillion hours working over in the kitchen and asking if i can find like a basic ass brownie with no extra flairs or ingredients or steps or whatever the fuck. cry about it. stop trying to feed me

#toy txt post #they gotta have some picky eater bitches be the judges on those food competition shows i stg #sorry for committing the unforgivable sin of my tastebuds didnt enjoy the food you made. it was intended as a personal slight actually #i am trying to offend you for real. yeah. thats definitely whats happening. god/sssss #like god irl if i dont like food you made ill try to be fuckin gracious about it buf dont fucking get mad at me for like. idk. prepping my #own foods you percieve as worth less or whatever the fuck. ppl are so fucking weird about food. #honestly guy on prev post didnt even dislike the cake it sounded like but was just experiencing the human emotion of disappointment #when the little specific joy he was looking forward too was not what he expected. if she had asked him 'do you mind if i make a similar cake #that is not the exact same as the one you asked for? maybe he wouldve been fine cos he wouldnt have been looking forward to that specific #thing. OR maybe he wouldve said if youre not going to make this very specific one im looking forward to then dont bother i dont want you #wasting the time and effort and then she wouldnt have been mad. or maybe she wouldve. ppl do get weird about that kind of thing #maybe saying that wouldve been a crime too. guess that dumb asshole shouldve shut up and eaten his stupid cake and enjoyed it and said #nothing. a recipe for happiness #anyway. hot take ig stop putting nuts in desserts. alllergy havers will prolly thank you but you know who else will thank you? #every day i see takes about food that make me think i really should be more of a picky bitch eater on maim to knock yall pretentious #food fuckers down a peg tbh. every day i resist the urge but god how yall test me. let me be the judge on a cooking show. #weird assholes who are rude abt ppl having allergies or sensory issues: come here. im going to break you #anyway more of us picky bitches who are picky just for like. casual reasons. we should he loud picky bitches on main. if a cook or baker or #whatever can accommodate my picky bitch ass thats difficult to feed for no reason we can be sure they can accommodate allergy havers #and ppl w medical restricted diets. if they can be gracious about me just not vibing w the food then they can def be gracious about more #sensitive reasons. yea i could choke down the food i dont like probably. it wouldnt make me throw up or send me to the hospital. but why #should i? if youre an asshole to me about simply not liking your shit then why the hell would i feel safe disclosing medical info to your #bitch ass? why would i trust you to follow it? and not try to sneak some shit in bc you think you know better about food? #anyway #picky eater rights. let ppl be picky for no apparent reason. cos the ppl who have uwu Good Valid Reasons(tm) dont fucking owe you that #explanation

[taegularities]

...

#i feel so insecure here sometimes.. like i know you guys see that too #like ill post smth or ask smth and then feel discouraged when i don't get a response #and then i feel so stupid.. but ive been realising how so many here have been feeling that way #bc tumblr changed so much and so many ppl left and every author and creator is suddenly feeling insecure about themselves #and thinking it's their fault or that their content isn't good anymore #anyways thank you to everyone who's still here and supporting my stuff.. whenever i feel down you guys show me that my work's still #worth consuming #and that im appreciated here as a person too #@ mutuals.. i think to bring back a bit of what tumblr used to be we need to support each other too #bc :( i love my mutuals but i also noticed that only a v small number of ppl signal boosts each other's stuff or supports one another #like only a few of my moots read my stuff or talk to me at all and sometimes it gets so lonely #but im one of those who should actively make an effort to support moots too!! #some blogs support all their moots and im like ugh that's so nice #or maybe it's me and you guys just don't like me LOL no but seriously #we don't even have to read each other's stuff i think.. even boosting fics goes a long way tbh #it'd be so nice if we could do this for each other.. yk? gotta bring back the 2021 community feel fr i miss it #ugh so many ppl left lol we're all we've got y'all!! #tdl maybe

[ozlices]

as a person w so goddamn much medical trauma the thought of having to go through the process to find a new doctor that is not just simply compatible w me, but who is also, like. u know. an actually nice, understanding person who will put genuine effort into taking proper care of me is so taxing. like i wish it was a simpler process, but it's not. bc i gotta deal w the very real possibility that by having to go through this process, my medical trauma will be worsened even further. & it is already bad enough that i have panic attacks every time i have to go to any sort of medical facility.

im literally so fucking furious over how much this happens. & that there's no fucking consequence for doing it to a Human Being. for tossing a Human Being that needs medical care aside like a piece of fucking trash. the american healthcare system is such a stupid fucking joke.

#mine #and it sucks bc tbh im at a point where i rly wish i could say 'fuck it' & just. not bother. #but i dont have a choice bc im on daily medications that i cant abruptly stop & Have to take to function #like i literally dont even know how to like. deal w processing the doctor my family has had for potentially decades just dropping me #outta nowhere. like damn i literally cant even trust the doctor literally my entire immediate family has seen for YEARS #to fucking give a shit abt me. #ive been through such an absurd amount of betrayals this year i literally feel like a broken shell of a person #im numbing. i really fucking am. what the fuck else am i sposed to do. #like... literally i feel so nauseous over this shit. #no warning. no head's up. just 'oh btw we're not treating [them] anymore.' #like ????????????????? #bruh this year has fucking brutalized my dissociation. i literally dont feel like a real person w feelings anymore. #bc ive just been treated like a piece of shit that's an inconvenience & a burden & worth more effort than i deserve to be granted. #it's so... just... idk. man. i dont even have it in me to be sad or hurt anymore #im just so fucking burnt out & exhausted. ive been wallowing in merciless agony since i had to move back in w my parents #i am genuinely BARELY surviving at this point & Still shit just Keeps Piling On. #i literally dont know what to do w myself anymore. im trying as hard as i fucking can but holy fucking shit. #i already have way less energy to spare than the average person bruh. it's ridiculous #im sick of being told it'll be ok. im sick of being told ppl feel sorry for me. #im sick of complaining. im sick of being miserable. im sick of feeling like this. #i just want to be done w all the hardships im so fucking exhausted i dont wanna be a person anymore man. #also like. v fucking taxing bc not every doctor can nor will prescribe my adhd meds. #so. like. that's also terrifying. nauseating to deal with. #i literally just want to give up bruh and not even in a suicidal way like i just am so sick of trying for nothing #i could do nothing at all and still be put through bullshit im over it all im so fucking over it. #never in my life has being told 'it'll be ok' felt more dismissive than it does this year but my god. does it feel so dismissive & taxing. #ive literally never not been more not okay than i have been this year. & i continuously get more brutalized no matter what. #it's exhausting as shit just let me fucking breathe what the fuck jfc.

[foolishnpd]

I wonder how much my lack of friends comes from my social anxiety, or the fact that I refuse to even bother talking to the people who show interest in me because I think they're inferior idiots that I don't want to associate or make friends with because I think they'd bore me~

#lilyroaring #actually npd #social anxiety #it's likely both tbh #the anxiety comes first in a more primal fear kind of way #and then the arrogance comes around once my head clears #I just think most people are really so boring #there's almost nobody worth being friends with #it takes so much energy for me to be friends with someone #and I'm not wasting it on those kinds of idiots #I try to put a lot of effort into my friendships. sometimes more than I should #and I don't wish to waste that effort on someone inferior #I'm grateful people are interested in talking to me #I really don't get it. if they're just being sociable #or if I just seem so interesting and mysterious that they wish to speak to me #I've had people telling me I'm 'such a kind person' after talking at me for five minutes #when I was just sitting there ignoring them ;_; #like yeah. you really are an idiot aren't you #you don't know me at all #don't think we're friends

[anghraine]

Huh, some player in Queensdale map chat is going on frothing rants about "the left" and "liberals" (making no distinction between them, which is both "/sigh" and kind of funny if you've paid the slightest attention to Democratic primary elections) while simultaneously insisting that liberals are being emotionally manipulated by their politicians and professors, unlike the totally rational and dispassionate decision-making of conservatives.

Halfway through this bizarre rant he's broadcasting to the entire map, I reached the area where my personal story was taking place, zapped out to do the entire episode, finished it, returned to the general Queensdale map, and he was still at it and making these dramatic sweeping generalizations about how other countries took 45 seriously but have no respect for Biden, who is [something redacted by ArenaNet restrictions, no idea what it was] and just ARGLEGARBLE while the liberals who bothered to engage just kept requesting sources (only to be ignored, of course).

You get this kind of thing pretty often in PvP zones, but usually PvE maps shut it down fast, so I have no idea why he was doing the GW2 equivalent of screaming his screeds into a loudspeaker while declaiming about how rational he is.

#he was arguing that older people skewing conservative means that liberals are just brainwashed kids #who learn better once they have actual stakes by accumulating property and income #(/laughs in millennial) #and this other guy was like 'yeah it's true that a lot of people's politics are extremely self interested #so once they reach the point where they've got theirs they're willing to let others hang out to dry #but that's... bad actually' #a valiant effort but tbh not worth engaging with this guy #there is a peculiar kind of comedy to this right-wing asshole throwing this seething tantrum #and making it everyone's problem #and going on about how emotional liberals are and making a bunch of assertions w/ zero evidence #while the liberals were calmly requesting sources #happens that way a lot but still #anghraine babbles #ascalonian grudgeblog #anghraine's gaming #politics for ts #(lol an old tag) #us american blogging #(everyone involved was very definitely and aggressively one of my fellow citizens. regrettably in some cases)