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[leafcabbage]

Trick or treat 🏳️‍🌈

this would be the upcoming Halloween. its quite a relaxed affair on the actual day, as it is a weekday. they watch coraline which ranboo has seen with their parents but doesn't remember very well. it creeps tommy out the most. they get pizza (not a constant dinner as it once was... ranboo is attempting a somewhat more nutritious diet, what with the arfid and all.)

tommy attended a Real College Party the weekend before but found it was not as exciting as he thought because Wilbur, his lovely chaperone, spent the whole time making out with quackity. SAD!

#cabbage answers #drdi treats #halloween asks #fic asks #kissantassuset

[penny-anna]

I watched two first episodes of the witcher, i love jaskier and i also want to see him hurt so bad why is it always like this with my faves

right? right??

#kissantassuset

[claracivry]

I don't know if you are doing these but for the bad things happen bingo and jaskier: shock collar and/or drowning and/or accidentally hurt by a friend please?

So many things! Hurt by a friend was done yesterday, so I chose drowning :)

Here it isssss  with extra Geralt angst :)

Thanks for asking!!! Do leave feedback if you enjoyed!!

#my fics #bas things happen bingo #witcher fic #jaskier #geralt of rivia #jaskier whump #hurt jaskier #drowning #kissantassuset

[neroushalvaus]

Jos sitä otp-meemiä vielä teet niin oisko Kariluoto/Koskela? Kiitos jo valmiiksi :3

Kyllähän minä sitä otp-meemiä vielä teen, jos vain shippejä lähetellään ;) Kiitos!

kumpi joutuu helpommin tappeluun nakkikioskin jonossa? - No ainakin jos alkoholilla on osuutta asiaan, niin tosiaan Koskela. Kariluoto yrittäisi vähän rauhotella, mutta ei siitä mitään tulisi ilman jotain taustajoukkoja. “Ville rauhoitu.”kumpi kysyy parisuhdekriisin sattuessa neuvoja vauva.fistä? - Hmm, jos näistä jompikumpi sen tekisi, niin ehkä Kariluoto. Pistäisi sellaisen pitkän ja huolitellusti muotoillun avautumisen. Mammat saisi ihmetellä.kumpi varmemmin heittää toisen saunaillan aikana alasti lumihankeen? - Jotenkin musta tuntuu, että nää molemmat tekisi sitä, mutta Kariluoto varmaan alottaisi.kumpi jaksaa vieläkin pettyä, kun jouluna ei ole lunta? - Koskela pettyisi, mutta ei se mitään siitä sanoisi. Se vaan katsoisi hetken ulos ikkunasta hivenen surumielisen näköisenä ja keskittyisi sitten taas sisällä tapahtuvaan jouluun.kumpi sytyttää itsensä juhannuksena melkein tuleen? kumpi meinaa hukkua? - Nää varmaan osaisi aika hyvin pitää huolta itsestään. Kariluoto voisi tosin vahingossa kokkoa sytytellessään sytyttää jonkun housunlahkeensa, mutta kyllä siitä selvittäisiin.kumpi laittaa vuoteeseen Tom of Finland -lakanat just silloin, kun toisen vanhemmat on tulossa kylään? - Mieli tekisi sanoa, että Kariluoto pistäisi Koskeloiden tullessa kylään, mutta en ole varma, tekisikö se sitä. Kyllä se varmaan voisi? Sovitaan, että voisi.kumpi juo ES:ää kuin vettä ja kumpi pärisee jo ekasta tölkistä? - Kariluoto juo ES:ää kuin vettä. Sillä on käynnissä ihme jonneutuminen vain sen takia, koska sillä pitää olla energiaa Asiallisiin Hommiin eli opiskeluun ja muuhun. Koskela ei ole ES:ää koskaan maistanutkaan, mutta tuskin se siitä ihmeellisemmin pärisisi.kumpi itkee, kun Vain elämää -artistit vetävät poikkeuksellisen koskettavia tulkintoja? - Kariluodolla on veet silimis. Koskela kattoo sitä ohjelmaa vaan sen kanssa, koska ei ite tunne niitä artisteja koskaan. Kovasti se yrittää vain eläytyä ja hyräillä mukana, koska kyllä se tykkää kuunnella niitä vetoja.kumpi saa spontaanisti päähänsä lähteä hakemaan Virosta viinaa? - Näistä kahdesta… Hmm, nyt on pakko sanoa, että nää lähtisi Viroon muuten vain ja sitten ne viinat nyt vain tulisivat mukaan, kun kätevää on. En usko, että lähtisivät vartavasten viinaa hakemaan.kumpi kerää muumimukeja? - Kariluoto! En edes tiedä miksi eikä mulla ole tälle mitään canonisia perusteluja, mutta tää nyt vain tuntuu niin oikealta. Koskelan mielestä se on söpöä.kumpi pyytää aina baarissa DJ:tä soittamaan Antti Tuiskua? - Pfft. Kun Koskela on kännissä baarissa, DJ ei saa hetken rauhaa. “Soita, poika, soita se, jossa heilutaan… Eiku keinutaan… Se hmmm-hm-hmmmmm”kumpi puhuu naurettavan hyvää englantia ja kumpi suoltaa rallienglantia? - Voi pojat, Kariluoto puhuu naurettavan hyvää Englantia. Koskela sokeltaa jotain sinnepäin, mutta se on keskustelukumppaneiden mielestä aina vaan hurmaavaa ja tekee Koskelasta vielä helpommin lähestyttävän.kumpi on aina ekana jonossa, kun jossain jaetaan ilmaisia ämpäreitä? - Koskela varmaan, koska sille ämpäreiden käyttöarvo on selkeämpi asia, kuin Kariluodolle. Kariluoto vain huomaa, kuinka niiden saunaan/pesutiloihin/tms ilmestyy aina uusia ämpäreitä.

#''koskeloiden'' #toivottavasti ihan jees! jotenkin tunne etten hallitse kariluodon hahmoa kovin hyvin mutta yritin :D #kissantassuset #long post / #suomeksi #tuntematon sotilas #vilho koskela #kariluoto

[nowendil]

Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to know better

got tagged by @wilderogers, and I tag uhhhh @neroushalvaus @gay-rae @allergekko @iwouldfightu @soft-gay-kid @sokeriuntuva @kietoutua @kekkuli-heikki @casualprostitution @mrdaddystark @kissantassuset @tuskanhiki @lesbiankiliel @violasmirabiles @jul-likes-magpies @liskokasa @lumipyryharakka @sherlockholmesian @arofili @yhenkilonsiika @elsuiii and anyone else who wants to do this! and ofc none of y'all who I tagged are obligated to do this

nicknames: miu occasionally! my name is so short that people rarely get the need to shorten it even more alskaldksldk

zodiac sign: aquarius sun/capricorn moon/sagittarius rising/pisces mars (i know that people don't usually put anything else than s/m/r but I just really identify with my pisces mars so that's that on that)

height: somewhere around 160 cm, I'm not actually sure

hogwarts house: hufflepuff pride bitch!

the last thing i googled: “good omens book" I wanted to know if it's available in my library

favourite musicians: uhhh hozier, ABBA, Queen, Okra Playground, + anything from the 80s or early 00s or 10s that BANGS. I listen more to random songs than musicians

song stuck in your head: that fuckign. god damned hey witch doctor bitch ass fucker. you know that one

following: 1397 (I don't unfollow people like,, ever because I'm lazy and I always get trigger happy with that follow button when I get a new obsession)

followers: 284

do you get asks: rarely :(

amount of sleep: it's either like 6 hours or 14 hours,, there's no in-between

lucky number: 2! and 22. and 222. and 2222. the more 2s it has the better (it's because my birthday is 02.02.2000 aksjaksks)

what you’re wearing: an oversized black t-shirt and black little boy's sport shorts and black socks with pink watermelon slices on them

dream job: huuhaahumanisti

dream trip: I'd love to visit New Zealand! And maybe also Croatia, and Greece! And a road trip with friends would also be really cool

instruments: I can't play anything, sadly I'm totally tone-deaf and a rhythmless heathen

languages: Finnish, English, very very VERY basic Swedish, I can order a beer in Italian and sing a song about little toads in Latin

favorite songs: uhh ABBA - Does Your Mother Know, The Struts - Primadonna Like Me, Hozier - Sunlight, Hozier - No Plan, Freeman - Ajetaan Tandemilla, Baccara - Sorry I'm a Lady, Kirka - Hengaillaan, The Struts - Tatler Magazine

random fact: I wanted to be a rölli real bad when I was little

aesthetic: for myself, based on my looks? kinda edgy nerd who is simultaneously 5-years-old and 67-years-old. based on what I would like to look like/what vibes I would like to give? chaotic genderconfusing urban cryptid covered in glitter and vague 80s vibes (goth edition)

#nowe talks #ask games #bitch this was hard i don't know 21 people!!!!!!

[vir-gull]

Love, Virgil.

A small fic I wrote inspired by this post!

“...You fought hard to get me here. You deserve love as much as I do.”

Warnings: mild cursing, bad memories, frustration. Let me know if any need to be added.

Wordcount: 492

Virgil never knew that a twelve inch screen could be so annoying. Or intimidating.

“It’s just a letter, get it the fuck over with!” He groaned to himself. Did it have to be typed, too? Why had he even considered doing this after Roman had suggested? Virgil thumped his forehead against the desk, sighing, then looked up to the blinking cursor. He rubbed his thumb and index fingers together while he thought. How would someone even start off?

Hey, it’s Virgil! No, too cheery. ‘Sup? It’s Virge. Nope. Dear past me. Hm.

Dear past me: The only reason I’m writing this is because Roman made me. Well not really. He forced the idea into my head, kinda like an annoying song, and now I’ve gotta write this so I stop thinking about this and I am rambling to a keyboard.

Virgil sighed and shook his head before continuing. Anyway. 

I don’t really know what to say? I mean, I don’t like thinking about the past in general. That stuff usually happens at three A.M. in bed while I’m staring at the ceiling (Patton, if you’re reading, please don’t fight me, ily). But for the sake of finishing this letter, I guess. I remember not being accepted back then. I pretended it doesn’t but that shit hurt like hell. Patton was really the only one who didn’t act like I was , as Logan put it, a ‘defeatist’. That’s probably why I talk to Patton the most.

I remember… smearing on eyeshadow. God, that was horrible. I had no fucking idea what I was doing. All I knew was I looked more intimidating and the others seemed to listen to me more so. Yeah. It’s better now. My eyeshadow is darker (New Year’s resolution resolved, bitch!) and I don’t usually have to scare the others into listening to me.

Virgil actually found himself smiling- out of embarrassment or fondness for both of the new circumstances, he didn’t know- and kind of relaxing into the ideas that started to come forward.

I’m not scared all the time, now. I mean, yeah, I have my bad days. I think everyone does. But I’ve gotten better at handling them, especially since Patton, Logan… and even Princey...they help me through it. They tell me I’m wanted and most of the time? Most of the time, I end up believing them.

This is getting way too mushy, Virgil thought. He wrinkled his nose. Virgil couldn’t deny that he somehow felt… lighter.

I guess what I’m trying to say, past me, is this: There’s so much of you- my past self- that I don’t resonate with at all anymore, and some of you that I still do resonate with, but I… I love you just the same. You were growing, you were doing your best, and you fought hard to get me here. You deserve love just as much as I do.

Sincerely

Thanks

Love, Virgil.

Taglist under cut (just gonna tag... everyone. Lemme know if you don’t want to be tagged!(

Taglist:

@an-xi-e-tea @waryweasel @angered-turtle @cornycornfriendo @kikirwheeler @flight-of-the-dragonfly @thatawkmomentwhenulickafry @joyful-milkshake-observation @whumpxng @kingsketchdoodle @anxiousangelvirgil @justtrashthatyoudontcareabout @starrynightaurora @imjustbandtrash22 @donut371 @tawnyevergreen @demigodshadowhunterwizard @xxfluffypandazxx @advocateofathena @transpanprideftm @deceitful-deception @milomeepit @theonlyjelly-iwillput-inmybelly @ask-a-short-guy @saltygingersnaps @skullfire2004 @tatergator27 @virgiliananxiety @pandaherbologo14 @trashypansexual @thecheshirekittykat @lizaprocastinates @chipminkle @logical-creativity @gubbalupagus @tree4life25 @crazy-cat-lady32 @drizzlepasty @anxiety-has-anxiety @lox-hello1 @the-shadow-puppeteer @screw-good-usernames @ididntdothatnope @awkwardmazard1 @owo-uwu-uwu @marmite-arts @roguebandit-blog @angielapham @ghostieboii @thehellhere @tomatobees @starlightlogan @kissantassuset @justabitsleepy @shanisaur @redred1100 @awkward-and-punk @tacosandtimelords42 @somedaywellallbefree @feerakokoro1345 @annabethgalera @slowlyfadingaway5 @rorywithacamera @kona-zekaros @thesummerof5sauce @an-awkward-gay @impatentpending @thecrimsoncodex @transboy-frankzhang

#Virgil Sanders #sanders sides #ts fanfic #fanfic #fic #drabble #oneshot #logan sanders #sick roman sanders #patton sanders #love simon #letter #new format #my writing

[violasmirabiles]

Rules: Tag Nine People With Excellent Taste

I was tagged by @roswind & @glamorousdrama, thank u darlings <3

Colour(s): strong, rich reds, yellows & oranges

Last band t-shirt I bought: ,,,,,,uhh i literally dont remember

Last band I saw live: ihana leijona, tuomo & markus ft. verneri pohjola

Last song I listened to:  Litku Klemetti & Tuntematon Numero - Litku-Show

Last movie I watched: toivon tuolla puolen (the other side of hope)

Last three TV shows I watched: madventures, house m.d., the simpsons

Last 3 characters I identified with: lehto from the unknown soldier, bojack from bojack horseman, lynn denlon from saw iii

Book I’m currently reading: taide, kokemus ja maailma aka entrance exam material lol

im taggin @perkeleshirviniemi @voyagerfox @ikuinen-lapsi @blackboard-monitor @planetoidi @kissantassuset @pandartist @fantastictalesandwheretofindthem & @soft-gay-kid, no pressure tho <3

#got tagged

[leafcabbage]

Okay so this feels like a really weird thing to be happy about, considering that Ranboo is having such bad time, but them thinking that they don't want to die feel like such a big thing! Like, if we look at the last time their health was this shit, they had completely given up! They were fine, if not more than fine, with the concept of death! So now, no matter how shitty everything is, them going "I don't want to die" feels like a win, even if it is a very slim silver lining on a massive bitch of a stormcloud

YES!!! ranboo was literally ready to die in ycssgwtlfs! they were passively suicidal then, and have been for a good portion of their life since being in the hospital. it definitely is something to be happy about i think, wanting to live is definitely something that matters here, and marks a big change. they can recognize now that there are people who love them and want them to be okay, and that has definitely helped them want to be okay, plus tommy, tubbo, techno, bad, and the people in the senate have all given them a reason to think things can be better. they have friends, they essentially have a family at this point, they can see a better side to things that they want to get to, even if they dont know how to get there. they never learned how to take care of themself. they never learned what to do beyond work as hard as possible toward the next goal. but they want to live. they want to learn how to be able to live

thanks for the ask and i hope youre doing well!!

#cabbage answers #fic asks #kissantassuset #THANKS for the ask sorry if im rambling

[penny-anna]

I just watched the last two episodes of the witcher too!! Like i just finished them and then came to check tumblr and boom there's your post about geralt and that "witcher facts" powerpoint (it was hilarious)

gskgjlf GOOD

#kissantassuset

[leafcabbage]

For some reason seeing the Beloved family tree with all the names (except Ranboo's) hits hard, because I knew that they are the last of their family but that tree illustrates it so well and just. What a trauma that must be like I've been so focused on the physical health and car crash and stuff that I haven't fully like, realized that Ranboo literally has NO ONE left of their family

DUDE i felt that too when i was making it!!! i was like, adding in their cousins and unchecking the still living box and like... damn. they really do be alone out there. i put in that their dad had no siblings and his parents were dead too, but it didn't show it (ill add it at the end of this). they literally have no one, and its not because of only children and stuff (sorry if i even said that, im cementing backstories now rip). its because everyone dies. i bring up this part of YCSSGWTLFS

ranboo knew a lot of the people who had died, though all died before ranboo turned 13. theres a plot of land in a cemetery in maine that is entirely beloveds. they still have issues around death and processing it, because death was just such a fact of their life from a young age. the first time they even considered what death really was was when their great uncle died despite there being plenty before that. it was just a thing that happened a lot. but YEAH. ranboo is alone in the bio family department. and certainly familiar with death. not particularly afraid of it either.

#tw death #fic asks #cabbage answers #kissantassuset #bro your asks always have me talking for WAYYY too long

[leafcabbage]

Idk if you are up for answering asks right now so absolutely no pressure to answer, but hi !! It's been a while !! I genuinely missed the latest chapter and read it like,, yesterday because uni has been kicking ass lmao but reading the chapter was a nice break and WE LOVE TO SEE ranboo and tubbo actually talking!! The whole chapter was a treat, very comforting <3 there isn't really a deeper point to this ask dfghjj just wanted to send one. If you want to share any fun facts about drdi (or life or anything) then go wild i would love to hear it

hi hi!!! good to see you again!! im glad you enjoyed the chapter :D im really proud of that one, LOVE a good turning point. im so glad theyre finally talking lol, i could Not write them not being pals anymore. im sorry uni has been kicking your ass but also handshake dude because SAME!! you arent alone we are in this together. thank you so much for this ask it made me smile a lot!!

as for fun facts.. hmm.... after this fic we're getting into what i consider to actually be the meat of the drdi story lol. yeah its taken a year and a half, but here we are! i very much see drdi as like... a tv show with seasons rather than separate fics. certain things in this fic wont be fully wrapped up until like 2 fics from now. things like tommys backstory are gonna keep building for a while... OH! if you want some idea of a future fic thing, listen to eight by sleeping at last and thumbs again by lucy dacus and think about tommy and wilbur! thats gonna be a whole thing :] uhhh im working slowly but surely on some more oneshots for the side series, one is gonna be about aimsey and ranboo at the taco bell, and the other is gonna be a tubbo centric one set during the next fic inspired by chinese satellite by phoebe bridgers. if anyone is interested in specific lyrics for any of those songs send an ask lol.

okay i think thats it off the top of my head (though i will ALWAYS answer drdi questions !!) thank you so much again for the ask it was really nice!! i hope you're doing alright and uni isnt kicking ass too bad anymore!

#cabbage answers #fic related #kissantassuset

[leafcabbage]

I KNOW it was probably very bad for their health and that Ranboo really shouldn't be pushing themself but that chapter of drdi where they just go out and get through the day by themself was for some reason so very satisfying to me. Maybe it's the contrast to how Tubbo treated them and how passive they were, but it feels like Ranboo finally got back some of the spark he had at the beginning and lost during the breakdown months (Obviously they deserve support and to not to have do everything by themself, but after how suffocating and overbearing Tubbo was, this sort of feels like the better option)

oooh i LOVE this ask because that is definitely a huge part of the chapter!! at the start of that chapter ranboo had the "i can do this with no help and that is how i will prove myself" mindset and at the end he says "even when I do need help with— with everything, I’m still a person" (chapter 12, leafcabbage). which is the realization that ultimately needs to happen. its not that he doesnt need help and needs to do everything alone, it's that he needs to be helped by people who treat him with respect and the understanding that he is his own person, and who encourage him to do the things he wants to do/can do on his own without forcing constant assistance. at the beginning of ycssg, ranboo was incredibly independent to his own detriment, he forced himself to be, he was neglected and emotionally abused for years, and to get himself out of that situation he had to fully sacrifice his mental and physical health, and he comes into SPU thinking that, not only can he continue that, but that this is where it’s supposed to pay off. he’s finally fully independent, with no lorraine and a fresh start. he obviously is immediately thrown into a new horrible situation, and that does a fucking number on his mental and physical health again and fucking crushes any hope he had. this chapter though is where you get the same stubbornness that got him to SPU back. it’s not about him being suddenly physically capable of pushing himself, it’s about him having the same drive to get himself out of a shitty situation again. does that mean he makes the healthy decision for himself? ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! but it IS what leads to his ultimate realization that he deserves better.

RANBOO ISNT A PASSIVE PERSON!! he has LEARNED to be, he has found that the best way to deal with people like his former teachers and lorraine and dream and dr. walker and professor cox is to be quiet and take it. he has been taught time and time again that he should keep his head down, people please, and keep working, keep moving forward. that’s what he learned in 11:11 and that’s what he will never let go of, that the most important thing to do is keep working toward something. he has yet to find his time when he can finally set that down, finally fully rest, and so he wont. but at his heart, ranboo is fucking stubborn and kind of judgemental (see: him being like “yikes dont wanna stick around for this” with dream) and funny and is capable of giving as good as he gets but he DOESNT! i could go crazy insane about this guy, i love him so much.

im SO sorry i went way off base with what your actual ask was, i just!!! have so much to say. in my view of it, that chapter isnt satisfying because ranboo pushes themself too far and does the physically unhealthy thing, it is satisfying because they are finding who they are again. they are stepping out of that passive persona, and starting to move forward in a better way than before.

THANK YOU so much for this ask! hope youre well!!

#sorry this took so long to reply to i was halfway through then had to stream then had to get back on a roll #cabbage answers #fic asks #kissantassuset

[leafcabbage]

DRDI!RANBOO ASKING FOR HELP WE LOVE TO SEE IT they deserve help and Tommy doesn't suffocate them with it so these are like,, ideal circumstances for Ranboo learning to ask for and accept help (not counting the whole thing where Tommy fucked up with Dream, but even then Ranboo actively asked for Tommy to leave, which in my eyes is a success)

YEAHHH THINGS ARE MOVING FORWARD!!! ranboo was definitely feeling more like they could trust tommy (though... thats definitely been effected now) and was willing to accept help that was offered from a source they trust! their time with bad is another example of that, and its definitely good for them to be getting like... consensual assistance. and YEAH the whole thing has restructured a lot for ranboo, and the fact that tommy listened when ranboo told him to leave will definitely have a positive impact on their relationship with tommy once they work things out over the stuff with dream and tommy crossing a clearly set boundary. that passiveness... it is starting to fade a little :]

#cabbage answers #kissantassuset #fic asks

[leafcabbage]

Oh that answer to an ask. About how Dream didn't really see Ranboo as a person bc they were just There. Because of course he didn't! People generally don't consider, in a sense, other people having their own lives, and if Dream had stuff going on, he would absolutely just see Ranboo as someone who would to the work he couldn't do! And then after Tommy yells at him Dream's view of Ranboo sort of rearranges and then Ranboo walks in the office (and takes the mask off!) and Dream is genuinely seeing them in a new light and I love this fic so much ahhhhhh

no i totally got you!!! and YES ranboo was definitely acting differently to what dream expected of them when they were in the board office in chapter 12, not only has tommy just made him reflect on the shit he pulled (and sapnap. they did very much have a talk), but ranboo is showing a lot more personality AND the tables have kind of turned! as awkward as ranboo is, it's DREAM who is anxious, he feels like the one with no power over the situation. ranboo doesnt even REALIZE that they have the upper hand in that moment, but they do! dream feels incredibly guilty and he is currently more bothered by everything than ranboo, because ranboo has bigger issues right now! im SO excited to write more about those two!! and im glad youre enjoying them too :D

#cabbage answers #fic asks #kissantassuset

[leafcabbage]

This is a tw alcohol i guess but im tipsy so im not going to comment bc i want to leave a Coherent comment (and hopefully remember to do that tomorrow) but SO MUCH COMMUNICATION AND ALSO SNEEG WE LOVE TO SEE IT also tommy broke my heart a few times this chapter and i LOVE that bc he seems like he's so careless but he's not and it's such a twist without being a twist at all!!!!!!!! I love this please tell me a fun fact about this chapter or your favorite moment that you had to cut out of the chapter for whatever reason, thank you for writing and reading and good night <3

SORRY for the late reply. no excuse. im glad you enjoyed the chapter though!! LOTS of communication and MORE to come also more sneeg i promise god i was so excited for him you have NO idea. holy shit. as for a cut scene, i was gonna do a cute little moment with the boys having to struggle to get the pigtails outta ranboos hair but the scene was going too long as it was unfortunately. maybe one day ill do a collection of little domestic scenes that felt outta place. thank you for the ask!!

#cabbage answers #tw alcohol mention #kissantassuset

[penny-anna]

About that running thing, I always do stuff like that when I'm thinking about "scenes" (like I 'm daydreaming about fanfiction I'm probably never going to write lol) and especially if they have a lot of action and it's just me running abd jumping and often I can't remember moving or doing anything, I just get this... rush of adrenaline?? and suddenly I'm in a different place in my room with the vague knowledge that I moved. Idk I never knew that other people got something like this

ohh yes I do that too. like I’m at my desk & hit a certain kind of thought and I have to get up and run to the other side of the room. it’s odd.

#kissantassuset