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esfanndihyar · 3 years
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thomas: yeah i will throw you into the thames if you ever talked to me again but i would still screw you if you asked
alastair, absolute confusion: what?
matthew, horrified: what?
thomas, gay panicking: what?
christopher, eating lemon tarts in the background: you said you would screw alastair if he asked
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brightwoods · 3 years
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omg hi i finally found you here! i came to tell you how i LOVE your fic. i absolutely adore it and you as well of course thank you for writing the fic <3 also have you finished choi?
Thank you so much!!!!! This is so nice!!! 💖 And I have finished Chain of Iron!!!
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valecarstairs · 3 years
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I know we had have a lot of bingos these days but I needed to do another one, soooo... here we have my loved
Warlocks bingo
(I didn't put Tessa because other people have already done her so it would have been just repetitive)
I'm tagging some people (don't feel obliged, do it only if you want to): @itsdaughterofthemoon @westanalastaircarstairs @cuebooks @tiredassbibliophile @magnusthefreewheelingbisexual @mellowheartbeats @mariflorenceisabella @finnick-annie and everyone who sees it!
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Thomas Lightwood, ily, but don't you dare to praise Alastair's looks alone. Admire his ✨personality ✨
okay I've got a new take-
shoutout to @mellowheartbeats for their post connecting what Thomas said about Alastair being dangerous to the "break-up" scene!
okay so I think that maybe Thomas has not accepted that he's in love with Alastair??? it's so obvious that he feels that way and has felt that way, from before he found out about the rumor, however I can see him subconsciously denying his romantic attraction.
sexual attraction is different! he can tell himself that he's attracted to/excited by danger, he can trick himself into believing that's why he kept it such a tightly locked secret, etc. so alastair's comment at the end isn't really unfounded! he's very perceptive and understands thomas very well, and that's what tom thinks, too. except... him breaking things off because he doesn't want to be dangerous/unhealthy for thomas is,, exactly what someone who was dangerous/unhealthy for him wouldn't do? Would someone who was dangerous/unhealthy for him secretly risk his life every night to make sure he was safe?
after COI, this could be a very big dissonance for thomas, because he thought he understood his attraction towards alastair but if he truly was only attracted to the danger, why doesn't he feel less attraction now? Why is he more attracted to safe/healthy alastair than dangerous/unhealthy alastair? I swear I'm gonna insert myself into this book for the sole purpose of singing the muses' part of "I Won't Say (I'm in Love)" every time thomas thinks about alastair.
tl;dr: thomas needs to accept that he's in love with all of alastair and go on long tangents to him about how smart and compassionate and lovely he is, the end.
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esfanndihyar · 3 years
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—To Bring A Fire, Chain of Iron
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—Older Than God, Chain of Iron
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esfanndihyar · 3 years
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thomas: how’s the most beautiful boy in the world doing?
alastair, not even looking up from his newspaper: i don’t know, tom. how are you?
thomas:(゚▽゚`*)? no i asked you.
matthew: i’m fabulous thanks for asking.
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esfanndihyar · 3 years
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*slaps nakyum’s butt* this bad boy can fit so much seungho in it
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esfanndihyar · 3 years
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I Did Not Pay THREE (3) coins for this chapter to leave an emotional scar on me
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