#my heart feels so full looking at him...

[1980ssunflower]

AOUHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸 #tape entry circa 1980 #im so overcome by my feelings for my ryan... #oh my baby... my pretty baby boy mi principe... #my heart feels so full looking at him... #how can a man be so fucking beautiful... im getting all emotional #oh my baby my baby mi bebe mi vida... #i cant take it #i need to cup his cute little face in my hands #feel his soft skin under my fingertips and brush his pretty brown hair behind his ears #i want to feel the shiny plastic of his glasses as i push his hair behind his ear #i want to look into his gorgeous dark brown eyes and see how they sparkle when they look into mine <33 #see the way his lips quiver as i move so close where he can feel my breath against him #i want to feel how he grabs onto my shirt and melts against me already surrendering himself to me completely #just wanting me close to him just wanting me to touch him #wanting to feel the warmth of the love and adoration he knows i give him #i want for us to just kiss deep and passionately laying together in bed until its been long enough for them to have become slow and soft #our limbs tangled into eachother as we just desperately cling onto one another #i want to nuzzle my face against his... and i want him to do the same #i want to hear him giggle as he cuddles me and gets himself as comfy as he can as he sighs against my neck #his warm soft breathe tickling me and making me laugh softly as i pet his hair #i want to feel ryan trace invisible things onto my skin as we talk abt anything and make stupid jokes where we end up laughing together #falling off the bed and just staying like that as we just keep laughing and poking at eachother #min just walks in like what the fuck are you guys doing ghfdjk #siiigh i miss my ryan so so much...

[loves2spwge]

a very sweet & loving stankyle kiss i commissioned from @currrsy 💙💚

#sp style #south park #aaahh this still feels so dreamy i need 2 keep staring at them forever and ever #the little details!!!!! just agh love the way their hair looks so fluffy and messy and its still my fav thing about cursys stan #poor baby always looks like hes in need of a good rest and here it looks like kyle can kiss him until he falls asleep #kyles got him hes safe in his arms ;; #the little hearts were such a cute little bonus ^_^ and the green shade was exactlyyyy what i had in mind !! #and all their freckles & beauty marks so so love i kissie each and every one ✨ + stans dark circles mwah 💋 #my heart is so full and happy thank you so much cursy!!💗 #💘

[risenshiney]

💛🐶SCRIMBLY GOOD BOY HOURS

SKRUNKLY POTATO MOMENTS🐶💛

#oatchi #poochy #pikmin #yoshi island #super mario #drawing #fanart #PIKMIN 4 #IN 10 DAYS #WHAT CAN I SAY #IM WEAK TO SCRUNGY #only watched family play 1st and 2nd pikmin but couldn't get into it bc it seemed so STRESSFUL #but for this game i plan to make an exception #the japanese here is just onomatopoeia for barking staring and sleeping lol #oatchi looking kinda too off model but i liked how this came out ill draw him better next time waaaaa #also i finally post fandom content during its hype WHAT SWEET HECKERY IS THIS #prob not really accurate but the idea of poochy interacting w another tiny weird dog thingy made my heart a bit too full #sorry for the tag vomit i have feelings lmao

[obihoe]

aughhhh, he is literally so babygirl to me ..

#posts #😔 i luv him ... #was going thru some screenshots last night and immediately sat down and drew this asdfdgds #he looks so baby here ... #and this scene its so touching to me somehow #its when hsrm and him have just founded the village #and theyre planning and talking abt how they will further proceed. and hsrm has all these good news abt how more and more clans #will be joining them #and mdr is. he is sooo ... he is so happy and so content here. and so nice .. #there is also this scene where he helps this girl who they see running around and then fall on her face lol #and mdr gets there and tries helping her .. he is so nice here. and kind ... #there's such a warmth between them u know. mdr seems so warm and so peaceful and content #its the only time during the WHOLE story where u see him like this #bc hsrm and him they are close here ... and he gets this warm feeling from him #and he's full of hope and all asdfgdss #i also think its so cute how they talk to each other here like hsrm suggests the thing w the carving mdr's face in the stone hills #and mdr is like. ummm are u sure lmao like he's so Embarrassed #asfsfdfds #its so cute #and then hsrm is like 'well we'd need to make some adjustments tho cuz ur face looks kind of brutal' asfsfdfds #and he Winks at him as he says it! aughh. its like literally they are flirting here #also mdr going 'well at least im not Moping around all the time like u do. my face is still better than urs' asddfdfds #its so aughhh u can just feel the affection between them ... it makes my heart ache #madara #hsmd

[cantagirldrawinpeace]

Been reading Law Novel 👍

(super legally and not at all from a Google Docs English fan translation 👀)

WOLF ONE PIECE I KNOW YOURE NOT CANON BUT YOU REMAIN FOREVER FAMOUS TO MEEEE!!!

(Handwriting translations under the cut)

1-

Law: Junk-ya this is Bepo. He’s a polar bear and he’s going to live with us now. Be nice

Bepo: He brought me here without explaining anything..sorry….

2-

I like this sad old man :)

3-

Wolf: I swear, I let ONE kid stay - out of pure convenience - and they just kept multiplying!

Dadan: Tell me about it…

Both of them, thinking: I LOVE MY FUCKIN KIIIIDDDDSSSS!!!!

#tho I do acknowledge that wolf’s role - at least towards Law - is not exactly parental #which is one of the reasons Law likes it so much - since he’s being taken seriously after all the Trauma™️ #but regardless it’s full of love and they are ‘his kids’ - as in the kids he houses and who follow him around and feel happy living with him #they’re family. but maybe not in the father-son way like you may define his and Cora’s relationship #but the love and safety that comes from having a kind adult to look out for you and prepare you for life as you go through it #or the joy of having a young person in your house who looks up to you and brings joy/meaning to your life is all still there #it’s kinda the same for Dadan actually - though different cuz of the ages and ways that she got her kids are much different- especially Ace #plus wolf does it voluntarily lmao. not to diss Dadan ofc I love her - but it’s sweet to see how non-reluctant this guy is #Law has always been so loved - even if he kept losing the people who loved him for a while - and it makes me so emotional #anyway i love him #he’s canon in my heart stfu 😭 #one piece #one piece fanart #my art #trafalgardwaterlaw #trafalgar law #one piece law #law novel #novel law #one piece novel law #wolf one piece #genius inventor wolf #one piece wolf #one piece bepo #bepo one piece #curly dadan #one piece dadan #heart pirates

[designernishiki]

I feel like I liked yakuza 5 a lot more than most people for some reason

#like a lot of people seem to not like it or think it’s mid #idk man but it was one of the games I enjoyed most and I really liked the range of characters you get to play #love me a murder mystery too #idk I think people seem to not like how disjointed the plot is at first and trying to keep up with everyone’s seperate plot and characters #and etc. but I personally really liked how it was all disjointed and the further you get into the game / the more characters you play the #more shit starts coming together and forming a full picture #like don’t get me wrong it’s not perfect and I do have qualms with some. choices. (mostly having to do with majima and #mirei) but overall it’s one of the games I’ve enjoyed the most and that’s kept me interested in the plot the most #fantastic to get a more in-depth look at haruka and to get to really know her by playing her and seeing how she interacts with people and #choices she makes and etc. I don’t think she was a fully fleshed out character prior to that #loved her with all my heart already don’t get me wrong but she just didn’t have much time on screen especially as a teenager to fully get #her personality across and some of the issues she deals with (mommy issues. abandonment issues #etc). #and her and uncle akiyama are a very nice unexpected duo!!! #the different settings were fun too. overall I think the whole thing just felt like more of a streamlined story in a way with drastically #different viewpoints depending on the character #also shinada’s a gift. bless him #daigo feels three dimensional and emotionally present in a way I didn’t see much in other games- even when he’s literally a boss in 4. tbh #the only other time I think he feels really solid as a character is in fuckin dead souls. I think it’s cause it’s SO rare to see daigo in #non-serious situations or vulnerable with people on purpose. dead souls has the first thing and y5 has a bit of both #and I could complain more about how y6 SHOULD have made daigo more present instead of sending him to fuckin jail the whole time but. I do #get that that was kind of important to the plot. I mean to have that power vacuum. don’t think all three of them should’ve been put in jail #but I digress. anyway I got off topic point is I enjoyed yakuza 5 it is very unique in my opinion #y5 #rambling #ALL THESE TAGS AND I FORGOT TO MENTION KIRYU BEING ANGSTY AND GAY AS HELL. THE BEST PART OF YAKUZA 5

[thebirdandhersong]

But where do I put all this love? It's inside of me, growing and festering and threatening to explode out of me. Who do I give it to now? Where does it go? Where does it go to fade away? Where does it go to die a quiet death? There isn't a pair of familiar hands to receive it anymore, and no longer a welcoming mailbox waiting with its mouth open. Where does it all go and where should I put it? Who do I love now, the way I loved that boy?

#what a headache this is. i dont love him anymore which is just as well because oftentimes that ish HURT. #but whose hand do i hold who do i cook dinner for who will turn to me with laughter in their eyes #like they know i understand the joke who will hold the umbrella so far over my head their whole sleeve gets wet #who do i send letters to while full knowing i'll never get a response but still hoping for one who will wink at me across #the dinner tablr who will walk me home who will i think of while im dancing in the kitchen #who will i make tea for who will i agonize over while planning birthday and Christmas gifts #who will i love the same way? where do i put this mountain of love #what do i do with all the little specific ways i learned to love #and who will love me when the only person who has ever looked and me and said i love you and i want to cherish you #was also the person who made me feel like an afterthought a sincere but directionless fling #who made me feel undesirable and unseen and unwanted? i have never felt so unwanted the way i felt at the very end #anyway this is probably a sign that im up way too late anyway what is the point in wondering lol #since breaking up with the boy i have shot my shot with four other friendly candidates #and have been gunned down by disinterest or unfortunate barriers #since breaking up with him four of my friends have gotten engaged and one has begun a new promising relationship #and four others are pregnant. when will i not have to examine my heart #and see the ugliest kinds of covetous resentful thoughts and feelings and be like #ah yes this is not a healthy response #also no wonder the only boy who ever thought you were worth loving never loved you fully and completely #he signed up for what he thought was a beautiful heart a beautiful mind a beautiful soul no wonder he was disappointed

[oatbugs]

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#i havent come to terms with the fact that one of the people i held closest to my heart has graduated and i wont see him for a good while #until i can shell out the money to fly to singapore. i get the feeling this is the conductors first shift on the train. #(all the black and breathing rapture) so welcome to charing cross? are you ready? an adminstration error #you are covered in the metallic stench of the rusty chains of command. its time to make four thousand pounds. i thought of you. #here in the garden of england she scrapes the shards of glass from the black sea. first with a spoon and then a knife and the with the #hairdryer that belonged to his mother. in the back of his car i can feel the stutter and jutter of the wheels the same shaky-straight path #of a beginner driver. i love you and the trees. hes finally growing his hair out. here is an enclosed metal room #more man than machine. i wont see you for another year. driving dangerously close to an 8-wheeled tall box i feel safer with you #than i ever will at home. weve already started a campfire in the backseat of your car ive got you didnt i? #we laid in the luxury of a four-person tent next to the mass of campfires and stars and i told her i thought you hated me #I've never hated you. ive never hated anyone except my father. here is how to forgive unspeakable things. #i am really all that ive been looking for. youre not a narcissist baby youve just got a lying problem. take molten gold #and glue the fragments of yourself back together. we cant stop crashing into the sky. drink wine straight from the grapes in the vineyard #and when you give it give it all. studies have shown you view your own future self as a seperate person #and oftentimes you have less empathy for this other person than for a friend. it is time to extend your kindness unequivocally. #the aviation tax attorney on the train floating on water told us a short story of her life. a smile full of charisma and #feeling old retiring at 47. theres a lot about you we shouldn't know. GRAB A GUN AND SHOOT THE IMAGE OF YOURSELF STRAIGHT IN THE MIRROR.

[peachyykira]

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#I don’t know how intentional it is #but the way he’s encouraging me and pushing me to take better care of myself in what feels like subtle ways just has mt heart all warm #this man helped me figure out budget friendly options for my groceries and is giving me different ways to put them together #I’m eating real food. meals. at home. for the first time in like at least a year? #he answers all my dumb baby cooking questions #he encourages me when i feel like idk what I’m doing (like today when I was making a breakfast bowl and nothing was done at the same time) #like idk how to explain it totally #but basically I feel CARED for. looked after. loved? #even though he’s 4 hours away #and like this is just one aspect! there’s so much more he’s doing all the time that makes me feel safer and happy #idk man. I just have a full tummy (of REAL FOOD) and am feeling feelings. #idk if or when he will see this but I just needed to get it out. I hope he knows how much I appreciate him 💜 #🤓 daddy #talking peach

[byler-heart]

no but imagine if the scripts were actually real but people started saying the writing was like a wattpad fanfiction and even bad writing (bc it was pro byler and the jancy problem) so the duffers were so embarrassed they decided to say it was fake? lmaoooo

#byler #the situation was so weird too #anyways i kinda feel bad for nick and i dont like how the duffers handle the thing either #at least we're getting official scripts scenes #but if they're not as iconic as: #HIS MOUTH DRY AS CALIFORNIA SUMMER #Mike smiles. Will BLUSHES #His face can light up a room #no! don't look at him. #i hate who i am #now it's Mike who doesn't get it #Will turns to a window full of emptiness that goes on forever #He STIFFLES HIS SOBS fuly resigned to knowing he's just ripped off the Band-Aid #THEN I DON'T WANT IT #these will forever be real in my heart

[childoferebus]

Work is bad and life is hard but sometimes you wake up to beautifully rendered art of your gremlin getting owned by his best friend and a finger trap and then everything is beautiful and okay again

#My heart is full of love #what a great way to start the day #it even makes me feel better about the whole #'I can't justify your hours so retrain people you already trained #No I don't want that powerpoint you made for the entire group we have a powerpoint at home' #and also getting called by another job #who did not look at my application #and asked if a 2000 mile commute would be possible #WHO CARES ABOUT THAT I HAVE SICK ASS ART OF MY MISERABLE SADSACK BEING SHOWN LOVE #INCOMPREHENSIBLE TO HIM #HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH IT

[comikissu]

had insane, nasty car sex last night and got my face slapped ♡ hair pulled ♡ ass smacked ♡ fingered til I thought I was gonna cry ♡ kissed all over ♡ and I got to just lay my head in his lap while he played with my hair ♡

#this is literally all ive ever wanted #and the way he looks at me! #it makes me melt #my heart feels so full #ive never had someone be this romantic with me #and since im a fucking gushy mess of romance whenever i choose a person #this is like heaven to me #and his moans when i give him head are so fucking comforting and cute #makes me moannnnn

[mrs-kelly]

Every day I just. Look at pictures of Charlie and get so teary-eyed at how much I love him 🥺❤️❤️❤️

#I always open up an always Charlie set and look for awhile and then my heart gets so full 🥺❤️ #this man is mine. I claim him ❤️ #gonna love and kiss him forever and ever for all of time 🥰❤️❤️❤️ #gonna make sure he knows how funny and clever and handsome he really is ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #I just!!! waaaa!!! I love him!! I love him and I love him more every single day #even when I’m so tired and busy and it’s hard to feel anything. I love him 🥺❤️ #ren speaks #renlie

[1980ssunflower]

LOOK AT THE CUTEST MAN IN THE WHOLE WORLLDDDD AOUAAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #tape entry circa 1980 #IM FILLED W SO MUCH LOVE FOR MI BEBE MI MIN-GI💙💙💙❣❣❣ #HES SO UNBELEAVABLY GORGEOUS AND JUST ADORABLE JUST LOOKING AT HIM MAKES ME FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS IN MY THROAT #AND MY STOMACH IS FULL OF BUTTERFLIES W MY FACE ALL RED #I LOVE HIMM MI BEBE LUZ DE MI VIDA.... #i just love love sm how soft his features are... so round i just want to squeeze him in my arms and to hold his face in my hands 🥺💙 #he has such cute squishy cheeks hehe #and he has the cutest most kissable nose in the whole worrlddd mi carinooo #auhh and i just really would like to run my hands through his hair #especially w the back of his hair hehe its so nice to play w #god id do anything to feel him hold me and feel him press kisses wherever he can 🥺💙💙 #im so overwhelmed w the love i feel rn for my baby i just love him and ryan more than is humanly possible #theyre my everything its like the 3 of us were made for one another

[silverselfshippingchaos]

he's soooo cute!!

#oh m.atthew.. you cutie.. #ash rambles 💚 #also i LOVE his accent #it's so cute! #although uh. tbh. i've had to pause the game several times and look up british slang since he just says shit sometimes- #my s/i has an american accent too ajdjajjs all 3 of my xeno s/is do actually! #it doesnt really matter for a.khos since he has an american accent too but. uh. d.unban and m.atthew? yeah.. #ash sometimes teases and jokes about how she has no idea what he's on about sometimes #but really she could listen to him talk all day #his voice is so sweet and he always says the most fun things ajdjaje his lines always make me giggle!!! he stole my heart! #he's all i can think about!!!!! #man... freaking m.atthew... #mr v.andham.. do you want a mrs v.andham? #AHEM #but yeah. m.atthew v.andham has lowkey consumed every single waking thought i have #he's the bf of all time! he's so sweet and fun and he's soooo strong!!! lifted this one girl with one arm #fights by punching things aksjqks it's so cool watching him #also he's so goofy.. as he always says.. he is feeling Full Of Beans+ #*! #I'm feeling full of beans 🫘!

[gatun-gatunesco]

Fleabag

"People make mistakes... that is why they put a rubbers in the end of pencils"

#personal post #So i kind of forced myself to finish Fleabag season 1. Since the beginning i knew was not something i would see for pleasure #of course was very difficult as 1) i have become sex repulsed once again and 2) she is really fucked up. She needs a terapist #it was a recomendation from them and i knew i just see them in the character facing similar problems and similar way of thinking #the last episode hurts a lot and hurts me more after what happened between us. the decisions they made. the way it ended again #i know they wanted to talk about this. i shame myself once again as i was so late to do so. But yet again. i was right about my fears #about how i saw them reflected in her. how they were taking a similar bad road in life. how they mental illness was going to mess up all #after what happened with him. how they did not said anything. how they just give it all to please him and make a nice memory for him #after how they let him just go full gallop and basically let him use them in the most vulnerable moment so far... #i can only wish they learn. that they realize. that they finally could apply something from the life of another person. even if is fiction #after finishing this season. i can understand and let the anger that i had in me vanished just as fast as it came #but the sadness will remain. the event will remain. the need for me to stay away will remain. i can not help them anymore #it will only hurt me not being able to help. to feel powerless meanwhile i just see them going a downfall. mistake after mistake #i could not bear to see the person i cared the most being that fucked up and not try to help. but i already did that mistake. it finished u #my role as a caregiver is still so mixed within myself. as since my mistakes i would not force nor try anything without them doing it first #so. for them that are indecisive yet impulsive. that are people pleaser even when it hurt them deeply. naive with a gold heart #that want to be friends with all as they feel so lonely. Prisoners of they body and themselfs... #going that softly versus everyone else who is more assertive (even them in a impulsive moment) was not going to work just with words #but i can not do it in another way. i am more sensitive and delicate than one could guess just by looking at me. is not in my nature #forceful? nope. without caution? no. fast? no. i can not hold anger. i can not be unforgiving. Even when i always remember #i can still do damage. just not in a convetional way and is mostly involuntary. i am far from perfect but i am also far from terrible #i am a person who also had done mistakes. But being honest. excepting one i never did something so bad i could not forgive myself eventuall #and i say all this because even with all the pain that is forcing myself to stay away. i just hope they could find a healthy road again... #without the need to make more mistakes or do such things that they may not be able to fix or came back at all... #for them to not regret still being alive. to be happy in a good way without destroying themselfs #i just hope i can be able to see that one day. even if is just from far away and as a total stranger #because i like thing no one else would see and enjoy they beauty in they own unique way #vent post #vent tag #tw vent