#my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Do you think since Kaiba has so much money an tech that he could have came up with such believable proof that santa exists (if they celebrated ig) bevause it made Mokuba happy that it was hard to convince Mokuba he doesn’t exists. Like he would be like mokuba it's time to tell you truth samta isn't real and mokuba would pull up years of like security photoage or like the time to the north pole to see santa and his elves and kaiba is just trying to tell him it was all fake but it all looked so real and he just did to good of job of making mokuba that he couldn't make him not believe. I like to think he had to fake Santa's death.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #mokuba kaiba #kaiba brothers #christmas #seto has so much money like this is completely possible #and this wouldnt be the most extravagant use of said money

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Yall i can't ao3 being done js killing where else am i supposed to read about two people who hate each other fall in love. On wattpad???

#yu gi oh #yugioh #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #ao3 #ao3 is down #wattpad slander

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I got in the mood to write a fic again :]], not any of my work in progresses yet :[[ a new fic, and cause of my obsession with stardew valley it's stardew valley au puppyshipping, yippee, I don't know how long it is going to be, it probably will be like a series of oneshots so then I won't feel pressured to keep updating :]] i will let yall know when and if it comes out

#yu gi oh #seto kaiba #fanfic idea #stardew valley #stardew valley au #puppyshipping #puppyshipping fics #violentshipping fic #violentshipping #jounouchi x kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #joukai #kaijou #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I started writing a fic where both jou and kaiba are dealing with religious trauma as they try to work through their feelings towards each other and the internalized homophobia and self loathing is a little too good. I really dont want to know what that says about me.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #puppyshipping #violentshipping fic #violentshipping #violent shipping #kaijou #fanfic #ao3 #as always when finish i will drop a title and user #religous trauma #internalized homophobia #self loathing #self reflection #i relate to much to what i am writing

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters (Anime & Manga) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler/Kaiba Seto Characters: Kaiba Seto, Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler Additional Tags: Angst and Tragedy, Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Character Death, Suicidal Thoughts, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Guilt, Kaiba Seto Has Issues, Kaiba Seto Needs a Hug, Established Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler/Kaiba Seto I used the tumblr share on ao3 and I am not quite sure if I like the format of this but it will make due. I wrote another fic as the link above may suggest, it is based on My Tell Tale Heart by Edgar Allan Poe, I have what I was trying to do with it the notes of the work itself, I enjoyed writing and think it turned out nicely even if it is short but I guess that is a matter of opinion. It is really important that you read the tales, it is not too bad but there are some heavy themes like suicide that you might want to take note of, it is angst and no comfort because that is all I seem to write, next time I think I might just make some fluff or something of that nature before I post the religious trauma fic, I hope you enjoy it if you decide to read it and if you do I have another Puppyshipping fic I posted on there that is a bit longer but is still short and it is hurt with comfort so if no comfort is something you rather not read I have some comfort in another fic, Happy Halloween :]]]

#kaijou #puppyshipping #violentshipping #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #joey wheeler #jounouchi x kaiba #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #violentshipping fic #violent shipping #fanfic #ao3 #hurt no comfort #yugioh #yu gi oh #fanfiction #puppyshipping fics #puppyshipping fic #here is a fic i sacrificed my sleep for

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I was talking to my therapist about how bad my hyperfixations have been lately, like during my spiderman hyperfixation i was almost entering a depressive state because i was not spiderman and i told her that. She asked me what my current hyperfixation was, which was yu gi oh and currently man i have no idea but when i told her this she was then like do you think maybe your hyperfixations changed because it is more realistic to be a yu gi oh character then spiderman. Like no it is no more realistic for me to suddenly grow a foot after not growing an inch in about 6 years and suddenly become a multimillionaire and inherent a company that produces military grade weapons just to decide to change the entire brand and make toys, and then become way to serious about a card game and then have both my brother's and my soul be imprisoned than getting bitten by a spider and getting powers. Anyway i wish both would happening but at least i am not borderline depressed about not being kaiba.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #spiderman #autism #hyperfixation #i am currently getting mental help

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I am going to be up all night tomorrow writing violentshipping oneshots based off of country songs i used to listen in 6th grade. It is such a wonderful feeling when you take the work from homophobic cismen and give it a gay twist. So far i have already decided on a band au hurt probably no comfort. I will drop a name and my user when i publish them on ao3. If you want to read my oneshot i already have up, my user on ao3 is Hades_child1309

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #violent shipping #puppyshipping #puppyshipping fics #fanfiction #ao3 #kaijou #country song inspired fics

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

When one of falls in love but it's unrequited so they develop hanahaki, but the person he loves is so in love with another person that they too also develop hanahaki so they find comfort with one another in knowing they are both dying and while it helps one of them the other slowly fies more because they have to watch the person who is killing them die with them but can't do anything about it and so they are talking about surgery when the first says they wont do it and the other begs to do so because they don't want them to die but then they let it let slip the idea of die from love is better than living without the memory of him. I am actually sobbing right not.

Anyway if you want the fic it's &I'll never be him on ao3 by BDEblueyesWD (BDEblueyes)

#yu gi oh #yugioh #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #hanahaki #angst #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #violentshipping #violent shipping #puppyshipping fics #puppyshipping #kaijou

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I have the right wig for a Pegasus cosplay, once i find his suit man i will be unstoppable.

#yu gi oh #yugioh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #maximillion pegasus #cosplay

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Should I make an violentshipping outsiders au??? It feels like an interesting combo that hasn't been done yet but has the potential to be like pretty good and i am more than willing to spend all my time writing.

#yu gi oh #yugioh #seto kaiba #the outsiders #violent shipping #violentshipping #kaijou #jounouchi katsuya #puppyshipping #puppyshipping fics #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #fic ideas

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Does anyone know any good hurt no comfort violentshipping fics cause I checked on ao3 and they only had three under that tag and they were only a few thousands words max and I am looking for like 200k hurt no comfort fics. Please I don't think angst is going to be enough right now I need them to suffer more, I need to suffer more

#violent shipping #yu gi oh #yugioh #i need fics #fic recs please #puppyshipping #kaijou #hurt no comfort #angst #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

There is not a single t4t puppyshipping/violent shipping fic on a03 or if there is it's not tagged with trans Kaiba and trans joey/jounouchi and I feel that is a complete shame, let them be trans and in love please

#puppyshipping #violent shipping #yu gi oh #yugioh #trans #t4t #trans joey wheeler #trans seto kaiba #seto kaiba #joey wheeler #jounouchi katsuya #i just want to see tnem in love but trans #cause they feel trans #and i might be projecting on to them #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

i am trying to decide a title for my fic that isn't ready to be posted but nonetheless needs a title and these polls are becoming my favorite way to decide something

Cherry wine is a reference to hoziers cherry wine like the song, i made a few references to the song in what i have wrote and felt it was nice but the second feels a bit more connected tothe fic

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #puppyshipping

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I am starting to work on my wip again, well fic wise i haven't touched any of my art wip in a while, but life has been a bit busy lately. The whole fanfiction writer curse is unsettling accurate. Any way i started working on my violentshipping religious trauma fic (idk what to call it) again and i plan to continue working on my saiki fic tomorrow. Back to the violentshipping fic though i need to know which line/quote sounds better, idk which to use for Kaiba’s internal thoughts. It might need a bit of context however i don't really want to spoil it. Please vote or reblog to get more votes, i really want to pick a more impactful line.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #religous trauma #fic idea #kaijou #violentshipping fic #violentshipping #puppyshipping #puppyshipping fics #angst #polls #please vote

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

Slightly fighting the urge to write a fanfic, which would be around 100k slowburn where kaiba and Jounouchi are childhood friends and one falls for the other but they are marrying someone else and everyone will think sometime at the end they will get together but they never do, it's a slowburn that will never stop slowburning, they will both be hopelessly pining for each other, one in an unhappy marriage and the other alone. Every night they will wake up and be like how did we get here, we were so close but never close enough. Their friendship will start to go over years of marriage until one day they are dying never telling each other they love the other, haven't talked in years and in their finale breath, their final thoughts it's them, it was always them, yet at the same time it wasn't. I want this fic to hurt everyone who reads it.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #seto kaiba #jounouchi katsuya #puppyshipping fics #puppyshipping #violentshipping #kaijou #violentshipping fic #fanfiction #ao3 #angst #hurt no comfort

[mistakenlyfoundnico]

I have been pretty in my head about making and posting art lately, i have started so many pictures of bakura and seto to delete them before i even finished sketching. I don't really want to rant about it because i actually came on to post some art to try to get better but i do want to say one thing first. This whole art lore thing going on tiktok is stupid and feels kinda toxic, especially since a lot of it is making fun of beginner artists and that’s not cool. One of the more recent one about anatomy, it was a 14 year old, and they were just trying to make a joke. It came out wrong but that didn't warrant every artist on tiktok to make videos at their expense. I am scared to even find out what the rendering process is. But the idea that so many people are willing to put down beginner artists and make fun of them feels very disheartening. I am not a beginner as i have been practicing for about 6 years but i have only really been improving my style after the past three and even i feel discouraged to try to put my art on platforms like tiktok for fear of being almost ridiculed as a trend. I wouldn't even want to know how it feels as someone just starting out. Especially being a child. Anyway now that that rant is over i drew the dark magician :]]]

It's not my best but its the best i can do right now which is enough, this is the fist project i started that i got to finish let alone color in a week and i dont think its the worst. Dark magician isn't my favorite card but it is one of my favorites to draw. My favorite card is actually change of heart much liek bakura which is actually a complete chance and i like it for a lot longer than ive know it was bakuras favorite. I might draw other cards soon and even characters. Please don't hate on this, i haven't received hate on tumblr before and idk if that is because i don't really receive attention, i am lucky or if this just isn't really a hateful platform but i have been anxious about this so i am asking anyway.

#yugioh #yu gi oh #digital art #fanart #my yugioh hyperfixation hit me like a truck #art lore #tiktok has a toxic art community and i will stick by that statement #this is a huge step for me and my mental health #dark magician #yu gi oh fanart