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A noite esconde os desejos que nos consomem durante o dia, mas não adianta fugir, a lua te encontra em cada esquina. E nas esquinas que me perdi, a cada curva, um novo horizonte, uma nova vontade de viver. Talvez por haver errado o passo, devesse ter parado, mas o tempo só vai para frente e assim vou eu. Tampouco por ser humano, deixei de sonhar com temíveis anjos. Abracei-me ao universo e quando o senti, senti-me tão pequeno que me desconheci. Dei valor ao errado mas, enfim, aprendi a valorizar a vida. Deixei a escuridão no passado, lancei-me à luz. Tampouco por ser falho, deixei de ser humano ou de tentar, E eis que tentando, encontrei-me flutuando universos por aí. Acalhenta-me saber que há muito mais que isso aqui. Afugento-me de mim, sempre que posso, para certificar-me que ainda estou em mim. Rechaço minhas dores e afogo minhas mágoas, porque o melhor tempo é agora e agora é viver. #poema #poem #pride #brasil #night #noite #gay #byme #nhyphk #thoughts #thinking #love #amor #pensamentos (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChX9Kh5vW5B/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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#Fantasies I've dreamed a life and it can't be With you right beside me Our dogs off the leash. And back yard for the princess So she can play and rule over the Dumbs and we'll resist Oh, I feel your presence, it's magnificent, I feel the thunder hitting the spotlight It's gonna come for us, gonna destroy my dreams. I let it out when I took a chance It was the wrong one, how could I have known? You were supposed to drive me You were supposed to be beside me You were supposed to be part of my dream You walked away, the dreams have stayed, it's foggy out there in the backyard, it's raining now and it'll never stop till it washes away All our mistakes, all fantaisies. Every now and then people told me You are damned Your misery will make you company On the way to heaven Where you will bury all that you desired Until you see it's not what it is You entered Hell, the only way to escape is to forgive yourself And heal all the wounds that he put on you Tattoo the scars so they won't be there haunting you Well, you are wrong, they never haunt me They're the reason why I keep going Why I'm searching for the lost kingdom in my garden It's not meant to be, but it is what it is I let it out when I took a chance It was the wrong one, how could I have known? You were supposed to drive me You were supposed to be beside me You were supposed to be part of my dream You walked away, the dreams have stayed, it's foggy out there in the backyard, it's raining now and it'll never stop till it washes away All our mistakes, all fantaisies. Is this the way that you always planned? Is misery what you have always intended? So please just go, pick up your clothes Off of the street, take all you have. Leave it to me to paint this town again A beautiful color, to see the sun when it's grey out there. I let it out, my fantasy, but you walked away You were the one who walked away from our dreams. It's foggy there, it's how I like... #poem #lyrics #nhyphk #byme #writtenbyme #poetry #poema #letra #insta #morrodesaopaulo #msp #morrodesp #bahia #brazil #brasil #gay #instacool #pic #instapic #beach #praia #paradise #paraíso #love #instagood (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjIREIMOBj4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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#FallenAngel Fallen angel, I waited for days and scary nights Thought you would show up on my doorstep In my dreams you were a color that when I'm awake I can't describe. I know I wasn't the only one calling for you It's so good that you finally came Here's the issue, now I have such little time, I am leaving If the world will take me, I am giving myself to it Let it be that fire consumes me till I'm smoke in the air May the waters drag me to places I don't even know the names. I'd be far away if the sea would only take me I'd be a star in the universe if they let me See, horizon is ever so beautiful because there's a place to be and it's not here. But my shadow, it keeps following me When I'm deep, I swim back to the surface If I'm drowning it's only because wanted to Don't you think I regret some wrong-doings? Not a robot, no angel, I'm human and it's in me to sin If I faltered, my knees are scraped I have cried, I have prayed Is forgiveness a science's mystery or a fairytale? I could use some advice in the future. If there's shelter in my dreams, Can I step into it and make it my dwell? If you say I can find one out here, I will travel to it right away. I have embraced darkness like a friend When it's night and it comes, We shine a light and pretend that there's something big in the universe Waiting as it flicks and gleams for us Like a horse, I will ride in this storm Like someone who's never seen the sun But knows exactly how it shines Towards the glory that's designed for me Away from the pain and fear that's been killing me I will rise again from the fire, I will conquer, enchant and inspire I'll be guidance for the dark hearts like mine To the broken ones, hear me out, we've survived Because we all still carry a light inside us. Fallen angel, I thought the world would destroy my soul But only I have so much power over my destiny. And far away, I want to go to search for light, To see the world and imagine evermore. #insta #instagood #poem #thoughts #pensamentos #pic #gay #smile #thinking #middays #poetry #byme #nhyphk #instacool #beach #sun #vibes #instavibes #pride (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cin1B3JPCpz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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#WhenIDream - Part 1 How long until the future becomes the past and all there's left is a tiny faded memory of what was once a beautiful wide view? What if the oceans would anger themselves and take all land from us? Would we be able to swim forever? These dreams, when they come, they feel like home to me, as if I'm meant to stick around in them and never wake up again. But these dreams, they, too, fade into a distant glimpse as soon as I open my eyes. What are these dreams? Are they memories? I hadn't seen this beach before, but I knew exactly how to walk on it. I knew the turns that I should take and the stops that I should make. And all along, it seemed to me that it knew me just as much. Do you see? Do you see what I mean? Mmm, neither do I. Because there are so many things that I can't explain and so many things that I would like to try. But all this time, it feels like I'm stuck, or worse, it feels like I'm destroying myself just so I don't lose my mind Does it make any sense to you? But still I dream. In this dream, I fade into space, onto the universes and galaxies, so many beautiful living things. Isn't this the dream? To see more? To know more? To feel more? To be sure there's more after this? I think I'm wasting myself in an ocean of regrets and repeats, deceiving myself with the sips of surrender, fooling myself with the dreams of others, forgetting to live. #poem #poetry #life #thoughts #pensamentos #poesia #poema #byme #nhyphk #sunset #pordosol #vida (at Morro de São Paulo Bahia Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/Chpq9SsO2vK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Don't know why it's come to this. I'm alone, in discomfort and I'm unpleased. Do you think that it'll stay like this for long? Some might say that it's just age that's catching on. Oh, the drama, I heard the drama would arrive. Wasn't it at 27? Because I'm now 29. At the end of the road, do you think I will escape to the place that I long for? Or I'll go somewhere else I don't belong? Has it always been like this? Can someone else relate? I spend time with myself and sometimes I just wanna escape me So I don't feel like I'm the one who's letting me down. Dreaming the days, spending half the nights awake. Tired and lonesome, hoping that things will happen when I know that they won't. Isn't hope supposed only to die after you're gone? Is it sad that I know and I still choose to dream away with things that are so far, so dark and gray? Now you know how I think. You can't feel how I feel. Would you let me go on? Would you stop this for good? There's a place in my head where it's quiet and peace, fires lit in the sand, 'cause it's cold. I belong! And you walk home to me, kiss me deep in my mouth, grab my hand and look at me. Say all the things that I need to hear. Like it is dark, but the sun is coming, soon. Like if it isn't, I can always see moon. And if it rains, we can watch television all day. And if I stay and dream, the monsters will go away from my happy place. If I let you in, can you cast them away? #happyplace #poem #writing #byme #nhyphk #instapic #instagood #instacool (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CgzmV6AOMGo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Distante de tudo, no meio do mundo. É onde me perco e onde me encontro. Eu vivo intensamente, porque só se vive hoje. O amanhã não me pertence até que seja meu. Eu sinto as partidas, sinto as chegadas. Grito nas avenidas, deito nas calçadas. Ando a pés descalços, deixo a terra me envolver. Deixo as ondas me abraçarem, me banharem. Elas podem me afogar, elas podem me reviver. Eu fico quieto no escuro, abraçando os medos, Afagando os anseios. Desejo tanto, mas faço pouco e me arrependo de não saber. A vida se reflete, se repete. Me inquieta não viver. #paz #poema #nhyphk #gay #insta #peace #pride #vibes #instavibes #smile #morrodesaopaulo #bahia https://www.instagram.com/p/CV3m_RivWPQ/?utm_medium=tumblr
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I'm the saddest bitch. I live by the beach. At night, it's dark and pitch I walk home alone. All the boys I tricked Played me back, I switched from one to the next one Just for fun Well, it's cool to live freely But it's lonely deep into the road When the night is young When I'm having fun All the troubles gone I'm the happiest bitch. Partying like I'm young Grab on to the fun It's cold and I'm alone (on the dancefloor) But at least I'm free. I'm the saddest bitch. I see the waves shaping shark attacks I see blood, it's sweat, Maybe I'm too drunk I left home around midnight I can see the light, it's the freaking sun again. Well, I'm alive after the long fall from the stars Isn't it strange I know my pain and I still go on? When the night is young When I'm having fun All the troubles gone I'm the happiest bitch. Partying like I'm young Grab on to the fun It's cold and I'm alone (on the dancefloor) But at least I'm free. I'm the saddest bitch. There comes the man I wanna kiss tonight. There goes the man I fucked and never said goodbye. When the night is young When I'm having fun All the troubles gone I'm the happiest bitch. Partying like I'm young Grab on to the fun It's cold and I'm alone (on the dancefloor) But at least I'm free. I'm the saddest bitch. #SaddestBitch #byme #lyrics #writtenbyme #nhyphk #gay #insta #letra #instalyrics #pride #pridemonth #escritopormim (at Gamboa, Ilhe De Tinharé, Bahía, Brasil) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQghSE4j9Hy/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Refugiei-me na distância do olhar. Nos meus caminhos, Não me permiti te encontrar. Agora que faço com o chão Que se abre sob mim? É tanta confusão. Sinto meu coração explodir em vão. Sinto que nada que eu faça Vai tirar você de mim. Eu cedo, vou deixar que me toque Desde a noite até de manhã cedo. Eu nem sequer provei seus lábios, Mas eu anseio os seus beijos. Eu juro, meu corpo arde de paixão. As chamas desta solidão me impedem de seguir sonhando. Eu me escondi porque eu tenho medo. Quão grande é meu desejo? Que quando eu te vejo, Eu me vejo em você. O meu escuro é energia que separa. Te vejo, o coração dispara. Eu corro porque eu tenho medo. Eu deixo o frio me envolver Até 'cê desaparecer. Mas você está no mais profundo Dos pensamentos, dos sonhos. Não sei se é parte de algum plano. Não sei se é só mais um engano. Eu juro que eu tenho medo. Eu cedo, vou deixar que me toque Desde a noite até de manhã cedo. Eu nem sequer provei seus lábios, Mas eu anseio os seus beijos. Eu juro, meu corpo arde de paixão. As chamas desta solidão me impedem de seguir sonhando. Eu me escondi porque eu tenho medo. Quão grande é meu desejo? Que quando eu te vejo, Eu me vejo em você. Eu fujo, eu fujo porque eu tenho medo. Talvez você sinta o mesmo. Talvez eu já esteja sonhando. Agora 'cê me olha e me dá coragem. O desejo de ti me invade. O coração fica selvagem. Teu toque já virou saudade. E nos teus caminhos, você me deixa à vontade. Eu cedo, vou deixar que me toque Desde a noite até de manhã cedo. Eu nem sequer provei seus lábios, Mas eu anseio os seus beijos. Eu juro, meu corpo arde de paixão. As chamas desta solidão me impedem de seguir sonhando. Eu me escondi porque eu tenho medo. Quão grande é meu desejo? Que quando eu te vejo, Eu me vejo em você. #EuCedo #lyrics #byme #nhyphk #nhyphklyrics #escritopormim #letras #insta #instalyrics #pride (at Gamboa , Morro de São Paulo.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CLHFMOYjVQh/?igshid=dnov0ndpqypj
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I still sit on that rock by the sea, foggy winds, glimpses of your face on the waters. You, you still come to my mind and to me. Although time painted you a faded gray. In my mind, you're still around, I feel safe. I wish the roads hadn't taken us different ways. I think you went on to have your sunny days And I was left here with a dark sky... Just as I like. I can still feel you. I know the skies can't always shine blue. I know the road that leads us home, Takes us far away too. And there are promises we make, But we can't fulfill. In my nights, when it's cold, I think of the last time you held me And you said "Even if the sky is gray, the sun is still there" I took down the pictures hanging on the corridor. Put them on a box, wrote "some things are not for sure." Sometimes I get them out, so I can see your face. A dust castle is building on them. Your goddamn smile is still bright as candle blaze. I wish the roads hadn't taken us different ways. I think you went on to have your sunny days And I was left here with a dark sky... Just as I like. I can still feel you. I know the skies can't always shine blue. I know the road that leads us home, Takes us far away too. And there are promises we make, But we can't fulfill. In my nights, when it's cold, I think of the last time you held me And you said "Even if the sky is gray, the sun is still there" And one day, woke in the night, Fog around me, tears in my eyes. Sat on my bed, could barely breathe. I ran out there, fast as a blink. Got all your stuff, took them to sea. Screamed to the sky, knees on the ground. I felt so weak, I was somehow lost in the threads of our memory, 'Cause all I knew had been taken from me. But I prayed for misery and I asked that that hole in my heart would be filled with peace. Time, the lord of all things, keeps you in my mind and helps me heal. Today when I think about you, A smile comes up on me. I can still feel you. Chorus. #stillthere #byme #lyrics #Iwrote #nhyphk #gay #insta #instalyrics (at Gamboa , Morro de São Paulo.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJXTk8zjupe/?igshid=134o7ns4emrxz
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