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sh0tanzz · 3 months

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wonbin as your boyfriend based on astrology !

(reminder that this for fun and astrology is something I study for a hobby, these are all inferences based off of observations and not exact fact unless I knew him myself !!)

warnings: small mention of suggestive innuendo but nothing extremely graphic I'll only do NSFW asks if requested.

Pisces Sun : Honestly I knew from the jump when I first started to stan Riize that Wonbin would be a water sign 😭, people claim that pisces men are toxic+manipulative etc. However EVERY sign is capable of toxicity/negative behaviors so I will not feed into those stereotypes. As a boyfriend he'd be pretty shy in the beginning, before you two even dated he would probably stalk your socials and eavesdrop in your convos to gather info before even actually talking to you. He's be pretty...delusional LMAO ! especially with his venus in pisces, you could post a song on your notes and he'll think to himself... "she wants me.." yet wont text you until his confidence was high enough. Ngl he might be slightly flakey, he'd take a min to respond at times and might not be super precise when planning things out for the two of you.

Libra Moon: This makes me feel like he'd be pretty considerate and would thoroughly think out the pros and cons before doing anything just to avoid upsetting you and to ensure your comfort. He could be very observant on the reciprocity of the relationship so if he feels like things aren't even or fair he might retaliate, for example if he feels like you're distancing himself he might take a step back as well. Also do NOT make him question your feelings for him because he will FLEEE THE COUNTRY libra moons take their love and kindness seriously and will feel upset and even embarrassed when taken for granted .

Aquarius Mercury: This placement makes me giggle knowing he couldn't keep up with the whole "cold mysterious guy" persona SM tried giving him 😭. He'd be goofy especially in private and would use his wit to flirt. Would most definitely mess with you and rile you up just for jokes. In a recent vid I've seen he said he'd play/joke around since he's relatively shy to break the ice and it seems super true to me. Would also use music to communicate or send you songs pretty frequently.

Pisces Venus : Siri play Dangerously in love 2 by Beyonce !! Venus in pisces can be soo sweet. He'd love you unconditionally and for your authentic true essence. He could be pretty clingy, tagging a long as much as he can and will want your attention and this paired with his Libra moon points towards him wanting to impress you/get praised. Once again would love to bond over music. The gifts he'd give you would be things that make you feel special and customized to the info he knows about you. He'd be literally stuck and severely down bad once he fully develops feelings. Would plan dates with an aesthetic touch and would want romantic moments between you two to have a "straight out of a movie" feel to it. He would also fall very hard very fast. He'd also want to have a sense and feeling of being "taken care of" since there's sm venus influence in his chart and a lack of domineering energy. Downside he can be too lost in the glitz and glamour of the relationship that he ends up not acknowledging or downplaying the problems in the relationship or even his own red flags.

Taurus Mars : He may not be super direct or would want to take certain things slow during the beginning of the relationship since Taurus values its boundaries as well as comfort and hates to be rushed. Before the relationship even begins he might be a bit hesitant to even approach or out his feelings unless he was 100% confident or sure. Taurus rules the neck, throat/vocal cords, and shoulders. Sssooo he may enjoy receiving neck kisses/hickies, kisses along his shoulder or even massages along his neck and shoulder line or would try to do that to you. Similar to Gemini mars he also may find your voice as a sensual turn on and very attractive and would try to hear it often.

Other Aspects:

Moon/Mercury trine: Would most definitely remember facts about yourself that you've told him especially those he deems important to you. He'd also remember the nostalgic moments between you two

Mercury/Neptune conjunct: Generally sensitive and it can show in how he communicates especially in high tension or stressful moments in the relationship

Mars/Uranus sextile: Random moments where he's very spontaneous and will require a lot of freedom and could feel suffocated within the relationship if not given time to himself

Potential Toxicity: (reminder that any/everyone is capable of being toxic and everyone has negative traits these could be POTENTIALLY true)

Venus/Pluto square: His feelings can become quite intense and he can become extremely possessive as well as SUPER jealous to the point his partner might feel constricted and like he's their shadow. Can also be super sensitive and take things that you might not find as deep very personal.

Hope you enjoyed, I might do Sungchan or Anton next :P

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bnha-more-like-bnh-gay · 9 months

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Some bullies stole Izuku's money, leaving him unable to buy lunch. He checks his pockets, and miraculously, he still has a small amount of coins inside. It's not much, but it's enough for him to buy a treat. And there's just this limited edition All Might themed ice cream being sold in some cafés.

So he goes straight to the nearest café. And just his luck, he got the last ice cream. According to the employees, the other cafés already sold out.

Izuku is happy of course. He can't wait to try the dessert!!

But fate has another plan.

Before he even get to enjoy the first bite, he bumps against someone else running from the opposite direction. Both he and the stranger fall.

And inevitably, Izuku's ice cream splattered onto the ground.

The stranger, who happens to be a guy around Izuku's age, profusely apologized. And even more so when he notices the ice cream, which is now a puddle of melted sticky liquid. And it's beyond saving.

The guy insisted to treat Izuku on a meal. Izuku politely declined, wanting to just go back home at this point. But then his stomach made a rumbling noise.

So Izuku has no choice but to relent. Together, he & the guy went to the nearest fast food restaurant. And the guy paid all of their orders.

They talked, and Izuku unexpectedly find himself actually enjoying the guy's company.

When the topic of their conversation shifted into heroes, Izuku's inner fanboy practically came out. He went on a ramble about their quirks, strengths, weaknesses, etc.

This went for quite some time until Izuku realized that he had been dominating the conversation, now fully aware that the guy stared at him. Izuku shrunk, conscious of his habit & action. He closed his eyes, waiting for the insults, jeers & mockery. But they never came.

Izuku slowly opened his eyes, only to find the guy grinning at him widely.

The guy has the same wide grin as Kacchan, but unlike Izuku's former-friend-now-turned-bully, the guy's big smile isn't threatening. It has no malice, murderous intentions & anything associated with Kacchan.

Instead, his smile is friendly, inviting & open. Warm, welcoming.

And it was at that moment Izuku took a closer look of the guy's appearance. His spiky, bright red hair definitely made him look recognizable - at least in Izuku's eyes. There was also a faint, small scar above his right eye. His teeth were pointy & sharp. They're very much like sharks.

The guy exclaimed that he never thought of applying the heroes' quirks the way Izuku said earlier, acknowledging Izuku's brilliant analytical mind.

Before they knew it, it's getting late, so they have to part ways.

Izuku went back home with an ecstatic mood that day. And it's not until he's about to sleep that he realized he forgot to give his name to the guy (and exchange numbers with him).

AGAIN, I AM SO SORRY FOR THE GODDAMN SEVERAL MONTH LATE REPLY🥹🥲😭💀 burnout is fun💀

MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU MIDDLE SCHOOL FRIENDS KIRIDEKU

Kiri being so apologetic about making izuku drop the ice cream😭 and izuku is just kinda like 👁👄👁 because people are never this nice to him?!

They do go get food though, and izuku is so uncomfortable and nervous at the beginning, but kiri is determined to make it up to him! (It’s the manly thing to do)

Eventually, kiri cracks the boy! He’s a nerd!!! He loves heroes!!!! That’s great, kiri loves heroes too! He’s not a nerd, but izuku is really smart and he admires him so much!! He’s so manly!!!

Izuku is just surprised that he’s having a conversation with someone his age and not being berated. This is a first in many years (give him affection)

Kiri is so excited to have made another friend! They talk for hours! In all the excitement, they forget to introduce themselves though :(

A little while into food, kiri gets a texts from one of his moms asking him to come home/where he is and he and the green lad part ways!

It’s not until both boys get home that they realize they have no way of contacting their new friend

Now, kiri does not give up. He asks people about a sad and manly green boy. He asks for months. His moms are a bit worried, but they love and support their son.

Izuku doesn’t really have anyone to ask, but he does keep a look out!

It isn’t until a bit later that they meet up at UA

So much has happened

They honestly don’t recognize each other at first, and their reconciliation is rather amusing

It’s like spider-man meme. “You’re the sad, manly green boy!” “You’re that nice kid!”

Izuku is conflicted to learn that for the past few months, kiri has thought of him as “the sad, manly green boy”

Kiri is so glad to know izuku thought he was nice despite the fact that he (accidentally) destroyed his ice cream

I like to imagine that this happened in the middle of training too, and everyone is just watching like a ping pong ball between the two

Bakugou is. Mad. Distressed. Confused.

The whole izucrew gaggle is one of my favorite MHA groups/relationships, but kirideku is literally just. THEY’RE JUST LADS. JUST LADS. THEY DESERVE SUPPORT AND HAPPINESS. THEY PROVIDE SUPPORT AND HAPPINESS. WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT FROM A DUO?! WANT ANGST? THEY CAN DO THAT TOO! WANT FLUFF? VERY EASY. WHAT LADS.

All might hears the telephone version

“There was an all might ice cream bar-“

Wha? I mean, sure, but what? When was the last time he did a promo involving ice cream? Was it a knock off? (Dude has a shit ton of merch, I just think it’d be amusing if he had no idea what the fuck was going on. Poor lad)

Monoma is insufferable about it. “Class A had had students who knew each other but didn’t recognize each other for months/weeks! Class B would never do that! We know everyone in our class-“

It’s okay, we love him anyway.

Kiri and izuku are so glad to find their friend again though.

When I tell you kiri is so supportive.

Izuku’s contact name in his phone is “manly green boy”

Kiri’s contact in izuku’s phone is, “the nice kid” despite now having friends

They’re so supportive

Sorry that this is short, but I hope you liked it!!!

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AND YOUR PATIENCE

#tw food #KIRIDEKU FRIENDSHIP #They’re such lads #bnha #mha #mha headcanons #kirideku headcanons #izuku midoriya #kirishima ejirou

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fishedeyelenz · 6 months

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Fishy!! *starts sobbing* *starts really sobbing* *ooouugh is sobbing hard* ough that was a terribly sweet thing to say! One day I will get off of anon probably, probably soon, I just gotta hype myself up! I just get, nervous lol. It feels like people will see my face and know me, and then like I’ll feel deep shame for how very empty my blog is with reblogs and things, for even though I have been lurking on tumblr for, *looks at watch* a freaking long time lol, I STILL am only just learning how to reblog and do o e or two things, for I have all this time been to scared about messing something g up or doing something wrong lol! So yeah yeah, I’m just. A slow little guy. But yes! *mwah* very sweet, thank you!!

And I will HISS. AT HIM. Do you hear me? HISS!!! That boy will not be allowed anywhere near my wee little concertina unless under supervision, the little toddler. And he will have to practice gently holding my hand before he can gently breathe on my baby. And when he gets angry and goes to smash my precious instrument, I will actually tackle him. You don’t understand my conviction I’m telling you. Or I’ll bow up to him and like, raise my hands and hiss at him like a raccoon, and he will understand, he will FEEL the threat, for he is also a raccoon!! (Your raccoon Billy is actually precious to me) I’ll bite him, he is not the only one that bites, and he will learn that so help me. Unfortunately we both seem to have rather animal like behavior habits, so I’m sure we would look not unlike how kittens puff up and swat and hiss at each other….but such is life.

But on the flip side, HOW WONDERFUL TO HAVE A BILLY PARROT!!! It would actually be quite perfect I believe, since I too squawk out songs and will sing badly on purpose….it just seems so very fun, to be parrots together! I wonder if he can whistle? There’s so many small things I like to daydream doing with my blorbos, I’d like to try to whistle with him, and show him how I can wiggle my ears, and watch him try! See if he can cross one eye, but keep the other straight, and then switch them!! See if he can make a circle with his tongue and blow through it, just…sweet things, that make him feel normal, and like a little kid, and that are fun!! I’m just way too soft and these thoughts torment me ugh. We could try doing cartwheels (I’ll die, I bloody can’t do them, I can’t even open water bottles most of the time, but boy howdy I can dream), I could show him how to wiggle his toes a certain way, and pick things up with his toes! Cause it would seem like he probably never had the chance to try I imagine….its bloody fun lol!! (I can text with my toes, when I showed my mama she freaking lost it) I could show him how to roller skate!! I’m sure they’ll be…many casualties.

Would he appreciate cat like affection? For once again, unfortunately, I unironically behave like an animal in many ways. As a greeting to my parents I “bonk” my head to there’s, and I actually nuzzle into it. Most of the time I won’t actually say anything or any words, I make this specific sounds that everyone somehow knows is like, me greeting them, or saying hello, or an acknowledgment. And then instead of responding with words, many times I make this….sound..? This…almost squeak? LIKE A CAT. Would he appreciate such behavior? When my sister moved back home for a little bit, she was GREATLY amused by my daily habits. *nods* I believe he would be too.

And lord have mercy, I’m gonna be real with you fishy. I MAY have gotta a little watery eyed looking at all the bean and Camille mood boards, with a dash of Billy in there. BECAUSE THEY ARE SO SWEET. So sweet!! So wholesome!!! When I look at them I just wanna grab up my nieces and squeeze them!!! And then snuggle and cuddle with them for they hold my heart. (And I’m gonna have a new little nephew!! SUBLIME!!!!! I’ll teach him how to bite and scratch)

HELLO!!! sorry for the kinda of late reply, college started up again and my schedule is hectic 😭😭😭 one of the reasons I'm not posting much of any longer form content lmao. Maybe when I get back to he groove again...

Anyway!!! Don't feel bad! Everything is a learning process and everyone is bound to make mistakes, if you can even make mistakes in blogging lol. It's your blog after all, you use it how you wanna, and anyone who has a problem with that you are free to block lol. But I'm sure nobody will be mad at you for not reblogging things a lot!! Even likes are like little kisses to me </3 But take your time, a d go at your own pace, however you feel comfortable :3 I love receiving your anons just as much as I would if you want asks from your blog

Hehe yeah, keep all things precious away from him for a good long while, till you build up trust with him. It might take a long time though.... showing dominance does help, but it might make him horny lol. But ah well, what can you do? Anyway, thank you about the Raccoon Billy :3 Very proud of him. Funnily enough, being in the black Christmas fandom is what made a furry lol. So many of my mutuals are furries, it was just a matter of time till I gave in. It's fun to draw animals with human anatomy wearing little outfits!!! Will never get the furry haters lol. Billy would be a furry in my opinion... I guess he would like it then, that you have animal manerism. Truly made for each other <3

AWW YESS PARROT TIME!!! he would love you joining in with the singing, and would try to out sing you honestly, in terms of volume. Be ready for a lot of noise complaints lmao. I do believe he would probably know how to whistle, as he is very talented with his voice, he would have probably come to train himself to whistle to, to imitate certain birds (for camouflage reasons, I personally hc him hating birds imo). He would probably love to do and try the other things you mentioned, as it would probably be a great distraction from his usual mental torment. Ask him to do these things when he is in a good mood tho ofc. The toe thing he would love to learn especially, since he could use it to be more sneaky. All in all, these activities would offer a great opportunity to help heal his inner child.

Bro is a cat honestly. I think the first time he offers affection by himself he would do it in a cat-like way, without you doing it at first. Head bonks all the way. Nuzzling. Flopping down so you can give him a belly rub. Even knows how to purr. He would honestly be so content you do the same things as he does, having learned to be affectionate from all the cats he had in secret growing up. This is the way he shows love naturally, and you not forcing him to act any different would truly make him feel loved. He would even bite you out of great love he feels for you.

Awe 🥹 thank you. I'm glad you liked them so much, I always try to make them sweet, even though they are mostly crack. And congratulations!!! I'm sure you and your family are happy to welcome him!!! I'm so happy for you!!! May the two of you be creatures together!!!

#asks #billy lenz

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crybaby-bkg · 13 days

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hi!! i have an extremely specific question kind of based (not really) around "our love is god”. kinda like if things went a bit differently… I would like your input :)

hypothetically, reader has her birthday while broken up with satoru. and its an important one! reader and he had broken up somewhat amicably and its been almost four months. satoru and reader have not interacted more than twice (a petty argument and a whole 'I miss you' mess) in the two months directly after break up that tore reader up! anyways, reader needed TIME and SPACE. not a full breakup for all of eternity. reader and satoru were friends before so they both just wanted that feeling of home back. so reader has her birthday and she has been waiting for two months to finally be ready to go back to him. and she's decided that she was going to wait for him to reach out first to gauge where they’re at. if he reaches out, he still cares, maybe even still loves her and wants to be with her. Its been two months since he reached out with a dragged out version of “I love you and miss you and will always care for you but I am okay with whatever you decide to do (even if that is to never speak to me again) and I will leave everything moving forward between us in your hands”. But if he doesn’t, reader figures that maybe he doesn’t care or love her at all, maybe he’s moved on and has a new girl, a bunch of negatives basically. So her birthday comes and she hears nothing from him and decides to fully remove any and everything of him from her life and give her all into moving on fully.

Would OLIG Satoru leave her high and dry on her special day post break up to respect her space or would he go out of his way to tell her hbd? < Even if it’s the simplest “Happy Bday” text. How would he go about the situation and what do you personally think he should do?

So sorry if this is an uncomfortable, weird ask. Pls feel no obligation to respond. I loved the fic and will commenting on AO3 once I get my bearings together lol. Much love to you <333

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omg please don’t apologize!!!! OLIG is one of my fav fics and this is like the first legit question I’ve gotten for it so this made my day 😭😭😭

but this was such a good question!!!!! in all honesty, I don’t think he would text reader. he used to be the one who would send the first text at midnight with a prepared paragraph he’s been writing days in advance. but you wanted space, didn’t you? didn’t want to be bombarded and overwhelmed with his love, right?

so he doesn’t say anything for most of the day, even though reader is just anticipating it lowkey since the clock struck midnight. but there are three different routes I’m stuck between:

1. he doesn’t text you. at all. doesn’t call, doesn’t DM you, nothing. he doesn’t even acknowledge it until days later when he ‘runs’ into you by coincidence, throwing in a “oh and happy birthday” halfway into small talk when you can’t escape him. it feels flippant, like he doesn’t care to remember anymore, but that hurts too much to think about.

2. he, again, doesn’t text you but he DOES ‘just so happen’ to show up at the place you’re celebrating your birthday at. eases his way into the little restaurant he’s taken you to too many times to count before. he seems to meet your eye as soon as he walks in, like he knows you’ll always take the corner booth in the back that he fingered you at. and you look shy when he comes up to you, grinning, him and suguru both singing happy birthday to you a little too loud just to embarrass you. and although he goes to his own table, your eyes never leave his the whole night. and maybe he convinces you to forgive him. just for tonight.

3. he DOES text you in the middle of the day. not too long, a pretty standard happy birthday message with one too many heart emojis. he sends you a picture of you from your last birthday, his too big hands squishing your cheeks as you grin at the camera. your heart aches, and maybe it’s a bad idea, but asking him to take you out for drinks on your birthday wouldn’t be the absolute worst idea?

you asked for one answer and I gave you three ALSJSKDJD I hope this was satisfactory though!!!! it really had my mind going (quite possibly for another part to the story 👁️)

#thank u again!!!#my mind is now rolling 👁️#—another happy customer! 🍭#gojo treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫

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radley-writes · 1 year

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hey radleyyyy would you happen to have any thoughts on how to write something you love? how to inject your story with things that spark joy? I feel silly asking such a thing because it feels like the short answer would be to just write what sparks joy, but right now I'm kind of at a loss 😭 my current novel feels a bit boring! and I don't know what to do!

Sorry it took me so long to answer! I was ruminating over a response and then an inbox on another account got flooded with absolutely filthy fandom fuckery that stole away my squirrel brain. You have my apologies and my cuddles, because what you're going through is oh-so-familiar to me (and, I expect, to many other novelists). You are not silly to ask, and you are not alone! x

I am approaching this from the perspective of an ADHD gremlin, but I hope this advice will still be applicable.

First off, I think we can all do to remind ourselves that writing is many things at once - a joy, a chore, a vocation, an artform, a habit.

When you are working on a long creative project, there will be times when it drags. No matter how much you love what you do, there will be days (weeks, months) where the words won't flow, where the plot stagnates, where your brain craves new enrichment and alternate interests.

And that's okay!

Accepting that you won't always love your novel is, in my opinion, the first step on the path to finishing it.

It isn't wrong to feel bored of your writing. It doesn't mean your writing is bad - or even boring to anyone who isn't yourself! Tedium is a natural part of the creative process, and I think acknowledging that can reduce the pressure we feel as artists to continuously exude hype about our own creative content.

I don't think you're doing anything wrong, or that your writing is boring. But I can definitely understand your desire to find joy in your writing again!

When I find myself drifting into that headspace, so long as I'm under no time constraint for publishing deadlines, I amble off to write something else for a bit. I usually set myself a small-ish target (50K or under) which I can hyperfocus on and bang out in a week - which for me, means fanfic! Even if it's of my own characters.What’s important is that it’s easy-writing, tropey shenanigans. Anything that will get the word-juices flowing again.

Alternatively, I do writing exercises! There are some really great ones out there - a Google search should provide content, but if not, I can send you some ideas!

It can really help to just cut loose, give yourself permission to pop the current idea in a box, scoot it surreptitiously under your mattress, and come back to it later.

If that doesn't appeal, and you want to keep working on this draft, I would gently guide you to that old authorly adage:

What seems boring to writers is not boring to readers.

We have mulled over, drafted, redrafted, edited and proofread the same story again and again and again. Even if you're on your first draft, you are likely putting in a helluva lot of thought into every sentence, scene, chapter. The most critical reader in the world will not be expending nearly as much effort on parsing your text as you poured into writing it.

I often imagine the sheer work that goes into writing a novel as an assault course. There are times where you are gleefully romping about the woodlands with your imaginary friends, and everything is sunshine, birdsong, and cool neon fungi.

Then there are times times where you get stuck in the nets on your belly and it starts to rain.

And all those imaginary friends just kinda stand around and shrug at each other and watch you wiggle like a worm through the mud. And you're drenched and shivering and miserable and there's something stuck in your left boot that keeps going squelch. And you start to wonder why you ever thought an assault course was a good idea - and how you're going to get the mud stains out of your trousers.

By the time you drag yourself to freedom, you might have barely moved ten inches through the course. But that's still just as big an accomplishment as all the fun frolicking that preceded it.

Whether you decide to divert your attention to a new project or keep squirming squidgily forwards, I wish you the best of luck!

#writing #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writing advice #novel #radley rambles

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jiahspov · 1 year

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୧ ♡ ୨ ⸻ “ a small guide to jiah post debut relationships.

— ♡ ˖ ˚ BINS͟U͟L͟ ﹙ june 2019 - october 2020 ﹚

he was my first real real relationship. we were so young and so in love [ . . . ]

it was 2019, txt had just debuted and were slowly making their name when soobin accidentally confessed to his members jiah was his celebrity crush. he thought none of this, but suddenly jiah was friends with half of txt. especially beomgyu.

jiah was so clueless to soobin’s growing affection and he was so painfully awkward around her, to the point she asked beomgyu if he didn’t like her. 😭

beomgyu ended up telling her the truth and jiah was so happy.ᐟ.ᐟ because she too had a small crush on him. BUT HE JUST WOULDN’T MAKE A MOVE ON HER, so she had to ask him out.

they dated for about a year, and even met each others’ families. their close friends honestly thought they would get married because they’re such a dreamy couple. polar opposites but so compatible. even with their tight agenda, they would facetime every night for hours until one of them would fall asleep.

[. . .] though letting him go was hard, the what ifs hurt me the most.

no one knows why they broke up, not even themselves. it just happened. one day they were making plans and the next they mutually decided to break up.

maybe it was their clashing schedules, maybe the fact that staying hidden wasn’t enough for jiah, maybe it really just happened.

[ . . . ] i’d rather have got into a huge fight, or maybe a fall out from our feelings. i’d rather he had hurt and broke me, i’d rather have anything than never knowing what we did wrong. when we failed.

how they are doing nowadays?

they don’t talk anymore. jiah asked him to block her because she would always text him when she was drunk. but she never blocked him, sort of wishing he would reach out to her. but he never did. she moved on from him, but honestly she never moved on from their relationship.

— ♡ ˖ ˚ SONGS͟U͟L͟ ﹙ aug 2021 - dec 2021 ﹚

[ . . . ] i’ve had hundreds of people shouting for my name and cheering me up, still… mingi was the only one who made me feel the closest do adored.

they met when jiah went to wooyoung’s birthday. they sort of clicked and she asked for his number so they could keep contact. they started dating just a few days into talking but honestly it seemed like they had known each other for a lifetime now.

it was only when mingi asked her to meet her family for the holidays that jiah realized she wasn’t ready for a relationship.

[ . . . ] he wanted to meet my parents and would constantly ask me what he could buy to win my brothers over. . .

she broke up with him after five months together, he tried to make things work and didn’t give up on her, but he soon acknowledged that her heart belonged somewhere else. still, they kept going on dates because it comforted both of them.

she kept their break up a secret until early 2022.

[ . . . ] i wish i was the one hurting. . .

how they are doing nowadays?

they are still close friends. though mingi is clearly not over her, he thinks keeping her close is better that pursuing a relationship she can’t have now. but he silently waits for a second chance.

©️ JIAHSPOV

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