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smashtbh · 2 years

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are you down to write for sub top reader x billy where reader cums but billy won’t stop riding him until he finishes too so reader is overstimulated. dom bottom billy ofc

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Billy Hargrove x M!reader | fem aligned + minors dni!

not my gif!

CW: swearing, smut (lesgoo), subtop!reader, dombottom!billy, reader has a dick, sprinkled degradation, overstimulation, billy being a pillow princess in the first half, cowboy baby, refractory period? what’s that?

he/him pronouns are used to refer to the reader.

a/n: for some horrible reason i’ve had insane writer’s block so i’m going to make porn bcs that’s what i can do also this isnt proofread sorry 🤞🏽

i gotta stop smoking before writing holy shit i feel like this is all over the place im sorry i just get so much more inspo when im high 💀

There’s drops of wetness falling onto Billy’s chest, moving with his quick breathing. Y/N has been thrusting in and out of his ass for what feels like forever now. They’re both sweaty, but Billy honestly can’t tell if the liquid that’s falling on him is sweat or tears.

“Baby,” Billy calls out.

“Mmm — “

“Just like that, ooh fuck.” Billy’s smiling up at Y/N who lets out little grunts after every thrust. “You feel so good.”

Y/N lets out a humorless laugh. “Holy shit.”

“What?” Billy tweaks his own nipple. “Done so soon?”

“Billy, I came twice already.”

“That was in my mouth they don’t count.” Billy clenches around him. “I haven’t come yet.”

“I jerked you off in the car!”

“Doesn’t. Count.”

Billy kicks Y/N ass with his heel. “C’mon, stud.” He bites his lip. “Fuck me.” He tries to get some leverage to grind onto Y/N’s dick.

“Chill out, oh god.”

“People usually just call me Billy — “ Y/N slams a hand over his mouth to shut him up.

He’s thrusting in a nice slow, even pace. Y/N’s been close to the edge for a while, but he’s sure he can hold out for the rest of the night. He’ll be fine.

That is, until Billy licks his hand. And Y/N knows that he’s going to do something. Something with Billy is normally a lot.

Y/N moves his hand and lets Billy talk. Bad mistake. “I wanna ride you.”

Y/N’s hips stutter a bit. “You can’t just — say that.”

“I just did.”

“Billy I’m gonna fuckin’ — “

“Just let me ride you. Please?” Billy does his best puppies eyes and grabs Y/N’s hand, intertwining their fingers.

Y/N sighs, louder than needed. “Fine.”

“Yay!” Billy exclaims, moving up to kiss his cheek.

Y/N is now laying on the nest of pillows he made for Billy an hour ago. He’s pretty comfy, watching Billy kiss down his chest. He puts his hands behind his head.

“You look gorgeous like this.” Billy whispers, staring at Y/N.

“Thanks,” Y/N mutters. “Now get to it, pretty boy.”

Billy laughs, kisses Y/N’s stomach one more time, and proceeds to pornagraphically lick Y/N’s shaft.

“You — you are one nasty motherf-fucker.”

“Nasty, huh?” Billy says, sucking on the tip.

Y/N grunts, trying to keep his hands behind his head. Trying to keep his cool.

Billy finally sits up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. He straddles Y/N’s stomach, leaning down to kiss his cheek. “Love you.”

Y/N smiles, turning his head to kiss Billy’s lips. That’s all the answer Billy needs.

He shuffles his legs back, still kissing Y/N. Billy whines against him when Y/N’s dick catches on his rim. “Fuuuuck, this is gonna be s’good.”

“Hope so.” Y/N whispers against him as he thrusts up, fucking into Billy.

They both moan loudly, Billy hiding in the space at Y/N’s neck.

“Anh — let me.. let me move, baby.” Billy sits up again, crying out at the new angle. Y/N’s hips thrust up, making his eyes water and his mouth open in a silent scream.

So fucking good. Is all Y/N can think.

Billy starts to lift himself up, balancing on Y/N’s stomach. He slams back down, making him clench around Y/N’s cock. “Billy, I’m close.”

“Where’s — your manners?” Billy asks with a particularly hard drop.

Y/N’s hands fly from behind his head to grip Billy’s hips. “I’m fucking — “

“Yeah,” Billy clenches around him again, “you’re fucking me. C’mon, come.”

So Y/N does. Almost passes out doing so.

He’s trying to control his breathing, but he’s twitching with overstimulation because Billy is still bouncing on his fucking dick.

He’s moaning and his voice is a pitch higher, it’s raspy probably from the blowjob earlier and he’s riding the shit out of Y/N.

Y/N’s hands snake up to his chest, tweaking his nipples. “Auh — oh fuck.”

The sound of Billy fucking Y/N’s come deeper and deeper into himself is almost enough to make Y/N come again.

“You’re still so — fucking — hard.” Billy grunts.

“Please tell me you’re close.” Y/N gasps, letting his hand caress Billy’s cock.

“Mm, keep your h-hand there and I’ll — ohh.” Billy doesn’t know whether to thrust into Y/N’s hand or slam himself down onto his cock. “Yeah, touch me you fuckin’ whore.”

A few more seconds of Y/N jacking him off and Billy’s coming with a scream that Y/N interrupts with a hand on his mouth. Can’t wake the neighbors again.

Billy is still grinding on Y/N’s dick, laughing at the loopy look on his face. “Two loads, you’re a slut L/N.”

Y/N doesn’t remember coming again, but he moves a bit and feels the come start to drool out of Billy’s ass. There’s a lot more than there was before.

“Says you.” Y/N laughs, gesturing at the come splattered on his stomach.

Billy just smiles, leaning down to kiss him. “Your little slut.”

Y/N twitches. “Do not.”

Billy lifts himself up, letting Y/N slip out of him, then falls beside him. “Night.”

“Billy, it’s 3 in the afternoon.”

“What. The. Fuck.”

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#stranger things #stranger things x male reader #male reader #x male reader #billy hargrove x male reader #billy hargrove #billy hargrove x reader #gay #gay billy hargrove #smut #billy hargrove smut

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shrinkthisviolet · 7 days

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Talk Shop Tuesday: what draws you to creating for different fandoms?

It's hard to put into words tbh because there's no hard and fast rule for me. If a piece of media is really bad, I won't want to write for it—same for if it's really good. It's like that one post about how if a piece of media hits the sweet spot of not too terrible and not too great, that'll spark fanfic inspiration (usually this happens for me if a show at least starts off strong, because by the time it gets bad, I've gotten attached to at least a few characters and ships (platonic and/or romantic…usually the former first and the latter later))

Even then, I'll almost always only write for the seasons I at least somewhat like or see potential in—which, for the Flash, is seasons 1-6a*, and seasons 1-3 for Cobra Kai (tho I admittedly don't write much for the latter except for my super indulgent time travel AU). For Star Wars, it's all the films (the sequels had so much potential...*sighs* TFA may have been nearly a copy of ANH, but at least it was setting up interesting plot threads)

*exception: I detest the Flash seasons 6b-9—they have a few good moments but are overall pretty bad (and treat Iris horribly, which is really what solidifies my hate for them). However, I did end up writing a small fix-it for the s9 finale 😅

Ooh and ofc OC potential is a great motivator for me to create for a fandom too! Just look at how many of my fics are OC-centered 😂

talk shop tuesday!

#talk shop tuesday #then again it’s not like the CW is any stranger to treating iris horribly (or even CAITLIN)#they just…REALLY stepped it up in 6b onwards 💀 the mirrorverse plot…the time sickness…the barry-accidentally-killing-her thing…#(temporarily ofc but still)#neither she nor caitlin are allowed a season without trauma/poor treatment smh. they should form a club

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lilytcyip · 4 years

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December 31st, 2019

1.3 tera v w/ rjin & ggao

1.4 cactus & la foret w/ jng

1.8 talked it out with jng ; tried to understand that if i were happy, what more could you ask for

1.11 cyns bday dinner

1.11 craft beer w/ aleung & lwong

1.13 arisu & standing egg with efeng & aleung ; drove on highway for the first time

1.18 west dineout w/ annie pkp

1.19 glass w/ fifi

2.10 first snow of the year

2.3 cny lunch at home with the fam - tong yuen & poon choi

2.4 mooseknuckles - grateful

2.5 lunar new year

2.16 hangiout with mamayip & sis: beta 5, fixing the parka, meetfresh, miku sushi dindin

2.17 mom leaving for 2 months, wandering earth with the yips

2.19 happy hour cactus w/ fifi

2.20 kokoro lunch & shopping w/ rjin

2.20 so hyang w/ veda & nwu

2.21 black been noodles & tonkatsu lunch & usagi matcha sweets w/ ewong

2.22 green leaf sushi & grounds for coffee w/ vtan

2.25 sushi mura w/ acao ; larry berg planes and kisses for the first time

3.13 mental health talk w/ nwu & tchiu + jamjar

3.15 virtuous pie & nanas green tea w/ rjin

3.16 wine night w/ claw, aleung & fsyal

3.17 tabom & stanely park w/ jerpilla

3.23 pool & rc shopping with jyang

4.3 studying with jyang on campus & langara bye

4.9 studying with jyang at my house

4.18 ramen danbo & official date

4.20 so hyang & off the grid waffles w/ ayip

4.26 sci ning off w/ aleung, claw, fsyal, lwong & mcheung

4.27 clay llama terra pot class

4.29 so hyang budae jjigae & yifang w/ ewong

4.30 rc shopping & sushi lover with the yips

5.1 maenam, kits beach & rain or shiine ice cream w/ rjin

5.2 our first little tiff & being called chubby by mlo

5.3 shopping w/ vchan, aleung & fsyal

5.7-5.11 LA trip

5.8 LACMA & melrose & century city field

5.9 warner bros tour

5.10 malibu

5.28-6.1 hokkaido, japan

5.29 a 2-floor hotel with own onsen

5.31 otaru food adventures

6.1 doraemon painting & royce airport

6.2 macau: got scammed by taxi & lost luggage

6.7-6.15 inner mongolia & beijing

6.18 first co op offer

6.21 fire port party at fifis house

6.29 pottery painting w lwong, aleung, vchan, fsyal

7.5 brunch w/ rjin at jethro’s fine grub, baker & table

7.6 nwu’s birthday dindin at coast, hangout with aleung & nwu at nightingale

7.14 leavenworth cherries

7.17 brunch w/ rjin at OEB

7.19 nightmarket w/ jyang, mlaw, rjin

7.21 beach day w/ aleung, fsyal & lwong; hy’s with fam

7.24 chau veggies w/ acao

7.27 shiok & icy bar w/ ewong

8.3 first day of work at doctors office

8.4 escape room w/ vchan, fsyal & jyang; bowling & anh and chi

8.17 dindin w/ fsyal, aleung & tlim; double date walks at olympic village with ancas

8.18 - 8.19 kelowna

8.18 polar grove & penticton lazy river, mission hill

8.19 kayaking, quail’s gate

8.24 lit night at fifis house with the girls and boys

8.25 aleung’s bday harrison trip

8.27 work shopping & nuba w/ fsyal

8.28 sleepover w/ rjin

8.29 brunch w/ aleung, moii cafe chill with fsyal too

9.3 first day of co op work

9.7 grave of the fireflies & wildtale cuddles

9.14 eric chou meet & greet

9.19 amandarachlee neg comment and posted my encouragement on her story

10.5 maiko parfait & shopping w/ jyang, earls with the amigos

10.18 gmen & oncecake: melody, rillakuma, card & collage

10.24 dark table w/ rjin

11.7 moii after work

12.15 baking custard souffle pancakes w/ ewong

12.18 office christmas party & bbt w/ slim

12.19 glow

12.21 fifi’s christmas party

12.22 christmas market w/ rjin: churros & chimney cake

12.23 psyc team secret santa & mahjong

12.25 christmas dindin at market by jean-georges

12.26 birthday dindin at zeferelli

12.27 ring & birthday dinner at brix and mortar w/ jyang

12.28 skated alone, worked out, baked & dindin at botanist

looking back at it now, i definitely went out a lot more compared to previous years LOL i had some struggles in january, and at multiple points in my life i blamed myself for being ungrateful, for seeking more when i already had so much in life compared to other people. my friends were there for me and i wouldnt have been able to live through it without them. then again, during reading break in february, i got myself into the same hot mess and i was sad about it for a week and i blamed myself for getting so attached so quickly. because of these experiences, my expectations were v low and i didnt really expect anything when i talked to jyang, what they say really is true, you get it the moment you stop seeking for it. it comes and find you (: the 3 most important that happened this year is burbur, co op job & me getting more comfortable around doggs; this is a big deal !! i actually like cuddling dogs and i feel less scared of them as long as i have some time to get used to them!! im proud of myself for making progress with my phobia! after i started my co op job, bc i didnt have a lot to do, i felt like i wasnt actively contributing to my workplace and that i was very useless. i still feel the same way now, but i think i am slowly getting used to it. thankfully, my coworkers are VERY nice and i enjoy working around them. while i did not get a different position for january, im still grateful that i got an extended placement. nonetheless, meeting with the different PIs and sumeet pointed me in the right direction of looking for nserc / volunteering opportunities when i do go back to school. AND ofc burbur! im grateful that we were able to be there for each other for the past 8 months, both the ups and downs and i am so so thankful that we’re understanding and patient with each other, as we help each other learn along the way and help each other become a better version of ourselves. this companionship is better than i have asked for and i always remind myself to focus on the important things rather than the minor inconveniences. this year, in terms of fitness goals, ive been doing really well before asia. but ever since i came back, it all went downhill and i gained back all the weight that i lost this year year LOL so in 2020, one of my biggest goal is to eat healthy again, and workout more consistently. getting a job in sept kinda interfered with my progress too, bc i was so tired after work, even when i wasnt doing anything and i stressed eat bc i felt terrible. a lot of diff factors made me feel super stressed, and the fact that i wasnt eating clean / exercising reguarly made me feel worse about the whole situation ): so in 2020, maintaining a healthy lifestyle will be one of my top priorities and gifting myself a healthy body is one of greatest things i can do for myself. this also contributed to the lack of journalling near the end of the year, it felt like bc i wasnt doing the things i was “supposed to do”, i just felt so bad whenever i couldnt tick off that particular habit whenever i fill in my trackers. but tonight, i watched this video and it talked about habits should be for awareness, not for self-hate or self-loathing. this is something that i need to keep in mind. ever since april really, the issue of leaving my house and meeting up with my friends have always stressed me in fear of dealing with passive aggressiveness with my mom lool everytime i get inviited to plans, i just get anxiety about having to tell her about it LOL and even when im out, having a msg/ call for her freaks me out in fear that she will get mad at me for being home late and etc and fifi really woke me up with her words, i should just care less LOL i need to stop caring so much about what she thinks, bc at the end of the day, this IS my life and if i never make any changes, i will never be able to grow and be independent. i think this pree much sums up all my events and emotions in 2019, the last year of the 2010s. in the next decade, a lot of things will happen as i will be in my 20s - 30s, where new opportunities will arise, and graduate uni, do my masters, find a job, maybe even marry and move out LOL the 2020s will definitely be an impt decade, but just for next year i want to:

1. understand that i am old enough to make choices, and in general, care less about what she thinks

2. at the same time, i want to appreciate and be grateful for what my mom, dad and annie have done for me; a lot of the times, i feel like i take them for granted just bc i know they will always be there for me and this is not how you should treat your biggest supporters

3. trust that everything will workout in the end, while you may not be able to envision what you career / life would be like when youre 30, you can definitely take small steps and move towards your goal

4. be mindful of what i eat and exercise regularly (4x hiit & cardio a week) ; treats & sweets in moderation; use those habit trackers for awareness, not for self-loathing / self-hate

5. create art regularly, read more and at least do 5 duolingos every week!

every year, time just seems to go by faster and faster and i feel scared at times. as i type this, theres only 8 minutes left of this decade LOL so in 2020, continue to live in the moment, be present, cherish those that are around you, and have faith that everything will come together, one piece at a time. at the same time, always rmb that you can make small changes to be a better version of yourself, whenever & however you want and this is the 1 thing that other people can’t stop you from doing!

#diary #personal #thoughts #last post of 2019

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autistichansolo · 6 years

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yeah way to show how you fucking idiots have zero clue about han solo bc let me tell you right here even at han’s worst he didn’t even come close to your emo murderer like for reals han literally became a smuggler and a criminal bc he had no other choice; he didn’t grow up in privileged like his son did (han was literally an orphan who grew up on the streets while he made damn sure his son didn’t have to deal with that bc guess what kylo grew up as the son of two war heroes so like the complete opposite of han) and did the best he could given his situation and also mate han being a smuggler isn’t comparable to joining a fascist organization and becoming the leader of one (also like han literally ditch the empire to save a wookie slave so like he actually has morals unlike kylo and the only reason why he joined the empire in the first place was to try to get out of poverty and get a better life but then when it wasn’t right and he saw that it wasn’t he literally was thrown out and turned to smuggling to survive bc he had no other choice) also yeah sure han has killed people but what we saw in the movies is him doing so in self defense so really not murder nor is it at the same level as kylo who has order massacres and is complicit in genocide so really not comparable to a guy shooting someone who 2 seconds before was threatening to kill him so like it’s not the same and um idk where you’re getting the idea han has no morals like yeah sure his is screwy and not always good and he’s selfish and shit and doesn’t care but like at the same time he does have some like him freeing chewie and him coming back in anh and later committing to the rebellion (and even before that you could see had some even if not prefect and not always good but it was still there underneath his front and he does grow to be better as well) like if you want someone who has zero morals like at kylo who just wants to be evil and does whatever it takes to do that doesn’t matter who he kills to do that also man what is so wrong with han working for whoever to pay the bills like yeah ofc he is and he really doesn’t have a lot of options bc he is literally poor and has nothing and doing whatever he can to get money to pay for shit and survive which isn’t even close to what kylo is doing like he didn’t need to join any fascist organization to pay for bills and shit bc he was the son of 2 war heroes and they had money and were literally offering to let him come home so it’s not like he has to be there bc he’s got no other options when he literally does also um han actually doesn’t cheat his customers like that’s is made up and recon by disney to make him look stupid like the only thing this could point to in the ot is him not being able to pay off jabba when he dropped his shipment bc he was going to be boarded by the imps and that was made out to be like a one time thing bc he is one of the best smugglers and the only reason why he never gets around to paying jabba off is bc he stuck around the rebellion for 3 years or so after anh hence why bounty hunters were after him so like really that’s just bs like i’m not forgetting kylo is han’s son (tho i really wish he wasn’t) bc you guys never shut up about it but really kylo is nothing like han and han at his worst was no were near as bad as kylo

#anti kylo ren #han solo #like all your points are such bs #and literally don’t prove shit about kylo being like han #bc guess what he’s not #he’s so much worst than han ever was #and has way less excuse for it #bc he actually have a damn choice and grew up in privilege #unlike his father who grew up alone on the streets #and didn’t have much choice #but did the best he could #and had fight to get where he was #which was freaking taken from him by his son #who destroyed it all #and just continues to choose to do evil #bc that’s really all he cares about #unlike han who does care more that he says #and ends up doing the right thing most of the time #and is a pretty good person despite his mistakes #unlike kylo who is leader of a damn fascist organization and complicit in genocide #and is just all around a horrible person

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markantonys · 6 years

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just finished leia: princess of alderaan! here are my Thoughts

not as good as bloodline, but i still really liked it! the plot isn’t especially exciting (most of it revolves around leia discovering that her parents are helping form a rebellion, which the reader obviously already knows) but the character work is soooo good. the book bridges the gap between a relatively carefree child leia and the stoic leader we see in the OT, and watching leia grow up and learn hard truths about the world was touching and bittersweet

if you’re looking for organa family feels, THIS BOOK IS FOR YOU. the most important/most emphasized relationship in the book was leia’s relationship with her parents (perhaps second to, dare i say, leia’s relationship with herself) and imo it was the book’s strongest aspect. we got lots of peeks into leia’s earlier childhood (she’s 16 in the book) while also seeing the three of them trying to navigate the changing relationship as leia grows from a child into a mature adult equal with her parents. lots of really moving moments between them that will surely enhance my emotions next time i watch leia’s adoption in rots and alderaan’s destruction in anh :(

we also learn some great stuff about breha, who was absent from the movies or any tv shows, so i was excited about that. there’s a particularly interesting backstory tidbit about her at the very end of the book, nothing dramatic but still an "aha” moment for me. she’s probably one of my favorite characters in the book, she was just awesome

another thing this book did really well is tie all three trilogies together. it’s set just before anh and so deals with OT-era problems with the empire and rebellion and everything, but it also features several PT/TCW-era characters (the organas and mon mothma ofc, captain panaka has a brief appearance) and leia even travels to naboo (well, one of its moons) at one point and it gave me all the feels. bail also mentions he had friends on naboo during the clone wars (padme!) and leia references something that happened during a specific episode of tcw. claudia gray clearly knows her stuff! and for the ST, leia first meets amilyn holdo in this book and strikes up a friendship with her, so that’s definitely going to emotionally enhance for me some scenes in tlj which i shall not spoil here

one thing that did kinda bother me about this book is that amilyn seemed like a completely different person than we saw in tlj, she was kind of a luna lovegood-esque character as opposed to a stern military commander. i like both versions of the character (the novel one more though) and of course i can see how someone’s personality would change after several decades and two massive civil wars, but still, it was hard to reconcile the two amilyns in my mind

leia did have a lil romance with, gasp, NOT HAN! which was sweet and ultimately served her character development quite well, and while i didn’t have any problem with it, it was probably the aspect of the book i cared about least. but it really is a fairly minor subplot and by no means overshadows leia’s personal journey, so for anyone out there who hates unnecessary romantic subplots (can’t relate), i will say that this one was pretty necessary for leia’s growth arc

bad thing about this book: NOT A SINGLE MENTION OF DARTH VADER!! tho it did get me wondering about what exactly is vader’s role in the empire from the average civilian’s perspective? maybe he’s not as prominent as i’d assumed, or maybe he only comes to the spotlight after the war truly breaks out since he’s a military figure rather than a political one

this book also does a nice job of referencing other characters without specifically naming them. the naboo sequence references padme quite heavily if you’re paying attention, but manages to do so without actually saying her name since obviously leia doesn’t know anything about her at this point. there’s some han and hanleia foreshadowing but of course han can’t be specifically named for the same reasons. there’s even a brief sentence or two where leia sees a man wearing a breathing mask and thinks how strange it must be for him to be on such a beautiful world (naboo) and not be able to breathe in its air naturally, which gave me some vader feels though i’m not sure it was intended to lmao

overall, definitely worth the read!! and it’s a pretty quick and easy read too (since i think it’s technically a YA novel?) i read the whole thing in two sittings, an hour last week and maybe 4-5 hours just now, so i’m sure i could’ve done it in one sitting if i’d had 6ish hours uninterrupted

#leia: princess of alderaan #leia organa #star wars #sw

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