TW: damn, that shi bright (saturated colors)
drew @naffeclipse’s vigilante yn in bright colors because i needed to feel something
also, my previous awful idea was, in fact, awful. however step one of four is complete
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tonight was very overwhelming having to split my attention between so many things but my winners from estonia and norway slayed and qualified, raiven’s song is also a slay and that mv blew me away
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Here's my ideas for the stories im going to write since I had to write them down before I go crazy so HERE-
If it looks rushed it is. ☠️ these are just the ideas that been swirling in my head for days- like y'all I'm really excited to make this aomsjsmans
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Being in a housing situation that can change in hours sucks ass
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i rather do 10 rigorous portal levels than touch another splatzones level, who’s with me?
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biting him
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outfit of the day!
well, technically, it was yesterday’s outfit…
i ended up spending 3 hours at our local brewdog (which is kinda our hq and has been for years). gods am i exhausted. so fucking loud. my spoons level is in the negative. too many people, even if it’s people i actually enjoy spending time with. but there were more than just our group, so people i didn’t know and urgh. but i had a good time. i’m kinda annoyed that i can’t do gluten anymore though, because they had the lindemans framboise as a guest beer, and it’s the only beer i actually like (i only like fruity tasting alcohol, fight me), but it’s not gluten free. buh. but they had a pretty tasty mixed berry cider and they do gf pizza, so had nice food and drinks, even if i got a fucking headache in exchange.
it’s a good thing i have nothing planned this weekend, because i will be playing zombie the whole time.
i am feeling cheeky, so have a pic of my eyes. maybe one day i’ll do a face reveal. who knows. certainly not me. 👻
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Had a seizure ;-;
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YES! I did it! I kid you not, I was scrolling for a good twenty minutes, starting to form a headache from indecipherable text across infinite white pages zooming across my screen, and was just about to give up when I found the stupid post I was looking for! Cause it was this thing about the cult of the lamb that I saw like a week ago, and I saw it and was like “oh that’s cool” and moved on, until like an hour ago when I saw stuff about it in my YouTube feed and was like “how did that get there? I thought it was just this one thing?” And proceeded to look it up on said YouTube, and watch a thirty minute play through. Pretty cool game. To which I went “hol’ up! Now I need to go see that original post so I can actually understand what’s going on” and then proceeded to go to my subscription page and scroll. For twenty minutes. And then I found it :D
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Self-diagnosed Autistic going to dr visit
Driving to new doctor’s office: okay
Talking to receptionist: okay
Sitting in waiting room with other people: nervous
Talking to nurse: manageable
Waiting for doctor: manageable
Talking to doctor: success! But I realize I haven’t looked at her since she came in…
By the time I’m getting my lungs and heart listened to: starting to spiral, eye contact attempted and rejected
Leaving office: get lost right next to opened waiting room door and have to ask for help
Leaving building: flapping hands, rushing to car at the more open back of the lot, tapping car key on each finger once from end to end and back, over and over while saying, “Okay okay okay,” with each tap… except when a cool bug flies by
Sitting in car typing this: rocking
Gee. Wonder why I think I’m Autistic. Must just be trying to get attention.
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Do you ever get really emotional for no reason?
Like, I was just looking at my dog and wondering if he knows that I love him. I got down on the floor and just sat next to him, petting him. I just got hit with a huge wave of emotion and just started to cry.
Does he know that we love him? Is he happy with us? The poor guy had a shit life before we brought him into our lives... He never had a yard, or a bed, shit he didn't even have people that took the time to be with him.
I don't usually vent, but I got real emotional. And to top it all off, because when you're crying, everything else will make you cry. I got a text from a friend that I haven't talked to in years, YEARS!
So yeah, I've been crying on and off for about an hour.
Anyway, here is the dog in question, my big beefy boy:
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i was in the hot shower too long thinking on the floor abt them and the fan wasn’t turned on so i was sitting in a white void of steam. thinking
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Fake socializing is sooo draining
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I found a lil shiny Zorua
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got dragged to a pub quiz tonight and i simply don't understand how i ever had the energy to go to bars or pubs lmao
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