#odetogyus

[odetogyus]

wait

↳pairing/s: idol boyfriend!yugyeom x fem!reader

↳genre: angst (w/ a happy ending lol), idol!au

↳warnings: profanity, mentions of alcohol consumption, trust issues

↳song: wait by maroon 5

✎author's note: idk what I was going through when I wrote this but this was from my 2018 archive and I think this baby needs to see the light of day,, so here it is!

—

"The concert should be done now," you thought to yourself while staring at your phone.

Since your brother's wedding was in 2 days, you didn't have time to fly to Toronto to see your boyfriend and his group perform. You've been on a few tours with them– sometimes working as a stylist for Yugyeom and the whole team. JYP himself even sends you an extra ticket to every single country the boys go to just in case you wanted to come with, but this time however, you had to stay home to help out with your brother's wedding.

It's been almost 3 years since you started dating Yugyeom. What started out as a very unexpected interaction at a dance showcase, later bloomed into something so beautiful. Your relationship wasn't always pretty. In fact, it's true what they say about the first year; it definitely is the hardest.

You've seen them grow, not just as artists but as people, too. You've built such tight relationships with each and every one of them, even the staff members. GOT7 was a family and you were over the moon to be a part of it.

After a few hours of waiting, you decided to take a hot shower before taking a nap. It was a tiring day for you and your family. The wedding was in 2 days and there were a lot of things left to do. You also knew very well that the boys come out exhausted after every show, and so you fought back the slightest feeling of worry in your head and fell into a deep sleep.

–

You woke up to the sound of your phone going off.

BREAKING NEWS

MEMBERS OF THE KPOP GROUP– GOT7, WERE SEEN AT A CLUB IN TORONTO AFTER THEIR CONCERT. MEMBERS MARK TUAN, JACKSON WANG & KIM YUGYEOM WERE SPOTTED HEAVILY INTOXICATED WITH 3 UNKNOWN WOMEN JOINING THEM AT THEIR TABLE. NO OFFICIAL STATEMENTS REGARDING THE INCIDENT HAS BEEN RELEASED BY JYP ENTERTAINMENT.

People you knew and didn't know were tagging you everywhere. Every photograph, every article, they all had their eyes on Yugyeom, and they all had their eyes on you, too.

Your brother's fiancée barged into your room shortly after the news broke out. She was always there for you, and the relationship you shared was a very special one. You trusted her, and you never hid anything from her after the first time she saw you cry.

"Y/N," your almost sister-in-law cooed. You both knew that it was very unlikely of Yugyeom to act that way, but then again, the people surrounding them aren’t always angels. No one really is.

Just then, the name you've been waiting to see finally popped up on your screen, but this time, you weren't sure if you had the guts to answer him.

"Should I answer?" You asked, sounding miserable as ever. Tears escaped your eyes, glistening like broken glass when the sunlight hits the surface.

"You need to hear it from him, Y/N. I'll be in the kitchen, let me know if you need anything."

Accepting the call, you swallowed hard enough and prepared yourself for what could either be the most painful truth you had to hear, or the biggest lie ever you had to believe.

"Y/N.. hey, please let me explain," Yugyeom's voice was incredibly raspy and shaky, and you knew damn well that he was in tears. It's only been a few hours since the incident, so it was safe to say that he was still quite hungover. You knew they were well taken care of, but what happened cannot be rewritten again. What's done is done.

"Go ahead," you answered. Holding back your tears is always the hardest when you know that you have no choice but to endure the pain.

"We had a few drinks, and we had fun. We had so much fun. The boys and I, the staff. Me and Jackson hyung tried the hose thingy, it was so– cool– but, but I'm sorry babe, I'm so sorry–"

"Do you just.. wanna talk when you’re not like.. this, Yugyeom? Because if you're gonna keep doing this, I might as well just hang up and talk to my fucking wall–"

Oh, the theatrics of a brokenhearted beast.

"No.. stop, listen to me, I'm trying to explain!"

"Okay, then do it," you said angrily. The tears from your eyes were flowing down uncontrollably. It was so painful that you couldn't even hear anything else but the sound of his lies breaking you continuously.

"Mark hyung joined us, and we got so drunk, and next thing you know, these random girls sat with us at the table. I don't remember a lot but– I think one even bit my neck– it hurts, and she– I think she sat on my lap but I think I tried to push her off but I passed out. I don't really remember anything else–"

"You know, Gyeom? Sometimes, I wish you knew what it's like to be the one that patiently waits for you to come home, hoping that the worries in your head just disappear. How could you be so irresponsible? Man.. how could you do this to me? To us?"

"Y/N, you know I love you more than anything else but for fuck's sake, will you please believe me? My head hurts so much and you're acting up! Jesus!"

Yugyeom knew not to push your buttons, but in that state of his, he pushed it all, not missing one.

"Well, if that’s the case then I’m sorry. I’m sorry for caring too much, and for being all up in your business all the fucking time. Have fun remembering how you got that stupid hickey of yours, I’m done–"

"No, you are not hanging up on me, Y/N. It was a mistake, okay? God, my head is killing me and I just.. need you to believe me. I drank too much, and I know it’s bad, but I swear to fucking God, I didn’t do anything to hurt you. I would never hurt you. But you need.. to stop being difficult.. you’re making things worse here–"

The tension grew even more. You were both screaming your lungs out at each other, thousands of miles away from the other.

"Really now?" You spat bitterly. That was it for you. The last straw. "Well then, I know my brother invited you to the wedding, but don't bother showing up. I don't want to see you."

Your harsh words must've hurt Yugyeom so much, that his screams of anger just managed to slip out of his already worn out body.

"You're really throwing this all away– huh? Almost 3 years worth of memories? Just because I made a mistake, just because I don't remember everything that happened to me while I was intoxicated? You think I wanted those girls to come close to us? You're so– Y/N, you really think I wanted to hurt you, don't you? So now.. you do this? You're really breaking up with me? On the phone? Are you fucking kidding me?"

"Trust, Yugyeom. Trust. You broke the most important thing we built. Do you know how hard it is to do this? To date someone like you? People send me death threats, Yugyeom. Just because I decided to be with you. Do you even know how I feel? Do you know how Mark's girlfriend feels? How Jackson's girlfriend feels? Because I do. We all fucking get it!"

"Okay, trust. But let me ask you Y/N, if things were so difficult, why are you still here? Why date me when you could've left? That's what you wanna do anyway, right? You wanna leave, you wanna be free, right?"

But it’s not freedom if it’s not with you.

The bitter taste of surprise was too much for you. It was never meant to hurt that much, but it did.

"Wanna know why I'm still here, Yugyeom?"

"Why," he spat coldly.

"Because I thought that– loving you, oh god, I thought that that was more than enough to believe that we'd make it. But at this point, maybe we're both just better off alone. Separate ways, Gyeom."

Yugyeom let out a faint laugh. The most painful laugh one could ever laugh. A laugh of defeat.

"You're really doing this, huh? This is what you want? You're really doing this to us–"

"You don't need to show up at the wedding.. I'll just, tell them about us after. We'll meet when we're both ready to talk. Be safe."

"Fuck this, Y/N. Fuck–"

And with that, you hung up.

Your heart was broken once again, not by the same person, but because of the same reason you kept your heart safe and hidden in the first place.

Trust.

Yugyeom was your true love. The man you believed to be was your person. The person you entrusted your fragile self to. The person you needed.

But maybe he doesn't need you.

Putting your phone on silent, you cried yourself to sleep, wishing you'd never wake up.

—

wedding day.

Your eyes were still tired and gloomy, but you were better. You haven't heard from him since the fight and although it hurt you too much to be that person to hang up and end things, you knew better than to mope all day and question your existence.

"You look so beautiful in that dress! I'm so happy you chose that style! It's just perfect," your brother's soon-to-be wife exclaimed. She was the one who held you tight when your heart broke for the wrong guy, and she was also the one who held you when Yugyeom couldn't. It's safe to say she's the sister you never had.

"Thanks, I'm happy to be here. I'm so excited for you and my brother. I don't know what you see in him but I'm thankful you stuck around."

The bride smiled with tears welling up in her eyes. "You stick around for the one you love, Y/N. Even when the storm hits and everything falls apart, wait it out, then love again."

The wedding venue was everything you imagined it to be. A beautiful pathway to the garden, red and white roses everywhere, and photographs of your brother and his soon-to-be wife hung from the stringed lights wrapped around the tall trees to create the most beautiful ambiance.

Your quick peek of the venue ended since it was almost time for the actual ceremony. You were one of the bridesmaids, and you had to be wherever the bride was.

From afar, a tall figure walked towards the venue in a red suit. His dark hair complemented his outfit, and his handsome face was the cherry on top of it all.

Yugyeom showed up to the wedding a few minutes before it actually started. He took his time exchanging words of happiness and support to your brother. Yugyeom's relationship with your brother started out like any other brother – boyfriend relationship, but the two ended up being very close friends. A few moments before announcing the beginning of the ceremony, Yugyeom found his way to his seat. He sat close to the front, but in the corner.

The ceremony began, and every second felt longer than it should have. Closing your eyes, you took slow, but steady, steps to the podium where your brother was. You both agreed to welcome the bride with your whole family present next to him.

dirty looks from your mother

never seen you in a dress that color, no

it's a special occasion

not invited but I'm glad I made it

He looked at you like it's the first time he's ever laid eyes on you. His heart thumped like crazy, seeing how your hair fell perfectly down the length of your spine, in a red dress that exposed most of your back. Yugyeom couldn't resist every urge to kiss you. Every thought of you possibly breaking up with him completely made the poor boy pale. He was madly in love with you, in every possible way, that losing you meant losing everything to him.

The moment you stood next to your brother, your eyes met his. The eyes you hated to look into, but missed the most. Yugyeom stared at you for a long time, before you both snapped out of the trance only you two were in. You saw him mouth a "wow" before facing the bride and giving her a hug.

Walking to your designated seat, your mind went crazy just imagining how hard it would be to keep your composure when Yugyeom would literally be inches away from you.

"Beautiful," Yugyeom said in awe as you sat next to him. "You're beautiful, Y/N."

Without looking at him, you extended your gratitude. "Thank you, Yugyeom," was all you could say.

You both tried so hard to focus on the wedding. For the most part, it felt like no one else was there. You were in the moment, and so was he.

The exchange of vows was definitely something. Every word your brother and his wife exchanged was pure love. And deep down, you prayed that the love you needed was Yugyeom's.

oh, let me apologize

i'll make up, make up, make up, make up for all those times

your love, I don't wanna lose

i'm begging, begging, begging, begging, I'm begging you

As if on cue, Yugyeom held your hand without looking at you. His hand was shaky, and so was yours, but you didn't pull away. You held onto him, too. You held onto him like your life depended on it, and you held onto the person that longs for you the most.

"I do," your brother speaks into the microphone, looking at his woman. Yugyeom holds your hand even tighter, saying the same words your brother said, loud enough for you to hear it. Only you.

I do.

The bride reciprocates, and tears immediately stream down your face as the rush of emotions take over you.

Not wanting to lose the love of your life ever again, you follow suit, and said the same words the bride said. Only for you and Yugyeom, it meant something else. Only something the two of you could understand.

I do.

You both stood firmly, not letting go of each other, when the officiator finally said the words everyone wanted to hear.

You may now kiss the bride.

Not wasting a precious second, Yugyeom pulled you into a tight embrace, holding your head against his chest. His lips planted kisses at the top of your head, and suddenly everything was right in the world.

The scent of his perfume was home to you, and it made you feel so much better.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm so stupid, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry," Yugyeom whispered, still keeping you in his arms.

"I'm sorry, too, Gyeom," you answered, trying hard not to let the tears roll down your cheek and ruin your makeup.

Yugyeom finally kissed you.

He kissed you without stealing the spotlight from the newly weds. He kissed you softly, but it was clear that he longed for it. For you. He kissed you just the way you needed to be kissed, reminding you that he is yours in full surrender.

"I love you, Gyeom."

You finally meet his gaze. The prettiest eyes you've ever seen, and he really was the best thing that's ever happened to you.

"I love you, Y/N. I love you."

Wait it out, then love again.

#odetogyus #odetogyus.writes #kpop scenarios #kpop imagines #kpop au #got7 #got7 drabbles #got7 au #got7 x reader #got7 imagines #got7 yugyeom #idol!au #idol!yugyeom #yugyeom #kim yugyeom #yugyeom x reader #yugyeom imagines #yugyeom scenarios #yugyeom drabble #yugyeom angst #kpop writing

[seokmingyu]

hi!!! planning on changing my url n i cant decide so help me here 🤧

#i rlly am attached to odetogyu but seokgyus....... is my brand. my thing. my jam #maybe i’ll change it after fear era? hhhh #+ BOO MOOTS i have the url youtuboo saved if anyone wants it really!! #i’ll be rb’ing this a couple times sowwy 🥺

[seonqhwas-remade]

SEONGHWA

KAI WHY

or

©️ splendor.

or

#sorry i got carried away jsdndnsj #the middle one is my homescreen...i rearranged my apps for it LMAOOO #thank u kai !!!! <333 #odetogyu #replies #kai 🐊

[diamondedqe]

🌻

HELLO KAI IM LOVE YOU 💕💗💞💖💝💘💗💖

🌻: dude my oty stop is in like 47?? days and that freaks me out like GHDGSFSDFJSJDH cause istg it was like 5 months away and now its like... 1 1/2 and it still hasnt set in that its real idk what im gonna do day of the concert hjsdgjkdskf

send me a 🌻 and I’ll talk abt whatever

#!! kai i hope youre doing well ^^ #also ik youre oty stop is earlier than mine how are you FEELING?? HJSDGFSDJKH #i hope you have an amazing time tho !! tbh its wack i cant believe its like. real but yknow #n thank you for the ask !! i said earlier but im love you ;;;;;;;; #ask game #odetogyu #asks

[kwibu]

eve!! happy birthday angel have an amazing day😭💗✨😌💓

Thank you very much, sweetheart! I did have a great day, thank you ♥

#odetogyu #eefs wise answers

[wwounu]

happy birthday keags!!! hope you had an amazing day ☺️💖

omg thank you! My day was great, it honestly got me away from reality for the weekend !!

#disgarding a few things here and there but the day is done and over with #but i hope youre doing well too kaira! i hope you had a nice holiday n new years <3 #ask #odetogyu

[vocalunits]

for the ask game,, can i give a sentence? okay here we go: hi everyone nice to meet you my favorite food is pizza. have a nice day!!! i’m deekay :D

cześć wszystkim miło mi was poznać moim ulubionym jedzeniem jest pizza. życzę wam miłego dnia!!! jestem deekay :D

send me a word and i will tell u what it means in my language

#I LOVE U SO MUCH FOR THIS AHXJXNKDJDHDHSBJZJS #reply #odetogyu #also phonetically in polish deekay would be dikej but that just not necessary hakmshsgsjsms

[joshuahong]

2019 is almost over, but can you recommend some good svt blogs? my dash are dead

hi anon! i can try 🥺these blogs are quality people + blogs and post frequently :D i hope this helps!~

network blogs: @svtgfx @caratgfx @svtgifs @svteditors (you can also brose their respective tags: #svtgfx, #caratgfx, #svtgifs, #svtcreations)

my recs! *this is coming from pure memory, if I forget I apologize T_T just send me a message and I update!!!: 

@cheolshu @shuuvee @pledisanti @hanwooz @wonnhao @soonseokboos @sunnie-dk @minghaon @cafewoozi @jeongahn / @ghoulabi @softwonwoo @rosevlolets @wooziwish @tswoondere @95joshua @odetogyu @performanceunit @piechen-art @powerfulhoshi @amemericans @anyhao @dokyuml @guksuu @glowsvt @gyuhansgirl @hoshees @hearttoshu @jeonghney @je0nghans @joenwonu @kristian-do @kwibu @livelovelunch @lseokmin @xmhs @cinnamingyu @choco-seventeen @cheoliday @verngyu @bokdeongeori @boosonseok @cheolliegyu @diamondedqe @scoupsy @13-scoups @17dad @4roha @7ww @wo-oz @1ove1ies @bbaksu @svtnz @spicy-soonyoung @juunshua @soonhosh @sooncoups​

this is an eyesore i am sorry but please go through these blogs :D they all post relatively a lot!!!

#asks #askthetic #bea rec #anon #Anonymous

[cafewoozi]

bonnie!!! ♡ how are you!! it's been so long, it's sarah (prev minhwangs) btw incase you're wondering who this is bc i keep changing my urls. i got into svt whilst i was on a tumblr hiatus and was wondering if you could rec me some svt content creators to follow!! sending you some love as well x

HI SARAH!!!!! Fancy meeting you here omg ;____; I missed you I’m glad you’re back on  Tumblr!!! I’ll try to list as many Seventeen blogs as I know! Welcome to the fandom 💕💕

@hanwooz @verngyu @seokminnies @adorablehoshi @hoshees @kyeomblr @shuastagram @jeongahn @gyuharang @joshuahong @bokdeongeori @dkymm @littleight @softwonwoo @8eht @tswoondere @piechen-art @julyprince @hitsound @dearkyeom @odetogyu @cafevernon @17ghao @diamondedqe @glowsvt @9yugle @scoupsy @moonsjun @sooncheolie @soonseokboos @m1nqhao @je0nghans @shuuvee @svtnz @hearttoshu @swimmingfool @liuqisvt @guksuu @gyuhaoz  @wonhuis @bbaksu @hoshidotcom @jeonghney @kristian-do 

#love letter #jae6bot

[odetogyus]

sober

↳pairing/s: jaebeom x reader

↳genre: slight angst, romance, fwb!au

↳warnings: cursing, slight suggestive content

✎author's note: another little gem collecting dust in the archives,, missing jb hours too :((

—

"So, I heard you got kicked out of your apartment last night. Got something to do with that stupid neighbour of yours?"

Jaebeom entered the code to get into his place. It's been over a year since the whole "friends with benefits" thing happened between the two of you, and so far, it's been great. Someone to talk to whenever you felt like it, and someone to make love to whenever you just needed to feel it.

But you didn't mean to feel love. Just any emotion, really.

Most of the time, the two of you would go as much as your bodies could– panting and sweating profusely while your laughs battled the silence, just wanting to forget things and feel a different kind of pressure. But, surprisingly enough, there was never a time where you did it intoxicated.

You were always sober.

And that's what's bothering you.

Because what if, just what if, the whole set-up was slowly turning into something more?

"Yeah, no. I just wanted to get out of there. All my neighbours do is yell at each other, fighting about their marriage, and that stupid love talk, and next thing you know, they're banging the damn wall— my fucking kitchen wall, while they fuck each other's guts out. Jesus Christ—"

"Hey, hey," Jaebeom knew exactly what to do to calm you down. He sat next to you on his bed, and began tracing random symbols on your back with his index finger. It works every single time. "Stay here as long as you want. No big deal, besides–"

"Besides what?" You asked.

The traces of his fingertips were gone in a glimpse, too. But, why?

"What is it, Jaebeom? Besides what?"

Jaebeom rose from the bed and paced around the room like a madman. His ears slowly turned red, and soon enough, he took his shirt off aggressively in attempts to cool down. But no, it just wasn't working.

"What the hell is your problem? You know what, I'm gonna go home. You look like you got some issues to deal with right now and—"

And like a ticking bomb, he exploded.

"I love you, okay? I love you and I can’t stop. This wasn’t a part of our plan, Y/N, and I’m sorry but– I cannot fucking stop. Do you know hard it is for me to pretend that I’m not falling deeper into this shit, when I’m deep inside of you? Do you? Do you know how many times I tried to cut you off, but I just couldn’t because man.. I’m just so attached to you. Do you know how hard it is? To not love you, when I want to? I just— really, really love you."

The words you never thought you’d ever hear, you finally heard. And it wasn't like there were any invisible fireworks surrounding the two of you. Or, a background song that started playing out of nowhere to fit the mood. No. None of that.

It was just you.

Two people, in love, but never sobered enough to admit that they were in fact, in love– in a room where love was made a million times but was never acknowledged because of fear.

I love you, too. I think I've loved you for a while now, Lim Jaebeom.

"I love you too, and I'm pretty sure about that," you struggled to say. But you said it.

Falling on his knees and leaning his head against your leg, you felt something shift inside that you never even thought existed.

His hands were ice cold as he held yours but as new as it was to know that you could freely hold them now, there wasn't anything else you needed in that moment. Just him.

"I think we should thank God that we’re sober."

And that, you did.

Now, sober isn’t so bad after all, is it?

#odetogyus #odetogyus.writes #got7 au #got7 imagines #got7 jaebeom #got7 jb #kpop scenarios #kpop imagines #kpop au #got7 #got7 x reader #jb x reader #jaebeom x reader #jaebeom scenarios #jaebeom imagines #kpop writing #kpop drabbles #got7 drabbles

[seokmingyu]

odetogyu >> seokgyus

#interact if u see hehe #will fix links + theme later lol #for my boys... who i miss with my entire being

[seonqhwas-remade]

i’ve literally been falling for seonghwa too omg this is so scary jfkdkd but... our minds!! he’s so cute 😔

kai....ur mind !!!!!! our minds !!!!!👩‍🍳👌 he rlly is....honestly its high time ive been seeing ateez on my dash for a while its abt time i know a thing or two djdjsjs

#odetogyu #replies

[kwibu]

ur new icon :(((( so precious 🥺🤧

thank you very much bb! wonu is such a cute babie ♥

#odetogyu #eefs wise answers

[soonseokboos]

hiii lads, it's me!! paulie!! so my carat-versary is coming up and it just so happens that i also hit a milestone recently so i figured that maybe it was time to give back some of the l*ve and appreciation that i've received here on tumblr!! to those of you i've connected w/ in some way... you guys are the reason i'm still here-- i really mean it. i ADORE U all sosoooo much! thank u for sticking w/ me and i hope that we'll be together for manymanymany more moons~

(p.s: s/o to my irls and my non-kpop moots fhasjdslaj u kno who u are!! i lov u guys oh so very much, u all keep it real and fresh and u lads have a special place in my heart heh)

*:･ﾟ - i cherish u and ur blog a lot! u make my dash a better place~ ☆ - i admire u and ur creations so much! ♡ - i love talking with u, thank u for being a friend :')

[# - i]

@17dad *:･ﾟ / @bbaksu ☆ / @berethosh ☆ / @bring1t *:･ﾟ / @cafewoozi ☆ / @diamondedqe ☆ ♡ / @dkyeomie ☆ / @eboyhao ☆ ♡ / @emokmg *:･ﾟ / @essoontial ☆ / @gl8ceon ☆ / @habitgf *:･ﾟ / @hanwooz ☆ ♡ / @hearttoshu ☆ ♡ / @hoshees ☆ / @hoshgf *:･ﾟ ♡ / @hoshidotcom ☆ / @hoshisbigtoe *:･ﾟ / @hxshi ☆

[j - p]

@jadethirwall *:･ﾟ / @je0nghans ☆ / @jeongahn ☆ ♡ / @jeonghney ☆ / @joshuahong ☆ ♡ / @kwnsyg ♡ / @kyeomdoongie ☆ / @littleight ☆ / @minatoazki *:･ﾟ / @minhyukie ☆ / @moonsjun ☆ ♡ / @odetogyu ☆ ♡ / @peachmangoes *:･ﾟ / @pledisanti ☆ ♡

[q - z]

@rennmo ☆ ♡ / @seokmins-thighs *:･ﾟ / @seokminseok ☆ / @seokyomie ☆ ♡ / @softwonwoo ☆ ♡ / @sooncheolie ☆ / @soonhosh ☆ ♡ / @starhaos ☆ ♡ / @sunkgwan ☆ / @sunnie-dk ☆ ♡ / @svtean *:･ﾟ ☆ / @svtnz ☆ / @the-little-giant-maknae ☆ ♡ / @tswoondere ☆ / @vocalunits ☆ ♡ / @wooziwish ☆ ♡ / @xuboowoo ☆

[♡♡♡]

#long post // #ff #pls forgive me it rlly hurt me to do so but i was decidedly... ch**sy this time around fhasjldfs even if u aren't on here #i assure u that u are lovely and amazing-- this is rlly meant to highlight moots that i've got a soft spot for heh. #ALSO my Fear.mp3 is that i put a heart next to some1 that doesn't think we're on that level and the Reverse of that #which is NOT putting a heart next to someone that Does believe we are ajnlfjasd i probably agonized over it a lil bit too long #so pls humour/ignore me if u disagree ajnfjasd i'm. babie;; #that being said i rlly would like to get to know u all better or talk again if it's been a while... (which is My fault i kno this) #and if ur reading these tags ilu i hope the world helps u keep being the beautiful and good person that u are~ #@ tungle if u funk up the mention function on this post i WILL come for u pls keep this in mind i repeat do NOT mess up-- #[*blows a kiss into the sky* for angel(issuh)... if u somehow see this kno that u are on here in my Heart okie?]

[chuuday]

happy new year!! I met a lot of people in 2019 which have made my experience on here way more enjoyable than ever before... even if we don’t talk much if you’re on this list it means I really love your blog and your presence! I value all of you so much and hope 2020 is an incredible year for all of us. thank you so much for sticking with me through my daily mingyu posts 💖 if I added a 🌙 I left you a little note!

@hoshluv​🌙| @tittiegf​🌙 | @jaeslesbian​🌙| @vocalunits​🌙| @shimelyasmines​🌙 | @cafevernon​🌙| @ilujenos​🌙 | @xuxisbitch​ | @seonqhwas​ | @funmv​ | @joenwonu​ 🌙 | @juanitasupreme​ | @deargyu​ | @odetogyu​ | @adoreugf​ | @habitgf​ | @r1nas​ | @voguista​ | @mlmboo​ | @swc4s​ | @17dad​ | @looua​ | @teddiorsa​ | @01sgoth​ | @rendevous186y​

𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓎: hoshi black hair 2020. ok but i’m going to try my best to keep this short... you already know this but you’re my best friend and i would do anything for you i have so much admiration for you and i trust you so incredibly much i am always comfortable around you thank you so much for all of the happiness and laughter you brought me in 2019 i can’t wait to see you and janie again and spend this year together! i’m so excited to see you in a few days and to go to my first concert of my dreams... ty for always being stupid with me i love you! 💖💖

𝒾𝓇𝒾𝓈: i’m so happy we started talking more this year after being mutuals for so long... we share so many interests and it is so fun and comfortable to talk to you! i trust you with my whole heart thank you for becoming my friend ilysm!! 💖💖

𝓉𝒶𝓉𝓎𝒶𝓃𝒶: i think you’re so cool!! you’re so sweet and nice too i hope we talk more in the future and that we get to watch more svt videos together! i always say this but i love seeing your gifs and ily and ur blog in general :( 💖

𝓈𝓎𝓁: 💖!! what can i say... your love for seokmin and ur support for vocal unit already explains how much taste you have i love interacting with you a lot i have a lot of fun talking to you thank you for everything!! I hope we continue having fun together in 2020!!

𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓎: the way that i still can’t believe that you even spare me any words.... i’ve always thought you were so cool.. you’re the absolute sweetest the amount of love i have for you is IMMENSE 💖 probably more than ur love for wonwoo and choerry combined 

𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒶: i am sososososo happy that i got to meet you this year through the carat anon event!!!! thank you for talking with me so much about svt and everything in between i really appreciate you so much and i hope i get to meet you at the concert in a couple of days :( ILY!!!💖

𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒶: ok ik we don’t really talk but you’re one of my favorite blogs on here like i love how vocal you are in general but specifically about loona is nice to see someone to relate to but you’re so cool in general and your moodboards!! the vision you have... anyway ily you’re the coolest! 💖

𝒶𝓁𝑒𝒸: the way the moon shines brightly every night just for you!!! our meeting has been sudden but i’m so glad we’ve been talking you’re a really cool person and i hope we get to talk more in the future! also i love seeing ur love for wonwoo and gyu 💖

#long post #txt #god..... this is so much klsajflkj #i love you all tho!! #also yes alec i copied ur format lsdjfla i thought it was so cute tho

[yukheid]

Mingyu & Seokmin matching lockscreen/background

Merry ( late! ) Christmas @odetogyu! I’m your svt secret santa. I want to apologize for my lack of communication, it’s been rough lately, but I absolutely wanted to make sure you got your gift no matter what! I hope you like these edits i made for you and I hope we’ll continue to talk and maybe become friends. I hope you’re doing well lovely 💕

#im so freaking late im so sorry #my edits #seventeen #kim mingyu #lee seokmin