#oh well im gonna figure something out

[marblerose-rue]

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if only / snowkit and speckletail

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #snowkit #speckletail #warriors #warrior cats #waca #wc art #wc #tw blood #< its. minor but id rather be safe than sorry #SQUINTS i hope im getting everything i feel kinda blegh and i just wanna go lay down AHBKJFDBG #HIII I HOPE EVERYONE IS WELL!!!! a lot of good things have been going on and aside from getting sunburnt im doing v well!! #I FOUND THE REFERENCE I USED FOR THIS A FEW DAYS AGO AND I WAS LIKE. OH. OH MY GOD #im gonna be real i havent done a lot of fun art like this in a while x_x BUT NOT THAT ITS BAD #I ALSO JUST HIT 1K FOLLOWERS???? i wanna do something fun and silly but im not sure what to do yet. hurmm #probs a giveaway. ill figure it out by the weekend ^_^

[harvestmoth]

more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw

#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page #i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out #oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now #anyways!! #i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot #oh well #pokemon rejuvenation #does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot #she still has it to me.. #to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon #anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it #i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later. #oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad #i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them #and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message. #that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place #anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode. #i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much... #sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night #i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter #wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave #also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these

[quinn-pop]

yet another oc that only exists because i wanted to write something very specific

(middle is a little older, hence her scar healing. i like to think she gets a glass eye at some point)

anyway this is mira! (they/she) since that wip is almost 20k words and counting i won’t give away too much but long story short she’s the result of meta going “one last time, i promise” and adopting yet another kid

also galaxia kinda indirectly picked the name :)

i’ve mentioned before that i headcanon that pretty much all astrals are autistic and this is just kinda an extension of that. whereas meta tends to suppress his emotions and conform to others, mira…doesn’t. she gets uncomfortable and upset and lashes out at people easily, and working through their emotions is no small task.

the main reason i chose to write them that way was for the sake of narrative but i’ve grown attached to it because there’s a lot of ideas there i’d like to explore. stuff about navigating emotions and relationships when existing is so suffocatingly uncomfortable. it’s not something i could center around Kirby himself, but i think it makes sense with a post character development meta knight.

they are very loved (omg oldee cameo???)

kirby was definitely very excited to have younger siblings after being used to being the youngest in the room for so long!! (with the like. one and only exception being gooey.) he’s super affectionate with both of them and wants to have a close relationship one day, but for now mira is pretty unappreciative of that fact lol. they don’t like being pestered for hugs

everyone else is okay tho

(i know that’s hard to read. oops. “obvious bite marks”. siblings being siblings.)

mira also has a very love/hate relationship with the egg kid, being so close in age they kinda Have to get along but in typical sibling nature they also fight a lot. sure it’s probably rough for a while but i think in the end they’d be good buddies. maybe not as close as Kirby and Bandee but still.

anyway i have a lot of thoughts and am very busy but. i’m really enjoying writing about all this lately it’s been fun ^^

#I picked a name and then proceeded to write a comic in pen in which i used that name and posted it #and only after all that did i learn that mira is becoming a very popular name. which i generally avoid #but oh well. it’s stuck #im gonna be completely honest a lot of how i pick names for characters is based off of how many puns i can make out of it #im sorry to disappoint you with that information /j #kirbyposting #my art or something #meta knight #kirby #king dedede #metadede #Kirby oc #semi future au #I swear i’ll introduce oldee one day im just bad at having drawing ideas #also trying very hard to not make self deprecating comments over some of this art cause i just. don’t really want to spend forever redrawing #stuff anymore. like I used to do for a lot of these posts. It’s whatever #anyway kinda a part two to yesterday’s post (as in: I made sure they were both ready at the same time so i could queue them together lol) #weirdly enough this isn’t all that different from my dmk interpretation #i can’t really decide what color she is either #part of me wants to say bright blue red eyes because i think that would look absolutely sick but that seems like a bit too much blue #all things considered #maybe bright yellow blue eyes idk ill figure it out later (maybe)

[hyp3rfixation-h3ll]

burgertron HATE ged prep . burgertron PILEDRIVE WHOEVER MADE IT SO THAT YOU HAVE TO TAKE 4 SEPARATE TESTS TO GET A PIECE OF PAPER THAT SAYS YOU DID IT into THE FUCKING DIRT!!!!!!!

#the captain's rambles #if you couldnt tell im having a bit of a rough time <:'] #my mom is like “oh well youre Making it stressful it's gonna be okay” I HAVE TO FUCKING DO SHIT WITH VARIABLES #THIS SHIT WOULD BE STRESSFUL EVEN IF I *WASNT* ALREADY DREADING DOING IT #i HATE education i HATE SCHOOL i hate everything this STUPID SYSTEM STANDS FOR and most importantly I LOATHE VARIABLS #whoever put LETTERS ?? in MATH??? Die. #because now i have to fucking figure out what x and y are on a practice test #i dont even HATE math normally. in every other instance of math im actually okay w/ solving questions #ged math ??? is on some shit #FUCK geds man i hate it here . i wanna just fuck off and go do whatever and be productive with something i Actually Enjoy Doing #not having to sit here and do tests so i can get a piece of paper that does nothing but allow me to apply for a community college #<- a place i am EQUALLY unexcited for and dreading #miserable fucking books i have to do work in. and then i gotta do like 4 different equally fucking miserable tests for each subject #and then i have to pray to god i didnt fail and i got the minimum passing grade of AT LEAST 145 out of *200.* #im going to destroy Everything. #i dont want congratulations for doing this shit either because i didnt wanna do it IN THE FIRST PLACE !!!!!! #im only doing this because i HAVE TO to get my parents off my ass about it not because i WANNA #if it were up to me i'd be doing just art and collecting or other hobbies i ACTUALLY ENJOY and i wouldnt be worrying about academics #but we cant have nice things so now i have to stress abt this shit like a college student studying for midterms #rant over. im gonna go eat now . pray 4 me that i dont kill someone /lh

[designernishiki]

You asked for a fic rec so I’ll toss this one at ya: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46767358?view_full_work=true Stick through the formatting for the characterization, tone, and really the whole vibe of this fic. I haven’t been able to get the bathroom call between Daigo and Majima out of my head for weeks since I read it with how naturally it all flows. My own little Daigo characterization booklet to review when I feel like I need a refresher on him.

so I may have stayed up until 6am reading this (would’ve slept earlier but I couldn’t stop reading it) and hgggahaghhhhaggahshhhhhhhh that was one of the most well-characterized fics I’ve ever read what the fuck. like the differences in how each character speaks (both tone-wise and in differing levels of authenticity) and how they speak to specific others (the daigo and majima dyanmic specifically- how they actually take into account how long they’ve been working really closely- SO good), the mental anguish and chaos vs the overwhelming emptiness of being daigo dojima but no longer The 6th Chairman Daigo Dojima……….I could keep going but I think you get it.

tbh I’d been wanting to write something exploring a similar set of dynamics/situation (post-kiryu’s fake death, interactions with haruka, daigo, and/or majima specifically, reflecting on his shortcomings while acknowledging the heavy Grief left behind) but now I’m like. well I still could but this was so well written in regards to daigo and haruka that, as far as something between those two goes, I don’t feel the need to.

thanks for the recommendation! my brain is broken now (affectionate)

#rambling #fics #fic rec #there’s a little bit of minedai in there via flashback but I don’t know if im gonna put this in my minedai tag cause it’s really #not tecccchnically a minedai fic. it’s just. a daigo-centric fic/study more than anything #my favorite more lighthearted moment in this story is daigo talking to haruka in Okinawa after like 3 years and hearing about her #‘situationship’ with yuta and how it’s just more convenient to tell people they’re a legit couple and daigo’s immediate response on impulse #is just. ‘that must be nice. I mean that you can do that. if it were two guys or two girls or something you wouldn’t be able to do that.’ #or something like that and simultaneously sweating because he has no fucking idea why he’s saying that and can’t find a way to abort #my only critique is that I was hoping he’d come out to her (probably on the scene after that where it’s just them sitting on the deck) #and it wouldn’t even have to be a Big Thing it’s just. it felt like it was leading up to that (whether coming out on purpose or on accident) #but ah well #don’t get me wrong I think she could probably figure it out on her own based on the fact that daigo’s never had a girlfriend to her #knowledge and is in his 40s + that weird little gay tangent he went on earlier out of the blue #if anyone could pick it up though context clues and hints it’d be haruka and akiyama The Investigators. and oh no. looks like that’s #exactly who he’s stuck with #id love to see an update cause of this oh mannnn #(if anyone could pick it up it’d be those two + also majima but I kinda figured at this point majima would almost certainly already know #they seem like they have a mutual (possibly unspoken) recognition of one another on that front. based a little on what daigo says about #‘when kiryu says jump you say how high’ and majima floundering a little before admitting ‘you know I can’t resist those big #brown puppydog eyes…’ like i know that’s not too on the nose but it’s enough of a casual acknowledgement to Me that it feels… idk it just #feels like they Know. it just makes sense. and I hope they do cause it’d feel a little less lonely and terrifying to be gay in that world if #that were the case. yet another thing making it feel like majima’s a way more viable parent figure to him than kiryu fr fr…… #anyway I could keep going forever so I should probably stop #I’ve never considered how daigo would interact with akiyama and now they’ve got me intrigued. I really hope they update this with something #daigo #I really think a chunk of this fanbase (particularly The Queers) understand daigo as a character better than rgg studio does. and cares more

[im-smart-i-swear]

Well that's an awkward family reunion if ive ever seen one

uh anyway this is like a month old and im not 100% satisfied w/ how it turned out but i dont think i'm going to try and fix it up any time soon so yeah. that's all youre gonna get ig

#my art #my funky guys #the longer i look at this comic the worse it gets so im NOT going to look at it! and im gonna post it anyway! #anyway yeah. eeneks fight or flight response is to run away BUT if they cant do that then theyre gonna BITE. HARD #thats just how it is with them #something is dangerous/uncomfortable/doesnt align with your worldview? avoid it! and i you cant do that? #attack it whithout thinking #great strategy bestie. no notes. flawless plan. youre so smart and mature for that. #zora wasnt going to straight up kill a random kid tho i prommy...... she just wanted to scare and intimidate them into leaving her alone #what she didnt take into account was that the random kid in question is her missing little sibling with the panic response of a feral cat #god you can see that i was still figuring out how to draw zora when i drew this #right now she just looks a bit Wrong in some of these panels lol #also jeez this is so low effort. didnt even make any backgrounds. theyre in the fucking void #oh well at least it exists!! it looking a bit like shit is still better than it not existing at all!!! #i say through gritted teeth

[polaraffect]

#damien.txt #so listen. i've been kind of fucking depressed for the past 3 months ish #and im going to tell a story related to that in the tags so. if u continue to read. judgement free zone for me pls okay? #cool cool so im like. Really bad abt taking care of my self & my surroundings when im depressed #esp bc like. im in school & work so. literally ALL of my energy goes to those two things #and i will go. weeks upon weeks not cleaning my room #not throwing out trash. which i am AWARE is gross. but truly i would get home and pass tf out and then wake up and #start the day again. like i just truly was not engaging it in any way #anyways. so there's this library book that's been sitting on my nightstand for around a month ish #and ive also been using it as a place for other nightstand things- putting cups on. glasses at night. etc. #well. so i get an email that this book is due back tomorrow. so im like 'oh i should put this book in my backpack' #and i lift it up..... and fuck. there is literally spotty mold ALL. OVER. the back of this fucking book #i guess one of the cups i left on the night stand leaked liquid onto my nightstand and then it soaked into the book or something #and the book didnt move for a Month so like. it's had forever to just sit there and mold over. #and fuck. fuck! i was having such a good night before this too. #now im like.... what the fuck do i even do #i probably just need to go turn it in & pay the fucking expensive fee but like. fuck me. i wanna cry #it always feels like one thing on top of another. like things just are constantly going wrong in my life #and like i Know this is not. the biggest deal in the world. but it just feels like such a dumb fucking thing to happen idk. #anyways. gonna cry abt that and. i guess figure out what im doing with it tomorrow /:

[todayisafridaynight]

professor just told me we dont have class this week and to instead watch a movie where a chara has a mental illness and to make mental notes of their behavior and how they're treated for it so anyways which ttm movie should i rewatch

#snap chats #HELP #'pay attention to treatment' alright well he keeps wanting to kill himself does that count as 'treatment' #also FINE ill cave and start blogging about nakai and ttm stuff. ONLY SOMETIMES. because stream said it was ok #i just finished watching Monday by the way- EPIC MOVIE i really really liked it #sabu's feeding me by repeatedly putting ttm in situations where he's losing his mind and on the verge of ending it all #sorry having a kira yoshikage moment. sorry to everyone when they eventually figure out what that means #POINT IS jokes on you prof i already make mental notes of Whatever Mental Shit a chara's going through... lol... #my 'assignment' on thursday is to do something good for myself so.... OH WAIT THTAS WHAENG AIDEN COMES OUT FUCK #YOOOOOOOO gona play gaiden thursday for class.. haha... jk i already said i'd do it friday #i'll figure out something to do that day.. maybe y0 stream if i havent finished it by then #ok bye im gonna try to draw something. maybe stream y0 later we'll see how i feel

[ajdrawshq]

im glad that despite being on the backburner for . years. i can still think of my main aus like i never stopped :] kh on the brain forever

#looked thru one of my note for the pmd au and immediately got new ideas for it . i am so fucking back #made me wanna expand whats going on w Terra n Aqua since they dont have much going on besides. well. be legendaries basically #(they take the roles of rescue team Groudon n Kyogre as well as Latios n Latias in psmd. n technically also Entei for Terra in psmd) #that seems like a lot but i know what im doing i swear 👍 #maybe i should find a way to include the khdr kids since i havent gotten to that yet.. could be fun #oh ! also been working on ways to connect Terra w Ansem n Xemnas :] probably gonna be more canon-esque than most other things #but it kinda works w the rescue team part of the timeline #and i really need to figure out how exactly to work around Xehanort bc of what he can and does do both in canon and taking his role here.. #ironically these things are also backed up by pmd iq groups . now that i think abt it #i also need yo do more work on the psmd part of the timeline since its arguably the most altered part so far #since i dont really cover gates or rescue team anyway . explorers and super just connect a lil too well #i mean tbf gates and super are way too easy to also connect to each other bc like. come on. #but who would be the duo for that .. or maybe it could be earlier in the pmd timeline than it is .. hm. #that Could line up a something else i have planned actually. could be funky. theres two (2) different duos i have in mind #maybe more depending on who else i could slap in here #ok yeah. i have objectively the funniest duo to put in gates. thats happening now <3

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sometimes u just gotta have a cringe fail weekend. is what i tell myself bc i let the fact that i forgot to check my new #email completely obliterate me. also i haven't been sleeping enough. also just the normal thoughts in my head #by which i mean the part of my brain that demands consequences for inattention by means of suffering. devine punishment. #which is irrational and annoying but knowing that doesnt seem to help. so ive just been laying here in the hopes i come unspooled and start #to disintegrate. which is annoying bc ive got stuff to do #specifically bc i am supposed to b a TA this semester. which is what i figured but also feared #so. thats gonna b a lot. tho not as much as my old school bc they dont make TAs do literally everything here apparently #but. itll b a lot. and also i have to finish signing up for classes. bc i didnt do that back in April by my brain was melting. also i have #to keep doing my job and dealing with my data. ugh. well. being a TA isnt so bad. i do like to help ppl learn even if im not very good at it #like. i struggle with thr talking to ppl part. like the transition of ny thoughts to something thst makes sense #oh well. hope i end up teaching something im not too unqualified for. i could do soils. Ecology. uhhh. maybe intro bio but i never even took #university level biology. i just skipped upper level courses. that's probably it. anything else would b a lotta faking it #ugh. im tired. i should go to sleep at 9pm. thr sun hasbt even set and i should sleep #tomorrow i have to get my shit together. but also i wanna email my new professor like hey bro like what do u want me to do??? #like how do i start in this lab? when do we start talking. like just not to b pushy but whats thr procedure? #i like Structure but also its like weeks until the semester starts so we got time. im just a lil nuts #jesus. its gonna b an interesting semester. hopefully fun but uh it is sorta like taking a boat out when u can see big ominous clouds #like im sure ill b fine but also i might get dumped over into a watery grave. i just. i have a lot of papers to write #and its gonna b hard to b a student on top of that. partly bc what im gonna b doing now is almost completely unrelated #which is probably y ppl stick to the same track they stsrt on. that awkward moment when ppl ask u if ur gonna keep working with bi0crust #and ur like uhhhh no fuck that actually the work ive done in the past 4 years makes me hate myself✌️ #so we r back at square 1. well not 1 bc its sorta related but its a pretty big reset #itll b fine once things start. its just thr anticipation that kills me #unrelated

[space-ninja-fashion-show]

I'm still trying to untangle how groupchat telepathy mission comms work in my lore. And specifically how it works with autonomous warframes and thus with my OCs

The start of it is that standard warframes can communicate with each other over short distances (say, a couple kilometres). Not verbally since they aren't supposed to have the sapience for shitall but they can transmit signals such as warnings, call for assistance, or what specific types of hostiles are around. They can also send out pings searching for other warframes in the vicinity

They do all this without operator input or interaction, on a completely different level from operator comms. It's also innate and thus a Lot Faster. One frame sending a "proceed with caution" signal to another and that frame's operator subconsciously picking up on it is Much faster and smoother than one operator picking up on something, identifying it as important, and verbalising this to another operator, who will then also need to react

Operator comms are a completely separate network from this and include long distance connections to mission control/potential other incoming transmissions. Warframes also receive data from the same mission control connection (e.g. some HUD data) but it's routed through their operators

But the way things are done in my group and probably in general in groups involving Warframes As People, is that the whole system is rebuilt from the ground up. And by ground i mean the Warframe Local Network. The whole system uses that as framework and thus innately includes both warframes and their operators and completely does away with the hierarchy, and allows all speaking participants equal access to mission control (even if there's data only warframes can interpret)

Somatic implants double as receivers and transmitters for this kind of stuff, so technically operators can Always receive private or group communications like this regardless of transference status. By the nature of things, North is the only one without this since they don't have somatic implants, meaning they need to be in active transference connection with Higgins to use him as a receiver/transmitter instead

This stuff is v convenient during missions but isn't used Much outside of it by the operators bc it takes energy/brain space to keep up and you need to actively establish a link for it every time since no one wants to have a constant group chat in their brain. So socially it's the equivalent of leaning in close and whispering to someone. Normally talking to someone all verbal speech and sign instead

The warframes however do all this a lot more easily and simply, so they chat via this scifi telepathy frequently, usually in temporary one-on-one channels

#kata's chatter #i needed to lay this out both bc i finally figured it out and to make something else im gonna post a bit later make more sense #not hugely just. oh how the fuck are these guys even talking. well like THIS

[uiruu]

mongolian folk metal is pretty much always pretty sick

#there's a surprising amount of it #i think cause a few bands got decently popular and then it spawned a whole movement #right? it must have been something like that #i like it though i love the sound of the mongolian language and i love folk instruments in metal #its sick #i wanna learn mongolian #or like... ''learn'' in the sense of how i ''learned'' hungarian vietnamese turkish indonesian polish and some others lol #which is to say... i wanna learn a lot about it and learn the basics and most of all just get a sense for how it works #and how to pronounce anything i see in the language #since im a phonology and morphology nerd mostly #i love that their L is a voiced lateral fricative #that's so unique and distinctive lol. thats such a rare phoneme #i have it in my conlang but thats only because im weird #OH i forgot to mention the throat singing lol thats like easily the coolest part about mongolian folk metal #it just meshes so well with everything metal is trying to do and make you feel #i wanna learn how to do it too lol. i cant sing so im not gonna use it for anything haha i just wanna learn to do it #i know some of the science of it or whatever but figuring out how to actually do it is another thing

[snekdood]

Bitches on here be like "haha! I read this callout about you and i told everyone around me to ostracize you and ignore you and the reason you're alone is divinely orchestrated karma, of course, surely not me and my hand in manipulating people to hate you, surely this is some sort of divine intervention and not a smear campaign that i try to justify my actions with "its gods will" with"

#do yall ever consider the karma *YOU* will acquire for treating me this way over someone elses lies about me? #bc something tells me whatever im going through rn. that you think i shoulda killed myself over... well babe. #i got some bad news for you and how karma works. lmao #and oh baby it hurtsm oh mam am i just suffering so hard. #my body aches all the time. i dissociate constantly. #well. when it happens to you and you're all alone with no support yknow.... hope you figure it out :/ #hope the karma doesnt hit you too hard :/ #at least im strong enough to not let all of this shit make me go fully insane. doubtful for yall tho lmao #and im going to give just as little fucks about yall writhing in your mental agony as you have for me :)! #oh and uh. dont think karma will be light on you just because 'you didnt know you were being lied to 🥺' #aww.. poor you... but anyways yeah when you fuck w someones life even if you realize you did it over someone elses lie... kinda feel like #you're not gonna get out of hurting someone else so much that easily. kinda feel like thats not gonna happen for you. #kinda feel like the energy is eye for an eye not eye for an acknowledgement of your actions and regretting them. #but who knows. i guess it really depends on who you are. how sorry you actually am. how much you understand what you did and how you hurt #someone. all of that sorta stuff will decide how bad your karma is. #so ig. hopefully its nothing too bad !

[muirneach]

okay well i practiced guitar and i have not played in like two or three months but it was very nice and fun i just sat and sang my silly folk songs while reading off of ultimate guitar tabs. anyways if you’ve never been to toronto for labour day weekend there’s this event called the airshow where they get the fucking military jets and do tricks or whatever. which is fine i guess except they fly directly over my house and are loud as hell. and this will happen until monday kill me now. anyways so it was interesting singing phil ochs with that going on. but it got too loud so i stopped. nonetheless i’m still able to play guitar 👍

#phil was right cant be singing louder than the guns when im gone 🙄 #i havent played guitar because well i Dont Want To #i don’t particularly care for it but i do it cause i enjoy going to lessons cause um. i dont get out much #and since lessons are starting back up i figured i should probably practice #also i dont do it because i feel im not particularly good at it :/ #ive been doing it four or five years like i have all the technical stuff down really well #you give me tabs and i can play it without having heard it before #but. i cannot memorize to save my life (so there goes any dreams of performing. not that i had any) #and also it just? doesnt sound very good??? #and like no its not because i dont practice enough even when i played multiple times a week it just. doesnt sound too nice #oh well! i never did it to make anything of it anyways so its okay #i just feel a little sad about that. like i wish i could’ve memorized songs and always had something in my back pocket to play for people #but i dont. sad. but theres other hobbies #guitar #anyways enough of that lets all join in our hatred for the airshow #i hate you loud as hell jets and massive pollution #not to mention. our large refugee population. like aight lets bring the snowbirds in surely that’s fine #ugh. anyways im gonna go draw or something

[0tul1ss]

Damn a combination of circumstances growing up and individual traits/neuroses really resulted in finding myself living a life devoid of any hobbies* that I have genuine interest/enjoyment in huh

*specifically the kind where theres a skill to work at or some kind of effort+growth

#ah 2am. i should be going to sleep #but yea its like #hmm x y and z are just my older siblings' interests that i dont actually care to engage in #ive found a couple neat things but its just me consuming different kinds of media #and ive never felt any drive/desire to make like cool fanart or fanfic or something like that #hmm theres a couple things that i like to do to pass the time but i dont want to like. develop them beyond the v small things they are now #i want something that im passionate about but ah well. cant really wish that into happening i dont think #and its hard to try things too. again bc of circumstances + How I Am lol #uh oh! feeling parallels in these issues to other issues in my life #i want clear paths forward to fall into my lap bc they feel impossible to figure out for myself #well what are ya gonna do 😎

[proonv]

anyway genuinely i really really love pokemon scarlet

#ik the game is super glitchy but aghh the story makes up for it so hard. the dlc slaps too like i love kitakami's environment #and it added so many cool things that im really happy with as well #i already talked about the dlc's story too so i dont need to say it again but aghh. so good. i love this game #...where did k.ieran go tho. bro said he was gonna make it up to me and then disappeared smh #also i know theres a post game but im determined to figure out how to get to it on my own #i assume..??? its possibly about the pokedexes which is frustrating considering regionals #idk what else it could be also WHY CANT WE TELL A.RVEN ABOUT THAT #i guess it is distressing but he deserves to know??? maybe?? #idk i miss being able to talk to that trio tho :( if only i could write something about it oh wait i can. #.....oh wait i can't. girl help. no motivation #orbit reacts