#ok i made myself laugh with this one

[p1tstop]

LE CASTELLET, June 20 2021 — Lando Norris enjoys a tit-illating view of Sebastian Vettel during the drivers parade at the French Grand Prix.

#ok i made myself laugh with this one #stop me if u want #seblando #lando all ;((( could u not have found One sports bra #among our suitcases #seb : nO <3333 u know u love me #sebastian vettel #lando norris #french gp 2021 #f1 #Zak Mauger / Motorsport Images #p1tstop stuff

[bookinit02]

just realized i never posted a snippet for ghost in the machine… so here u go!! go read if you would like🥳💗

#this is the last time i’ll post abt it i promise #i am just proud of this one🫶🏻 #what should i tag this #not quite miwip wednesday #taco tuesday? #just made myself laugh with my own dumb joke😭 #ok um #byler fic #byler #that should be good

[lunarharp]

scribblezone again testing out brushes, early grey oru, and ace attorney-style psychelocks

#witch hat tag #orufrey #doodly. i like one of the brushes tho. #oh and i was thinking how the girls have qifrey's hat design but oru's (current) tassel and how that makes me feel #ppl will surely be thinking umm WHY do they have a different tassel to him unlike every other atelier ever. the whole tassel thing is just. #whatever. *keeps the rest to myself as i fall down a zelda-style chasm of emotion* #i JUST wanna know if tassel swapping is a cultural witch sign of commitment OR if it's something they just made up. JUST TELL ME. NAAOOOOWW #the girls are too young to hear about it because oru has the inbuilt belief that kids will mercilessly tease ppl #ok what is going on someone said the psychelocks art made them laugh and someone else said it made them smile #sometimes when i try to get out depressing ideas ppl are like hehe aww and then for those pink clothes i got surprisingly much sad response #it wasnt THAT sad........maybe. anyway genuinely interesting . this world is a mystery #i think its bc i mix humour & tragedy more than i ever imagined i would. i mean witch hat is like that so thats why im doing it. well anywa

[queerestqueertoeverqueer]

19 for DW asks?

HELLOOO:))) 19. nuwho gets a designated one f-bomb per season. who gets to use it and when?

okay here we go s1 - absolutely 100% nine gets it, probably somewhere towards the first half of season. maybe "and with that sentence, you just lost the right to even fucking talk to me" s2 - "YOU HAD THE F U C K I N G RECEPTION WITHOUT ME????" - donna noble, 2006 s3 - MARTHA JONES DESERVED TO SWEAR AT TEN SEVERAL TIMES. "so this is me, getting the FUCK out" s4 - as much as donna should have said 'fuck' in probably every scene she was in, i think i'd rather have "HOW THE FUCK IS HARVEY WALLBANGER ONE WORD????" s5 - eleven: "[amy] kissed me" rory: "and you kissed her back?" eleven: "no i kissed her mouth" rory: "oh fuck off" *gasps and covers his own mouth in shock* s6 - i think amy probably deserved to swear at some point in the girl who waited. "you made a sonic screwdriver?" "IT'S A FUCKING PROBE" s7 - strax can say fuck, as a treat. i can't think of a specific example, but he should get to say it s8 - does twelve get to swear at clara, or does clara get to swear at twelve? probably clara at twelve in the caretaker.  "i suppose she was your bezzie mate and you went on holidays together and then you got kidnapped by Boggons From Fucking Space TM" other candidate is "KIDNEYS!!!!!! I'VE GOT NEW FUCKING KIDNEYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" s9 - ok twelve's turn. "you'll find it's a very small fucking universe when i'm angry with you." or "never eat pears, they're too fucking squishy" s10 - "when I'm on a date, when that rare and special thing happens in my life, do not, under any circumstances, put the FUCKING POPE in my bedroom!" s11 - "how the fuck do you know my daughter?" - najia khan s12 - lot of candidates here, definitely for 13 though. "WHY WOULD THEY FUCKING LIE?" s13 - poor yaz should be allowed to swear a LOT this season. favourite candidates bc i cannot pick just one: "does that make sense to you yaz? not FUCKING really doctor, no." "if it was gonna be anyone, it'd be you! but i can't" "WHY THE FUCK NOT???" and possibly my favourite actually: "my nani says, courage is knowing something will hurt, and fucking it anyway" 😭

#ok help i made myself laugh tm with that last one djkjhfdjhfdjfdh #ty for the askkkk :)) <333 #ask game #dw asks #nuwho #doctor who #twelveclara #thasmin #thirteenth doctor #twelfth doctor #eleventh doctor #tenth doctor #ninth doctor #yasmin khan #clara oswald #amy pond #rory williams #martha jones #donna noble #dw

[dormiloncito]

when it comes to horror, besides paranomal one thing i can't stand is being chased. like zombie movies, or games where something is after you 😭😭

#my ass would never play president evil. that one where nemesis keeps showing up #NU UH!!!!! #i don't know why #i never liked playing tag either i just knew i'd become a danger to whoever chased me and myself #do not chase me #i will go insane #KFNSNFMMSNF IT'S SO SCARY LIKE GET AWAY FROM MEEEEE #i don't know why tho 😆😆😆 #disclaimer i never harmed anybody playing tag ok i just screamed very loudly which only made my pursuers laugh and want to #chase me more #HELP

[girlcrushau]

#me? about to use tumblr as a diary again? in 2024? unfortunately:/ #but here have a waterfall i saw on a hike last week as payment #i am sO tired and exhausted emotionally after dating #there's this guy that i fr thought was going to last and be around for a long time. we spent like every moment together that we could for 2 #months straight and if we werent physicaly together we were texting or calling or on ft . just every part of our day had the other in it #not once did i ever feel unwanted undesired or uncared for. not once did i feel that i wasnt sure of his intentions. i felt safer with him #in those 2 months than i ever did with any one else i could think to compare to. #until one day he just didnt think it important to communicate any more. after 3 days of nearly nothing .. hardly any talking . i asked if #he was ok if we were ok. what was going on in his head. he said some ive just been with my buddies and family and havent been on my phone #and just. immediately thats heartbreak yanno. thats :// thats what they say when theres a new girl. but there'd never been a reason to think #there was another girl so i was like ok we're gonna trust bc this dude has been So good in every way. so i said imy but i understand. enjoy #your time with your buddies and with your fam -- i cant wait to hear about it (and hold you) #and i havent heard from him in the 3 weeks since. just randomly #so last night #i send the dreaded 'i miss you' text. #i dont expect to hear back and i accept the hurt that will come with that and the confusion that i've felt settles deeper into my heart #until this afternoon i hop on ig and see a hard launch that was posted an hour after my text was sent #that shit kinda hurt different. but also sent me into a bit of a delirious state where all i could do is laugh bc are you for fucking real #did she see my message? i know it. bc i know him and i know that he wouldnt hide anything from the person he's giving his heart #and his softness to. i can almost imagine how he showed her and promised her theres nothing to worry about #and there really isnt anything to worry about because he genuinely is the type to give his all to the relationship he's in #which feels silly to say after what happened w us. like no there wasnt a title ever #it sucks to call it a situationship because a month ago we were laughing in bed together about how we could never bc we were all in. #just the timing of the hard launch makes me giggle. did my text push them to have a conversation about what they are. was she really the #reason that he went away on me. #im trying not to blame myself . trying not to think about the phone calls i didnt answer. about what i could have done differently. trying #not to think about where we would be if i didnt let my anxieties hold me back. if i wasnt scared about what he'd think of the parts of me #that i keep hidden just a little bit longer than the rest. #and at the same time im trying not to put him on a pedestal. but that pedestal is just where i wholeheartedly believe he belongs #he set the bar for me. he set the standard. i was never too much. i was never too little. he made me feel perfect just as i am

[pctaldrunk]

wild libra things: i am a scale

#ooc #((i'm sorry i made myself laugh w/ that one)) #((FJDS;LAFJKLSJFDF)) #((ok ok back to wahtever it was i was doing))

[jarvis-cockhead]

i still kind of believe that one of my past consciousnesses had sex with james hunt i wont lie

#also as a child to understand the concept of death i had to like. ok so i couldn't fathom a consciousness dying and disappearing #so i imagined it just jumped to another person. no memory of what was before . you just are someone different #i still find myself believe this acc whenever i feel like dying. im like ok but what if i jump ship to something better. what if its worse #what else happens?? it cant just End surely #i dont believe in reincarnation in the sense that these ships are all one person #i just think the consciousness gets recycled maybe #like switching tv channels #i got laughed at when i told someone this a few years back and idk why #i get the whole process up until the very point of nothing. but nothing cant exist. there has to be something #you cant experience nothing. and if you arent experiencing nothing then youre experiencing something #you see the logic??? it made sense to me when i was 8 anyway #anyway i used to be tuned into the channel of someone who fucked that stupid man i think #with the way i dont react like a normal human being or even like myself when i see him

[dancing-with-stars]

guys. guys !!!!

#vanu is rambling #ok idk this is gonna b a happy post but i think there are lots of people who love me in this world. or at least enjoy my presence. #like i always always always ALWAYS doubt if my friends or family like me and in my head they all secretly hate me #but like for these past couple months things have been different. #i don’t feel so left out (like i usually do in groups) or alone. #like my friends genuinely want me there like they always ask me to go places with them. and i almost always say no because im so busy or #i just cant but they still ask me everytime. yesterday the whole group was calling and playing a game and i got a bunch of texts like hey #where are you u shud join the call it’s rly fun ! but i just couldn’t bring myself to talk to anyone at that moment. #today they were rly happy when i joined the call and idk it made me feel like. oh. maybe my friends do like me #and also i have two moods: i’m either super talkative or i go into my little shell and don’t say anything/add to a convo. and like during #those moments they’ll be like hey u ok? or they’ll just listen to me talk about ceramics and how fun it is or how much i hate eating pears #and like. we laugh so much together. like i have so much fun with all of them i love every single one of them omg #and scary thing is we might not even be friends after we start college. but yk what? that’s okay i don’t wanna think about that. #because like who cares? i’m not gonna let my fears ab the future ruin my friendships. i’ll always love them anyways. and we’ll always call. #i’m glad i met them. they’re all such beautiful and funny and amazing strong willed-people. they are my friends. #it’s just so crazy to me that they willingly want to spend time w me and are sad when i can’t. and they’re so understanding at the same time #they don’t get mad about it. and like they have mad eng last year in high school so much more enjoyable. #someone told me that this is ur last year do things so when you look back you don’t regret anything- so you can be proud of what you did #and my friends helped me with that. and like i still feel lonely the majority of the class because despite this there’s like a permanent #stain of sadness right there at the bottom of my heart. but they make the hard days more manageable. #like i’ve been on call with these people until ungodly hours at night just laughing and i go to sleep feeling a bit lighter. #they introduced me to the tech side of theater which i never thought i’d get into but here i am. they teach me silly facts and words in asl. #they taught me dances- knowing full well i SUCK at it- because we all had fun with it. theyve taught me it’s OKAY to be vulnerable in #friendships and that sometimes being open/yourself is quite literally the best thing you can do for your own soul and others. they’re cool #people really. really cool people

[crystallakec]

holy hell i love your art 😭 HOW ARE YOU SO TALENTED omfg

(if not too much to ask: got any art tips IM SORRY I GOTTA KNOW. i gotta know what you do to make your art look like it was made by gods)

*nervous sweating*

#LONG LONG LONG TAGS BELOW BE CAREFUL BECAUSE I GOT EMOTIONAL #OH MY GOD HOW COME I DIDNT SEE THIS EARLIER #dsaudhuisadh tysm anon!!!T_TT waaah this means a lot #for any art tips...well since me myself is totally an amateur so I cant really give out any cool useful advice #but one thing that came to me earlier this year that is kinda important #is to absolutely. draw for yourself. do whatever makes you happy. trust me just try to snatch back that vibe you have in your cringest year #if you like oc x canon do it!!!oh you like this cringy little character ??draw them one million times!!! #I think after I kinda made some progress after I realized this. It's still ok to care about numbers and get sad or jealous or anything. #I understand that. but try whatever makes you happy..!! #just so you know I basically started learning anatomy(or adults etc)from end of last year. I was always a cartoon/chibi artist before that #Ive always wanted to draw adults/muscle/anything other than chibis but i was so afraid that ppl will laugh at me if I did it too terrible #then I realized...who cares..!! I'll do it anyway because that's what ive been!!thinking of for so long!!it will makes me happy idc!! #and here we are ^_^^ yayyyyy!!!still bad at it but you see at least i have the courage to post my works!! #sorry for saying so much I just hope ppl who had the same troubles like I do to be happu T_TT draw for yourself #dont stress yourself out!!

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Was anyone else baptized outdoors in the middle of September in, like, 48 degrees Fahrenheit water? Because I sure was lmfao

#curling into the fetal position underwater and coming up with the most distressed face I’ve ever seen myself make #audibly gasping #and then I pulled myself together and ended up waving half-dazed at the cameras #I had to be prompted to leave the pool #And before then when I was getting into the pool I was laughing like an idiot because “holy fucking shit this water is COLD #and my head is going to be submerged in it oh GOD” #exjw #ex cult #I may have only been dunked once but it was not graceful #can anyone say “cold water shock?” #No but actually if I had been left in one second longer than I was; I would have inhaled it #I was fighting the urge #My personal project didn’t help because it made me freezing cold and exhausted all the time #ok so you might know what I was doing but not why #ahahaha

[13eyond13]

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#one of the funniest realizations i had when i defended L from being called ugly and gross here recently is that #so many of the lawlight enjoyers who also enjoy calling L ugly and gross are Light kins #i just never put two and two together hahaha #i just assumed it was mostly people like me being like 'i'm roasting him bc he has similar qualities to myself' but no #so many people were like 'but i love that light is like showing he has a heart and lowering his standards for this creachurr' like ok??? #that's weird hahaha #and a bit insulting to the people who really relate to L and his mannerisms and habits and looks #a very light thing to say don't get me wrong it just made me laugh #like ok sure maybe he's ugly and gross but why do you want to bang him so much then huh #what does that say about YOU light-kun #inb4 you say 'i don't want to bang anybody but everybody wants to bang me and i must do them a favour' because that's what light would say #so noble of you lito fr /j #p

[darabeatha]

/  WAH!! I wanna thank all of u guys for the tips and support!

#;ooc #ooc #it made me think of stuff i didnt consider before and i was like O; i really could have done this thing easier for myself OIRTURTIOR #ok so now im going to proceed to spamm the dash with 9487584975854945 posts about m.octezuma- NO JKJK!! #AUGHHH I FEEL SO WARM NOW #i always have that worry (in the case of this multi) to talk too much about x character that im having too many thoughts of #but it really was that simple of just letting it flow; even if im posting 50 posts in a row about the same muse #THAT- or the roulette- i heard ur advice sophie; taking notes right naow :CLENCHES HANDS ON FISTS: #I LAUGHED AT THAT ONE #but thank u everyone againnnn! #sometimes one gets so stuck on their ways that u dont get to see other simple alternatives; it really do be like that #in any case; i always try to tag my posts with the muse's name so u can always block that if u'd prefer :nods: #SO IN CONCLUSION; whoever of my muses i feel the most inspo at that moment; im just gonna vibe with that heho

[ohmeowmy]

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#god ok . vent in tags #saur basically i have been stuck at home doing nothing but studying for the past. 3 years? idk #and now i am Finally starting irl in person school again albeit. Very Late into the school year #and my parents r like. obviously she will be distracted from your studies #bitch what fucking distraction. like. studying for 14 hours a day is not normal you Know that right. right. say sike rn #ugh fucking. im so angry. i want to live and make mistakes and be stuck in uncomfortable situations and then get to laugh about it later!!! #i dont want to spend hours and hours and hours with no one except my family and the internet for company #and this is so frustrating i want to live!!!!! i want to live i want to live i want to live #i want to live but i dont want to be alive. is this anything #alive is tedious. living is free. god i want to jump into a river #ofc i Can just do what i want to do but the specter of my parents disapproval will be hanging like the sword of damocles #mental illness moment <- she has realized she has only two states of being either manic energy or dissociative blankness #ergh the last 2 months have been filled with uncomfortable realizations about myself. what do you Mean constantly wishing you were dead is #not something that happens to other people #what do you Mean. wh #is living not incredibly hard for everyone. no??? its not supposed to be???? thats. huh #anyway. god im so tired #holding on to the faintest hope that it will get better. ive made a promise to stay alive till 21 at least #lets see if it really does get better. i hope it does

[pepprs]

going to see if i can get em*rgency c*unseling tomorrow regarding The Circumstances 😗✌️

#i know i keep wailing about it on here. i just need people to hear me i guess because the one person i need to tell this to i can’t. so lol #purrs #i feel a little bit ok abt it rn but before that i cried for like 2 hours straight. the mental illness of it all. also the WAY IN WHICH i wa #was literally [data expunged] today. like how is this not to feel like a fucking knife in my gut. not to quote the sacred texts but: you ar #are someone i have trusted with so much of myself. i need you to understand me better than this. lole lawl lole lawl lole lawl lole lawl lol #‘we’ve been through a lot together. we make each other laugh.’ i am walking into traffic rn. #ask to tag #not that i have ever had this life experience and not that this is even a remotely appropriate comparison to make. but i imagine this is wha #what it feels like to be broken up with. in which case i am feeling even more guilt about some choices i made 4.5 years ago than i have for #all those 4.5 years. lol. like the fucking nightmare of this. how do i just stop having this person in my life. LOL! #after monday i’ll be able to talk about it more but rn i am sworn to secrecy and i am withering. im just fucking withering rn. it’s so dumb #too bc this specific genre of situation i have been fearing since literally BEFOREthe beginning could be… much much worse in some ways. this #is actually not that bad because it’s just a distance. but this has just broken me and broken all of us and im quite frankly terrified. lawl

[orcelito]

oh yeah uh i forgot to talk about my day. i havent rly been existing as a person whoops. uh

work kinda sucked but not NEARLY as bad as yesterday. honestly yesterday was probably the worst shift ive had in uh. well at least a year im betting. it was really so very bad.

today was better except Whoops my bike broke a little bit. forgot to mention that too. i left it at work overnight in the storage room n im gonna bring it to the bike shop tomorrow. so im gonna be without my bike for a few days </3

uhm. otherwise ive been procrastinating, still not doing my dishes, reading trigun fanfic and rewatching trigun stampede and reading trigun maximum. and also browsing etsy for trigun merch, of which i bought a few things.

now im thinking about skipping class again bc it's accidentally oh so late and i am very tired. i can rationalize it to myself that it's Totally for the sake of finishing my lab tomorrow. but really ive just lost control of this semester and i barely wanna do shit anymore. lol.

#speculation nation #also listened thru the 2nd trigun stampede OST album two whole times #went walking home bc i got no bike rn and i was just meandering down the scenic path #(it's thankfully not flooded anymore. a lil muddy at spots but i managed to avoid it) #saw some deer tracks. crouched by the river for a little bit. all while sipping at a hibiscus tea i brought from work #went home. read embarrassing fanfiction. swore i was gonna do the dishes and then just watched trigun stampede #went looking on etsy. went reading the manga. i swear it's overtaking my entire life. #im trying to be gentle with myself tho. saturday's shift did Not help me with the mental breakdown ive been fending off for weeks #oh yeah and easter. fucking easter. i was neutral/negative leaning but the shop i wanted to go to was closed today #which pushed it solidly in the negative direction. like for fuck's sake this is a fucking witchy shop and they're closed for EASTER????? #i wanted to go buy a tarot deck wtf. and the Spiritual Shop is closed for a Christian Holiday??? okay lmfao #meanwhile we kept having ppl call to ask if we were open today n it was just like 'man this is a bubble tea shop what do you think' #O Lord Bless This Bubble Tea for it was Made In Your Image............. #or some shit like that idfk. like yes we did have a few ppl call off for easter but majority of us are gay and/or Definitely not christian #the handful of us there kept laughing about how little we care about easter. one girl saying she completely forgot about it #and like. man. yea. easter's one of the most pointless ass holidays outside of christianity #at least there's fun in christmas for non christians in the gift giving. easter is just like. there are eggs now??? #and this is to celebrate The Lord?????? ok lol #anyways yea my days r happening. i keep skipping class. probably will again. Whoops sorry professor man but im just tryin to survive now