God never had any mercy left for me, yet I do not want to anger him, for that I give him my body
AU thing
Also a personal thing for me, I do not think God ever wanted me
Black shapes supposed to mimick canon Basil's something, an eye, and also a stilized cervix. Isn't it where life makes it's first painful breach to the outside world from a mother's body?
It hurts
I truly think I'm one of God's miscarriages that managed to survive, or something like that
Motherhood is really important to me, yet I do not think a mother is something I can be, or even deserve to be